#──── ☆.｡* nayeon day '19.

[h4nagaki]

pearl

[i1802s]

anything but u . . .

[awrkive]

[TEASER] THE LOVE PROGNOSIS (m) — JJK.

for as long as you can remember, you’ve always been a hopeless romantic.

the girl who’s always dreamt of cheesy encounters with her soulmate, grand love declarations, and a cute little beach wedding to boot. the kind of girl who thought her high school jock boyfriend would make good on his promise of keeping contact until college. that girl who thought the guy she met at 19 at some sleazy frat party wanted more than just sex. the girl who thought that her boyfriend at 21 would finally be The One after he introduced her to his parents on New Year’s Eve. you’re the kind of girl who thought that it was smart to get a boyfriend in her first year of med school and get proposed to in fourth year.

but reality pretty much slaps you hard right on the face, because love, unfortunately, doesn’t come grand — it’s simple and it’s quiet, but it is quite painful, especially when the love that you’ve been seeking for all your adult life has just been right under your nose all this time.

PAIRING jungkook x female reader // mingyu x female reader

GENRE r18+ (fluff, angst, smut) MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!

WORD COUNT 1.2k words for this teaser but the fic currently is at 22k words (heavily unedited). the final estimate is around 30-35k 🤓

WARNINGS/MISC medical!au, roommates!au, surgeon!jk, surgeon!reader (they are both 4th year residents and are co-workers), corporate lawyer!mingyu, oc and jk are bffs since med school but their love language is fighting each other <3, jk and mingyu are bffs during undergrad, jk sluts it out quite often😞, hopeless romantic!oc, weddings and engagement themes, the angst is a bit extreme (medium level tbh) on this one, it’s the… yearning? one sided-love?, the surgeons gang: jk, oc, nayeon, doyeon, taehyung <3, multiple sex scenes (will specify once the fic comes out), i personally have only acquired a degree on Bingewatching Grey’s Anatomy so my medical knowledge is.. you see.. greys anatomy 💔 BUT! i did a lot of research for this pls dont crucify me. the full list of warnings will be indicated when the full fic comes out 🙏🏼 anyways warnings particularly for this teaser: drunk oc, implied alcohol consumption, germaphobe jk lol

NOTES hello awrkive nation!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanted to do something for jk’s birthday this september and this is what i came up with 😭 i am so soooo so incredibly excited to announce this fic to you guys 😵‍💫 ive been working on this on and off since the last week of july and its currently at 20k words so its coming along really well 🫂 its gonna be a HUGEE HUGEEE fic since its estimated to be around 30k words which will be a first for me hehe <3 pls look forward to it and REPLY TO THE COMMENT SECTION IF YOU WANT TO BE ON THE TAGLIST (pls do not send an ask for taglist request 🫶🏼) LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS THINK!!!!! I WANNA HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS <33333

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“Hey, swing me.”

You tell Jungkook, situating yourself more comfortably on the wooden platform attached to the chains.

“A dollar per minute.” He says, standing up from his own seat and placing himself behind you.

“I thought you hate capitalism? What is this?”

“This is forced labor.” Jungkook says with a groan that you think is a feigned exasperation, since you begin to feel movement right after it.

“You broke my hairdryer the other day. Consider this your compensation.” You look up at him to give him a smarmy smile.

Fom where you’re seated, you realize just how… big his presence is. It’s not the looming, ominous type, though – it’s quite the opposite. When Jungkook surrounds you, you find a bit of comfort in it. A huge one if you want to be honest to yourself.

“And I already bought you a new one. We’re even.” Jungkook squints his eyes at you.

You laugh.

“You’re gonna borrow and break it again.”

He visibly winces. “Touché.”

Jungkook swings you while you talk about your day, just like usual. He asks you about your laparoscopy that kept you from having lunch with the rest of your friends at the hospital earlier that day, about your new scrub cap, and you gossip a little about the new lab tech having a crush on the scrub nurse you both know.

For all his complaints earlier, Jungkook seemingly doesn’t seem to mind having swung you for the past ten minutes now. He’s relaxed and gentle with his movements, and his voice is quaint and soft as he talks to you.

But then you start to feel bad for him so you tell him to stop, standing up from the swing.

“Okay, your turn.”

Jungkook gives you a big grin.

“Nice.”

You chuckle at his enthusiasm when he sits on the swing chair this time around. But when you attempt a push, he barely moves, prompting him to laugh.

“What weak ass push was that?” He says incredulously, looking at you.

You jut your bottom lip out. “You’re heavy and I’m drunk.”

The second time you push him is more forceful but then Jungkook voices out a complaint after the third, fourth, and every single time you do it. You roll your eyes at his tantrums, but then suddenly, you think of a much better idea.

You push him off the swing with all your remaining strength even though your body feels like jelly from all the alcohol you consumed an hour ago.

“What the fuck, __?”

You burst out in boisterous laughter at Jungkook’s state, his hands and knees planted on the ground. He then sits on it, clapping his palms together to get rid of some dust that gathered on his skin.

Without thinking too much about it, you make quick steps over to his direction and situate yourself beside him.

Jungkook looks at you, confused, but you only give him a grin.

“Let’s lie on the ground.”

“What? No!” Jungkook immediately opposes it. As you expected.

You scrunch your face. “Oh! Look at me! I’m Jeon Jungkook and I’m a germaphobe and I’m afraid of dirt!” You say, intentionally making your voice a pitch higher.

Jungkook deadpans. “Pathogens can kill your cells’ metabolic machinery, so, yeah? I’m afraid of dirt.”

You roll your eyes at him and while he goes off about how they can also cause a toxic massive immune reaction, you push his chest forcefully which catches him off guard, prompting him to lay on the ground. Before he can say anything, you take his arm out to spread beside you and you use it to rest your head on.

Jungkook stops his rambling after that.

“See, shut up.” You say, backhanding him slightly on the chest. You fix your gaze at the skies. “The sky is beautiful tonight. Worry about your pathogens next time.”

Jungkook chuckles, and you feel the vibration of his body as he does so, being so close to him. As you peer up to look at him, you see him folding his other arm to lie his head on it.

You smile, going back to looking at the sky.

“This is like in The Notebook.” Jungkook says after a beat of silence.

“Right?” You grin. “And with the pathogens, too.” You tease.

Jungkook laughs, pinching your arm in his reach. “God, shut up about your pathogens.”

You chuckle at the irony.

“That’s me,” you point upwards, referring to a big twinkling light in the sky. Then, you move your finger towards the star beside it. “And then that’s you, ‘cause I’m a bigger star than you.”

You feel Jungkook look at you from his position. “You are so drunk.”

That causes you to giggle, clutching your stomach because you can’t stop laughing at pretty much everything tonight.

“I feel like I'm not anymore. My head just feels like it’s floating but no, definitely not drunk.”

“Whatever you say.” Jungkook says, chest vibrating from laughing at you.

“Hm. Race you to sleep, Jungkook.” You snuggle on his armpit. As you do, you smell a waft of your water lily springs body wash from Bath and Body Works. “Can you stop using my body wash?”

“What?” You can hear Jungkook say, but as he calls your name and more, his voice starts fading. “__? Hey, don’t sleep on me.”

You hum, eyes still closed.

“__, hey!” Jungkook grazes your arms. You can feel your head moving as Jungkook starts to sit, guiding your back to sit upright. He calls you again, gently tapping your cheek to wake you up.

The truth is, you’re really sleepy, but not so much that you can’t hear him anymore or move on your own.

Jungkook gives up trying to wake you up, though, convinced by your acting. Soon, he goes over in front of you, reaching for your arms and placing them around his neck.

“Just put your legs around me, yeah?” He whispers against your hair once you’re glued against his back.

You hum, intending it to sound like a mumble so Jungkook thinks you don’t actually understand.

Jungkook fixes your legs around him, standing up, bouncing a little to get you nice and snug in his back. You smile at the prospect of a piggyback ride.

“I know you’re awake, silly,” He says suddenly, his voice painted with amusement.

You stifle your laughter against his neck, breaking your supposed to be convincing act.

“Race you to the car, Kook.” you whisper into his ear.

Jungkook scoffs, but he doesn’t say anything more until you reach his car. He wears your seatbelt for you, though, and tells you to drink more water from his tumbler.

You fall asleep easily mid-drive.

In the morning, you wake up with a banging headache, your eyes catching the sight of a post-it note on your desk with one tab of Advil.

morning/afternoon stinky i made porridge before i left for my shift just heat it up again when you wake up

ps: your medical bill from my personal care will be discussed later when i get back home. no friends discount allowed

— your angelic friend, kookie

You chuckle at the (annoyingly elaborate) sketch of an angry bunny on the side.

© 𝐀𝐖𝐑𝐊𝐈𝐕𝐄 2024. all rights reserved. copying, editing, reposting and translating any of my works are not allowed.

[unholybacon355]

KINKTOBER MASTERLIST

Hello, Bacøn here. As the title say this is the masterlist for this kinktober, here goona be adding the daily fics I'll post. 

Have to say that this isn't exactly a normal kinktober, or more like my own kinktober version. Everything gonna be under 1k words and not exactly 31 different kinks and idols. Is more like a darables with situations that can be linked with specific kinks, but like it's gonna be a short text I can't really elaborate too much on that.

I'm repeating some idols, but not more than one time, and because of that I'll be debuting some new idols and groups. Also I think gonna repeat like two kinks (but again no more than one time) 

Maybe in the future some of this is going to become a full story well written, because I'm using a lot of ideas I have (And also some unfinished stories I have on my draft. But we don't talk about that.

