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your fate, my karma
jung jaehyun x fem!reader
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synopsis: jaehyun realizes heâs in love with you. itâs fucked, especially because he rejected you once before. he doesnât want to ruin what he has with you. but he canât help it, itâs like he was made to see and touch you. he doesnât know how much longer he can hold in his secret.
warnings: angst, little fluff, friends with benefits, pining, one sided love, confession, argument, smut (MDNI), desperate jaehyun, unprotected sex (pulling out), possessiveness and jealousy, dialogue heavy at some parts
heavily inspired by somethinâ stupid - frank sinatra
part three to the how it all goes series!
you're laid back onto his bed, heavy breaths fanned across your face. on top of you is jaehyun, cheeks dusted with pink as his fingers are still move inside of you. âstop already,â you huff out a laugh, âi might die if you make me cum one more time.â
he chuckles at your words and slowly pulls his fingers out of you, sucking obscenely on them just to annoy you. it works, and you cover your eyes to get the image out of your head. you donât offer to help him out, and he doesnât ask for any favors.
heâs not really sure how his friendship with you got to this point. if he could put it simply, you told him that you had feelings for him, asking if he felt the same way. he said that he wasnât ready for a relationship, that he wasnât ready to be so vulnerable in front of another person. he still wanted to be friends with you.Â
he remembers seeing sadness flash through your eyes, but you just smiled at him and accepted the answer that you got. in a way, jaehyun wished he could like you back, he hated the way he hurt you, but he just wasnât ready. you were wary around him, trying to hide the hurt that he caused you. he couldnât bear to see it, and hated how much you were hiding from him.
which is how he finds you next to him, curled up in his bed after heâs made you cum. he knows it probably wasnât the best idea to propose, but he didnât know how else he could keep you close. when he explains it to himself in his head, it sounds shitty, makes him feel a little fucked up. he tries to justify it, but really, all of this is a temporary fix to keep you close to him.
despite all the grey areas in his friendship with you, heâs certain about one thing: he really does like having you around. heâs chalked it up to his feelings just being from how long heâs known you, but he knows that thereâs something else he doesnât want to admit. because one, itâs fucked. two, heâs rejected you. three, he canât like you.
he canât like like you. he doesnât even want to imagine thinking about the other word, but it plays at the back of his head sometimes. he hears it when youâre both out at a bar together, watching you drunkenly cling to his side. he hears it when youâre at his apartment after work. he hears it when your eyes look up at his when you drop to your knees.
he can hear it even now as you lay next to him, curled up into his side as your breaths even out. it doesnât feel weird that he can feel your naked body against his, his best friend comfortably laid up next to him. is it so wrong of him to want this? you became more comfortable around him again after he had sex with you. he knows itâs just a temporary solution.
he can feel your breaths across his chest, your face nuzzling closer to him. he could move you away, could create a clearer boundary between the two of you. he feels a little selfish when he lets you stay there, deciding to wrap an arm around your shoulders as he pushes you closer. itâs not fair to either of you, heâs not your boyfriend, he shouldnât be this close to you.Â
itâs quiet in his room, save for the sound of cars driving down the road and the occasional huff you let out in your sleep. he isnât tired at all, too lost in his thoughts as he stares up at the ceiling, the warmth of your body taking up all his thoughts. if he could, he would go back in time and stop you from confessing. he wouldâve done it himself in the future, he just needed a little more time.
he canât blame you though. itâs his fault for rejecting you, itâs his fault for thinking that he could make something happen out of this. thereâs a small part of his heart that believes that you could like him again. you wouldnât come back to him for sex every night, right? but the more realistic part of him knows that it could mean anything.
which is why he canât stop you coming to him when youâre needy. itâs not even just those times, but he doesnât think he could ever willingly cut you off. he likes spending time with you, and above everything else, youâre his friend.
he just canât help but wish it could be a little more than that.
you always ask jaehyun to come over if he has the time.
as you both have grown older, it feels like you both have lost more and more time. when you were both college students, it was easy to skip a few classes and go to parties each night. but now as adults, itâs hard to find time for each other. which is why you ask him to go do mundane tasks with you, like buying groceries or trying on clothes.
today itâs going over to eat with him.
before he rejected you, it felt special to be invited to do these kinds of things with him. out of all the people he couldâve asked, he chose you. it didnât take long for you to realize that, no, jaehyun asking you to spend time with him meant nothing but him being friendly. itâs weird looking back at how much you wanted jaehyun to like you more than a friend.Â
as you make your way to his apartment, you realize how much time you spent just wishing for something to happen between you two. you wonder if it was something that was ever supposed to happen between you, or maybe if the timing just wasnât right. you used to find yourself thinking about the what ifs after he had freshly rejected you. but now, you try to focus on what you have.
heâs just your friend, and youâre close to accepting that itâll probably never be more than that.Â
when you make it to his apartment, you donât see him right away. you call out his name, hearing his voice from his kitchen. when you head over, youâre expecting a nice meal laid out for the two of you to eat. instead, youâre greeted by jaehyun standing by the stove, a stupid smile on his face as he greets you.
âso, you invite me over to come and eat.â
he nods, smile growing wider, âyes.â
âbut iâm not seeing any food.â
âthatâs because youâre gonna help me.â
you stare at him. he starts moving towards you, one of his arms wrapping around your shoulder, pulling you into his side. he starts dragging you towards where he was standing. you start whining, âyou donât need my help. youâre a whole grown man who can cook whatever he wants.â
he laughs, âbut i need you to be my other chef⊠what are they called?â
you roll your eyes, âa sous chef?â
âexactly,â he points at you, as if you just solidified his argument, âwhat if i forget something and i need your help?â
you pat his shoulder, âthen you call me while i sit over on the couch.â
heâs about to give up, but he swears thereâs a certain look in your eyes that ask him to keep going. thatâs how it always feels with you, a certain push-and-pull that you both canât let go of. your fingers twitch against his shoulder, almost giving you away. he moves to hold your hand, âhow about you at least watch me on the side. i just wanna talk to you.â
you almost want to point out his pouty tone, want to laugh at how thereâs a frown on his face. but you canât. he looks a little too sincere, and you donât want to think too hard about the feelings he doesnât have for you. you sigh, eventually giving into his words. itâs always like this, jaehyun acting like he canât go on without you. thatâs what got you here in the first place.
he smiles when you approach him, so close that his arm is touching yours. it doesnât matter how long or how many times heâs had sex with you, to have you close to him like this makes his heart soar.Â
itâs like this for the whole time you both cook. your hands lightly grazing his, the sweet smile you show him when he does good, the laugh you let out when he messes up. you take over some parts for him without him asking you to. he canât help let his mind wander, thinking this is how it would be all the time if you two were dating.
he wouldnât have to beg you to do something with him, you would do it on your own accord. he wouldnât have to hold back how much he wants to kiss you, he could press as many kisses on your cheeks or lips. he could stand behind you, wrapping his arms around you as you forcibly kick him off of cooking duty.
instead, heâs standing in front of the food heâs making, probably overcooking it as you point and laugh at him. you even take out your phone to take a picture of him, laughing as you fiddle with your phone. he swats at you, grumbling, âif you posted that on instagram, i am definitely blocking you.â
âyou know me so well. i tagged you and everything.â
he chooses not to respond, taking out plates from his cabinet for the both of you. he can see you standing next to him, waiting to plate your food. he quickly decides to plate it for you, trying to hide his pink cheeks as he pushes the plate towards you. when heâs plating his own, you speak up, âwow, what a gentleman!â he can hear the teasing tone you use, âyouâre really setting the bar for all men, arenât you, jaehyun?â
he decides to tease you back, âjust trying to show you how much nicer i am than you are. you should post this on instagram, too.â
ânope, letting all my followers know how mean and horrible of a cook you are. iâm ruining your chances of getting with someone.â
he shakes his head in amusement, moving to one of the seats on his small dining table. you follow, sitting right across from him. he messes with his phone a bit before you can hear that itâs connected to his speakers. an unfamiliar tune starts playing as you watch jaehyunâs head bob along to the song.Â
this is how it always is, eating together, listening to his annoyingly good music taste, and enjoying each otherâs presence. the food he cooked is surprisingly good, but you try to denounce it because you did help him along the way. itâs quiet between the two of you, nothing really too important to talk about.
jaehyun notices your fingers tapping along the table to the beat of the song. he smiles, âdo you like it? the song?â
you pretend to think about it, âhm... well, itâs good.â
âyouâre not gonna secretly shazam it under the table like last time?â
âthat was literally a one time thing,â you huff, âiâll just go and find someone with the exact same music taste as you.â
he smiles to himself, âyou know thereâs no one else like me.â
you think about his words for a bit. he probably didnât mean for them to have a double meaning, but you canât help but find one. you wonder if youâll ever be able to find someone who couldâve made you as happy as jaehyun does. you wonder if you do find someone, youâll be able to forget jaehyun.
you feel like youâve become so intertwined in his life that everything might lead back to him.
you eventually nod along to his words, âyeah, thereâs no one else like you.â
âyouâre kinda an ass for not picking her up yourself.â
jaehyun huffs at johnnyâs words. itâs not that he didnât want to, but you had assured him that you would make it on time. when he brought up your safety, you said that it was taken care of already. jaehyun couldnât help but wonder who or what could possibly be more safe than him, but he didnât want to argue.Â
but now that youâre a little late, he canât stop himself from worrying. johnny makes it worse, tearing into him, teasing him with every word. jaehyun hasnât told him about his surfacing feelings for you, but johnny is notoriously nosy, probably knowing the exact day jaehyun thought that he started liking you.Â
johnny takes one more jab at him, âshe wouldâve liked you more if youâd been the one who brought her.â
jaehyunâs shoulder bumps into johnnyâs, âshe already does like me a lot, so thereâs no need for all of that.â
johnny shrugs, letting out an if you say so as he sips on his drink. as much as jaehyun wants to deny it, he really wishes he couldâve at least given you a ride. he wouldâve immediately ditched johnny if you asked, wouldâve been right outside your doorstep as soon as you said you were ready. he wants to tell himself that thatâs just what friends do, but thereâs something he doesnât want to admit.
his hands move to pull out his phone, scrolling through your messages from the past hours. he knows heâs made a mistake as soon as he feels johnnyâs eyes looking at his screen from over his shoulder. jaehyun makes a jokingly shocked face at johnny to try to distract him, but johnnyâs face mirrors his own.Â
johnnyâs about to say something with a teasing smile on his face and jaehyunâs ready to stop him. instead, a ding comes from his phone, calling their attention. itâs a text from you, letting jaehyun know that youâre outside. he sends a text to you, his eyes moving to the entrance as he waits for you to walk in.
and there you are.
your eyes scan the room, looking for both him and johnny. jaehyun can feel his cheeks heat up at the sight of you, your face illuminated by the warm lights of the bar. he thinks you look pretty all the time, but now that heâs seeing you like this, he wants to keep it in his memory forever.
you quickly spot them, your face brightening up with a smile as you make your way towards them. you greet the two of them, johnny easily bringing you into a hug. when you turn to jaehyun, you expect the same, but his eyes stay on you for a moment too long. he notices your teasing smile, quickly clearing his throat before wrapping his arms around you.
johnny starts, âalways so fashionably late.â
you laugh, âif i donât come, who else is gonna be the funniest and sexiest person in our friend group?â
johnny moves to tuck an invisible strand of hair behind his ear, âi was holding that position just fine before you came.â
you slap his shoulder, a fit of laughter taking over you. jaehyun watches the two of you, quietly laughing at the side. he likes the dynamic the three of you have, always mentally thanking johnny for introducing you to him. heâd endure all of johnnyâs teasing for years if it meant to have you laughing at his side.
it stays like this for a while. the three of you drinking together, laughing when johnny tries dragging you closer to the middle of the room to dance. jaehyun can feel his cheeks get hotter, pink from the alcohol and the not-so-visible adoration he holds for you. he tries to quiet his feelings, but when you lean into his side, your warm body pressing against his, he figures he can give up the act a little.
itâs at times like these where jaehyun realizes that he can see the you from before the rejection. itâs a bit selfish for him crave this side of you, the one where you donât care how much you touch him or how you continue talking into his ear all night. he thinks that if you were both dating, he could lean over and press a kiss to your cheek, watching as you nuzzle into his side.
for now, all he can do is wrap his arm around yours as you both sway side to side. johnny went off to get another drink, promising to be back quickly. jaehyun has this little time to have you all to himself, listening to the loud chattering around him and the bass of the music loud in his ears. your eyes are closed, humming along to the song.
jaehyun could easily whisper into your ear about his feelings. you probably wouldnât remember either way, but he knows itâs not right. itâs not like heâd want to do it this way, wanting to tell you honestly. but thereâs a growing part inside his brain thatâs begging him to do something about it. he has you so close now, so why canât just say that he likes you?
the thoughts dissipate when johnny comes back, smile on his face with three more drinks in hand. johnny quickly notices how your arm is intertwined with jaehyunâs, and jaehyun can physically see the moment johnny comes up with a plan. jaehyun doesnât bother moving from his spot, though, willing to sacrifice his humility just to have you by his side.
as if jaehyun wasnât having thoughts of kissing or dating you, the conversation turns back to normal. the three of you chatting, exchanging work gossip and taking drinks from your cups. itâs like every night this happens, itâs a regular routine of talking and him having to fight back his more than friendly thoughts of his friend.Â
except this time, while johnnyâs explaining how he thinks his boss might be having an affair, you cut him off. johnny jokingly scoffs, turning to where youâre looking at. you both squeal, johnnyâs hands finding your shoulders, shaking them back and forth. you gasp, âthatâs him, right?â
johnny matches your tone, âtotally him! i could recognize him from anywhere!â
raising an eyebrow in your direction, jaehyun asks, âand who exactly are we talking about?â
you turn back at him, âthatâs jungwoo, someone we knew from college!â
the name sounds familiar to jaehyun. thereâs probably been a few times you talked about him during one semester. heâs not sure which one it could be, but thereâs a memory of a faint smile on your face while talking about him. it sets a weird feeling in jaehyunâs stomach, and he realizes you look a little too excited at the sight of jungwoo.
jaehyunâs arm is still looped around yours, a small frown on his face, âdoes everyone and their moms know jungwoo now?â
âhe was funny in class and he bought me coffee once,â johnny hums.
you join in, âhe is definitely funny and he did good when we worked on a project together.â
jaehyun pointedly glares at johnny when he speaks, but when you speak, he just holds you closer to him. he can see how johnny watches him, being reminded of how he looked like he was planning something earlier. jaehyun sees it now, johnnyâs face darkening before he speaks, turning to speak to you, âi think you should go talk to him.â
jaehyun sends a pointed glare at him before looking at you, his eyes widening when he sees the shy smile on your face. you ask, âwhat if he doesnât even recognize me?â
âwhy wouldnât he? he always looked at you a certain way when you guys talked, he definitely remembers you.â
jaehyun wonders why no one told him more about this âjungwooâ and his apparent more-than-friendly feelings for you? if johnny knows, then does that mean the three of you hung out before without him? how much has jaehyun missed between you and jungwoo? jaehyun silently takes another sip of his drink, his eyes peering over his cup as he watches you get lost in your thoughts.
he thinks you might drop the conversation, but you breath out, âiâll do it. iâll go talk to him.â
jaehyun tries his best not to acknowledge the growing jealousy he can feel bubbling up in his throat. he has to bite back a remark that would probably make things worse for himself. he decides to let go of your arm, watching as you easily separate from him. johnny starts hyping you up, giving you encouraging words as jaehyun massages your shoulders.
although jaehyun wishes he could say donât go over there or iâll die, he decides to send you a thumbs up before you walk away. his throat burns, and as much as he wants to think itâs from the alcohol, itâs from seeing you walk away from him. youâre walking to someone that isnât him, sharing your warmth thatâs supposed to be jaehyunâs.
he realizes then and there that he shouldnât be thinking that.
youâre pressed against jaehyunâs bed, his face burying into your neck as he leaves kisses across your skin. you had to tell him to not leave any marks when you feel his teeth nip at your skin, and you couldâve sworn you heard a huff come out of him when you did. heâs practically pinning you down, body barely hovering over yours.
there are days where he gets like this, too desperate to where he doesnât realize he grips you a little tighter, his voice growing deeper, relieving all of his stress by making you both feel good. you can tell when he gets like this, a quick text of an you up? letting you know what he wants. youâve grown to learn all his habits.
it does feel a little different today, though. he was quick to greet you, quick to bring you to bed to kiss you. there were no words of how work was hard for him or if he was stressed about something that happened. not that thereâs anything wrong with him not saying, but thereâs a certain desperation in his movements as his lips trail down your body.
you decide not to ask about it, not wanting to pressure him into talking about something he doesnât want to talk about. youâre quick to forget about it when he presses a kiss onto your clothed clit. he calls your name, bringing your attention to the heavy gaze he gives you. he murmurs out, âgonna let me see this pretty pussy?â
you nod quickly, lifting your hips up so he can take off your panties. he moves to lay between your thighs, humming when he sees how youâre dripping for him. itâs embarrassing, trying to close your legs. youâre met with his hands keeping them apart, chuckling at the whine you let out.
âdidnât know you could be this wet for me. if i didnât know any better, iâd think that you need me.â
you let out a small whimper when he traces a finger down your slit, âjaehyun, please, need you to- need you to do something!â
âtell me what you need, pretty. if you donât tell me, how am i supposed to help?â
âneed you, jaehyun! want your fingers, want you to touch me!â
âof course, thatâs all i needed to hear.â
you can feel one of his fingers slide into you, your head falling back onto his pillow at the feeling. you clench around his digit, already begging for more, needing him to fill you up. he doesnât tease you for being so desperate, quickly giving into your pleas as another finger slips inside you. you let out a cry when you feel his thumb circle around your clit.
âsuch a messy baby, dripping all over my fingers. needed me so bad, right?â
moans of his name tumble out of your lips when he curls his fingers inside you, hitting that spot that sends shocks down your spine. your hands are gripping onto the sheets, realizing just how fast you're about to cum. youâre sure he can feel you clench around his digits, especially when you manage to open your eyes and see him looking straight at you.
âgonna cum all over my fingers?â
âfuck, yes! please, wanna cum, need you to let me cum!â
his movements speed up at your words, âgo ahead and show me how much you need it.â
youâre quick to fall apart, your orgasm crashing into you. your thighs shut around his hand thatâs helping you ride out your orgasm. all you can hear are the sounds you make and the encouragement that jaehyun mumbles out to you. youâre too fucked out to realize that his clean hand intertwines with yours, his thumb rubbing the back of your hand.
before you can comment on it, heâs quick to pull away from you, hands moving to undo his pants. you move to try to do it for him, but he swats your hands away with a laugh. after letting you gawk at him for a bit, he takes his boxers off, a whine leaving you at the sight of his leaking cock. he tilts his head at you, âare you gonna let me fill your pretty pussy up?â
âplease,â you moan. your legs move to wrap around his waist, bringing his hips flush to yours. his cock ruts against your cunt, still sensitive from your last orgasm. he shushes you when you let out a small gasp, one of his hands soothing the skin of your thigh. you let out a small cry when his tips rubs against your clit, the last of your patience running out.
you can tell itâs getting to him, too. his cheeks and ears are flushed, his eyebrows furrowed as he switches between watching your face and where heâs pressed against you. he bites back a groan when his tip catches at your entrance, trying hard not to push into you right then and there. he puts all his focus on you, âtell me that you want me to fill you up. tell me that you need me to fuck you.â
you whine, your head digging into the pillow. despite his flushed face, thereâs a cocky look on his face as he stares down at you. youâre too desperate to try to fight back, losing the battle as you let out a whimper of his name. thereâs almost a surprised look in his eyes as he sees you give up this easily, leaning down to give you a quick kiss to your collarbone.
âi know, baby, need you just as bad. gonna fuck you like you need it, okay?â
you whisper out a thank you as he moves to line himself up at your entrance. he slowly slides in, letting out a deep groan as he watches himself sink into you. he fights off his eyes from closing at the feeling of your tight cunt clenching around his length. youâre no better, writhing around in the sheets, whimpers of his name escaping you.
once he bottoms out, he lets out a grunt, âmissed this pussy so much. so fucking warm, so tight, all for me.â youâre quick to agree, hands trying to reach at his shoulders to bring him closer to you. he gives in easily, huffing at how he can feel himself deeper inside you at the new position. he kisses the valley of your breasts, sucking lightly.
he starts off slow, teasing you as he thrusts into you, slow and deep. if you can listen past your own moans and whimpers, you can hear the quiet curses and sounds he lets out, trying to hide how much youâre affecting him. when your nails claw at his back, he breaks, âdidnât even mean to call you this late, i just needed you so bad.â
his words get to you, the fact that he wanted to call you because he was needy makes you clench around him. he canât help but pick up the pace of his thrusts at the feeling, the sound of skin slapping against skin filling the room. you donât know what has him so worked up, but if heâs going to make you feel this good, you might have to figure it out.
you need just a little more, your hand trailing down your body to get to your clit. you moan in relief when your fingers circle your clit, clenching tightly around jaehyunâs length. it has his hips stuttering slightly, eyes making their way to your hand. heâs quick to push your hand away to replace it with his own, thumb making tight circles around the nub.Â
he move up to whisper into your ear, âonly i can make you feel this good, right? i know you better than anyone else, even yourself.â
you shake your head at his words, but your hips roll up into his, trying to fit more of him inside you. he chuckles lowly at the sight, a small smile on his face as he watches you. heâs slamming into you now, any patience he had now gone as he nears the edge. he starts, âno? trust me, pretty. i know just how you like to be touched, how you liked to be fucked. i know you so well that i just know that youâre close to cumming.â
tears prick your eyes, because yes, you are close to cumming. you canât help it, not when heâs fucking you like this. heâs not usually this talkative, choosing rather to focus on getting away from any stresses. but now, heâs letting you in on his thoughts, letting you know what could possibly be nagging at him. youâll save it for another time.
youâre surrounded by all of him, chest touching his as his warm breath hits your neck. you used to wish for him to kiss you during moments like these, moments where youâre both so close, adrenaline too high. now, all you can do is whine out his name, begging for him to let you cum.
itâs easy for you to let go of any past emotions you had for him, but for jaehyun, he wishes he could kiss you. he wishes that you could want him again, wishes that he didnât have to fuck you like this. this is what he wanted, though. he just didnât think it would be this hard. he tries to ignore it by groaning into your ear, âgonna cum for me? gonna cum all over my cock?â
ây-yes, please! you make me feel so good!â
âyeah? show me then, pretty girl. show me how iâm the only one who can make you feel this good.â
at the sound of his voice, you cum. your chest arches up into his, nails digging into his back as you let go. heâs moaning at the feeling, his hips stuttering as he tries to fuck into your tight pussy. he has to bite down onto your shoulder at the feeling, holding back just how bad he wants to cum inside you.
when you start whining, heâs quick to pull out of your heat, quickly jerking himself off to the sight of how fucked out you look. with a moan of your name, his cum shoots out over your stomach, his cheeks a pretty pink as he does.Â
itâs quiet in his room, save for the deep breaths you both let out. heâs just staring down at you, saving the image of you covered in his cum in his mind. you donât mind, too tired to notice the slight adoration in his eyes as he stares. it is embarrassing though, covering your face with your arm as you tell him to move.
he blinks away his thoughts, chuckling at your embarrassment. he pats your thigh, moving away as he goes to get a towel to clean you up. heâs being careful with you, his movements slow as the towel moves around your body. thereâs a soft look in his eyes, a lazy smile on his face as he indirectly touches you. heâs quick to throw the towel into his laundry basket, even quicker to join you in bed.Â
in a motion that almost seems too soft for the fact that he just fucked you into his sheets, he pulls your back into his chest. one of his hands makes it to your side, letting it sit there. his breaths are evening out, fanning across your shoulder that he nuzzles into. his touches are hesitant against your skin, almost as if he was debating on whether or not he could touch you like this.
you almost want to push his hand away or try to make some space between the two of you. friends should not be holding each other like this, friends should not be letting each other bask in the warmth of their bodies. friends shouldnât even be having sex, not like this.
but you figure just this once, youâll let yourself have this moment. itâs a bit selfish, getting to have jaehyun like this. you wished heâd hold you like this every single time. you think if he did, you wouldnât be able to stop yourself from falling back in love with him. thereâs no way for you to win when it comes to jaehyun.
as he presses a kiss and murmurs a goodnight into your shoulder, you make a promise to yourself: you wonât ever lose yourself over jaehyun again.
jaehyun realizes how little time heâs been spending with you recently.
heâs been hearing more about this jungwoo guy. youâve told him canât hang out, iâm with jungwoo right now or iâll be hanging out with jungwoo later. youâve been so busy catching up with jungwoo that jaehyun hasnât had the time to talk to you. no more eating or shopping together, not when jungwooâs around.
jaehyun doesnât want to say heâs necessarily jealous of the relationship you two share, but canât say it doesnât sit right with him. jaehyun is still your friend after all, and he doesnât like hearing you talk so much about him. during the small chances jaehyun gets to talk to you, you always slip in one mention about jungwoo.
what about jaehyun? what does jungwoo have that he doesnât? he could totally treat and touch you better than jungwoo ever could. he practically does already. he canât help but let these little thoughts enter his mind. if jungwooâs in the way, how is jaehyun supposed to show you how much he likes you?
itâs one day that youâre both splayed across his couch, your legs resting over his as his thumb smoothes across the skin of your thigh when jungwoo is brought up again. out of the corner of his eye, he can see you smile and lightly laugh at your phone. jaehyun, being the nosy person that he is, canât help but try to reach over to see what youâre laughing at.
youâre quick to push him away, chuckling at the sight of the small pout on his face. he tries again, and you decide itâs probably better just to sit beside him instead. you begrudgingly show him your phone, and he squints his eyes so he can read your screen better.
itâs quiet for a few moments before he hums at the texts between you and jungwoo. itâs a conversation funny enough to make you laugh. he tries not to roll his eyes at the cutesy way jungwoo texts, him being clearly interested in you. he doesnât want to say anything about it though, doesnât want you to know that jungwoo bothers him for reasons that he shouldnât be thinking.Â
âheâs funny,â jaehyun muses, trying to stop the snarky remark he wants to say.
âway funnier than you,â you tease, watching him deflate back to his side of the couch.Â
âthereâs been times where youâve laughed at my jokes though, like laughed laughed.â
âi was either super drunk or bored out of my mind, so those donât count.â
jaehyun rolls his eyes at you, deciding to ignore your words, choosing to believe that you think heâs the funniest man ever. heâs been finding himself having little competitions with jungwoo that only heâs a part of. jungwoo is funny? jaehyun is funnier. jungwoo is cute? jaehyun is cute, too, just give him a minute.
jaehyun tries to boil it down to the fact heâs always been competitive, but he knows itâs more than that. in his head, it doesnât matter what jungwoo does better than jaehyun because right now, you're in his apartment, on his couch, deciding to spend meaningless time with him.Â
âwhat have you both been doing? i havenât seen you at all this week.â he hates how his voice sounds, a little too clingy for his liking, but he hopes you donât hear it.
