#₊ 💌 ◟ ask meme ‹ don't be shy.

[icanseethefuture333]

PAC: What your pretty self needs to hear for Valentine's Day ♡

Your heart's message to you + a message from your secret admirer 💌

They say the truth ain't pretty, but coming from that pretty mouth

The truth is fitting, cause you ain't ever talkin' loud

And you know plenty

Yeah, you know what I'm talkin' about

Cause you just get me

Yeah, you so pretty... ♡

Pile 1:

Your heart's message to you:

Shufflemancy -

Girl by Destiny's Child

Far by SZA

I MISS YOU SO BAD by iKON

The Lovers, Seven of Cups, & Three of Cups

So what your heart wishes to tell to you is that there is still love out there. You may have previously gotten over an ex, a past crush, or you are in the process of recovering from a break up. In the song "Far" SZA asks Sadhguru how to deal with rejection, in which he responds, "That's great! If nobody wants you then you're free." You have to look on the bright side of things. You also have to know what your worth is. No one else can define your worth but you. You have to be secure with who you are as a person. No one can love the parts you need to heal from. Once you feel fulfilled with who you are as a person. That is when you can form healthy connection with others. I believe you still are hoping for you and this person to get back together but you are hurting yourself even more by obsessing over this person (was going to say focus but instead I heard obsess). Reflect on your current situation and ask yourself, "What wound is this person triggering in me?". What do you need to move on from? To take care of your heart you should do some self reflection. Journaling and shadow work would help provide some clarity. Your heart asks you to not fall back into old habits. Self love is important for your growth, pile 1!

Your secret admirer's message to you:

Shufflemancy -

Time To Love by Red Velvet

Changes by Jeff Bernat

I Think I'm Falling by KOHH

Wallflower, New Love, & Union

There is a new love coming in for you! This person could be shy and likes to admire you from afar. They could be self conscious about some things about themselves as well. The feelings seem to be mutual here. There could be a new crush that you like and wish to speak to, but are to nervous to ask them out of fear of rejection. Don't fret! Confessing your feelings helps build courage. If the person rejects you, then that just means there isnsomeone else better out there for you. It is not the end of the world just because you got rejected. Have a little more confidence in yourself, you are great, pile 1! Regardless, I see you and this secret admirer actually being intimate. Things could develop into something more serious with this union card. So make sure to be open to this energy and give them a chance at love ♡

Pile 2:

Your heart's message to you:

Shufflemancy -

Mine by Slayyyter

ANTIFRAGILE by LE SSERAFIM

Post To Be by Omarion ft. Chris Brown & Jhené Aiko

Four of Cups, Eight of Wands, & The Fool

Your heart does not want to be tied down at the moment! I believe it has plenty of love to give lol. You also have no problem with turning people down or vice versa. You are looking for a fling and just wish to have a casual relationship! You could have a lot of options in love and would like to explore things romantically, maybe even sexually. Your heart suggests that you focus on your happiness and learn what pleases you. Love does not always have to be serious. Sometimes short lived romances have the best stories to tell! You will be feeling very confident and sexy in your romantic endeavors.

Your secret admirer's message to you:

Shufflemancy -

Boys Wanna Be Her by Peaches

No Flex Zone by Rae Sremmurd

STUCK IN MY HEAD by Twice

Open Relationship, Mature Woman, & Fun Times

This secret admirer of yours is honestly hilarious 😭. I kept getting meme songs and I hs to shuffle again to get a proper message. This could be my queer pile as well 🏳️‍🌈. I'm getting Renee Rapp vibes from your secret admirer, Pile 2 😋. They could suit the 'girl crush' aesthetic or if it is someone who identifies as masculine, they have a very pretty face. They are open minded, flirtatious, and exciting to be around. This person wishes to tell you that you are stuck in their head! They find you to be "so fine" 😜! They would like take you out soon. I'm getting it will be a bar date or they will take you dancing at a night club.

Pile 3:

Your heart's message to you:

Shufflemancy -

More Than Enough by Alina Baraz

Bluffin by Brent Faiyaz

Mona Lisa by Naji ft. Monter Booker

Death, Six of Swords, & Six of Pentacles

Oh, pile 3, bless your heart 🥹. You are someone who has such a kind, gentle heart. You have the purest intentions and for that people can tell how geniune you are as a person. You could be selfless and caring towards others. You have so much love to give that it is obvious to others. I don't see any bitterness in your heart and I feel like your heart wishes to tell you how proud it is of you for being able to find forgiveness. You are leaning to let go of the people who have hurt you in the past. The essence of your spirit is so soft and it's very beautiful to witness. Your heart's message to you is that anyone would be lucky to have you in their life. So don't ever feel like you are not enough because you're more than that. You are this cup that is overflowing with love and sincerity.