Last thing to say is that the first story is going to be posted in a few hours. I'm just letting y'all know.

KINKTOBER LIST:

Day 1 : Shin Ryujin x M! Reader.

Day 2: Son Chaeyoung x M! Reader

Day 3: Karina x M! Reader

Day 4: Minatozaki Sana x Kim Dahyun

Day 5: Park Jihyo x M! Reader

Day 6: Huh Yunjin x M! Reader

Day 7: Jang Wonyoung x M! Reader

Day 8: Karina x Hwang Yeji (TW Blood)

Day 9: Ahn Yujin x M! Reader

Day 10: Kim Jennie x M! Reader

Day 11: Park Jihyo x M! Reader

Day 12: Shin Yuna x M! Reader (TW Non-Con)

Day 13: Hirai Momo x M! Reader

Day 14: NingNing x M! Reader

Day 15: Lisa Manoban X M! Reader

Day 16: Kim Chaewon x M! Reader

Day 17: Im Nayeon x M! Reader

Day 18: Cho Miyeon x Minnie

Day 19: Im Nana x M! Reader

Day 20: Giselle x M! Reader

Day 21: Song Yuqi x M! Reader

Day 22: Han SoHee x M! Reader

Day 23: GP! Hirai Momo x GP! Im Nayeon

Day 24: Park Rosé x M! Reader

Day 25: Winter Solo

Day 26: Myoui Mina x GN! reader

Day 27: Julien Han x M! Reader

Day 28: GP! Winter x Im Nayeon

Day 29: Eunha x M! Reader

Day 30: GP! Kang Seulgi x M! Reader

[aliendes]

SVT Reaction to yelling at you for the first time/saying something hurtful pt. 2

a/n: ok here is pt. 2! i got a ton of asks/comments asking for a pt. 2 and honestly I kinda hate this. its totally unedited, as usual, and I really don't feel like I gave all of them justice. some of them feel kinda rushed, but anywayssssss, send me your others requests for SVT while I'm on this writing kick... hehehe.

w/c: 8,000~ sheeeeeesh

warnings: angsssssssssst, like a lot of angst, female reader (for a couple of the boys), pet names (good girl), hurt/comfort, mentions of previous slap and bruising, just overall angsty as per usual. no smut but this blog is 19+ MDNI as always.

Seungcheol (S.coups)

Just like Seungcheol promised, he stayed up against the wall by your bedroom door all night. He tried his best to fight sleep but eventually, his exhaustion got the better of him and he fell asleep sitting up, head dipped down so his chin touched his chest. 

When you finally decided you’d locked him out long enough, sometime in the middle of the night, you quietly exited your bedroom to find him in this state. A wave of guilt rushed through you at seeing him like this. He was probably exhausted from non-stop practice, and you knew he shouldn’t be sleeping in positions like this, his physiotherapist would probably kill him. But you also knew that you were incredibly hurt by his words and until he properly apologized you couldn’t allow yourself to feel that guilty. 

Instead of waking him up, you walked out to the kitchen to grab a glass of water. But the small noises of clinking glass and running water woke your boyfriend up from his slumber. Stumbling into the kitchen, one fist rubbing the sleep out of his eyes and the other massaging his knee, he found you standing there sipping from your glass, eyes red and swollen from crying. 

“Baby…” his voice was rough, you could tell he had been crying too and it made your heart clench. He took a few steps towards you and you didn’t resist, letting him get close. “Honey, I’m so sorry.” Seungcheol reached both his hands out to you but didn’t dare touch until he got your permission. That permission came in the form of you setting your glass down on the counter and opening your arms for him to fall into. 

The relief he felt was immense as he sunk into your embrace. “I’m so, so sorry baby,” he was sobbing without realizing it, soaking the front of your sleep shirt with salty tears, “I didn’t mean it, you know how much I love you and I c-can’t believe I s-said something like that to you.”

You hugged him closer as your own tears started to fall again. “It’s ok Cheol, I forgive you.” You whispered into his hair as you held him. His embrace was warm and felt like home and of course, you forgave him, he meant what he said, and you were his entire world, as he was yours. “I love you so much, Cheollie.”

“I love you, too, baby, please never leave me.”

Jeonghan 

It’s been three days and Jeonghan is losing his absolute mind. He has never gone more than a single day without some form of communication with you, and if your sister Nayeon hadn’t texted him yesterday to let him know you are in fact fine, he would’ve probably filed a police report by now.

He’s sent probably hundreds of texts and he calls you at least a few times a day. Each and every one has gone unanswered and Jeonghan just doesn’t know what to do with himself at this point. 

He had just gotten home from practice, as he was sent home early by Seungcheol, stating he ‘needed to take a breather’ after sulking around the practice room for hours on end. When he dropped his keys on the kitchen island he startled at the sight of you standing at the stove, stirring something in a pot.

“Lovey?” Jeonghan asked as you turned around to look at him. He sounded as if he didn’t really believe his eyes and thought maybe he was hallucinating you standing in your shared kitchen. “You - you’re home?”

You gave a tight-lipped smile and nodded twice before turning back around to finish whatever you were cooking. It smelled delicious and Jeonghan suddenly couldn’t remember the last time he ate. But that didn’t matter right now. You’re home.

“Baby, I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean any of that, you know that right?” He asked, desperately, as he moved closer to you, reaching out like he wanted to give you a back hug. Any other time he would’ve been clinging to you as you cooked, but now he hesitated. Were you still upset? Of course, you were, how could he ever think you wouldn’t hate his guts after what he did. “Lovey, please… please look at me.” Jeonghan was on the verge of tears now, thoughts spiraling to all the worst-case scenarios. It was his sniffles that finally made you turn to face him, tears already falling from your own eyes.

“Hannie…” your voice was quiet and choked, and the look of exhaustion on your face broke Jeonghan’s heart even further. 

“Baby… can I please hold you? Please?” The tears were flowing freely now, he didn’t even bother to stop them. When you shyly nodded he wasted no time in scooping you up in his arms and placing you on the kitchen countertop, arms wrapped around your middle as he sobbed into your chest. You weren’t faring much better, arms wrapped tightly around his neck and you cried into his soft hair. “Please, pl-please don’t leave me. Please, lovey, I was so, so worried. I don’t know what to do without you, an-and I’m so fucking sorry, Y/N.”

“I know, Hannie. I know.”

“N-no, please. Let me make it up to you. I mean it, I don’t know what came over me, and I will spend forever making things right again.” All you could do was hold your boyfriend and nod, knowing that he would indeed keep this promise. 

Joshua

“Y/N! Wait!” Joshua snapped back to reality right away, watching as you rushed down the sidewalk back toward your workplace. He shut his car off quickly before grabbing his keys and phone and rushing out after you. “Y/N!”

He caught up to you quickly, you being much shorter than him, in a few long strides. He grabbed your elbow lightly, not allowing you to walk any further. “Baby, I know you’re upset. Fuck, I’m so sorry, but do not rush off, it’s not safe.”

You halted your steps but didn’t turn around to face your boyfriend. Tears were threatening to fall, but you held them back as you waited for him to continue. 

“F-fuck, Y/N. I’m sorry, I have no idea what just came over me. You are not a slut, and I don’t believe anything that just came out of my mouth, please baby, please believe me.” His grip loosened on your arm once he was sure you weren’t going to run again. “I know you’re mad, but please get back in the car, we can go home and you can scream at me all you want. But I want to make sure you’re safe.”

You finally turn to face Joshua as the tears started to fall. There weren’t too many people around, but it was enough to make your face heat with embarrassment, making Joshua’s heart shatter. On top of hurting you with his words you were embarrassed and it was all his fault. 

“Come on, sweetheart,” he urged gently, offering you his hand, which you reluctantly take. “Let’s talk about it on the way home.” You nodded and followed him back towards the car, allowing him to open the door for you and click your seatbelt into place before taking his place behind the wheel again. 

You wiped your tears with the sleeve of your sweater as Joshua began to drive. You mumbled something softly that Josh didn’t quite pick up. “Say that again, baby?” He looked over at you with soft eyes, waiting for you to repeat yourself.

“He’s gay.”

Joshua took a moment to realize what you were talking about before it clicked. Your coworker. The gay one who just got engaged to his fiance. Their wedding is this summer and you’ve been talking about it non-stop since he asked you to be in the wedding party. Joshua felt like the biggest idiot on the planet.

“Shit. Sweetheart, I knew that. Fucking hell I’m an idiot. I’m so fucking sorry, Y/N.” He ran one hand over his face, blinking rapidly to try and hold back his own tears of embarrassment now, not letting them fall so he could get you both home safe.

You wouldn’t look at him the rest of the ride home, but when you got home that night Joshua groveled and babied you until you forgave him for his shitty words. 

Jun

The next day, Jun kept the promise he made in the last voicemail he sent. He was on the first flight home after his schedules and the entire flight back to Korea he was wracking his brain with what he was going to say to fix this, if he even could fix this. The thought was tearing him apart. He did his best to sleep on the plane, but he couldn’t get his mind to stop picturing the worst case scenarios of you leaving him when he got home.

Once he was finally standing outside your shared apartment door, bouquet in hand, he knocked quickly three times, despite having the passcode. If you needed space, he was going to give that to you, his feelings be damned.

After a moment you opened the door, surprised to see your boyfriend holding a rather large bouquet of flowers, though you guess he did tell you he was coming home today in his voicemails. You almost felt guilty for making him come home a few days earlier than he should have, but that thought quickly evaporates when you remembered his words from last night.