ânothing, really. weâve just been going out to eat or hanging out when we have the time.â
jaehyun figures you both somehow have all the time in the world in order to be hanging out this much. he makes his voice whiny before speaking, âi miss you, please donât leave me forever.â
you laugh at the sound of his voice, pulling your legs away from him. âyouâre acting like me spending time with jungwoo is gonna kill you.â
âwhatâs killing me is the fact i donât get to see you that much anymore,â he grumbles.Â
he notices that you donât respond right away, and when he goes to look at you, your eyebrows are furrowed and thereâs a certain look in your eyes. did he say too much? before he can start panicking, you turn towards him, âdonât do that.â
âdo what?â
âpretend like you miss me when we already spend a lot of time together. you literally called me up the other night.â
jaehyun lets out a breath, âsorry, but youâre still my friend. i do miss you, iâm jealous that jungwoo gets to see you that much.â although he says it jokingly, thereâs definitely truth behind his words. it might not mean much to you, but the fact that jungwoo gets to see you in a way that only jaehyun feels like he deserves, it hurts him.
âiâm gonna tell jungwoo youâre being mean to him,â you huff.
âtell him then,â jaehyun slings an arm around your waist, âlet him know that he needs to learn how to share.â
âfirst of all,â you slide his arm off of you, âdonât say it like that because you make it sound like iâm an object. two, i think you might need to learn how to share.â
he hums, âyou were mine first.â
âi was never yours,â you grouch, âyou made that clear when you rejected me.â
he can tell youâre joking, but he can feel his blood run cold at your words. itâs a reminder to him that the rejection is still clear in your mind, reminding him just how much he hurt you. it will always be a reminder of how he messed up what could've been a good relationship with you if he just had more time.
he canât blame you for his own mistake. he canât.
in the best way he can, he puts his hands together and grovels, âplease, can you find it in your kind soul to forgive me?â
you scoff, rightfully so, before grabbing your phone to take a picture of him. youâre quiet for a few moments more, jaehyun knowing that youâre about to post the picture on your instagram story for everyone to see, including jungwoo. he doesnât want to stop you, equal parts of wanting to show off how youâre hanging out with him and a little bit of embarrassment.Â
you set your phone down, placing your hands on top of his, âyou can stop. now i kinda just feel bad for you. you do deserve it, though.â
jaehyun doesnât move, staring at you with a certain look in his eyes. he can tell you right here, he thinks. heâs thought about what heâd say if he were to confess to you almost too much. heâs practiced his lines before, thinking up the perfect way heâd confess. it almost feels right to do it now, clearing his throat and-
your phone buzzes, pulling your attention away from him. he grimaces when you show him the notification. what seems to be jungwooâs account liking your story, the story that has jaehyun begging for your apology posted on it. you sigh dreamily, âtold you heâs funny.â
ânot funny when itâs jungwoo.â
âjaehyun!â
you find yourself drinking at jaehyunâs place again.
itâs a slow night, both of you had stressful days. you choose to stay in jaehyunâs kitchen, laughing at unfunny words and pouring more wine for each other as the night rolls on. you didnât mean to stay over so late, but jaehyun practically begged you to spend some time with him. you were quick to say yes under the guise that all he wanted to do was be with his friend.
before the night went too deep, you texted jungwoo saying that you probably wonât be able to call him tonight. he responds quick, a have fun! and i hope you sleep well :) flashing on your screen. you smile warmly at the messages, but quickly notice jaehyun also staring at them. you push at his shoulders, whining over how heâs invading your privacy.
his cheeks are rosy from the wine, a sly smile on his face as he asks, âhow am i not supposed to look when i see you smiling like that.â
âyouâre supposed to be a good friend and support me in my times of need!â
he puts his hands up in defense, that annoying smile still looking back at you, âthank you for being so vulnerable around me. and whoâs to say i donât support you in your times of need?â
you hear the double meaning in his words, swatting him away, âhey! youâre actually so gross.â
he just chuckles at your words, enjoying how easily you get embarrassed at his teasing. itâs been happening more often, and jaehyun canât help but piece together that it might be because of jungwoo. jaehyun feels that you might be slipping away right in front of him, and he canât really do anything to stop it.
you arenât completely unaware of jaehyun trying to get you to hang out with him. heâs been sending more texts recently, nothing really important being said. youâre not sure how obvious youâre being with jungwoo, but youâre sure that jaehyun has at least an inkling on how you feel about him. which leads you to believe that jaehyun might be a little jealous.
it was never your intention to make him jealous. that night when you first saw jungwoo again was all unplanned. you never thought you would end up talking to him, never thought youâd like the way he treated you. he was so sweet to you, always trying to take care of your every need when prompted.
itâs bad to compare, but you realize that jaehyunâs only being so nice to you now is because jungwooâs being nice to you.Â
thatâs not to say that jaehyun was never not nice to you, but you could tell that itâs a different kind of nice when it comes to him. the relationship you have with jaehyun now feels more like a bandaid to cover all of the bad things that have happened, no one bothering to address it. you donât want to either way, no use in bringing up what shouldnât be talked about.
even now, as youâre here with him in his kitchen, feeling the cold air from the open window drift in, thereâs unspoken words between the two of you. you can hear the music playing from his speakers in the other room, the melody sticking in your head. itâs weird to think that you wouldâve never gotten to see jaehyun like this if you didnât stay with him.
itâs quiet for a few moments, apart from jaehyun humming along to the song thatâs playing. itâs dark, his warm lights low as they cover the both of you. itâs nice like this, a little drunk and a little quiet; you donât have to think about anything you donât want to. you donât think before you speak, âi do miss you, too, you know.âÂ
âyeah?â
âyouâre still someone i appreciate, even after everything.â
he doesnât respond, and you think heâs taking in your words. youâre not sure why you didnât specify âfriendâ but you know he knows better than to have his hopes up anymore. you see that the tips of his ears are pink, the lazy smile on his face showing that heâs a bit tipsy too. heâs not looking at you, youâre not really sure what heâs thinking-
âi think⊠i think i love you.â
âwhat?â
his eyes immediately snap to yours, widening as he realizes what slipped out of his mouth. slightly panicking, he stands up, trying to backtrack, âno, i- look-â
âwhat did you say?â
âiâm sorry, i didnât mean it-â
âwhat does that even mean? you canât just randomly say you love me and then take it back?â
he chooses not to answer right away, eyes darting all around as he tries to come up with an answer. he can fix this, he can help himself, itâs just⊠he doesnât really want to. itâs almost selfish with how he feels a little relief with his confession. âsince youâre asking,â he starts, âi⊠i like you. iâve liked you for a while now.â
when he looks at you, the anger from before is still there. youâre biting down on your lip, hands balled at your sides as his words hit you. âjaehyun⊠do you know how wrong that is? since when? after you rejected me?â
âno, i- fine. yes, after i rejected you. i know itâs wrong and i know i shouldnât but it clicked for me, even if it was a little late.â
âa little late? jaehyun, youâre telling me this after you know iâm talking to someone. you knew that thereâd be a high chance that i wouldnât feel the same. i know youâre not that dumb.â
âbut thatâs how you felt when you asked me out? even if there was a chance that i would say no to you, you still did it, right? thatâs exactly how i feel, how bad would it be if i tried?â
a shocked laugh leaves you, âthat isnât fair! youâre not being fair! youâre not thinking about how i would feel knowing this!â
you think he knows that itâs not the same between you and him. you confessed because you genuinely thought you had a chance with him. jaehyunâs only confessing because youâre talking to jungwoo.Â
âi shouldâve never let this happen! fuck, i knew if i kept talking to you, something bad would happen.â
he scoffs, wanting to call out your bluff. âi never forced you to come over and talk. you werenât forced to come over and have sex with me. you couldâve stopped this at any time, but you kept coming back to me.â
you let out an exasperated sound, âwe were friends, jaehyun. friends hang out and talk, thatâs literally all we were doing.â
he snaps, âfriends donât fuck. friends donât hold each other after sex. you canât say that you didnât feel anything between us. thatâs the whole reason i called you for sex the other day, i needed you."
you can hear how loud your heart is pounding in your chest. your head hurts already, the faint song playing in the other room only adding to the pain. thereâs nothing more that you want to do than just go home. you wish you couldâve been more clear, you wished you wouldâve drawn a clearer line between the two of you. now youâre stuck like this.
you sigh out, mumbling into the quiet air, âif i had known that you were gonna be like this, i wouldâve made sure to end whatever we had as soon as possible.â
âif you never met jungwoo, then this probably never wouldâve happened. i couldâve asked you out the normal way, but you kind of forced me into drunkenly confessing to you.â
you send a glare straight at him, âdo not assume how i would feel in any situation. the fact that you didnât even want to tell me that you liked me says everything i need to know.â
âhow was i supposed to tell the girl i rejected that i like her now?â
âexactly! donât you see how fucked up that is?â
he shrugs, closing himself off before you can start up again. you know how he gets, pretending that none of this really matters to him. itâs childish, and you know he knows it. you donât know what else to do. if he canât sort himself out, thereâs no reason for you to be here anymore.
youâre quick to get up and out of the kitchen. he doesnât look at you at first, but as soon as he hears you pack your stuff into your bag and your car keys in hands, he follows right after you. thereâs a startled look on his face, you can tell that he didnât think you would leave him. you watch as he raises a hand to stop you, but quickly puts it down after some thought.
you let out a breath, âiâm leaving. you can decide if you want to pull yourself together and grow up if you wanna talk. if not, donât even bother texting me.â
he doesnât try to argue, watching as you walk out his door. he canât feel anything, doesnât really want to do anything other than lay in bed. he walks over to his bedroom, the sound of a familiar slow song getting louder as he walks closer. he makes it inside, pausing the song before laying down onto his back. itâs quiet again.
he just ruined everything.
for the first time in a while, your life feels kinda normal.
thereâs not a lot for you to worry about if you ignore a few things. work is fine, your friends are celebrating your freedom, and jungwoo comforts you in every way possible. you realize that jungwoo mightâve been everything youâve been looking for in a person. he stays close when you need him and gives you space when you ask.
you tell jungwoo that youâre happy to have him right now. you tell him that youâre sorry for acting a little weird recently (he quickly denies your claim). you donât tell him exactly what happened with jaehyun, but you can assume he at least knows a little. he doesnât try to pry it out of you, choosing not to remind you of something you donât want to think of.
and youâre not thinking about it. you havenât gotten any texts from jaehyun, so why should you care?
as much as you donât want to admit it, it does feel weird not having jaehyun in your life. you didnât realize how much you thought about him or how much time was dedicated to being with him. it didnât seem to matter at first because you thought it was because you both were friends, but you realize he was kind of stringing you along.
thereâs a lot of time you have to yourself now. you donât have to worry about jaehyun calling you randomly throughout the day or one of his spontaneous meetups. you donât have to think about his you up? texts during the late hours of the night. you donât have to think about any hurt heâs caused you in the past. none of it will mean anything anymore.
until you get a call from johnny.
âhey, johnny. whatâs up?â
he skips right past your greeting, âwhy doesnât jaehyun want to hang out with you?â
youâre shocked for multiple reasons. one, of course, johnny already knows your business. two, how dare jaehyun say he doesnât want to hang out with you. you scoff, âwhat exactly did he say?â
âhe said he was busy, but, like i know heâs not gonna be busy. and that obviously means that something is going on between you two.â
you want to scream into your phoneâs microphone. jaehyun doesnât deserve to set the boundary between you two. he was the one who messed it up in the first place, so why is he the one trying to put distance between you two? âjohnny,â you start, âdo you promise not to tell anyone about what iâm about to tell you? you canât even tell jaehyun.â
he lets out a little shocked sound and you can imagine him sitting up straight. he whispers into the call, âwhat is it?â
âthe other night, jaehyun told me he likes me. actually, in his own words, he said he thinks he loves me.â
he gasps loudly into the phone, âwhat? are you sure? like jaehyun said that? jaehyun?â
âexactly! it doesnât even seem like something heâd do! he said it was because we were both drinking.â
âthat doesnât even matter,â johnny sighs, âyou donât go around saying that to your friend, especially not the friend you rejected before.â
âyou get it! thatâs literally what i told him! i need to sit down with you so we can discuss this.â
itâs quiet on the other side of the call, and by his silence, you can tell heâs planning something. itâs never good when he does, so you try to call out his name before he can think any more, but youâre too late.
âi think you should sit down with him to talk about what happened.â
you sarcastically laugh, âhe hasnât even texted me, thereâs no way iâm talking to him first.â
âi didnât say you should text him first, iâm just saying that you both should talk. you canât just leave this off on bad terms.â
âand if i want to?â
âi know you donât. plus, it feels like iâm a child whose parents are going through divorce, so you need to fix this.â
you whine into the phone, which causes johnny to laugh on the other end. heâs right, you donât want this to end badly with jaehyun. even if you both decide to never talk again, you donât want to have a strained relationship with him. after a few moments, you answer him, âfine, but donât have your hopes up because even i donât know whatâs gonna happen.â
âokay, perfect, because i already kinda convinced jaehyun to meet up with you.â
âjohnny!â
he defends himself, âlike i said, iâm basically seeing you guys go through a divorce. please bring my family back together.â
âwhatever, do what you want to do.â johnny cheers from the other end of the call, quickly letting out an you wonât be disappointed! before he hangs up, not even letting you say goodbye. as much as you try to hide it, a part of you is happy at the thought of jaehyun wanting to work things out with you.
even if you donât know what you want just yet, youâll get yourself ready.
you realize youâre no longer happy when a few days later, jaehyun shows up to your front doorstep, a frown painted on his face.
you almost want to slam the door on him when he speaks. his voice is quiet, âwhy did you tell johnny you didnât want to hang out with me?â
as soon as he stops talking, it all clicks in your head. johnny tricked you both. youâll have to get mad at him later, but for right now, you have to deal with jaehyun whoâs pretending he didnât just ignore you for almost two weeks. you reluctantly let him in, watching as he walks in almost too normally.
no one bothers talking, no one trying to make the first move. youâre staring him down and he tries to ignore the hard stare youâre giving him. while youâre glaring at him, you can see how he looks more tired than usual. the faint lines under his eyes give it away, and when he does finally make eye contact with you, itâs soft, no anger behind his eyes.
you step back, breathing in before speaking, âletâs go talk in my room.â
he sends you a soft smile, not needing you to guide him to your room. he knows the whole layout by now, feeling more like heâs leading you to your own room. he opens the door for you, choosing to let you walk in first. itâs awkward when you have to motion for him to step in, watching him not really knowing what to do.
you move to sit on your bed, and he moves to sit at your desk. itâs not as awkward as it is tense. you donât know what to say, you didnât plan on him coming over. his eyes are darting across your room, his eyebrows furrowed as he presumably tries to start the conversation.
âhow are you doing?â
you roll your eyes at the simple question, âiâve been doing fine. i feel like my lifeâs been a lot calmer since that day.â
he leans forward in his seat, âreally? i feel like iâve lost ten years of my life.â
deserved, you think. you gather all your thoughts before speaking, âi think the days that i spent without thinking about you really changed how i feel. i realized just how much i was entangled in your life. it wasnât good for me.â
he looks off to the side, taking in your words. you see the hurt that settles in his face, you see how itâs going to be burned into his memory. he smacks his lips, âi think for me itâs the opposite. i realized during this time without you really solidified my feelings. i canât lie and say that my feelings have changed, because they havenât.â
you feel anger bubbling up inside you, but you canât do that today. you take a few breaths, calming yourself down as you focus on what youâre most curious about, âwhy did you start liking me?â
âi donât even know. i know itâs shitty of me to realize how much you mean to me after i said no to your confession. i understand why you said no to me.â
âiâm sorry for getting mad so quickly. it was just so out of the blue, i never wouldâve expected you to say that.â
you pat the spot on your bed next to you, calling his name softly. he slowly moves to your side, his eyes focused on his hands splayed across his knees. after all this time without you, he wishes he could hold your hand in his, even if he tried to play it off as a joke. itâs been too long without your touch. you took away the only thing that kept him close to you.Â
âcan i ask something?â
he nods, putting all of his focus on you. it feels intense when he does, you havenât had him this close in a long time. you clear your throat, âthis wasnât all because of jungwoo, right?â
he sighs, his jaw clenching as he thinks of the right words to say. heâs deep in thought, and you almost want to tell him to drop it all together. he decides to speak up, âhonestly? seeing you both together kind of made me realize my feelings. i was losing you to him, and i really couldnât handle it. iâm not trying to ruin whatever you have going on with him, i promise.â
you donât know what else to say. so much of this could've been prevented if you kept an eye out for yourself. you also wouldnât want to go back and change what youâve done. you donât regret ever being jaehyunâs friend, you donât regret all the memories youâve made with him.Â
âso, this⊠this is really over then?â
you shrug, âi would think so.â
itâs quiet for a few moments, the both of you letting the thought seep in. âthisâ has never been defined between the two of you, but you can assume itâs almost everything you do together. what youâre feeling now is close to how you felt when he first rejected you. whatâs different now is that you canât help but feel just a little relieved, ending something that probably shouldâve never happened.
in another world, you think you wouldâve reciprocated jaehyunâs feelings. it wouldâve been easy, pieces easily falling into place as you both fall for each other. itâs almost as if it were supposed to be something that was natural. but jaehyun had given the time for you to move on, and you did. it was too late for him to realize his own feelings.
âwe can still be friends if you can handle that.â
he laughs incredulously, âif i can handle that? iâm a grown man, thank you very much.â
âyeah? well i think if i were you, i wouldnât be able to hold back my feelings,â you tease.
he grumbles, âtoo soon, youâre too mean.â
jaehyun watches a pretty smile adorn your face, and if it werenât for the current circumstances, he would tell you how pretty you look. he keeps the thought to himself though, opting to ask, âhow about one last drink together as friends who are a little more than friends?â
you hum, pretending to think about it. you watch worry wash over his face, and you do feel bad a little bit. âone more time, just for your sake. you look like you might start crying.â
he groans as you walk away to get some wine for the both of you. youâre by yourself for a few moments as you pour the drinks. you feel awkward in here by yourself, left with thoughts and memories of all the things youâve done together. all the times youâve had sex, all the times where heâs felt like your boyfriend, but none of it holds to him being your friend.
you donât know if you can continue being friends with him.Â
it would be unfair to jungwoo. you havenât told him the exact dynamics of how your friendship with jaehyun worked, but you can assume he knows most of it.Â
you return to the sight of jaehyun looking around your room. heâs been in here too many times to count, and yet seeing him here now, itâs weird. he feels out of place, he feels almost like a stranger in your own apartment. despite the history you have with him, it seemed to fall apart so easily as soon as conflict hit.
he thanks you quietly when you hand him the glass. you take a small sip of your drink, watching jaehyun do the same from the corner of your eye. after the drink, he chooses to speak, âso how are you and jungwoo?â
âthatâs how you want to start our small talk?â you splutter out.
âi mean, can i not be interested in my friends' love life?â
well itâs hard when you were directly involved in it. you shrug, taking another small sip before speaking, âiâm⊠really happy that iâm talking to him. he takes care of me, heâs always asking how iâm doing. itâs nice being with him.â
you can tell jaehyun is trying not to let your words affect him, âare you both⊠officially dating yet?â
his words make you shy, your facing feeling hot at the idea of dating jungwoo. brushing off his words, you laugh, âno! not yet, at least. i think iâd say yes if he asked me out.â
he nods, his head hanging heavy, hand twirling the wine in his glass. you know what heâs thinking, you donât need to ask him. you canât be his, you wonât ever be his. you think that this was never supposed to work out, no matter how hard you tried or how much you think he couldâve loved you. he wasnât meant for you.
âokay, one more thing.â
he nods, turning his attention back on you.
âdid you really mean it back then, like, when you said that you werenât ready for a relationship?â
âyes, i was scared. i think back then, even though i didnât realize it, i also had feelings for you. but it was⊠it just wasnât the right time for me. even though i liked spending so much time with you, there were things i wanted to figure out first.â
you cock your head to the side, âlike?â
he hums in thought for a bit, trying to remember times from so long ago. thinking back, you remember how you felt old, you felt like you were already an adult. but heâs right, there were still things you didnât know about yourself, and you wonder if dating jaehyun wouldâve stopped you from figuring them out.
âi guess⊠mostly wanting to decide what i wanted to do with my life. now that iâve somewhat settled, i feel more confident in what i want. even though it came at the worst time, i was so sure that i could see you in my future.â
the confession doesnât hurt as much as you thought it would. you can relate to how he feels. for the longest time, you felt that you needed jaehyun in your life. it wasnât until after he confessed to you that you saw that thereâs more to your life than him. youâre thankful for all the time youâve had with him, but thereâs still so much more for you to do.
itâs like this for a few more hours, the sunset bleeding into the night time. you both have a few more drinks, jaehyun eventually turns on music playing on his phone. you feel a lot better now. you only want the best for jaehyun, and you think that this is the best for the both of you.
jaehyun has to leave at some point, one of the last buses back to his place coming soon. you donât want him to go, you donât want him to leave the comfort of your bedroom. thereâs a small part of you thatâs scared that youâll never see him here again. you try to remind him that this is what you both need, clear, distinct boundaries.
you walk him to your door, âyouâll text me once you're at your apartment, right?â
he shuffles over, âyeah, i will. johnny will make sure i get there safe.â
you nod, opening the door for him. he walks out, watching you with an unsure look on his face. a part of you wants to let him in, wants to let him give you one last kiss. itâs wrong, your grip on your door getting tighter at the thought. he still has a strong pull on you, your hand wanting to reach for his.
itâs not meant to be.
âgoodnight, jaehyun. iâll see you soon, okay?â
âalright, goodnight. i⊠iâll be here if you ever need me. iâll wait.â
you smile, âi know. thank you, get back safe.â
he nods, waving you off before he walks away. you close the door, locking it behind you. itâs quiet now, no soft conversations, no laughing, just the sound of your feet pattering on the floor.Â
you donât really feel like crying. you donât feel like thereâs something missing inside you. jaehyun used to be a big part of you, but as time went on, he took up less and less space.
thereâs more important things to worry about than someone who couldnât make time for you. you have time to figure things out now, you have time to figure out what you really want, whether thatâs jungwoo or someone else.Â
youâve never felt better.Â
as jaehyun scrolls through instagram, he sees a post from you. itâs been a while since heâs seen you in person, so heâll take anything he can get. the first few photos are of you, and the next few are pictures of things he assumes you found pretty. the last photo is what makes him pause, a photo of what he can only assume is jungwoo holding your hand.
he checks the comments, some of your friends replying with different emojis, all to tease you with. they all seem to know about your budding relationship with jungwoo. jaehyunâs glad that itâs going well for the both of you. itâs what you deserve after what he put you through.
he hung out with you and johnny the other day. as much as everyone tried to be normal, he couldnât shake off the feeling that he changed the dynamics of your friendship. you and johnny were the same, easily laughing and joking around with each other. itâs not exactly awkward when you and jaehyun talk, but the air around you is certainly different.
itâs what shouldâve happened, at the start of it all you both shouldâve set rules. jaehyun realizes that he wouldâve never gotten to see you in the ways he did. warm lights from his kitchen painting over your skin, or when the light from the moon would shine over your body while he holds you close. he wouldnât trade those memories for anything.
you were all he had, and losing you is something he will always regret. he knows that youâre doing good now, not just with jungwoo. he doesnât want to come in and ruin what youâve built up. it doesnât matter how much he wants to hold you in his arms or kiss you, youâre better off without him.
he just wishes he had more time.
a/n: hey people... what did we think of this ending... jaehyun is my friend i do not hate him i like him... anyways i hoped u like this... it took longer than i thought it would but im glad its out HOORAYYY
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coming home ( 7dream ) genre : fluff word count : 0.8k summary : how 7dream return home after a day away from you
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( mark ) â practically melts into you once you spread your arms for a hug in the doorway, whispering how much he missed you into your hair (âi know i said it yesterday, but iâm serious, this time iâm not letting you goâ) â after a quick meal, he settles in bed with you laying by his side and picks up the philosophy book heâs been reading that week â pokes you every so often to share an excerpt that sparked an idea in his mind, loving the way you comb your fingers through the ends of his hair as he rambles cutely â tired from his long day, his eyes start to flutter shut and you place his book on the nightstand for him, kissing his temple to wish him sweet dreams
( renjun ) â the sight of you after a long day always paints a special smile on his face: one thatâs infused with adoration and longing, and it makes you melt every time â finds it precious that you wait until heâs home to unwind from your day with him, both preferring to help remove each otherâs makeup and wash your faces side by side â lots of giggling is shared as he gently tries to lay a sheet mask over your skin and he plants a kiss on your lips once heâs done arranging the mask around your features â a completed skincare routine means itâs time to wind down together â this consists of soft music and catching up on your days apart, his sparkling, attentive eyes not leaving yours as he listens to every detail
( jeno ) â takes a bit longer to arrive home because he always stops to pick up takeout dinner for you to share, your favorite weekly tradition â finds you half asleep and softly hums a greeting, careful not to stir you while he settles back in, then wakes you gently so you can eat together â sits criss-cross on the floor with you, thoughtfully searching the table for the best looking bite and leaning over to feed it to you â relishes the comfortable silence between you, occasionally sharing tidbits about your days as you unwind together over your warm meal
( hyuck ) â kicks off his shoes and tosses his bag on the floor, dramatically explaining how today felt like an even longer day away from you than yesterday, despite his practices being the same length of time â before you know it, heâs swallowed you in an inescapable hug (âhyuck, iâm suffocatingâ âno no, weâre not done hugging yetâ) â tells you a funny anecdote from practice, the sound of your laughter refilling his lungs that had exhausted throughout the day â soon enough grows sleepy and insists you lay down with him, pulling you closer every time he feels you shift until you doze off together
( jaemin ) â the second he walks in, heâs pressing kisses to your cheeks, your nose, your lips, your forehead â everywhere, over and over again, to make up for what heâd missed over the past several hours he was at work â pulls away only to grasp your hands in his and ask what youâve eaten today, if you got your errands done, and whatâs planned for the two of you tonight â it goes without saying the rest of your evening will be spent together â requests more kisses from you between every step of his nighttime routine, not bearing to spend another second without your touch heâs missed all day â after some quality time together, you notice he's drifted off to sleep with his arms draped around your waist, and when you kiss the top of his head, you can almost see a smile form on his lips
( chenle ) â almost as though he never left your presence, you received a lot of texts and random photos throughout the day while he was working â scolds you playfully for having missed answering one when he returns home (âbut le, i replied to all of them at onceââ âi wanted INDIVIDUAL REPLIES!â) â quickly forgives you, of course, pecking your cheek before changing into lounge clothes and making his way to your familiar spot on the couch to watch a drama with you â after a few minutes you feel that his shoulders are no longer tensed and his head rests on your shoulder, and you smile knowing he feels relaxed with you
( jisung ) â files into your bedroom after his long evening at the studio, appearing a bit more tired than usual, and immediately falls into your lap â you toy with his hair as you let him vent about the latest routine heâs given his all to, praising him for working hard and watching his eyes slowly start to brighten â he cherishes how you give him the space to talk about even the littlest details of his frustrations while comforting him with your touch â wordlessly insists you spend the remainder of the night in each otherâs arms, him shyly dotting your hands with kisses to show his appreciation until his eyes close
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memory lane àłàŸàż ËË- {l.h}
summary: when irritated, Haechan may put your feelings aside without intentionally doing so, his actions repeatedly leave you feeling neglected and unimportant, and as time passes, you find yourself growing weary of his attitude. Your patience wears thin, and you reach a breaking point.
pairing â§Ë · . haechan x gn!reader ft jaemin ( no love triangle soz )
genre ! established relationship, fluff and a bit of angst (comfort!), arguments ( haechan was kinda mean at the beginning) haechan and reader getting sad D: ( also slow burn ) word count: 4617
AUTHORS NOTE:: I finally caved and decided to start writing! please let me know if my first work is okay,, please dont mind the spelling problems if there are ( i've pulled an all nighter ) :/
Amidst the chaos of his demanding schedule, Haechan had surprised you on your anniversary with a heartfelt gesture.
