#⚠️ this is about PANS/PANDAS/BGE/AE and other AEs but if you arent in this and this applies to your condition you are allowed to relate

[the-multiple-prism]

yes you support disabled and mentally ill people with nasty, mean, ugly, or otherwise "bad" symptoms. but are you normal about physically chronically ill people who's physical condition directly impacts their behavior and psychiatric condition? are you normal about physically chronically ill people who literally cannot repress, hold back, or regulate aggression, mean statements, or anger/rage episodes? are you normal about physically chronically ill people who legitimately cannot regulate any strong emotion whatsoever? are you normal about physically chronically ill people who have "bad" behaviors that would be unreasonable, cruel and unfair to "punish" because it's the almost equivalent to punishing them for something like having pain? are you normal about people like us? we exist.

THIS IS ABOUT PHYSICAL, CHRONIC ILLNESS, NOT SOLELY MENTAL ILLNESS. IF WE SEE YOU DERAILING MY POST YOU WILL EXPLODE INTO A TRILLION PIECES.

[eggsrus]

I hate rage attacks. I hate emotional liability I hate suicidal thoughts I hate intrusive thoughts I hate panic attacks

I hate when my silly little head gets in such a tiz I sedate myself so I can actually cope at college for the next 4 hours it's exhausting I want to sleep over just been crying for 50 minutes and there was no sign it was stopping so naturally I took my sleep meds just so I could calm down now I'm exhausted obviously mainly I'm emotional drained. I don't think the self injury I just did is bad enough to need first aid but if someone sees it I'm gonna get another mental health referral which never helps. I'm so exhausted from this disorder u know wat I got angry about, I couldn't understand maths mainly a calculator so I got annoyed then defiant then angry then it turned into a panic attack didn't it. GENUINELY fucking exhausted with this disorder. And I'm not even diagnosed yet 😭