“Why are you here?” You ask, not allowing him to pass you and enter your apartment, despite him also living there. You could tell Jun had been crying, you could tell he was miserable, and while you felt a pang of heartache for your usually loving boyfriend, you couldn’t help but feel some sort of satisfaction that he had been up all night crying just like you had. 

Junhui frowned at your words, but pushed the flowers towards you gently. “These are for you… and Y/N, please. I’m so sorry…” He was wearing the most forlorn look on his face as he stared down at his feet. 

You took pity on your boyfriend and took the flowers, turning on your heel to bring them into the kitchen, leaving the door open so he could finally come in. As you set the bouquet down on the countertop, you turned back to the doorway, watching as your boyfriend stayed standing outside, still staring at his feet. 

“Well, are you just gonna stand there, or come in?” You asked snippily.

Jun looked up at you, large doe eyes watering with unshed tears, before nodding and entering the apartment and softly closing the door behind him. He still couldn’t bare to look at your face and the remnants of dried tear tracks and puffy cheeks. He felt immeasurable guilt for the things he said last night and how he made you feel. So he continued staring down at the floor out of respect for you.

“Y/N, I hope you know I didn’t mean any of those things I said last night. I love you and your family so, so much. There is nowhere in this world I would rather be than with you, in your arms, making you the happiest person on the planet. I love your family, and one day I know they’ll be my family, too, so, of course, I love them, of course, I will do whatever it takes to make them happy too, because-” Jun let out a soft ‘oof’ when you collided with his chest, stunned for a moment before he gently closed his arms around your middle, resting his cheek on your soft hair. “I love you more than all the stars in the sky.”

You were sniffling now and Jun could tell you were on the verge of full-blown sobbing when you said with a watery voice, “And I love you more than all the fish in the sea.”

Soonyoung

When Soonyoung entered your darkened apartment, there was silence, and that scared him more than the noises you made when you ran out of the practice room. With his thoughts spiraling to all the worst-case scenarios of what could be happening, he quickly searched through your shared space, checking all the rooms and bathrooms to figure out where you were hiding. 

When he reached the guest bedroom, he heard it. A small sniffle and a gasp for air. Without thinking he launched himself onto the guest bed, thinking he’d find you, but you weren’t there. Looking around again, he finally spotted you, squished in between the corner wall and the old dresser you two had put in here last year. Your head was between your knees and you were attempting to take deep breaths, but he could tell it was futile. 

Rushing over to you he dropped to his knees, ignoring the pain in his knee caps as he did so, and reached out to put his hands on your shoulders. Your head shot up as if you hadn’t heard all the commotion before and stared up at your boyfriend with a red, puffy face, streaming with tears. The sight broke Soonyoung’s heart even further, but he needed to help you through this first and foremost. 

“Baby, I need you to breathe, ok? Can you do that for me?” You shook your head no, an action that he mirrored, “I know you’re upset, and you should be, but right now I’m more worried about your breathing. Ok, deep breath…” Soonyoung took an exaggerated deep breath in which you were reluctant to mirror, “C’mon baby, please breathe with me.” You could tell from your boyfriend’s tone that he was actually starting to get scared and in turn that scared you, so you followed along with his instructions. “There you go, good girl, again…”

After a few minutes of following Soonyoung’s deep breathing, your own started to even out, satisfying your boyfriend enough for him to properly sit down and pull you into his lap, cradling you like you were the most precious thing to him in that moment. As you started to move to get out of his embrace, his arms tightened slightly around you as he murmured into your hair, “Please… please baby, please don’t leave me.”

His panicked tone set you on edge again, having thought you were both calmed down from before, but clearly he needed this now. 

“Please…” he was sobbing into your hair, your shoulder, just trying to be as close to you as possible, even though he knew he didn’t deserve it. “I’m so sorry, baby. I’m so fucking sorry, please, please don’t leave.” He was begging now.

“Soon…” You whispered, taking one cheek in your hand and raising his face to meet your eyes. You could see the anguish there, he really thought you were about to leave him for good. “Soon, I’m not leaving. I’m just really upset with you, you said some cruel things to me.”

Soonyoung cleared his throat slightly, but the tears kept running, “And you should be! I was horrible, baby, and I’m so fucking sorry. I was in my head about practice and nothing going right today.”

“I can see that Soonyoung, but it doesn’t give you the right to treat me that way.”

“You’re right, I’m not making excuses. I was wrong, and if you’ll let me I will make it up to you, and prove to you it wont happen again. I love you so much, and all I want is to cherish you.”

You slid your hand down his cheek, his neck, his shoulder, until you wrapped both your arms around him, squeezing him tightly, which he returned without a second thought. “And I love you, too, Soonie.”

Wonwoo

Wonwoo had been knocking on your friend’s door for the last five minutes, he knew you were in there. You told him last night where you were going, but you hadn’t answered any of his calls or texts all night, finally prompting him to drive over here himself and make sure you were alright.

Finally, after what seemed like hours, Sunmi answered the door wearing a robe with her hair up in a towel. It was clear she had just showered and she looked like she was about to tear Wonwoo a new one, until she saw the crazed look in his eyes. 

“Wonwoo? What are you doing at my door at,” she looked behind her at her microwave clock, “6:53 am? Is it Y/N?” Now she was starting to panic, wondering why your boyfriend is at her apartment looking like he just went through hell and back.

“She’s not here?” Wonwoo’s eyes widened, “What do you mean she’s not here? She didn’t come over last night?” Sunmi shook her head, not understanding what Wonwoo meant. She talked to you yesterday, but made no plans to come over. “Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck!” Wonwoo ran both his hands through his hair and turned on his heel, running down the hallway of Sunmi’s apartment building. “Call me if she shows up, please!” He yelled over his shoulder, and all Sunmi could do was nod before he disappeared down the corridor. 

Now, Wonwoo was actually panicking. How could he let you go last night? What if something horrible happened to you? What if- he needed to find you. Now. 

Wonwoo started calling all of your friends, your brother, even his friends, to see if you were with any of them, only to be met with the same answer: No, they hadn’t seen or heard from you. Wonwoo walked through the streets near your shared apartment, every scenario of what could have happened to you running through his mind. The picture of you sitting somewhere, cold and sad with your duffle bag absolutely sends him spiraling. He’s calling your phone over and over, sending texts that are becoming more crazed as time goes on. 

Wonwoo is nearly home, resigned to finally calling your mother and the police, when he gets the text. 

From: Y/N  i’m home

Fuck. He shoved his phone in his pocket and started sprinting the rest of the way home, not taking even a moment to catch his breath before he’s bursting through the front door, finding you with your face in your hands, sitting on the couch of your shared living room. 

“Y/N, oh my God, Y/N…” Wonwoo dropped to his knees in front of you, reaching out and smoothing his hands over your shoulders, needing to feel that you were real, “Y/N are you ok? What happened, where were you?” Wonwoo we crying from relief at this point, trying, and failing to hold back his sobs. 

You sniffled again and finally pulled your head from your palms, looking at your boyfriend, who looked absolutely pitiful. You would’ve chuckled if the situation wasn’t so serious. His glasses were askew on his face, his bedhead sticking out in different places, and tears running down his face, making his eyes red and puffy. He looked like he fared no better than you last night and the thought made you feel better somehow. 

Wonwoo was still looking up at you expectantly, not bothering to wipe the tears from his face. “I was in the subway station.” Wonwoo furrowed his brow and reached out to grab your hands, you let him, knowing what he was doing.

“Your hands are freezing, Y/N.” Wonwoo reached up, brushing his knuckles lightly over your reddened cheek, “Shit. You’re burning up. You stayed down at the station? All night?”

You nodded, closing your eyes at the sensation of his cooler hand against your warm skin. 

Without asking, Wonwoo stood up and scooped you into his arms, bringing you to your shared bedroom and settling you comfortably on the mattress. He stripped your coat and shoes off before wrapping you in the warm duvet. He left momentarily to grab some medicines from the bathroom and make some hot tea. When he returned, you were curled in on yourself, sniffling and coughing from the cold Wonwoo presumed you had. 

Setting the tea and meds on the nightstand, he took a seat on the bed near your huddled form and rubbed his hand up and down what he assumed was your back. “I’m really sorry, you know. Like… I’m such an asshole. I didn’t even realize what I said until Cheol told me I was being a dick. Which I was.”

You let out a slight chuckle at that, which made Wonwoo smile. Maybe all wasn’t lost. His eyes softened as he watched you cough again. “I’m so, so sorry, love. You are my entire world and I’m so sorry I made you feel like that wasn’t true last night. I’m sorry you felt like you needed to get away from me and it got you sick.” A few more tears fell as he finished, “I hope you know I’m not letting you out of my sight until you're better. This is all my fault and I’m going to show you how much you mean to me if it’s the last thing I do.”

Wonwoo leaned over you, hugging you the best he could in your prone position. You turned onto your back slightly, reaching up and wrapping your arms loosely around your boyfriend's neck, hugging him back, and leaning your face into the crook of his neck. He placed light kisses all over the side of your face as he whispered into your ear, “I love you so much, Y/N. Always.”

Jihoon

Jihoon stayed in his studio that night, not having the balls to face you. Though he did send a few texts, updating you on what he was doing, asking if you were alright, and checking in throughout the night. All of which went unanswered.

When morning came, Jihoon couldn’t sit still any longer. He hardly got any work done throughout the night, which was the entire reason for your fight, which only made him feel even more guilty. So after he powered down his computer and locked up his studio, he headed down to the cafe to grab breakfast and coffees for you before heading home.