On his rare rest day, he had whisked you away on a romantic outing, the memory still fresh in your mind. The day had been filled with laughter and tender moments, a welcome respite from the relentless pace of life.
As the sun dipped below the horizon, casting a warm glow over the city skyline, Haechan had presented you with a small velvet box. His warm smile filing you up with tremendous warmth, a warmth you wish to never disappear. With trembling hands, you had opened it to reveal a delicate promise ring, its shimmering surface reflecting the love and commitment he felt for you.
"chan..." Tears welled up in your eyes as he carefully slipped the ring onto your finger, the weight of his promise settling like a comforting embrace around your heart. In that moment, amidst the hustle and bustle of the world around you, all that mattered was the love you shared and the promise of a future together.
The memory of that day served as a beacon of hope, a reminder of the deep bond that connected you despite the challenges you faced.
And as you stood before Haechan now, baring your soul and laying your heart on the line, that promise ring served as a symbol of the love and devotion that would guide you through the storms ahead.
That was 2 months ago.
But in this moment in time, you stared into that beacon of hope, that promise ring he gifted to you, promising to be by your side through thick and thin, now realizing its meaning is slowly fading as your relationship that you held onto so dearly for years, is slowly breaking apart.
The clock read 2am, you've been sat in front of the TV, huddled up in a plethora of blankets, to help relieve the weight thats been heavy in your heart. You're tired, so tired, but you're waiting on him. The day passed slowly, and only then you're met with buzzing sounds coming from your front door. In a hurry, you scrambled to your feet, excitement mixed with an uneasy feeling slowly sunk in. Will he greet you like he used to do? with a long comforting hug and a kiss on the forehead?
As the door clicked on, you remained still in your spot, by the couch, waiting for him, like you've been doing for the past month.
The tension in the apartment was palpable as Haechan appeared through the door, the weight of his exhaustion evident in every weary step. You knew he was tired, you knew he spent hours at work, practicing. But your heart sank as he barely acknowledged your presence, offering only a cursory nod in your direction before retreating swiftly to the sanctuary of your shared bedroom.
"haechan..." your words were cut short once you heard the door shut swiftly.
Alone in the dimly lit living room, you couldn't shake the feeling of emptiness that settled over you like a suffocating shroud once again. The distance between you felt insurmountable, a gaping chasm that threatened to swallow you whole. You werent sure what went wrong, was he tired of you? The questions that lingered in your mind were starting to take a toll on you.
Your body felt numb, and you were tired all over again. Picking at the skin around your nails, you needed to talk to him. You looked at that band around your finger, wondering if this was all worth it in the end.
You grew to learn that Haechan's irritation was palpable whenever he was around nowadays, his patience wearing thin like a thread stretched to its limit. He'd always retreat to your shared bedroom, changing out of his work clothes and beelining to his computer, and seeking solace in the virtual realm of video games with the other members. You'd hear their laughter echoing through the apartment, a painful reminder of your own solitude.
With a heavy heart, you approached your shared bedroom, and slowly opened the door.
He didn't notice you at first, too busy in his own world to notice your existence, " haechan we need to talk.."
Only then he looked up from his screen, momentarily startled by your presence. " can we do this later, we're about to start, " he mumbled, as he fondled with the mic attached to his headphones.
" no, chan, we need to talk about this now, you can't keep doing this " you looked and sounded exhausted, your patience growing thin as this conversation has been put aside one too many times in the past month, and he noticed it.
".. i'll call you guys later" and with that he carefully took off his headphones, ending the call, and turned around to finally, for the first time in weeks, look you in the eyes.
" we can't keep doing this, what's happening to us? you haven't talked to me, let alone look at me for a week!, " you huffed, sitting down on haechan's side of the bed, fiddling with your ring ", i feel like you're disappearing from me, hell we live under the same roof yet you can't even spare me a glance! what's going on with you? i feel like i'm constantly walking on eggshells around you!" you feel yourself choking up, fighting the angry tears that's threatening to spill, yet your words fall onto to deaf ears.
You continue your rant, " why have you been acting this way? i get that youre tired, truly i do, but i cant help but feel like a burden, its been weeks since we've been intimate, weeks since you've come home to me before midnight!" your patience is wearing thin, tension in the room is rising, yet haechan still hasnt muttered a single word, his gaze fixed on the floor as if unable to meet your eyes.
The silent stretched on, a suffocating weight that pressed down on you like a leaden blanket.
And slowly, you're getting more and more frustrated " please say something! i dont know what you're thinking if you keep ignoring me, please haechan! " by then your anger slowly dissipating into sheer sadness, overwhelming you with a sense of despair.
" are you done? " he muttered, he remained unmoved, his voice slightly laced with frustration and exhaustion, yet his demeanor remained the same, " have you ever thought about how maybe i just long for peace and quiet after work? , but i cant do that when you're here! always hovering, always being so god damn overbearing clingy!"
The words stung like a slap to the face, the weight of his accusations crushing beneath their weight. You had never intended to be a burden, to suffocated him with your presence, all you had ever wanted was to be there for him, to support him through it all, so you tried to retaliate, to prove to him that no, you're not overbearing and clingy as he claimed, however he beat you to it.
".. and maybe" he continued, his voice remained stoic "maybe this is just the way i like, maybe i just want to come home and be alone." His eyes finally met yours.
You searched his face for answers, and for the first time, in a long time, you notice a hint of regret behind his eyes. He seemed to realize the weight of his words, his gaze softening with a hint of remorse " i didn't mean it like that" he quickly added. But the damage was done.
" please, y/n , you know i didn't mean it like that " but it's too late, tears have seamlessly rolled down your face.
" you cant do this haechan," you breathed out, your eyes fogged with tears, yet in your clouded peripheral, you can see him slowly approach you, you continue " not when i care so much, not when i stay up late every single night, to make sure you make it home safely! not when i make your favorite meals and have them delivered to you every single day to make sure you're eating well and taking good care of your health, because i care! not when despite me also having a life outside of us, i make sure to be by your side no matter what, because i care, so much haechan, you cant put me through all of this and say im overbearing when im only looking out for you. Do you know how much i long for you? how much i've missed you? how much i love you? and despite all of this, i'm still here! you cant push me away when all i've ever done is be by your side! for the love of god, do you even love me? have you thought about me, and my feelings, once?"
Haechan watched you with heavy eyes, his own fogging up with tears, he cant cry, not when he's put you in this position, not when he's the one that is breaking your heart, the one he promised with all his being to protect. His heart is breaking and its his fault, he too knows it, and he knows he's fucked up big time. His mind is realling with possibilities, with what may happen after this conversation, that he forgot to answer you. " do you even love me? "
To you, he's hesitating to answer, the answer that you wished he could've answered without a second thought, but he stood still, staring at you with wide eyes. Your eyes flicker to his hands, noticing they're softly shaking and you chuckle.
You dont know what decision you made right in that moment, but you needed time, and as you crossed the threshold, you could no longer bear to look at him, to see the regret etched on his face as he stood opposite from you.
And without a second glace, your eyes flickered from his hands to yours, and you look down, for the second time that night, at the shimmering band that clutched your finger, and reached for it, and with a heavy heart, you tossed it onto the bed.
"i'm done." you muttered, your voice barely above a whisper, before turning on your heel, and fleeing from the house, leaving Haechan behind with a whirlwind of desperation and regret.
But he never followed you. He watched you leave, and for a moment, you thought it was over.
But Haechan is far from okay, the second you left, he crumbled, he lost you, the person he cherished the most, the person he promised to protect with all his being, the person he loved so much, that at times, its hard to breath. But in this moment, he finally knew what losing you felt like, his heart is aching, he's having trouble to breath as he sank to the floor, and he has no idea what to do. And with each passing moment he stayed in that room, the deeper the realization of what he had done sunk in, leaving him wracked with guilt and remorse, but he knew he deserved it, for acting the way he did when you meant well.
He knew losing you wasnt an option, his world crumbled around him the second you walked through that door. " fuck ".
Meanwhile, you found yourself in a state of turmoil, the vents of the evening replaying in your mind like a broken record " way to go y/n" you muttered, wiping the remaining tears, and quickly pulling out your phone. With Jaemin on the other line, complaining about the time, you asked him for a favor.
" you think i can spend the night? " you sniffled, the line went dead for a moment and you thought he hung up on you " something happened with haechan? "
you hesitated for a moment, unsure of how to put your feelings into words, " just need a break, can i? " you muttered, the words tasting bitter on your tongue. the line stayed quiet, but you hear soft shuffling on the other end and jaemin finally spoke up " of course you can, how are you getting here? "
" i already called an uber, " you mentioned " ah so you were gonna come even if i said no? " jaemin complained on the other end followed by a soft chuckle.
" you know it " with that your uber arrived and you ended the call, and made your way to jaemins place.
The ride was tense, your mind replaying the evening over and over again, and your mind was getting foggy with exhaustion. But you got to your friend's place quickly , and settled in for the night, all while jaemin made sure you were okay before leaving you alone to rest in the comfort of his dimly lit living room. However, you were restless and you couldn't help but wonder if there was still hope for a reconciliation or if the damage done was too great to repair. But a small part of you knew that its possible, and longed for it.
All the while, in the quiet of his room, jaemin dialed haechan's number, he was worried for the both of you. When haechan's voice came through the line, jaemin noted that he too was a mess, and his voice was dim, a stark contrast to the confident and carefree friend he knew.
Haechan knew you went to jaemin's, as he was the reason you two met in the first place. He knew you were in safe hands but he couldnt help but ask, " is she okay ? ", his voice cracked in the process, his fear and uncertainty laid bare for jaemin to hear, in any other circumstances, he wouldnt ever let his long time friend hear this side of him, but he was scared, he was so scared.
" she's safe, don't worry " he assured the boy, his voice gentle yet firm " she needs time you know? i dont know exactly what happened but im sure you two can bounce back" he hummed , " you two love each other , no matter what happens everything'll be okay, all you need to do is make things right."
Haechan remained silent as he listened to his friend's reassuring words and as the conversation came to an end, they both bid each other a good night and ended the call. Jaemin tossed his phone to the side, and turned over his cats " they'll be okay".
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As the morning rolled around, the sunlight softly laid upon haechan's tanned skin, and he groaned in the process. As he opened his eyes, he almost forgot about the other night, but as he looked over to your side of the bed, cold and empty, he knew it happened, of course he knew, he woke up with a heavy heart, tear stained cheeks, and your promise ring was now settled on his pinky finger, and not with you, where it belonged. And he knew what he had to do.
You woke up in the same state, disheveled and miserable.
Looking over, you noticed that no one was home, at least from your point of view, the apartment was dead silent, the only sound came from the cats playing around with their toys laid out on the living room floor. You also made a mental note of the fact that jaemin's bedroom door was wide open, which would be unusual especially if he has guests over.
You slowly got up from the comfort of the couch, and groggily stumbled into his kitchen, the remnants of tears still staining your cheeks, you were greeted by a handwritten note leeft on the countertop for you to find, it read " goodmorning y/n! hope you're feeling somewhat better :( i had to leave for work early this morning, but please make yourself at home since i'll be at work all day ( ps please feed the cats) "
The last part made you giggle as you turn over to the critters standing by you, looking up at you in hopes to get a treat. You quickly got yourself a cup of water, which was the sole reason you left the couch for, all the while looking for cat food.
With a sigh of relief, glass of water in hand, you felt a sense of comfort knowing that you had a safe haven to retreat to in your time of need, and feeling incredibly grateful for having a friend like jaemin. While finding solace with the presence of his kitties, you settled yourself back onto the couch, the warthm of the morning sun filtering throuh the winfow and envelopping you in a cocoon of comfort. However, your mind kept coming back to Haechan, how was he doing? does he miss me? is he already happier with me gone?but your questions remain unanswered for the time being.
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Unbeknownst to you, jaemin was busy meeting up with haechan.
As jaemin found haechan slumped over at a nearby park bench, the boy made a mental note to not pester him for his already bad posture. As jaemin approached haechan, he was quickly greeted with a tearful smile, haechan was going through it and this was a side that jaemin never in his life would've thought he'd ever witness. So he made it his mission to help ( to a certain extent ) fix the two of you with his plan.
Jaemin left you alone in his apartment to drag haechan out to buy gifts for you :D, jaemin knew you, he was almost like a brother, and knew that the smallest attention to details would put a smile on your face.
As jaemin and haechan embarked on their mission to make things right, jaemin urged haechan to delve into the memories that had brought you joy. Together, they sifted through the fragments of yours and haechans past, remembering what you loved best, and haechan knew what you loved best, he knew you like the back of his hand.
His mind drifted back to your last anniversay, a bittersweet memory tinged with regret. He remembered the way your eyes lit up with delight when he presented you with a bundle of flowers, each petal a vibrant reminder of his love for you, and each color being your favorite.
" close your eyes my love~" haechan sang, your eyes closed, a soft giggle passing your lips, as the wind soflty blew, you can hear haechan giggling as hes shuffling around to where you're seated.
"open your eyes!" and there he was, sunset in the background as he held up the most beautiful bouquet of flowers, with the flowers you loved, quickly remeniscing on how he has gifted you individual bouquets of each flower on different occasions. Your smile was so bright, haechan's cheeks burned up as up took the bouquet from him, cheerfully thanking him. However he wasnt done, " wait i have another surprise for you!"
as you traced the deliquate petals with trembling hands, your heart heavy with gratitude as the simplest things can make you emotional, you looked over at him, lulled by his voice and away from the beautiful tulips, you noticed the velvet box, your heart pace quickening, as you noticed how nervous he was. you knew he wasnt proposing, you two were far too young for mariage, but you knew you wanted to marry him.
" pretty girl, the most beautiful girl ive ever laid my eyes upon, you are my one and only, and i promise you," he giggled before continuing, "that no matter the hardships we may encounter, my undying love for you will never fade away, this ring, is a symbol of my loyalty, my love, and my entire being, handed over to you, i forever will love you" and with that he slipped the ring onto your finger.
Haechan smiled at that thought, while another memory surfaced haechans mind, one of a random night spent lounging on the couch with you.
" you ever been on a picninc? " you asked lazily, stretched over your boyfriend, reaching for the remote control that laid by his side "no, why? " he asked, pushing you down onto him as you squealed in his embrace, landing a quick kiss on his cheek as you settled into his arms.
" ive always wanted to go on one, mom used to tell me all about the picnic dates my dad used to take her on, i guess i wanna go too" you shrugged, haechan looked over you, fondness evident in his eyes, as he softly smiled at the thought. " then why not go on one now?"
" the weather has been ass lately" you frowned " sucks that its during your break too, we could be going on picnics every day if we wanted to if it werent for the 24/7 rain storms"
" then ill clear out my schedule once the weather gets better" he murmured into your neck, hugging you tighter, melting into you and your scent. You once again squealed, jumping out of his embrace " really? "
" of course, id do anything for you my love"
That was a month ago, the weather cleared up a month ago, and haechan felt his heartstrings tug for the up-tenth time that morning. He promised you so much, yet never kept them. And for that, he swore to be a better man for you, if you'd give him a second chance.
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As much as spending time alone felt great, you missed haechan so dearly, despite being alone wasnt any different in your own home for the past month or so, you cant help but long for his presence, even just the sight of him would be enough for you. And thats when you knew, you needed him back.
You knew he didn't mean what he said last night, at least you hoped he didn't, but in this moment, after hours of consideration, being once again left alone with your wandering mind, you knew you needed him in your life, and you would be willing to go through it all over again if it meant having him back in your arms.
You decided that, it was time to go talk to him again, only now noticing the bombarding messages he left you the last night, since you had turned your phone off once you had made it to jaemins.
However, he didnt leave any calls or messages today, sending you back onto your train of thoughts, but if he wasnt gonna come talk to you, you'll be the one doing so. Lazily, you finally left the couch and cleaned up after yourself, folding the blankets and putting the pillows back in place.
You're gonna go home, and face haechan. While cleaning up, you made a mental note to text jaemin and thank him for accomating you before leaving.
you - jaems! i think ill head home soon, thank you for letting me stay over <3
As you sent the message, you noticed he viewed it oddly quickly, seeinf as how he was at work, he swiflty replied not even a second later.
jaems - you're welcome! but do you think you can look after the cats for a while, they get sad when left alone, pretty please :D
You knew there wasnt an easy way out, plus you loved his cats, maybe this'll give you some more time to think about what to say to haechan. You sighed,
you - fine fine
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As Haechan and Jaemin approached Jaemin's apartment, the weight of the picnic basket filled with delicious treats and the bouquets of your favorite flowers in Haechan's hands felt both comforting and daunting. With each step closer to the door, Haechan's heart raced with nervous anticipation.
Jaemin offered a reassuring pat on Haechan's back before retreating down to the garage in his car, leaving Haechan standing alone at the threshold of his friend's home. With a deep breath to steady his nerves, Haechan squared his shoulders and raised his hand to knock on the door.
As his knuckles rapped gently against the wood, Haechan felt a surge of hope and determination coursing through him. He prayed silently that this gesture, made in the comfort of Jaemin's friendly abode, would be the first step towards healing the wounds that had divided you. With the promise ring tucked safely in his pocket, a tangible symbol of his commitment to you, in which he was ready to once again promise to, Haechan waited with bated breath for the door to open, his heart filled with a mixture of anticipation and trepidation.
Unbeknownst to you, you opened the door and saw Haechan standing there, a wave of conflicting emotions washed over you. Sadness mingled with relief, happiness mixed with apprehension, as you took in the sight of him standing before you, his eyes are sunken, dark circles evident.
With a heavy heart, Haechan stepped forward, his eyes filled with tears already threatening to pour. "I'm so sorry," he began, his voice trembling with emotion. "I should have never pushed you away, especially knowing that you were the only person keeping me sane and happy."
" i should have never ignored you, ignored your efforts, the love you gave to me, cannot and will never be replaced, i love you so much, and i failed to show you my appreciation for even being with me through all of this, i failed to give you the world, to protect you. My stress due to work shouldve never been an excuse for distancing myself from you, i should have never spoken to you the way i did, my love, im so sorry " his words carried the weight of his guilt, the sincerity in his apology evident in every syllable.
"If you give me this second chance," Haechan continued, his voice pleading, "I promise I'll never make you doubt yourself ever again. I'll cherish you and hold you close, never taking your love for granted."
In that moment, as you listened to his heartfelt apology, you couldn't help but feel a glimmer of hope stirring within you.
With a trembling voice and tears in your eyes, you nodded. And as you opened your arms to welcome Haechan back into your life, you knew that this second chance gave way for a better future, all relationships have its ups and downs, but you knew everything'll be okay in the end.
As you accepted Haechan's heartfelt apology, a sense of relief washed over both of you, lifting the heavy burden that had weighed on your hearts. With tears still glistening in your eyes, you embraced him tightly, feeling the warmth of his embrace, and all those feelings over heartache, disappeared.
Haechan, for the second time, reached into his pocket and pulled out the promise ring, a sense of deja vu washed over you two, and with a tender smile, he slipped it back onto your finger, a silent promise to be a better man, to cherish and honor you with every beat of his heart.
Haechan's eyes sparkled with determination as he made a silent vow to make things right, to be the partner you deserved. He pulled you into a passionate kiss, sealing that promise he made to you.
"And now," Haechan said, his voice filled with excitement, "I'm finally going to take you on that picnic trip you've been wanting to go to."
Your eyes lit up with joy at the prospect, the thought of spending a day in the sunshine with Haechan filling you with happiness. But before you could reply, he added with a chuckle, "But first, we'll have to drive back home to get ready."
With a nod and a smile, you agreed, giggling for the first time that day, and feeling a sense of anticipation building within you, cause like jaemin said, everything'll be alright.
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"silent treatment prank" on their s/o | ot13
. . . how long svt can maintain their "silent treatment prank" after their s/o apologize even though they don't know what they did wrong
natalia's note: i don't think any of them would be able to hold out for long (as you'll see). it's a whole another thing when they give you the silent treatment when they're actually angry, but as a prank. never.
â„ seungcheolÂ
[ ËËđąÖŽà»đŠąË ] one minuteÂ
at first he wanted to try out this prank as a way to see you sulk and whine, as he usually does when you give him the silent treatment, and he thought he was being such a genius after he came up with the idea. mhm, yeah - genius my ass. the second he sees your puppy-like expression after he doesnât reciprocate your hug, itâs over for him. it was clear to him that you thought he was bothered by you, you even apologised for entering his personal space and hugging him. thus not even a minute in, heâs all over you again, kissing you all over your face and apologising (with his noot noot pout) for his silly behaviour because come one - seeing you upset over his stupid prank is the last thing he wants to see.Â
â„ jeonghanÂ
[ ËËđąÖŽà»đŠąË ] ten minutesÂ
as much of a menace as he is, he wouldnât be able to ignore you for more than ten minutes. first of all - he simply gets bored. thatâs it - bored. youâre right next to him, and he canât talk to you, which is so??? he loves yapping when youâre next to him. second of all - he needs to touch you. yoon jeonghan needs his cuddles and kisses, and how is he supposed to get them if heâs ignoring you? third of all - he might be a bit mean (with love) sometimes, but there is no way heâd ever pull a prank on you which would involve you getting genuinely upset. like - making your partner insecure? mhm, not with hannie. so, heâd kind of try to ignore you for a bit (and failing miserably because heâd answer you half of the time anyways), and so after ten minutes he just gives up.
â„ joshuaÂ
[ ËËđąÖŽà»đŠąË ] twenty minutesÂ
joshua is a bit similar to jeonghan with this (who would have guessed), the only difference is that shua is a bit more perseverant. ignoring you had never come easily to him and it never would be easy for him, but he had to admit that your slightly pouty lip was adorable, and he could practically see your brain trying to figure out what was going on. however, when he saw the first signs of you being actually upset, the entire bubble around this "funny" prank disappeared. no joke was worth your sadness, no matter how cute it made you look. shua quickly realised that the prank itself didn't make much sense and that he would much rather hug you right now than pretend that you weren't there at all.
â„ junÂ
[ ËËđąÖŽà»đŠąË ] one hourÂ
he didnât come up with that prank on his own, heâd never, but a lost bet is a lost bet, and he had to take the punishment. he felt so bad avoiding you, when you asked him about his day, if he was hungry, if he needed some rest, and when you started to ask if he needed space, some time alone, and if he wanted you gone for a while - junâs heart broke. but he felt like it was too late to take everything back because you looked so sad and upset, and you probably hated him now too, so he couldn't say anything. an hour would be his breaking point - fuck it if you hated him, he needed you, and he needed to apologise, and damn the person who came up with this stupid prank.Â
â„ hoshiÂ
[ ËËđąÖŽà»đŠąË ] 1.5 minuteÂ
when his friends told him about this prank, and how they pranked their significant others, soonyoung thought it was such a brilliant idea, and he couldnât wait to try it out on you. as it turned out - it was not brilliant, it fucking sucked. ignoring you, your kiss you always gave him when he came back from work, your questions if everything was okay, was one thing - seeing your upset expression was a whole nother story. you even apologised for being so all over him when he barely entered the apartment, clearly feeling bad, and that would be the end of hoshiâs prank. this man is the simpest simp to ever simp, he cannot stand seeing you sad, especially over something you didnât even do.
â„ wonwooÂ
[ ËËđąÖŽà»đŠąË ] 0.2- 0.3 secondsÂ
when wonwoo heard about this prank he was baffled to say the least - whatâs so fun in ignoring your significant other? like, whatâs the point? wouldnât you rather hold them close, and spend some precious quality time together rather than ignoring them? somehow, seungcheol and jeonghan managed to persuade him into giving the prank a chance, and wonwoo decided to say yes just to please his friends and get them off his back. no surprise - wonwoo wouldnât last a second. heâs physically unable to ignore you, a single quiet âwonwoo?â makes him go âyes, baby?â *cue in attentive eyes and a puppy like expression*. besides, heâd never be able to stand you being upset, knowing he was the reason behind your small pout and eyes lacking their usual spark. (also, ignoring you equals no hugs and kisses, and thatâs something wonwoo cannot stand).
â„ wooziÂ
[ ËËđąÖŽà»đŠąË ] fifteen minutesÂ
does not see a point in this âprankâ, thinks itâs very stupid and not fun. the only reason he did it in the first place was to stop hearing the constant nagging of hoshi and seungwkan, and if that was what it took to satisfy them, then whatever. he held out for fifteen minutes just because he was working on a lyrics when you came to his studio, and whereas he ignored your first hello because of the prank, he ignored your next questions just because he got distracted by his work. you were used to your boyfriend spacing out during work so that didnât really bother you, though he never ignored your âhelloâ so you got a bit scared that he mightâve been angry with you or whatever. it took only one glance at you for woozi to remember that he ignored you when you came in, and he immediately dropped whatever he was doing to apologise and properly greet you with an extra kiss.
â„ dkÂ
[ ËËđąÖŽà»đŠąË ] 0.001 secondÂ
not happening, never in a million years. come on, do you really expect seokmin out of all people to ignore you on purpose? over his dead body. the thing was - he overheard about the prank during rehearsals and thought it sounded a bit fun? like, heâd get to see you extra pouty, and he loved nothing more when you got cute like that - so the prank had to work, right? no. when he got home later that night, and you greeted him in the hallway with his hoodie draped over your body, rubbing your eyes with the sweater paws because it was way too late for you to be up, all of his intentions of executing the prank went out of the window immediately. later that night, when he held you close to his chest he felt so silly for even thinking that the prank would be a good idea.
â„ mingyuÂ
[ ËËđąÖŽà»đŠąË ] 2 minutesÂ
this man is too big of a yapper and too big of a clingy puppy to ignore you, besides heâs not that big on pranks, especially if it involves you getting upset. just try to imagine mingyu ignoring you, even though you didnât do anything wrong. you can't, right? thatâs the thing - mingyu has to touch you at all times, and he loves nothing more than talking to you, so why on earth would he go around ignoring you, wasting your precious time together on a silly prank? he tried it out just to see how many minutes heâd last, and well - he didnât hold out for long, definitely not when you dropped your head and left the bedroom, thinking he was annoyed with you. heâd immediately follow you and explain that it was just a stupid prank (in return youâd give him a silent treatment âșïž)
â„ minghaoÂ
[ ËËđąÖŽà»đŠąË ] two hours maxÂ
the trophy goes to xu minghao - heâs the strongest of them all, though that doesn't mean itâs any less painful for him. when minghao decides on doing something he commits, he pours his heart and soul into whatever he does, even if itâs just a stupid prank. he wasnât sure how he even ended up in this situation - him in your bedroom, trying to occupy himself with reading, and you in the living room, probably trying to figure out what you did wrong for your boyfriend to be ignoring you. he would have ended this stupid prank a long time ago if it wasnât for his pride and stubbornness because now heâd have to admit to coming up with this stupid ass prank, and making you feel bad just for his entertainment (which he was not entertained by). when the clock struck the second hour after he locked himself in the bedroom, he threw away the book and practically ran out to you, an apology speech ready.
