I love you, trans people with intellectual disabilities. You deserve to have the same opportunities as everybody else, and that's because you are a person. You deserve to be happy. Intellectually disabled trans people deserve the exact same respect, recognition, and love that (should be) afforded to everybody else.
Intellectually disabled trans people, you deserve to make your own decisions about your transness. You are allowed to want for transition or to change your name, clothes, hair, pronouns, or anything else. You deserve support and understanding. I hope you are able to receive that. You belong in this world as your true self. Your transness and your disability/disabilities are not bad things - they are good, and they are important.
I wish I had the patience to actually make a story in some sort of format to be consumed like a comic/book/video game because I generally tend to approach character writing/analysis from an audience point of view & it would always be my dream to have someone approach my work from that perspective but I genuinely lack the patience to do so
another year with armyblr and another year of things i am thankful for uwu while i'm busier than usual and cannot make the things i used to make all the time, i'm still so grateful for having this creative outlet and having a place to share the love i have for these seven boys with people who love them just as much. you're all so special to me!!!! i want to recognize some of the people who've been extra kind to me and have made my journey on this blog as miraculous has it has been -- however, i cannot state enough that anyone who's ever interacted with my blog is so, so special and important to me. the work i do isn't just for myself, it's for everyone. i'm so glad to share my creations with anyone who wants to receive them!!! ♥
some of my mutuals who have been nothing but kind and supportive of the things that i manage to do while working my crazy work weeks -- i can and would move mountains for you all. you are so, so special to me and i love you so endlessly.
say hi to me
i don't know, i just remembered being so much
brighter, i guess
cigarette ash like wildfire
burning holes in the nighttime
open scars feel like barbed wire
white lies flying high like a ceasefire
dropping flags on the shoreline
this is as far as i can feel right
'cause what you don't know can haunt you
and all we ever wanted was sunlight and honesty
highlights to want to repeat
let's get away from here and
live like the movies do
i won't mind when it's over
at least i didn't think for a while
don't drag it out
living like that doesn't mean a thing
so let's, make a great escape
and i'll be waiting outside for the getaway
it doesn't matter who we are
we'll keep running through the dark
and all we'll ever need is another day
we can slow down 'cause tomorrow is a mile away
and live like shooting stars
'cause happy endings hardest to fake
and i wanna let you know
i wanna let you go
but i just can't bring myself to speak
but this is how it goes
the end credits, they roll
this bridge was built over kerosene
but we can watch it
and all i ever wanted was sunlight and honesty
highlights to want to repeat
let's get away from here and
live like the movies do
i won't mind when it's over
at least i didn't think
so let's run, make a great escape
and i'll be waiting outside for the getaway
it doesn't matter who we are
we'll keep running through the dark
and all we'll ever need is another day
we can slow down 'cause tomorrow is a mile away
and live like shooting stars
you can wish away forever
but you'll never find a thing like today
yes FFVII advent children/complete is an objectively silly film but it’s also so Very Very Earnest and where else am I gonna see the main character overcome his depression through sick anime sword fights and also have his friends honestly but affectionately tell him that he also kinda sucks and he needs to shut up and see how loved he is.
big fan of your poems, i don't even have an instagram acct but ive been regularly reading your poetry from there using those sites that let non-account holders view insta posts. weh....something about the way you use your words is breathtaking. wish i could write that well one day! good luck with everything ever
op you must have woken up that morning and felt the lord (or your holy creature of choice) in your chest moving you towards your phone or your laptop where you found the most random little guy on tumblr and sent them a star of a message. i didn’t know there were such websites— it would make browsing in class on incognito that much easier. it’s crazy that you would do this for me. sometimes i forget that when i put things online people come across them and look at them for a bit. op, your heart must be very wide. and strong and full of yearning and hope. thank you for reading my words and letting them speak to you for a minute or two. it’s all i really want as a writer and everything i hope to leave behind. in life you keep peeling your thoughts and peeling and peeling and eventually they start to look like planets so you write with them. i’m sure your words are just like planets op. good luck with everything ever
random late night thoughts on my famous jimmy junior concept (specifically w/ tinimmy)
jimmy jr moved away in his sophmore year of high school because his mom got him accepted into a really good and well respected performing arts school in california. mom moved to california to live with him while he auditioned and studied and dad stayed behind with andy and ollie (they both missed their mom and jimmy jr SOO MUCH but they'd get to visit during the summer and spring/winter breaks)
tina and jimmy jr continued on again off again dating thru 8th 9th and 10th grades but they were always friends so tina took it super hard when jimmy jr moved away </3 she dated a few guys after him but honestly despite being a hopeless romantic she never felt much of a spark. i think she just missed him too much & never got over her first love. she vowed off dating until after high school
she definitely cried everyday for WEEKS when he actually moved away and stopped hanging out with her friend group w/ tammy and jocelyn. she still kept in contact with zeke but he had a pretty busy life at that point too yknow how it is
jimmy jr would call and text with tina and their friend group sometimes but he got really busy w/ school and life so they eventually fell out of contact. the type of middle school friend you only keep up with through their occasional facebook status updates
jimmy jr got his big break and became a famous teenage heartthrob type when he was around 17 years old and he did NOOOT take it well at all lol he got a huge ego and made so many terrible decisions <3 bless his heart <3 maybe he even thought he was too good for seymour's bay or his friends back home even though i think secretly he missed them. basically stopped talking to his family around this time. super weird for everybody who knew him in seymour's bay that he was now famous and totally idolized but he became something of a local legend to their town like "the birthplace of jimmy pesto jr omg" which was probably good for tourism
jimmy pesto's also got more randos visiting his restaurant because they wanted to see where jimmy jr grew up and harass his family basically lmao which jimmy pesto HATED especially since he became estranged from jimmy jr
it probably settled down after a few years when everybody realized jimmy pesto doesnt talk to his son and also he's an asshole
tina was always very proud of jimmy jr even as his friend because she knew how important dancing and attention/fame had always been to jimmy jr and his passion for it (she'd known him since kindergarten obviously!!!!) so she was always cheering him on like yay ^_^ she might attend an event he was doing locally but ngl he did stay clear of seymour's bay feeling like he had unfinished business there he didnt want to think about. tina was genuinely just happy for him & mostly over her feelings for him
she DID buy all his merch even the cheesy shirtless posters that were definitely made for 12 year old girls to kiss at night. she's LOYAL OKAY!!!!!!
