#⋱ you have his heart ⋰ ⦙ ( daddy moran )

[traaaaaaaaashy]

vital moran family things:

daddy moran let mummy moran decide 99.9% of situations partly bc he respected her but mostly bc he was terrified of her

[anne-i-write]

moriarty the patriot headcannons pt. 1

| requested by anon: Can you write about all male characters in moriarty has a same look of their  children and hpw many children they want? |

william x reader; louis x reader; albert x reader; sebastian x reader; fred x reader

word count: 2397

pt. 2: 221b boys

a/n: I DONT KNOW WHY I DIDNT WRITE THIS EARLIER IM SO SORRY THIS REQUEST HAS LITERALLY BEEN IN MY INBOX FOR SO LONG I AM SO SORRY I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS

william: 487 words

with his whole plan to clean the world of the filthy nobles, william never really stopped to think about having children

well, until he met you

you both were in town one day and he saw you fondly watching a child speak with her mother

“i think two children would be nice”

“i didn’t even ask”

“i know, but the look you gave that mother was telling enough”

n e ways he is a simp and he did eventually give you what you wanted

fast forward a few years, you have two children: a boy and a girl

and they look exactly like their father

like,, it lowkey pains you how much they physically take after their father

you wanted to be like “oh they have your personality, but they look just like me!”

no

granted, your son took after you in an emotional sense but your daughter was a daddy’s girl through and through

like she looks like him, she acts like him, speaks like him, she even EATS like him

ok but the men w your children

fred is a freaking sweetheart ok

like he’ll watch over the kids when no one has the time and they love him too so they’ll help out in the garden which you are SO thankful for

tbh they only like uncle albert bc he brings them lil trinkets from when he gets back from london LMAO

louis doesn’t show it, but he absolutely adores your children and makes extra snacks for them at tea time

you caught onto this at one point bc for some REASON your kids would not stop bouncing off of the walls before bed and they told you uncle louis gave them chocolate

and sebastian loves messing w your kids bc,,, sebastian

but he accidentally made your son cry ONCE and he was at the mercy of every adult in the moriarty estate including the boy’s younger sister

needless to say, he watched his actions and words around your children after that

now, william

i’m just gonna say this straight out: most of the men never really thought about having kids (save john and albert)

but when you finally had kids, william had a different outlook on life

like fr,, this man works overtime now trying to get rid of the filth that is called nobles

he doesn’t want his kids to be raised in a world where just because you have more money than another means you get to look down on them

you still instill in them those good morals ofc

he also tries to be very present in their lives since he and his brother were raised as orphans

when he was younger, he didn’t mind it all much

but now that he had this small family and a brighter future, he did everything in his power to make sure they’re happy and grow up in a cleaner and kinder world

louis: 320 words

it took you a week to get him to at LEAST humor you

“if you could, how many kids do you want?”

“none”

like, this guy is so dedicated to his brother and his cause it is a WONDER you somehow wormed your way into his heart

but you did and honestly, the brothers are actually very happy that you’re with them

william especially

louis rarely emotes but when you came into their lives, you got louis pissed at one point and everyone was like,,,, wtf?? he has emotions???

anyways, his answer is one kid LMAO

and when you get that one kid, he looks just like louis

yall already KNOW that he’s ready to die for that child as soon as louis holds him in his arms

the only kid sebastian wouldnt even try to mess with

he can deal with william’s albert’s or fred’s kids but louis lowkey intimidates him so he’s as nice as he can be

that being said, louis teaches his kid how to properly handle stuff around the house

you want to cry bc ur son is just so??? the little kid just loves helping out no matter how small the task and he’s just so cute it hurts

even sebastian’s kinda like,, “aight he’s the only kid i will tolerate”

louis grew up with only his brothers so he also wants to give his son a shot at a normal family

is actually aware at how he thinks he’s indispensable for william’s cause and he doesn’t want his son to end up like him

he also teaches his son some badass fighting moves

oh and louis smiles a lot more too

cried bc his son saw the scar he got on his cheek, rubbed some dirt on his lil face and said “i have daddy’s cool scar now”

all in all his son is the best thing to happen to all of you

albert: 505 words

same as louis in the fact that it takes him a week to answer

“you know you haven’t even answered my question”

“i’m sorry, what did you say?”

“how many kids do you want?”

genuinely takes time to ponder that question

he hadn’t thought of that since his family adopted william and louis

but with you?

“i think two darling girls who take after their mother is enough for me”

pls he’d be so sweet 🥺🥺🥺

you two end up having a girl and a boy, who look just like their father

and tbh, you’re not even mad

you love them so much so when albert comes back north, the three of you are ecstatic

the happiness was short lived for albert tho

he found his son spending time with william and there’s nothing bad right????

“where’s your sister?”

“she’s with mr. moran”

his heart DROPPED

out of all the people in the manor

HIM

he sees the two running around the garden

it all happened as soon as albert’s daughter went up to sebastian and said “you’re very pretty! you’re my knight now!”

he decided to “adopt” the little girl and now he’s lowkey whipped

you found albert staring at sebastian playing with his daughter and updated him about everything going on

“but him??”

“he’s just a big softie for her let it go”

isn’t really surprised when he finds out they can fight a little

actually glad that they can hold their own, God forbid anything happens to them

otherwise mi6 has to deal w family matters lmao

“albert, she only tripped”

“you shouldve seen the fear in her eyes as she fell”

“IT WAS A STRAY COBBLESTONE”

would raise hell if anyone even THOUGHT ill of his kids

william and louis are the doting uncles

william more so than louis bc your kids have never seen louis smile

now they’re on a mission to make uncle louis smile

louis was on child duty one day and they managed to slip away

omyGOD he was stressed but also,, extremely worried

so when he found them he had the most genuine smile on his face

your daughter was like (・∀・)

she loves uncle louis

ofc your son adores his dad like,,, who else wouldn't feel awesome at the age of 10 if you found out your dad was a high ranking general

feels superior to sebastian bc of his dad

lmao this 4’5 kid thinks he can rule sebastian for some odd reason

the house is always dirty bc him and sebastian always prank each other

your daughter is trying to catch a butterfly but she can’t so fred helps

instantly loves fred

“is that what heartbreak is”

“i guess that’s what happens when you try to get close to my kids colonel”

albert is kind of afraid of turning into his dad but he has you and everyone else to remind him that: no you are not your father, you are so much better than him

loves your family with his entire being

sebastian: 844 words

“i see you looking at those kids and the answer is none”

lmao you’ll get so pouty around him bc you want kids dammit

that and he spoils you to no end so that's why you’re pouty lol

“fine we’ll only do one kid and bc one kid is all i can tolerate”

bruh

this man gives you three in four years LMFAO

two boys a year apart and a girl in the fourth year

you wanted to smack sebastian

when the two boys grew up, it was obvious they were already taking after their father in the physical sense

it was terrifying

they genuinely look like mini sebastians and you know everyone in the manor is afraid that you two birthed satan

and the satan was your eldest one

he’s just a feral sebastian moran in a tiny body

your second son, god bless him, looked just like his father but with fred’s temperament

and see, you were fine with your sons looking like their father

it was FINE right

you prayed to God that your third child would have at least some physical resemblance to you

your daughter was birthed, she grew up

and you cried

“HOW DO THEY ALL LOOK LIKE YOU”

“i’ve got some strong genetics, baby”

you sulk for a lil bit

but you accept it anyway because you love your goddamn kids

thankfully, your second and youngest child are both soft spoken and it's only your husband and his tiny clone bringing hell to earth

smacking sebastian bc all of your children suddenly started swearing up a storm at each other

“WHYD YOU HIT ME”

“YOURE THE ONLY ONE WHO SWEARS AROUND THE KIDS”

finally sitting down and trying to convince them to stop swearing

“father does it!”

“your father’s stupid”

speaking of your daughter

she’s his little princess and no he will not take criticism

spoils her more than he spoils you

did she glance at a toy at a passing store?

he buys more toys than he should from said store

you have to physically hide some of his money bc there is only so much you can buy

and her older brothers are so caring you want to sob

if a person accidentally shoved her over bc she was tiny and they couldn’t see her

oh boy

get ready to restrain them like chihuahuas

“little sister will be protected at all costs”

since his second son is so different from him, sebastian actively makes time to talk about what the little boy is doing and what he’s getting from it

doesn’t want to be pushy and suffocating like his dad was so when his younger kid does want to be left alone to his devices, sebastian does so

but honestly loves that your second son is so literate

lddhsajdsfk what yall dont know is that they’re all in cahoots

kinda funny to see them all together bc they all take after their father so much it's like having three tiny sebastians go around town

anyways,,,, yall know the promised neverland right

you got ray, norman, and emma

granted one of them wasn’t as smart as ray but he definitely knew what stealth was

regular sibling rivalry was still a thing but if they could smell the pudding from the kitchen, they know they have to work together

sebastian caught his eldest smuggling biscuits into a small bag

he had half a mind to scold him

but then he ended up giving tips TO ALL HIS CHILDREN on how not to get caught next time—

bc of this they beg him to tell them some stories from afghanistan bc “there’s no way a man as old as dad knows this many stealth tactics”

louis is so fed up lmao

albert is in london most of the time so he just thanks the lord that he doesn’t have to deal w the propaganda that sebastian feeds his children about how “mr. albert is a bad man”

william is fine w it as long as they don’t trash the library

your younger ones love the library so they would cry at the thought of one of the books losing any of the pages

your second and your daughter are definitely the moriartys’ favorites

they don’t show it, but you just KNOW

your eldest could care less about that though

as long as you and his father still love him

and of course you both do

and fred is definitely your youngers favorite

they like to hang out in the garden

ok they still fight all the time though

just because your second child is soft spoken doesn't mean he’s afraid to throw hands

their sister likes to join in for the hell of it

but if someone wrongs any of the children

just because the younger ones are the moriartys’ favorite, doesn’t mean that they’re not gonna hunt someone down if they even think about trying to hurt the eldest too

yeah,,, good luck to them and their families

they got the entire moriarty estate coming after them

fred: 241 words

cmon yall are like,, young

but you did ask him bc you were curious if he thought about it

he wants one

and when yall do have the kid, you guys actually do have one kid and its a girl

since you both are young, you can immediately see a resemblance between her and her father

everyone who meets her would die for her

ABSOLUTE CUTIE

especially when she walks around the garden w her hand in her dad’s and he’s showing her all the plants and telling her how to take care of them

needless to say she grows up loving plants

any type of plant

the boys love giving her flowers or anything from bc she has the biggest smile every single time

no matter if it’s just a single rose or a rock

this was found out one time when sebastian gave her a rock bc everyone else had given her like,, two roses each

was afraid she was gonna cry

“thank you so much mr. moran! i will treasure this until i get old!”

she was like 4 at the time

and had the widest smile you’ve ever seen on her

guys u don’t understand she smiles a lot but this was like,, genuine happiness

but everyone was just,, i will destroy the world and myself if anything happens to her

fr it’s just sunshines and rainbows every single time she’s around

everyone just loves her ok

moriarty the patriot general taglist: @zoehanji

[infinitebells]

Domestic moran hits different :((((

domestic moran makes my heart hurt bc he can’t be REAL

but can we think about you and moran sleeping in bed together, your head resting on his bare chest with his arm curled around you. all of a sudden you hear an enthusiastic “mommy! daddy!” followed by a pattering of small footsteps. you hear him groan as you blearily open your eyes to your little girl running into your bedroom. the wild grin on her face as she climbs up onto the bed, choosing to jump directly on sebastians stomach. the groan of pain makes you chuckle as she places her tiny little hands onto his stomach.

“well good morning to you too pretty lady,” he groans out in that raspy morning voice of his. he reaches out and grabs her by the waist, yanking her as she squeals so that she’s laying on his other side, opposite of you.

“good morning sweetie,” you mumble, smiling at your daughter. her cute, mischievous laugh is so similar to sebastian’s that it’s terrifyingly adorable.

“g’morning mommy!” her little hand shoots out to grasp your cheek, giggling once again.

“what no good morning for me?” you hear sebastian scoff, and your daughter looks up at her dad, sitting up so she can bend down and grab his face in both her hands.

“good morning daddy!” her loud voice makes you wince, but sebastian only laughs, leaning up to kiss her cheek before tugging her back down to his side.

“ahh, my two favorite girls, i love it already,” he says, tightening his hold on the both of you before settling back into the pillows and closing his eyes again. if you could wake up like this every morning, you’d never have anything to worry about.

[merry-kuroo]

Top 10 2020 Anime

Hello everyone! Its the last day of 2020, and like with every year, here is my top 10 anime list. This list covers anime that aired this year only :) Hopefully you can use this list as a recommendation for something to watch. But tbh this list is for me to remember which wonderful anime made my year a little brighter :D I apologize for any typos lol.

1.) Tower of God

AHHH! I love Tower of God so much!! So, I almost dropped it at episode 1 because I was really confused. But I stuck with it and I’m glad I did. Tower of God gave me HxH vibes, but it was still different enough where I didn’t need to compare the two. The opening and ending by Stray Kids was amazing too.

Because I loved Tower of God so much, I made a Webtoon account and ever since then I’ve been hooked on Webtoons. I’m really glad they partnered with Crunchyroll to bring us this anime!

I read the TOG Webtoon and it explained things a lot better. I highly recommend going to read it after watching the anime!

I hope there is a season 2, but I won’t get my hopes up :( I’m sure this anime was just advertisement for the comic.

So, yeah, go check out Tower of God <3

2.) Great Pretender

WIT Studio has done it again. First with Attack on Titan, then Seraph of the End. They keep bringing me my favorite animes.

I love animes that feature a found family, and cons. Great Pretender brought all of that and more. Great characters, jokes, missions, and music. The music in Great Pretender is fantastic (I mean the ending song is a Queen song!)

I still stand by my opinion that Part 1 was better. I wasn’t a huge fan of season 2 and the ending as well. I think they dropped the ball. But I still won’t let that stop me from recommending it to you! It was still fun to watch :D

I’m going to miss Team Confidence <3

3.) Weathering With You

So, I have been a fan of Makoto Shinkai’s movies for a long time (5 Centimeters Per Second will always have a special place in my heart). So, when I saw that Weathering With You was coming to the movie theater, I immediately purchased a ticket. It was such a surreal experience watching in the theaters.

This was the last movie I saw in theaters before...you know >.> I’m glad this movie was my last too. It makes it even more special.

Everyone, please go see this movie. It’s beautiful. It will make you laugh and cry. I left the theater with tears in my eyes. It was such a amazing experience. I’m patiently waiting for his next movie!

4.) Kaguya Sama: Love is War Season 2

My favorite rom-com returned with a season 2. The opening is still stuck in my head. It always will be lol.

Anyway, this season was not only hilarious, but there was development between Kaguya and Miyuki <3

Miko IIno was also a interesting character. She is so different from everyone else, so I’m excited to see how being on the student council will change her. Maybe she and Ishigami will start to get long lol.

Another thing that made this season special was Ishigami’s backstory, and how Miyuki saved him. I just really love their bromance, okay?

Please go check out Kaguya Sama: Love is War if you haven’t! It’s funny and heart warming <3

5.) Jujutsu Kaisen

I’ve been hyped for this anime for like a year! When it was announced last November, I was like AFJAIOFJAOGLJMAPOGJ

I love the manga, and the adaption is doing a fantastic job so far. I definitely ended up loving Sukuna more due to the anime adaption though lmaooo.

Not a lot to say here except, go watch Jujutsu Kaisen <3 and read the manga!