â„ seungkwanÂ
[ ËËđąÖŽà»đŠąË ] half an hourÂ
his stubbornness to admit the defeat of his prank would be the only reason why heâd hold out half an hour, if not for that heâd be running back to you after a minute. seungkwan was sure this prank would be the perfect way to get back at you for your last joke that you pulled on him, but surprise surprise - it wasnât. he was still going strong when he saw your small pout - he thought the prank was working, and heâd get his revenge, but it wasnât before he saw how sad you actually got that he started regretting everything. you started avoiding him like fire, you didnât even dare to look at him, and thatâs when seungkwan realised the prank was a bad idea after all, like - he didnât mean for you to get so upset, he just wanted to make you a bit whiny and pouty for him, but none of that happened. after half an hour he was like âfuck itâ because he wasnât able to stand seeing you sad.
â„ vernonÂ
[ ËËđąÖŽà»đŠąË ] five minutesÂ
to be honest he just gets bored with the prank. he didnât come over to your apartment to spend his day off ignoring you, and whoever came up with this âsilent treatment prankâ is plainly stupid. for one, vernon hates seeing you upset - obviously. like, who would want to ignore their partner just for funsies, and see them upset over something they didnât do and make them self conscious? besides, it was his day off, and he wouldnât spend it ignoring you, so after five minutes he was ready to curse out his friends that made him try out this âprankâ, and apologise for acting so silly.Â
â„ chan Â
[ ËËđąÖŽà»đŠąË ] 0.5 secondsÂ
yeah, no - thank you next. this man, this man is a simp and heâs so in love with you itâs a bit worrying, there is literally nothing that could ever convince him to ignore you, for what - entertainment? because thatâs what the prank sounded like, ignoring your significant other for entertainment. there were so many other things you could do together without either of you getting upset, so why not do them? one of his biggest goals in life is to keep you safe, loved, and happy - so he will not indulge in his friends' antics with this stupid ass prank. even the thought of ignoring you on purpose makes him sick, like⊠why? he would not be able to stand your upset expression, or the thought that youâd get self conscious about yourself. hell. no.
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agree to disagree (z.cl)
pairings: zhong chenle x reader
genre: high school angst, enemies to lovers, enemies to crushes
summary: y/n thinks chenle has the biggest head on the planet (literally and figuratively) and chenle is a boy with a crush and a lot of issues to work through.
warning: slight mention of parental neglect and ensuing anxiety
You hated Chenleâs guts.Â
There was just something about this boy that made your eyes roll every single time he was with you in the same room. You had to agree that there were perks to haveing someone as affluent as Chenle in your grade. The sponsorships from his family during school events meant that teachers were inevitably more lenient. But behind this so called generosity, you could clearly see the humble brag that he was.Â
Everyone adored the fair skinned boy who liked to laugh obnoxiously loud with his friends who all wore rolex watches. There was an undeniable envy behind the thin veil of admiration that everyone seemed to have though. Except you, yaâll stay safe.Â
You knew it since day one of the 7th grade when the teacher announced elections for class officers a week prior. Elections that you intended to win. The next day Chenle showed up with a bag of lollipops for everyone, automatically securing him a win as president of the class while you lost with less than five votes to your name.Â
It wasnât to say that he did a lousy job. But he wasnât going to silently work behind the scenes, no. He liked to make everyone aware of his status and wealth in the most subtle of ways. Free snacks whenever he felt like it, free entrance at the golfclub their family owned, and souvenirs for everyone from when he would go overseas with his grandparents. And you hated it. The feeling of being treated as a charity case. Like this boy thought he could buy everyoneâs love. But not you.Â
âI hope everyone enjoys the free handwash mom says they cost a lot,â he announced. You with the long French braid and mouth full of braces promptly had enough by then.Â
You approach him with your irritation having reached itâs limit within your stature of four-feet-eleven. âIf youâre always going to tell us how expensive everything is, then I think you should just shut up,â you spat, shoving the pink paper packing into his chest. You walk away with satisfaction as Chenle muttered crap about how it was from the tropical islands of whatever country you couldnât pronounce.Â
Your hate was was palpable across the entire grade for the next five years. Everyone knew that you and Chenle didnât mix except maybe your 12th grade English teacher.Â
âClass this is just for the first term. No one is being forced to sign a marriage certificate so I would appreciate if everyone cooperated with their partner,â Ms. Son commented as she flashed the list of pairs on the screen in front.
You visibly frowned, âyou gotta be kidding me.â Jaemin, who sat next to you tried to contain his laughter upon realizing that you had in fact been paired-up with Chenle. Ms. Son eyes anyone who dared to complain before explaining the project. âI want each pair to pick a topic that you disagree on. For the next nine weeks I want you to come up with a presentation on how communication skills will help you understand a different perspective.âÂ
Murmurs fill the room. Some of your classmates are excited. Many are quite bored and just wish the bell would ring. You are downright fumming at Chenleâs audacity to wave at you from across the room when your eyes meet.Â
On the first meeting you drag yourself into the library for the inevitable. Chenle lounges lazily on one of the bean bags, engrossed in his tablet. You drop your things on an empty table before clearing your throat.Â
âI think the sooner we get this over with the better,â you say with a tight lipped expression. He agrees before standing up and joining you on the table.Â
You notice him studying you and canât help but fumble with your pencil and notebook. âWhy are you looking at me?âÂ
âI just canât figure out why you hate me so much,â he mutters more to himself than to you.Â
âWeâre here to discuss the assignment.â you pointedly respond before proceeding to go over some of the topics you wanted to tackle. As youâre reading off the list you notice Chenleâs eyes linger on you a few times. You find the way he can keep eye contact unsettling but you push on wanting the assignment to be over sooner rather than later.Â
The good news was that you found plenty of topics that you disagree on. The bad news was that none of you could get through a conversation without picking a fight, well mostly you couldnât get through a conversation without picking a fight.Â
You mutually decide that Renjun would be present on your second meeting. You both think maybe a mediator would help you. But not even 30 minutes in and Renjunâs hands are rubbing his cheeks in frustration.Â
 âLetâs take this from the top shall we?â He reiterates,â you need to listen to each other first. Stop trying to win over each other.âÂ
âI think thereâs nothing wrong with using your connections to get farther in life, if I have an advantage why shouldnât I use it?â Chenle states. Â
âIf said advatange is within your reach because of privileges that you have, shouldnât that be regulated by policy?â You bite back.Â
âThey /are/ regulated by policy. Donât companies have referals? Isnât that even better since people are vouching for them?âÂ
At this point Renjun let out an exasperated sigh. None of you were listening to each other, let alone him. âGuys, the pont of this assignment is to hear both sides. I need you to find some common ground,â he exclaims earning some looks from other kids in the lounge.Â
The two of you promptly stop arguing. Renjun sighs again, âyou donât actually disagree as much as you think.âÂ
You snort in response, âyeah and Chenle just needs to get his big head back to earth to see that not everyone has a rich family who can get them places.âÂ
âWhy do you always act like thatâs a bad thing?â Chenle retaliates.Â
âItâs a bad thing when you keep trying to buy your way through life!â you yell.Â
You visibly see Chenle shrink back into his chair. His face morphs into something youâre not sure of. Even you are a little surprised at yourself.Â
Chenle presses his lips together. He laughs to himself before speaking, âwell, I donât know what to say to that. But I have taekwondo training in five, so âŠâÂ
You watch Chenle gather his stuff in silence. You stare hard at the blue metallic surface of the table long after Chenle is out the door.Â
âThat was pretty mean even by your standards,â Renjun said. âI get that heâs annoying but isnât that a bit unfair considering you barely know him?âÂ
That night you stare up at the ceiling finding it hard to sleep. You toss and turn thinking about Chenle. You remember the boy who bragged about his thousand dollar drone, the boy who accidentally dumped his iphone in the pond and had a new one the next day, the boy who liked to tell people that money wasnât a problem.Â
Then you also remembered that he was the boy whose parents didnât show up to any ribbon ceremony, the kid who constantly brought nannies instead of family to his school shows, and the only one who hadnât received a personalized letter from his mom or dad during the senior retreat in 10th grade.Â
You think you donât really know Chenle as much as youâd like to think. Maybe you were the problem for allowing your 7th grade grudge get the best of you for the last five years. Maybe, you needed to give this project a chance by not sabotaging it nearly as much as you did.Â
Youâre nervous when the third meeting comes up. Words have been scarce between you and Chenle but you at least have the decency to set up another meeting at the library. Youâre a few minute early but soon five minutes turned into ten and ten turned into twenty. You attempted to text your partner but to no avail, you try and look for him yourself.Â
A few steps into the 12th grade corridor you hear shuffling in one of the rooms. Curious, you follow the sounds and find yourself face to face with Chenle who was in the process of pacing. You canât help but notice that his hands shake a bit.Â
âGo away,â he says. When you donât follow his command, he letâs out a shaky breath and a tiny laugh before slumping against the wall. You stand and watch as he sinks to the ground.Â
âYouâre probably right. All I have going for me is my family and I canât even please them. Can't win a medal, can't get on the merit list.âÂ
You find yourself sitting next to him, leaning your head against the wall. Not quite sure what to respond, you let him drawl on.Â
âI donât even like taekwondo,â he laughed to himself again.Â
âWhy do you do it then if you donât like it?â
âItâs the only tournament my dad ever attends.âÂ
Your eyes look straight at the windows that offer a view of the sun setting beautifully in soft hues of pink and stark orange while you both bask in the misery of the moment.Â
âI got into university today. The university that they wanted for me so badly.âÂ
âDo you want to go?âÂ
âNo,â he chuckled, covering his face with his hands.Â
âThen donât go. Youâre plenty smart Iâm sure youâll find a good university that you actually want to go to,â you reply turning your face to look at Chenle.Â
He takes a deep breath, shaking his head. âMy parents have already paid for the first semester.âÂ
Thereâs a long pause before Chenle speaks again. âI was thinking about what you said a couple of days ago. It kinda stung but it wasnât something I heard for the first time.âÂ
You unconsciously shift your position, uneasy at how Chenleâs demeanor changed from the last time you spoke to him with Renjun at the studentsâ lounge. He seemed so vulnerable, cocky have-it-all attitude all gone. Instead, a very much exhausted Chenle seemed to take his place.Â
âI donât take any offense, donât worry,â he assured you. âI just reaized for the first time that I actually let myself use my pain as an excuse. I parade this generational wealth around since thatâs all it was ever good for.âÂ
You feel yourself soften at his confession. Not that he was totally forgiven but it was a start. âThat still isnât an excuse for me being mean to you for the longest time. I apologize,â you mutter, eyes looking ahead.Â
âI guess we can call it even since Iâve been a jerk to you, too. Sorry bout that.âÂ
You turn only to realize that Chenle was already looking at you. He had always been looking at you except you never did notice. He liked the way your eyes reflected the pretty sunset. Even after five years, his crush on you hadnât worn off.Â
Truth be told, he pulled half the stunts he did to get your attention. Winning class president, giving away free strawberry hand soap because he had overheard that you liked the color pink, engaging you in arguments, and everything in between.Â
He knew from when you didnât back down from him during class elections. Since then he only found more reasons to reaffirm his feelings with everything you do. His heart would skip a beat when your bright voice fills a room when you talk about social injustice, the way you were so proud of your dad, a teacher on career day, or the way you earnestly listen to your friends when they have something to say.Â
Chenle offers his hand, âto new beginnings?âÂ
âTo new beginnings,â you replied.Â
As youâre both standing up to leave you canât help but feel the urge say something. âChenle, about the university. I guess there wonât be any harm if you honestly tell your parents that you donât want to go. Just a suggestion,â you offer with your palms raised.Â
For the first time, you experience Chenle smiling at you. Like, really smiling at you. You arenât particularly sure why but you notice the crinkle of his eyes and the lopsided curve of his lips and you canât help but feel endeared.Â
âWell, thereâs that,â he says. âBut Iâm hungry. We should order pizza.âÂ
You nod in reply, âas long as you arenât getting them with pineapples, Iâm down.âÂ
Chenleâs eyes widen as he slowly lowers his phone, âyou donât like pineapples on pizza?âÂ
âTheyâre disgusting, no.âÂ
âBut they bring out all the other flavors!â he exclaims.Â
You smile at him while he continues to tap on his phone. As you walk down the corridor you think- no, you feel that something has changed and even if you wouldnât want to admit it, you were glad that it did.Â
âLetâs just agree to disagree,â you finally said, putting one foot in front of the other.Â
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the art of learning how to knock â csc
summary: seungcheol really should learn how to knock
tags: smut (minors dni!), idol!au, 14th member!reader, male!reader, side kmg x reader warnings: explicit unprotected sex, walking in on, masturbating, sex toys, anal play, taking and sending explicit photos, butt plugs, daddy kink wc: 4.4k an: iâm going to be honest this is pretty mingyu heavy oops but they are not the focused couple my bad. also booooo cringey basic ending that yall cant make fun of bc i still kind of like it LOL
Seungcheol wakes up and groans. Despite the rest of the group having a day off today, he, Soonyoung, and Jihoon have a meeting with the higher ups. Slowly Seungcheol gets up and starts to get ready.
When heâs just able to leave he goes to say goodbye to his dorm mates. Joshua bids him goodbye and good luck and Minghao just waves him off, too consumed in his book to truly say goodbye. That only leaves you now.
The little maknae who is far too adored by the group. Seungcheol canât complain though as he probably dotes on you the most out of everyone. You deserve it though. Even though youâre the baby you make sure to take care of everyone and look out for them. In such a big group itâs natural that some people are closer to some than others, but it seems like you are genuinely close with everyone.
Youâre probably still asleep but Seungcheol will just pop into your room and drop a kiss on your head before he leaves. He opens your door but youâre not sleeping. Instead youâre pressed against your wall, crowded up by Mingyu who has one hand in your pants while the other is trailing up your shirt. You gasp as Mingyu sucks at your neck.
Mingyu hears Seungcheol first and pulls away quickly. You whine as all contact is lost. Mingyuâs face is red as he stands, trying to put distance between the two of you like it will convince Seungcheol he didnât see what he just did.
âC-coups-hyung!â Mingyu says. âThat wasnât- we werenât- itâs not what you think.â
âSo you werenât just defiling our maknae?â Seungcheol glares at Mingyu, his voice coming out in more of a growl than he expects. Mingyu cowers away. âNo, tell me Mingyu, tell me you didnât just have your hand shoved down his pants.â
âHyung, Iâm so sorry!â You quickly stand and bow to Seungcheol. Automatically Seungcheol melts at seeing you.
âWeâll uh, talk about this when I get back,â Seungcheol tells you. He then turns to Mingyu. âMingyu. Get out.â Mingyu nods and quickly scrambles out of your room and the dorm. Youâre still bowed and Seungcheol walks up to you and lifts your body. He presses a kiss to your forehead. âYouâre not in trouble. Weâll talk later, okay?â You only nod and Seungcheol leaves feeling a bit bad that he obviously scared you.
Seungcheol heads to the meeting, his brain still thinking about what he witnessed earlier.
Members hooking up wasnât unheard of within the K-Pop world. Seungcheol has never experienced it in Seventeen but it was bound to happen. He just didnât think it would be you and Mingyu.
Seungcheol lets out a long sigh. This is too much to think about.
âAre you okay hyung?â Soonyoung asks him as they ride together in the company elevator.
Seungcheol sighs again. âI caught Mingyu in Y/Nâs room this morning.â
âMingyu and Y/N?â Jihoon pipes up. âYouâre joking.âÂ
âI wish.â Seungcheol drags his hands over his face. âI told him we would talk later but I honestly donât know what Iâm going to say to him.â
âJust tell him about the risks and how itâs his and Mingyuâs decision but to be considerate of the group and each other,â Soonyoung shrugs and Seungcheol canât remember when Soonyoung became the intelligent one but heâll take it.Â
After the leaders got done talking to the higher ups they decided to have unit meetings but this now means that Seungcheol has to face you and Mingyu in a room together, along with Vernon and Wonwoo. You guys are all together in Mingyu and Wonwooâs dorm but nobody has said anything yet as Seungcheol keeps glaring at Mingyu.
âSoâŠâ Vernon says. âWhat did you need to talk to us about hyung?â
âRight uhm, we have a few photo shoots coming up. The company wants us to split up into units to take them. They also want us to do unit songs for our next album so weâll need to work on that,â Seungcheol says. Heâs still glaring at Mingyu a bit and you sigh.
âHyung, should we talk now?â Seungcheol glances nervously at Vernon and Wonwoo. âThey already know.â
âWhat?â Seungcheol frowns.
âYou told Soonyoung, who told Seokmin and Seungkwan, who then told everyone else,â you explain and Seungcheol internally curses himself. Of course. The three loud mouths of the group. âItâs okay Cheol-hyung. We already know everything youâre going to tell us. Itâs nothing serious and weâre going to be careful.â
âStillâŠâ
âCanât you trust me?â
âItâs not that Y/N.â Seungcheolâs brow furrows.
âThen what is it? Itâs natural to haveâŠurges. Idols do it all the time.â
Seungcheol doesnât know how to tell you he doesnât have an issue with the members hooking up with each other. He has an issue with the members hooking up with you. You seem to come to this realization on your own though.
âHyung,â you say it like youâre scolding him. âIâm not a baby anymore! Iâm twenty-three now. I can take care of myself. You guys act like Iâm some innocent child but itâs not like that anymore.â
In theory Seungcheol knows youâre right, but it doesnât make it any better. Sometimes he wants to just bundle you and Chan up and hide you two away from the world. Youâre right, you guys are older now, but that doesnât stop you two from being his babies.
âCoups-ah.â You stand and walk over to him. You grab his face and squeeze his cheeks in your hands, grinning as you do. âItâs okay~â
âIf it makes you feel better hyung,â Mingyu starts.
âShut up,â Seungcheol growls, which would probably be more intimidating if you werenât squishing his face right now. Mingyu still shuts up though.
Youâre now using your hands to shake his head around. âRelax. We wonât let it get out of hand. Now, is this meeting done?â You drop your hands from his face.
âWellâŠI guess for nowâŠâ
âOkay great!â You lean down and kiss his cheek. "Since everyone knows now though, we donât have to hide. So maybe uh, donât come into Mingyuâs room for a bit. Okay bye!â With that you grab Mingyuâs hand and drag him to his bedroom. Mingyuâs face is red as you do but he doesnât stop you.
Seungcheol glares at your retreating backs. He barely even got to say what he wanted to, but then again he didnât even know what he wanted to say. Now he has to live with the knowledge that youâre in Mingyuâs room being desecrated by the giant.Â
âHyung? Youâre a little red in the face,â Wonwoo says.Â
âIâm fine,â Seungcheol snaps.
âI didnât say you werenât! Iâm just pointing out your face is a bit red. You know theyâve been doing this for like months now,â Wonwoo says casually.
âWhat?!â
âNo need to snap. Yeah Y/N typically comes up here. I mind my business but I had a hunch on what was happening.â Wonwoo is a little too calm for Seungcheol right now. âWhy does it matter so much anyways?â
âBecause, itâs Y/N.â
âHyungâŠdo youâŠ?â Wonwoo doesnât finish his sentence but Seungcheol understands what heâs implying.
âWhat? No!â Youâre the maknae, thatâs all. He doesnât have feelings for you or anything. Nope, not at all.
âIf you so say hyung,â Vernon and Wonwoo mutter.
Seungcheol really needs to learn how to knock.
The members are having a fourteen member dinner together tonight and you haven't read the group chat yet so Seungcheol volunteers to come get you. He thinks youâre taking a nap and he walks into your room to wake you up. But just like last time you are in fact not sleeping.
âAh, ah, ooh~â your moans fill the room and Seungcheol stops in his tracks, his face turning red at the sight.
Youâre draped across your bed, your shirt is pushed up so your stomach is revealed and your pants are just barely pushed down around your thighs. A clear dildo is being thrust into your wet hole and Seungcheol watches the way the puffy pink muscle grips onto the toy as it disappears in and out of you. Your dick is being gripped in your other hand as you pump yourself rapidly.
Seungcheol coughs a bit and you suddenly realize his presence. Seungcheol is looking at the wall by the time you pull the covers over you, face red.
âOh my god Seungcheol! Iâm so sorry.â You bury your face in your hands. âWhy does this keep happening?â
âUh, dinnerâs ready,â Seungcheol mumbles.
âR-right. Iâll uh, be right there.â
When you finally sit down at the dinner table your face is still red and Seungcheol still has the image of your puckered hole burned into his brain. The only seat open is the one next to Seungcheol and you two canât meet each otherâs eyes as you sit down.
The rest of the night you two try to avoid each other and you even jump when his leg accidentally bumps into yours. After dinner is finished you split from the group quickly, stating you have a headache. Seungcheol wants to follow after you but decided against it.
Later while laying in bed Seungcheol canât get you out of his head. The erotic noises you were making and the tantalizing pieces of skin he saw. He can barely fall asleep with his brain running so hard but he eventually is able to get himself to sleep.
Unfortunately for him while he sleeps his brain decides to betray him again. He dreams of your naked, flushed, willing body under him, panting as he runs his hand over your pliant flesh squeezing you in all your soft areas. Your eyes are begging for him to fuck you while small whines leave your throat. You need him.Â
Seungcheol wakes up with a start, his body drenched in sweat, his cock uncomfortably hard in his boxers. What the fuck is wrong with him. He shouldnât be having these kinds of thoughts about you. Youâre the maknae, the baby. Seungcheol is the leader and the oldest. He was literally yelling at Mingyu the other day because of this.
Then Wonwooâs stupid words creep into the back of Seungcheolâs head.
HyungâŠdo youâŠ?
Does he?
Seungcheol has always had a soft spot for you, everyone knows this. Itâs evident in the way he teases Chan but dotes on you. Heâs close with the other members but he has a special bond with you. Heâs never put too much thought into it but maybe now he should.
Seungcheol is aware heâs glaring. Itâs not going to stop him though.
You guys are at the photoshoot and youâre waiting for Vernon and Wonwoo to get out of hair and makeup. Your body is pressed into Mingyuâs as he whispers something in your ear and Seungcheol has never wanted to strangle Mingyu more in his life.
Okay, so maybe Seungcheol likes you. Whatever. The realization just makes him want to kill Mingyu even more.
He also wants to kill whoever is your stylist. Youâre in oversized black jeans with large rips in the knees, revealing just enough skin where itâs not too distasteful. Your shirt is a loose fitting mesh tank top with a blue cropped zip up hoodie over it. You look hot. Sinfully hot. You have black eyeliner smudged around your eyes and your hair is styled with gel to make it look wet as it hangs in your face.
âCoups-ah!â You call and Seungcheol meets your eyes. âAre you ready?â When he looks he sees that Vernon and Wonwoo are ready now. Seungcheol nods and follows the four of you to the photographer.
The photoshoot goes by fairly smoothly, other than the fact that the photographer is upping your sex appeal and itâs making Seungcheolâs dick hard. He catches a glance at one of the photos where youâre staring at the camera, your piercing eyes on display, your plump lips parted just slightly. You look like an incubus ready to pounce on your next victim.
âAre you okay hyung?â You ask him as you and Wonwoo switch out to take solo pictures. âYou look a little flushed. Are you feeling sick?â You press the back of your hand to his forehead. âYouâre hot too. Are you going to be able to finish the photoshoot?â
âIâm uh, fine. Itâs just a bit hot in here,â Seungcheol lies.
âHmm well if you get feeling worse donât push yourself.â You smile kindly at him before going to sit next to Vernon, falling into a quick conversation.
The rest of the day Seungcheol tries to ignore how you and Mingyu hang off of each other and how at one point you take your jacket off so your whole arms and chest are on display and it makes Seungcheol feel like a pervert.
By the time the group gets back to the dorms Seungcheol is annoyed and sexually frustrated. He contemplates just taking a cold shower but he is just a man and instead he jerks off alone in his room thinking about you. Not that itâs anyoneâs business.
Seungcheol is going to kill Mingyu. Heâs actually going to do it.
Seungcheol is sitting in his room when he gets the notification that someone texted the Seventeen group chat. What Seungcheol sees when he opens the message makes his blood boil (and his dick stir).
Mingyu: Look at what a good boy he is
Attached to the text is a photo of you. No, not just a photo of you, a nude.
Your whole body is bare and your face is shoved into the bed as your ass sits in the air. The picture is taken from a back angle so your puckered hole is on display, one of Mingyuâs large hands is spreading your asscheeks to show it off. Between your legs is your hard cock, red and dripping, begging for release. Thereâs a white splatter of cum on the small of your back and Mingyuâs dick hangs just barely in frame at the bottom.
What the fuck. What the fuck.
Seungcheol is torn between being appalled and being turned on.
He decides he can be both and gets up to storm to your room. What is Mingyu doing pulling shit like that?
Without much thought Seungcheol barges into your room. Mingyu is sitting on your bed with his legs spread as you kneel on the ground, your mouth stuffed full of Mingyuâs dick.
âKim Mingyu, what is wrong with you?â Seungcheol growls.Â
âWhat the fuck hyung!â Mingyu squeals. Mingyu quickly pulls you off his dick so he can cover up his bare lap. You on the other hand take a second to realize whatâs happening.
Your lips are swollen and a bit of spit drips down your chin. There are tears in your eyes as you look around confused. You're still naked and your cock is still hard, still not taken care of. Seungcheol pushes the thought that he could treat you better away in turn to glare at Mingyu again.
âWhy did you send that picture to the group chat?â Seungcheol hisses.
âWhat picture? Oh shit. Did I send that to the main chat?â Mingyu scrambles for his phone. âThat was uh, meant for just Chan.â
âChan!?â Seungcheol whips around to face you. âAre you sleeping with Chan as well?â
âN-no,â you sniffle a bit. âDonât be mad at me Cheollie please.â
âShit baby, Iâm not mad at you,â Seungcheol assures you.
âChan wishes he was sleeping with Y/N,â Mingyu pipes up. âAnd it seems like some of the other guys do too.â Mingyuâs startled manner has been replaced with a cocky one as he scrolls through his phone. âToo bad I got to him first.âÂ
Seungcheol fumbles to pull his phone out and look over the chat. All of the guys seem to be responding positively to the photo. A little too positively.
âIt doesnât matter what the guys think. That was very stupid of you. What if the wrong person got ahold of that photo?â Seungcheol frowns.
âYou canât even see his face!â Mingyu argues back.
âGet out of this dorm, Mingyu,â Seungcheol growls.
âWhoâs going to take care of poor Y/N then? Look at him.â Seungcheol does. Youâre wiggling your hips around, your hands just twitching to be able to touch yourself. Mingyu pulls you up onto the bed and places you on his lap. He brings his hand down to finally bring relief to your aching cock. âAre you going to take care of him hyung? What were you saying the other day about âdefiling the maknaeâ?â
Youâre letting out small high keens as you Mingyu continues to work at your cock. You can barely pay attention to the conversation the two men are having, too busy burying your face in Mingyuâs neck.Â
âYouâre the only one who has a problem with this hyung. Why is that? It canât truly be because youâre a prude. Are you just that protective of Y/Nâs innocence? OrâŠare you just possessive of Y/N? Want him to yourself? Shame if thatâs the truth because it looks to me like heâs under my thumb and not yours.â To emphasize his point Mingyu digs his thumb into the slit of your cock and you moan and grip onto Mingyu tighter.
