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[todrawblood]

happy almost valentie's day, here's a treat. nsfw drawing under the cut.

i love using my free will... i had fun painting this, it was a quick one :3

[errorseren]

shes so scary. shes so cute

[multlfarlous]

i'm so sick and tired my guys;;;

whatever good week+ i had a few months back finally felt like a breakthrough with how i'd been feeling all year. i was so productive i was like holy shit maybe i'm getting better. then it fell a bit then had to wait on my new meds and it's been once again a bit of a ride and i have been so up and down - and had a suspiciously good week+ again and was seeing how it went before i committed to coming in to write to just vanish again.

I'm sorry - to all those who are patient and to all those who are new. Learning how to deal with my mental state the last year+ has been a draining and tiring thing - and as ever it's not I don't want to write I just struggle to focus on many things I enjoy even outside of here. I'm not gone, I'm just as ever unreliably absent until the rare days I can focus on anything for more than five minutes.

tl;dr

i'm just disappointing others and disappointed with my self as ever and always.

[impkeen]

hi~! i’m 𝑒𝑣𝑒 (s/h) 21+, i’m a little late to posting an intro, because if timezones are going to do anything, it’s whoop my ass. most of what you’ll want to know can be found on his pages, but below the cut are some good old-fashioned bullet points about incidental superstar, commercial model, pretty boy, and true north’s “4D” lead vocal, 𝑐𝘩𝑒𝑜𝑛 𝑑𝑜𝑦𝑒𝑜𝑛. i don’t use d-scord much, but if you really, really want/prefer to, i can absolutely give it to you; i’m generally 🆗 with using tumblr to get the job done, though. like this to let me know you’d like to plot! either way, i look forward to writing with all of you! :-)

personality

doyeon makes friends pretty easily; he doesn't have any pretenses about the sorts of people he wants to hang out with, and the only real requisite is that they're honest. however, he does admittedly tend to be drawn particularly to people with a certain quirk or oddness, or even misery, about them.

as a friend, he's loyal and unafraid to call people on their bullshit, which is why he appreciates reciprocity in honesty. he enjoys a bit of back and forth banter, platonic flirting, etc. he's a playful chap; it's how he shows affection. skinship is case-by-case, but never off the table. he's down for most things and is pretty much a must-call in a heist situation.

his love language is time spent, so he's likely the sort of friend to be happy doing as little as accompanying his friend on an errand run or sitting next to them while they both do their own thing. he's an extrovert, (or an ambivert, at least) and that alone probably justifies it in his head. some time is better than no time, especially when you look at how precious of a resource free time is in this line of work. he's a carer, he cares. don't mention it.

on the other hand, he likely makes enemies just as easily. his candidness is as charming as it is potentially grating. he's not shy about his opinions and it's not impossible that he's rubbed people the wrong way in doing so, and equally possible that he's joked around with someone too "roughly" and ruined their opinion of him by being an asshole. he's moody and unpredictable, so he definitely antagonizes people on his worst days, or even just when he's bored.

he's vaguely polyamorous in the sense that it's entirely plausible that he could earnestly, deeply be in love with multiple people, but he probably lacks the actual emotional maturity to enter a polyamorous relationship without getting jealous / it ending in disaster; he’s very stingy about the people he loves.

that being said, his genuinely romantic (that being relationships that go beyond the physical) endeavors probably happen few and far between. he's a hopeless romantic, but his whole thing is that he loves the idea of being in love, even loves dating, but he wants to make sure he's with someone that's worth the emotional energy or the inherent risk of ruining everything.

he'll absolutely flirt, though.

facts

his older sister is a backpacker who's traveling the world, but she’s also pursuing a law degree, so he's a little annoyed about her going the extra mile to be a woman of the world and free and well-traveled, too, while he rarely has agency over what country he’s in at any given time span; but he also still thinks the sun shines out of her ass after spending his whole life following her around like a puppy.

his mom is a pastry chef, his dad is a chef and the co-owner of a cafe somewhere in seoul, and they’re both textbook perfectionists, so his whole way of rebelling against that is by being slightly obscure and following his whims. which backfired a little bit, because look who's an idol!

contrary to what you might believe based on him being the way he is, doyeon thinks kpop is at its best when it's unapologetically happy, and weird, and all that other fluffy stuff, so he's a legitimate fan of groups that do cute surreal concepts.

he crochets! close friends of doyeon have absolutely received various crocheted items as gifts at random! he especially enjoys making hats and scarves.

he has a stuffed animal he's been sleeping with since birth that he's torn up literal hotel rooms to find. like, it's that serious.

he's a big handyman in general; if you need someone to help you build furniture or fix a leaky faucet, or anything, really: he's your man. he's great at putting things together.

he is entirely too cute for a man his age, but he's simply. like that. by design. sorry, bro’s a cutie patootie.

talent-wise, i'd say he's very well-rounded and capable of picking up just about any skill. his baseline is generally above average because of how long he’s aspired to be in this line of work, so when he applies himself, he's really exceptional. the problem is that he rarely does. he’s like a gifted kid who moved up into a curriculum that required him to actually study instead of coasting by.

