#♡ ⁄ 𝙳𝙰𝚂𝙷 𝙶𝙰𝙼𝙴𝚂

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ʜᴏᴡ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ?

Recklessly, like a horse running as fast as he can.  You've been told that the way you love can never last, and that heartbreak is inevitable. But you don't want to love carefully. You want to love with reckless abandon. You want to love with everything you have, and you want to be loved the same way. You don't want them to worry about tomorrow. Make today worth living for. tagged by ! @reddragon-cowboy, thx qt!

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ꜰᴀʏᴇ ᴠᴀʟᴇɴᴛɪɴᴇ ʜᴀꜱ ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴇᴅ! ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ?

☐ Hold hands ☐ Throw salt ☐ Do " it " ☐ Leave

❝ what the hell kind of choices are these?! ❞

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5 ꜱᴏɴɢꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʀᴇᴍɪɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍᴜꜱᴇ ᴛᴀɢɢᴇᴅ ʙʏ ! @zenigatakeibu, thank youu! ᴛᴀɢɢɪɴɢ ! @withgutsandglory, @xissp, @sayonaradumbass, @reddragon-cowboy, @dynamoprotocol, @straye, @ungodli, and whoever else!! 1) ʀᴇɴᴅᴇᴢᴠᴏᴜꜱ ɢɪʀʟ, ꜱᴀɴᴛɪɢᴏʟᴅ walk out on the deck, manolos and cigarettes lookin' out from here wondering how far i could get running in the circles where the chips are legit workin' it, i know it ain't an easy ticket. . . 2) ᴡʜʏ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ᴍᴇ ɴᴏᴡ?, ꜰɪᴏɴᴀ ᴀᴘᴘʟᴇ i sit and daydream, i've got daydreams galore cigarette ashes, there they go on the floor go away weekends, leave my keys in the door why try to change me now? 3) ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍᴇ, ᴛᴇɪ ꜱʜɪ why would i ever agree? or care about the way you see me? i will run away if i please i will fight you with apathy, oh 4) ʟᴏᴠᴇ ɪꜱ ᴀ ᴅʀᴜɢ, ᴇᴍᴘʀᴇꜱꜱ ᴏꜰ i know love is a drug i know money is a drug i know sex can be a drug but i just wanna be touched 5) ꜱᴡᴏʀᴅ, ɪᴀɴ ꜱᴡᴇᴇᴛ how do i start to feel less like a deadly weapon after you made me believe i have the sharpest edges?

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𝑴𝑼𝑺𝑬 𝑷𝑳𝑨𝒀𝑳𝑰𝑺𝑻 ミ★ ᴛᴀɢɢᴇᴅ ʙʏ ! @dynamoprotocol, many thanks! ᴛᴀɢɢɪɴɢ ! i dare u to do it if you see this 😈

ᴍᴀɪɴ // the sensual woman, the herbaliser ( instrumental) ꜱɪʟʟʏ // i know what boys like, the waitresses ❝ they get so angry like pouty children denied their candy. i laugh right at them. ❞ ᴅᴇᴛᴇʀᴍɪɴᴀᴛɪᴏɴ // evolve, soraya ❝ don't admit to defeat. if you're taken off track then back up on your feet. ❞ ʙᴀᴛᴛʟᴇ // danger, pylon ❝ be prepared. i'll get you unaware. look out. i'll get you. ❞ ꜱᴀᴅ // in a sentimental mood, duke ellington ( instrumental ) ʀᴇʟᴀxᴇᴅ // cosmic dreams, saib ( instrumental ) ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇᴍᴘʟᴀᴛɪᴠᴇ // the passing stars, thievery corporation ❝ are you out there? i feel so far from home. the world's dissolving; it's easy to feel alone. ❞ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ // turn the light, karen o. ❝ starry, starry night. this is how i wanna live. gonna lay me down in love. i got so much more to give. ❞ ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴡᴏʀᴋ ᴍᴏɴᴛᴀɢᴇ // final home, dj krush ( instrumental ) ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍᴇ // the sweetest taboo, sade ❝ i'd do anything for you. i'd stand out in the rain. anything you want me to do. ❞ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋᴜᴘ / ʜᴇᴀʀᴛʙʀᴇᴀᴋ // you don't know what love is, chet baker ❝ do you know how a lost heart fears? the thought of reminiscing—and how lips that taste of tears lose their taste for kissing. ❞ ꜰᴀɪʟᴜʀᴇ / ᴅᴇꜰᴇᴀᴛ // eudaemonia, them are us too ❝ holding space for what once was. can't help but look back. i'm lost in my memory. ❞ ꜰɪɴᴀʟ ʙᴀᴛᴛʟᴇ // choice cowboy, kilo kish ❝ finally found my way to get out. finally found that gold in my mouth. ❞

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ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪꜱ ꜰᴀʏᴇ'ꜱ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ʟᴀɴɢᴜᴀɢᴇ?