Seungcheol canât find his words. He canât take his eyes off your leaking cock. His own cock stirs around in his pants, his anger at Mingyu the only thing keeping it at bay. Mingyuâs hand works at your fast, rougher, and soon youâre cumming, spurting your cum across Mingyuâs hand and your stomach. Your face is blissed out and youâre letting out the most sinful sounds Seungcheol has ever heard.
âDo you still need something Seungcheol?â Mingyu asks. Seungcheol tears his eyes away from you to meet Mingyuâs gaze. âBecause if you donât I suggest you leave.â
Seungcheol wants to yell at Mingyu. Curse him out and scream at him and go into a rage but he sees the way youâre starting to fall asleep in Mingyuâs arms and decides to hold off. Only because of you though. Heâll just yell at Mingyu later.
Y/N: gyu is on some date right now and im just so needy
Y/N: can someone please come help me đ„ș
Holy shit.
The text throws Seungcheol off.
Itâs sent to the main chat after practice one day. Seungcheol can barely even comprehend Mingyu going on a date because you just asked one of the member to come help get you off. Seungcheol knows the other guys find you attractive and he knows them well enough that a handful of them would gladly take this offer.
He rushes to your room to find he doesnât even have to barge in, the door is already wide open. His initial idea was to stop any of the guys from going in, and to stop you as well, but when he peeks in from the door frame to see you fisting your cock all of his resolve brakes. Your breath comes out in small pants and a pink flush covers your body. When you look up and see Seungcheol you start to whine.
âC-cheollie~ help me,â you beg.
Swiftly Seungcheol closes your bedroom door and locks it shut.
âWanâ you so bad. Wanâed you even before Gyu,â you admit. âTouch me please.â
âFuck baby, holy shit. Youâre so pretty.â Seungcheol slowly approaches the bed as you continue to yank at yourself. âW-what do you need me to do?â
âFuck me please. Touch me. Anything,â you beg.
Seungcheol hesitates for a second. Is this a bad idea?
Fuck it, heâs already come this far.
Seungcheol surges forward and pulls you into a kiss. Your skin is fevered and soft under Seungcheolâs hands and it drives him feral. God heâs wanted to touch you like this for too long. You kiss at his lips hungrily as he swallows up your moans and whines. Seungcheol drags his hand down your torso and to your crotch.
The wiggling of your hips spurs Seungceholâs movements on even more and he grabs you in his palm and starts to pump at you. Seungcheol swallows up your soft pants as he kisses you even harder, getting drunk off just your lips.Â
You break away for a moment so you can speak. âM-more. Please.â
âIâm already touching you baby. You need more than this?â
You nod. âNeed something more inside.â You wiggle out of Seungcheolâs grasp so you can turn around, presenting your ass to the older man. Thereâs a butt plug seated in your hole and Seungcheol has never seen anything hotter in his life.
Seungcheol is barely thinking as he strips himself of his clothes and grabs the bottle of lube on your bedside table. He kneads at your ass with one hand while he pumps his own length with the other.
Gently Seungcheol removes the plug from your ass but you still whine at the feeling. Seungcheol tries to soothe you as he pours lube onto his cock. He lines himself up to your hole and starts to push in. He can barely fit his tip in to begin with. Youâre tight even with all the preparation you did beforehand.Â
âShit Y/N,â Seungcheol groans as he shallowly thrusts into you, trying to get you to take more of him.
âH-hyung,â you whine.
âHow are you so tight?â Seungcheol groans. âMingyu not fuck you good enough?â
âUh uh, not as good as you would,â you say. âG-gyu acts all p-possessive, but he isnât. P-plays a part to r-rile you up.â You stumble through your words. âHe was helping me get your attention.â
Seungcheol played right into you and Mingyuâs hand. Well shit.
âA-are you mad d-daddy?â You ask, the name slipping out of your mouth. Seungcheol embarrassingly finds it hot.
âFuck baby. Could never be mad at you. Should have just told me though. Daddy would have come and fucked you nice and good,â Seungcheol tells you as he ruts into you even more. Your hole loosens a bit and heâs able to shealth his full length into you. âGood boy, taking me so well.â
Seungcheolâs grip on your hips is tight as he starts to fully rock into you. Your body is already trembling under his and youâre mewling out with every hit of Seungcheolâs tip. Seungcheol picks up his pace to something that could only be described as animalistic. His hand presses between your shoulder blades, pushing you down into the mattress even more. Your whole body is nearly pushed into the bed, your hips grinding up against the sheets.
Youâre babbling nonsense as Seungcheol fucks you. Your drool is dripping down onto the bed and tears are starting to form in your eyes as well. Seungcheol canât focus on anything other than the way you're wrapped around his cock, squeezing him so tightly as he pounded into your ass.
âSo good for me. Such a pretty boy. Yeah just like that baby,â Seungcheol coos. He can feel his balls tightening the more he plows into you.
Everything about you is intoxicating. Your skin is soft and warm under his palms and he loves how it feels when he squeezes at the pliant flesh. The noises you keep making are doing nothing but spurring on Seungcheolâs orgasm, the high pitched whimpers going straight to his dick.
Seungcheol has never been an overtly sexual person but he thinks he might become one if you keep it up like this. His mind floods with different scenarios where he could have you. A quickie backstage before a performance. Crowding you up after rehearsal in the dance room. Bent over in the car right before you guys catch a flight. He wants to do everything with you. Try new things with you.
âDaddy!â You cry out. âNeedâa cum.â
âI got you baby.â Seungcheol reaches around your body to grab your cock in his hand. Itâs heavy and he can feel the veins along it as he starts to pump you in his fist. âCum whenever you want. Shit. Gonna cum too. Where do you-â
âInside!â You call out. âPlease. Need to be stuffed full with your cum.â
âHoly shit,â Seungcheol groans and he releases right then, spilling his load into your hole. The feeling of his cum inside of you drives you over the edge as well and youâre cumming all over Seungcheolâs hand. When you come down from your climax your body slumps onto the bed, out of breath.
Seungcheol pulls out of you and flops down beside you. He brings his hands up to play with your hair as you shuffle around to lay on his chest.
âYou okay baby?â Seungcheol asks in a whisper.
You weakly nod a bit. âFeel good.â
âIâm going to be honest I donât think this can be a one time thing for me,â Seungcheol admits.
âGood. I like you Seungcheol. Like, I really like you. I thought you just saw me as some kid though,â you say softly.
Seungcheol chuckles at this. âI think youâve proven that youâre not just a kid anymore. SoâŠyou and Mingyu really werenâtâŠ?â
âAh,â you hide your face in his chest a bit, âthat. We were talking one day and I kind of brought up how itâs hard to do anything as an idol and he agreed and then offered to help me out if I ever wanted. Then I brought up my crush on you and he said he could also help with that and well, you know.â
âWonwoo said you guys had been doing stuff together for months.â
âWonwooâŠmay or may not have been a part of it as well,â you admit sheepishly. âMingyu and I did do stuff, just not to that extent. Everytime you caught us it was on purpose. Gyu knows youâre awful at knocking and decided to uh, use that to our advantage.âÂ
Seungcheol stares at you incredulously. He has caught you guysâŠpurposefully. Thatâs something he didnât see coming.
âGod youâre going to be the death of me,â Seungcheol mutters.
âYeah,â you say sweetly, âbut I think it's worth it.â
âOh do you now?â Seungcheol teases and you nod, grinning back at him. âYouâre lucky I think so too,â he says before swooping down to kiss you and he decides that yeah, maybe his habit of not knocking isnât such a bad thing after all.Â
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new look | lee jeno
synopsis in which you become acquainted with your boyfriendâs new haircut
genre nonidol!au, fem!reader, established relationship, and fluff
warnings reader is a bit bratty, pet names (baby, pretty), and a man having the audacity to cut his hair instead of growing it out :((
word count less than 1k
a/n wrote this as a love letter to the legendary jullet (jeno mullet) BUT also an appreciation of his short cut because i think heâs rocking it right now. though nothing, and i mean not one thing, can touch the hot sauce jullet (r.i.p bby)
Trust, Jeno knew the weight of this situation. Your attachment to his hair was no secret between the two of you. You loved it. Threading your fingers in the hairs around the nape of his neck, continuously running your hands through his raven locks, attentively fixing the lengthy strands that fell into place in front of his sight. Sure, in your lonesome together, your hands were always on Jeno but your number one comfort place was having a hand constantly glued to his hair.
â___, baby, please open the door,â Jeno pleaded, gently laughing against the wood of your bedroom door. Of course there was a way he could finesse the knob himself but he found your unnecessary, yet completely anticipated temper tantrumâ cute.
âNo!â
âBaby,â Jeno bit back laughter, pressing his freshly exposed forehead to the door.
âHow could you do this to me?!â Though muffled, he heard your dramatic query. His shielded laughter pushed its way past his lips, leaving you to hear his harmonious snickering as you stood on the opposite side of the threshold.
âWhat was that, pretty?â Jenoâs smile stretched, expecting his question would pressure you to let him in. The stretch of his lips could only double when he heard the lock clickâ stepping a few paces back for your reappearance just before your exasperated face was peeking through the minor crack you purposefully left in the door.
âI said,â you began. âHow could you do this to me?â You whined, the sight of your boyfriend promptly making you upset all over again.
Jeno chuckled at your state, taking you the least bit seriously. âYouâre being dramatic,â he countered.
Before you could hide from him again, Jeno wedged his hand between the door and the sill. Obviously, you were no match against his strength so you gave up control over the door without a fight.
âThank you, finally.â Jeno smiled triumphantly, his tone dripping in sarcasm as he stepped into your shared bedroom where you had been hiding yourself for the past half hour upon witnessing his new haircut.
You presented yourself as less than ecstatic to see him, to say the least. By the time Jeno had entered, you were already shrouding yourself with your comforter to avoid him once more.
A sigh left Jeno while he wondered to himself how long you two were going to play this game. âPretty, you canât still be upsetâŠâ slowly, Jeno crept over to the edge of the bed to sit next to your hidden form.
He heard you huff from underneath the blankets before you quickly flipped it off your head. âWell I am.â And your head was covered again.
âYou donât like it?â Jeno probed you, of course he knew what your answer was but playing with you was just so much fun.
Like a game of catch-a-mole, your head peaked from beneath the covers like before to deliver him a quick qip but this time your boyfriend was time enough, catching the comforter with his hand to keep your pouty face in view.
âJeno,â you cried.
â___,â Jeno mocked your whiny tone, maneuvering up the bed to hover over you. Though you feigned discontent with your boyfriend, youâd be stupid to ignore the kiss he pressed to your lips. You allowed your lips to mesh, it was swift, but effective in turning your once rigid form into something like jelly.
He pulled back, his handsome face still peering down over your own.
âJeno,â you parroted yourself, this time your voice was softer as you reached a hand up to gently brush against his newly chopped fringe.
âYes, pretty?â
You sighed at the usage of your nickname, it was twisted that he knew exactly how to use it to his advantage. Wordlessly, your opposite hand came to grip at the front of Jenoâs shirt, effectively pulling him down on top of you. He followed through, giggling as he situated his weight comfortably overtop of you.
This new position allowed you to adjust yourself along the crook of Jenoâs neck. âI donât hate it,â you reluctantly whispered into his skin.
Shocked, Jeno changed the angle to where your faces were nearly touching. âNo?â He whisper-shouted.
âNo.â You giggled at the sight of his wide, stunned eyes, your hand still roaming the expanse of his cut.
Jeno smiled at this, bringing his lips back to your own and inevitably closing the gap between you. This time you gave more of yourself to him, arching your front into his. Sighing when you felt his hand place itself along your side.
He cut the kiss short once again, your faces still close as ever.
âI happen to like it. It suits you,â you admitted shamefully, it was disappointing to yourself that you had caused all this uproar to finalize that the change, though drastic and sudden, wasnât all that bad.
It framed his face and highlighted his sculpted features. Lord knows he was still as handsome as ever, and this new cut gave you more opportunity to marvel at him. Though your fingers had less to work with, you were still able to play in it nonetheless.
âThank you, baby.â Freshly flustered with your change in tune, Jeno pressed a peck to your nose, garnering a giggle from you.
âNo problem.â
With your situation finally reaching a resolution, Jeno situated himself to lay on his side, holding onto you while his head was placed on your chest. Giving you the perfect opportunity to let your fingers linger in his hair like youâve become accustomed to.
âMore than my mullet?â Jeno mused.
âDonât push it.â
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Iâm literally so down bad for haechan itâs đ§đ«đ”âđ«
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amateur hour
member â camboy!jun x f reader genre â smut, f2l, idiots to lovers, fluffy ending word count â 8.6k synopsis â the most awkward encounter of your life might just end up being the best thing you and your best friend have ever done together. warnings â descriptions of female anatomy, masturbation (jun), voyeurism & exhibitionism (watching porn together), jun is a big time simp but in a soft way, please lmk if i missed any! notes â huge thanks to @onlymingyus and @highvern for reading this for me to make sure i wasn't insane, and thanks to @cheolism and @duhnova for help with the title <3 this is my longest fic in a while and it took so much energy to finish but i hope yall enjoy! please reblog or send an ask and lmk if you enjoyed this! :)
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"hello? anybody home?"
jun squeezes his eyes shut, throwing his head back with a stifled moan as he cums all over his hand. his grip on his cock tightens, milking every last drop out across his abs as he fights to keep himself quiet.
fuck, he forgot. forgot he'd told you to come over tonight. forgot he'd promised a movie night to cheer you up after your latest dating disaster. he feels like the worst friend on the planet right now, for so many reasons.
the main reason? the fact that he's just finished cumming at the thought of you⊠and also the fact that he's been streaming the whole thing to thousands of people.
out of breath, he presses a couple keys before slamming his laptop shut. no goodbye to his viewers, no thanking the people who donated. but they're used to his unconventional streams, often barely acknowledging their existence or even not talking at all. not because he cares deeply about staying anonymous, but because he's just so⊠average.
maybe that's why he's so popular: he's just a regular guy jerking off. people like that amateur stuff. no elaborate productions, no fancy camera work, just a guy with a laptop and a really pretty cock (or so he's been told). he could be anyone: your classmate, your neighbor, the cute guy from the library. he might even be your best friend.
"in hereâ changing!" he calls through his closed door, rushing as fast as he can to clean himself up and put clothes on. he's mentally praising himself for remembering to make his bed this morning, and after wiping a suspicious looking stain off his desk and fixing his chair, his room looks halfway decent.
he tosses open his bedroom door to greet you, throwing a smile onto his face. he doesn't want you to feel like you're intrudingâhe loves it when you come over, he wouldn't have given you his house key if he didn't want you toâeven though at this exact moment, you very much are intruding. even though he invited you over in the first place. fuck, he's such an idiot.
when jun hadn't answered any of your texts before you let yourself in his apartment, you'd figured he'd forgotten about tonight. you'd hoped tonight would be an exception, but it's not out of the ordinary for him to be forgetful. any other day you wouldn't have minded, even teased him about it, but not tonight. especially since he invited you over in the first place.
but all of your worries are suddenly pushed to the backseat when he comes out of his room looking⊠well, hot.
like, literally hot. he's sweating, his hair disheveled and his pupils huge as he pushes his shirt sleeves up his arms.
it takes a second for you to take it all inâ obviously he'd forgotten about his promise and had started a workout instead. you can't say you haven't noticed lately how often he's started working out, his biceps bulking up and his chest peeking out through his shirts. you'd wondered when he's been finding the time to go to the gym, his excuse for years being that he's too busy or too lazy to leave the house, but it seems like he's been working out at home too now.
you stand awkwardly in the space between his living room and the door, watching the beads of sweat forming at his hairline. âif now's a bad time, i canâ leaveâŠâ
"no!" he rushes to say, and you pause at his sudden outburst. "no. just... let me take a shower real quick. i'm so sorry, i lost track of time." he runs his hand through his hair, trying to calm himself down while you try not to stare.
"sure," you say after a long moment. his eyes pause to travel over your face with an expression you can't read, but maybe you just imagined that because seconds later he's back to his cheery, usual self telling you to make yourself cozy on his bed and start looking for a movie while he's in the shower.
standing under the cold water, he promises to himself that he's going to get everything right tonight, despite the rocky start. he's gonna bring out the snacks and put on the movie and make you happy again. because that's what he always does, and he may not be the most perfect person in the world but he tries to be for you.
he's been there for every new boyfriend you tell him about that he already knows won't end well, and he's been there when it inevitably doesn't end well. he's been there without a single complaint for every drunk saturday night and every hungover sunday morning. and he's not going to complain this time either, no matter his feelings for you and how badly he wishes you would just date him instead. maybe he's a little biased, but he thinks he'd make a great boyfriend.
you sit at the edge of his bed wringing your hands until you hear the shower start to run, finally letting out a deep exhale and starting to relax with a moment to yourself.Â
heâll take his shower, and itâll be like a reset button for the evening; heâll come out nice and clean like nothing ever happened, and youâll snuggle up and watch a funny movie and maybe get a little drunk and forget all your troubles for the weekend. a clean slate, as if you hadnât had to use every ounce of self control youâve got in order to avoid ogling him and the way his sweat drenched shirt clung to his torso.Â
youâll have such a fantastic time with the movie, you wonât even have time to stop and think about the fact that he probably works out shirtless. no, you definitely arenât thinking about how youâve never seen any gym equipment around his house so he must be doing like a crazy amount of pushups or something to get that ripped without any kind of exercise machine. the fact that these are not the kind of thoughts you should be thinking about your best friend is entirely irrelevant.
content with your plan to avoid thinking for the rest of the evening, you stand up from his bed and move to stand at his desk, opening his laptop to find something to watch.
and oh, you find something to watch, alright.
staring back at you on his screen is a porn site, paused on a video of a man laid naked across a worn out looking chair, legs spread wide with his cock tightly in his fist.
oddly enough, your first thought is that the scene looks⊠hot. the top of the video cuts off at the neck, hiding his face from the camera but leaving his prominent adam's apple exposed. itâs very obviously amateur, but even from just the single frame shown, you get the sense that thereâs a certain charm to it. and quite honestly, itâs working for you.
apparently, it works for a lot of other people, too. the video has hundreds of thousands of views, and below it are suggested videos from the same man that boast similar numbers.
jun never struck you as the type of guy to watch solo male videos, but you aren't here to judge his preferences. hell, you've seen way worse yourself. there must be something he likes about it, though, and youâre half tempted to press play on the video to find out if the rest of it is as good as the preview seems to be.
you're about to close the tab and never speak of it again, but something else catches your eye and you pause, finger hovering over the mousepad. something about the guy in the video feels⊠familiar, somehow.
looking closer you see there's a little mole on his tummy, right by his hip, that reminds you of the one jun has. you've seen him without his shirt on enough times to recognize itânot like you've been staring or anything. just something you've noticed.Â
but then your stomach flips, and you realize what's actually familiar about the guy in the video. tied around his wrist is a thin red string, a friendship bracelet you made when you first met him and accidentally tied it too tight so he couldn't take it off that he's worn ever since.
there's no way that's a coincidence.
and then everything else starts to fall into place: the posters in the background of the video. the old desk chair youâve sat in so many times that youâll never be able to see the same way again. too many pieces fitting easily together like a puzzle.
but by the time you've had long enough to process all this information, the shower has stopped and out walks jun wearing nothing but a loose pair of sweatpants. your eyes drag away from the sight of his wet, naked chest and instantly fix on the bracelet tied around his wrist, unable to stop staring at it.
you distantly hear him call your name, and your gaze snaps back up at him with wide, guilty eyes, caught like a deer in headlights.
he opens a drawer and starts tugging a t-shirt on over his head, turning around to look at you. âdid you find something to watcâ oh.â
you follow his gaze towards his open laptop, the video sitting proudly on display in the tab you forgot to close.
you both stare at the paused video for a very long moment, the silence stretching on before all the words that were stuck in your throat suddenly come tumbling out all at once.
âi wasnâtâ it was just open⊠i didnâtââ
he stands there in silence, and you stand there in silence, and the evidence sits on the desk between you like a wall that makes you feel intensely exposed, even though heâs the one whoâs sitting naked on the open screen.
your first instinct (after panic, of course) is to slink home and hide yourself in your room and try to erase the image of your best friendâs dick from your memory. youâve never thought they looked very attractive before, but his is weirdly beautiful to look at, and youâre not willing to explore that train of thought. also, way bigger than you were expecting, but itâs not like you thought about it often enough to guess how big he is or anything.Â
âmaybe i should go home and we should just forget about tonight,â you rush to add when he still doesnât say anything after a lengthy pause.Â
junâs face falls, and you immediately feel a pang of guilt for trying to run. âyou don't have to go,â he says quickly. âitâs notâ um, nothing weird about it, right? iâm sorry, i should have closed it, orâŠâ he pauses, stumbling over his words almost as badly as you are. âi donât wanna make you uncomfortable. i promise my sheetsâand everything in my roomâis clean.â he tries an awkward smile, and it makes you feel really bad about making him feel bad.
âit's not weird at all. it's totally normal. i was just⊠surprised,â you try to smile back, but it doesn't work as well on you as it does on him. âjust a shock, i guess. trying to process it. but it's fine. i promise.â
âi won't make it weird,â he says. âyou don't have to watch it or anything.â he kind of wants you to.
âi wasn't thinking about it.â you definitely were.
there's another uncomfortably long silence. âso anyway, did you pick out a movie?â he asks at the same time you ask him a question, both trying to keep the conversation going, but you realize you should've kept your mouth shut and let him take the lead because he is way more capable of being normal about this than you are.
âwhat do you think about when you do it?â you blurt out, and you regret the words as soon as they leave your mouth because you've realized just how invasive of a question that is and you're kind of hoping he didn't hear you, but he definitely did because he's sitting at the edge of his bed with a shocked look on his face, because out of all the things he was expecting you to say it definitely wasn't that.
âdon't answer that. i don't know why i said that,â you follow up immediately, trying to mitigate the damage but it's too late.
his eyebrows are scrunched up in thought. âno, i don't care. iâum⊠i just don't know how to answer that without making it weird.â
âyou don't have to,â you say quickly.
he turns to you, but you pointedly look away. âdo you actually want to know?âÂ
you look down at your hands, doing everything to avoid his eyes. âkinda.â yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.
he laughs a little, and miraculously somehow it manages to lighten the tension, hearing that familiar sound. âyou seem, like, really uncomfortable. we can just⊠pretend it never happened.â
âit's gonna be hard to do that. it's not every day you find out your best friend is a porn star,â you say finally. you force yourself to lift your head, at least in his general direction since you can't meet his eyes. you settle on looking at his mouth instead, but that was definitely a mistake because now you're staring at his lips and noticing for the first time how pretty they are and how soft they look and now you're wondering what it would feel like to kiss those lips and toâ
âit's not really like being a porn star⊠well, kind of, it is. but like, not really, becauseââ he cuts himself off when he notices you staring. âsorry, i'll drop it. we donât have to get into it.â
âno, i'm curious now,â you say. somehow you find the will to lift your head, finally meeting his eyes. âtell me how you do it.â
he stares blankly. âlike how i jerk off, or⊠oh, you meant how the videos work,â he laughs as it clicks into place in his mind. obviously you wouldn't mean it like thatâas much as he wishes you did.
you didnât realize it until now but the uncomfortable, awkward tension at the initial shock of finding out that your best friend has a mildly successful porn career, has slowly been melting away into a different kind of tension. maybe itâs the adrenaline, the fight or flight instinct, or something else entirely, but itâs succeeded in making you bolder than you should be. everything in you should be telling you no, drop it, donât invade his privacy, but all you can think is yes, please, tell me everything.
âis that what you were doing earlier? when i got here?â
he tilts his head imperceptibly at your question, eyes narrowing ever so slightly as he tries to gauge your reactions. thereâs something in the air and itâs beginning to affect him too. âi feel like youâve already guessed the answer to that.â
you canât help the smirk that tugs at the corner of your lips at his words, gaining confidence with each passing second. âi told you, iâm curious.â
âfine.â he cocks an eyebrow at you. âyeah, i was. what else do you wanna know?â
âyou never answered my question earlier.â
âwhat do i think about?â he repeats, tactfully ignoring the blush creeping up his neck into his cheeks. âtrade secret. i canât tell you.â
clearly you arenât satisfied with his answer, so he sighs and looks over at you. strands of wet hair from his shower rest across his forehead, and you canât help but be reminded of how he looked when youâd first walked in, sweaty bangs sticking to his face in a similar fashion.Â
âitâs not any different than when i do it off camera. same thoughts.â his eyes trail down your body briefly before snapping back up to your face. âmost of the time i donât even remember iâm being filmed. just feels like a normal afternoon to me.â
when he meets your eyes again they almost seem to sparkle with a mischievousness he hasnât seen from you in a long, long time. âso this is a normal afternoon for you, then? letting people watch you jerk off?â the words are more vulgar than heâs ever heard from you, but they taste good and satisfying on your tongue.
if even a quarter of junâs brain was functioning normally right now, he might have the good sense to refuse to answer your questions. his side job was never supposed to be found out by friends or family, not because heâs embarrassed about what he does, but because he likes having that space to experiment with himself. itâs true he can try out fetishes and kinks he wouldâve never known about before, yes, but more important to him is the fact that he can do whatever he wants, be whoever he wants to be, act however he wants to act.
yet he instantly buckles the second you smile and bat your pretty eyelashes at him without so much as a second thought. for as long as heâs known you heâs always had the urge to tell you everything, to talk for hours and hours about anything on his mind. heâs never felt like he needs to hide anything from you; even with this, his darkest secret, heâs an open book. willing and far too eager to answer anything you ask him.
a small, distant part of him has sort of always wanted you to find out about his alter ego, to question him exactly as youâre doing now. the thought of his secret becoming your secret, too.Â
âi guess so, yeah.â he grins and glances over at his laptop still sitting open, the image of himself paused on the screen.
you follow his eyes, looking back and forth between him and the video and trying not to find the similarities between the two. âyou ever do anything⊠together? or just solo?â
only after youâve said it do you realize how that question sounded coming out, and yet again you wish you could take back your words. it wasnât meant to be an offerâthough deep down you really wouldnât mind that at allâbut despite the numerous boundaries youâve already overstepped tonight, you donât think thatâs a line youâre willing to cross just yet.Â
being aware of your best friendâs homemade porn and even watching it is one thing, but actually fucking him is completely different. and no matter how bad your feelings are for him, it still feels off limits. unless he suddenly decides to grab you by the neck and tell you he wants you to ride him until your legs give out (which youâd gladly do, for the record), youâre just going to have to keep those desires to yourself.Â
the implications of your question hang unanswered in the air, and you stumble to explain yourself before he has the chance to outright reject you. âthat's not what i meanânot like that. i wasnât⊠nevermind.â you cut yourself off, hoping you havenât managed to dig yourself a deeper hole.
the corner of his mouth upturns in a smile that you find infuriatingly hot. âyou werenât what? and no, i havenât. never had anybody i liked enough to try it with.â he gets shy again, glancing away from you and staring at his desk chair absently. âi havenât told anyone about it, so itâs not like i have many options even if i wanted to.â
your cheeks flush in embarrassment, and that guilty feeling in the pit of your stomach from seeing something you shouldnât have returns. youâre the only person who knows? and you only saw it on accident, so clearly he didnât mean for anyone to ever find out. fuck, all of this was a mistake and maybe you really should pretend like nothing ever happened.