When he unlocked the front door and walked into shared apartment, he was shocked to see you still awake, working on something on your laptop as you sat on the floor of the living room, back against the sofa. If the bags under your eyes told Jihoon anything, it’s that you didn’t get any sleep either. He winced at the thought of you up and working all night, though he figured he deserved to feel the heavy guilt on his shoulders. 

When he approached you with a bag of food and coffee, you finally looked up at him with red-rimmed eyes. You could tell he felt miserable, his hair was sticking out in every direction as if he had run his hands through it all night, his glasses were smudged from his fingers pushing them up over and over, and he had what looked suspiciously like dried tear tracks on his cheeks. Jihoon set the bag and coffee down on the table before taking a seat next to you, his eyes never leaving your form.

“I brought breakfast.” Was the only thing he could think to say. Jihoon felt like such as idiot. “I didn’t expect you to be awake.”

You scoffed at that, looking away from him and back to your laptop. “Of course you didn’t. Apparently you don’t think I work very hard in the first place.” You slammed your laptop closed with a little too much force, making Jihoon jump slightly. He winced at his own words, going and fucking up again.

“Y/N…” he started, closing his eyes and taking in a deep breath, “I am so… so, so fucking sorry. I know how hard you work. I let my stress get the better of me and that is not an excuse. I fucked up. I know I did.”

“Yeah… you did, Jihoon. Coffee and breakfast isn’t going to fix this.”

“No, I know. I just wanted to make sure you ate, since you never let me know last night if you had dinner.” Jihoon put his head in his hands. “I have no idea why I said those things when you are the hardest working person I fucking know. I can’t take it back, but I will continue apologizing for it for as long as you’ll let me.”

You sighed, you knew Jihoon didn’t mean what he said. That didn’t mean it didn’t still hurt. But you could also see how sorry he was. Hell, the fact that he was home this early in the morning was testament to that. Deciding that you had forgiven him, but not wanting to make it too easy on him, you reached over the coffee table, grabbing the bag of pastries. 

“If it means I get breakfast every morning, I guess I can forgive you.” Jihoon looked up at you, a smirk playing at the corner of his lips.

“Whatever you want, baby.”

Seokmin

Seokmin had been at the dorms for approximately 20 minutes when he just couldn’t take it anymore. You had texted him to let him know to give you some space, and that you could talk tomorrow, but he just couldn’t take it anymore. He knew he fucked up bad, especially once he got to the dorms and Jeonghan had asked him what happened. When he explained it to his hyung, Jeonghan has scoffed and chewed him out for being such a dumbass, before he finally showed Seokmin that the website he was looking at was a fanmade troll website. 

Seokmin had never felt so guilty, so horrible in his entire life. You, the love of his life, his literal sunshine on a cloudy day, was hurt because of something he did, something he said, and he was really spiraling thinking about it. 

Without thinking too hard about it, he grabbed his things and left the dorm, ignoring Mingyu’s questioning shouts behind him. 

Seokmin ran all the way to your shared apartment, which wasn’t all that far from the dorms, but far enough that when he reached your front door he was winded. Pressing the passcode to the door, he fumbled a few times before he finally got it right and burst through the door.

He found you lying under the covers of your shared bed, quietly sobbing, and his heart shattered at the sight. “Baby….?”

You startled and sat up in bed, letting the duvet fall around you, not expecting Seokmin to be back so soon. “Seok?” Your voice was scratchy and it made Seokmin feel even worse. At this point, he wasn’t sure how much worse he could feel, but he knew he deserved every last ounce of the guilt he was feeling. 

“Fuck.. I’m so, so sorry, baby.” Seokmin stumbled his way over to the bed before resting both palms on in, not wanting to join you on the bed if he wasn’t wanted. “I couldn’t - I couldn’t stay at the dorms, I can’t be away from you right now. Fuck! I’m so stupid, I’m so, so fucking stupid!” He cried, not bothering to stop the tears now that you were in front of him.

Your face crumpled and your tears fell again, not wanting to see your usually upbeat boyfriend so distraught, despite him of being deserving of it. “Seok, it wasn’t real…”

“I know, I know, sweetheart. I’m such a dumbass for confronting you like that. I will never, ever forgive myself for the things I said to you. For making you feel like… like this.” He gestured at you wildly, not knowing fully how to convey his thoughts. “I… I talked with Jeonghan-hyung when I got to the dorms, he chewed me out,” Seokmin looked sheepish as he continued, “he showed me it was fake… baby, I’m so fucking sorry.”

“It’s okay, Seok… I understand, I would probably have reacted poorly too if I was-”

Seokmin violently shook his head, “No, no please, Y/N. Don’t let me off the hook that easily. How I reacted was wrong, so fucking wrong, and you don’t deserve that. Especially not from me. Please, please let me show you how sorry I am. I will prove to you that you are safe here, with me, and I will never, ever let my temper get the best of my like that again.”

A small smile tugged at the corner of your lips as you opened your arms for your boyfriend to fall into. You wrapped your arms around his neck as he tackled you back onto the soft pillows, kissing your cheeks, your nose, your eyes, everywhere he could reach, making you giggle. “Ok… ok, Seok. I believe you.”

He pulled away slightly to look into your eyes, his big brown orbs sparkled back at you, and all he could say in response was, “Thank you, baby.”

Mingyu

When you got to your brother’s house, Joshua immediately sat you down and made you explain everything. Through tears you explained how Mingyu had accused you and yelled at you, and how you were so confused at the text messages because you swear you didn’t send them to him. 

Joshua was livid, he was seeing red when he called Soonyoung over to his apartment and made him also explain what had happened. Through all your revelations it was discovered that you actually had sent those texts to Soonyoung, only you were drunk, and you thought Soonyoung was Mingyu. Apparently it happened last weekend when you were out with your friends for a bachelorette party and as stupid as you felt, as guilty as you felt for putting Soonyoung and now Mingyu is such an odd predicament, Mingyu was still out of line for the way he spoke to you and accused you.

Joshua helped you ice your back after Soonyoung left, wincing when you showed him the bruise that was forming there. It only fueled his anger further, making his decision to call Mingyu over final. Once Joshua had you comfortable in the guest bed, he called Mingyu to see what exactly was going through is head. 

Once he explained what had actually happened, Mingyu was in tears, sobbing to him over the phone, hiccuping and making it hard for Joshua to understand anything he was saying. Joshua asked Mingyu to come over but to stay quiet, as you were napping after the emotional afternoon you just had. Mingyu agreed and showed up not even 15 minutes later.

Joshua and Mingyu had a long discussion about how Mingyu should be treating you, with your boyfriend silently crying throughout the whole thing. Neither of them realized that you were in fact awake, and listening just around the corner from the living room. When Joshua and Mingyu were done talking, you came around the corner and immediately went and sat in Mingyu’s lap, hugging tightly around his neck. Mingyu was stunned for a second, but wrapped his strong arms around you just as tightly.

“Baby…” he whispered into your hair as he watched Joshua get up and leave the living room with a slight smile on his face. “I’m so sorry for reacting the way I did.”

“It’s fine, Gyu,” you sniffled as you pulled back to look him in the eyes, “It was all a stupid misunderstanding and I’m sorry, too, for sending those texts.”

“Hey, baby, no - don’t apologize. You thought you were texting me. It’s me who should be apologizing for how I treated you. And I am. I’m so fucking sorry, baby.” Mingyu cupped your cheek in his large hand, thumb running over the apple of your cheek to catch your tears. “You are my entire world.”

“I forgive you, Gyu.” You whisper as you lean down to kiss your pouty boyfriend. 

Minghao

Steeling himself, Minghao took a deep breath and walked back out into the kitchen. He knew that he needed to own up to how he just treated you, but honestly all he could think about the moment he sees you hyperventilating on the kitchen floor, is making sure you were safe. Pushing the fight and his need for apologies to thge back of his mind, he sunk down to his knees in front of you, putting one hand on your shoulder and the other on your cheek, bringing your face up to look at him.

“Y/N, look at me…” he said quietly, trying to keep his voice as calm as possible. You shook your head violently, trying to get away from him, “Hey. Hey hey, baby, it’s ok, you’re ok, we’re ok. I just need you to breathe Y/N.” Your boyfriend did his best to take some deep breaths, gently nudging your cheek again so you would look up into his eyes. You look so small and scared and even though his heart was breaking, he knew you needed him right now. “Deep breath, there you go. Good girl. Tell me five things you can see.”

You hiccupped when you tried to take a deep breath and Minghao made exaggerated motions with his chest to show you how to breathe. Once your breathing evened out a bit you started to mumble, looking anywhere that wasn’t him. “T-t-table… a- a mug.” You pointed weakly to the kitchen counter. Minghao didn’t need to look, didn’t care if you were right, just needed you to keep talking. 

You looked down at his hands, “Ring,” his eyes softened when you mentioned the team ring on his pinky and grabbed at his wrist. “Y-you.” 

“Who, Y/N?”

“H-Hao.”

“One more.”

You took another shaky breath in and looked around, “The p-plant.” You motioned with your eyes to the pothos plant sitting just above the kitchen sink. 

“Good. I’m right here, baby. I got you.” Minghao whispered as he moved to sit down right next to you, letting you hold onto his wrist still, he gently picked you up and moved you so you were situated on his lap. “Now, four things you can touch.”

You rested your head against his shoulder as you started to calm down. “Your hair,” you whispered as you ran your fingers through his long hair. “Your sweater,” you mumbled as your hand reached the soft material of his sweater. “My jeans,” you said as you shifted in Minghao’s lap and he chuckled softly knowing how much you hated wearing denim at home. 

“One more, baby.” He whispered softly into your ear. 

