#♦rozemyne

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God all I can think about is that one meme where its like, two characters wearing matching shirts but both say 'the bad bitch I pulled with my autistic swag' pointing at one another and its just... Rozemyne and Ferdinand

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Based off of this hilariously accurate meme by @8thaubehrenfest

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How about drawing Myne with a bunch of shumils? <33

but of course!! ✨🐇

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Rozemyne; the new Aub Arensbach ✨

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Sylvesters just having his usual crisis, dont mind him.

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Not to be that guy and absolutely ruin someones day, but I can't stop thinking about Ferdinand's management of his emotions. Like specifically before he had met Rozemyne. We know that a noble's hidden room is a lot of things; a workshop and private space but also very often talked about in the sense of a safe isolated space for nobles to drop the act and get emotional if they have to. We also know that due to all the times that Rozemyne ended up crying in her own (and sometimes Ferdinands) hidden room that the usage of a simple heal is all it takes to remove any indication that the person was crying just moments before.

[P4V8 ch "Successors"] ( I'm fairly certain there was more than one occasion of him healing her puffy eyes but I could be misremembering sjsj ) Now, its likely that I'm maybe reading a little too into this, but Ferdinand knew this little detail. He's the one who initiates the healing spell on her eyes to reduce the puffiness and help restore her to a more sensible looking state with ease. Why? Because maybe he had to do this for himself in the past as well? I mean he was so alone due to Veronica's ostracization and relentless torment, that he couldn't trust anything or anyone unless they were name-sworn to him. And this is a society where even a well adjusted noble still has to hide their emotions and mask their intentions/desires to protect themselves with the occasional vent in their hidden room. He was well and truly emotionally alone. So just how many times did Ferdinand escape to his hidden room just to suffer all on his own? He had no one to lean on, his dad dies when he is still arguably young and he has no mother to speak of. His siblings were all blood relatives of the very woman who despised and wanted him dead. Not to mention this was the height of the Veronica factions power; nobody was ever going to take his side when he was their heads 'enemy'

I'd like to think that as he grew up and distanced himself from Veronica's influence and the political struggles of the noble scene, that he found himself needing to isolate and vent far less than when he was a kid. But at least with Rozemyne in the picture he starts to drop the mask even if just a bit; therefore not bottling everything up like he once used to.

Still... It's really sad to think that it was probably likely that there were at least a few times that as a kid he had no choice but to cry all alone. If he even allowed himself that much you know?

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So it's been a while...................... but recently I was revisiting that AOAB animatic wip from a while ago and since I picked up the series again (I think I'm finally emotionally ready to ride the last of this rollercoaster;;) and well... I really wanted to work again on this and finish it for real this time. Probably going to take my time on it though and focus on making it nice and polished- so expect it to take a while. But I also realized I never posted the original timed proxy draft- granted bc its really rough and honestly only supposed to be a reference for myself for editing and piecing things together later down the line but uh... idk maybe you guys will enjoy it!

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another wip update!! finally got about 1/3 of the frames so far! I will polish the rough ones up at some point, Ive decided Im just gonna zoom through the sketch phase first, then later switch my brain off and focus on lining and shading them all aha

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I dont see myself finishing this before the next prepub update but figured Id share a little wip, hopefully keep myself motivated to see it through!

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Oh my god it's happening

Rozemynes finally being confronted about her (from a nobles perspective) unusually close relationship with Ferdinand despite both being engaged and I'm losing my mind because I know she has never really given it any thought till now- but now??? She's going to have to start deciding what's more important to her; how nobles view her or her concern for Ferdinands wellbeing.

And we all know there's no way her concern for him doesn't come out on-top because well, she said it to him herself- royals and country be damned, whatever it takes, she'd help him in a heartbeat if he asked her because... he's family to her.

To add on to all of this, the fact that she is now forced to consider this situation means she will inevitably be revaluating her relationship to Ferdinand and what it means that he is her closest most trusted noble ally, even if she in Rozemyne fashion does not see it in a romantic sense, everyone else around her will and that makes me a little worried for Ferdinands wellbeing now because rumours spread in unexpected ways...

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IM SORRY WHAT???

I am reading this correctly right? is he actually asking her where her heart lies at the moment?

ajskhdkajsd I hope I'm not getting my hopes up but akshjdaks I am kicking my feet like crazy at this chapter what the fuck

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Some practice sketches before I go sleep (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)

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I cannot put into words how much this part hurts to read.

Ferdinand finished one of Rozemynes songs under the guise of a gift for Detlinde but Rozemyne already figured out that it was a song of him being homesick... And then we get dealt this blow?? Ferdinand is so homesick after finally learning that he was indeed loved and valued as family back in Ehrenfest... Damn this was just a killer blow to my heart truly

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