Your secret admirer's message to you:

Shufflemancy -

At Your Best (You Are Loved) by Aaliyah

Freaky Deaky by Tyga ft. Doja Cat

LOVE by Kendrick Lamar ft. Zacari

Dating, True Love, & True Gem

Your secret admirer absolutely adores you, pile 3. They see your value as a person and they know that there is no one else like you in this world. You have so much love to give and they do as well. I am getting that they want to literally treat you like a princess/princess - just overall royalty. Their have geniune intentions as well and they would like to spoil you this Valentine's day ❤. (Channeled song: Kiss It Better by Rihanna 💋) for a few of you, you and your specific person could be separated. I see that things will turn out for the better soon. So have faith in yourself and in this person for things to work out. They could offer you some sort of proposal, love offer, or a token of their gratitude to show how much they love you. I see things would be passionate, flirty, and romantic for you and your secret admirer 🎆.

Pile 4:

Your heart's message to you:

Shufflemancy -

Green Light by Beyoncé

Standing Next To You by Jungkook

God of Music by SEVENTEEN

Two of Pentacles, Page of Wands, & The Magician

You are such an optimistic person, pile 4! You could be someone who often gives advice to others and help others look on the bright side of things. You radiate such positive energy and it makes you a joy to be around. You could be someone who knows what they want and goes after it. You know how to balance your heart with your brain. Intuitive but also logical. People wonder how you are able to turn your ideas into reality. Your heart's message to you is to keep going after your goals and not let anyone distract you from your dreams. As long as you are happy that is all that matters. Your heart also wishes to tell you that whatever makes you light up inside is meant for you. Whatever your heart is set on whether that's a new job, house, etc. You have the ability to manifest whatever you desire.

Your secret admirer's message to you:

Shufflemancy -

Phone Me by Che Ecru

Novacane by Frank Ocean

Own It by Drake

Passion, Friendship, & Communication

For some of you, you could be currently in a "situationship" or have a FWB with someone. While for others, your secret admirer is possibly a friend of yours. This person is conflicted on how to approach you. You may receive a text or phone call from them soon where they ask you about your relationship with another. They could ask you how you feel about them or drop hints that they are attracted to you. The ball is in your park, pile 4, if you decide to be more than just friends with this person.

Pile 5:

Your heart's message to you:

Shufflemancy -

Girl Like Me by Alexa Demie

Fulfillment? By Kilo Kish

Baddie by IVE

Eight of Cups, Two of Cups, & Seven of Swords

I am getting like "manic pixie dream girl" vibes from you, Pile 2. Something about you is hard to pin point to others. Mysterious but also so enchanting. You know you are someone who is complex but also so beautiful. You have these interesting quirks that makes you stand out and memorable to others. You are comfortable with who you as a person and it could have took you a long time to get to a place of being this self assured. You could have a child like wonder as well and it is admirable to others. You could be questioning what direction to take in life and could find "adulting" very hard but don't give up, pile 5! Everything will be okay in the end. Your heart's message to you is to learn what gives you emotional fulfillment in life. Also to not take shit from no one. What's interesting is your face could look quite sweet but you are actually feisty and have a firey spirit. There is a duality to your personality and its attractive. I am getting like Song Jia, Alexa Demie, Wonyoung, & Taylor Russell vibes from you, pile 5. Your heart wants you to embrace your confidence and focus on the abundance in your future. Do not let people drag you down and dim your light. Your heart believes it is time for some self pampering. Set your standards high in love and know that you are deserving of everything you desire. I also believe it is time to burn bridges with people who no longer serve you. How can you live the life of your dreams if other people only acknowledge the version of yourself that no longer resonates with you? If you wish to be the girl of your dreams, you have to learn to put yourself first.

Your secret admirer's message to you:

Shufflemancy -

Lilith by Halsey

Ditto by NewJeans

High Fashion by Roddy Rich ft. Mustard

Triangle, Travel, & Spiritual Growth

What is this Single's Inferno?! You have options, pile 5. You could have more than one secret admirer. You could be observing your current options in love and feeling "Well! Let the best person win☺️!" I see people wanting to fly you out and pay for your trips, oh my🫠. One of the people you will date could be popular or have a well known social status. You give people butterflies and some of you may know what affect you have on people, while some of you are innocent to the fact. You could receive love confessions or you may even already have. I feel like you are the type of person who receives love letters, jewelry, candies, and box of chocolates, if not you are going to be spoiled for this Valentine's day! You could meet your secret admirer(s) while traveling or when going on vacation. Your secret admirer's message to you is that they "like you" and hoping you feel the same 💕. They want to understand your love language and words of affirmations / gift giving could be one of their love languages in particular.

