#ℰllie yaps ✮

[velvetbeeez]

There's this amazing educational Youtuber who I have scripted to be my dad in my better cr and I just get so emotional watching his vlogs with his son because wdym that's your child?? I am your child!! 😭😭

[velvetbeeez]

I suppose I just did something ❀ So my exams begin in three days, and I have this huge pile of untouched syllabus laying on my desk, glaring at me with narrowed, angry eyes, and I have been staying up for 3 nights now to study but instead I end up the throwing away the entire night scrolling though pinterest, watching yt videos, movies, binge watching shows and basically doing nothing, because I am a lazy ass (depressiona and adhd induced) bitch, anyways, so tonight, I decided to do something about it, I picked up my book, and as I was reading, I deluded myself into thinking that I should not be doing this, that I should be watching youtube videos, and that I am wasting my time on this, and the thought of doing something forbidden, as always lured me in. I just completed my history syllabus guys, I NEED a strong enough to crack my ribs, pat on the back.

I am going to try this with shifting, might work, might not, hurts no one to try right?