“Heartbeat…” you murmured quietly as your hand rested against his chest. Before he could continue with your calming techniques you cut him off. “I’m fine, Hao.” He wasn’t sure if he believed you, but he couldn’t hear the tremble in your voice anymore, so he chose to just hold you tightly.

After a moment of silence, Minghao whispered in your ear. “I am so, so incredibly sorry, my love. I’ve been stressed lately, and seeing you so stressed just freaked me out.” His voice was so soft like he was trying not to startle you. You nodded against his neck and he could feel the wetness from your remaining tears gathering near his collarbone. “I hate seeing you hurt, and I can’t believe I’m the one who hurt you this time.”

“You didn’t…” you trailed off, pulling back to look your boyfriend in the eye. He gave you a look that told you that was a lie, so you added, “I mean, not initially. Sometimes I just…. Get this way and I don’t know how to fix it.” You looked down at your hand still resting on Minghao’s chest and sniffled.

“That’s okay, my love. That’s why I’m here. I shouldn’t have yelled, I should’ve helped you in whatever way I could, and I am so sorry that I didn’t do that.”

You looked back up at his big brown orbs, noticing the wetness there. Minghao rarely cried, especially not in front of others, so without hesitation you wrapped your arms around his neck and buried your face in his hair. “I forgive you.”

“I promise you are safe with me.”

Seungkwan

When 3 a.m. hit Seungkwan couldn’t keep his cool any longer. He refused to go to sleep without speaking to you, regardless of how mean he was to you earlier, he wasn’t going to break the promise the both of you had made to each other. 

He had called you several times by now, but at this point, your phone was off. Either that or you blocked him, but he was refusing to believe that just yet. 

Grabbing his coat and keys, he made his way out of your apartment complex and started walking towards your best friend Minji’s house. It wasn’t too far from your shared place, and Seungkwan figured that would be the best place to start his search. 

While he walked he continued to try and call you in hopes that your phone would be on, or you unblocked him, he supposed, but each time it went straight to voicemail. As he rounded the corner to Minji’s complex, he saw a slumped-over figure sitting on the edge of a flower planter, and immediately he knew it was you.

You sat there, in the dark, slouched over with your elbows on your knees and your head in your hands. You were clearly shivering, having only been in your work clothes and light coat, only stockings covering your bare legs under your pencil skirt. Without hesitation Seungkwan ran over to you and crouched down so he was in your line of sight.

“Y/N?” His voice was so small and timid, so much unlike the tone he used with you on the phone earlier that it made you look up at him. His heart broke when he saw you were crying, probably had been crying his whole time and it truly made him hate himself in that moment. “Hey, baby,” he whispered, a light smile gracing his beautiful features when your eyes met his, “What are you doing out here all alone?”

“Seungkwan… why are you here?”

“I was worried about you. You didn’t come home…”

You scoffed and turned your head to look anywhere but at him. “You told me not to.” His heart sank to his feet at your words. Because yes, that is exactly what he told you earlier. 

“I am so sorry, Y/N. I don’t know what came over me, you know I can lose my temper sometimes, but… but that is no excuse!” He reached out and grabbed both your hands in his, wincing at how cold they were. “Baby, you’re going to get sick, please let me take you home?”

“Now you’re concerned? Earlier you didn’t want anything to do with me, but now you’re worried?” You scoffed again, pulling your hands from his grasp. 

“Sweetheart, please. You can yell and scream at me all you want when you’re home, and safe, and warm, okay?” Seungkwan looked up at you with pleading eyes and you finally, finally graced him with your gaze. It was hard, and sad, but at least you were looking at him. He tried his best for a smile again, but it came across more as a grimace as he watched your body shake from the cold. “Please, Y/N. I didn’t mean what I said earlier, it was said out of anger, but I’m not angry anymore. I’m worried about you. Please, let me take care of you and make up for my words.”

You looked at him now, really looked at him. His hair was mussed, his cheeks were red and puffy, and you could tell he hadn’t slept. “You haven’t slept?” You voiced your thoughts and he shook his head immediately. 

“We made a promise,” Seungkwan said softly, reaching for your hands again. This time you let him take them, “We never go to bed upset.”

The corner of your mouth quirked as you allowed your boyfriend to pull you up from the ledge you were sitting on, and wrapped his arms around you, pushing his face into your hair, kissing your ear before whispering, “I will never break that promise.”

Vernon

Vernon had been sulking all day, not just from his ruined lyrics, but from the way he had spoken to you this morning. Why did he have to take his anger out on you? It wasn’t even your fault, it was the cat’s fault, really. But getting mad at the cat wasn’t going to solve anything. No, if he wanted to fix this he needed to take responsibility for his actions.

He had left you alone all day, not wanting to bother you at work, but as soon as the clock reached 5:05 p.m., he called you, knowing you’d probably be on your way down from your office, heading to the bus stop. You picked up on the third ring.

“What do you want, Vern.” Your tone was sharp and he figured he definitely deserved it.

“Hey…” he started dumbly, “Can you - can you please come home?” His voice was tiny, so different from how it sounded earlier. It was like he was a pleading child asking for his mother to come home. It tugged at your heart strings hearing your usually confident boyfriend sound so small. 

“Are you sure?” You asked, voice still clipped. 

“Of course, Y/N. Actually, where are you? I’ll come get you.” Immediately Vernon was up and grabbing his keys and wallet. 

“I’m just outside work at the bus stop. You don’t-”

“I’ll be there in 10 minutes.” He didn’t give you a chance to finish your sentence, determined to make up for whatever he could. “Please, babe, let me do this.”

“Ok, Vernon.” You said as you hung up and waited at the bus stop for your boyfriend. He pulled up exactly 9 minutes later, having broken at least a few traffic laws to get to you. 

As soon as you got into the passenger seat of his car, he awkwardly leaned over the center console to wrap his arms around you. “I’m so sorry, Y/N.” You reached up your hands to lay over his arms, not wanting to ignore the comfort he was offering, not when you needed it so bad. 

You both stayed like that for a moment before Vernon finally pulled away, only to see you trying your damndest to fight the tears that were threatening to fall. “Oh, baby.” He whispered, reaching out and wiping the tears from your cheeks as they started to fall, “Please don’t cry, I’m not worth your tears. I’m so fucking sorry, you have no idea.”

You nodded your head and bit your lip, but Vernon was having none of it as he gently pried your bottom lip from your teeth with his thumb. “Don’t let me off the hook, what I said was awful. I was awful.”

“I understand, Vern.” You whispered, tears still falling, as you reached out to grab his hand. “I’m sorry I left the water out, I-”

Vernon shook his head, eyes closing as he felt another punch of guilt to his gut at what you were about to say. “Nope. No, don’t apologize. Not your fault, not even a little.”

“But-”

“Nope. Let’s go home and I’m going to show you exactly how sorry I am, babe.” You looked at him as he slowly sat back comfortably in the driver’s seat, not letting go of your hand, and started to drive. “You aren’t allowed to lift a finger for the rest of the day. And I don’t want to hear any apologies from you. I’m the sorry one.”

Chan

Chan listened to your quiet sobs for what felt like hours but realistically had only been about 30 minutes. He never left his spot right outside your bedroom door, not even to grab ice for his steadily bruising cheek. He didn’t care about the pain, he deserved it and more for what he had said to you.

Chan would spend the rest of his life groveling and making up for those words if you’d let him. He knows how wrong they were, how awful they sounded coming from someone who is supposed to love and protect you. Protect you from shit like that, but instead, he’s the one spewing it. 

After another few minutes, Chan couldn’t take it anymore and crawled over the the door, rasping his knuckles on the wood frame a few times. “Y/N?” he asked over your sobs. You quieted for a moment, letting Chan know you heard him, at least. “Y/N, I am so fucking sorry.” Chan finally let his tears fall, full force, as he continued to apologize. “J-just, please, let me in so I can make sure you’re okay, p-please.” He begged, still lightly knocking his knuckles onto the door. 

It took a few moments of silence before he heard the lock click. Immediately he was scrambling to stand up and open the door. He was expecting you to be standing there waiting to possibly slap him again, but instead, he stumbled over your hunched form on the floor, right next to the door. Catching himself before he could face plant, he quickly crouched down so he was at eye level with you.

“Baby…” his voice was distraught at the sight of you hunched over and sobbing. Sobbing because of him, his words. It broke his heart all over again. “Will you p-please come sit with me?” He asked, holding his hand out in offer for you to take. You stared at it for a moment before giving in and settling your hand in his, allowing him to pull you to standing. 

You didn’t look him in the eye, instead looking down at the floor as he led you over to the edge of the mattress and sat down. He wanted to pull you into his lap, but decided against it, opting instead to keep holding you hand as he spoke. 

“Y/N, I don’t even know how to explain myself. I can’t explain myself. What I said was so fucked up, that I wouldn’t blame you if you never forgive me. I wouldn’t blame you if you slap me again and leave me forever.” He sounded so distraught that you finally looked up at him, a small gasp leaving your lips at the sight of his bruised face.

He looked at you surprised, only to realize you were tearing up again at the sight of his face. “No, no Y/N, you didn’t hurt me, I swear. I deserved this, in fact, I deserve more,” he pleaded with you, not wanting you to feel guilty for the slap. “I promise, baby, I’m fine.”

You weren’t sure you totally believed him, but you nodded anyway, not really knowing what to say. 

“Can I please, please hold you? I know I don’t have the right, but-”

Before Chan could finish his sentence you had your arms around his neck. You could tell he was truly sorry for what he said. That didn’t mean you were going to forgive him right away, or possibly at all, for the awful way he treated you. But right now you both needed a little comfort before you had a serious discussion. You weren’t going to deny yourself of that, so you sunk into his arms as they wrapped around you, burying your face in his neck. 