Pile 6:

Your heart's message to you:

Shufflemancy -

Rose by Miyeon

Honey Dew by Lion Babe

Chanel by TiaCorine

King of Pentacles, Five of Wands, & Queen of Cups

I feel like you are at odds with your heart and brain right now, pile 6. You seem to feel confused about a decision you have to make. I believe you could think things are "sweeter" in other people's lives but that is not necessarily true. I know sometimes we can want what other people have but if it gets to the point of comparing yourselves to others then its not healthy. You have to remember to be grateful for what you have in life. It's okay to want the finer things, but what are you overlooking when you are doing that? Your heart's message to you is to not worry about what other people are doing in life and instead focus on what makes you great of a person. You are just as lovable, sweet, and beautiful.

Your secret admirer's message to you:

Shufflemancy -

Congratulations by Mac Miller ft. Bilal

Little Things by Sunni Colón

Aura by Mariah The Scientist

Work, Money, & Long Distance

I believe you and this person are already in a relationship. If not, your secret admirer will be the next person you end up in a romantic relationship with. This person could live further away from you and has a high paying job. They prefer to take on a traditional role of a provider. This person could have a hard time discussing their feelings though and shows their love through acts of services. While you, I feel you are more of an emotional person. You both could have a hard time expressing your feelings and thoughts properly to each other, which would cause conflict. Things might be tense for Valentine's Day. You and your secret admirer could have strong feelings for each other, but there needs to be an important conversation had in order for this relationship to progress. Both of you could be disheartened by this but there's hope! Try to appreciate the little things in your relationship and not focus on being the "perfect couple", for that does not exist. Every relationship has its flaws and all that matters is that you and you partner love each other very much. If it's meant to be, it will be, it won't be something you have to force, it'll come naturally.

[sunnimika]

Hello people!💌🍵

I'm Mika 🕊 You can also call me: Mikalay/Sunni My Pronouns are They/Them My birthday is on April 18th. I speak Swiss German, German, English and I understand Dutch a little bit I'm learning Dutch, Lithuanian, Russian and Spanish. My Webmanga Tumblr: VanDuck ⛤

!! This blog is a safe space for everyone, so please be kind in the comments or rebloggs !!

On this blog you will see the most: drawings, edits, Hetalia stuff, Black Butler Stuff, fandubs (German only) or memes

I am in many fandoms like: Hetalia, Black Butler, BSD, The Case Study of Vanitas, TBHK, Planetary Moe, Sanrio

You can ask me anything! So don't be shy. You can also request me for any drawings (i don't do nsfw) ⛤

What I don't do: - All sorts of sexual things, like -NSFW

⛤ Some of my fav characters :D Hetalia: List of Pookies: Switzerland Lithuania 2PPoland Luxembourg Netherlands Belgium England Portugal NyoPrussia NyoGermany Romano Prussia NyoItaly Russia NyoEngland Black Butler: Ada & Charles Gray VNC: Dominique, Astolfo, Amelia, Louis TBHK: Tsuchigomori, Aoi Akane (The red haired Simp) Planetary Moe: V-Chan (Venus) Sanrio: Tuxedo Sam, Mimmy White, Badtz-Maru Some of my most hated characters grrr Hetalia: Austria... THIS DUDE MAKES ME SO AGRESSIV GRRRR #1 AUSTRIA HATER GRRRRR Black Butler: UNDERTAKER (HE MAKES ME SO AGRESSIV GRRRR) VNC: August Ruthven TBHK: Tsukasa Sanrio: Pochacco (I just hate his name lol) I am not really a shipper but i can say, those are ships I don’t support: - All incest ships - Ships with a weird age gap and such

I don’t hate you if you ship one of those or not, i don’t care, this is just my opinon :)

🍵

This was my Intodruction, I hope, I meet a lot of new people here and can inspire or entertain others xD

[icouldhyperfixatehim]

tag game 🫧

tagged by @cankersoregirl - a delight and shower of starshine on the dash

1. why did you choose your url?

i like wordplay and "i could fix him" happened to be the phrase du jour at the time. i have enough awareness to know i could not in fact fix him, as i am invariably worse 😊

2. any sideblogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them.

none for me - i've had and deleted/reupholstered previous iterations of blogs, but i've never done the sideblog thing

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

this blog particular? since 2019/2020 i believe. those previous iterations i mentioned? christened as tumblr native the year of our lord 2013

4. do you have a queue tag?

i'm almost me again she's almost queue. more wordplay - lyric from hozier's almost (sweet music)

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

i watched the untamed on rec from someone i was getting to know irl. from there i moved like wildfire discovering the queer stories i hadn't known asia had been producing This Whole Time, and i turned back to an old friend (oh tumblr you sweet, slutty siren) to further my education in a new obsession. isn't it always the way

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

eh well, that's erng, from umg, and she's the most important person in the world. and out the world.