he's very by-the-books in terms of being an idol and is the first to be like "😣 guys, i dont know about this..." if something steers too close to a potential scandal, but still winds up in the mix half the time, anyway, so.

reigning light-weight champion of fan service.

he's bi. historically, his taste in women is truly milf-coded women and his taste in men is big idiots, but he's open to all kinds of people. he falls for men most often, but has been interested in women often enough that it can’t really be written off as incidental.

he's an optimist, but he is also constantly fighting for his life, so it might not even be working.

his favorite movie is scream (1996) and i feel like that says a lot about him somehow.

he is in a constant state of having to remind himself that someone asking about his hobbies doesn't warrant a soul tie

he's like a nesting animal, just picking up bits and bobs and trinkets because he thinks they look neat. he's buying postcards from every country he goes to, to make a collage someday.

he's kind-of a dick when he's in his feelings; vindictive and spiteful on the worst days (like, cause strife in your marriage vindictive-and-spiteful), but he also tries really hard to smooth things over after the fact, because consequences for his actions are scary.

generally speaking, he wants to diffuse any tension, awkward or otherwise, and keep everyone comfortable, if he can, because he really just has no idea how to resolve conflict as a third party, so he'll play jester if he has to.

sometimes you can just tell that he was spoiled as a child. even though he tries to be better and conscious of that sort of thing, he definitely has his moments.

his idea of flirting is probably just staring at you until you realize that he's in love with you. it's really obvious when he's into someone, but it's also entirely plausible that he's simply tripped and fallen into every relationship he's ever been in by pure luck and circumstance and good old-fashioned boyish charm.

he's the polar opposite of shy, so he's one of those people who's friends with people you wouldn't even expect him to be friends with. like, what do you mean you're friends with a 40-year-old street vendor in srilanka, doyeon? how did you even meet that man?

his aesthetic is very atemporal-but-vaguely-early-00s techie who just sort-of throws things on in the morning, and makes it work somehow; he prefers headset earphones over airpods, unless he's on a run or something.

he's got a decently projected voice when he's singing, but his speaking voice is like a third of the volume unless he's yelling.

100% “babygirlified” by his fanbase.

he acts shamelessly but he is actually really easily embarrassed. you can tell because his ears get super red, as much as he’d like to play it off, but he does well on variety shows, because of this willingness to kind of sacrifice his image for the sake of a good tv moment.

very flexible for no good reason.

he's got a master's in domesticity, somewhat of a clean freak.

you could probably drag this man to hell, if you made it sound fun enough.

[addolais]

ya gal graduated today ! will b back online tomorrow after a long day travelling & walking & crying :)

[orbicularia]

the fact that i got sponsored to make my short film 😭 like someone thought it was good enough to put money in ... it’s gonna be one hell of a debut 

[todrawblood]

[errorseren]

good morning everyone! thanks so much for following me back! this has defo been something i've been super excited about all week!

[multlfarlous]

———— ηιккι

Sooooo .. 2 years later huh .. I'ma make this a pinned post cause two years is a long hecking time.. I'm going to empty current drafts just because it's been so long..

LIKE / REPLY to this if you wanna interact ? new & old ! If you wanna pick up an old thread/interact that's also fine !

bare in mind most of that was images and meme's more than actual replies lmao;

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editing this to add cause was just gonna change some stuff around on my muse page but

broooo :(

Slowly just making a side blog to list them all - how did that never occur until this problem?? I guess side pages felt easier sdfghj

[hellmartyr]

Hi, hi! It's Friday and we're well into August. The year is winding down, isn't it. We're over that hump and chugging along. That can bring anxiety and negativity. On days that you find yourself feeling down, think of this; Life can't be perfect, but it can be bright if you let it. Maybe you spill your drink, you're late somewhere important, or someone is rude and hurts your feelings. Pause. Breathe. In that instance remember that with everything negative there is something bright and joyful right around the corner! Someone giving you a compliment, a sunny day, drinking your favourite drink. You have people in your life who you love and love you back! Things may be dark now, but there is sun on the horizon. Play your favourite song, watch your favourite childhood movie, and make yourself smile! You will nail this upcoming week. I believe in you! - ♡♡ Victoria

"Never fear the golding of a sunset. It means more than just the closing of another day. But marks the brightness of a new dawn." — Oliver James

awe!!! thank you, dude! this was really sweet of you. certainly brightened my day. and right before my birthday too 💕 you always pick such lovely quotes by the way!

[rohnniesarchived]

like this for a one-liner to short starter <3

[addolais]

a little reverse starter call , drop this a like if i can spam your inbox !

[orbicularia]

what wireless headphones do y’all use?? i can’t with these cords anymore 😭

[brvkencrcwns]

An easily accessible link to my open starters is now included on the main page of my blog!

(I'm also lowkey tempted to ditch the "fancy" tags. They're annoying to deal with tbh)

[vexcorvus]

𝘵𝘢𝘨 𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘱

[todrawblood]

for my birthday you should write/plot with me :3