6.) Moriarty the Patriot

I wasn’t sure if I was going to like this anime or not. I only started watching it because people said Sebastian Moran was Daddy! Kuroo lmaooo

But I have to say...I do like that Albert was like “Oh yes lets bring William and Albert into our home” then William was like “Haha hey Albert do you hate the upper class and nobility too? You wanna murder your brother and parents, burn down the house, and reform society?” And Albert is like “DON’T MIND IF I DO!” (The Moriarty brothers are wild af, my God.)

I liked each individual case, and it got even more intense when Sherlock and John were introduced. Super excited for season 2!

The opening and ending songs are also fantastic. Go give them a listen!

7.) Digimon Adventure 2020/Digimon Adventure Tri/Last Evolution Kizuna

Tfw you go to buy tickets Digimon Last Evolution Kizuna, but all the movie theaters shut down :(

ANYWAY

I was super hyped when Last Evolution Kizuna was announced, and then the reboot of the 1999 anime. I finished up Digimon Adventure Tri...which could’ve been better tbh. I only liked the first three movies, so at least I got some good content out of them lol.

I like the new spin on the new Digimon anime, and I’m excited to see what they’ll do next. I kinda want a reboot of 02 Digimon...and Digimon Tamers and Frontier, but that may be pushing it lmao.

Last Evolution Kizuna was absolutely phenomenal. It was the perfect 20th anniversary movie :)

8.) Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun

Another show I started at the beginning of the year! I read the manga in 2019, and I was happy to hear it was getting a anime adaption! I enjoyed this series a lot, and I really want there to be a second season. I feel like some stuff was left out. But the anime might have been created just to promote the manga.

The opening song, the different wonders of the school, and the art style quickly made this one of my favorites!

9.) Idolish7 Second Beat

Idolish7 is vastly underrated. It’s more than just pretty guys singing and dancing. Every character in the show has gone through their own hardships, and all the characters are fleshed out well.

The second season did not disappoint. It still served me with a good dose of angst, drama, and comedy.

And season 3 was announced!!! I wasn’t expecting that, so that surprise made me really happy <3.

I was really sad when Idolish7 stopped airing back in the spring, but I’m glad they were able to finish up the season this year :D

10.) Haikyuu!! To the Top

Alright, so my excitement deflated when Part 1 aired back in January. I hated the new art style and while Part 1 did have some good character development moments, I was really bored :/

The OVAs were really good though >.> I love Nekoma and Fukrodani so those were fun to watch.

Part 2 was a 100 times better. I accepted the fact that the art style wasn’t going to change and we wouldn’t have those cute breaks where the volleyball players would serve the ball and hit the water bottle. Once I got over that, I found myself enjoying part 2.

The two Nekoma episodes,the episodes focusing on the Miya Twins and Kita were my personal favorites. But overall, Karasuno vs. Inarizaki was fantastic and I enjoyed it a lot!

I need season 5 to be announced already!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!

[gunmetalgrey-trashpile]

morons united group chat with @diabolicaltendencies @epiitaphs @theasteriae

ALEX SMS [ trash pile ] : whos hosting this weekend? Bagsy not me, only just got the window fixed from when Bash tried to escape through it. BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : tried? i think you mean succeeded.

SMS [ do not answer ] : anyway, yeah, no, i can't. sorry. ALEX SMS [ trash pile ] : if you mean you went though a closed window and got covered in glass, sure, you succeeded. BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : you're just bitter because you lost the bet. word to the wise, alex, never ever bet against basher moran ALEX SMS [ trash pile ] : it’s fine, I put the window repairs in your card. BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : that's fine too; "my" card is actually august's card. ALEX SMS [ trash pile ] : should have known going for your wallet was a liability. BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : i mean, probably, yeah. you're fingers are so sticky, i'd have to be stupid to carry my real wallet when i'm meeting up with you. AUGUST sms [ clusterfuck ]: And my card is really the inheritance fund so you might as well do something useful with it, Alex. sms [ clusterfuck ]: I'm out of town until Sunday. But if you need a place to crash I'm sure you'll find your way in.

BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : you could have told me! if i'd known it was dear old dad's money i was spending, i'd have blown the whole lot a long time ago SMS [ do not answer ] : where out of town, exactly?

AUGUST sms [ clusterfuck ]: which is exactly why they wouldn't give it to me all at once. sms [ clusterfuck ]: what? you looking to come along?

BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : killjoys SMS [ do not answer ] : nope, not if you're where i think you are. just seeing if you'll tell me the truth.

ALEX SMS [ trash pile ] : dammmmmn well seeing as I’ve had to put up with you shitheads for so many years I’m glad your daddy’s finally paying up SMS [ trash pile ] : better get me a fridge magnet from wherever you are BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : oh yeah, i heart surrey, just what you've always wanted. not. ALEX SMS [ trash pile ] : at least August gets me stuff rather than BREAKING MY FLAT SMS [ trash pile ] : I have a lot less anger towards your dad now he’s going to pay for my MOT SMS [trash pile] : is this what rich kid life is like?? BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : oh yeah? why don't you get august to bring you daddy's ashes back as well then, so you can bow and scrape before the urn, really say thank you? AUGUST sms [ clusterfuck ]: I'd happily tell you but you could just as easily ask your boss. Your passive aggressive shit must be rubbing off on him. sms [ clusterfuck ]: but seriously, by all means, spend away. BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : alright, well, i  guess saturday night's on me after all then SMS [ do not answer ] : jim asked you to work? why did he ask you and not me? AUGUST sms [ clusterfuck ]: because he actually gives a damn about you and I'm still expendable, apparently.

sms [ clusterfuck ]: Don't have a fridge magnet, Alex, but I got a pretty nice knife off the bitch who tried to stab me with it. ALEX SMS [trash pile] : bash calm down, it’s probably better not to be mr. Narcissistic fucks favours? SMS [ trash pile] : JUST CHECKING but was this bitch very short and in a blonde wig?? AUGUST sms [ clusterfuck ]: No...? ALEX SMS [ trash pile ] : okay that makes me feel a whole lot better SMS [ trash pile ] : shall we do another weekend if August can’t make it?? We need someone with more than one brain cell. AUGUST sms [ clusterfuck ]: Yeah, no. It was a man with a death wish. You'd know if you tried to stab one of us... right? ALEX SMS [ trash pile ] : I mean you’d really hope so but it’s not unheard of SMS [ trash pile ] : I stab a lot of people AUGUST sms [ clusterfuck ]: Fair enough. ALEX SMS [ trash pile ] : if you’re not in Berlin right now you’re probably safe SMS [ trash pile ] : probably AUGUST sms [ clusterfuck ]: Just stick to the plan. I'll be there Sunday to pick you all up off the floor. sms [ clusterfuck ]: Or bail you out. ALEX SMS [ trash pile ] : I’ve got brunch with Sam Sunday SMS [ trash pile ] : if we survive AUGUST sms [ clusterfuck ]: You really think you'll make that date? I'd reschedule that if anything. ALEX SMS [ trash pile ] : ITS NOT A DATE BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : yeah, but does sammy know that? ALEX SMS [ trash pile ] : I need coffee and avocado toast to fix the hangover SMS [ trash pile ] : we. are. not. dating. BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : yeah, but, again ... does he know that? AUGUST sms [ clusterfuck ]: I have coffee and a toaster. Just tell Sam to bring your avocado and something for the rest of us. We can interrogate him then. BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : shall i ask jim if he still has those thumbscrews lying around? i mean, it's better to do these things thoroughly, wouldn't you say? ALEX SMS [ trash pile ] : I wish I had stabbed you AUGUST sms [ clusterfuck ]: I was just thinking about questioning him. But you know, now that you mention it. How well do you think he'd hold up? Hypothetically. ALEX SMS [ Trash pile ] : this is a conversation we are not having AUGUST SMS [ do not answer ] : yeah, it's pointless -- so much easier just to find out for real ALEX SMS [ trash pile ] : if we were dating, which we very much aren’t, why would you need to interrogate him? It’s SAM SMS [ trash pile ] : he’s stitched you ALL up BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : yeah, but are you not dating in the way jim and i aren't dating, or are you not dating in the way that august isn't dating anyone at all? AUGUST sms [ clusterfuck ]: A fair question. BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : fair point. you know, though, sammy's pretty steely. i think he could go at least a couple of rounds. AUGUST sms [ clusterfuck ]: With his background I'm honestly just curious if he can take it as well as he dished it out. SEB sms [block]: oh are we talking about torturing sam? im down sms [block]:  im with august think itd be interesting BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : yes, aha, 3 against 1, alex, sorry -- you've been outvoted! ALEX SMS [trash pile] : trust you to show up when we discuss torture SEB sms [block]: i only have time for important things ALEX SMS [trash pile] : anyone lays a hand on my not boyfriend and I will break bones SEB sms [block]: hah you said the word boyfriend BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : methinks the lady doth protest too much SMS [ do not answer ] : just kidding, alex isn't a lady SEB sms [block]: she could barely pretend to be ALEX SMS [trash pile] : IM NOT A LADY FUCKING TAKE THAT BACK SMS [trash pile] : listen just cause I’m the only one who hangs around with people who aren’t psychotic murderers SMS [trash pile] : speaking of, how is jimbo? SEB sms [block]: lady moran. weird ring to it. ALEX SMS [trash pile] : yh bash ur mum is WEIRD SEB sms [block]: really shouldve seen that response coming sms [block]: anyway alex you cant break all our bones at once so really just be ready for ur boy to disappear for a while BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : don't talk shit about my mother SEB sms [block]: dont take it personally, petya has some mommy issues BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : unless you want to get into all your mummy issues, you two? SMS [ do not answer ] : precisely, back the fuck off SEB sms [block]: or what BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : or i will show you why it is my nickname isn't seb, but basher SMS [ do not answer ] : got that? SEB sms [block]: loud and clear sms [block]: still, you'd better pick on alex first, since shes more ur size BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : fuck you SMS [ do not answer ] : i could take you down any day of the week and you know it SEB sms [block]: sounds like a challenge to me BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : bring it then SMS [ do not answer ] : i dare you SEB sms [block]: see u this weekend then sms [block]: keep an eye out BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : i've beaten bigger men than you blindfolded SMS [ do not answer ] : so i think i'm good to sleep, thanks SEB sms [block]: if you say so BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : i could take you and alex on and once and still come out without a scratch on me SEB sms [block]: well now thats just bragging sms [block]: but this is 1 on 1 you can fight alex another time BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : gladly, mate ALEX Alex Moran has left the chat SEB sms [block]: oh perfect we can plan the torture without worrying she'll tattle to sam AUGUST Sms [ clusterfuck ]: Oh hey Seb. How's it going? SEB sms [block]: just another day of making sure my sister doesn't murder me AUGUST Sms [ clusterfuck ]: I see you two ran Alex off again..  yep pretty much what I was about to guess. SEB sms [block]: these things happen when we're left unsupervised AUGUST Sms [ clusterfuck ]: Understandable. Unfortunately we should probably keep Sam in one piece if you're out picking fights. BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : it's a shame, but ... he kind of has a point, you know SEB sms [block]: it really is sms [block]: as much as i also hate to agree sms [block]: and i dont think sticking him in a basement overnight is going to do much BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : we could always try the interrogation tactics they taught us in the army? SEB sms [block]: well. thatd probably be logical BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : that way he'd be physically fine afterwards, hopefully mentally competent enough to patch you back up as well SEB sms [block]: ur so smug about assuming there wont be one single mark on you sms [block]: but as long as he can hold a needle and use it properly then yeah should be alright BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : ah no, i'm not that arrogant, i just know i can cope with a couple of cuts and bruises SMS [ do not answer ] : i know i'll have had worse SEB sms [block]: fair enough sms [block]: we'll see if you can do enough damage to actually make me get stitches or whatever BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : if you end up needing stitches, i'll buy the first round SMS [ do not answer ] : fair's fair, yeah? SEB sms [block]: yeah thats fair BASH SMS [ do not answer ] : excellent, well then, i'll see you saturday SEB sms [block]: sounds good. ill be ready

[charlie-leau]

The Predator review - Chapter 11

Here’s my eleventh review of The Predator by the GOAT @runyxwrites​! It’s still a mix of my reactions and thoughts, it’s still a mess, but it’s still hopefully funny and full of gifs (which do not belong to me, so credits to all the amazing gif makers out there, you’re life savers).

Happy reading.

Chapter 11 - Falling

=> So, last chapter ended on quite the cliffhanger, meaning your girl is really scared. My baby Morana is in deep, deep trouble.

Also, can we talk about that title for a minute? Because I fucking love it and it’s putting so many thoughts in my mind. What does “falling” mean? Will someone die? Or will Tristan and Morana fall deeper into whatever it is that’s brewing between them?

I NEED ANSWERS.

So without further ado… let’s get started!

=> “Who’s Tristan Caine?”

Well, 11 chapters in and I still don’t know so… also, well done, Morana. Play dumb, play the ignorance card. Also, once again, I’m in awe of the way she’s able to control her inner turmoil and show nothing of her fear. She’s one strong badass lady.

=> “standing there with the realization that her enemy was more respectful of her than her own father stung.”

That’s my man, Dante, alright. I luuuve him!

(And yes, he does get extra credits for being real nice to my girl and showing her the respect she deserves).

=> “she looked up at her father, to find him watching Tristan Caine with narrowed, angry eyes.”

=> “And there he stood, asserting his dominance, in her father’s territory, completely unruffled.”

Tristan, I love you, but now really isn’t the time for a pissing contest. We all already know you’re the man anyway.

=> “She’d never felt so alive…”

Ah! Told you Tristan made her feel alive.

=> “He was gone from the place. You were too. And then he comes back and can’t keep his eyes off you.”

How can two people who are usually so good at what they do be so stupid? Also, Tristan and his inability to look away from Morana might have just cost her everything.

=> “I was having sex with him.”

“Oh, I slept with him too.”

It’s official, Morana has a death wish. We been knew, but now we’re sure!

=> “If you think I will not bring a doctor to have you checked, you are mistaken.”

(it’s even funnier because I’m French).

=> “You even think of bringing a doctor to violate me, I’ll shoot her in the head and anyone else who comes near me.”

=> “Try to lock me in and I will dump a heavy file on you in the FBI’s lap and serve you up like meat.”

=> “You should have died.”

What the fuck?

What is daddy dearest talking about?

=> Man…

Fuck her father. He dropped her, let her down once more, let her fall. He’s been letting her down her whole life, but wow, this time it really hurts (and not just physically). This time, Morana and her father have reached the point of no return. Many would argue they were already past this point, but they weren’t. They weren’t because Morana, deep down, still cared, still hoped.

“the words like bullet to her chest.”

Also, the parallel between him and Tristan isn’t exactly subtle, but it’s essential.

=>“She didn’t know whether her body hurt more or her heart, all those shattered hopes splattered on the cold floor beside her.”

Okay, this is heartbreaking.

Like really heartbreaking. Because, deep down, Morana is still a little girl waiting for her father to love her.

But he never will. He doesn’t know how to and he doesn’t want to know.

=> “Bruised, battered, she walked out of the house on bare feet, keeping her spine straight.”

This. This is what courage looks like.

=> “A sob escaped her throat, rapidly followed by another, and another, and another, till they became uncontrolled.”

=> Ah. Of course, she went to Tristan. She has just finally acknowledged that he is not her father. That he is different. She has just realized that maybe, if she lets go of the hatred, she could actually trust this man who makes her come alive and has sparked her desire for freedom (because it wasn’t until she met Tristan that she decided to run away from this life and finally set her true self free).

=> Oh! Dante found her.

=> “Who did this?” It touched her. The fact that he was the enemy and yet he wanted to hurt the culprit.”

Oh… and I thought I couldn’t love Dante more.