âiâm sure the people who watch you would be lining up at your door to fuck you if you asked.â
ânot interested.â he doesnât meet your eyes, his gaze lingering on your body again for a moment too long, and for some reason that sparks something within you.
you clear your throat and it grabs his attention, looking up at you in curiosity. âwell, anyway. iâve thought of something for us to watch.â
he perks up a little, and you almost feel bad for what youâre about to do because he seems so excited at the prospect of watching an actual movie. but youâve endured more than enough of your fair share of his teasing over the years, and part of you is still curious to finally see him in action, so you grab his laptop and sit yourself down on his bed.
he walks closer to you to see what youâve picked out for the evening, only to find youâve put his own video on fullscreen, nonchalantly propping his computer up on your lap to watch as if his dick isnât sitting in front of your very eyes in 4k high definition.
his cheeks turn even redder than they already were as he freezes in place, his eyes fixed on the image of his own cock in hand and toned body on display, waiting for you to press play.
âyou coming?â you pat the bed next to you expectantly, smiling such an innocent little smile as if youâre unaware of what youâre doing, though both of you already know exactly whatâs going to happen. and itâs driving him up the fucking wall.Â
heâs so flustered that he doesnât even laugh at your pun, still standing at the foot of his bed and trying to summon every last shred of his dignity to stop himself from getting hard for the second time tonight. just the thought of you wanting to watch him, showing interest in the videos of him pleasuring himself has all the blood in his body rushing towards his cock, and he doesnât know how much longer heâll be able to keep pretending heâs fine with this.
âiâve never watched them after filming them. i was there the first time⊠never felt like i needed to revisit it.â he doesnât mention the real reason he doesnât watch them is because heâs afraid to see what he looks like when heâs thinking about youâ afraid to see how his body reacts in ways that it definitely shouldnât be without your knowledge.
you bite your lip absentmindedly, looking up at him with an inviting expression. âfirst time for everything, right?â despite the confidence youâve gained your voice still ends up coming out soft and shy, as if youâre afraid to admit how badly you want to see how this plays out.
junâs face flushes as he tries to ignore the way his pants continue to grow tighter. âyou wanna watch me? i meanâ the video? together?â heâs honored⊠no, heâs more than honored. thousands of people watch his videos daily, yet the only one he cares about is sitting on his bed and smiling that pretty smile of yours at him.
he rests his palms on the edge of his bed frame, and you canât help the way your eyes rake over his body in reaction. heâs tall and always has been, towering over you as long as youâve known him, but he never seems to be aware of just how big he is. or maybe he is and just knows how to use it to his advantage. either way, you canât hide the shiver running down your spine as he leans over the bed towards you.
he can feel his body tingling with anticipation as he takes a seat down anxiously beside you, your fingers hovering over the mousepad before you finally unpause the video. no going back now.
at first you think the sound isnât working as you watch him adjust his position on the chair in silence, but when you hear the seat squeak you realize heâs just quiet. your palms are clammy as you keep your hands planted at your sides, waiting for the action to start. just the image of him naked is enough to send you into a spiral, but you force yourself to be patient, knowing thereâs better things to come.
you try not to stare at him next to you, but itâs impossible with the way he keeps nonchalantly adjusting his sweats every few seconds. you can tell heâs trying not to let on how hard he is, but unfortunately for him you're way too hyper aware of yourself in this moment and nothing goes unnoticed.
your gaze stays glued to the screen as you watch the recording of jun leaning back in his chair, tentatively taking his cock into his hand with a soft sigh. you donât notice that youâve been holding your breath until he starts moving his hand up and down along his length, letting out a shaky sigh that matches the ones from his recording. your cheeks are burning but you canât bring yourself to stop staring as he brushes his thumb across his leaking tip, smearing his precum around with his fingers.
the muscles in his thighs tense and he lets out a little whine, and it sends a shiver throughout your whole body. you canât see his face on the video, but youâve seen his expressions enough to get the picture, and it drives you wild. you need to see it close up, need to see those faces he makes and confirm the way youâve imagined it.
but even with his beautiful, painfully hard cock right in front of you, you still canât take your eyes off of the friendship bracelet tied around his wrist, watching as it brushes against his cock with every stroke of his fist. you wonder how long heâs been doing this, how long and youâd never realized. heâd never seemed like the type, but then again, you were learning a lot of things about your friend tonight.
you manage to pry your eyes away from the video but your gaze just ends up back on instead, sitting beside you with the same thin bracelet adorning his slender wrist. you squeeze your thighs together as you stare at it, willing yourself not to think about it, but when another broken and muffled moan comes out of the laptop speaker you canât take it anymore.
you suddenly stop the video, pushing his computer off your lap and closing the screen. he jumps and looks at you, eyes wide with concern. you'd hated it, didn't you? you thought he was a loser and this was all such a bad idea and he should've pretended it never happened in the first place because now your friendship is ruined andâ
"show me."
jun swears he stops breathing for a second. he must not have heard you clearly, but when he pulls his gaze up to meet yours he finds you staring back expectantly, a hint of a smile on your face and a look in your eyes that makes him want to pounce on you and never look back.
"what?" his voice comes out cracked. god, if you're saying what he thinks you are⊠he's never been this hard in his entire life, including all the times he's edged himself to the thought of you. there's no way in hell he isn't hallucinating right now, because the expression on your face is straight out of his dreams.
your wandering eyes flit down to his bulge. "i thought you said you did live shows."
your heart is pounding, fearing you've finally crossed that last forbidden line for good. who knows when you got so bold, but you couldn't handle watching another second of that video without doing something about it. despite his shyness you know he's enjoying this, with the way he keeps tugging at the hem of his shirt and struggling to hide his painfully obvious boner. it's not like you're doing any better yourself, and you wonder if he can feel the heat radiating off your body right now or if he's noticed the way you can't stop squirming.
you hadn't expected that hearing his breathy whimpers through the laptop's tinny speakers and watching his abs flex on the screen as he squeezes his hand around his cock would have such an effect on you, but it's hard not to when the star of the movie is sitting right beside you. you're afraid to even move, at risk of revealing the wet spot beneath you seeping into his sheets that he was so adamant earlier about being clean. well, you know one thing for sureâ they won't be clean after tonight.
so, you clear your throat and choose your next words carefully this time, knowing exactly what you're asking for and hoping, praying it'll be reciprocated. "why would i wanna watch a video when i can see it in person?"
"fuckâ" his voice is strained, and your stomach flips at the sudden low tone coming from his throat that you aren't used to hearing. "you wantââ
"i wanna see you," you cut him off, jumping on the chance that he didn't immediately shut you down. you look pointedly at the bulge in his pants, making sure he sees you looking. "do you ever do private shows?" you feel the heat in your cheeks burning with shyness, but you press on, your voice soft. "you know⊠one on one?â
ânoâ yeah,â he says hurriedly. âi mean, i can now. for you. if you want.â he adds the last part like an afterthought, because even though you just straight out asked to watch him jerk off, he still canât comprehend that youâre into this. that you, his best friend of all people, is this eager to see him.
your reply comes out choked with desperation, but heâs so lost in your reactions that you doubt he even notices the change in your tone. âplease?â
with dazed eyes he nods, moving his hands down to the waistband of his pants, and it feels like time moves in slow motion as you strain your eyes for a glimpse.
your breath catches in your throat as you watch him push his sweatpants down just below his hips, freeing his cock. the thick veins on his hands that you're used to ogling in your free time are nothing compared to the veins that cover his length, and theyâre nothing compared to the grainy video from his computer, either. you're so tempted to touch him, you have to physically restrain yourself from reaching over and wrapping your hand around him, to feel its weight in your palm and feel how hard he is.
he soaks up your reaction, his pride soaring at the way your mouth is practically watering for him. he makes sure you're watching, then pushes his sweatpants all the way off and leans back against the headboard of the bed, spreading his legs to get a more comfortable position before he starts.
âyou gonna answer my question now?â you ask, your voice soft yet still teasing as he begins to drag his hand up and down his shaft slowly, pumping himself to full hardness as if he hadn't already been fully hard for the last hour.
the look in his eyes when he glances back up at you makes your heart jump, and suddenly the answer seems as clear as day. but youâre afraid to believe in it in case youâre still wrong about everything; even now as you kneel beside him on his bed, his eyes boring into yours as you watch him fist his cock, you canât let yourself have hope that he feels the same about you. thereâs been nothing to suggest that he does, besides the fact that he didnât immediately throw you out of his house the second you found out about his alternative career.
he doesnât answer for a long moment, and you feel your entire body growing hot under his gaze. for the second time tonight you feel stripped bare, despite the fact that youâre fully clothed and heâs the one half naked in front of you.
âare you sure you wanna hear the answer?â he says finally, and despite the way his voice comes out choked you can tell heâs just as nervous about this as you are. years of friendship changed by just one sentence, but whether itâll be for better or for worse, you havenât figured out yet.
youâre not sure if you really do, but you nod anyway, searching his eyes for any signs of hesitation. he groans softly, bucking his hips up a little into his fist as he opens his mouth to speak. you scoot closer to hear him, drawn to him like a magnet and your heart pounding as you wait for the words you so badly want to hear.
âright now?â he pauses. âiâm thinking about how bad i wanna kiss you.â
and after that itâs like a dam breaking apart, losing every bit of self control youâd worked so hard to maintain for so long as you press forward and meet his lips. his hands jump to your hips, instantly forgetting what he was doing as he gently tugs you onto his lap to get a better angle.Â
you slide your legs beneath you, straddling his lap with your knees on either side of his waist as your mouth slides against his. kissing him comes as naturally to you as breathing, almost immediately finding a rhythm with his nose pressed against your cheek.
he starts out slow, tentative, but as soon as you kiss him back heâs throwing his own self control to the wind and pulling you deeper into him. you can feel his aching cock pressing into your stomach, and it takes everything in you not to grind down on him and ease the throbbing between your legs.
you finally force yourself to pull away, taking in the sight of him. his cheeks are flushed and heâs panting, eyes darting back and forth between yours in questioning at your sudden pause. âisâ is that all you think about?â you ask, but it comes out more like a whimper. if it were anyone else youâd be mortified at how worked up youâve gotten in such a short time, but if anything jun looks worse than you do right now.
âi think about you every fucking time,â he admits breathlessly. as always, giving up his so-called trade secrets the second you ask, because he canât hide anything. doesnât want to hide anything from you. âcanât stop thinking about you, even when i try not toââ
âduring your streams?â
ââespecially during my streams.â
you push your hips down gently, feeling your soaked panties sticking uncomfortably to your folds at the movement, but itâs all worth it for the angelic moans that fall from his lips in return. âand earlierâŠ?â you pry. you donât know why youâre so full of questions tonight, but a part of you relishes in his praise and the way he so readily admits his thoughts to you.
he stifles another groan, his hands trailing haphazardly over your body like a kid in a candy store, as if he isnât sure what to touch first but he does know that he wants to touch all of you. âearlierâ got so hard thinking about you coming over, i couldnât help itâŠâ he squeezes his eyes shut as you reach up to rest your arms around his shoulders. âso fucking lucky that youâre my friend, i donât deserve you.â
you brush your thumb against his cheek and his eyes shoot open, his hips stuttering beneath you in surprise. âwhy?â you ask softly. if anyone is undeserving of your friendship, it should be you, not him; the way he treats you like a queen, practically worshipping the ground you walk on and being the best friend youâve ever had.
ââcauseââ he swallows hard and looks up at you, his fingers shaking a little as they wander across your hips. âfuck, the way i think about you⊠youâd never say yes to that.â
you smile softly, leaning closer to him until your mouths are just inches apart and you can feel his hot breath on your lips. âyou never asked me.â you glance up at him expectantly, nodding your head to give him a chance to say whatâs on his mind.
âcan iââ he curses under his breath, his mind going haywire at even just the thought of you letting him have more of you. âcan i kiss you again?â
and itâs such a genuine request that you have no choice but to indulge him, your lips parting to let him in. itâs a kiss that you feel in your entire body, from the hands that have moved to your back gently guiding you towards him, to the butterflies in your chest and much lower places. you wantâno, you need all of him, all at once, need his hands and his cock and his sweet, sweet kisses.
you lean back and press your mouth against his neck instead, feeling his soft skin beneath your lips as you start to suck. he groans in response when you nip at the underside of his chin, beginning to suck harder until you bite down gently and lift your eyes to see his reaction.
suddenly he wraps his hand behind your neck and pulls your head up to meet him face to face, crashing his lips back against yours in a frantic battle of tongue and teeth, filled with a newfound desperation. his eyes are closed and brows furrowed as he kisses you, one hand on the back of your head guiding you into him.
you frantically paw at his shirt, struggling to keep yourself contained. "jun, pleaseâ let me see you."
he leans forward away from you and tears his shirt off over his head without so much as a word in reply, quickly settling back and meeting your lips once again. his mind is racing a mile a minute, so eager to give you whatever you want, whatever you ask for, whatever you need.
he's so caught up in pleasing you that the thought of asking you to take off your shirt in return doesn't even cross his mind; you could sit fully clothed on his lap for the rest of the night and he'd still be over the moon. but you do it anyway, just as eager to please him as he is for you. you pull your shirt off as fast as you can, whining in frustration when you tug too roughly and it gets caught in your hair for a half second. but you feel his hand slide up your back and help you, untangling it and balling the fabric in his fist, tossing it across the room before pulling you back to him.
you fall forward and catch yourself on the wall behind his head, forcing you to readjust your seat on his lap and cupping his cheeks with your hands to stabilize yourself. jun shifts his position as well, threading one arm around your waist and pulling you tighter against him. his palm on your skin makes you feel like you're on fire, his hand pressing gently but firmly against the bare skin of your hip.
you can feel his length resting between your bodies, still hard as ever and throbbing from so much stimulation yet so little of it being directed at where he wants it most. you start to rock your hips, slowly grinding against him and feeling your cunt pulse through the thin fabric of your panties, and you wonder if he can feel it, too.
if he does then he doesnât mention it, too caught up in roaming his hands over your chest now that your shirt is out of the way. you feel shy, not used to so much attention from one person and especially not used to it coming from him. a part of you wishes youâd at least worn a prettier bra, but he doesnât even seem to notice that itâs the old ratty one you wear around the house. in his eyes it might as well be made of solid gold, with the way he touches it so delicately and looks up at you in a frenzy, begging you to let him take it off.
his palms cup your breasts the second the fabric is on the floor, moaning unabashedly as he pushes his face into your chest. his tongue laves over your skin with his eyes closed in bliss, and he groans into your breast before he finally tears his mouth away from you, giving you both a second to breathe.
"please let me fuck you," he rasps, his arm still wrapped around your waist as he holds your body close to his. "fuck, pleaseâ god, i need you so bad. i'll take such good care of you, baby, please, just let me. i'll do whatever you want me to, pleaseâ"
you shiver at the desperation in his voice, and if he wasn't still cradling the back of your head in his palm you probably would've fallen backwards with a moan. even from the few minutes of his video that you'd managed to watch he didn't seem like much of a talker, so the way he rambles on and on begging for you feels like a breath of fresh air.
you waste no time in telling him yes, practically falling off his bed in your rush to stand up and strip the rest of your clothes off. he wraps his hand around his cock once more and begins to thrust shallowly into his fist as he watches you shimmy out of your pants, and you whimper at the sight thatâs become so familiar over the past hour.
both finally naked, you start to reposition yourself on his lap, but in a split second he flips you over onto your back instead. you let out a yelp as he cages you in with his long limbs, his cock resting against your body as he hovers over you.Â
âplease,â he pants, his expression pleading with you just as much as his words are. you donât even know what heâs pleading for at this point but you nod quickly anyway, moaning out his name until he silences you with another hot kiss.
he sits back on his heels, kneeling between your legs as you spread them open wider for him. he forces himself to look away from your dripping pussy long enough to position himself at your entrance. thereâs so much more he wants to do, so much he wants to try with you, but after dreaming about you for so long and now youâre finally here, heâs not sure heâll last long enough to find out. another day, he tells himself as he lines up his cock. another time, if youâll let him.
he looks up at you, waiting for you to give him a signal or to back out if youâve changed your mind, but you meet his eyes and bite at your lip and give him the tiniest nod.
his hands are shaking as he guides himself into you, pushing just the tip inside and looking back up at you for confirmation before continuing.
by the time heâs halfway inside of you he has to squeeze his eyes shut as hard as he can, every muscle in his body concentrating on trying not to explode at the feeling of your walls fluttering around him. a million thoughts are running through his head and he can barely see straight at this point, his tunnel vision focused on you and only you. if he remembers only one thing from tonight, he wants it to be this sight right here: the image of your face scrunched up in pleasure, your mouth hanging open in a breathless moan as you clench wildly around his cock.Â
your hand grips his bicep impossibly tight as you adjust to his size, your fingers gradually relaxing as he continues to push into you until he bottoms out with a high pitched whine.
it takes a second for you to adjust, but as soon as you start begging him to move his body starts running on autopilot, his hips pistoning into you with more force than he knew he had in him. heâs stopped talking by now, almost completely silent except for the occasional groan and muttered curse.
you lift your legs to wrap them around his waist, pressing into his back with your heels to get him to thrust deeper until you fall apart in his arms with a cry, burying your face in his chest as your vision goes blank and the wind gets knocked out of your lungs.
he leans down over you, putting his hand between your head and the wall to stop you from being slammed into it from his thrusts as you crest into your orgasm. all you can do is hold on tightly to him, biting at his collarbone to stifle your noises as his eyes dart across your face, desperate to see how beautiful you look when you cum for him. for him, for only him, for your best friend whoâs so in love with you it physically hurts.
what finally breaks him is the gentle way you reach up and hold his head with one hand, guiding him down to your lips to kiss you once more. your fingers tremble with aftershocks as you thread them into his hair, using his body to ground yourself as he fucks you into the mattress.Â
his hips stutter and he barely pulls out in time to cum all over your pussy, his cock twitching as he releases onto your skin with a broken moan. thereâs nothing he wants more in this world than to cum inside you, but in his desperation he didnât think to ask ahead of time, and even his last functioning brain cell isnât going to let that happen without your permission.
your fingers untangle themselves from his hair, sliding to his neck and down to his chest as he heaves shallow breaths. he blinks rapidly, trying to reorient himself and calm his racing heart.
âjun?â
he barely hears you calling his name, but his head tilts down to look at you before he can process it. youâre just as much of a mess as he is, sweaty hair sticking to your forehead and his cum coating your lower half, your chest rising and falling as you struggle to catch your breath.
and just like that, the fog in his mind is cleared and heâs jumping into action. heâs gonna do what he always does, what he has to do: be there for you and do everything right, even when he has no idea whatâs ârightâ anymore because he just fucked his best friend and the love of his life and thatâs not usually what best friends do, so what does that make him now? he doesnât know and he doesnât care, but what he does care about is making sure youâre as comfortable as possible in this, probably the weirdest and most uncomfortable situation ever.
your fingers latch onto his wrist before he can get away, and he whips around with such a dumbfounded expression that you canât help but laugh a little. âjun,â you repeat his name again, and this time it gets through to him and he pauses, eyes wide as he looks down at you.
âhuh?â
âwhere are you going?â
âtoâŠâ he trails off, because he doesnât actually know where heâs going, but his brain knows he has to do something. âuh, clean?â
you laugh. âgod, i love you so much. justâ câmere.â
you tug on his wrist and he topples down onto you with a yelp, but you wrap your arms around him until he stops wiggling and just sits still against you.
your bodies are covered in sweat, sticking to each other as you hold him, but itâs the most comfortable youâve felt in what must be years. âwhat are you so nervous for?â you ask him with a soft chuckle, pushing his hair out of his forehead.
âbecauseâŠâ he pauses again and looks up at you, worry clouding his gaze. âbecause youâre so perfect. and i donât wanna mess this up.â
âyouâre not going to, jun. promise.â you exhale and stroke his hair again. âif anything, iâm the one that messed things up. i shouldnât have found out about your⊠you know.â
âcan i say that iâm glad you did, or is that weird?â he asks with a breathy giggle.
your cheeks flush with heat, but you canât disagree. âiâm glad too,â you admit, and the dopey grin on his face makes up for all the awkwardness ten times over.
you exhale slowly, finally feeling your body return to normal. you dread standing upâyouâre not even sure if youâd be able to, after thatâbut for now it feels good to just lay here with junâs head on your chest.
âso what about your channel?â
âiâll delete it,â he rushes to say. âwhatever you want me to do. i donât careâ i donât want it anymore. all i want is you.â
you tuck a lock of hair behind his ear with a smile, feeling your cheeks glow from his praise. âwell, i donât want you to do that. all your loyal viewers will miss out on seeing you doing more than just jerking off alone.â
he raises an eyebrow at you, trying to understand if you mean what he thinks you mean. âlikeâŠ?â
âlike letting them watch you fuck your girlfriend?â you finish for him tentatively. even after everything tonight you still have doubts that youâve misread his intentions, that maybe this is just a one-time thing to him and you donât mean as much to him as he means to you.
he studies your face carefully. âis that what you are?â he asks hesitantly.
you nod slightly, the shyness from earlier suddenly rushing back in at the possibility of being rejected. âunless you didnât want me to be.â
he shakes his head so fast it nearly gives you whiplash. ânoâ please. i do. so bad.â
you break out into a smile, cupping his face in your cheeks and leaning in to kiss his forehead. he hums, and the vibrations are warm against your chest . âyou couldâve just asked me. like, years ago. would have avoided all the awkwardness ofâŠâ
âof you finding out iâm a porn star?â
you giggle, and he thinks itâs the most adorable sight heâs ever seen. lying naked in your arms together, making you laugh. âi thought you said you werenât.â
he grins. ânot really. but it makes me sound cooler when you say it.â
âi think youâre cool anyway, jun.â
he shifts and leans forward to capture your lips in his again, his mouth slow and tender as he kisses you this time. âi never wanna stop kissing you.â
you rub your thumbs across his cheeks, watching his fond expression that you know must be mirrored with your own. âthen donât.â
â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â
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rivals ( lee donghyuck/haechan ) part two
donghyuck x male!reader
hyuck wants to get closer to his rival.
content : 2.2k words, fluff, high school!au, academic rivals trope
( a/n ) the long awaited part two </3 this is v soft compared to part one and im in love w it tbh. i'll start writing part three soon, which will also be the last part :)
part one
"what do you know about y/n?"
jaemin's brows furrowed at the sudden question.
"y/n from our class?" he asked, looking between donghyuck and his open locker.
"yes, that y/n. dumbass."
jaemin clicked his tongue and flicked his friend's head.
"not a lot. i don't think anyone really knows a lot about him. he's really good friends with mark though."
"mark lee??"
jaemin nodded, "yeah. jisung said that y/n hangs around after dance practices sometimes and then they leave together."
donghyuck nodded, a little surprised at the way his heart sank.
"but i think they're also neighbors so," jaemin added.
"ah okay.."
"why?"
donghyuck felt a small surge of panic run through his body. he could hear the suspicion in jaemin's voice.
"..nothing. just wondering."
"whatever you say," jaemin replied with a small smile.
it was monday morning, and if you asked donghyuck, the weekend passed way too slowly. he hadn't told anyone about spending time with y/n on friday afternoon. it was driving him crazy if he was honest. he kept finding the urge to bring up y/n in random conversations, or just tell one of his friends about how much fun he had killing time in the restaurant before they had to part ways that evening. his grudge against y/n was crumbling fast.
"haechan."
donghyuck's head snapped back up to look at jaemin.
"what?"
"you coming? lunch time."
"oh right, yes."
jaemin snickered at him. he watched donghyuck hurry to zip up his school bag and close his locker, but not before stealing a quick glance at y/n's unoccupied locker across the hall.
donghyuck and jaemin eagerly found their table of friends after entering the cafeteria. the others began to go get their food, while donghyuck's attention was fixating on one thing. or rather, one person.
he frowned as he looked around at the different tables. y/n wasn't to be seen anywhere. donghyuck did, however, spot a different familiar face. he took a deep breath and began walking over.
"hi, sorry, um.. do you know where y/n is, by chance?"
mark looked up from his phone in confusion. why was lee donghyuck asking for y/n's whereabouts?
"why?" mark asked.
"i wanted to eat lunch with him. does he have a different lunch period?"
the corner of mark's mouth tilted in thought.
"no, he's in our lunch period. he just eats up at the rooftop garden."
donghyuck's face instantly brightened at the information. with a small bow, he said a quick thank you and rushed out of the cafeteria.
the small bag of food in donghyuck's hand was getting more crushed and crumpled with every step he took. just the idea of seeing y/n made him nervous. the kind of nervous where your head gets fuzzy and your body feels shaky. he hated it, but he loved it.
before he knew it, he was already at the top of the stairs and pulling open the door to the rooftop garden. he stood still for a moment after finally finding y/n. the male was sitting at one of the shaded tables, headphones on, chopsticks in one hand eating cup noodles while he flipped through a textbook with the other hand.
donghyuck felt his heart flutter. he continued walking over to him until he was finally sitting down next to him. y/n jumped at the sudden presence of someone else. he quickly removed his headphones to sit around his neck, looking over at his classmate.
"are you really studying while eating?" donghyuck asked. y/n looked at his textbook, feeling a little self conscious.
"i was just reviewing a little."
donghyuck's brows furrowed in disapproval.
"lunch is supposed to be a break. give your brain some time to breathe," he gently closed the book and pushed it aside before looking back at y/n with a soft smile. "talk with me instead."
"are you just trying to get me to fall behind so i won't be top student anymore?"
"that would definitely be a perk, yes," donghyuck responded with a small chuckle. y/n rolled his eyes, but still laughed along.
"what are you even doing up here?" y/n asked.
donghyuck looked away as he tried to form an answer that wouldn't embarrass himself. he could feel himself getting flustered, but he'd sooner move schools than let y/n know that.
"i wanted to eat somewhere that wasn't so crowded," he answered. "same for you i assume?"
y/n nodded, "i hate eating in the cafeteria."
"what about when it rains up here?"
"usually i'll just stay on the top step of the stairs," he replied while pointing to the staircase inside. donghyuck only nodded, which surprised the other. he thought surely donghyuck would make fun of him or tease him.
"you're nicer than i thought you'd be," y/n said quietly.
"hm? i'm nice?"
"nice-ish."
donghyuck began to unpack his lunch in efforts to hide his growing smile.
"i can be mean if you want," he joked before his gaze locked with y/n's.
"no no, i like nice donghyuck," he responded quickly.
donghyuck's face was practically on fire. he could feel it, but he refused to look away from y/n this time. it was quiet between them for a moment, simply staring at each other through the tension until donghyuck cleared his throat.
"are you doing anything tonight?"
"i'm st-"
"studying, right." donghyuck laughed lightly. "can i join?"
y/n felt his heart jump.
"you want to study together?"
"yeah, why not? we can exchange numbers and meet at a café or something."
"that sounds great actually."
"yeah??" donghyuck became much more excited, perking up in his seat. y/n flinched at the sudden enthusiasm before laughing it off.
"you're warming up to me, y/n!! i think it's time for nicknames."
y/n looked at him with furrowed brows. "what? absolutely not."
"you can call me 'hyuck' and i can call you.."
"nothing."
donghyuck frowned. "'nothing' is not a good nickname."
"will you just eat your damn lunch?"
donghyuck sighed dramatically and looked at his food, "fine."
"thank you, hyuck."
"wha- no!" donghyuck's jaw dropped while y/n smiled to himself. "no, no! not fair, you can't use hyuck if i can't use one for you!"