“I don’t want to say I forgive you, Chan because I don’t know if I do, but I’m not leaving. I love you, Chan, and I know you didn’t really mean it.”

“You don’t have to forgive me,” he mumbled into your hair, “But I’m going to keep apologizing for the rest of our lives if you let me.”

[coldfanbou]

Kinkcember List

Hello, everyone! Listed below will be the kinkcember fics. It will be continuously updated as the days progress. The first smut will come in about 3 hours, so the list will be empty till then.

Day 1: Maids ( G!P JIHYO)

Day 2: Stepcest (JEEWON)

Day 3: Tentacles (JESSI & JENNIE)

Day 4: Breeding (NAYEON)

Day 5: Cheating (IU)

Day 6: Cucking (WINTER X GISELLE)

Day 7: Body Worship (HWASA F READER)

Day 8: Mommy (SAKURA)

Day 9: Gangbang (SOHEE)

Day 10: Impact play/humiliation (EUNHA) F Reader

Day 11: Stepcest (SWAN) Epilogue

Day 12: Netorase (MINA)

Day 13: Agoraphilia (CHAEHYUN)

Day 14: Anal (JULIE)

Day 15: Pregnancy Sex (Choerry)

Day 16: NTR (MOMO & SANA)

Day 17: G!P (RYUJIN X HAN SO HEE)

Day 18: Public Sex (JO YURI)

Day 19: BDSM (SOMI)

Day 20: Massage (SOLAR)

Day 21: Costume (HAYOUNG)

[rosiehrs]

YOU DON'T KNOW MY NAME ## bae joohyun

influencer!irene x fem!reader

SUMMARY ⤻ irene was a private influencer and y/n was an avid follower. you were extremely open about your admiration for the older girl. like every other fangirl, you want her to notice you – but she doesn't know your name. (and you don't know hers)

CONTENTS ⤻ smau, non!idol x reader, wlw, fluff, crack, minor angst, fangirling, pining

WARNINGS ⤻ dark jokes, strong language, suggestive jokes, large age gap? (reader is 21, irene is 32), will add more in the future!

FEATURING ⤻ red velvet, jennie kim (blackpink), im nayeon (twice), nakamura kazuha (le sserafim), aeri uchinaga (aespa), choi yena (soloist), kim gaeul (ive), shin yuna (itzy), more characters to come in future chapters ˆ-ˆ

STATUS ⤻ ongoing.

UPDATES ⤻ whenever i can!

PROFILES..! yena's charity work. millennials + yeri.

CHAPTERS

O1 – GET UP

O2 – dm her u won't

O3 – the beginning

O4 – yeri knows

O5 – opposites attract

O6 – default settings

O7 – compatible?

O8 – 'i always win'

O9 – unnie collector

10 – number exchange

11 – 'i'm almost there'

12 – date night (half written)

13 – burn the trauma suit

14 – friends

15 – filtered yn era (?)

16 – card reading

17 – kirby says hi

18 – stranded

19 – 'i see you'

20 – saviour (written)

21 – 'i don't like her'

22 – invitation

23 – realisation

24 - right but wrong

25 - close to you

26 - quote of the day

27 - blue

28 - every sunday

29 - pent up (written)

30 - let it all out

31 - call

32 - yena's right

33 - still stands

34 - thanks, nayeon!

35 - valentine

36 - everyone has a date

37 - fourteenth

more to come..

taglist (closed)

[lingerina]

𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐓𝐎𝐁𝐄𝐑 ‘𝟐𝟑. 👻🎃

an attempt at kinktober. 700-1.2k words at most. little tidbits of smutty spooky goodness. ‘twas nice while it lasted lol. i’ll try to work on a couple more days of this but this will ultimately be incomplete.

PROMPTS

DAY 1 hate sex — g!p giselle x fem!reader DAY 2 praise — catwoman!yeji x fem!reader DAY 3 degradation — vampire!taeyeon x fem!reader DAY 4 toys/strap — succubus!winter x fem!reader DAY 5 overstimulation — irene x fem!reader DAY 6 aphrodisiac — g!p fallen angel!ningning x fem!reader DAY 7 (semi) public — irene x g!p reader DAY 8 voyeurism — g!p ahn yujin x fem!reader DAY 9 mommy/daddy — yeji x fem!reader DAY 10 lingerie — yeji x fem!reader DAY 11 phone sex — yeri x fem!reader DAY 12 dacryphilia — succubus!tzuyu x g!p reader DAY 13 cockwarming — irene x g!p reader DAY 14 somnophilia — g!p yunjin x taeyeon DAY 15 choking — winter x fem!reader DAY 16 free use — giselle x g!p reader DAY 17 gloryhole — g!p jennie x fem!reader DAY 18 double penetration — g!p ahn yujin x fem!reader x g!p wonyoung DAY 19 shibari — g!p demon!momo x fem!reader DAY 20 size kink — chaeyoung x fem!reader DAY 21 orgasm denial — sana x fem!reader DAY 22 shower sex — ryujin x yeji DAY 23 facesitting — karina x fem!reader DAY 24 thigh riding — kwon eunbi x fem!reader DAY 25 stuck — g!p momo x fem!reader DAY 26 mirror sex — g!p yunjin x kazuha DAY 27 iceplay — g!p karina x fem!reader x g!p winter DAY 28 spanking — nayeon x g!p reader DAY 29 corruption — miyeon x g!p reader DAY 30 car sex — g!p bibi x fem!reader DAY 31 👻 — ???

[purecantarella]

✨Kinktober 2023✨

i lowkey hate how this is how i comeback to tumblr but here i am again HAHAHAHA here's my personal calendar and masterlist for this years kinktober, hope yall enjoy this one!!

Day 8 : Biting w/ Myoui Mina

Day 9 : Edging w/ Hirai Momo

Day 10 - Hate Sex w/ Kim Jennie

Day 11 : Lactation w/ Park Jihyo

Day 12 : Make-up Sex w/ Im Nayeon

Day 13 : Degradation w/ Park Sooyoung | Joy

Day 14 : Mirror Sex w/ Park Chaeyoung | Rosé

Day 15 : Humiliation w/ Kim Yerim

Day 16 : Aphrodisiac w/ Ahn Hyejin | Hwasa

Day 17 : Student/Teacher w/ Kim Yongsun | Solar

Day 18 : Caught w/ Hwang Yeji

Day 19 : Toys w/ Shin Ryujin

Day 20 : Ropes w/ Minatozaki Sana

Day 21 : Role Reversal w/ Yoo Jeongyeon

Day 22 : On Camera w/ Shin Yuna

Day 23 : Face Sitting w/ Son Seungwan | Wendy

Day 24 : Begging w/ Kim Jennie

Day 25 : Fingering w/ Kim Dahyun

Day 26 : Dirty Talk w/ Lee Chaeryeong

Day 27 : Car Sex w/ Moon Byuli

Day 28 : Against the Wall w/ Lisa Manoban

Day 29 : Masks w/ Jung Wheein

Day 30 : Mommy w/ Bae Joohyun | Irene

Day 31 : Overstimulation w/ Chou Tzuyu

im sorry im starting so late but genuinely was on the fence about doing this again lmfao but im glad to do it :> keep safe lovelies 💓

- r

[fayeforrosie]

KinkFluffAngstober Masterlist

So I decided a bit late to join in on all three tobers this year, however I won't have set dates for each release, but rather I'll go in order and release as much as I can. I'm sorry if I don't finish by the end of October guys but everything will come out :)

As I post fics they will be linked to this post

Please send in your requests for which idols you would like for each category and I will fill them in:) Here is who I will be writing for in it, but feel free to make a request for someone who is not on this list!! If someone's name is already on the list, you can send it again, and I can have them for two spots:)

Twice, G-idle, Lesserafim, Newjeans, Aespa, Itzy, Ive, Red Velvet, Loona, Blackpink (no minors will be participating in kinktober for obvious reasons)

Prompts

Day 1- Dry Humping w/ Uchinaga Aeri

Day 2- First Meeting w/ Kim Chaewon

Day 3- Miscommunication w/ Kang Seulgi

Day 4- Car sex w/ Hwang Yeji

Day 5- Rainy days w/ Seo Soojin

Day 6- Tired of fighting w/ Nicha Yontararak

Day 7- Dirty Talk w/ Shin Ryujin

Day 8- First Kiss w/ Kim Chaewon

Day 9- "I did it for you" w/ Im Nayeon

Day 10- Overstimulation w/ Rosé

Day 11- Library w/ Kim Minji

Day 12- Back stabbed w/ Song Yuqi

Day 13- Hate-fucking w/ Huh Yunjin

Day 14- Early mornings w/ Minatozaki Sana

Day 15- Not good enough w/ Bae Joohyun

Day 16- Phone sex w/ Cho Miyeon

Day 17- Stargazing w/ Cho Haseul

Day 18- Death w/ Kim Minjeong

Day 19- Threesome w/ Karina and Ningning

Day 20- Drunken confession w/ Pham Hanni

Day 21- Homewrecking w/ Park Sooyoung

Day 22- Semi-public sex w/ Hirai Momo

Day 23- Protecting w/ Kim Jennie

Day 24- "It could never be" w/ Jang Wonyoung

[usedpidemo]

What are your top K-pop songs released in 2024?

I'm feeling kinda extra, so I wrote some thoughts for my favorite songs of 2024. Not gonna lie, I mostly found 2024 underwhelming, but once the second half of the year began, all the hits began pouring in—especially at year's end. These last four months or so were definitely the best. Ironically enough, it was the opposite of how 2023 was for me: started off strong, but fell off after July.