7. why did you choose your header?

again, umg. that series is so rich in lovely trees, and that one in particular is marked with an arrow that points the way to homes away from home, friendships that last lifetimes, the parts of childhood you keep cradled in your hands like a fragile little moth... it's just a lovely shot to me.

8. what is your post with the most notes?

apparently it's this meme about gap sam being a beautiful girlfail 🤍

9. how many mutuals do you have?

no idea. room for more?

10. how many followers do you have?

a quick looky-loo provides the answer...1083. i imagine a great many just haven't realised they haven't unfollowed me yet lmao

11. how many people do you follow?

451. lotta talented people on here and i have a trigger finger. i could probably do w a pruning session tbh

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

some might argue that's the bulk of what i do

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

how often do i pick my nails? how often do i yawn? how often do i walk into a room in my house and forget wtf i went in there for?

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

no, i'm just a liwwtle guy ^-^

15. how do you feel about 'you need to reblog this' posts?

everyone feels urgency for different things at different times depending on their own perspective. we do our best with what we have in a given moment, and it's worth the effort to resist guilt that others try to hand you. they don't know you, you know you.

16. do you like tag games?

i do! more open ended ones like this - i struggle w superlatives

17. do you like ask games?

i've spoken before of my deep devotion to t? notification. i love her in all her guises

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

idk i'm shy of everyone at more or less equal levels lmao

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

in love w creation and critical analysis of narratives and passion so: select all//action:kith

20. tags?

here's your coupon to say i tagged you if you want to partake: 💌. otherwise @akkpipitphattana @jgyapologism @philologique @becomingabeing @charles-edwin @chickenstrangers @benkaaoi

[twdmusicboxmystery]

Why do you love bethyl so much? Like what is it about these characters and their relationship that drove you to talk about them so frequently. I’m just asking because I don’t really watch TWD (it’s too sad for me) but I love hearing you talk about them.

This is such a loaded question, lol. I think what it came down to was just that the the writers crafted the relationship so beautifully. Daryl was already a fan favorite. He had a hard time connecting with anyone, so any romance they did for him had to be very connection-heavy. And it was.

Tptb have said many times that the emotional connection in Still was not meant to be romantic in and of itself. They wanted them to have a deep, soul connection first, and that would naturally give birth to romantic feelings over time. I think they did a great job of showing that.

And I don't care what anyone says, Daryl has NOT connected with anyone else--man or woman--that way on the show. Not with Carol, not with Connie, not with Leah. Only with Beth. In a way, that's why he hasn't been able to have a true romance with anyone else. Sure, there was Leah, but as the writer's said, there was an underlying toxicity there, rather than a true romance.

As my friend @wdway has talked about recently (and she got it from things showrunners said back in S4/S5) there is an underlying sweetness in both Beth and Daryl's characters that made them perfect together, but also made it harder for them to connect than it would have been for most people because they're both so shy and awkward. I remember seeing jokes and memes back in S4 about them being the two shyest people on the planet who had ended up together.

But the thing is, the harder a character has to work for something, the more compelling it is for the audience. We love these characters and are rooting for them, so when something comes easily for them, we don't get very emotionally invested. When it's hard won, we care a lot more. So, there's that.

And then there's the unrequited part. Not that either of them didn't have feelings for one another, but rather that, due to circumstances outside their control, they were consistently ripped away from one another.

I've told this story many times, but back in S4, after watching Still and really loving them as a couple, I just figured they'd be together, now. It was really obvious. When she got kidnapped and he ran down the street after her, screaming her name, I became a die-hard shipper for life. Lol. Again, it's just something about them being torn apart, him searching for her, the tragedy and hard-won nature of it all. We can't help but hope and pray and ship.

I don't know if that really helps or answers your question directly. In truth, it's always hard to pin down why we love the things we love. We simply do. And Bethyl is a love story for the ages. Xoxo! 💌💘

[gunshou]

🌈🍉🎈🍭🕯️💌 for the ask meme!!

Oh lord, hux asking the deep questions here!

🌈is there a fic that you worked *really fucking hard on* that no one would ever know? maybe a scene/theme you struggled with?