"okay. sorry, hyuck."
"y/nnn!.." he whined.
"eat your lunch, please."
donghyuck was about to argue again, but the smile still stretching on y/n's lips made him give in. he couldn't help but grin a little himself. he clicked his tongue as a final protest and finally began to eat.
donghyuck let out a heavy exhale as his eyes drifted to the entrance of the cafe again. he was early, waiting since 5:45 when they agreed on meeting at 6 o'clock. now he was simply just paranoid and nervous, awaiting y/n's arrival.
his fingers were fidgeting with the straw of his coffee when he finally spotted y/n walking inside. he quickly sat up straight and pretended to be immersed in the books in front of him.
"hi," y/n said quietly while sitting down across from him.
"hi!" donghyuck sounded more enthusiastic than he meant to, scowling to himself in result. but the smile that instantly grew on y/n's lips made him feel better.
before their recent interactions, donghyuck had never really seen y/n's smile. he always stayed quiet in classes and never really made a scene, something donghyuck couldn't say for himself. but donghyuck found that the more y/n smiled, the more he loved it. and whether he realized it or not, the deeper he fell.
"do you wanna go get a drink or something?" donghyuck asked as he gestured to the cafe's counter.
"i will in a little bit."
donghyuck nodded, at a loss for what to say next. he was afraid of seeming bland to y/n, especially since he wanted to get closer to him. with anyone else, donghyuck was outgoing and great at making conversation, but y/n seemed to just make his mind go blank.
"how was your day?" y/n spoke up instead.
donghyuck perked up. such a simple question, and yet it made his heart beat faster.
"it was alright. it just went by slowly."
"mine did too. i was nervous to meet here."
donghyuck looked at him with shining eyes. y/n's cheeks were the lightest shade of red, gaze averted as he got his textbook out from his bag.
"really? why?" donghyuck tried to sound as nonchalant as he could, but he wasn't sure if y/n could see through him or not.
"i just get anxious easily. especially with new people."
"ah.. well let me know if i can do anything to make you feel more comfortable."
y/n smiled again. "thanks, hyuck."
as y/n began to actually study, donghyuck couldn't tear his view away from the male. y/n was just so different from what he initially thought.
"hey, you know my friend jaemin, right?"
"oh, uh.. he's the one that sits beside you in first period right?"
"mhm!"
"then yes," y/n answered. "i mean, i don't know him, i just know who he is. why?"
"well i was thinking maybe you could come hang out with us this weekend. he wants to go to that new arcade that opened. i think a few of our other friends might come too. they'd like you."
y/n looked up from his book, now entranced by the endearing gaze from donghyuck.
"that sounds cool.. i don't think i've been to a real arcade before."
"what??"
y/n flinched again before laughing softly and nodding in confirmation.
"you have to come then, you have no choice," donghyuck announced proudly.
"alright, then. when are you guys going?"
"saturday."
"oh.." y/n's grin fell slowly, in turn making the other's heart drop. "i have plans with my friend on saturday actually. i'm sorry."
"oh, that's okay then." donghyuck looked at his drink, playing with the straw again. "which friend?"
"do you know mark?"
"ahh.. yeah, i've talked to him a couple times."
"he's pretty much the only friend i spend time with outside of school."
"so do you like, have anything more with him?"
y/n looked at him a little confused.
"what d'you mean?"
"like, more than friends." donghyuck's voice had grown softer the more he spoke. he felt embarrassed asking such questions, but his curiosity outweighed his embarrassment.
"oh. no, i don't really feel that way about him. i'm pretty sure he's straight anyways," y/n replied.
"ew."
"i know, right."
a soft exchange of laughter sounded at their table. y/n didn't even know donghyuck was into guys, but it was nice to know now.
"wait, why do you ask though," y/n quickly realized. donghyuck quieted down at this.
"..just curious about you."
y/n blinked. "curious?"
"yeah. i wanna be closer with you, if that's okay," the other responded happily. y/n looked back down at his book, hiding his stubborn smile.
"mhm, that's okay," he answered while nodding slowly. after bringing himself to look back up at donghyuck, he saw that the male was still gazing right back at him, refusing to budge.
y/n's heart jumped when donghyuck's eyes shifted down to his lips for just a second. he couldn't tell if he was seeing things or if donghyuck was really considering kissing him. it had to be the former.
"we should actually get to studying now.." y/n croaked out. he silently cursed at himself for the way his voice shuttered, and for the way it made donghyuck smile before nodding along.
"right," donghyuck agreed as he went back to his own textbook.
it was quiet between them for a couple minutes. y/n soon reached into his bag and pulled out the heavy fabric of donghyuck's coat.
"oh, also.. i brought your jacket back."
donghyuck's eyes widened a bit. if he was honest, he'd kind of hoped that y/n would keep it. maybe wear it outside, or even just in his bedroom when he wanted to feel some comfort. it made donghyuck's chest feel fuzzy to imagine y/n in his clothing.
"oh, right.." he began to take it, but decided to stop, "actually, that's okay. you can hold onto it."
"what?"
"in case you get rained on again. i have too many jackets anyways. might as well give one away."
y/n nodded, unsure of what to say. he tucked the coat into his arms and sat back in his seat. he was a little confused. donghyuck had no reason to be this nice to him, especially when he hated him so much before.
"why did you say hyuck instead of haechan?" y/n asked suddenly.
"huh?"
"you told me to call you hyuck earlier. as your nickname."
donghyuck twisted the pencil in his hand as he thought of a good answer.
"mm.. everyone calls me haechan."
"..so?"
"..so you're not everyone," donghyuck explained, quickly going back to his school work.
y/n felt heat rush through his body. did he hear that right? he was practically just staring at donghyuck now, as if waiting for him to correct himself or add something mean. but the male just sat, eyes going between his different books, occasionally writing something down or taking a drink of his coffee.
y/n smiled softly. he tightened his hold on the jacket still in his arms, took a deep breath, and finally returned to his own school work.
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poison ââ àšà§ ââ
lee haechan x male reader (nsfw)
in which haechan is a rookie actor starring beside you in his breakout role.
there are tears streaming down donghyuck's face. tears that leave tracks down his rosy cheeks, dragging the eye makeup that was touched up not too long ago.
it's hard to look him in the eyes. to play your part opposite him as he stares up at you from his position--thighs spilling out of his shorts as he kneels on fake grass. but he isn't nct's lee haechan right now. he's not even rookie actor lee donghyuck--starring as the second lead in his first official role--no. now played his character as you played yours.
you remember it's just an act. just a game. just a role. just a little longer before you can leave the villain behind you.
"i wish i cared about your tears." your fingers find their way onto donghyuck's face. the flash of surprise in his eyes gone as quickly as it came as you deviated from the script. your thumb rests on his right cheek--with your index and middle finger just under the left side of his jaw. you move his head up to keep facing you, bringing your eyebrows in to feign innocence. "but i just don't."
"cut!" it takes you longer than a second to retract your hand from donghyuck's tear-stained face. he is still watching you with curious eyes, tears halting as soon as the director walked towards the two of you. "that's a wrap for today guys. we'll look over the footage and see if we need to reshoot any of the scenes. personally, i think we got it done." he turns his full attention to you, mouth in a wide grin when he places his hand on your shoulder, "(y/n), amazing job on adding to the character. it gave us chills. feel free to improvise more on the character whenever it feels necessary."
finally, he looks down at donghyuck--who is still in the kneeling position you left him in. his face is unreadable under the production lights. "haechan, you're really going places. we made the right choice with you."
leaving the role behind is hard. even as you rest your head on the white vanity they provided in your dressing room. it's quiet in here. the mood lighting providing you with a sense of ease--something the lights on set could never do. there's a plethora of fan letters that stick to the wall you're facing, the words of affirmation you could make out livening your mood significantly.
you let your eyes close for a moment, relishing in the static that is provided behind your eyelids. you don't intend on dozing off. not as you sit at the edge of your cushioned chair with your back arched. but you let your mind take you back to the set. back to just half an hour ago when haechan was staring up at you with wide brown eyes and blood stained lips. you can picture the bare skin of his thighs, sun kissed and infested with moles. so close that you could reach out and touch them but so far away.
your state between consciousness and unconsciousness has you miss the knock on your door. it has you miss the way donghyuck turns the doorknob slowly to peek behind it. he calls your name once or twice before he walks in carefully.
"y/n." he stops next to your chair, admiring the way your hair fans out on top of your vanity desk. he's relieved you're facing away from the door. taking the time to really take all of you in. he's grown used to this. admiring you from afar. you weren't an easy person to get close to on set--being his senior in the field. you were an intimidating person to speak to in and out of your role, something donghyuck was attracted to the most. your confidence in your talent inspired him. but it doesn't stop him from tapping your right shoulder, behind his knees so that his head was level with yours as you stirred. "hey. i'm sorry for inviting myself in but we're going out for drinks, would you want to join?"
you turn your head to face him, startled by how close he was to you. the nearness has you sit up immediately, rubbing at your eyes as you readjust to the light again.
"count me in, donghyuck."
"just hyuck is fine."
you pay your drink no mind. not as you sit comfortably with your back pressed against the faux leather of the booth. you're too busy watching donghyuck socialize with the cast.
even outside of hair and makeup, donghyuck glows. his bare skin stands out even in the restaurant's dim lighting. the moles previously hidden by a concealer too light for his face now more pronounced. you watch his dainty hands dance up and down jinyoung's arms and shoulders as they laugh together.
you circle a finger on the rim of your glass, wondering where the two of you went wrong in getting to know each other more intimately. the first read through of the script with the two of you went phenomenally--even the chemistry on set was praised by cast and crew.
he was one of the reasons it was hard for you to readjust back to reality after certain scenes. his acting was too believable. however, outside of the filming, getting to know him was hard. nothing but niceties exchanged. he made small talk between the two of you impossible. conversations were cut short in order to keep your dignity intact--too scared to stumble over words as he stared at you with inviting eyes and pouty lips.
you can only take so much of his well manicured nails on jinyoung before you excuse yourself, squeezing between jiwoo and the table.
the restroom lighting is nothing more than a few fixtures next to the mirrors. you place your hands on the sink, bowing your head to avoid facing your own reflection. this feeling was unjustifiable. unreasonable. you barely knew anything about donghyuck, you didn't have the right to feel any jealousy towards anyone that had the pleasure of receiving his affection.
"y/n!" donghyuck's voice snatches you away from your thoughts, his cheery voice masking the sound of him locking the door to the restroom. "you disappeared, sunbaenim~ are you secretly a lightweight?"
you watch him through the mirrors. his leather jacket from earlier gone, with bare arms on full display as he sports a sleeveless white shirt. your heartbeat quickens. his teasing tone causing you to turn and face him, leaning back against the cool sink. this is the first time he's spared you a glance since you got here. his cheeks flushed with the influence of the alcohol he's been sipping all night.
he places his hands on your chest, staring up at you through his eyelashes. you bring your hands dangerously close to his hips, keeping him balanced upright as he balls his fists against your shirt. "why don't you pay any attention to me, sunbae?"
donghyuck's presence alone is intoxicating. providing you with a certain dizziness that no alcohol in the world could amount to. he causes your mind to blank--all sensibility thrown out of the window as his hooded eyes stare only at your parted lips. you lick them subconsciously, watching as he swallows nervously in return.
you grab his jaw like you did on set, worried that your nerves make it all the way down to your fingertips but you pay it no mind. not as you bring him closer to your face, now only centimeters apart. you're too scared to look him in his eyes, your gaze falling on his lips.
you bring your fingers to touch his bottom lip, parting it at the center, "hyuck, can i kiss y-"
he doesn't let you finish your sentence. barely giving you enough time to react by removing your hand from his lips. you bring it to the back of his head as he crashes his lips on yours. his nose poking at your cheek as he turns his head, drinking you in as if you were a glass of water he reached for in the middle of the night. he presses your body against the sink, the edge of the marble digging into your back as he towers over you.
it's uncomfortable.
your shirt rides up, with donghyuck's cold hands running up and down your torso. you want him to keep his hands on you, to keep his weight on you and think of only you. but he's getting impatient. his kisses only getting sloppier as he brings his hands down to your waist line. it's dangerous.
"hyuck-" you pull away first, taking in deep breaths to catch your breath but donghyuck doesn't let you go. he latches onto your neck, kissing and biting the same spot over and over. you bite your lip to suppress a moan, looking towards the door in fear of someone hearing you--or worse--walking in. "hyuck someone can walk in-"
"i locked the door." his voice vibrates against your skin as he finds another section to latch onto. his tongue tracing over a spot where your neck ends and your clavicle begins.
his confession doesn't ease you. you wonder instead just how long he was planning on doing this with you. the moment he walked into the restroom? or when he had his hands on jinyoung sitting across the table from you? or was it when he invited you out with the rest of the crew?
his hands reach the top of your thighs finally and you feel your pants tighten. but you don't give him the satisfaction. instead, you grab his wrists, standing upright as you guide him to the nearest wall. he is reluctant to giving you the control you've been fighting for from the start. he is starved from touching--from kissing--from biting at your skin as you hold him in place, showcasing your full height. you have him with his back to the wall, arms pinned up above his head with both wrists locked in one of your hands.
"y/n~" he's whiny. yearning for more as he tries--and fails--to break from your hold. but it's only making him hotter. the struggle. the fight for who was really in charge. "please."
there are many things about donghyuck that almost make you give in. to give him exactly what he wants. from his swollen lips to his slightly damp hair that produces small waves in contrast to his previously pin-straight hair. but you don't give him the satisfaction. not as he flaunts his tan arms in front of you. you lean in, a hint of your lips brushing against the bottom of his ear. he halts what he is doing, letting his body lean against the wall.
"not here, donghyuck."
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OH FUCK YOU CUPID! [PREVIEW].
âmay the best man win!â
SYNOPSIS: where resident "cupid" zhong chenle wants to cause mayhem, and maybe start a fight too, so he sets up three of the most competitive guys he knows with none other than you. nowâ they are at each other's throat trying to get your attention, and also score a date with you.
PAIRING: lee jeno, lee donghyuck, & na jaemin x male!reader
GENRE: university au, romantic comedy, sort of matchmaker au??, actually theres angst too, three stubborn boys fight over a very confused one, 00z (besides renjun) going insane over a MAN
WARNINGS: swearing, explicit language, unrealistic romantic situations, childish behavior, somewhat possessive behavior, mentions of sex but no smut, mentions of drinking, an abuse of italics, lots of date crashing
WORD COUNT: 1.5k (preview) | est. 12kâ15k (full fic)
NOTES: if you can forgive me for not updating for like two days, take this as my little apology đ yeah so this spawned out of ANOTHER draft i began that hasn't been touched since december, but i reread it and i just sort of changed up the synopsis and love interests!! yeah anyway this is isa's multi-pairing debut, but this is also only a preview, the real thing is much more messy! i can't promise WHEN it's going to come out because i genuinely do have a lot going on.. but it is halfway done! um yeah tysm for waiting for me!! alright byeđ
YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN CONFUSED LIKE YOU ARE NOW. when you heard a knock on your door, accompanied by the sound of two muffled voices bickering behind it, you expected it to be one of your classmates, chenle and jisung coming to ask for another stupid favor, or your lab partner coming to get extra notes for your project. you usually don't let people into your dorm after six pm, mostly because after six pm is time you spend strictly studying, and you do not need distractions when you're gonna be up all night losing sleep.
but no, none of that, you guess you aren't that good at predicting your fate.
when you open the door, rubbing your eyes, which hurt from the hours you spent staring down several biology papers, you pause at the sight before you.
there are three boys there, two of them going back and forth whilst one stands silent between them. their arguing must distract them enough that they don't notice you standing in the doorway, staring at the two of them like they're crazy.
"um".
why do you say um? maybe the general confusion of the situation is what makes your brain short circuit in that very moment, but you don't exactly have any actual words you can say. there is no reason these three very attractive guys should be at your doorstep at this time.
as quickly as you utter that word, you regret it, because the two formerly bickering guys turn their heads right towards you, gazes focused on you and only you.
suddenly, it feels like all of your senses heighten, your hands become sweaty, your breathing seems to become louder, and your face heats up to the point that your sure steam is going to start pouring out of your ears.
of course, you recognize the three at your doorstep, but the situation still doesn't click for you.
on the left is na jaemin, resident pretty boy na jaemin, the two of you had a political science together in your sophomore year, and while he did always seem to want to be more than friends, you chalked that up to his habit of looking like he's in love with all of his friends. his flirtatious words and romantic references never meant anything to you, because he's like that with every other pretty guy that goes to your school.
in the middle is lee jeno, class crush lee jeno, you know him because of a get together renjun forced the two of you to be apart of way back in your freshmen year, and while jeno is nothing short of beautiful, he's nothing like jaemin. jeno is less obvious in the romantic department, of course he has so many people falling at his feet, and you can't blame them. he's gorgeous, a true work of art, and the two of you have been told on certain occasions that you'd be a great couple, but nothing ever seemed to come out of that.
and on the right, lee donghyuck, star student lee donghyuck, always the top student, always wins the awards, you unfortunately know him the best out of the three, considering the two of you spent all summer together. it didn't go as well as you wanted it to, some things happened between the two of you that you don't feel like explaining right now. you haven't had a genuine talk since school began, both of you trying hard to erase that little summer fling away from your minds. you think he might be a little insane, much too smart for everyone's own good, but you can't look past his ethereal beauty either.
so what are these three doing on your doorstep on a school night?
before you can ask that exact question, donghyuck answers it for you.
"i'm here to take you out on a date".
you almost collapse onto the floor.
jaemin's eyebrows furrow, and he's quick to turn and glare at the older. "no you're not!"
"yes i am! i got here first!"
"you did not! and even if you did y/n doesn't want to go out with youâ"
"i suggest you watch your tone, na".
you blink, dumbfounded at the news bestowed upon you. the two continue their back and forth argument, and your face only heats up more as it dawns on you that they're arguing about you, about taking you out on a date.
you don't know how you stand your ground.
"you too?" you barely manage the words, feeling as if you were about to pass out at any second, and you point your index finger at jeno, the most silent of the bunch.
he only nods. "i was hoping saturday..?"
"that makes no seâ wait, you were hoping WHAT!?"
jaemin's screech is enough to make the once stone cold jeno flinch. a look of offense crosses the older lee's face, and any tranquility he had disappeared in an instant. "y/n and i are going out saturday".
"says who!?"
"says me?"
"he didn't even agree to your offer" donghyuck glares daggers at jeno, who imitates his gaze. he's pissed, and so is jeno, and so is jaemin, all three of them are pissed. "don't get so confident".
"it doesn't matter" jeno answers like it's a matter of a fact. "he likes me more than he does you".
"oh yeah?"
"yeah he does" jeno whispers as he leans closer to donghyuck, the words a taunting mantra to the younger, who looks seconds away from punching him. "he wouldn't go on a date with you even if you offered him a hundred dollars".
"you should really watch what you say".
"really? i'd love to see you even try and land a puncâ"
"who sent you three here?"
your question is enough to get the two to stop arguing, and they slowly move away from each other. jeno pokes his tongue against the inside of cheek, and donghyuck just crosses his arms, an eye roll accompanying his action. jaemin gives the two a judgmental glance before focusing all of his attention on you again. "chenle".
"chenle?"
"well chenle told meâ"
"chenle didn't tell you anything".
"how are you so sure? if i remember correctly, you said you weren't into y/n" jaemin grits his teeth, eyes pointed at donghyuck, who scoffs, humored by the words.
"since when? i'm the only one hear whose ever done anything with y/n, you're too busy around with other guys and jeno's too much of a coward to confess".
"please, coward? if you're so in love with y/n maybe you should've told him that instead of ghosting him, that's pretty cowardly behavior".
you watch the three begin going back and forth, absolutely speechless. why are they fighting over you? why did chenle tell them to come here? why does this have to happen right now?
"iâ um, shit uh" you awkwardly chuckle, hoping you don't sound as pathetic as you feel. "maybe we can chat about this tomorrow yeah? yeah! right, um, goodnight!"
you don't think twice before slamming the door on their faces, locking it behind you. you slide down the door and collide with the floor, face red, thoughts all over the place, and only one sentiment echoing in your mind.
you are going to murder zhong chenle.
"great job, hyuck, you scared him off".
donghyuck finds jaemin's audacity hilarious, so hilarious he even laughs. "i scared him off? if anything jeno did!"
"i didn't do anything" jeno argues, he really doesn't how the younger is speaking to him at the moment. "your just mad y/n's gonna end up going out with me instead".
"woah woah, who said that?"
"i mean.. we all know".
"whose we?" donghyuck challenges. "because, and don't take this personally, you couldn't even confess to the guy before this, what makes you think he'll want to go on a date with you?"
"you know your really getting on my nerves right now".
"okay okay you two" jaemin curses in his mind, how did he end up being the most sensible of the three? "don't start anything physical, it's y/n's choice at the end of the day.."
"which is why it's stupid of donghyuck here to think y/n wants to go anywhere with him".
donghyuck rolls his eyes again, but instead of looking at jeno this time, he looks at jaemin. "no, he's right, it's y/n's choice, and i'm gonna do everything to make sure i'm the one he's with on saturday".
"get over yourself" jeno remarks, glancing over at your door. "your not going to end up with him".
donghyuck hums, a snicker added onto it. "alright then, watch me prove you wrong".
"i'd love to see you try".
jaemin looks between the two, oh this is bad, this is very bad, but he isn't about to let them be able to take you out before him.
"may the best man win, then" jaemin gives the two overly aggressive pats on the back before turning around and walking the other way.
he doesn't care, he's getting that date.
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park jisung fic recs!
â° drunk jisung is clingy⊠and kiss-driven - @asteroidsung (you didnât take bestfriend!jisung to be an affectionate drunk, thinking he would be the type to be sleepy and quiet. clearly, youâre mistaken. and oh how good it feels to be wrong.)
â° Heart Band-Aids - @tynct (you and jisung separate from the others at an amusement, and he buys you heart band-aids)
â° HAUNT ME, BABY! â PJS - @ukiyoexo (when you see a ghost, youâre supposed to be scared right? yeah, thatâs what jisung thought too until he met you. a night spent in boredom leads you to lighting random candles and attempting to summon a ghost. you never expected it to work â or for the spirit to be so cute.)
â° 8 letters | park jisung - @xiaodejunletsact (4 years ago, you and jisungâs long term friendship came to an abrupt end. now in senior year, the two of you find yourselves being forced together again by your mothers. suddenly, jisung begins to ask himself what is more important: his reputation or you.)
â° sweeter than honey. - @luvdsc (you and jisung are too busy being the biggest simps for each other that neither one realizes that, well, both of you are the biggest simps for each other. or alternatively, diamonds (and park jisung) are a girlâs best friend.)
â° fwb!park jisung x reader - @jenosbigtoe (fwb!jisung but he desperately wants to make you his so he goes the extra mile to show u how much he really wants you)
â° perv!jisung x reader, braces - @neocentral
â° Too Young - @loudstan (You thought avoiding Jisung after what happened during his first rut would make the problem go away (SPOILER ALERT: it didn't.)
â° at midnight with you - @hyuckbeam (your boyfriend just recently got his driver's license, and boy, was he adamant to take you for a ride (with you being just as eager as him).
â° DO IT AGAIN - @taexoxosgf (your brotherâs best friend can never get you alone. thatâs why he wonât miss an opportunityâ even if your brotherâs on the other side of the walls.)
â° dance practice ; ë°ì§ì± - @martiniblues (with you and jisungâs time running thin due to his schedules, you decide to go visit him at practice. when the two of you finally have some time alone, jisung thinks this is the perfect time to mess with you.)
â° texts w/ bf!jisung! - @haespoir
â° flirty bf texts. - @ohmygs-blog
â° FULL MOON â PARK JISUNG - @moonjella (your boyfriend, jisung has his rut and has been avoiding you all day. for the first time his rut has aligned with a full moon making it much more powerful than usual. he's afraid of hurting you, but you show him just how strong you can be and how much of him you can take.)
â° SCORE THAT GOAL! â smau - @lqfiles (after your college had announced that all the students were required to join a club and attend it twice a week, you were planning on either a) dropping out, or b) join the art club and pretend to be sick most of the times. that was before you discovered that park jisung is a long time member of the football team. change in plans: you LOVE football.)
â° Teach Me || P.JS - @ihaechans (It's been about ten months since you and Jisung started dating, and not once has he fucked you properly. Yes, he's fucked you multiple times, but you're always on top riding him, or simply using him as you please, leaving him no room to fuck you how he wants to. Finally, he musters the courage to talk to you about it, and the outcome makes him wish he'd done it sooner.)
â° jealousy | pjs - @heyjwi (your boyfriend loved watching you perform but today something was different. that angered expression and glaring eyes, whatâs wrong with him?)
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special ⥠haechan
genre: fluff â word count: 1.3k
â â â â â â â
haechan knows you're special the moment he sees you. spread out on your colorful quilt, you bite into a strawberry with a content expression. you've got an assortment of snacks and a handful of colored pencils; from where he stands, he can make out what you've doodledâa yellow bear with a jar of honey.
even amongst the blossom-covered trees, the kids who run across the grass, the sparkling river, he can't take his eyes off you. maybe it's the afternoon's unexpected warmth that gets to him. maybe it's a moment of insanity; he finds himself walking towards you without any idea of what to say when he gets there.
haechan approaches you like it's second nature. he holds up a hand to shield himself from the glaring sun, peering down at your unaware form. you're busy sifting around your container of fruit when he suddenly clears his throat. your eyes find his in an instant. his mouth parts in unexpected panic; talking always came easy to him. why was he suddenly so shy?
"uh," he instinctively scratches the back of his neck before smoothing down the long strands of hair. "those strawberries look good." it's the best he can come up with in the moment. "where'd you get them?"
you blink. "oh. i got them at the market over there." you turn, finger pointing to the little outdoor stand across the street.
"cool. thanks." he nods. he's crossing his arms now, shifting into another awkward pose as he quickly ponders his next move. the gentle breeze is rustling your hair, your skin dewy and glowing beneath the sunlight. haechan tries not to melt at the sight.
"would you like to try one?" you ask with a small smile. "i think I bought too many." the sound of you giggling is like music to his ears.
haechan knows you're special when you look up at him during your second encounter, unknowing to the leftover ice cream on your face. he can't help but chuckle and is quick to offer a tissue, which you take gratefully.
âno, a little to the left.â he shakes his head when you continue to miss. âmy left. can iâcan i help?â he asks hopefully, brown eyes gentle and adoring awaiting your response.
when you give him the go ahead, his palm cups the back of your hand, slowly guiding your fingers to the spot where the cream sits. âdid i get it?â you look to him for confirmation.
he hums. you sit at an outdoor table; the chair is warm against your bare skin. haechan inhales the sweet scent of spring, the air filled with fragrant flowers. he sips on his strawberry milkshake absentmindedly. he'd promised to treat you after eating nearly half your container of fruit, which worked out to be the perfect excuse to see you again.
âthis is really good.â you take another bite of matcha. âhow's yours?â you look over at him, spoon disappearing beneath your lips.
he blinks. âoh. it's pretty good.â he sits up a little, your question shaking him out of his daze. a trickle of sweat drips down the side of his neck; it's another unusually warm spring day.
