#♢ don’t give a damn about my bad reputation 》 headcanon ♢

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Out of Eira, Aeron, Oliver, Lorelei, and Tripp

★  ⸻   CAN SING

Eira

★  ⸻   CAN DANCE

Lorelei

★  ⸻   CAN PLAY AN INSTRUMENT

Aeron (Piano), Tripp (Drums)

★  ⸻   CAN DRAW / PAINT

I don't get the sense any of them are really any good. Maybe Eira. Less so maybe Oliver before the accident. Maybe. But probably not.

★  ⸻   CAN WRITE

Eira. She has the most active imagination and is the most emotional.

★  ⸻   CAN COOK / BAKE

Eira

★  ⸻   CAN HANDLE A WEAPON

None. Not safely or have much experience.

★  ⸻   CAN PERFORM MAGIC / RITUALS

Lorelei perhaps.

★  ⸻   IS GOOD AT SPORTS

Aeron. More like he used to have the stamina before he started smoking.

★  ⸻   IS GOOD AT ACADEMICS

Eira

★  ⸻   IS GOOD AT CRAFTS / SEWING

Eira, Lorelei ( Crafts and Sewing respectively )

★  ⸻   IS GOOD AT MAKE-UP

Lorelei

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Tag Dump 》 Aeron ♢

♢ try to love me and i’ll try to save you 》 save ♢

♢ licking wounds with cigarette tongues 》 aesthetic ♢

♢ don’t give a damn about my bad reputation | want you to see the bad and still love me anyway 》 headcanon ♢

♢ breath of the last cigarette on my teeth 》 visage ♢

♢ a steady stream of poison 》 musing ♢

♢ another waste of my heart 》 likes ♢

♢ don’t hold your breath for me 》 interaction ♢

♢ just more reasons for us not to get along 》 wishlist ♢

♢ resentment is a wildfire 》 starter ♢

♢ thread 》 url 》 muse 》 001 ♢

t: same shit different day ( main )

t: forgive and forget ( secondary main )

t: knock the ice from my bones

t: always a survivor

t: my halo is bent not broken

t: always ready for a war again

t: where words fail

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WHAT'S COMING WITH YOU ??

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Aeron has a soft spot on the back of his neck that if you massage it gently, he'll just fall apart. Melt into a puddle

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●°•☆ Headcanons ☆•°●

Music Taste

Eira - P.aramore, A.dele, 5.S.O.S., A.lec B.enjamin, M.arina, C.onan G.ray

Aeron - I.magine D.ragons, G.reen D.ay, S.um 4.1, N.irvana, L.inkin P.ark

Ryder - P.ierce T.he V.eil, B.lack V.eil B.rides, P.alaye R.oyale, M.y C.hemical R.omance

Tripp - M.etallica, T.hree D.ays G.race, F.ive F.inger D.eath P.unch, A D.ay T.o R.emember, H.ollywood U.ndead

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Things That Aeron Likes That Aren't Dinosaurs Or Piano

Lions. His favorite movie as a kid was L.ion K.ing before J.urassic P.ark.

S.cooby-D.oo. He went through a phase of wanting a dog but of course his dad said no. S.cooby is his favorite. He doesn't care about mysteries or solving them in particular. It was just his favorite out of the cartoons running.

Video games. Not really into the modern, plot heavy, intricate game play type. His favorite is G.alaga. And he's good at it. Wasted plenty of his dad's quarters. One of the few things they bonded over. He would purposely ask to play as a way to have a nice time with his dad.

Basketball. He doesn't give a shit about watching. He just wanted to play in middle school but no one took him to practice.

P.okémon. Never owned a game until he grew up and bought it himself. Whatever cards he got, he bummed off of friends or bought with stolen allowance from his mother.

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Eira, what was one of your most embarrassing moments in High School? Aeron, what's the one chore you're struggling with the most and why?

