#☆⋮█ ▌𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑:⠀⠀ ☆⠀⠀rinni makes an altar call.

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out. hello this is kind of embarrassing to say, but this past week has been the worst of my fucking life. i've gotten robbed fired and in a car accident all within less than two weeks and i'm literally suffering so bad. i was already running on thin ice at my current place of employment, but everything kind of took a turn when i pulled a no call, no-show on friday because i was in a car accident and my phone had died and i was at the hospital and i had head pain, and they wanted to make sure that i did not have a concussion. i gave my job the documentation of these events, and then today i had a lady come to my job first and get me because she thought i was somebody else. mind you, i was in the hospital and i did not come to work on this past friday, but she was adamant that i was her server and that i charged her card $200 when, again, i was in the hospital. i was not at work. my manager on duty wasn't trying to fucking help me, so i yelled at her in front of everybody to get the fuck out and learn who the fuck she was talking to amongst other things because that was unacceptable my boss told me he would be doing an investigation, which i didn't understand because i physically was not at work. there's nothing to investigate. there is no way i could've charged this lady's card if i'm not at work. so we got into it about multiple things while i was still at work, and after i left, a couple hours later over the phone so she pretty much terminated me, which it's fine, but that was my primary source of income so i'm kind of screwed.

then i got robbed at gunpoint last week, and while i am physically OK, i had like all of my cash tips from the past week in my wallet, so i lost almost $400 of bill money that i can't get back because even though i filed a police report, like, the cops told me there's no way to get my money back as there's no way to track cash. my only priority at this point is just keeping my phone on because my phone is how i connect to a wifi hotspot to do stuff for university / tumblr. i know i haven't been the most active because i have a very demanding work and school schedule, but one less job means i'll have more time to write hopefully with you all. literally anything helps, even just reblogging this. i feel very bad putting all of this out there, but i'm literally at my wits end of bad event after bad event after bad event. i also apologize to the grammar for this. i'm doing voice-to-text because it's just easier for me right now. i'm thankful that i live at home and my landlord is my mother so i don't have rent to worry about, but pretty much all my other expenses and my day-to-day life do follow me besides rent. i know for that, i am a lot more privileged than other people and while i do have some savings, it's going to pretty much be used to getting me from the doctor and physical therapy appointments because i've already started legal action against the person that hit me and a hit and run, mind you.

edit: blurring license plate

[osovereign]

outofcharacter. I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR HIM SINCE FEBRUARY PLEASE I AM SOBBING INTENSELY NOISHE IS SO SOFT AND KRATOS AHHHHH… ‘m so happy i finally have a plush of my most favoritest fictional character evers 🥹💜🙏🏼

[osovereign]

outofcharacter. thinking about how the angels in tales of symphonia have their wings grow feathers from prolonged usage and kratos even after ten thousand years still having his wings have that iridescent stained-glass look, shows two things: i. that he still hardly ever shows them and ii. his godhood being so great the usual rules of the cruxis crystal nolonger apply... also it takes a few hundred if not thousands of years for the wings to become featherlike.

[osovereign]

outofcharacter. actually what if i moreso built him around the discarded concept of star from the concept art. i think it would be really rad if i made kratos like the origin star in all of disney’s fairytales / the god from which all wishes come true. it could let him work in so many verses: peter pan, princess & da frog ( my fave disney princess movie btw ), tangled, cinderella, snow white, sleeping beauty ( could tweak a bit mmhmm ), oh beauty & da beast, and brave. just to name ones off the top of my head.

like the very embodiment of ‘wishing for a more idealized future’ is something i really like for him. but i also adore grimm fairytales too soo i wanna incorporate that too somehow.

out of character. ‘m rewatching wish ( i liked the movie fite me ): and wondering about what if kratos was the humanoid/personification of star… aka: me, giving kratos a disney verse because we love disney princesses in dis house uwu