=> “the fact that he didn’t call her out on the obvious lie, that her presence there of all places was the indication that she had no friends, gave him a point in her books.”

Make that 2 points in mine!

=> “Because she knew he could protect himself, that he had dragged himself into her mess. In a way.”

In a way. IN A WAY?

Honey, you’re in this mess because he couldn’t keep his fucking eyes of you and because he wasn’t smooth enough to not be noticed when he left and followed you in the bathroom. You chose to fuck him, that’s on you, but he was there and that’s on him and not in a way. It’s his fucking mess too.

=> “I’d really appreciate if you didn’t tell anyone” – him – “about this.”

Morana doesn’t want Tristan to see her in a vulnerable state.

She’s such a prideful creature when it comes to him. Little does she know the only thing she’s risking is that he’ll fall in love with her. He’ll never see her as weak, because he knows, deep down, how much strength it took her to get back on her feet and leave her father behind.

=> Kudos to Dante, the MVP of this chapter so far for both respecting and caring for Morana.

Also, it’s happening. Morana is going to the penthouse. She’s going to see Tristan.

=> Morana wanting to hit the brakes and press the “parking” button is such a mood though. Truth be told, I’d be feeling the same way.

Oh, she does hit the button.

And Tristan stops her. He stops her from falling, again (because you know, the elevator was going to go down).

=> “This perusal was heated but not with hatred. It was heated with fury.”

Remember all these times I called Tristan asshole? Well, I stand by these, he’s an asshole, but he’s a good asshole. Also, he woke up in the middle of the night to greet Morana. I love night Tristan (remember chapter 8).

He drew her a bath, gave her some clothes and prepared her bed for the night.

Man, I really love night Tristan.

“There are painkillers in the drawer.”

I love both night Tristan and Tristana’s text conversation. They’re funny and just the right kind of flirty and angry.

=> “If Tristan Caine killed her in her sleep, it’d probably be a mercy.”

What Morana doesn’t realize is that Tristan is probably incapable of killing her. Not anymore. She keeps saying she doesn’t understand the man, but that’s because she’s not picking up on the evidence presented before her. Does he hate her? Hell yeah. But is that all he feels for her? Hell no. He cares.

Also, my girl has reached her breaking point. She’s been so strong all along, holding herself straight and handling everything that’s been thrown at her, but tonight she reached her breaking point. Her father’s ultimate betrayal tipped over her balance. She’s unraveling and unless someone catches her *coughs* Tristan *coughs* she will lose herself.

=> “Swallowing, Morane turned the keys over.”

She gave them her car keys. Do you know how huge this is? Because it’s like, monumental!

=> “It hit her at that moment, watching it from the glass wall. It had been a setup.”

FUCK DADDY DEAREST!! He followed her. Shits are about to go down.

Also, Morana’s urging desire to flee.

Big, BIG, mood!

=> Oh, Amara giving Morana, and us, little clues. I love her.

=> “Unspeak to your friend.” – “We have unfinished business, Ms. Vitalio.”

I think part of the reason I love their texte conversations so much is because it’s one of the only times where they actually talk. Most of the time, they either stare at each other and insult the other. But through texts, they do communicate a little.

Plus, texts!Tristan is funny as hell!

Also, kudos to him for hitting daddy dearest. I can officially say that Tristan in on my good side.

And we end this chapter on another cliffhanger aka my girl Morana freaking the hell out.

[ethanplaysfavorites]

[OPEN HEART]

Ethan Ramsey –  Scared to Be Lonely (main series) MC: Taylor Westbrook

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 3.b

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Ethan Ramsey – Dedicated (side series) MC: Taylor Westbrook

coming soon

Ethan Ramsey – Scared to Be Lonely (canon one-shots) MC: Taylor Westbrook

Device Control

Unbelievably Boring

Ethan Ramsey – Scared to Be Lonely (non-canon one-shots) MC: Taylor Westbrook

Sabotage

Boundaries

Cheater (ft. Damien Nazario)

Ethan Ramsey – Back To You (series) MC: Mia Burgess

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Ethan Ramsey – Back To You (misc) MC: Mia Burgess

Intern year - part 1

Intern year one-shot - Loss

Back Off (Back To You one-shot)

Ethan Ramsey – Weekly challenges MC: Selina Holden

First line prompt: “It was just for one night.”

First line prompt: “It was just for one night.” (2nd version)

First line prompt: “His voice had never sounded so cold.”

First line prompt: “He was going back to a place he’d hoped he would never see again.”

First line prompt: “It had never entered his head that his son was not his own blood.”

First line prompt: “He watched, helpless, as the door closed behind her.”

Ethan Ramsey – MISC MC:  Amelia “Amy” Reynolds

Stolen Moments (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Flower Problems (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Pennywise (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

I Got You (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

High School AU (Ethan Ramsey x MC // sort of)

Mayday (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Lost In Ikea (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Turn around (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Losing Lizzie - part 1 (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

VIP patient - part 1 (ft. m!Raleigh Carrera)

VIP patient - part 2 (ft. m!Raleigh Carrera)

VIP patient - part 3 (ft. m!Raleigh Carrera)

The Dress (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Ethan Ramsey – Sugar Daddy AU MC:  Amelia “Amy” Reynolds

Sugar Daddy AU (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Sugar Daddy AU - part 2 (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Sugar Daddy AU - part 3 (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Sugar Daddy AU - part 4

Ethan Ramsey – Car Racing AU MC:  Amelia “Amy” Reynolds

teaser

Car Racing AU – part 1 (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Ethan Ramsey – Other MISC

Damien Nazario as Ethan’s patient

“Psychiatrist friend” - Lunch Break

Choices November Challenge My "default” MC for these is Thea Moriarty, but there might be exceptions.

Day 1: Kiss (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Day 2: Anniversary (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Day 4: Rage (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Day 5: Beauty (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Day 6: Birth (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Day 7: Supernatural (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Day 8: Illness (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Day 10: Food (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Ethan Ramsey – “Ancient” reader insert stories (I’m actually ashamed of these ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)

A drink or two

Support system

[Red Carpet Diaries / Hollywood U]

Thomas Hunt – Giving In (series) MC: Stacey

Chapter 1

Thomas Hunt – Liar, Liar (series) MC: Rose Moran  

Chapter 1

Thomas Hunt – Liar, Liar (prequel one-shots) MC: Rose Moran  

Lost in the moment (Thomas Hunt x MC)

[Platinum]

m!Raleigh Carrera – MISC

Writer’s block

VIP Patient - alternate ending (m!Raleigh Carrera x OH MC)

[Perfect Match]

Damien Nazario – MISC

Lover

[MISC books]

Weekly Choices Prompts vol.2 My "default” MC for these is Thea Moriarty, but there might be exceptions.

Week 1 (Open Heart and Platinum)

Week 2 (Hollywood U)

What could have been... the Choices September Challenge I knew I would fail this amazing challenge before it had even begun and I was right. My "default” MC for these is Thea Moriarty, but there might be exceptions. 

Day 18: Death (Ethan x MC)

Day 27: Family (Ethan Ramsey X MC) -- part 2

Day 28: Kindness (Thomas Mendez x MC)

[surprise-did-you-miss-me]

He Understands, He Just Doesn’t Care

This is my first MorMor fic (as well as my first fanfic ever how exciting) and I’d love it if any of you had time to check it out!

Read it here or on Archive of Our Own (I am spinningwheel on ao3)  “https://archiveofourown.org/works/17307629/″ 

Summary: Sebastian Moran doesn't know what to do with himself when he's not spending all day as Jim Moriarty's shadow - shooting bad guys (and good guys) and making sure his boss's criminal web remains as impeccable as ever. 

But, after Moriarty is a no-show for days, Sebastian decides to indulge in some self care. That is, until an intruder interrupts his peaceful shower.

Sebastian doesn’t hear anything from him for seven days. Not that that’s particularly unusual, but it still sets him on edge, in more ways than one.

He feels sort of like a dog forgotten by its owner in the house for a few days. Expected to sit around and be good until the owner decides to grace them with their presence again. God forbid the dog acts out. It kind of makes sense to him now why dogs shit on the couch or something – anything for the attention.

Sebastian fiddles with his phone absently, tossing it from side to side like he wouldn’t even care if it fell and broke. He already gave up yelling at the phone. Turns out inanimate objects can’t make things happen.

All that there’s left to do is get on with his life unless he actually wants to spend eternity on the couch, head turning every time there’s a slight sound by the door or something that kind of sounds like his ringtone playing from his phone.

Since when did he become so pathetic?

Muttering obscenities to himself, Sebastian tosses the phone onto the bed carelessly. He rips his jacket and shirt off with much more vigor than necessary. The clothes didn’t do him any wrong.

There is more than enough time to shower. Fuck it if the second he gets in, he gets the call.

Sebastian pads into the bathroom, bare feet on cold tile, as he undoes his belt, meeting his expression in the mirror. He looks like shit. Unsurprising. His stubble has grown considerably, giving him a rough look worsened by the dark bags accenting his eyes.

He hates the rugged vagrant look. Prefers Sebastian clean-shaven in one of his hand-picked tailored suits, with eyes bright and alert enough to detect the slightest motion toward a possible concealed weapon.

Tough luck, the bossman can’t have what he wants if he isn’t here right?

The water is cold, the spout screaming in protest as it attempts to dredge up hot water. Boss had offered Sebastian a nicer place, with utilities that actually function properly, but Sebastian declined because he’s not a whore and he’s not his sugar daddy – he is his boss, and Sebastian is his right-hand, an extension of himself, his own personal hired gun attuned to his looks and mannerisms to know from just a slight curve of his lips whether or not to pull the trigger on some poor bastard.

There are just some lines that shouldn’t be crossed.

No way would Sebastian accept some million-pound apartment in Knightsbridge with a million strings attached. He left that life long ago, preferring a comfortable old bed in a shoddy flat, windows open to the sounds of real people, nestled next to a good shag to life in some doll-house where the people always wear masks and have no idea what the word genuine means, probably thinking it to be the name of some perfume brand.

The cold water, gradually warming up, provides relief against Sebastian’s throbbing spine. His body is still sore from last week’s mission where that brute had slammed him up against the wall a few times, pummeling his body like Sebastian was one of those inflatable punching bags that keep on popping back up after each hit. Purple welts line his skin looking sort of like the grape juice stains he embedded into the carpet of the sitting room all those years ago before he left for school, much to his father’s chagrin.

Sebastian’s hair is gross; it’s a tangled rat’s nest up there. It’s longer than it’s ever been, he’s hardly able to find the time to leave the flat for a quick haircut. It has been jobs all day, day after day, ever since he ended up working for the bossman. And this week, the sudden lull, the busyness of his days coming to a screeching halt, the last thing on his mind was keeping up appearances.

The shampoo feels good though. Alleviates some of the tension in his scalp, at the base of his neck. He sighs.

As the soap rains down his back, some of the white shampoo looks tainted with red, leaving pink mush to rush down the drain. Perhaps Sebastian is more beaten up than he thought. Side effects of the job. He doesn’t really mind much as long as his injuries are kept to a minimum so that any potential bed partners aren’t discouraged.

He allows himself a derisive laugh in honor of the absolutely ludicrous turn his life has taken, and then he freezes. Because it almost sounds like movement outside the bathroom door.

Swallowing hard, Sebastian reflexively backs up against the wall, reaching for something –  anything, really – that he can use to bludgeon the intruder. It may have been several months since he actually served in the army, but his new position as right-hand surely hasn’t let his senses dull. In fact, it’s probably enhanced them. There’s certainly someone here, and they’re going to get a bristled brush to the face. Repeatedly.

Sebastian hardly notices that he’s holding in a breath, thoroughly aware of how fucked he is if the intruder has a gun, but nevertheless is ready to pounce. Stark naked and ready to kick ass. He hopes.

He doesn’t hear any more footsteps, but the door to the bathroom opens up with a brief whine, careless and abrupt.

Leaving Sebastian face to face with him.

Sebastian releases the breath he is holding in with a frustrated growl and curses his stupid heart for beating so fast. As if he should even be surprised.

Jim Moriarty walks into the bathroom for all the world like he owns it which, in a way, he does, as all of London is packaged neatly for him to take out and play with as he pleases.

Moriarty’s face doesn’t falter for a second even though he’s looking right at Sebastian. All of Sebastian. He just stands there, several-hundred-pound shoes on the lightly wet tile, in a suit probably worth more than Sebastian’s rent. He has that carefree, crooked grin on his face and that glint in his eyes that never really fails to make Sebastian uneasy even after months of building a resistance to it. His fingers are curled around a cream manila file.

Moriarty looks amused, eyes falling on the brush. “What were you going to do? Scrub the intruder to death? I’m shaking.” He asks in that playful Irish lilt of his, tinged with mocking.

Annoyed, but broken from his reverie, Sebastian drops the brush with a clang and grabs part of the shower curtain to cover the lower half of himself, leveling Moriarty with his best glare that utterly deflates under the scrutiny of his gaze.

He’s laughing at Sebastian with his eyes.

Then, he chuckles audibly, clear and bright. “No need to bother with preserving your modesty. I’ve already seen everything.” He waves his hand dismissively before flipping open the file, not even giving Sebastian the chance to begin to wonder what he could possibly mean by that.

“I’m sending you to Manchester,” Moriarty continues without missing a beat, effectively ignoring him by flipping through the contents of the file, rattling off some details that Sebastian is sure are important but can’t be bothered to listen to, senses overwhelmed. He’s not quite able to move past the fact that Moriarty is not only in his flat, but that he is naked and less than an arm’s length from him.

It’s like the start to a really bad porno. Sebastian chastises himself for even thinking that way and instead focuses on the water still running, mere annoying white noise that clashes with the sound of his boss’s voice.

“Jesus Christ” Sebastian moans, cutting him off, as he brushes the hair out of his eyes. “Why are you in my flat? How the fuck did you even get in here?” He asks stupidly because he honestly can’t think of anything else to say.  

“Are those really questions you can’t answer yourself?” Moriarty blinks innocently.

Sebastian can’t figure out exactly what’s going to happen here, but he’s pretty sure Moriarty won’t react well to a punch in the face. If anyone deserves to be punched, it’s probably Sebastian for asking obvious questions.

Moriarty goes wherever he wants when he wants, he’s obviously scoped this place out before if Sebastian is his “employee.” Moriarty runs a tight ship and much prefers the role of puppeteer, making sure he is the only one pulling the strings. God forbid there are any loose ones.

“You give me nothing for a week? Thought I fucked up, was waiting for my brains to be blown out at a supermarket or something.” Sebastian continues to ramble in an effort to distract himself from thinking about Moriarty in his flat. Maybe he should look for cameras. There have got to be cameras in his place. Either that or Moriarty came to the flat himself to check it out and –

“Our relationship, dear Sebastian, goes where you report to me, and not the other way around.” Moriarty’s voice loses some of its joking tone, so Sebastian grits his teeth and forces himself not growl a retort even though it goes against his very nature.

“I’d kill you myself though if it ever came to that!” Moriarty adds cheerfully, his whole face lighting up as if he was delivering good news. “I also wouldn’t be so boring as to use a gun,” he clicks his tongue, “And here I thought you were getting to know me, Sebastian.”

“Gee, thanks, you’re so kind,” Sebastian grumbles, still holding onto the shower curtain. If Moriarty finds blowing people’s heads off to be a boring way to go, Sebastian isn’t sure he wants to know what the criminal finds interesting.

Sebastian sighs, avoiding his gaze. “Give me five minutes to finish up in here and then I’ll hear about your damn job.”

“Sebastian!” Moriarty admonishes, almost singing his name like a song. “Did a week away from me make you forget your place?”