Random (?) Ask ❤️ | @heartxshaped-bruises | The Teares

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“Most embarrassing moment in high school?” Her brows furrowed as she repeated it back. Eira sped through all her embarrassing memories, including not in high school even. Eventually she settled on one. Running into her ex boyfriend with his new varsity cheerleader girlfriend. ...That’s probably not what they’re asking for, right?

“Um... One time... I went into the wrong classroom? I mean, I had that class. I just, forgot about the class before it. It was the teacher’s free period so they thought something was wrong.” Well something was wrong. “It was pretty awkward. I had to run to the other class before the bell.”

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“Talking to people because they’re so fucking nosy,” he retorted. Indeed, talking to people was a chore but really the worst for him was probably the dishes. Aeron had a habit of letting them pile up until he was forced to stand there and wash them. It was hard on his back. The rest of his body didn't enjoy it much either.

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『 ☆ 』 ~ A thought. Aeron is very much a 0 to 100 kind of guy. Something can just set him off and the intensity is just through the roof. Then there's Tripp who is just 100 constantly. Yet they both run on empty just the same.

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Aeron's theme is his struggle to be comfortable and maintain it.

Obviously his emotional struggle for trust, to let someone in, to be comfortable with being vulnerable.

But more than that. The aches in his body. His poor health because he struggles to take care of himself. I wonder if it's because "if no one else cared to, why should I? I'm still alive."

His smoking habit, purposely making himself uncomfortable to find comfort.

He's so uncomfortable.

Even when he finds the comfort he needs in someone, there's still a guarded edge. The second it goes wrong, it's like a smack in the face. A reminder. "I forgot to lean out. I need to lean out." Translates to "I forgot I can't feel comfortable with someone." He'll go back to what he knows. What he's comfortable with. Dealing with the uncomfortable isolation. He'll lean out of the relationship. If they no longer have a hold on him, he will not be hurt later. He will not be hurt, he will not be uncomfortable by their absence.

Except he is.

He's so uncomfortable.

By the absence. By the emptiness.

He's so uncomfortable. He's so tired.

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●°•☆ Drabble ☆•°●

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His back was aching so he was lying on his stomach on top of his bed. Couldn't be bothered to get under the blanket. It was warm anyway.

Surprisingly awake, he just laid there. But the silence only lasted so long.

His mind wandered to Gwen. It'd been a couple of months or so, since breaking up with her.

She just called it quits one day. They weren't going anywhere, and she had plans for her life. Big plans. And he just wasn't making himself a part of them.

They hadn't been dating long but... It'd been nice.

He tried. He tried not to get mad like he did. He tried to keep his cool. He tried to be better than he was. Take care of himself the way she encouraged him to. He wanted to be good for this. Maybe not for her. He wasn't in love. This wasn't the girl that changed him. But he wanted to be good when he's been so wrong for so long. When he's been so wrong and lost the love of his life probably. He wanted to be good for something good in his life for once.

He tried for more time but the whole thing unraveled, slipped through his fingers.

He felt his anger rise at the memory. So what? He didn't fit into her plans, so she'll stop caring about him? Still want to be friends. He scoffed to himself. Yeah. She'll still be his friend. Sure. He huffed and deliberately face planted into his pillow with a grunt. His hands gripped at the fabric of his blanket.

He was so mad. She was a nice girl and betrayed his heart, his trust, this way. Dropping him when he wasn't what he'd never been. He'd never led her on with being more than what he was. Why didn't she figure it out before it all that he wasn't what she wanted? It's been staring her in the face this whole time.

Why had he put all this genuine effort to avoid this if only to end up here anyway? Why did he let her in?

He forgot to lean out.

He forgot to lean out.

He forgot who he really was.

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Aeron, Eira... what's a thing where you know you can totally count on your sibling? And what's something that you'd never seek them out for help?