The ONLY one that came easy was Provisions; I got the mental image from prongy and the fic just burst out one Sunday afternoon like Athena. Writing is a struggle because with two emotionally demanding jobs, all too often I lack the spoons to make words happen. I have to be feeling it, and most days I'm only feeling the crushing depression and crippling despair of living in late-stage capitalism. I had a particularly difficult time with Fear Death by Water; since omorashi isn't one of my high-interest kinks, I had to marinate that idea for a long time before I could get something viable that wasn't trite. I'm not really a planner, but I do need a clear theme and sequence before I start, or at least one scene to get me into where I can build the plot from there, and tbh most times I burn out well before the story's done.

🍉in what ways has writing helped you process trauma and/or navigate through your own life?

LOLOLOLOL I absolutely refuse to confront my feelings or my trauma. Like, I constantly minimize my own shit even while validating others (I work on a crisis hotline). So I don't really process my trauma as much as I just sort of go through it like a Soviet slug, no rifling, goes through the wall of Steve's apartment. But I guess that's partly why I'm so drawn to darkfic, because it matches my mood. I do make my characters suffer more the more stressed I am but often anything I write in that sort of mood is just self-indulgent whump that never actually gets published. Not that self-indulgent whump is bad! I just feel too self-conscious to inflict mine on other people, haha.

🎈describe your style as a writer; is it fixed? does it change?

Wow, this is a hard one. I guess I tend to go for in medias res openings and character study over action plots. I definitely prefer exploring psychological states to having the characters do a lot of things, and I tend towards sensory descriptions. I write primarily prose, although I attempted a poem exactly once and it wasn't terrible. I write shorter stories rather than longfic, although I wish I had the stamina for long works. I don't think my style changes much, really.

🍭why did you start writing?

Writing is my escape, where I have no responsibilities and no one is micromanaging me except myself. And I can fantasize about beautiful men, which is really why I'm in this biz, y'know? It's my secret dream to be a published fiction writer, but that's never going to happen, lol.

🕯️how do you think engaging with each other through tumblr, twitter, comments, kudos, creates healthy fandom experiences? How do you deal with that if you're not a social person/experience social anxiety?

One of the things I struggle with in fandom is that I'm really introverted and have social anxiety, so I crave interaction but I don't put myself out there first. I think interaction is what creates a healthy fandom: finding something you love and are passionate about and talking about it with people interested in the same thing. I get a bit sad when I see my mutes referencing long discussions about headcanons and plots because I don't really have that. It's my own fault, I'm just too shy to ever reach out, and I would never expect anyone else to. I'm a pretty lonely person, so little things like AO3 comments and tumblr notes really make my day. I fear I come across as standoffish or bitchy, but I swear, I just want to scream and flail about Bucky Barnes with people!

Thanks for the ask and all these questions!

Ask meme

[fxnrirs]

Mun Communication Preferences based meme

🏠 Do you prefer to RP within just one fandom, or more? Which verses of yours are more, or less compatible with others?

i have many fandoms!! i haven't had a chance to really go much outside of the FFVII one but i love crossovers, would love to do a hyrule one, or maybe Hades based!

🗺️ How open are you to meeting new people? Do you like your muses being mentioned IC? To just anyone, or only fandoms/friends that you know?

i am v friendly and i'm always open to making a new friend!! i do like my muses being mentioned but if i don't know you i can be a lil bit shy. i tend to appreciate it more with a friend tho.

🪀 How do OOC posts make you feel? Do they affect your IC writing or flow, to know other muns better?

i like ooc posts esp if they let me know whether or not i'm doing a good job! it really helps me to know that my RP partners are having fun and that i'm doing well, it doesn't always affect what i'm doing, unless the mun is plotting with me and wants it to go a direction. i like getting to know muns too!

🐣 Is there anything you're new at, just now learning, or practicing when it comes to RP?

oh boy it's defs with tumblr here and how everything works. i'm pretty new to it and i can have a hard time figuring out formats; but luckily everyone here has been really nice and patient with me!!

💡Do you get ideas from reading meta/headcanons/bios, or do those only pop up as you write?

i have so many headcanons i could write a novella lmaooo i have too much free time at work sometimes when i'm all caught up and scribble down ideas

💌 Have you ever hit it off with a mun right away? What were they like? How fast do you think it takes to warm up to new people?

i have!! i've wound up in a relationship with a couple of them long term and honestly they're amazing been the best things in my life for me. they were so sweet and adorable IC and OOC and i felt like i'd known them for ages even tho we just met. they were easy to fall in love with, even before we were actively shipping, it was just all clicking into place. i think it only took three days to admit we liked each other lmaoooo and now we're living together after 4 yrs and it's great. i got two hands and two arms and i try to keep my heart and mind open to new experiences and ppl. it was really similar to my other long term partner in terms of how we got along and now we are all v happy together!!