Moriarty’s tone shifts to that playful crooning that always comes when he knows he has the upper hand and is going to make whatever poor sod he’s torturing pay. Sebastian knows he should back off, because he probably has a revolver tucked away somewhere – if he’s smart, which he is, because there’s no way he could physically outmatch Sebastian – or at least that knife he always likes to show off by flipping around, but he just can’t help pouring more gas on the fire.

Sebastian tells himself he hates the constant invasions of his privacy, the fact that Moriarty can literally break into any part of his life with just a snap of his fingers, but if he’s honest with himself, there’s just something intriguing about it. Intriguing about him. No one’s ever cared enough about Sebastian to look so deeply and learn so much about him. Sebastian isn’t stupid, he realizes how fucked up it is, but it doesn’t change the fact that Sebastian’s base brain is just screaming about how hot this all is.

How this shit that’s happening right now is ripped straight from one of Sebastian’s dreams.

Instead of letting his mind wander to the dark places it enjoys frequenting late at night, when he allows himself a modicum of pleasure, envisioning Moriarty on top of him, he continues, “I’m in the shower. You broke into my flat. And barged into my damn bathroom.”

Somehow, ridiculously, Sebastian even finds it in him to laugh at him. “You just don’t understand boundaries, do you?” Sebastian is surprised by the venom in his voice and his reckless audacity to talk to a man he’s literally seen shoot a subordinate for looking at him like Sebastian has some kind of authority here.

Moriarty cocks his head to the side, studying Sebastian as a predator does their prey, only difference being that he aims to make Sebastian scared before he goes in for the kill. Moriarty revels in the fear he can inspire in others with just a look, with just his mere presence.

Sebastian has seen sods taken in for interrogation acting like tough shit, like they won’t break under him or for anything reduced to small quivering messes at the sight of a slight man in a fine Westwood suit, dress shoes tapping elegantly against the cement floor of a warehouse.

Sebastian won’t move, he tells himself, even though he doesn’t exactly enjoy watching Moriarty tear him apart with his eyes – or maybe some part of Sebastian does like it. Why else does he still have this job? He ought to be crazy, putting up with this all the time.

Moriarty grins, lips pulled back in a lopsided smile that could be endearing in a different scenario.

Abruptly, he rips the shower curtain out of Sebastian’s hand, along with his last shred of dignity, and aggressively swings it to the side. He steps over the side of the tub with purpose, firmly planting two leather shoes on the sleek tub floor as if the sound of soles smacking against the water is supposed to make its own point.

The water wastes no time seeping into his suit and flattening his hair. The water dripping down his face does nothing to douse the fire in his dark eyes.

“Boundaries?” Moriarty asks with an exaggerated surprised tone, brows furrowing. “I don’t understand boundaries? No, darling, I just don’t care about them.���

Sebastian finds it difficult to look at him, the pet-name darling reverberating in his mind, every bone in his body practically screaming at him to run before Sebastian either pushes him away or, worse, pulls him close. The bastard has the audacity to lick his lips, never breaking eye contact.

Whatever this is, whatever intent is in his eyes this time, Sebastian will just have to ride it out.

“Because, you see, you gave yourself to me that day when you were drooling at my feet, begging me for a job,” Moriarty speaks almost wistfully, as unabashed and bold as ever, the power dynamic between the two never expressed in so ambiguous a fashion. Sure, they’ve been in close proximity before, but Sebastian is sure there’s something else here besides threat.

Even though Sebastian is about a head taller, Moriarty is able to make him feel like no more than an insect on the daily, always at risk of being crushed. Sebastian always literally looks down at him, but no one ever really looks down on Jim Moriarty, do they?

Soft beads of water form on his dark hair and dot his eyelashes. Moriarty hardly blinks as he reaches out and cups Sebastian’s jaw, hand pulling his face down. Moriarty continues with the voice of an exhausted professor, resigned to having to repeat the same lesson over-and-over. “So,” He sighs, “I own you, Sebastian. You’re mine.”

Moriarty’s words are matter-of-fact, and Sebastian will be damned if he argues with him. His grip isn’t harsh, but it isn’t gentle either. Sebastian is hyper-aware of the feeling of his fingers on his cheek.

Again, Sebastian futilely tries to pay attention to the now freezing water that is pouring down on them instead of acknowledging that Moriarty is dragging his thumb lightly across his lips, in the way that Sebastian has pictured countless times, right before their mouths meet.

If he moves any closer or does anything else, Sebastian will probably lose it.

The pressure on his cheek changes to an uncomfortable grip like he intends to leave a mark. “What are you?” He asks harshly, inky eyes scanning his face like there are some words on it to read.

Sebastian swallows hard, trying to kill his fantasies before they escape, and Moriarty really does kill him for them. It would be so easy to overpower the man; all Sebastian would have to do is remove his hand from his cheek, push him back against the shower wall, holding him steady in place and finally figure out what Jim Moriarty tastes like.

But Sebastian rather fancies his tongue and would prefer to keep it in his mouth as it should be.

And, in any case, Sebastian has seen this before. It’s what Moriarty does. What he likes to do. Mix pleasure with pain. Make people think he’s not a real threat because oh, a breeze could topple that cute little Irish sod, he couldn’t possibly be the Moriarty. He plays nice. Shakes people’s hands. Compliments them. Flirts with them. Sometimes even gives them a gift to build the trust, sustain the illusion that he is nothing but a lackey before ending their lives simply like he did no more than turn off the television.

Moriarty clears his throat, eyebrows raising with expectation of an answer. He grips Sebastian’s face harder. To the point of being painful. Sebastian hopes he won’t have his handprint permanently etched on his face.

He asked a question. Right.

“Y-ours.” It comes off more broken and rugged than Sebastian had hoped, so he quickly covers it up with a cough.

The flash of mischief in his eyes tells Sebastian that he doesn’t fool him for a second.

But, in a rare act of mercy, Moriarty removes his hand and shuts off the water. He eyes the shower head with the sort of contempt Sebastian thought was reserved exclusively for old ladies of the aristocracy who frown upon, well, everything.

“Your shower is atrocious.” He points out disdainfully, nose wrinkled with disgust.

“My shower apologizes for offending you,” Sebastian mumbles in response, waiting for him to make the first move since it seems unlikely that the encounter is over. Moriarty does not tend to let people talk back to him without exacting some sort of punishment.

Sebastian looks at him expectantly, hoping he will get out of the shower first. Not because Sebastian’s modest, not even close, he was in the army for Gods’ sakes, more guys have seen Sebastian in his birthday suit than he can count. He’s just not exactly eager for his boss to see his ass and give him any more ammunition than he already has.

Although Moriarty implied that he has already seen everything. Sebastian makes a note to ask about that another time when Moriarty is in a good mood, when he might get an actual answer.

He turns his head, giving Sebastian a laugh, eyes sparkling. Evidently back to good spirits, then. Maybe he said the right thing.

To Sebastian’s relief, Moriarty steps out of the bathtub onto the floor mat, sopping wet suit effectively drowning both the mat and the floor. Perhaps sensing Sebastian’s apprehension, he hands him a towel, not without a cheeky smirk, which Sebastian quickly wraps around his waist.

Sebastian brushes past Moriarty, because of course the little fucker can’t take a step back to give him space, and goes to the closet in the hallway where he keeps a couple spare towels. He grabs one and scrambles to find some dry clothes from his room for Moriarty to wear – naturally his boss would expect a change of clothes instead of sloshing around his place in a drenched suit.

Moriarty cracks a wicked grin when Sebastian comes back. In response, Sebastian pointedly throws the towels at his face, grumbling at him to get out of the damned suit.

“Yes, sir,” Moriarty drawls sarcastically, complete with a mock salute but, amazingly, does as he is told.

As Sebastian’s boss changes in the bathroom, he hustles to clean up the bedroom. Sebastian was too busy being bored, lounging on his couch like he was a part of it, watching Law & Order reruns while collecting different take-out containers to do any real upkeep around his place.

Sebastian is in the process of throwing old clothes into his already cluttered closet when the door to the bathroom opens, and Moriarty strides into his room, in his oversized t-shirt and sweatpants, barefoot, and drying his hair with a towel. A perfect picture of domesticity. It looks wrong. Feels even weirder.

Sebastian opens his mouth to suggest going into the living room when Moriarty falls back onto his bed as if he’s about to make a god damned snow angel. He closes his eyes and sighs in relief. “Your flat may be horrifying, but your bed isn’t.” He cozies into the covers like a child. “In fact, it’s rather comfortable.”

There are about 25 things that come to mind about what’s wrong with everything that’s happening, but Sebastian has no idea where to begin and doubts Moriarty would even care about any of his concerns. So, Sebastian sits down on the edge of the bed like he’s the one who doesn’t belong.

“Thanks.” He says dryly.

“Offer still stands to find you a place in my neighborhood” His voice takes on a sing-songy, teasing quality like he knows Sebastian won’t accept but enjoys bugging him anyway. “I certainly pay you enough for you to buy a place that is halfway presentable.”

“Response still stands that I work for you professionally, you’re my boss,” Sebastian says, looking away at the ugly cream walls with paint chipping that he should really get fixed instead of looking at him and the way he looks in his sweatpants, the way his white t-shirt clings to his still-wet skin.

“Yeah, you work for me” Moriarty adds a certain inflection to his sentence that causes a rush of blood to shoot straight down to Sebastian’s groin, painting his cheeks a light pink. Sebastian hopes (probably uselessly) that Moriarty doesn’t see in the lighting.

“The job, boss.” Sebastian swallows hard, willing the flush of red from his cheeks and attempting to muster the perfect look of seriousness and sincerity.

“Yes, the job, boring, Sebastian.” He sighs, turning to lay on his side facing Sebastian.

“What the fuck else would we talk about?” Sebastian snaps at him; his annoyance fueled by his embarrassment at being turned on by one fucking look. It’s hard to remember how dangerous Moriarty can be when he’s curled up on a bed like a cat. An incredibly feral cat.

“I can think of a few things” He teases, no, he blatantly flirts with Sebastian because the man really doesn’t care about boundaries.  

“So, it’s in Manchester,” Sebastian repeats the one detail he can actually remember. He keeps his gaze hard, mouth a straight line, trying to mimic the cold bastard look his father had perfected over the years.

“Vernon Yates. Young heir to Yates enterprises. Weapons. Billion-dollar company. Why are they so successful?” Jim Moriarty changes moods like flipping a light switch. From flirtatious prick to some kind of mafia boss, callously reciting meticulous details for a hit. Sometimes Sebastian can hardly keep up.

Sebastian’s mind rifles through the endless names and files and emails and everything he’s read that deals with Moriarty’s vast number of exploits. He eventually remembers that Moriarty worked with Vernon’s father, Arnold Yates, to put a monopoly on weapons manufacturing. With the help of the consulting criminal, the senior Yates took down one company after another until Yates Enterprises was the only place to go for any and all weaponry.

Moriarty never mentioned exactly what Yates did for him in return.

Sebastian vaguely wonders if Moriarty didn’t mention any sort of repayment because there wasn’t any. Maybe that’s why he’s asking Sebastian to talk to Vernon and not Arnold...

“I thought Arnold Yates was the head of Yates Enterprises...” Even as Sebastian is saying it, he feels stupid because Moriarty is giving him that exasperated expression that he does when he doesn’t “catch up” fast enough.

“Unfortunate accident.” Moriarty shrugs, and judging by his tone, the man could not care less about the fate of the elder Yates. “Vernon Yates is more than capable of running the company. He’s a spoiled brat. He makes you look like a genius. Insufferable personality but he will do just fine.”

Sebastian knows Moriarty enough to decode his speech into what he was really saying: Arnold Yates did not follow my rules and made me quite unhappy. I was completely responsible for his death. Oops. Vernon Yates is a pitifully stupid pawn that I can more easily move around my chess board. So, he can stay alive. For now.

It’s scary sometimes, the Jim Moriarty that lives inside Sebastian’s head.

“What do I need to do?” Even though he can guess what sort of thing needs to be done, Sebastian learned the hard way that he needs Moriarty to be 100% specific and detailed about the job. There’s some room for improvisation, Moriarty enjoys seeing what Sebastian comes up with, but he tends not to stray too far from the path.

“Remind him to whom he should be thankful. A lesson in gratitude, if you will.” Moriarty rolls over, snatching one of the pillows to rest his chin on, laying on his stomach now and looking up at Sebastian with puppy-dog eyes. “Arnold had forgotten.” He sticks his lower lip out in a mock- pout. “Sad.”

“Yeah?” Sebastian can’t help but smirk. He loves every chance he gets to put rich, entitled bigots in their place. “How should I remind him then? Body part on his doorstep? Kidnap a lover? Push his stupid face into a brick wall, let his broken face be a reminder?”

“We are not savages, Sebastian!” Moriarty pretends to be affronted, eyes going wide like it’s ridiculous for Sebastian to suggest any of the things he just said (and has done in the past). “No, dear, no, this is a social call! You two are going to have a little chat. Over dinner.”

“A chat? About what? The weather? Stocks? Politics?” Sebastian mocks.

“Oh, well, those are all very fine topics, but I was thinking of letting him know what happens to people who step out of line. His daddy didn’t really understand.”

Moriarty’s eyes go dark, taking on that black quality that makes it seem like not even the sun could light them up. The way they look when he is not playing a persona, or, when he is playing his most important persona of all: James Moriarty.

Moriarty clasps his hands together, bringing his index fingers and thumbs together lightly as if to form a gun. Elbows on the bed, his fingers positioned just under his chin.

“Explain to him that Mr. Moriarty is not to be trifled with. Or else…” He trails off playfully, bringing his index fingers to his mouth, blowing lightly.

“Or else what?” Sebastian looks at him, transfixed by his utterly lethal expression and his lips, lightly pressed against his fingers.

“Or else you can ask him what his favorite shoes are made of! Leather? Foam? Synthetics? Rubber? I’m nothing if not accommodating with a dead man’s last wishes.” Moriarty grins, snickering softly, and radiating that always contradictory mix of happiness with thinly veiled menace and threat.

Sebastian realizes then that that’s why his life is so damn boring without Moriarty. He’s literally never met anyone so volatile, so dangerous, so exciting. It’s hypnotic to watch him. To learn just a little more day by day how his beautiful mind works.

Maybe there’s something wrong with Sebastian. Because his boss just threatened to make a young heir of a thriving company into shoes and all Sebastian can do is laugh right along with him.

[consultingsister-aa]

❤ [ love, Sebastian ]

FOUR AND ONE // @asteriananthologies

❤  five four times my muse says they don’t love yours, and the one time they admit it.

I. Cecelia’s life has improved greatly the day she realised it didn’t need to be anyones birthday to buy cake. During the awkward ten minutes between her getting out of work and Charlotte getting out of school she had picked out a three layer chocolate cake, grin on her face from tesco. Of course, Charlie had chastised her for the decision, although it didn’t stop her digging in when they got home. Probably because she knew this was the closest thing Celia got to making dinner. Perched against the breakfast bar in the kitchen, while Charlie sat in one of the spinning chairs, they each attacked the cake with forks, enjoying the almost rebellious feel of not cutting it up into slices. “Do you think you and daddy would ever get back together?” Innocent eyes look up at Celia, as if she was just asking if she had a nice day at work. She knew what she was doing, Cee was sure of it. 

As she chews on her mouthful of cake, she pretends to consider. She can understand her daughter’s desire. It would be nice to have a settled home life. “No. We’re very different people now. Does that make you sad?” 