So without further ado, let me put on my pretentious hat on. Here's my Top 25 K-pop songs of 2024:

25. GGUM - Yeonjun 

A polarizing reception among fans upon release (myself included), but I’ve grown to love how chaotic and disruptive it sounds. It’s meant to be annoying but in the best way possible. It’s completely unexpected of any male soloist, and I appreciate that it tries to do something radically different.

24. POWER - G-Dragon

Back like he never left. While the other pre-release single is a reintroduction to the remaining BigBang members after an extended public hiatus and T.O.P’s departure, Power serves as a powerful reintroduction to G-Dragon after a seven year hiatus. Annoyingly short, but still packs the slick wordplay, smooth flow and playful gloating familiar from one of K-pop’s legends.

23. UP - Karina (aespa)

The four aespa solos for the group’s second tour, Parallel Line, showcase each member’s strengths at their best—in this case, Karina’s natural swagger and dance skills in a beat reminiscent of Iggy Azalea’s Fancy. 

22. I wonder… - j-hope (feat. Jungkook)

A B-side from Hoseok’s Hope On the Street EP during his enlistment, he and his bandmate Jungkook effortlessly flow on a smooth, slick beat reminding us to embrace now and not get overly anxious about the future.

21. Fate - (G)I-DLE

While mostly known for their anthemic title tracks, this B-side showcases the slower, but still meaningful side of I-DLE through the lens of a—pun intended—fateful event during a monotonous day.

20. LOVE, MONEY, FAME - SEVENTEEN (feat. DJ Khaled)

Insane producer tags aside (I never expected to hear the words ‘We the best music’ and ‘Another one’ in a K-pop song, but 2024 has thrown us random surprises every five minutes), Seventeen’s final release as 13 members for the foreseeable future is an emphatic reminder of the members’ devotion as the long, arduous road to enlistment begins.

19. ABCD - Nayeon

Very much early-2000’s inspired, Nayeon’s follow up to the highly successful Pop goes full Beyoncé in all the right ways, never letting up from the first beat drop.

18. Igloo - KISS OF LIFE

A deviation from their flamboyant title tracks (Sticky excluded), the darker, minimalist beat is elevated by the group’s sultry voices, sleek verses, and natural confidence emboldening the song. No wonder it’s overshadowing the main track from the EP, Get Loud.

17. CRAZY - LE SSERAFIM

Some of Le sserafim’s most popular songs are when the energy blasts through the roof—Antifragile and Eve, Psyche, and the Bluebeard’s Wife are definitive examples, and Crazy is no exception. Full of memorable, colorful lines, it’s also one of their better uses of autotune to amplify this infectious beat into a speed limit breaking party track.

16. Spark - Winter (aespa)

aespa and progressive house are a match made in heaven. Accentuated by Winter’s heavenly vocals, this could easily have been released in the early 2010s and it would have been an absolute smash hit in clubs everywhere.

15. Midas Touch - KISS OF LIFE

Another 2000s inspired track, this time in the vein of Britney Spears, showcases Kiss of Life’s natural sexiness in a tasteful, overindulgent manner.

14. Cosmic - Red Velvet

What a way to celebrate your tenth anniversary. It’s able to walk the tight lines of the group’s two distinct concepts, bright red and darker velvet, perfectly while keeping its sinister, creepier undertone. Also has one of, if not the best bridge of the year courtesy of Wendy. There’s simply no saying goodnight to Red Velvet.

13. How Sweet - NewJeans

Hindsight is 20/20, but How Sweet is not so subtle foreshadowing as to the group’s turbulent relationship and surprise departure from HYBE. While generally considered as one of their weaker releases, the lighter, Miami house inspired beat is an example of NewJeans’ ability to evolve and keep their sound fresh, while still feeling familiar to everyone yearning for the next Hype Boy and ETA.

12.  Virtual Angel - ARTMS

The other offshoot from LOONA composed of five of the group’s more popular members reunites them with Jaden Jeong for a fantastical combination of synth and harmonious choir-like melodies that might as well be welcoming one’s soul to the afterlife in a grandiose way.

11. HEYA - IVE

It’s sonically messy in all the right ways. IVE have proven they can handle hip-hop with tracks like Baddie and Kitsch, but HEYA is where they’ve put their classy, elegant spin into the wheel—and they’ve succeeded with flying colors. 

10. FRI(END)S - V

A natural continuation of V/Taehyung’s melancholic, lo-fi sounding EP Layover, this single packs all the angst and emotional yearning that one can imagine playing during a coming of age film.

9. Girls Never Die - tripleS

A project two years in the making, this anthem is exactly the kind of song that matches tripleS’ ambitious 24 member, infinite subunit concept. Somehow, it’s gotten a second meaning as a hopeful warcry after everything that 2024 has thrown at us.

8. Love Is Lonely - NMIXX

Despite their pension for bombastic, disruptive title tracks such as DASH and See that, NMIXX's vocal talents are best shown in softer, more emotionally profound songs. Case in point: Cool (Your Rainbow) and now Love Is Lonely. Under that nostalgic 2010s-inspired beat is an angsty, melancholic longing perfectly encapsulated by the members’ sincere, harmonious voices. 

7. Supersonic - fromis_9

With their futures uncertain amidst their departure from Pledis at year’s end, fromis are still able to deliver on what they do best: release a summer hit. Breakneck paced and infectious, the group’s vocals elevate this likely last hurrah into one for the ages. 

6. FOREVER - BABYMONSTER

Whether this is YG recycling from Teddy’s leftovers or an attempt to rein in Blinks with familiar sounding nostalgia is up for interpretation. Conceptually never leaving late-2010s girl crush behind, this powerful anthem brings to light shades of a bygone era. Blackpink’s As If It’s Your Last comes to mind, structurally, proving that some hits can be rehashed and still hit all the same.

5. Accendio - IVE

When a song begins with the lines ‘Dear priest, I have a confession to make,’ you know you’re about to hear some real shit. The follow up single to HEYA hits all the right notes: breakneck paced, memorable lines, and an instrumental breakdown worth dancing to.

4. Supernova Love - IVE (feat. David Guetta)

Controversial use of Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence aside, Supernova Love is not the first song to turn the great Ryuichi Sakamoto’s emotional masterpiece into a club staple. While not structurally interesting as IVE’s Korean releases, it’s another example of IVE’s ability to elevate a sample into something resonant and magical. Wonyoung’s opening lines especially bring this seemingly average dance track to another level. I really wish this was their English debut instead of All Night.

3. APT. - Rosé (and Bruno Mars)

From the lens of Rosé's album rosie, APT is like an outlier. It’s an upbeat party anthem based on a drinking party game. It’s thematically simple and shallow compared to the outer songs lamenting about heartbreak and toxic relationships. But simplicity works to its benefit. It immediately grows on you. In a particularly dour year, sometimes a feel good song is all one needs to lighten up. 

2. Supernova - aespa

When someone asks for a song that encapsulates K-pop, Supernova immediately comes to mind. Memorable lines (I’m like some kind of Supernova), cringe lines (Body bang?), has room for an iconic dance break, while perfectly blending aespa’s AI/Metaverse concept with a beat that’s so erratic but still cohesive and unchanging. This feels like a direct response to all the slow, easy listening K-pop songs that have flooded the scene lately, reminding us that once upon a time, K-pop was releasing quirky yet catchy tracks every other week.

 HOME SWEET HOME - G-DRAGON (feat. Taeyang & Daesung)

If Power was an emphatic reintroduction to G-Dragon the soloist, then Home Sweet Home was the ultimate catharsis for V.I.Ps and second gen fans who have waited years for BigBang’s return. Structurally, it’s reminiscent of BigBang’s Sober, while still adapting and modernizing to today’s sound. A diehard fan can easily imagine T.O.P’s place in this song, and considering this was in the vault for years, it’s easy to see how. It’s a melancholic but triumphant comeback and a reminder of the greatness that is BigBang. 

You can listen to the full playlist here.

[frostedtuskwalrus]

New Release Index (October 16-22, 2023)

October 16

Desperate Housewives: (16) Monday's Check Up (El7z up Yeeun) - thelibrarian69

day 16. incest. (Kep1er Yujin) - essentiallyleaf

Fromis App Part 14: Snug and Secure (fromis_9 Hayoung) - ggidolsmuts

October 17

Desperate Housewives: (17) Water Aerobics to Peach Eating (Alice Sohee) - thelibrarian69

day 17. intercrural sex. (Kim Minju) - essentiallyleaf

October 18

Desperate Housewives: (18) Healing Time (Cignature Jeewon) - thelibrarian69

day 18. feeding. (Kep1er Chaehyun) - essentiallyleaf

P.S.T. EP. 8 | After Hours (aespa Giselle) - lustspren

Muse (Le sserafim Kazuha) - rosiesmuts

October 19

Desperate Housewives: (19) Recording (Artms Heejin) - thelibrarian69

day 19. rimming. (Nmixx Haewon) - essentiallyleaf

Transcendance/Pareidolia (Artms Heejin) - worldsover

Acquainted (Red Velvet Yeri) - usedpidemo

October 20

Desperate Housewives: (20) The Secret Life of Pets (Dreamcatcher Jiu x Yoohyeon) - thelibrarian69

day 20. cockwarming. (Blackpink Jisoo) - essentiallyleaf

PART & PARCEL (Twice Sana x Tzuyu) - capslocked

October 21

Desperate Housewives: (21) Aloha (Sistar Bora) - thelibrarian69

day 21. pet play. (Ive Yujin) - essentiallyleaf

Bucket List Interlude_Workout Five.8 (Twice Nayeon) - sinswithpleasure

Teacher's Pet (Weeekly Jihan) - birchleavesdawn

October 22

Desperate Housewives: (22) Bet (Wjsn Eunseo) - thelibrarian69

[cutiejihyo]

ageretober day 19: uh-oh!