STEALING. You ever had your car or apartment broken into and your most valuable or loved possessions just taken away from you? Let’s be honest, most people steal because they simply need to to survive, maybe some out of greed, but you do it out of pure malice. You take the last of your roommate’s ice cream, you steal your siblings favorite stuffed animal, you steal your classmate’s pencil box, if you steal money from someone you genuinely think that person deserved it. Your crimes can range from shoplifting to grand theft, and you fucking hate billionaires. The best things to steal aren’t money though, it’s things that people love or can’t live without. Many don’t know of this hate language, but if you’ve ever had the impulse to steal your enemy’s last soda, you now know why.

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answer these and tag people you’d like to know better / catch up with. ( tagged by the lovely @inhaunts )

last song.   the trick is to keep breathing by garbage

currently reading.   a number of things: blood meridian. song of achilles. men who hate women.  

currently watching.   broadchurch + lupin iii part 5.

last movie.  seven psychopaths.

currently craving.   relief from endless bouts of anxiety, thx.

tagging @humanitysong, @nothinglikegod, @musecheerios, @crosspunisher, annnnd whoever else feels like doing it! ♡

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ʜᴏᴡ ᴀᴛᴛʀᴀᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ?

❝ .... ❞

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𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑(𝐒): truthfully, i love them all, but my ☆ faves are purple and red.

𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑(𝐒): if we're talking savory vs. sweet, i'm a savory gal. i looove spicy 🔥 foods even though my stomach does not.

𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂: electronic. ambient. trip hop. jazz. and the myriad ways that you can intertwine them.

𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐄(𝐒): i'm a slut for rock operas so my top faves are rocky horror picture show, phantom of the paradise, hedwig and the angry inch, tommy—but outside of that, some big favorites are priscilla: queen of the desert, chungking express, she-devil, death becomes her, fallen angels, bedazzled, ghost world, doom generation, jawbreaker, the craft.

𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒: it's definitely not cowboy bebop pft.... i also really love cyberpunk: edgerunners, space dandy, the good place, pen15, spyxfamily, killing eve, and others that are escaping me atm.

𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒: that i completed? that new ridiculous squid game: the challenge show on netflix lmao don't ask me why

𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐄: the wolfman (2010)

𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆: spyxfamily + avatar: the last airbender

𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐍: indulgent art of my otp + my inactivity around here oops

𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆: my attention span has been fucked for the past three months 🙃 so unfortunately nothing right now

𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆: talk by hozier

⇾ thanks @nothinglikegod for the tag!!

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WHAT DO YOU NEED TO HEAR?

you are loved. i know it’s been hard. it’s been lonely. they didn’t treat you how they should have. maybe they still don’t, and that aches in a place you didn’t know you had until it started hurting. but love is out there. i promise. the world is infinite and grand and full of people who would love nothing more than the chance to love you. and they do. they do love you. you’ve met some of them and others have yet to come into your life but they all love you more than you can stand. there’s enough love to fill that hole inside you and make it stop hurting. there’s enough love to fill you up. i promise it’s out there and i promise you’ll find it. you are so, so loved. TAGGED BY: @reddragon-cowboy, thanks so much doll!

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𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐍 !

ᴡʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘʜᴏɴᴇ ᴡᴀʟʟᴘᴀᴘᴇʀ: used to be spaye artwork for YEARS and just this past year changed it to this korean artist's beautiful starry art. like this one. both home + lock! ʟᴀꜱᴛ ꜱᴏɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪꜱᴛᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ: like a pen by the knife ᴄᴜʀʀᴇɴᴛʟʏ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ: the stars my destination by alfred bester ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴍᴏᴠɪᴇ: i think it was heartbreakers with @withgutsandglory HAHA ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ: my work uniform. sexy, i know. ᴘɪᴇʀᴄɪɴɢꜱ/ᴛᴀᴛᴛᴏᴏꜱ: ears are pierced. used to have a tongue piercing. no tattoos (yet). ɢʟᴀꜱꜱᴇꜱ/ᴄᴏɴᴛᴀᴄᴛꜱ: glasses! ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴛᴇ: cereal ꜰᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀ(ꜱ): purple, yellow, red, pink (but only certain shades of pink) ᴄᴜʀʀᴇɴᴛ ᴏʙꜱᴇꜱꜱɪᴏɴ: tbh i don't think i have one rn? been really into the show yellowjackets and also the great. unless my long-lived obsession with bebop can be counted, then.... ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴄʀᴜꜱʜ? @withgutsandglory hehe ꜰᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ: faye valentine, always and forever. ᴛᴀɢɢᴇᴅ ʙʏ ! @straye, tysm bb! ᴛᴀɢɢɪɴɢ ! EVERYONE!!!

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ᴡʜᴀᴛ ꜱʜᴀᴛᴛᴇʀꜱ ʏᴏᴜ?