💋 Are you silly ooc? Casual? Chatty? Do you prefer or enjoy things like small talk, when not rping?

i'm very silly my memes are powerful, i'm casual, chatty and enjoy getting to know the mun even if we aren't writing!! i always welcome DMs for plotting or otherwise bc i really value the ppl around me

🩵 Do you have any apparent flaws when it comes to RPing/interacting? Be gentle with yourself!

i have a hard time DM'ing or reaching out sometimes, it can take me days to get up the courage, and then i get anxiety that maybe i come off too friendly. i always want to join in on the fun with prompts but i get nervous that it's unwanted even if it's open replies... i can also get really really wordy when writing bc i have a constant flow of thought or consciousness going on ahahaha i sometimes also can not read a room even tho i try and text is hard i'm not good at subtext so sometimes nuance is lost on me with muns or i'm not able to tell that they're upset about something unless they tell me they are. i try to be as open and considerate as possible!! but i'm not a mind reader. :(( i also sometimes ask questions directly without understanding sometimes it's being read a very diff way than how I meant it. so please tell me if you want some clarification!! i don't get offended at all if somebody asks me questions, wants to know my feelings, wants to communicate their feelings or needs somebody to listen to them. i welcome venting and reaching out if you're having a tough time even if we aren't writing together

👾 Is knowing a fandom more comfortable when RPing, or do you prefer knowing muns? (Overall.) Do you try new things, or get into new fandoms?

i like to write in fandoms i'm familiar with to a degree, or at least understand the world and how it functions, but i don't mind trying out new stuff or getting into new things if it fits with my likes and aesthetics I really like fantasy and magic and things with great drama including horror

✨ Are you easily intimidated by muns or muses that you admire?

yes omg yes and i will sit and admire and think somebody is v cool from a distance for forever and worry about coming off wrong but wanting to reach out and augh some of you are so absurdly talented

❤️ How does the love in your heart affect how you RP? Any other notable emotions? 🪽 In what way is tumblr better than real life for you? Different from your personal dash, if you have one?

i am a naturally loving and kind person, it can make me very understanding and compassionate for what others are experiencing and going through. i am also considerate and try to make sure everyone is comfortable and having fun even if i can get a bit rambly. i have ASD and sometimes that can be hard for me bc i have a hard time reading others, so i ask a lot of questions, but it's because i care a lot about how the people in my life are doing. even if we're not writing. it's easier to type things to ppl than verbally speak them because my thoughts can get all jumbled IRL i don't have a personal dash i'm just here to write

🧤 Name the last need that you Had to take care of before rping!! Anything that made you leave dash, or before turning on the computer, etc.!

i had to spring clean my apartment and i wanted to die bc i stepped on a piece of glass and it was the worst while i was doing dishes :((( but now i'm good

🟢 Do You like to tell people when you're online? Why or Why not? 🪪 What's consistent between RP life and not? Anything about you bleed into your writing?

i don't tell ppl i'm online but i work from home so i can kinda always be online tbh i try not to bother them tho if i think they're busy or got other things to do. i'm a little bit of an anxious person sometimes when it comes to trying to DM ppl but i really do try my best i think what's been consistent for me is having a rough time relating to other ppl who share my special interests (thank you ASD for nothing) and that i can sometimes talk about things no one but me cares about for a minute. i have a lot of personality traits and things in common with Cloud that i'm not always proud of, but i'm working on, and i work real hard to tame every day and in therapy bc i believe in trying to become my best self. i think all of us put a degree of ourselves into our muses and that can make us really amazing at portraying them. i try to do it justice using my own personal experiences and trying to think about how they made me feel, so maybe it bleeds into it a little bit, but that's because i want to make sure i'm doing the best possible job i can at writing out the thoughts and feelings of what i'm trying to convey

🔦 Connect the dots between you and your muse. Ways that you're the same, different, last time you thought about them, etc.

we both struggle with autism, communication, anxiety and get kinda depressed a lot but we mask extremely well and tend to try to resolve it on our own. it's understood i think that our problems are our own and that we can't make others responsible for us or how we should go about processing things we need to. i can be a little aloof, sometimes quiet, but i am a lot funnier hehe with a broad spectrum of interests and things i like to do!! i'm a better cook, for instance, and i like learning about history, politics, philosophy, world histories, and mental health. i love musicals and poetry and high fantasy things!! i don't really like or watch much anime, but there's a couple of series i like, but i'm all about gaming and RPGs!! i thought a lot about him today bc i'm writing such a good romance between myself and a Tifa and it is melting me. we were talking about the mental illness that both of them deal with and how they process it together and it's been so sweet aaaa i also was thinking about one of my Aeriths and how the dynamic is different but both are so valid and i love how i'm writing two diff stories in tandem and it's the best