To her mother’s surprise, Charlie shakes her head rather vigorously, swallowing her cake before admitting, “I like having two christmases.” Celia points her fork towards her with a lazy flick of her wrist, as if to say, that’s my girl. “I know why you don’t want to be with James though. It’s because you love Sebastian now. That’s okay by the way, I know I should be sad about it but I like Seb too.” She gets it all out in one breath, obviously it’s been on her mind for a while. Now Cecelia really does choke on her cake; coughing and spluttering as she meets the younger girls look, shock etched into her own watering eyes. “Charlotte, I do not love Moran. What the hell?” 

II. “You do know that if- when this all goes to plan, your boyfriend shall be going to prison as well, Cece?”

221b Baker Street was a mess of files, papers, documents, crime scene photos and half drunk cups of tea. No seat, surface or inch of wallpaper was free from some sort of proof that James Moriarty was, in fact, the world’s most evil man alive. Or at least, in the opinion of the rooms occupants. Sherlock lent against the mantelpiece, looking tired but satisfied while Mycroft and John had managed to clear enough space on the dining room chairs to sit. Celia, on the other hand, stood in the middle of the room, looking around their compiled evidence with barely hidden glee, only for her smile to fall at Sherlock’s words. “And who exactly is my boyfriend today?” 

But it was John who offered up an answered, muffled slightly by the hand covering his face. “Sebastian Moran is my first guess.” He peaks through his fingers to see Celia’s look of shock mingled fury and grins at her. “Cee, we’ve been following Moriarty’s staff for weeks. You think we didn’t know you met up with him? We actually considered you might be working for Moriarty at one point. They Sherlock noticed you were twirling your hair around your finger whenever you talked to him. Classic Cecelia in love move. Mary confirmed it for us.” All three of the men seemed to get more and more satisfaction from her, as Cecelia stared about, open mouthed. She actually hadn’t known they were following Sebastian. They had considered that as risky as following Moriarty himself, but obviously they had worked around that. Without telling her! Maybe this was back when they thought she might have been a double agent. She’s actually sort of pleased with that vote of confidence from them all, but the idea that she was in love with Sebastian Moran? Fucking ridiculous. She stutters over her words. “I don’t– I’m not– for fuck sake!” They’re all grining now. “I do not love Sebastian fucking Moran!” 

III. Celia has never been good with blood. The fact she only gets vaguely nauseous these days is actually a grande improvement. Having completed one year of medicine at university though seems to have given people this idea that she’s practically a doctor. What most people don’t seem to realise is she spent every second class outside the lab breathing deeply in an attempt to get the corrider to stop spinning. She’s half convinced that this ‘turning up on her doorstep bleeding to death’ thing is her friends idea of exposure therapy. She also doesn’t totally buy that she was the closest safe house to Sebastian when he got stabbed; surely Moriarty has better places for his staff, and his second in command no less, to get stitched up than her house. Still, apart from all the blood, she’s pleased to see him. It gives her a little rush to know that he would come to her when in need. She’s always liked to be needed. “I want you to know,” Cee begins, breathing through her mouth as she pokes him with her needle, wincing herself, “that I’m not doing this out of love or compassion or anything, I’m doing it so you don’t bleed all over my carpet. Medical care is free in England, ya know? I’m charging you.” 

IV. What might be for the first time in her life, Celia looks awful. Her whole face is completely drained of blood and dark bags underline her eyes; a mess of lack of sleep and waterproof mascara not coming off. She can’t exactly sit up to greet him, three broken ribs will do that to you, but she does offer Moran a grin. Maybe it’s the fluorescent hospital lights, but even this small amount of effort seems to flush her cheeks and sickly green. 

She knows what he did. Moriarty would have likely gone the full hog and killed her the night previous if it wasn’t for him. Cee would have liked to say she didn’t give the criminal mastermind what he wanted but her threshold for pain is very low and she’ll cry at the drop of a hat these days. She’s not sure how long Moriarty got alone with her. It felt like hours but it could have been minutes for all she knows. He had sweetly explained to her that he was going to hurt her with the intention of causing the most pain he could, without allowing her to pass out or become unconscious from lack of blood. You can imagine the mess Cecelia was in then when Mycroft finally showed up with an army of policemen and ambulance crew, no Moriarty in sight. But she knew, she knew who had talked Moriarty out of his plan, and she knew who had called her brothers. He had appeared above her last night, in a haze of tears and pain like a guardian angel, willing her to stay awake. It was so hazy now she could not have been sure it was even him, but his visit to her sick bed confirmed it for her. He can’t stay long, she knows that before her says it. The only thing worse that Mycroft finding out would be Moriarty finding out about his visit. She’s starting to understand now. “It wasn’t just because of our case against him,” she whispers, her throat dry and scratchy from all the screaming and begging the night before. “He thinks you–” tears are rolling down her cheeks already. “He thinks we love each other.” She forced a smile. “I assured him we did not.” 

V. It had been months of rain. She knew that was impossible, if the rain didn’t let up for months they would probably all drown or something, but that’s what it felt like. New York City was as grey as London was when she left it. The whole world was grey without Charlie in it. Pointless people leading pointless lives, going about their business like the world didn’t end when Charlotte Holmes did. Cecelia’s world ended. She’ll carry on for the sake of carrying on but her hearts not really in it anymore. She tries to find passions in other things; persuading herself that Charlie wouldn’t have wanted her to just give up. In truth she doesn’t know what Charlotte would have wanted. It probably doesn’t even occur to a nine year old what she would want for her mother after she died. Parents shouldn’t have to bury their children; it was one of life’s sickest jokes. In a shallow attempt to remove herself from her own grief, Cecelia had uprooted her life in London and gone across the pond. New York had always held a sort of fantastic distraction for her before, but the grey cloud had followed her over to the States and hung above her head as a permanent fixture. Everyone was getting bored of her depression, she could feel them judging her silently, it’s been a couple months now, she should be over it. 

She’s been so numb to everything lately she isn’t even worried her door is unlocked, even though she is sure she did leave it locked this morning. It’s not like her to be so forgetful, although she’s not been herself of late. But the light on the living room… that is wrong. The man on the chair in the corner? Definitely out of place. She didn’t leave that here this morning. “Oh my god, what do you want?” She throws her purse to the sofa, heading directly to the drinks cabinet. He’s already got there before her; doors open; glass missing. “I have nothing–” her voice breaks and presses her hand to her mouth to cover a sob. “I have nothing else to give you Sebastian!”

It’s sick how much she’s missed him. She’s wanted to hate him, tried to with all her heart. But, as hard as she tries, she can’t. She can’t even blame him. He didn’t want her dead, she’s vaguely aware he’s as cut up about it as anyone. Maybe not her, but surely she gets some sort of mothers-privilege. She gets to be the most sad. 

“What happened? Did she go with you with willingly? That’s how much that little girl trusted you. She left her own home with you because– because I said she would always be safe with you. I did. I promised her.” This has been bubbling for weeks. The grief has given way to anger, finally. It makes her even more mad that he’s going to just sit there and take it like a wounded puppy. That’s all he is, he’s a dog on a leash, Moriarty giving commands. Sit boy, come, fetch Charlotte Holmes and lead her to her death! It makes her sick. 

“I trusted you.” Her voice is thick with tears. “I did more than that, I loved you. I loved you so much.” 

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 Here is the recap for this week :

 OUT : CRIMER - I Won't Fall In Love (Live at Openair St.Gallen 2017) (LW: 21 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 21)

OUT : VELO feat. Melissa BeFierce - Perra (LW: 30 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 30)

OUT : Cheese On Bread - Bad Friend (LW: 31 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 31)

OUT : La Prohibida - Baloncesto (LW: 35 / WO: 35 / PEAK: 03)

OUT : Happy Little Clouds - Beneath (LW: 38 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 38)

OUT : Alice Caymmi, Pabllo Vittar - Eu Te Avisei (LW: 41 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 41)

OUT : Osvaldo Supino - Amati (LW: 42 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 41)

OUT : Courtney Barnett - Need A Little Time (LW: 45 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 19)

OUT : teo entertainment - Легко / Easy (LW: 47 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 47)

OUT : Lycinaïs Jean - Parfait Tourment (Version radio Edit) (LW: 48 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 48)

OUT : Victoria Solé - Te Amo (LW: 49 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 49)

OUT : Jinkx Monsoon - Just Me (The Gender Binary Blues) (LW: 50 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 27)

  01 (+ 1) : Ryan O'Shaughnessy - Together (LW: 02 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 01 (x1))

Ireland - 2018

This sweet ballad will represent Ireland at the Eurovision Song Contest 2018. The music video is so cute.

 02 (- 1) : Years & Years - Sanctify (LW: 01 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 01 (x2))

UK - 2018

Years & Years singer Olly Alexander says the band’s new single Sanctify is about straight men who experiment with gay sex.

 03 (+ 10) : Matt Palmer - Inevitably (LW: 13 / WO: 8 / PEAK: 03)

USA - 2018 / from the EP "Get Lost"

 04 (+ 5) : Sufjan Stevens - Mystery of Love ("Call Me By Your Name" OST) (LW: 09 / WO: 21 / PEAK: 01 (x1))

USA - 2017 / from the album ("Call Me By Your Name" OST)

The song was nominated for the Oscar of Best Original Song at the Academy Awards 2018.

 05 (+ 1) : Allie X feat. VÉRITÉ - Casanova (LW: 06 / WO: 14 / PEAK: 03)

Canada - 2017 / from the album "CollXtion II"

 06 (- 1) : Saara Aalto - Monsters (LW: 05 / WO: 8 / PEAK: 05)

Finland - 2018

This song will represent Finland at the Eurovision Song Contest 2018.

 07 (+ 1) : Calum Scott - You Are The Reason (LW: 08 / WO: 19 / PEAK: 04)

UK - 2017

 08 (+ 10) : SAKIMA - Daddy (LW: 18 / WO: 16 / PEAK: 08)

UK - 2017

 09 (+ 8) : Trevor Moran - Sinner (LW: 17 / WO: 17 / PEAK: 01 (x2))

USA - 2017

 10 (+ 6) : Netta - Toy (LW: 16 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 10)

Israel - 2018

This song, made by gay composer Doron Medalie and his partner and producer Stav Beger, will represent Israel at the Eurovision Song Contest 2018. It is already by far the great favorite for fans and bookmakers.

 11 (- 7) : Francisco Victoria - Marinos (LW: 03 / WO: 14 / PEAK: 03)

Chile - 2017

This is the first single of the Chilean singer, produced by Alex Anwandter. A revelation.

 12 (=) : Troye Sivan - Strawberries & Cigarettes ("Love, Simon" OST) (LW: 12 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 12)

Australia - 2018 / from the album "Love, Simon" OST

 13 (+ 6) : Kevin Chomat - Petite Fée (LW: 19 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 13)

France - 2018

The French singer has made a song to support Lana, a young girl who has a rare genetic disease called neurofibromatosis.

 14 (+ 12) : Calum Scott - What I Miss Most (1 Mic 1 Take/Live From Abbey Road Studios) (LW: 26 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 14)

UK - 2018 / from the album "Only Human"

 15 (- 4) : Eli Lieb - Next To You (LW: 11 / WO: 16 / PEAK: 02)

USA - 2017

 16 (- 6) : Kylie Minogue - Dancing (LW: 10 / WO: 10 / PEAK: 01 (x3))

Australia - 2018 / from the album "Golden"

 17 (- 10) : Janelle Monáe - Make Me Feel (LW: 07 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 02)

USA - 2018 / from the album "Dirty Computer"

 18 (- 3) : Les Funambules (Maximilien Philippe) - Pardon (LW: 15 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 15)

France - 2018 - from the album "Les Funambules"

This song is the confession of a man who's quitting his wife because he realised he was gay.

 19 (NEW) : Rotten Guitars - Aaja Saiyaan (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 19)

India - 2018

This brilliant music video depicts the difficulties to have a gay relationship in a country where homosexuality is still criminalized. It's a tribute to all those who were being killed for loving against the Section 377 law. A must see.

 20 (- 6) : Holland (홀랜드) - Neverland (네버랜드) (LW: 14 / WO: 10 / PEAK: 08)

South Korea - 2018

This is the first South Korean music video showing a gay couple kissing in a romantic way.

 21 (+ 12) : Michael Blume - Blunder (LW: 33 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 22)

USA - 2018

 22 (NEW) : CupcakKe - Crayons (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 22)

USA - 2018 / from the album "Ephorize"

This song is an anthem to the LGBTQ+ community.

 23 (NEW) : teo entertainment - Открой мне двери / Open heaven's door (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 23)

Russia - 2018

This song is an tribute to the victims of the deadly fire of Kemerovo in Russia, which killed 64 people, including 41 children. This tragedy upsets a lot the Russian society.

 24 (- 1) : Virgin Suicide - Evil Eyes (LW: 23 / WO: 17 / PEAK: 05)

Denmark - 2017

This Danish music video is like a short movie, telling the struggles of a closeted gay teen taken by his father to a fathers-sons's camp.

 25 (NEW) : Les Funambules feat. Sarah Manesse - Alan (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 25)

France - 2018 / from the album "Les Funambules"

This song is a tribute to Alan Turing.

 26 (+ 1) : Openside - I Feel Nothing (LW: 27 / WO: 8 / PEAK: 11)

New Zealand - 2017

Lead singer Possum Plows, who is gender non-binary, raises the transgender flag in this music video.

 27 (+ 10) : REIKA by Daniel Robinson / Björk - Jóga (Howie B Main Mix) (LW: 37 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 27)

USA - 2018

 28 (- 24) : Troye Sivan - My My My! (LW: 04 / WO: 12 / PEAK: 01 (x3))

Australia - 2018

The first track of his upcoming album has topped at #3 at the Worldwide iTunes Song Chart. It's the eighth single of the Australian singer in a row to be #1 in our chart.

 29 (- 1) : Todrick Hall feat. RuPaul - Dem Beats (LW: 28 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 28)

USA - 2018 / from the album "Forbidden"

 30 (NEW) : Baby Yors - Bad Influence (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 30)

Argentina, USA - 2018

 31 (+ 12) : Jordan LeShea - Alone (LW: 43 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 31)

USA - 2018

 32 (- 10) : Bagarre - Danser seul (ne suffit pas) (LW: 22 / WO: 12 / PEAK: 10)

France - 2018 / from the album "Club 12345"

Several drag queens are featuring in the music video of this French Touch house music.

 33 (NEW) : BFF - Borderline (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 33)

Switzerland - 2018

 34 (- 2) : MNEK - Tongue (LW: 32 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 22)

UK - 2018

 35 (- 6) : Hayley Kiyoko - Curious (LW: 29 / WO: 12 / PEAK: 08)

USA - 2018 / from the album "Expectations"

In her new song, Hayley is wondering why the girl she's dating is dating also another guy in the same time.

 36 (+ 3) : CRIMER - Cards (LW: 39 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 31)

Switzerland - 2018 / from the album "Leave Me Baby"

 37 (NEW) : Todrick Hall - B (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 37)

USA - 2018 / from the album "Forbidden"

 38 (- 13) : Nakhane - Interloper (LW: 25 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 14)

South Africa - 2018 / from the album "You Will Not Die"

We supports the South African singer and actor, who is threatened to death for portraying a gay character in the movie "Inxeba / The Wound", which has been banned for a while in South Africa.

 39 (NEW) : Manu Gavassi - Me Beija (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 39)

Brazil - 2018

 40 (NEW) : Valerio Scanu - Ed io (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 40)

Italy - 2018

 41 (- 21) : Q-Tip feat. Demi Lovato - Don't Go Breaking My Heart (LW: 20 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 20)

USA - 2018

 42 (NEW) : Keiynan Lonsdale - Kiss The Boy (Official Lyric Video) (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 42)

Australia - 2018

 43 (- 3) : Namuel - Poder (LW: 40 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 25)

Chile - 2018

 44 (=) : Patrick Wolf - The Days (fan video) (LW: 44 / WO: 10 / PEAK: 07)

UK - 2017 / from the album "God’s Own Country OST"

The multi-awarded movie was nominated in 2 categories at the BAFTA Awards 2017, including Best Outstanding British Film.