BETRAYAL. you are so tired of giving your trust away, only to have it thrown back in your face. your heart has been broken, again and again, by those you've mistakenly believed in. " perhaps this time will be different ", you say. my dear, it won't—your heart is too gullible for the cruel world around you. ᴛᴀɢɢᴇᴅ ʙʏ ! @withgutsandglory, thanks bb! ᴛᴀɢɢɪɴɢ ! whoever feels like it!

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ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴄʀʏꜱᴛᴀʟ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ?

ꜱɴᴏᴡꜰʟᴀᴋᴇ ᴏʙꜱɪᴅɪᴀɴ :: you are all grit and closed fists. you refuse to let anything in through the cracks of your armor. you would burn the world to protect those you love. the heart of a warrior burns in your chest. and it also weighs your shoulders down. what is the price for being so strong? what have you sacrificed to make yourself feel safe? when was the last time you let someone see your soul? when was the last time you let someone see you and not just the masks you hide behind? not everything must be a fight.

ᴛᴀɢɢᴇᴅ ʙʏ ! @reddragon-cowboy, thank you muchly! ᴛᴀɢɢɪɴɢ ! whoever hasn't done this one yet!

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TOUGH SHELL.

bruised knuckles. bloody noses. eye rolling. empty bottles. messy hair. sarcasm. lip biting. unwashed jeans. coffee breath. loud music. broken neon signs. chipped nail polish. leather jackets. always wearing headphones. swearing. sneaking out at 3am. dark lipstick. frown creases. burning cigarettes. plaid shirts. under eye circles. dark colours.

SOFT INSIDE.

honey tea. flower crowns. giggling. blowing kisses. dancing without worries. white lace. soft textures. fluffy throw pillows. using too many heart emojis. empathy. constant daydreaming. handwritten letters. fairy lights. bullet journals. designated driver. warm hugs. garden picnics. quiet. smile lines. optimism. flowy clothes. pastel colours.

ᴛᴀɢɢᴇᴅ ʙʏ ! @dynamoprotocol, tyvm!! ᴛᴀɢɢɪɴɢ ! whoever feels like it!

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💕

❝ t'ch! in his dreams... ❞

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ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴅᴏᴇꜱ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴏᴡᴇʀ ʟɪᴇ?

𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑬𝒀𝑬𝑺. you are always looking—ahead, back, up, down. you can see all the possibilities, all the consequences, all the stars. your power is steady, squinting, taking everything in. your power is glaring, shining. your strength is in tears of happiness, sorrow, anger, fear. your strength is in your ability to dream, to understand. and you are never the first to blink.

ᴛᴀɢɢᴇᴅ ʙʏ ! @withgutsandglory

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ʜᴀᴘᴘɪɴᴇꜱꜱ. being unable to stop smiling. laughter. bear hugs. happy tears. waving arms around. dancing. contently sighing. eyes twinkling. laughter lines. childlike playfulness. skipping. talking more. affection. cracking more jokes than usual. gesturing more when talking. higher pitched voice. squealing. jumping around. clapping.

ꜱᴀᴅɴᴇꜱꜱ. tearing up. self-hugging. one-arm cross. an aching chest. scratchy throat. a runny nose. turning away. deep breaths. quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing. hands gripping each other or an object. covering mouth. puffy eyes. eyes appear red. voice breaking. a distant or empty stare. monotone voice. asking for comfort. faking a smile. crumbling. shaking. whimpering. abusing an unhealthy habit. withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something even if it could hurt them.

ᴀɴɢᴇʀ. furrowed brows. baring teeth. passive-aggressive comments. avoiding eye contact. sarcasm. headache. sore muscles. hiding clenched fists. irritability. jumping to conclusions. raising voice. going silent. demanding immediate action. keeping it all in until exploding. body tensing. making risky decisions. middle finger.

ꜰᴇᴀʀ. wanting to flee or hide. what-ifs. images of what-could-be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling. rapid breathing. screaming. a skewed sense of time. irritability. keeping silent. denying fear. turning away from the cause. pretending to be brave. nail-biting. lip-biting. scratching skin. a joking tone but a voice that cracks. fainting. insomnia. panic attacks. exhaustion. substance abuse. tics. rushing adrenaline. face draining of color. hair lifting on the back of the neck. feeling rooted to the spot. making body as small as possible. staring but not seeing. crying. a shrill voice. whispering. gripping something or someone. stuttering. flinching at noises. pleading.

ᴇxʜᴀᴜꜱᴛɪᴏɴ. constantly yawning. slurring words together. dark circles or lines under eyes. mood swings. hallucinations. calling people by the wrong name. dizziness. denying they’re tired. slow blinking. trouble concentrating. stumbling. leaning on a doorframe for support. sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isn’t a bed. becoming irritated by the smallest things. “i’m awake, i’m fine”. shaking so bad they spill their drink. fall asleep in their clothes. lay their head on the table because they’re so tired. passing out.

tagged by ! @zenigatakeibu, thank u kindly! tagging ! @reddragon-cowboy, @gorillicious ( jet! ), @sayonaradumbass ( 4 u know who ), @straye, & anyone else who wants to!