🎀 What's the last nice thing you saw pertaining to rp?

just so much good writing and interactions on my dash!! even if they're not mutuals i've been enjoying reading their stories and it's refreshing to see everyone be so into it without the drama. Twitter is a hellhole i am glad that i left holy moly i don't notice much fighting over ships over here and instead everyone is having fun, even with OCs, or not in my verse; and it's so nice to watch

Mun Communication Preferences based meme

🏠 Do you prefer to RP within just one fandom, or more? Which verses of yours are more, or less compatible with others? 🗺️ How open are you to meeting new people? Do you like your muses being mentioned IC? To just anyone, or only fandoms/friends that you know? 🪀 How do OOC posts make you feel? Do they affect your IC writing or flow, to know other muns better? 🐣 Is there anything you're new at, just now learning, or practicing when it comes to RP? 💡Do you get ideas from reading meta/headcanons/bios, or do those only pop up as you write? 💌 Have you ever hit it off with a mun right away? What were they like? How fast do you think it takes to warm up to new people? 💋 Are you silly ooc? Casual? Chatty? Do you prefer or enjoy things like small talk, when not rping? 🩵 Do you have any apparent flaws when it comes to RPing/interacting? Be gentle with yourself! 👾 Is knowing a fandom more comfortable when RPing, or do you prefer knowing muns? (Overall.) Do you try new things, or get into new fandoms? ✨ Are you easily intimidated by muns or muses that you admire? ❤️ How does the love in your heart affect how you RP? Any other notable emotions? 🪽 In what way is tumblr better than real life for you? Different from your personal dash, if you have one? 🧤 Name the last need that you Had to take care of before rping!! Anything that made you leave dash, or before turning on the computer, etc.! 🟢 Do You like to tell people when you're online? Why or Why not? 🪪 What's consistent between RP life and not? Anything about you bleed into your writing? 🔦 Connect the dots between you and your muse. Ways that you're the same, different, last time you thought about them, etc. 🎀 What's the last nice thing you saw pertaining to rp?

[sankyeom]

belle’s 2021 tumblr wrap up

i'm a day late because my power was out lol but here is my 2021 tumblr wrap up!! thank you @agustdiv1ne @wooyoung-a @yeonluv @buttabomma @junjungsunwoo @sainthwngs @timextoxhajima @sunlightwoo for including me or my fics in your wrap-ups so far 🥰here's to a wonderful 2022 for all the amazing creators on this site! 💜🌸

m i l e s t o n e s  ✨

◇ on april 25th 2021 i reached 3,000 followers on my blog!   ↳ this one was a crazy milestone that I never expected! at this point i was writing several social media fics at once and posting chapters every two days, and i was often feeling rushed to post due to my school schedule. still, it was all worth it because you always give me so much love and support, such as this amazing milestone!

◇ on december 6th 2021 i reached 4,000 followers on my blog!   ↳ at this point, i had stopped writing primarily for the boyz and shifted to including other groups, such as enhypen, and i was so worried that i would disappoint my followers, who are mostly deobis. however, you guys have been loving the enhypen fics and i ended 2021 with twice the number of followers i had in 2020! wow! thank you guys again!

m u t u a l s 💛

a few of you left tumblr this year, and i lost contact with you, but i also met many new mutuals who i got to have amazing converstions with in my messages and ask box. you guys know the drill: i'm a major introvert and don't tend to reach out first, but i am always happy to make new friends and chat so feel free to send me anything you'd like! so, here are some of the mutuals who i have had the pleasure of getting to know in 2021, and a little love letter for you each 💌 @deobienthusiast

💌 k, my absolute sunshine. you are always in my inbox chatting about my fics with me and catching up on comebacks, and it honestly makes my day!! i love how invested you are in my stories and how you are always a bright presence in my life. thank you for always checking in and hanging out with me! 🌈

@mashmallow

💌 yun, i am always in awe of your artistic talent and am always excited to see the projects that you're working on! you help me keep up with comebacks when i completely forget about them, and overall are just so fun to talk to about anything that comes up. thank you for always being down to chat and sharing your talents with me! ❄️

@uwu0clock

💌 elle! i was so happy to get to know you better this year, you take the most amazing pictures of the sunset and i love when you share them with me. i also love that we can just chat about anything going on in our lives and simp over jacob ruining our bias list lol. thank you for being a friend who i can talk about life, struggles, and school with! 🍓