 45 (- 21) : SSION feat. Ariel Pink - At Least The Sky Is Blue (LW: 24 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 24)

USA - 2018 / from the album 'O'

 46 (NEW) : Big Freedia - Rent (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 46)

USA - 2018

 47 (- 13) : Chase Sansing - Begins With You (LW: 34 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 22)

USA - 2018

The country singer comes out with this pride anthem.

 48 (- 2) : morgxn - Translucent (LW: 46 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 18)

USA - 2018

 49 (- 13) : Trixie Mattel - Break Your Heart (LW: 36 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 36)

USA - 2018 / from the album "One Stone"

 50 (NEW) : Javiera Mena feat. Li Saumet - Intuición (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 50)

Chile - 2018

  ALSO NEW THIS WEEK

 Kylie Minogue - Stop Me from Falling

Australia - 2018 / from the album "Golden"

 DJ Aron & Beth Anne Sacks - Imagine

USA - 2018

 MIDDLESPOON - LightningBug

USA - 2017

 Rae Morris - Someone Out There

UK - 2018

 Rico Dalasam feat. Dinho Souza - Não Deito Pra Nada

Brazil - 2018

 Jade Baraldo - Nem o Mar (Pôde Levar)

Brazil - 2018

 Goro Gocher - Sólo un Amante

Uruguay - 2018 / from the EP "No Corresponde"

 Tyler, The Creator - OKRA

USA - 2018

 Erasure - A Bitter Parting

UK - 2018 / from the album "World Beyond"

 Calum Scott - If Our Love Is Wrong (Audio)

UK - 2018 / from the album "Only Human"

 Sam Smith feat. Logic - Pray (Audio)

UK, USA - 2018

 Lady Gaga - Your Song (Audio)

USA - 2018 / from the album "Revamp: Reimagining the Songs Of Elton John & Bernie Taupin"

 David Guetta & Sia - Flames (Lyric Video)

France, Australia - 2018

 Kylie Minogue - Raining Glitter (Official Audio)

Australia - 2018 / from the album "Golden"

 Olympe - Freed from Desire

France - 2018

 Meshell Ndegeocello - Waterfalls

USA - 2018 / from the album "Ventriloquism"

This is a cover of TLC.

 Jeb Havens - Space Cowboy (cover)

USA - 2018

 Zacc Milne - voguing live performance @ Ireland’s Got Talent 2018 - The Final

  See you next week and don’t forget to vote for your best LGBTQA music videos ! Here are the rules :

1 ) You can vote for many videos as you want under the videos on YouTube in the comment section. It could be recent or past music videos, which must provide at least one among the following conditions:

- the music video has LGBTQA related content, in the lyrics or the music video

- the artist is LGBTQA, an LGBTQA icon or eventually ally

- LGBTQA medias talked about it.

2 ) You can’t vote more than 3 songs of a same artist per week.

3 ) In case of an artist who receive votes mostly by a fan base, we will count only one song, in a limited time of 10 weeks of presence in the top.

4 ) You can vote with only one account.

5 ) If you make 5 votes or less, your first vote will represent 5 points, your second vote 4 points, etc… until your last vote and following 1 point. If you make 6 to 10 votes, your first vote will represent 10 points, your second vote 9 points, etc… If you make more than 10 votes, your first vote will represent 20 points, your second vote 19 points, etc…

6 ) People who make 1 to 5 votes form the amateur ranking, those who make 6 to 10 votes form the fan ranking, those who make more than 10 votes form the expert ranking. We form the jury ranking. And we count now the ranking of minutes of views of our weekly playlist of the previous week. The Gay Music Chart is the addition of the five charts. In case of equality, the number of votes and the dates of votes will count.

7 ) The votes will close on Thursday, 8 PM, European time.

[infinitebells]

ABO au! Maybe? Moran is an alpha and the reader is the only omega in the manor so when her heat comes he be practically tackling her into any empty room. The other person's of the household don't mind as moran becomes violent on his rut but having an omega calmed him down and they will not have to fix the whole house after a bad rut

I HAD SO MUCH FUN WRITING THIS!!! i hope it’s accurate, i wasn’t too familiar with ABO but i learned and tried my best!! i hope you enjoy:)

“fuck!” a resounding crack sounded throughout the entire mansion, and you and the four men all turned to look at each other.

“he’s rutting again,” william said, not even bothering to look up from his newspaper. fred merely stayed silent, opting to continue tending to the plants in the room.

“you know what that means right?” albert turned to look at you, and you sighed, brushing your hair out of your face.

“indeed i do. i’m just going to head to my room and wait for hell to start, you guys may want to leave, i think it’s worse this time around,” you say, forcing yourself up from the couch. you swallow the small pit of anxiety bubbling in your stomach, knowing what was to come.

“i’d rather refer to it as heaven for the two of you given the sounds we heard last time,” william stated, finally looking up at you. albert smirked quietly to himself, louis blushed light pink, and fred simply stared at the plant in front of him. you turned crimson red, turning from the man and walking out of the parlor. you make your way towards the stairs, already feeling your heat start to come on.

for the past few months that you’ve been at the moriarty manor, whenever moran started rutting, it unconsciously triggered your heat, as well as your heat starting early would trigger his rut. the solution was for the two of you to fuck like rabbits until you were both satisfied. the past couple of times however, were rougher than usual. the stress of the moriarty brother’s plans had gotten to him, and his ruts were more violent than usual. this translated into him being rougher with you. you weren’t complaining, it was exhilarating being with him, but it was scary at times. that’s why the rest of the manor basically pushed and locked you in his room whenever his rut started so there was less of a chance for more broken furniture in the wake of his violence.

by the time your foot hit the first step, his scent, pine trees and cinnamon, with a hint of gunpowder hit you like a wave. his scent alone sent shockwaves of pleasure down your spine, and you barely had enough control of your legs to walk up the stairs. you heard the front door close somewhere in your haze, signaling the absence of the rest of your house mates. which meant by the time you were wobbling outside of moran’s door, slick pooling in your underwear and hands shaking, you had no problem moaning out loud.

“sebastian, open up pl-“ you didn’t have time to finish before his room door was flung open. you had been leaning on it for support, and didn’t have enough time to catch yourself before you were careening backwards. bracing for impact, you’re pleasantly surprised when it doesn’t come, instead falling into moran’s arms before his door is closed and locked behind you. your skin burns where he touches you, and you whine in protest when he drops you on the bed, leaving you without his touch. you take a moment to take in the sight before you.

moran’s wall has a large hole in it, and his dresser is decorated with noticeable dents. he stands in front of the bed, staring down at you. he’s shirtless, only in loose boxer shorts. he’s panting like a goddamn dog, sweat rolling off of him in rivulets, and god he looks so hot. his cock is so hard its almost peaking out of the edge of his boxer shorts, and a wet patch is present from what you come to understand is pre-cum.

“please daddy, i need you right now,” you’re fully in your heat now, your vision hazy and skin hot. his scent is invading every single one of your senses and you’re so dizzy and lightheaded you’re bucking your hips up into thing air, your core throbbing painfully.

“holy fuck i’m going to destroy you,” you barely register his words before he’s on you, tearing your dress straight from your body in one tug. his muscles bulge beneath his skin, and now that you’re almost fully exposed to him, your cunt clenches even more at the sight of his cock throbbing beneath his boxer shorts. in your haze you reach out to pull his shorts off, but he stops you and pins your arms to the bed.

“no, i’m in control. you’re mine right now, only mine,” he’s growling, ripping your bra off and yanking your panties down. the breeze serves to cool you down slightly before his hot mouth is on you. your nerves are sizzling and burning with pure desire, and the cry of “daddy!” only encourages him to pick up his pace. he fucks his tongue into you, tasting every bit of your sweet, purely heavenly slick. he moans into you, the vibrations only forcing more slick to gush out of you and onto his chin. he grinds painfully into the bed as he eats you out with reckless abandon. your thighs are in his death grip, and you’re almost positive you’ll have bruises afterwards but you couldn’t care. all you care about right now is how good his tongue feels on you.

“p-please daddy fuck me! fuck me, fuck me, fuck me! i need your cock inside of me right now, please daddy i’m begging you!” your pleads don’t fall upon deaf ears, and in an instant his head is level with yours and his boxers are in shreds on the floor. his cock is throbbing painfully, his knot swelling with each beat of his heart.

“god-fuck i’m gonna fuck you until you’re passed out, then wake you up and do it all over again,” he murmurs in your ear before pulling your legs up and over his shoulders, and slamming all of himself into you. you scream with your whole being, heat radiating all over your body as your haze only intensifies. all you can focus on is the man above you, thrusting in and out of you at a speed which you can barely register. you’re devolving into screams of his name and cries for more. you’re mind is a one lane road, only focusing on cumming. moran is essentially the same, hyper focused on every aspect of you. he tilts your hips down, catching his pelvic bone on your clit. you scream yet again, his motions addictive. his scent is the only thing you perceive, his cock throbbing in you.

“daddy! i’m close, please let me cum, please i wanna squirt all over you,” your eyes roll back into your head, and your legs tremble against him. he’s close too, his knot swelling painfully. he fucks into you a bit more before answering

“cum for me, let me feel you squirt,” he says, going faster and harder until your throat is raw from screaming his name. and then you’re gone, cumming harder than you ever have before, vision going blank and body limp in his hold. he growls out loudly, his knot swelling a bit more before he’s cumming, his knot catching in you. his cum leaks out of your hole, around his cock. for the first time since your heat started, your haze disappears, and you feel like you can breathe again. you both still, waiting for his knot to finish unloading into you before you guys can move again. you turn your head to see a long crack running through the wall behind the headboard, before turning back to moran.

“that’s the second time we’ve broken his wall,” you breathe out, still trying to catch your breath.

“i know. i’ll help them fix it,” he replies, turning and pressing a kiss to the soft skin of your inner thigh.

“god i’m exhausted,” you say after a beat of silence. moran slowly moves your legs back down onto the bed, carefully making sure to not disconnect you two before pulling you close and flipping you both over so he’s laying on his back with you on his chest, your lower half still connected.

“‘m sorry. you did good though,” he murmurs, smoothing your hair with one hand. your heart grows warm at his praise, and you can’t help the light blush that adorns your face.

“you too,”

[accidental-ducky]

Take my Heart: A Sebastian Moran Oneshot

The writing inside was as perfect as the writing on the front, the cheesy lyrics from that Nat King Cole song about love, but what was sewed to the paper left Seb wondering how scarred his daughter will be by the time she’s three.

Because only James Moriarty would sew an actual human heart to a Valentine’s Day card.

Valentine’s Day had never really been a big deal to Sebastian, all he’d do was send a text to Jim and make sure his daughter had heart-shaped pancakes for her breakfast. Simple, easy, all things Seb could manage in less than an hour. Jim would usually take the day off to spend with the two of them, sleeping in for some cuddling—not that the master criminal would ever admit to being the little spoon—and curling up on the couch with Thalia in his lap as they watched a John Wayne movie.

That’s why Seb was so confused when he woke up that morning to find himself alone in bed. Jim’s side was already cold, the blanket and sheet tucked neatly beneath the silk pillow. Furrowing his brows, Seb reluctantly leaves the warmth of the bed and pads across the room to the dresser, digging out of a pair socks to put on before yanking a tee over his head and heading out of the room.

The house was quiet and that put him on edge, used to hearing bickering first thing in the morning over whether cartoons or the morning news was more important. Seb moves down the hall and pops his head into his daughter’s room, finding it empty and the bed made with her stuffed elephant toy sitting perfectly in the middle of a pink, frilly pillow. More confused than ever since his daughter was never awake before seven, he moves into the living room.

That’s where he found them, huddled together over something on the low coffee table, still in their pajamas with tousled hair. It was always weird to see Jim wearing something other than a suit, but to see him in bunny slippers was completely baffling. “Uh,” he manages, head tilted to the side,” Boss?” Jim turns to look at him, then follows his gaze to the slippers with a lazy smile.

“They were a gift,” he answers. “Honeybear forced her mother to order them for me.” Well, that explains why Kelsey had called two weeks ago to ask about Jim’s shoe size. And of course Jim would be wearing them proudly, he was always happy when the two year old bought him something.

“What are the two of you doing up so early?”

“Working on a project.” Seb moved to see what they were working on, but Jim gave him a warning look. “Uh-uh, you go make breakfast and we’ll bring this to you when we’re finished, Tiger.” It wasn’t exactly reassuring, but Thalia was grinning excitedly and Seb figured it couldn’t be anything too awful if it caused that reaction in his little girl.

With a shrug, he moved into the kitchen and got to work. He mixed the pancake ingredients together and poured the batter into an old bottle, squeezing it out into a skillet in the shape of a heart. It was a tradition that he and his ex-wife had started once Thalia could eat solid foods, though the pancakes had been baby-sized back then with just a dollop of whipped cream. At two, Thalia had graduated to larger pancakes and enough whipped cream to spell out her name.

It didn’t take long for the food to get done, Seb moving them to plates and working with the syrup and whipped cream as he waited on the coffee. He was careful not to put too much syrup on Jim’s pancakes, knowing all too well how the man hated getting his hands sticky. It was something that Thalia was beginning to pick up as well, having a small meltdown if she got too dirty, though baby wipes had saved the day on more than one occasion.

By the time he had coffee set on the table and a small cup of juice out for his daughter, the pair in question were making their way into the dining room. Jim had her securely in his arms, but what really caught Sebastian’s attention was the bulky card that Thalia was waving around. “Daddy helped,” she says around a smile.

“Daddy did more than help,” Jim retorts, but his voice was playful. Seb takes the card, smiling at the childish scribbles on the front that were meant to be hearts and Jim’s immaculate cursive spelling out Happy Valentine’s Day Tiger. He flips the cover open, his smile replaced with a frown. The writing inside was as perfect as the writing on the front, the cheesy lyrics from that Nat King Cole song about love, but what was sewed to the paper left Seb wondering how scarred his daughter will be by the time she’s three.

Because only James Moriarty would sew an actual human heart to a Valentine’s Day card.