because jimmy jr never came around to seymour's bay and avoided the area he kind of got a reputation with the locals that he thought he was "too good to acknowledge where he came from" so their opinion of him is slightly negative tbh. which isnt UNTRUE but it was less about the town himself and more about the people he left behind
jimmy jr found it really hard to make genuine friendships at his new school bcuz everybody was always trying to compete with each other and eventually he just stopped trying so he's been very socially isolated for a long time which DIDNT help his mental health. he never had another close friend like tina or zeke it was mostly just random party buddies and one night stands but nobody he could be himself around :(
jimmy pesto's relationship with jimmy jr in this fic is much too complicated to describe in a tumblr post lol but its very. uhh. they both want the best for each other and jimmy pesto truly isn't a horrible dad. andy and ollie adore their big brother though and they'll always ask him about his fancy life in hollywood when they go to visit
when jimmy jr first became famous there was some slight attention from younger fans directed @ andy and ollie who were like ooooh they're like jimmy jr but our age and single/not famous?? boyfriend maybe? a few stalkers but that pretty much died immediately when they realized andy and ollie are actual literal Freaks <- they never realized this is also true of jimmy jr though!!!!
he is bisexual. he never told anybody he's bisexual and nobody knows he's bisexual but he is bisexual of course. there is no universe where that kid is straight sorry
...this seems dangerous. There's a lot of Heroes, how is he supposed to rank them? Based on what? "I'm not exactly comfortable ranking the Heroes of Hyrule. So let's try a different aspect."
"The Hero of the Sky," legend? "Hylia's chosen Hero, the story that is painted in the textbooks, speaks of one of absolutely dedication and bravery. All the heroes have courage, though the way in which that ability presents itself is different for each of them. The Hero of the Sky wasn't handed a destiny like everyone else, he chased his path because he wanted to save someone important to him. He faced his future with courage that presented itself as the will to go further than anyone else. To not back down even when he's told he's not doing enough."
"The Hero of Twilight," what an odd title, "had to face obsticals that no one has ever been presented with before. He had to fix the mistakes that the Sages and his ancestor created. He had to experience physical and painful changes to his body that leave irriversable marks on them. They had to find the courage to become not only the Hero of Hyrule but an entirely seperate person and creature at the same time. Arguably, they went through the most changes of any Hero and they managed to overcome it and use it as a strength."
"The Hero of the Wild," a ridiculous title, "there is arguably nothing braver than failing and getting back up to face that failure. The Hero of the Wild was defeated, he fell and died--more or less." It is called the Shrine of Ressurection. It implies he died. "Not only did he fail and die though, but he found the courage to get back up and save the world not just once, but twice. With everything that was done to him, with the suffering, the anguish, the failure, and the loss of a limb. Courage and bravery don't always walk hand in hand, you can have courage and be absolutely terrified at the same time. I'm sure many of the Heroes would agree with me. But the Hero of the Wild I believe is the best example of both. Of overcoming one's faults."
"Link," the Hero of Time, "was a child." The perhaps most wellknown fact. "He was maybe, barely, ten or eleven when we dragged him into everything that was going on. A child who can't even consent to medical care let alone make the choice to run around battling monsters in the name of a Princess he probably didn't even know existed. Everyone seems to believe his journey started after he drew the Master Sword, but that's far from the truth. Even before he drew that sword, he had to run around collecting the tools to unlock the Sacred Realm. He had to watch the Deku Tree die and be blamed for it." he wonders, sometimes, if the Kokiri blamed and hated him for it. If he knew that.
A shaky breath is taken in.
"The Hero of the Wild spent his entire journey alone, that is horrible and sad, and arguably worse than the others. Sky had Fi, Twilight had the Princess of Twilight, and Link had Navi and--myself. However, I believe there is nothing more lonely than having people around you and being unable to reach out for them. Constantly, the Hero clearly wanted, needed, whatever comfort wanted help and I just shoved him away." It's hard to say which one of them was the lonliest. He thinks, in a way, all of them were just alone.
"Link was used by everyone around him. The Deku Tree, the Princess, The Goddesses... myself. Everyone took advantage of him and he selflessly continued to help the world because he didn't want to see anyone else get hurt. Because he was asked to. Because I manipulated and pushed him. And then, even after his journey, he ran off somewhere that treated him even worse and he still found the courage, bravery, selflessness to help people."
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