@softforqiankun

💌 heather, you are the sweetest angel who is always making me tear up with your kind and loving asks. the fact that you enjoy my writing so much and are never shy to tell me means the world to me. thank you for always tagging me in changmin content to shake up my day and sending lovely ask! let's chat more about you in 2022 since you are always reaching out to me first! 🍦

@bbangsoonie

💌 bbangsoonie, i love that you are always tagging me in fun tumblr games and live for the drama in my the boyz social media aus! you have amazing taste in music and you are so fun to chat with. although those boyfriend pics you sent of jyp still live in my head rent free shhgjglgl thank you for being such a funny presence in my life! 🍞

@junjungsunwoo

💌 yena my love, i appreciate your brightness and memes so much, they always brighten my day when i open my inbox and i see your name amongst my messages! you are so talented as a writer and i love how you are so open in showering people with love. thank you for bringing brightness and joy to my year! ☁️

@lilacdreams-00

💌 hannah, you are always so invested in my fics and honestly your encouragement makes me feel like I'm not a terrible writer lol. any time i feel insecure about something I've written, you're always there to reassure and compliment me, and I'm sorry i haven't done the same to you. thank you for constantly being my friend and biggest supporter, hopefully i can return all your love in 2022! 💟

@mochi-ficz @pengu-hours (I'm sorry i didn't know where to tag you)

💌 mochi, i love freaking out with you about kpop comebacks and news, it's honestly so much fun and all the time i learn about new exciting things because of you! i missed you when you were gone for a few months, and I'm so glad that you're back! your taste in biases is so amazing and i always have so much fun talking to you. thank you for always thinking of me and sharing things with me! 🍡

@multihoe-net

💌 barb, you are absolutely hilarious and you're always working on something interesting that I'm excited to read! the way you have the same taste in music as me is amazing, and i love simping over people with you. thank you for your amazing energy this year! 🎆

@buttabomma

💌 miss janhavi, you are such a legend and i respect the hell out of you. your writing is so amazing (and honestly so underrated everyone go chuck her a follow) and it has been the joy of my year to chat and get to know you better. you're so thoughtful and contemplative, and this comes across both in your writing and messages. thank you for being such a kind friend to me! 🍊

@shmooooo

💌 isa, freaking out with you over heeseung, jungwon and subin has been so much fun and i honestly love tagging you in things and being tagged. you are so funny and bright and your energy is so infectious. let's talk even more this year! thank you for always including and thinking of me! ☂️

@timextoxhajima

💌 dana, you are so talented and i love your work so much. we haven't chatted too much this year, but i hope that will change! llet's get to know each other and chat more (my fellow singaporean queen). you are so talented and seem so kind, so thank you for putting out great content this year! 💫

@lost-leopard-beanie

💌 emma, we haven't chatted too much about our lives and such but you are always showering me with unwavering support and love for my fics. i am so grateful for you and your love this last year, let's get to know each other more! thank you for always sending me messages and being so invested in my writing! 🎈

here's to the mutuals who i haven't gotten to chat with too much, but i still treasure you all and look forward to speaking more this year: @stealerz @xfirebenderx @kwanisms @yeonluv @fairyoftbz @honeycobie @jjyusmile @starrytxt @jaehyvnsvalentine @violethhj @banhmi07 @tbzhours @cobluver @mieohmy @svtbabies @wooyoung-a @learnto-fly @heysukecore @sunlightwoo

a n o n s 🦋

i’m grateful to everyone who joined my anon list this year and i always love chatting with you and getting to know you guys better. you always give me so much support and i am forever grateful for the love you give me every single year. thank you to 💌 anon, 🧋 anon, 🌷 anon, 🪑 anon, 🔮 anon, 🦋 anon, 🤍 anon, 🐯 anon, 🧁 anon, 🍇 anon, 🫐 anon, 🪗 anon, 🐥 anon, 🎨 anon, 🍤 anon & 🐨 anon for hanging out with me so often this year!

f o l l o w e r s   a n d   r e a d e r s 💘

i know that all of my 4,201 followers aren't going to read this, but if you do: thank you. i have always felt a little bit out of my league and undeserving on this site. there are so many talented writers, and the fact that over four thousand of you actively spend your time on my blog just blows my mind. thank you for reading my stories, liking them, reblogging them, recommending them, and loving them. i see the comments you leave me, and i answer every single ask that i get in my inbox. you all made every single day of 2021 great for me, and i am so excited to see what we get up to in 2022.

p.s. yes i know i haven't finished my 2k followers series yet, i swear i've been working on it! stay healthy and safe this year, take care of yourself and give yourself the love you deserve. x