[gunmetalgrxy]

all my tags have gone to shit so apparently i have to start again??? part #2 | people/dog tags

⋱ bee brained idiot ⋰ ⦙ ( hamish ) ⋱ oh my love ⋰ ⦙ ( anna ) ⋱ hero ⋰ ⦙ ( sebastian ) ⋱ the second chance ⋰ ⦙ ( severin ) ⋱ wont you be a good sister? ⋰ ⦙ ( moira ) ⋱ forgotten ⋰ ⦙ ( jasper ) ⋱ you have her eyes ⋰ ⦙ ( mummy moran ) ⋱ you have his heart ⋰ ⦙ ( daddy moran ) ⋱ the cat ⋰ ⦙ ( kaitya ) ⋱ the artist ⋰ ⦙ ( christopher ) ⋱ electric ⋰ ⦙ ( elliot ) ⋱ bundle of mischief ⋰ ⦙ ( finn ) ⋱ flower child maneater ⋰ ⦙ ( erin ) ⋱ singed ⋰ ⦙ ( cian ) ⋱ brainy is the new sexy ⋰ ⦙ ( william ) ⋱ his ⋰ ⦙ ( james moriarty ) ⋱ the hopeful ⋰ ⦙ ( genevieve ) ⋱ the realist ⋰ ⦙ ( alice ) ⋱ the optimist ⋰ ⦙ ( marc ) ⋱ this charming man ⋰ ⦙ ( will ) ⋱ PUPPER ⋰ ⦙ ( doggos ) ⋱ fluffy babies ⋰ ⦙ ( her dogs ) ⋱ trouble ⋰ ⦙ ( three boys ) ⋱ stop calling him goldie! ⋰ ⦙ ( herbert ) ⋱ expensive tastes ⋰ ⦙ ( cooey ) ⋱ big + loveable ⋰ ⦙ ( bertie ) ⋱ the best boy ⋰ ⦙ ( mossy ) ⋱ traitor ⋰ ⦙ ( rizzla )

[traaaaaaaaashy]

EXTRA MEGA TAG DUMP

SHIPS

⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ sleepless idiots ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + iamhamishwatsonholmes ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ married idiots ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + iamhamishwatsonholmes ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ thats the beauty of a secret ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + iamhamishwatsonholmes ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ draw me like you draw your french girls ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + iamhamishwatsonholmes ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ yoko oh no ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + iamhamishwatsonholmes ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ who else would put up with this? ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + iamhamishwatsonholmes ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ shut up and dance ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + iamhamishwatsonholmes ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ got your six ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + hiistiger ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ lean on me ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + hiistiger ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ three of a fucked up kind ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + severin + hiistiger ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ picture perfect children ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + hiistiger ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ sunshine love ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + thegovernmentsdaughter ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ at last ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + thegovernmentsdaughter ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ you wrecked me ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + thegovernmentsdaughter ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ ‘alex yes’ ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + thegovernmentsdaughter ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ breathe; breathe with me. ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + destructiivity ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ healthy sleeping habits? sounds fake. ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + mcstdangerous ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ did i know you at all? ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + griiftersparadiise ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ the black swan and the white ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + griiftersparadiise )

⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ cats have claws ⋰ ⦙ (  sebastian + kaitya ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ loving you will be the death of me ⋰ ⦙ (  sebastian + james ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ you gave me panic attacks and i called it love ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + james ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ the giraffe and the bear ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + chris ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ the shadow of her ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + kaitya ) ⌐╦╦═─ ⋱ our love has gone cold ⋰ ⦙ (  alex + elliot )

VERSES

v; ⋱ thin blue line ⋰ ⦙  |*| ( main + met police ) v; ⋱ sticky fingers ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( petty crime ) v; ⋱ got you in my sights ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( sniper for hire ) v; ⋱ a g r a ⋰ ⦙ |*|  ( post s3 ) v; ⋱ little giraffe ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( childhood ) v; ⋱ cigarettes and alcohol ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( teenage ) v; ⋱ my darling ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( sister + photography ) v; ⋱ creative ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( artist ) v; ⋱ whistles ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( musicians ) v; ⋱ en pointe ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( ballet ) v; ⋱ in uniform ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( army days ) v; ⋱ fucking pirates ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( pirate trash ) v; ⋱ tea leaves and omens ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( witchy ) v; ⋱ charmed to meet you ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( potter ) v; ⋱ bloodthirsty ⋰ ⦙ |*|  ( vampire ) v; ⋱ marvellous ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( powers ) v; ⋱ mr brightside ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( darkl!john ) v; ⋱ high kicks in heels ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( private security ) v; ⋱ bright lights ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( new york ) v; ⋱ fuck you and fuck the cat too ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( crime + hiistiger ) v; ⋱ married idiots ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( happy + iamhamishwatsonholmes ) v; ⋱ beneath the sun ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( happy + thegovernentsdaughter ) v; ⋱ did you miss me? ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( angst + thegovernentsdaughter + iamhamishwatosnholmes )

BLOG TAGS

⋱ thoughts on the girl ⋰ ⦙ ( headcanons ) ⋱ formerly someone elses’ ⋰ ⦙ ( her belongings ) ⋱ style ⋰ ⦙ ( clothing ) ⋱ physique ⋰ ⦙ ( body ) ⋱ dont you dare ⋰ ⦙ ( touch ) ⋱ !!!!!! ⋰ ⦙ ( important ) ⋱ spit blood + taste hate ⋰ ⦙ ( aesthetic ) ⋱ m i n e ⋰ ⦙ ( work + stealing ) ⋱ playing for the right side ⋰ ⦙ ( work + met ) ⋱ hit em with your best shot ⋰ ⦙ ( work + gun for hire ) ⋱ jetset ⋰ ⦙ ( travels ) ⋱ four walls for me ⋰ ⦙ ( home + london ) ⋱ cobbled streets ⋰ ⦙ ( city ) ⋱ mirror ⋰ ⦙ ( face ) ⋱ out of bullets ⋰ ⦙ ( mun notes ) ⋱ snapshots ⋰ ⦙ ( photography )

ooc; ⋱ for shits and giggles ⋰ ⦙ |*| ( completely unrelated ) ⋱ cmon u know u wanna ⋰ ⦙ ( meme ) ⋱ gimmie the thing ⋰ ⦙ ( plot wishlist ) ⋱ g u n m e t a l g r e y ⋰ ⦙ ( greyisms )

PEOPLE/DOGS

⋱ bee brained idiot ⋰ ⦙ ( hamish ) ⋱ oh my love ⋰ ⦙ ( anna ) ⋱ hero ⋰ ⦙ ( sebastian ) ⋱ the second chance ⋰ ⦙ ( severin ) ⋱ wont you be a good sister? ⋰ ⦙ ( moira ) ⋱ forgotten ⋰ ⦙ ( jasper ) ⋱ you have her eyes ⋰ ⦙ ( mummy moran ) ⋱ you have his heart ⋰ ⦙ ( daddy moran ) ⋱ the cat ⋰ ⦙ ( kaitya ) ⋱ the artist ⋰ ⦙ ( christopher ) ⋱ electric ⋰ ⦙ ( elliot ) ⋱ bundle of mischief ⋰ ⦙ ( finn ) ⋱ flower child maneater ⋰ ⦙ ( erin ) ⋱ singed ⋰ ⦙ ( cian ) ⋱ brainy is the new sexy ⋰ ⦙ ( william ) ⋱ his ⋰ ⦙ ( james moriarty ) ⋱ the hopeful ⋰ ⦙ ( genevieve ) ⋱ the realist ⋰ ⦙ ( alice ) ⋱ the optimist ⋰ ⦙ ( marc ) ⋱ this charming man ⋰ ⦙ ( will ) ⋱ pupper ⋰ ⦙ ( doggos ) ⋱ fluffy babies ⋰ ⦙ ( her dogs ) ⋱ trouble ⋰ ⦙ ( three boys ) ⋱ stop calling him goldie! ⋰ ⦙ ( herbert ) ⋱ expensive tastes ⋰ ⦙ ( cooey ) ⋱ big + loveable ⋰ ⦙ ( bertie ) ⋱ the best boy ⋰ ⦙ ( mossy ) ⋱ traitor ⋰ ⦙ ( rizzla )

⋱ satans #1 helper ⋰ ⦙ ( alex cat ) ⋱ demon spawn ⋰ ⦙ ( cats )

[jenmedsbookreviews]

My view this week. Well… Not strictly true as I didn’t make it anywhere near Brixton or Victoria. But I was in London for a very flying visit to look at some industrial units. What a truly glamorous life I lead right? My Thursday consisted of – drive to Ponders End (via Starbucks) – spend five minutes looking at an industrial unit. Spend an hour driving to Kingsbury, in NW London (via Costa Coffee) – spend five minutes looking at an industrial unit. Drive to Hayes – spend five minutes looking at an industrial unit. Drive home (via Starbucks). Exciting stuff huh?

The only real benefit of driving around aimlessly, apart from being able to stock up on copious amounts of coffee and blackberry mojito green tea lemonade (non alcoholic), is that I also get to listen to audio books. As I was driving for around seven hours I managed to get most of the way through a whole book, which I finished off by reading when I got home. Tidy.

I’m just starting to get into my major project now with the first training sessions for our ‘super users’ next week. I forgot to tell them that they need to wear their underpants over their trousers so I guess that’s something we’ll have to cover off in housekeeping before the session starts…

Three days of that and then I get a very long weekend off because I am going to Harrogate. Right now I am neither excited or nervous about this fact. I am kind of apathetic. I think because I am so damned busy I have no time, thankfully, to be anything but. I still have the sort of feeling of dread buried somewhere deep inside, but I’ll worry about that surfacing again on Thursday morning as I say goodbye to the poochie. Or rather as I am packing as I probably won’t get round to it much before then… It’s just four days at a book festival. It is going to be fine. I think.

So. Bookwise, this week I’ve been quite productive. Sort of. Didn’t get much reading done until Wednesday as I had blog posts to catch up on, reviews to write, and that pesky chapter three in my thriller spoof – Killer – to complete. Even so, I’ve managed to get through four books thanks to my impromptu road trip on Thursday so it could be worse. I even got book post! Yup. I am loved once more. Two fabulous little parcels winging their way to me courtesy of Penguin and Head of Zeus. First up was The Marriage Pact by Michelle Richmond. I also received Behind Her Back by Jane Lythell.

Purchase wise I’ve been quite restrained. Sort of. I did a cheeky pre-order of Patricia Gibney’s third Lottie Parker novel, The Lost Child, as well as ordering a bit of a curve ball book, Wicked Grind by J Kenner (one of my guilty pleasures). Inspired by Emma Mitchell, I made a random purchase of the following: Oxford Dictionary of English Idioms, Oxford Dictionary of Modern Slang, Oxford Dictionary of Synonyms and Antonyms. Maybe I can inject a little more variety into my ‘thriller’. Or then again, perhaps not. And it was only while I was reading the ARC that I realised I hadn’t actually pre-ordered All The Wicked Girls by Chris Whitaker, which I have since remedied.

Only one ARC downloaded from Netgalley, The Lost Wife by Anna Mansell and no new audible this week so that, ladies and gents, was it.

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Books I have read

The Lost Wife by Anna Mansell

Fans of Sheila O’Flanagan, Amanda Prowse and Kelly Rimmer will love The Lost Wife, the compelling story of a woman’s deepest secrets, and the friends and family who must learn to live without her.

‘An incredible, beautiful story of loss, love, forgiveness, moving on, overcoming grief, redemption and above all, hope.’ Renita D’Silva

When Ellie Moran passes away, she leaves her newborn son and husband Ed behind her. Their marriage was perfect, their lives everything they had hoped for. So why was Ellie keeping secrets from Ed?

Knowing he can never ask his wife the truth, Ed is struggling to cope. When the secrets threaten to tear his whole family apart, Ed turns to Rachel, the one person who sees him as more than just Ellie’s widower.

But then Rachel discovers something Ellie was hiding, something that would break Ed’s heart. Can Rachel help Ed to find peace without the wife he lost – and a second chance at happiness?

This was a last minute pick as I am taking part in the blog tour but an absolute cracking read. His family torn apart by loss and suspicion, Ed Moran really needs a friend which he finds in nursery worker Rachel. But in trying to help Ed come to terms with what happened, Rachel makes a grave error, one which may be unforgivable. Occasionally heart wrenching and often tender this book was a welcome break from my usual crime and thriller spree. I’ll be sharing my thoughts at the end of the month, but in the meantime you can pre-order the book here.

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The One by John Marrs

How far would you go to find THE ONE?

One simple mouth swab is all it takes. A quick DNA test to find your perfect partner – the one you’re genetically made for.

A decade after scientists discover everyone has a gene they share with just one other person, millions have taken the test, desperate to find true love. Now, five more people meet their Match. But even soul mates have secrets. And some are more shocking – and deadlier – than others…

So. I’m way behind the curve on this one. It’s one I’ve had on my Netgalley TBR for a long time and I thought I may as well make the most of my road trip and start to clear some of that backlog. So, I downloaded the audio and off I went. Now this was an intriguing read for me. I am overwhelmingly sceptical about the concept of people finding ‘the one’. Of there being that super spark which goes beyond anything experienced with any other partner, so this book kind of tapped into that scepticism and kept be suitably entertained. You’ll have to wait a while for my thoughts on the book but you can bag yourself a copy right here.

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All The Wicked Girls by Chris Whitaker

‘Raine sometimes complains that nothing exciting is ever gonna happen in Grace again. Daddy told her careful what you wish for.’

Everyone loves Summer Ryan. A model student and musical prodigy, she’s a ray of light in the struggling small town of Grace, Alabama – especially compared to her troubled sister, Raine. Then Summer goes missing.

Grace is already simmering, and with this new tragedy the police have their hands full keeping the peace. Only Raine throws herself into the search, supported by a most unlikely ally.

But perhaps there was always more to Summer than met the eye . . .

For fans of The Roanoke Girls and Fargo, All the Wicked Girls is a gripping crime novel with a huge heart from an exceptional talent.

Now it is no secret that I really loved Chris Whitaker’s debut novel, Tall Oaks. It was my top read of 2016 and is one I recommend to anyone who asks me which books they absolutely must read. So book two had a lot to live up to. And did it? Well I’m not going to say too much as my review will be out closer to publication but Mr Whitaker truly does have a talent for capturing the spirit of small town America, for creating a suffocating and oppressive atmosphere alongside a compelling and consuming story. And characterisations… You don;t get the full on Manny experience, but the friendship between Noah, Purv and Raine was brilliantly observed. So yeah. I liked it. You can pre-order your own copy here.

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The Unquiet Dead by Ausma Zehanat Khan

One man is dead.

But thousands were his victims.

Can a single murder avenge that of many?

Scarborough Bluffs, Toronto: the body of Christopher Drayton is found at the foot of the cliffs. Muslim Detective Esa Khattak, head of the Community Policing Unit, and his partner Rachel Getty are called in to investigate. As the secrets of Drayton’s role in the 1995 Srebrenica genocide of Bosnian Muslims surface, the harrowing significance of his death makes it difficult to remain objective. In a community haunted by the atrocities of war, anyone could be a suspect. And when the victim is a man with so many deaths to his name, could it be that justice has at long last been served?

In this important debut novel, Ausma Zehanat Khan has written a compelling and provocative mystery exploring the complexities of identity, loss, and redemption.

Winner of the Barry Award, Arthur Ellis Award, and Romantic Times Reviewers Choice Award for Best First Novel.

I’ve been itching to read this book since receiving it from No Exit Press last month. I’m on the blog tour next week so you won’t have long to wait for my thoughts. Not always a comfortable subject to read about, it touches upon one of the darkest periods in recent European history. As I’ve literally only just finished reading, I’m going to sit and digest it a little while before writing my review. In the meantime, order yourself a copy of the book here.

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So that’s it. Four books. Not too shabby. Not sure this will be as productive a week as Harrogate is likely to impinge on my reading a touch… I’ll give it a shot though and the travel means valuable audio book time so perhaps I can squeeze in at least a couple of titles by Sunday….

Busy week on the blog with a mix of reviews, book love and blog tours as per the norm.

Review: Cragside by L.J. Ross

#BlogTour Guest Post: Spark Out by Nick Rippington

#BookLove: Linda Hill

Killer: Chapter Three (or ‘I did warn you – these are actually getting worse…’)

#Blogtour review: The Stolen Girls by Patricia Gibney

#BlogTour Review: Dying To Live by Michael Stanley

Guest Review: Bored of the Rings by Rich Amooi

#BookLove: Catherine Kullman

Review: Nowhere Child by Rachel Abbott

The week ahead is once more pretty busy. I have more book love, blog tours and reviews to share. I start the week with a guest post from Malcolm Hollingdrake as part of the Dying Art blog tour. On Wednesday I’m finally able to share my review of The Other Twin by Lucy V Hay and on Friday I am thrilled to be opening the blog tour for Chris Curran’s new book, Her Deadly Secret. I have a little book love from Katherine Sunderland and Jane Cable and if I get time, maybe an update or two from Harrogate (but don’t hold your breath…)

And that’s it. Have a fabulous week of bookishness all. See you next week.

