#♻️ gilded profoundness

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Mentally ill people are so easily triggered.

Yeah thanks its the mental illness.

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Allistic people all have an eye contact fetish and get mad when you point it out.

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I feel like some people don't appreciate the art of visual storytelling. So many movies and shows over rely on characters just saying shit in a boring setting with shot reverse shot. The impact of variety in an episode of a show or a movie with scenes of silence with just the scene playing is just great and important. It makes stuff better to watch.

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ABOUT THE BLOG

For a while, I was posting random high thoughts on my main account, but decided, why not make a dedicated page for that kind of content. So, this is my 🍃 account. I will never post or respond here if I am sober or think I am too sober. That way, it is authentic.

MY NAME

If you don’t follow me, call me the avocado bandit. if you do follow me, you must call me the avocado king. becoming a follower makes me your king.

ABOUT ME

I am an adult and I consume weed to help with my C-PTSD & depression. Also for silly time because silly brain is fun. I am a trans guy and I use He/It/Xe pronouns. I would prefer it if minors did not interact here, but I suppose I cannot be too mad if someone comes across a funny out-of-context post. This is under the assumption that I can be funny. I will try to avoid posting here while not high. This includes writing this pinned post.

We have DID and sometimes post about it. However, that is not what this blog is focused around.

DNI

If you are transphobic/TERF/trans-med or otherwise an obnoxious cisgender person (fuck it, especially the CISHETS) then you can go bye-bye.

If think you can be a system without childhood trauma, also bye bye. This account is not the place for this drama, but trust me I have a nuanced opinion on the topic. But I don't wanna deal with it on this account.

If you homophobic, good bye bitch. Also if you exclude asexuals or non-binary people, then fuck off. Go eat a used gym sock.

If you are racist or xenophobic, I hope that your teeth rot out of your mouth, leaving you to only eating bland soup, as you are no longer allowed to enjoy foods from other cultures.

If you are trans-id I would appreciated if you identified as blocked.

If you are pro ana or sh it would be cool if you got help instead of glorifying it online.

If you are a pedo, it would be pretty fucking cool if you got on a boat to the center of the ocean, tied cinder blocks to your feet, and entered the water.

TAG GUIDE

Different types of posts will use the following tags for the following things. If you follow, feel free to block whichever ones you like. Don’t expect everyone to like everything, so here it is for your convenience.

#♻️ gilded profoundness -> These are posts which are meant to be meaningful, even though they probably are not.

#♻️ descriptions -> directly describe the experience of bring high

#♻️ weird -> weird things said while high that are probably stupid on purpose

#♻️ capitalism -> sometimes when i'm high i am thinking about capitalism too hard and confuse myself. should i put "we"??? we are a system but will not talk about it on this account much, so idk if it is relevant? should i add things to confuse? never mind

#♻️ realizations -> things i did not think about before

#♻️ realizations but traumatic -> tmw you have a ptsd flashback while high and then recover and you are still high and also kinda dissociating and you sit there and you think about what you just now realize was trauma cause you thought it was normal but no, it fucking was not, but you're high so you just write it down somewhere so you remember it, then you go back to thinking about silly high things, or consume strange media cause you're high and that's fun to do while high.

#♻️🍆 spicy -> horny posts. probably won't post much of that here as we have a separate blog for horny thoughts, but if it is here it'll be tagged

#♻️ reblog -> posts i reblogged

#♻️ memes -> usually have to do with venting but not always

#♻️ real time -> describing things as they are happening or just happened.

#♻️ free space -> Concepts to write about for entertainment.

#♻️ ask response -> if someone said something that would be nice but do not be mean please

#♻️ agere -> sometimes baby brain takes over. soft fuzzy high brain easily becomes little baby. sfw!!!! (note that this blog is not 100% sfw, though when i do regress, it is in a sfw way)

#♻️ paranoid -> will also be tagged with common tags just in case for filtering. i just realized that if someone follows, and the block some of these tags, this pinned post will be hidden cause i have those tags pinned for convenience

#♻️ neutral -> idk a specific label

#♻️ walmartposting - Its a place for stoners to exercise aimlessly.

#♻️ upset -> vent or something idk

#♻️ dissociative stuff -> stuff about DID. usually syscourse. figured i might as well make a tag for it since we get riled up while high on occasion.

#♻️ yeee 🍺 -> alcohol was involved

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intent does not inherently negate the consequences of your actions

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I'm not sure if you were previously aware of my capacity to fuck bitches, but I'm sure that once I explain it to you; you would feel inclinded to recind your previous statements.

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If there's something nieche that you're passionate about, you should double check to see how much information there is about this thing. How many people are researching it or are sharing this information. How many people know about it? If you need to, make some content yourself. Become the wisdom you seek.

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if you look at the structure of how life operates, it is kind of like a never ending and sometimes morbid sitcom.

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I’ve been thinking about some stupid post I saw on this website that as an adult, seeking out friendship with children, or even young adults much younger than yourself is inherently predatory no matter what circumstance. I feel like that’s just bullshit.

There are so many contexts in which an age gap can appear in a friendship. Basically any social media site or gaming platform or whatever has a mix of ages. People on the internet can easily gather to places of similar interest regardless of age.

There is a lot of value to be had in conversations with those older or younger than you. I’ve had conversations in person and online where I’ve helped older people learn about technology and understand new trends or concepts. I’ve learned life advice and information to people older than me.

There are also so many times in real life where gaps in ages can exist. If you’re an adult and your friend has a kid or your kid has a friend that comes over. Or if you’re a teacher Or in a close knit community. etc.

The more healthy relationships that exist, the easier for people in general to recognize unhealthy relationships.

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rb for sample size

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Usually, it takes me a long time to make connections between things. Like months or years sometimes. Like, as an example, I could know someone called Ashley, and someone else could tell me about something that someone called Ashley did. It can take a long time for me to make the connection that this information was about the person I knew.

Now that is just one simple example, but the same logic can be applied to how I understand and connect information. I’ve realizing that sometimes when I’m really high, it is easier for me to make connections.

I mean, when I’m high, I will say out loud my thought process in making some kind of connection, which I think to some people probably seems slow & dumb as I’ve been called, but honestly its a lot faster than when I’m sober lol. Or I will realize things finally when high.

Of course I’m often very stupid while high but sometimes there are moments of intelligence.

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slowly learning to accept myself and be less cringe (idc what other people think anymore)

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Casual photographs where you take a picture of something to show your friend, not caring about whether or not the photo looks nice are a form of modern art.

It is not the same as a still life painting, but it is its own medium and genre with different intent and meaning, even if the outcome looks the same.

It is an imperfect photo.

A small glimpse of reality

It is what will never be written down in a history book, but it is what is captured in a second with your phone.

It is a disappearing image, bound to be deleted, but it is perfect.

It’s a snapshot of reality.

And I think that that’s important.

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incest and insect are spelled too fucking similar for my liking

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it is easier to understand things after you experience them. before you do (or if you never do) sometimes the only way to experience something is just to interpret it from other people’s descriptions or interpretations of what things should be like. it is not until you go through something will you truly understand; or until you hear enough outside interpretations to piece together a satisfying alternative.

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poisoned mindsets often attract each other