Meme I Forgot / Random Ask | Anonymous | Eira + Aeron

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"Count on Eira?" Aeron hasn't really considered the ways he relies on his sister. Maybe give him perspective when it came to romance, even if it sounded kinda dumb to him. But he wasn't going to admit that. So- "To make something edible, I guess."

"Come on, I make things a little better than edible at least."

"Sometimes." He's a picky eater. He's kind of messing with her, but kind of serious.

Eira frowned at that. "Yeah well I can do it better than you can."

"Whatever." He couldn't really fight that. "I guess I wouldn't ask her for help with getting somewhere though. Her driving is pretty rough."

"For the last time, it was a tight turn! And it was just a bit of the curb. Leave me alone."

"It was more than a bit!"

"Anyway!" Eira glared at him pointedly, signalling her want to end the conversation. "I wouldn't ask Aeron for help with my computer. All he does is yell at it."

"Because it doesn't do what I tell it to!"

His sister just rolls her eyes. "I would count on him to fix something with my car though. He's good at that."

"You're just lucky I'm cheap labor."

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I really. Hate finding something that I want to share with someone that isn't there anymore. And like you can't even share it with someone else cuz they would be the only one that gets it. That has the context.

It does not inspire openness to let someone in.

But I guess in trying to redirect the feeling, I think it's something I want to highlight with Aeron. He's very obviously closed up. But also it's literally happened. He finally managed to make friends and he failed a grade so all his friends moved on without him. They saw each other less until they were strangers. Or thinking about his piano teacher that just suddenly passed away. Or his mother walking out.

Major people in his life disappeared on him at a young age. And he puts that into every relationship he has. He does not volunteer information about himself, he does not ask others about themselves, he does not submit himself to a place of vulnerability where he can be devastated by the absence of someone. Who he does these with managed to gain his trust yet he will still have doubts and self sabotage so he can say it was right not to trust them when he's pushing them away.

Because it was devastating. Isolating. He didn't have anyone to talk to about it with. When his piano teacher passed, he was sad for a long time. I don't think he ever processed that grief. When his mother left, he learned he could not ask about her. He had no one to really talk to about it with his friends all strangers to him.

Aeron is grief.

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●°•☆ Headcanons ☆•°●

Favorite Childhood Movie

Eira - P.eter P.an (2003)

Aeron - J.urassic P.ark or L.ion K.ing

Oliver - A.ir B.ud

Lorelei - F.erngully T.he L.ast R.ainforest

Tripp - F.inding N.emo or M.onsters I.nc

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Attributes graph

“I am not a stupid baby! This thing is stupid! Why is the clown level so high?!”

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『 ☆ 』 ~ Something something about Aeron's mother just up and leaving one day without warning when he was just a kid directly opposite to Zelda calling him while he's probably still dead asleep in the morning because she had to go out for her regular briefing at the community center, something Aeron probably already knows she would be gone for.

Something something about how someone important in his life completely uprooted themselves from it DIRECTLY OPPOSITE to someone important in his life giving him a REMINDER that wasn't really necessary to show they hadn't abandoned him that they're coming back. That they love him. That they WANT to see him again soon. Without even knowing they are being directly opposite something that takes so much space in his life.

I don't think even Aeron realizes it. He just hears the voicemail and likes it. Just feels really happy. He probably mistakes it for "Ah A Message From My Girlfriend" instead of this is an example of someone showing up for me where someone has clearly failed me and henceforth ruined my outlook on people.

I hope he gets to tell her it made him happy except good luck getting the words out of his mouth. So maybe I just hope she finds that he's kept it. That he holds a quiet special value to it.

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●°•☆ Headcanons ☆•°●

“I’m going to get a good grade in X. This is both normal to want and possible to achieve.”

Eira: Love. Being lovable and loving.

Aeron: Love. Being vulnerable and most importantly, invulnerable.

Oliver: Life. Being the best possible version when the old one was lost.

Lorelei: Attraction. “Love.” Being desirable and unattainable.

Tripp: Life. Living to the fullest because it could all be over too soon.