JL

Rewind, recap: weekly update w/e 16/07/17 My view this week. Well... Not strictly true as I didn't make it anywhere near Brixton or Victoria.

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GAY MUSIC CHART – 2018 week 15

 Welcome to the Gay Music Chart, the LGBTQA related music videos TOP 50 actuality and most request.

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 Here is the recap for this week :

 OUT : Eli Lieb - Next To You (LW: 15 / WO: 16 / PEAK: 02)

OUT : Les Funambules (Maximilien Philippe) - Pardon (LW: 18 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 15)

OUT : teo entertainment - Открой мне двери / Open heaven's door (LW: 23 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 23)

OUT : Les Funambules feat. Sarah Manesse - Alan (LW: 25 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 25)

OUT : REIKA by Daniel Robinson / Björk - Jóga (Howie B Main Mix) (LW: 27 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 27)

OUT : Troye Sivan - My My My! (LW: 28 / WO: 12 / PEAK: 01 (x3))

OUT : Jordan LeShea - Alone (LW: 31 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 31)

OUT : Bagarre - Danser seul (ne suffit pas) (LW: 32 / WO: 12 / PEAK: 10)

OUT : BFF - Borderline (LW: 33 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 33)

OUT : Todrick Hall - B (LW: 37 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 37)

OUT : Nakhane - Interloper (LW: 38 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 14)

OUT : Manu Gavassi - Me Beija (LW: 39 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 39)

OUT : Valerio Scanu - Ed io (LW: 40 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 40)

OUT : Q-Tip feat. Demi Lovato - Don't Go Breaking My Heart (LW: 41 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 20)

OUT : Patrick Wolf - The Days (fan video) (LW: 44 / WO: 10 / PEAK: 07)

OUT : SSION feat. Ariel Pink - At Least The Sky Is Blue (LW: 45 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 24)

OUT : Big Freedia - Rent (LW: 46 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 46)

OUT : Chase Sansing - Begins With You (LW: 47 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 22)

OUT : morgxn - Translucent (LW: 48 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 18)

OUT : Trixie Mattel - Break Your Heart (LW: 49 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 36)

OUT : Javiera Mena feat. Li Saumet - Intuición (LW: 50 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 50)

  01 (=) : Ryan O'Shaughnessy - Together (LW: 01 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 01 (x2))

Ireland - 2018

This sweet ballad will represent Ireland at the Eurovision Song Contest 2018. The music video is so cute.

 02 (=) : Years & Years - Sanctify (LW: 02 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 01 (x2))

UK - 2018

Years & Years singer Olly Alexander says the band’s new single Sanctify is about straight men who experiment with gay sex.

 03 (=) : Matt Palmer - Inevitably (LW: 03 / WO: 9 / PEAK: 03)

USA - 2018 / from the EP "Get Lost"

 04 (+ 6) : Netta - Toy (LW: 10 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 04)

Israel - 2018

This song, made by gay composer Doron Medalie and his partner and producer Stav Beger, will represent Israel at the Eurovision Song Contest 2018. It is already by far the great favorite for fans and bookmakers.

 05 (+ 6) : Francisco Victoria - Marinos (LW: 11 / WO: 15 / PEAK: 03)

Chile - 2017

This is the first single of the Chilean singer, produced by Alex Anwandter. A revelation.

 06 (- 1) : Allie X feat. VÉRITÉ - Casanova (LW: 05 / WO: 15 / PEAK: 03)

Canada - 2017 / from the album "CollXtion II"

 07 (- 1) : Saara Aalto - Monsters (LW: 06 / WO: 9 / PEAK: 05)

Finland - 2018

This song will represent Finland at the Eurovision Song Contest 2018.

 08 (+ 9) : Janelle Monáe - Make Me Feel (LW: 17 / WO: 7 / PEAK: 02)

USA - 2018 / from the album "Dirty Computer"

 09 (- 2) : Calum Scott - You Are The Reason (LW: 07 / WO: 20 / PEAK: 04)

UK - 2017

 10 (- 2) : SAKIMA - Daddy (LW: 08 / WO: 17 / PEAK: 08)

UK - 2017

 11 (- 2) : Trevor Moran - Sinner (LW: 09 / WO: 18 / PEAK: 01 (x2))

USA - 2017

 12 (- 8) : Sufjan Stevens - Mystery of Love ("Call Me By Your Name" OST) (LW: 04 / WO: 22 / PEAK: 01 (x1))

USA - 2017 / from the album ("Call Me By Your Name" OST)

The song was nominated for the Oscar of Best Original Song at the Academy Awards 2018.

 13 (+ 30) : Namuel - Poder (LW: 43 / WO: 7 / PEAK: 13)

Chile - 2018

 14 (=) : Calum Scott - What I Miss Most (1 Mic 1 Take/Live From Abbey Road Studios) (LW: 14 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 14)

UK - 2018 / from the album "Only Human"

 15 (+ 15) : Baby Yors - Bad Influence (LW: 30 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 15)

Argentina, USA - 2018

 16 (NEW) : DJ Aron & Beth Anne Sacks - Imagine (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 16)

USA - 2018

 17 (- 4) : Kevin Chomat - Petite Fée (LW: 13 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 13)

France - 2018

The French singer has made a song to support Lana, a young girl who has a rare genetic disease called neurofibromatosis.

 18 (+ 3) : Michael Blume - Blunder (LW: 21 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 18)

USA - 2018

 19 (- 3) : Kylie Minogue - Dancing (LW: 16 / WO: 11 / PEAK: 01 (x3))

Australia - 2018 / from the album "Golden"

 20 (+ 22) : Keiynan Lonsdale - Kiss The Boy (Official Lyric Video) (LW: 42 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 20)

Australia - 2018

 21 (NEW) : Blake McGrath - Love Yourself (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 21)

Canada - 2018 / from the EP "I am Blake McGrath"

This music video shows Blake growing up from childhood to teen years and finally becoming an adult. You will perhaps recognize Sage Rosen playing teenage Blake, who was in the music video “Worth It (Perfect)” from Superfruit last year.

 22 (NEW) : LAUD - У Цю Ніч / U Tsyu Nich / In This Night (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 22)

Ukraine - 2017

In this music video, girls kiss each other and other boys.

 23 (NEW) : Jessica 6 - The Storm Inside (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 23)

USA - 2018

This is the new single of the Puerto Rican transgender singer based in New York, also known as Nomi Ruiz.

 24 (+ 2) : Openside - I Feel Nothing (LW: 26 / WO: 9 / PEAK: 11)

New Zealand - 2017

Lead singer Possum Plows, who is gender non-binary, raises the transgender flag in this music video.

 25 (NEW) : SHEE - Eyes Shut (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 25)

UK - 2018

This music video shows a surprising choreography with long kisses between two men.

 26 (NEW) : DRANGSAL - Arche Gruber (Offizielles Lyric Video) (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 26)

Germany - 2018

The music video shows a man kissing alternatively a man and a woman.

 27 (NEW) : Lostchild - Blacklist (Acoustic) (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 27)

UK - 2018

 28 (NEW) : LINES - Lockdown (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 28)

Sweden - 2018

 29 (NEW) : Halsey feat. Big Sean, Stefflon Don - Alone (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 29)

USA - 2018 / from the album "Hopeless Fountain Kingdom"

 30 (- 18) : Troye Sivan - Strawberries & Cigarettes ("Love, Simon" OST) (LW: 12 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 12)

Australia - 2018 / from the album "Love, Simon" OST

 31 (- 11) : Holland (홀랜드) - Neverland (네버랜드) (LW: 20 / WO: 11 / PEAK: 08)

South Korea - 2018

This is the first South Korean music video showing a gay couple kissing in a romantic way.

 32 (NEW) : morgxn - Carry The Weight (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 32)

USA - 2018

 33 (+ 2) : Hayley Kiyoko - Curious (LW: 35 / WO: 13 / PEAK: 08)

USA - 2018 / from the album "Expectations"

In her new song, Hayley is wondering why the girl she's dating is dating also another guy in the same time.

 34 (- 12) : CupcakKe - Crayons (LW: 22 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 22)

USA - 2018 / from the album "Ephorize"

This song is an anthem to the LGBTQ+ community.

 35 (- 16) : Rotten Guitars - Aaja Saiyaan (LW: 19 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 19)

India - 2018

This brilliant music video depicts the difficulties to have a gay relationship in a country where homosexuality is still criminalized. It's a tribute to all those who were being killed for loving against the Section 377 law. A must see.

 36 (- 12) : Virgin Suicide - Evil Eyes (LW: 24 / WO: 18 / PEAK: 05)

Denmark - 2017

This Danish music video is like a short movie, telling the struggles of a closeted gay teen taken by his father to a fathers-sons's camp.

 37 (RE-ENTRY) : Lycinaïs Jean - Parfait Tourment (LW: - / WO: 2 / PEAK: 37)

France - 2018 / from the album "Lycinaïs Jean"

 38 (NEW) : Rayvon Owen - Gold (Lyric Video) (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 38)

USA - 2018

 39 (NEW) : Natti Vogel  feat. Matthew Wilkas - Brown Rice (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 39)

USA - 2018

 40 (- 4) : CRIMER - Cards (LW: 36 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 31)

Switzerland - 2018 / from the album "Leave Me Baby"

 41 (- 12) : Todrick Hall feat. RuPaul - Dem Beats (LW: 29 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 28)

USA - 2018 / from the album "Forbidden"

 42 (NEW) : Sateen - Finer Things (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 42)

USA - 2018 / from the EP "Sateen"

 43 (NEW) : G E S S - Spilled Milk (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 43)

USA - 2018

The music video shows a bisexual themed choreography.

 44 (- 10) : MNEK - Tongue (LW: 34 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 22)

UK - 2018

 45 (NEW) : Sam Smith feat. Logic - Pray (Audio) (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 45)

UK, USA - 2018

 46 (NEW) : Todrick Hall - Type (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 46)

USA - 2018 /  from the album "Forbidden"

 47 (NEW) : Mikey - Paths (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 47)

Germany - 2018

 48 (NEW) : MIDDLESPOON - LightningBug (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 48)

USA - 2017

 49 (NEW) : Alvin Point - Oui, Papa (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 49)

France - 2018

 50 (NEW) : Cub Sport - Crush (LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 50)

Australia - 2018 / from the album "Bats"

  ALSO NEW THIS WEEK

 Todrick Hall - Thug

USA - 2018 /  from the album "Forbidden"

 Todrick Hall feat. Jade Novah - Eleven / Play

USA - 2018 /  from the album "Forbidden"

 Kodaline - Follow Your Fire

Ireland - 2018

There is a gay couple in this music video.

 Courtney Barnett - Nameless, Faceless

Australia - 2018 / from the album "Tell Me How You Really Feel"

 Openside - Letting It Out

New Zealand - 2016

 Trixie Mattel - Little Sister (Studio City Acoustic)

USA - 2018 / from the album "One Stone"

 SOPHIE - Faceshopping

USA - 2018

 Rubby - No Más

USA - 2018

 Fiákra - Nem Vem

Brazil - 2018

 Young M.A - Praktice

USA - 2018

 Candy Ken - A Tissue of Lies

Austria - 2018 / from the album "Flamingo"

 Davis Mallory, Loic Penillo - Dance With Me

USA - 2018

 MARUV & BOOSIN - Drunk Groove

Ukraine - 2018

 King - 20 20 20

USA - 2018

 Walk The Moon - Surrender ("Love Simon" OST) (fan video)

USA - 2017

 DJ Khaled feat. Demi Lovato - I Believe ("A Wrinkle in Time" OST)

USA - 2018

 Kygo feat. Wrabel - With You (Audio)

Norway / USA

 Kacey Musgraves - High Horse (Audio)

USA - 2018 / from the album "Golden Hour"

 Kacey Musgraves - Roy Rogers (Audio)

USA - 2018 / from the album "Restoration: The Songs Of Elton John And Bernie Taupin"

 Miley Cyrus - The Bitch Is Back (Audio)

USA - 2018 / from the album "Restoration: The Songs Of Elton John And Bernie Taupin"

 Oscar Zia feat. Leslie Tay - Kyss Mig i Slo-mo (Official Audio)

Sweden - 2018

 Calum Scott - Not Dark Yet (Audio)

UK - 2018 / from the album "Only Human"

 Rocky Horror Show (Icelandic version) Cast - Sweet Transvestite

Iceland - 2018

Icelandic popstar Páll Óskar plays Frank'N'Furter.

 Sidaction - Sa raison d'être 2018

France - 2018

This is a new cover of this caritative song against AIDS for its 20th anniversary. Several French artists are included, as Emmanuel Moire and Christophe Willem.

 Emmanuel Moire - Quelques mots d'amour (Michel Berger's Cover) (live @ Sidaction 2018)

France - 2018

 Years & Years - Sanctify (on Sounds Like Friday Night)

UK - 2018

 Justin Kilgore vs. Molly Stevens - "Burning House" (live @ The Voice 2018 Battle)

USA - 2018

 Ziandzha / Зианджа - Istselena / Исцелена (live @ The Voice of Ukraine - season 8)

Ukraine - 2018

 Lauren Bannon - In The Air Tonight (live @ The Semifinals | The Voice UK 2018)

UK - 2018

 Ryan O’Shaughnessy - Together (live @ The Late Late Show - RTÉ One)

Ireland - 2018

This was the first time this song, which will represent Ireland at the Eurovision Song Contest 2018, was sang on TV. Hope it will qualify to the final, even if predictions aren’t optimistic about it!

 Ryan O'Shaughnessy - Together (live @ London Eurovision Party 2018)

Ireland - 2018

 Saara Aalto - Monsters (live @ London Eurovision Party 2018)

Finland - 2018

 Saara Aalto - Your Disco Needs You (Kylie Minogue cover) (live @ London Eurovision Party 2018)

Finland - 2018

 Netta - Toy dance by Spoon Youth Uganda

Israel / Uganda - 2018

 Troye Sivan - My, my, my! (Just Like Heaven) - Wonderland Spring 2018 photoshoot

Australia / UK - 2018

  See you next week and don’t forget to vote for your best LGBTQA music videos ! Here are the rules :

1 ) You can vote for many videos as you want under the videos on YouTube in the comment section. It could be recent or past music videos, which must provide at least one among the following conditions:

- the music video has LGBTQA related content, in the lyrics or the music video

- the artist is LGBTQA, an LGBTQA icon or eventually ally

- LGBTQA medias talked about it.

2 ) You can’t vote more than 3 songs of a same artist per week.

3 ) In case of an artist who receive votes mostly by a fan base, we will count only one song, in a limited time of 10 weeks of presence in the top.

4 ) You can vote with only one account.

5 ) If you make 5 votes or less, your first vote will represent 5 points, your second vote 4 points, etc… until your last vote and following 1 point. If you make 6 to 10 votes, your first vote will represent 10 points, your second vote 9 points, etc… If you make more than 10 votes, your first vote will represent 20 points, your second vote 19 points, etc…

6 ) People who make 1 to 5 votes form the amateur ranking, those who make 6 to 10 votes form the fan ranking, those who make more than 10 votes form the expert ranking. We form the jury ranking. And we count now the ranking of minutes of views of our weekly playlist of the previous week. The Gay Music Chart is the addition of the five charts. In case of equality, the number of votes and the dates of votes will count.

7 ) The votes will close on Thursday, 8 PM, European time.