dinnertime was always an interesting time of the day in the yoo-im household. typically, jihyo would eat her food with no problems, but sometimes, she would decide to not cooperate.

it was a hard task to get her to try new foods, especially vegetables. the little was very picky and resistant to adding anything new to her food pallet. if it was up to her, she would eat jeongyeon's homemade chicken nuggets and fries for every single meal.

since her little tummy is so sensitive, she can't eat many processed foods like fast food or frozen foods, so jeongyeon and nayeon have to play it safe and make her home-cooked meals daily. they don't mind putting in the effort though, as long as their little girl is happy and healthy.

on this particular night, nayeon cooked a new dish for jihyo to try. it had ingredients that she was familiar with, so nayeon didn't think it would be a problem.

of course, she was very wrong.

jihyo did recognize what was in it, but she was very wary. she was scared of how it would taste with everything put together, along with the texture of the dish.

she stared at the plate in front of her for a few minutes, occasionally poking at it with her finger. she curiously furrowed her eyebrows, not sure what to make of her dinner.

jeongyeon noticed she wasn’t eating, so she got up from the table and made her way to jihyo’s highchair.

“do you wanna try it? it’s really yummy, mommy made it herself.” jeongyeon tried to convince the little, with no interest shown from her at all.

jihyo stared up at her mama with big round eyes, as if she didn’t understand what was just said.

jeongyeon took jihyo’s spoon and got a spoonful of the dish, attempting to get her to try it. she pretended the spoon was an airplane, which usually worked with jihyo, but this time she turned her head away and whined.

again, jeongyeon made airplane noises and held the spoon near jihyo’s face. jihyo, to no surprise, still refused the spoonful.

at this point, jihyo was wanting something else for dinner, too nervous to try the new food that nayeon cooked. in her little mind, the only way to get new food is to get rid of the old food.

how did she do that, you may ask?

she flipped her plate over, spilling half of it on the highchair tray and the rest onto the floor. to jihyo, this was absolutely amusing and hilarious, so she erupted into laughter, thinking what she did was extremely funny.

to nayeon and jeongyeon, they would be the ones cleaning up the mess, so while it wasn’t all that funny, they couldn’t help but find jihyo’s giggles adorable.

immediately, jeongyeon knew what jihyo actually wanted. “well, it looks like you gotta have chicken nuggets for dinner.” jeongyeon dramatically sighed, noticing jihyo beam with excitement, knowing her master plan had worked.

[lizziexmeow]

TODAY'S UPDATE (241118) PART 2

18:27 TXT HUENINGKAI ON TRICK KODE W/ TWICE NAYEON

18:46 SVT DINO IG POST

19:30 SVT DINO WEVERSE POST

20:00 TXT BEOMGYU, TAEHYUN & HUENINGKAI TIKTOK

21:00 TXT ‘FORTY ONE WINKS’

21:01 SVT SCOUPS WEVERSE POST

22:00 SVT DK INSIDE SVT

22:00 BTS JIN HAPPY SPECIAL STAGE

22:57 TXT HUENINGKAI WEVERSE COMMENT

[gyuzpurizzn]

alcohol - free boyz

soobin & taehyun’s friend group !

*author’s note under the cut*

soobin - 19, taehyun’s bestie since day 1, he doesn’t know that yn likes him bc he’s a little slow & clueless, treats yn like his little sister (bro got sisterzoned), he is a nerd, bros bias in twice is nayeon, he babysat taehyun and yn when he was 2, bro got beef w sunghoon (as jokes)

taehyun - 17, yn’s twinem, yn & tae were born 10 mins apart (yn is older!!!), bro acts like the older brother, he knows you have a crush on soobin, he sings and has a youtube channel for his covers, he and beomgyu have collabs together, he has a feeling that beomgyu likes you, this boy knows everything, his bias in twice is jihyo

yeonjun - 20, oldie, he models, bro gets all the girls (and guys), gets made fun of in the groupchat for being the eldest, bias in twice is momo, he got eyes on ONE AND ONE GIRL ONLY (chaewon), he loyal, met taehyun in the gym

jay - 17, he’s rich yall, twice biases is dahyun and jeongyeon, he is basically used as wallet in the gc, met soobin through taehyun, taehyun and jay had a project (that’s how they became friends), he’s actually a great listener

jake - 17, HE FOR DA STREEETTTTSSSS, layla’s number one biggest fan, his bias in twice sana, bro flirts with anything that breathes, he met taehyun thru a project, has been best friend with sunghoon since middle school, SUNGJAKE!4LYFE

sunghoon - 17, bro is in love with jake (platonic), he is an ice skater, bias is mina, loves to tease soobin, met taehyun thru a project, jake’s bestie poo poo, taehyun and sunghoon GYM BROS, he likes tiramisu and jake, he’s funny unintentionally

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[prvttygrl]

#prvttygrl — is that nari hwang , rocking the new versace ? wow , she looks just like im nayeon ! last i heard , she is a twenty - eight year old elite from vancouver , canada . she’s a well known fashion designer who likes to go clubbing in her free time , and despises when people compare her designs to other designers . i think she’ll do fine at the berry , since she seems to be passionate ; but i don’t know , others have said she’s quite impulsive as well !

STATISTICS

✱ … the basics.

full name : nari hwang occupation : fashion designer birthday : august 13 1995 age : twenty8 gender : cis woman pronouns : she + her orientation : bisexual + biromantic

✱ … the appearance.

faceclaim : im nayeon hair color : dark brown eye color : brown height : 5'4 piercings : ear lobes & a nose stud notable features : plump glossy lips & a big toothy grin

✱ … the personality.

positive traits : passionate , affectionate , ambitious  negative traits : impulsive , abrasive , stubborn mbti : enfp big three : leo sun , pisces moon , virgo rising likes : going clubbing , early 2000s trashy reality shows , creating a new persona for the night . dislikes : when people compare her designs to other designers , texting people back ( she'll just facetime you instead ) , sitting in complete silence

BACKGROUND

✱ … childhood

august 13 1995

nari was born to hwang manshik & pyeon jiwoo in vancouver, british columbia. manshik & jiwoo being prominent business figures ever since nari can remember, she didn’t see much of them growing up ( or to this day really ) , and due to that she was essentially raised by her older sister, jia. jia was 14 when nari was born, but about 19 when the responsibility of nari fell on her shoulders. nari has always had a close bond to jia, she was her biggest role model, she taught her everything she knows, especially when it comes to fashion. nari had always been all in when it came to dress up, even more so due to the fact her sister let her do it with her clothes, and to this day she has a complete infatuation with the style of the early 2000s, and it comes through strongly in her designs today. some of nari’s most fond memories from her childhood are sitting on the couch cuddled up with her big sister watching project runway and americas next top model, they made sure to cancel every plan they had whenever they were on, it was THEIR bonding time. 

✱ … adolescence

nari started highschool at the peak of myspace, twilight & jersey shore , that era defined her and solidified her love for trashy reality tv, music taste & and the overall dramatics of the early 2010s , other things that are prominent throughout her designs. She loved school, but not for the general studious reasons, she loved skipping class with friends to do whatever teens in 2009 did. she wasn’t fully removed from her studies though , she absolutely adored art & fashion classes , and was the top of her class in both subjects. one day she had an idea that she brought to her fashion teacher , that the class held a school fundraiser in the form of a fashion show , and ever since the last she’s heard, they still hold it yearly. 

✱ … university

nari’s mind never shifted about what she was going to go to university for , since she was young she knew she wanted to study fashion design , it was all she could ever picture doing , due to her high grades and recommendation letter from her fashion teacher , nari managed to get into the bachelor of design program at toronto metropolitan university , which is one of the best fashion design programs in the country . it was hard for her to move across the country without her sister , but she knew it was what she needed to do to pursue her dreams.  while in university nari got VERY into partying , she didn't refuse a good party in highschool but those were a lot less frequent , almost every weekend she was surrounded by new faces, dancing , drinking and having the time of her life. her party girl phase is something she never really grew out of, if you cant find her in her studio she's most likely at the club. during her study period she became almost like a teachers pet, showing her passion and creativity she ended up being able to intern for one of her favorite designers ( thanks to one of her favourite professors putting a good word in for her ) after graduating. 

✱ … now

while interning she was still working on her own designs making a small name for herself in the community by posting her own designs online and having them go semi viral, and with that the rest is history. She decided to move to california & started focusing more on her own passion projects, slowly making moves to cultivate her brand and an even bigger name for herself. due to her online popularity she has been hired by countless different celebrities to design outfits for tours, music videos, events, etc. she is living her wildest dreams, getting to work with and in turn party with some of the hottest names , shes come a long way from the little vancouver girl who used to yell “make it work” at the tv.

CHARACTER INSPO

serena vanderwoodsen ( gossip girl ) , jwoww ( jersey shore ) , violet chachki ( ru paul's drag race ) , andrea sachs ( the devil wears prada ), stacie conrad ( pitch perfect ) , jenna rink ( 13 going on 30 ) , jade ( bratz ) , beth ( john tucker must die ) , myrtle snow ( ahs : coven ) , emily fitch ( skins ) , maddy perez ( euphoria ) , alice ( bodies bodies bodies )