#✉.wen yuan

[darlingpwease]

who won, who survived, who will tell the story

♡ unhealthy behaviour (past, wwx), animalistic behaviour, fluff, parenting; single parent!reader, alpha!reader, wen!reader if you squint, sect leader!reader implied, wei wuxian x reader implied

WEN YUAN is not sleeping well.

He often wakes up at night, whimpers, pokes nose into your chest or hip, trying to curl up into a ball, like a tiny kitten looking for the presence of his parent, without which his body became as tense as a stretched arrow of a bow — and sleeps badly. You can't leave even for a moment, holding him tightly to you, not letting the puppy even for a moment feel the absence of the smell of his parent, the head of the pack, in which only he and you are.

Perhaps it would be more correct to raise him communally, as everyone do with orphans, — but you can't afford this, even if you have enough things that require attention. The time after the war is always difficult, especially with the abundance of demonic cultivators and evil spirits, but you can't remember the last time you took up weapon, spending all your time with documentation and your puppy, which is so sticky and clingy — sometimes it seems to you that you have a small tail, who purrs quite when you press put him to chest, and fall asleep in your clothes in a simple nest that you always make for him when sit up late.

WEN YUAN loves big nests, snacks (especially sweet ones), burrowing into your clothes, beautiful melodies and watching you do something, and you really try your best not to indulge him excessively, even if the sight of his ruddy plump puppy-ish cheeks causes you to be touched and delighted. He doesn't smile as brightly as before, before what happened, but you still do everything possible to make him a happy and protected puppy, even if someone calls it wrong. This is the first time you talk seriously to him when he tries to fake a smile to make you happy, realizing it by the eager sparkle in his eyes full of impatience — and even if it makes you feel warm, you have already had the experience of this "I'm fine, please look at my smile and believe that everything is fine".

This is the first time you calm your puppy in your arms, convincing him that you don't blame him at all, but you don't want him to fake his emotions just for you — (you've already had such an experience) you're flattered that he's doing this for you, but that doesn't mean it's necessary. Everything is fine (everything is fine now), there is no need to portray anything (do you really think that I don't see?!), you will accept any of his emotions (you continue to run from problems, pretending that everything is fine!) and feelings (have you ever thought about me?!). After all, it's harmful for everyone to fake their emotions (what are you talking about? I'm totally fine), and he doesn't need to do this unless absolutely necessary (how can I be with you if you constantly leave me behind?!).

You will accept your WEN YUAN by anyone (you are not like other alphas), no matter (you are special) who he is (even if you are an alpha) or what he will do (after everything we have been through...), he is forever your puppy.

(you can mark me! this will be our secret!)

There is an evil world around him, with terror and pain; but he only needs to hide, sleep soundly and not be afraid of anything. You will take care of everything else. You can't bring back his biological family, — you would give anything to do that, — but you can make this puppy your family, not only by blood, but by feelings. Instincts. Smells. Rubbing against him, leaving your fragrance on top of his milky one, letting him bite your skin slightly and trying to get into the fabric of your clothes to feel hidden and small — you really do what you think is necessary, raising your son the best person, no matter if he turns out to be alpha, omega or beta.

If WEN YUAN wants to, he will take over your duties — but if he doesn't want to, then you will find someone else to raise. He will choose his own path. He will live in a much nicer and more peaceful world, even if you perfectly understand that this does not mean that the world will be safer when you rub your nose against his stomach, making the puppy giggle. He will have a choice — what you didn't have; he will have a loving pack, a strong foundation, peace and protection.

What you didn't have.

what he didn't have(?)

And one day he blows you away.

He will definitely do it.

just like he did.

You have made millions of mistakes — and you will make no less in the future. Sorting through documents and letters while WEN YUAN sleeps on your lap, so small but strong, you know that it doesn't hurt anymore. Nothing else hurts in your heart anymore.

and the mark doesn't hurt anymore.

[darlingpwease]

but seriously, I want to affirm again that yandere wen yuan would be fine only with wei wuxian. like, he first looks at his photo that you show and thinks 'and this is the man you want to marry??? parent, he looks like a whore' but then somehow... softens.

wei wuxian is not trying to become a 'parent', he is more comfortable in the role of a 'friend'; he is not interested in other children, but also not against wen yuan; he makes you happy and taken — wen yuan can not worry that someone else will enter your family quiet life, because he sees as far as wei wuxian is, although implicitly, but possessive and strictly monogamous.

and it's comfortable with him; not that he's happy that you have someone else, but wen yuan is a mature enough child to understand that this was in some way inevitable — and wei wuxian is clearly the best choice among all the remaining ones.

[darlingpwease]

I like to keep WEN YUAN when we talk about yandere!WEI WUXIAN simply because WEN YUAN is almost directly polar to WEI WUXIAN, and it makes life with the two of them even worse when they are both yandere, because they perfectly overlap each other's blind spots to make sure that you don't want to ruin this 'little ideal family♡', while you have long abandoned 'I can fix them' and can't get over the idea of 'I'll accept them for what they are', so your only thought is 'I can make them worse' — just because you're wondering how much worse it can get, even if it looks like 'I can make them worse said the person who is better'

[darlingpwease]

but listen, this is actually the situation where you are in a 'relationship triangle' which is the most stable option, but for you it will be one of the most problematic, since at both ends you will have a conversation about emotions (albeit with a different approach), and although WEI WUXIAN is closer to the role of uncle than father/mother, — unlike you, since for some reason WEN YUAN is especially sticky to you and you really can't help but warm up to at least this tiny lump, — WEN YUAN has minimal problems with this until WEI WUXIAN tries to get into his time with you.

in addition, WEI WUXIAN is more than prone to violent tendencies, while WEN YUAN is able to read people like books and see cause-and-effect relationships — they both understand what their common goal is, and although they need a little verbal and non-verbal communication, since they are both emotionally possessive (while, WEN YUAN is also quite physically squeamish in the questions of 'WHO TOUCHES MY PARENT'), they come to an agreement, and in the end you are not sure whether WEI WUXIAN is engaged in baby trapping or whether WEN YUAN is already trapping you with your beloved.

I like to keep WEN YUAN when we talk about yandere!WEI WUXIAN simply because WEN YUAN is almost directly polar to WEI WUXIAN, and it makes life with the two of them even worse when they are both yandere, because they perfectly overlap each other's blind spots to make sure that you don't want to ruin this 'little ideal family♡', while you have long abandoned 'I can fix them' and can't get over the idea of 'I'll accept them for what they are', so your only thought is 'I can make them worse' — just because you're wondering how much worse it can get, even if it looks like 'I can make them worse said the person who is better'