âyou must really like strawberry.â
âI guess i do.â
haechan knows your special when you don't get upset with him for showing affection. you don't shove him away like the othersâon the contrary, you welcome his advances. like when he puts his arm around your shoulder walking down a busy street, or how he sometimes cuddles up against your back standing in line. you just happily smile
it's quite often that he invites you over for movie night or board games at his apartment, and haechan inevitably ends up touching youâhis legs draped over yours, head in your lap, hand brushing back your hair. it's no surprise when you let him.
tonight you're in matching pajama setsâteddy bears, his choiceâsipping on your favorite warm drinks. it's a rare occurrence for his roommates to be out, so for the first time, it's just the two of you. renjun had hung up fairy lights back when they first moved in; with the overhead lights turned off, they give the room a magical feeling.
âiâm glad you invited me,â you say suddenly. haechan, once focused on the tv, glances at you. âmy day wasn't very goodâŠâ you sigh while looking into your now empty mug.
he turns fully toward you. there's so many things he wants to say, his mouth already parting in preparation. but he doesn't. for once, he remains quiet, instead giving your knee a gentle squeeze. sometimes it's enough just to be in each other's company.
âthese pajamas are really cute.â you laugh at the little bears staring back at you on your sleeve. maybe you want to tell him more. like how sweet he looks sitting next to you. but you don't have the courage to, so you don't.
you know haechan's special when he carries you to his bed the first night you sleepover. it wasn't intentional, but after three movies, you're passed out the couch. he could have woken you up, or left you where you were, but instead he makes the long journey to his room just so you'll have a decent sleep.
you don't realize til you wake up in the morning covered in a soft blanket, haechan nowhere to be found. you've never been in his room before. the thought makes you giddy insideâso much so that you don't even see jaemin standing in the kitchen, hiding a smirk behind his coffee cup as you pass by.
you find haechan spread out across the couch, clutching a pillow to his chest. his cheeks are dusted pink from sleep and hair covering his forehead. you quietly creep forward, crouching down in front of his peaceful figure before reaching out a hesitant hand. your fingers nearly shake as you brush away the hair.
âthat feels good,â he barely croaks out. you jolt at the sound. when your movements pause, he lets out a whine in protest. âjust a little more. please?â you can see he's pouting now, eyes still closed.
âhâhowâd you know it was me?â you ask breathlessly. you honor his request, continuing to stroke his dark hair.
he snorts. âwho else would it be?â at this he steals a peak, one almond eye opening to find you leaning over the couch. your face is exceptionally close; he nearly gasps. âno one else would touch me this nicely,â he says after a minute. only you, haechan thinks.
you know haechan's special every time he takes you out to a new restaurant, when he always stocks up on your favorite snacks or makes you soup to take back home just because. he likes taking care of you. and you like spending time with him. which is why you canât stay away from one another no matter how hard you try.
âsee you,â he mumbles. itâs a friday night and haechan isn't even trying to hide the disappointment he feels while dropping you off. he knows itâs selfish to ask you to stayâto spend all your free time with him when youâre not even really datingâbut that doesnât mean he canât pout a little.
youâre quick to notice his face fall before he turns to head back down the sidewalk. heâs got his hands shoved in his pockets and a bucket hat covering his hair. youâd already spent the day together and yet you didnât feel like ending it. which is why haechan doesnât take more than a few steps before you call out his name.
he peers back, brown eyes hopeful as he awaits your next words. âcome inside for a bit?â you ask. âif youâre not too tired, i mean. itâs okay ifââ haechanâs striding over to you before you can finish your sentence, grabbing your cheeks and tugging your lips onto his.
he kisses you softly, fingers stroking your skin while he hesitantly tests out the waters. his heart soars when you donât pull away.
âi was hoping you'd ask,â he mutters, mouth still brushing against yours, breath warming his skin before going back in for another.
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roommate!haechan headcanons pt.2
part 1!
roommate!haechan who now has to look away if your shorts are a little too small
roommate!haechan who claims that the ac in his room is broken so he has to sleep in your room, but hasnât even thought of calling the repairman
roommate!haechan who âaccidentallyâ booked you guys a couples spa retreat for valentineâs day
roommate!haechan who catches an attitude whenever you say youâre going on a date
roommate!haechan who complains to his friends about you going on dates, the same friends he told âthatâs just my roommateâ
roommate!haechan who doesnât know that these âdatesâ consist of fruity cocktails with your girl-friends and nonstop convo about how attractive you think he is
roommate!haechan that feels like exploding when you accidentally kiss his cheek goodbye before leaving the house
roommate!haechan that is hopelessly in love with you and has no idea how to tell you
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roommate!haechan headcanons
roommate!haechan whoâs first words to you were a lame pick up line he read off a twitter thread
roommate!haechan who secretly steals your socks and stretches them out so you canât get them back, claims âi didnât know they were yours,â like the pink hearts on them werenât a give away
roommate!haechan who convinces you that pizza and burgers arenât a real meal and now you only eat home cooked meals
roommate!haechan who texts you to pass him the remote even though youâre in your room and heâs in the living room⊠right next to the remote
roommate!haechan that denies having feelings for you whenever his friends question him
roommate!haechan who cancels video game night with his friends to spend a little more time with you binge watching romcoms
roommate!haechan who only binge watches romcoms so that he gets the chance to feel you lay your head on his shoulder when you fall asleep
roommate!haechan that carries you to your bed when you fall asleep on the couch and tucks you in, not forgetting to give you a kiss on the forehead
roommate!haechan that can listen to you talk about anything and everything because he loves the sound of your voice
roommate!haechan that realizes he has a huge crush on you and all of a sudden feels lightheaded when you smile at him
part 2!
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sloppy seconds (study buddies pt. 2)
wc: 4.7k
warnings: f!reader, threesome between you + doyoung + haechan, sub!haechan, switch!reader, dom!doyoung, cuckolding, degradation, humiliation, voyeurism, unprotected sex, cum play, breeding kink, dacryphilia, doyoung is shy at first then becomes mean, haechan gets ignored and cries a lot, everyoneâs a bit perverted, haechan finds a new study buddy (sorry doyoung)
a/n: this is part 4 to me and @haetrackâs nerd!haechan series but can also be read as a standalone! our idea that finally made it out the dms can u believe it.. this is literally pure filth btw. part 3 (doyoung being added into this mess) can be read here on valâs account!
haechan lost. he made a stupid bet, too caught up in his own pride, and he lost.
itâs not like he failed his exam. he did great, sure, but he still lost. to make things even more humiliating, he lost by one point. you consoled him, telling him that it was okay, but even then he still couldnât shake the feeling that he messed up.
heâs jealous, the feeling eating him up inside knowing that doyoung, who was his favorite study buddy, is probably up right now, gloating in his glory and imagining everything heâs gonna do when he gets his hands on you.
if this were under normal circumstances, haechan might not have minded inviting doyoung over to have a threesome with his girlfriend. he thinks of himself as someone whoâs generous, one that's willing to share if the situation was right, and heâs close enough with doyoung that it wouldnât necessarily be weird. but this isnât under normal circumstances and haechanâs only sharing you because he lost a bet.
for once, haechan thinks that he might actually hate life. he decides that this is all probably just some sick joke the universe decided to play on him, and unfortunately for the universe, haechan doesnât really find it funny.
frustration heavy on his mind, haechan pulls out his phone and opens up his messages with doyoung. if he was going to even consider going through with this bet, they needed to talk.
haechan: we need 2 talk
haechan: about the bet.
doyoung: oh?
haechan: ur lucky she even agreed
doyoung: didnât you make the bet assuming that she would already? lol
haechan: whatever. just come over tmrw and weâll talk
haechan: [address attached]
when doyoung comes over, itâs awkward.
youâre sitting on the couch with haechan next to you and the air in the room is tense with doyoungâs presence. heâs sitting across from you two, eyes darting around the room nervously. he realizes that in reality, meeting up with your friend to have a threesome with his girlfriend isnât as easy as it sounds. is he supposed to look at you? make the first move? doyoungâs head hurts thinking about the situation.
it probably doesnât help that haechan, your boyfriend, is staring hard at doyoung. you place a hand on his thigh, trying to comfort him while also trying to get him to stop.
âhi doyoung,â you greet, smiling warmly. if haechan wasnât going to speak and doyoung was too nervous to even look at you, you had no option but to take the initiative.
doyoung falters, staring at you for a few moments before opening his mouth to respond. âhey, __,â he greets back. he gulps, nerves getting the best of him. he runs a hand through his hair, desperately trying to ignore how intensely haechan is staring at him from the corner of his eye.
âthanks for coming over to-â
âokay,â haechan cuts you off, âno more small talk!â he didnât like the fact that you two were about to have a conversation about this without him. if he wasnât going to get the first say, this wasnât going to happen at all. sue him for being a bit possessive, but how else was he supposed to react knowing that right after this, doyoung was going to be fucking you? âthereâs no need for,â he pauses, waving his hands around in gesture, âall this. iâm already humiliated enough, okay? letâs just get this over with.â
you side-eye him, noticing the growing blush on your boyfriendâs face. heâs embarrassed and almost as nervous as doyoung is.
âfirst of all, you canât cum in her, okay? thatâs.. thatâs weird and sheâs mine, so donât get any stupid ideas. you should be grateful iâm even letting you touch her at all,â haechan mutters, suddenly avoiding eye contact with doyoung. this was so humiliating to talk about, especially with you right next to him.
doyoung runs a hand through his hair again, nodding. he glances at you, then haechan, then back to you. âis there anything else off limits?â he asks, his gaze subtly dropping down to your lips.
haechan catches this, huffing. âstop staring at her like that, man! you can.. you can kiss her, i guess. only if she wants! w-weâre not vanilla or anything like that, so thatâs the only thing thatâs off limits,â he frowns. the clarification was unnecessary, but he didnât need doyoung getting any ideas about what their sex life was like.
âi donât mind if you kiss me, doyoung,â you add in, squeezing haechanâs thigh. it was a warning, telling him to be nice.
âo-okay, yeah. i got it,â doyoung says, exhaling nervously. he runs a hand through his hair one more time. now that the rules were out there, it was awkward again. he still didnât know how to approach this, his mind racing with different kinds of thoughts. he glances between you and haechan, uncertainty clear on his face.
a few moments pass and still, doyoung hasnât moved. this only frustrates haechan because seriously? he gave doyoung the opportunity to touch his girlfriend and he wants to be nervous about it?
if doyoung wonât make a move, haechan will. he turns to you, leaning forward to kiss you. itâs rushed, messy, and bordering on desperate when he kisses you, hands immediately coming to grope at your skin. heâs eager, you can tell, trying to get doyoung to do something.
you pull away from the kiss, pushing haechan back by his chest. âs-slow down, babe,â you gasp out, just barely short of breath. he goes for your neck instead, leaving wet and sloppy kisses anywhere he can reach. you place a hand in his hair and yank him away from your neck, frowning. âyou know your manners. doyoungâs our guest and we should welcome him properly.â haechan only whines at this, unhappy with the interruption.
doyoung, with his hands gripping his thighs, looks like heâs seen a ghost. this was weird and intruding on so many levels, yet he feels his dick growing harder as the seconds go by. you were so hot and he badly needed to be in haechanâs place, kissing and touching all over your body.
âcome here, doyoung,â you call out to him, moving your attention away from haechan. you notice his bulge and giggle, the thought of having two men desperate to be all over you making you giddy.
doyoung gets up from his seat, slowly making his way to you as you beckon him over with a finger. with a newfound confidence and his dick doing the thinking for him, he leans down to connect his lips with yours.
kissing doyoung is different than kissing haechan, you note, closing your eyes. doyoungâs more controlling than haechan is, taking what he wants without asking. his hands cup your face, tilting your head upwards for a better angle. while haechan is pliant and submissive, letting you kiss him as you please, doyoung is demanding and forward.
you moan into the kiss when you feel his hands start to roam, touching and groping your body everywhere he can, as if trying familiarize himself with it. itâs so much and you feel dizzy from the way doyoung kisses you.
a loud whine breaks the moment and you pull away from doyoung, turning to look at haechan. heâs staring at you two, brows furrowed, and clearly upset. he wasnât used to the attention being on somewhere other than him during sex, and quite frankly, he didnât like it. not having your attention pains him, especially when itâs on doyoung instead of him. he may have lost a bet to him, but this? this wasnât fair.
you shush haechan, telling him to be quiet, and ignore his whines of protest. haechan tries not to think about the way his dick twitches in his pants at the quick dismission.
doyoung, finding the whole situation amusing, laughs at how easily haechan folds because of you. his suspicions that haechan liked being pushed around in bed were true, and a fleeting thought about just how far heâll go to please you crosses his mind. he puts a hand on your cheek, turning your face back to him and leans down to connect your lips in yet another heated kiss.
you cup doyoung through his sweatpants, feeling his bulge, and gasp into the kiss. doyoung is big, bigger than haechan, and the fact makes you smile. he breaks away, moaning against your neck as you palm him through his sweats. âfuck,â he moans, hips bucking into your hand. itâs good, overwhelmingly so, and he hasnât even gotten to fuck you yet.
doyoung thinks that months of sad, heartwrenching sex with nobody but your ex will do that to a man. this is new, and good, and so fucking overwhelming.
âyouâre so big,â you whisper into his ear, sliding your hand inside his pants and past his boxers, touching his cock. he groans at the contact, cursing once more.
âyeah?â he mumbles against your neck, grinding into your hand. âbet iâm bigger than haechan,â he adds on, âbet iâll fuck you better than him too.â
you nod, the words making you throb in your panties.
haechan is quick to protest, frustrated with how heâs just been getting ignored. âthatâs notâthatâs not true!â he whines. doyoung was not going to fuck his own girlfriend better than him. it didnât matter if his dick was bigger. he refused to let that to happen.
doyoung pushes you back against the couch, caging you in and sliding a hand down into your pants. he rubs at your clit through the fabric of your panties, making you moan.
âit is true, haechan,â he laughs, âi bet you canât touch her properly either.â he connects your lips in another kiss, continuing his touch. youâre so wet, soaking through your panties, and itâs driving him crazy. between kisses, he asks, âhe doesnât know how to touch you the way you need it, hm? need me to do it cause he canât?â
haechanâs humiliated hearing this, shaking his head even though neither of you are paying him any attention. this is so unfair, he thinks again. he does know how to please you and how to touch you. doyoungâs words were just stupid and untrue. whatâs stupider is the way heâs so hard, cock straining against his pants while heâs watching doyoung touch you like heâs not even there.
ây-yeah,â you agree, throwing your head back with another moan, âso much better with you, doyoung, fuck.â his hand is inside your panties now, feeling your cunt and just how wet you truly are. his fingers tease along your folds before moving back to rub your clit. the touch is foreign, different than the way haechan touches you, yet you still canât get enough of it.
haechan hates this. he hates everything about this situation and heâs embarrassed because he he likes it. he likes the humiliation and the way you two ignore him. it makes his stomach twist in unexplainable ways and his cock throbs in his pants every time you tell him to shush or to be quiet.
doyoung is kissing down your neck when you finally call haechan over, deciding to spare him just a little. he scurries to the other end of the couch, desperate for at least some kind of attention. his eyes are wide, silently begging, and he canât help the whine that leaves his mouth as he gets closer to you.
he tries to ignore that doyoung is right there next to him, hands roaming freely inside your panties while haechan canât even touch.
you grab him by his hair, pulling him down for a kiss. you love when he gets like this, so needy and desperate for your touch. breaking away, you ask, âyou gonna be good and wait, hm? let doyoung have his turn while you sitâfuckâsit there and watch?â itâs difficult to focus with the way doyoung is touching you, his fingers hitting all the right spots.
dumbly, haechan nods. heâll be good, he thinks, even if the image of doyoung fucking you makes him want to cry.
âgood, baby,â you whisper, kissing him again. âtake us to the bedroom so you can show doyoung just how good you are, okay?â
haechan watches from the corner of the bed as doyoung peels off your shirt.
youâre laughing, amused by the way doyoungâs eyes widen as he gropes at your chest. itâs experimental and slow, not familiar like the way haechan touches you.
haechan knows he can make you feel better faster than doyoung can. doyoungâs taking his time, learning what you like, but haechan knows. he knows what gets you going and what makes you moan the loudest. itâs frustrating to watch. he wishes he could just show doyoung how much better he is, but he promised to be good.
as doyoungâs hands roam across your bare skin, haechan can only watch as he lets his palm subtly grind against his clothed clock, taking off a little bit of the edge. his cock is so hard it hurts. he wishes he were touching you instead.
doyoungâs whispering words into your ear that are too soft for haechan to hear. itâs as if heâs not even there and doyoungâs your boyfriend instead.
haechan watches as you get manhandled by doyoung, placed prettily in his lap, and watches as he spreads your legs apart. youâre on display, cunt glistening right in front of haechanâs face, and all he can do is watch. heâs staring hard at your core, zeroing in on the way doyoungâs fingers start to carefully dip inside you. he starts with two, slowly starting to pump them in and out of you.
âgod, youâre beautiful,â doyoung whispers against your skin. youâre dripping, clenching hard around his fingers as he fucks you. theyâre so long, reaching deep inside you and curling just right against your sweet spot. âitâs a shame haechan didnât share you sooner,â he continues, his free hand coming up to grope at your breasts again.
âdoyoungâmmhâdoyoung, please,â you gasp as he starts to pick up the pace, fingers pumping in and out of you quickly. a loud squelch sounds as does, your pussy sucking his fingers in even deeper. the sound is embarrassing and it makes you flush a bright red. âd-doyoung,â you moan, throwing your head back on his shoulder and trying again.
âhm?â he hums, smiling against your neck. heâs staring right into haechanâs eyes, a mean look in his eye.
doyoung wants to humiliate haechan and show him that no matter what he does, heâs still going to be better. haechanâs girlfriend is in his lap, cunt dripping around his fingers, and moaning out his name, not haechanâs.
haechan feels stuck when he stares back at doyoung.
youâre oblivious to the silent interaction, too caught up in the way doyoungâs fingers feel inside of you to notice. you moan as he slips in a third, stretching your hole and making you feel full. suddenly, all you can think about is how badly you want his cock inside you.
âyouâre so fucking wet,â doyoung groans, looking away from haechan to kiss down your neck. âitâs all for me, isnât it? not your boyfriend?â he asks, curling his fingers inside you again. the words make you whine and nod, overwhelmed by doyoungâs words and the way he touches you.
you know haechanâs watching, pathetically palming himself through his boxers, and you canât help but play things up a little. âw-want your cock, doyoung,â you moan, âplease, i need it!â
haechan whimpers, hips bucking up into his hand. heâs ashamed, cock twitching as he realizes just how turned on he is by his girlfriend moaning another manâs name. this is so wrong, he thinks. youâve tuned him out completely, attention purely on doyoung, and yet heâs still so turned on.
doyoung pulls his fingers out of you, wiping them on the sheets, and quickly manhandles you onto your back. you whine at the loss of his fingers, clenching around nothing. you need him to fuck you now and the wait is driving you mad.
âcâmon, fuck me already,â you whine, rolling your hips.
he laughs, moving to kneel between your legs. âyeah? need my cock that badly?â he asks, hands teasing along your thighs. âbeg me for it,â he whispers, âbeg for my cock and maybe iâll give it to you.â
doyoungâs doing this on purpose and you know it. you know he wants to humiliate haechan, wants to make you beg for another manâs cock that isnât his. you know and you like it.
âfuck me, please,â you beg, spreading your legs wider. âwant your cock, doyoung. fuck me like i deserve, please.â
âthatâs it, baby,â doyoung groans, spitting into his hand and slowly starting to stroke his cock. his tip is bright red and leaking from how badly he wants you. âjust a little more,â he beckons, âneed to know you really want it.â
haechan wishes the ground would just swallow him whole. tears are starting to well up in his eyes as he listens to you beg and he wishes you would just look at him. doyoung isnât that good. he canât be, haechan thinks, trying to console himself.
doyoung teases the tip of his cock against your hole, just barely pushing in.
âplease, doyoung,â you try again, wrapping your legs around his waist. heâs so close yet still so far.
without warning, doyoung pushes in, bottoming out in one go. a moan rips from your throat at the sudden intrusion, his cock stuffing you full.
âlook at that,â he mumbles, eyes glued to the way youâre practically sucking him in, pussy clenching hard around his cock. âso fucking tight,â doyoung groans, lightly thrusting. heâs letting you adjust, hips barely moving, and itâs still so much. you squeeze your eyes shut and whimper from how big he feels inside you.
haechan reaches inside his boxers, pulling out his neglected cock with a cry. he canât tear his eyes away from the sight of doyoung fucking you, no matter how much he claims to hate it.
you open your eyes, turning your head to look at your boyfriend and the teary look in his eye. âd-donât you dare touch yourself, haechan. i told you to be good,â you say, ignoring how this makes him whine even more.
you turn back to doyoung, rolling your hips and begging for him to move.
doyoung grips your waist and slowly starts to thrust inside you, his thick cock dragging against your walls. you were so tight around him, making him moan as he starts to fuck you faster. his pace is relentless as his hips snap against yours, cock sinking deeper and deeper.
âs-shit,â he groans, the lewd sound of skin slapping filling the room. âyou were made to take it, werenât you? m-made to take my cock,â doyoung grunts, glasses starting to slip off his face from how hard he was fucking you.
âoh my g-god,â you moan, pussy clenching tightly around him. you can barely think, the pleasure and doyoungâs cock inside you making you lose your mind.
doyoung slows down, stopping his thrusts completely before bringing a hand up to fix his glasses. you whine as he stops, trying to get him to move again.
he turns to look at haechan, a mean smile on his face. he gently starts to thrust inside you again, all while keeping eye contact with him. âlook at this, haechan,â doyoung calls, âlook at how sheâs sucking me in. letâs make a bet on who fucks her better, yeah? youâll lose that too, wonât you haechan?â
doyoungâs words are mean and haechanâs not sure he can take it. he shakes his head, trying to defend himself. âthatâs notâthatâs not true, doyoung,â he whines, gripping the base of his cock so he doesnât cum. he canât even look at doyoung anymore.
âcâmon, doyoung,â you beg, wanting him to pick up the pace, âignore him and fuck me, please.â
doyoung turns back to you, leaning down to kiss you. he slams his hips into you, fucking you fast and hard. you moan into his mouth and wrap your arms around his neck, hole twitching around his cock as you feel yourself getting closer and closer to the edge.
his kisses trail down to your neck and his glasses are starting to fog up from how hot it is in the room. he moans against your skin every time you clench around him, thrusts starting to get more and more desperate. doyoung fucks you faster, pounding into your messy cunt as he feels himself getting close. he brings a hand down to rub your at clit in time with his thrusts, causing you to cry out.
âiâm c-close, fuck,â doyoung moans against your neck. youâre clinging onto his back, moans loud as you try to keep up with his pace. âtell me youâre close, baby,â he begs, grunting as your walls squeeze him impossibly tighter.
too overwhelmed to speak, you nod and your thighs start to shake. all it takes is one more deep thrust from doyoung before youâre cumming, shocks of pleasure washing over your body and your pussy spasming around his cock. âdoyoung,â you moan out, hands flying to his hair.
âthatâs it,â doyoung grunts, hips starting to lose their rhythm as he feels you cum around him. his dick twitches inside you, so close to cumming, before he quickly pulls out, leaving your hole gaping.
he sits back on his heels, quickly starting to jerk himself off. finally, he cums with a loud groan, dick twitching in his hand before he spills all over you, painting your stomach white. heâs panting, looking down at you with a dark look in his eye, almost as if heâs admiring his work.
youâre a mess, makeup smeared and hair all over the place, and itâs all because of doyoung. his cum paints your skin, and to him, itâs art.
doyoung turns to look at haechan, wanting to brag in his face. the sight is pathetic. haechan is stroking his cock, tip leaking, and all thoughts of waiting for permission to touch himself fly out the window. he just watched his girlfriend get fucked by another man and now he badly needs to cum.
coming back to your senses, you sit up against the headboard and turn your attention back to haechan. âdonât you even think about cumming, haechan. come here,â you demand, âyou know whatâs gonna happen if you cum without my permission.â
haechan full on sobs at this, pulling his hand away from his cock. his hips buck in the air and you hear doyoung laugh beside you, humiliating haechan even further. tears are rolling down his face as he desperately crawls across the bed to you, kneeling between your spread legs.
âl-let me touch you, please,â he begs, hiccuping. âiâve been good, just please let me touch,â haechan goes on, babbling about how badly he needs you. his poor cock hangs heavy between his legs, neglected and leaking.
âshh,â you coo, wiping a tear from his eye. âyou wanna touch me?â
haechan frantically nods, nearly knocking his glasses off his face.
âiâll let you touch me, hyuckie,â you whisper, leaning back. âclean me up and iâll let you touch, okay?â you ask, smiling.
haechan freezes, looking between you and the cum on your stomach. itâs doyoungâs cum thatâs all over your body, not his. âclean.. clean that?â
âi thought you wanted to be good?â you ask, placing a hand in his hair and pulling his head down to your stomach. âare you gonna be good or not?â
doyoungâs eyes widen at the situation before he grins. the thought of just how far haechan will go to please you crosses his mind again.
haechanâs face crumples as he sticks out his tongue, licking up the first drop of doyoungâs cum. itâs gross, humiliating, and the taste is strange, but he wants to be good. he looks up at you, tongue traveling across your stomach as he licks up the rest of the cum.
your breath hitches as you watch him and you bite your lip, keeping a hand in his hair.
haechan whimpers as he finally licks up the last drop, a stray tear rolling down his cheek. you yank him up by his hair and connect your lips in a heated kiss. heâs needy, already forgetting about the fact that he just licked doyoungâs cum from your body and thinking only about how he needs to fuck you.
his hands are all over your body, touching anywhere and everywhere after being deprived for so long. he whines against your lips, pulling away to catch his breath.
âplease let me fuck you,â he begs, too desperate to think clearly anymore. âplease, baby, need to fuck you.â
you shush him, wrapping a hand around his aching cock. âyou think you deserve it?â you ask, slowly starting to stroke him. haechan whimpers, hips bucking into your hand. he nods, trying not to cum on the spot.
you turn your head to doyoung whoâs sitting right next to you, âshould i let him?â
doyoung looks haechan up and down, taking in his pathetic state, and decides to be nice. âlet him fuck you. he listened good enough, i think.â
haechan feels relief wash over him at doyoungâs answer, silently thanking him in his head. âcome on, please,â he begs you again, leaning down to kiss you on the corner of your mouth. haechan thinks he might die if he doesnât get to fuck you in the next five seconds.
you let go of his cock, spreading your legs further. âfuck me, baby. show me how much you need me.â
haechan wastes no time, grabbing the base of his cock and guiding it to your entrance, bottoming out in one thrust. he feels tears well up in his eyes again at the feeling of your warm walls around his cock. âf-fuck,â he whines, squeezing his eyes shut. being inside you is almost too much.
your hole spasms around his cock, still sensitive from the way doyoung fucked you before. âi want you to cum, hyuckie. you deserve it, donât you think?â
haechan nods and starts to frantically snap his hips against yours, fucking you like his life depends on it. his thrusts are sloppy with no rhythm, driven purely by want and the need to cum. all he can think about is how he needs to fill you up and show doyoung that heâs the only one who can do this.
you throw your head back with a moan, caging haechan in with your legs. ât-thatâs it, baby,â you praise, âcum for me.â
haechan cries out as he feels your walls tighten around him again, hips stuttering. he thrusts in one more time before finally letting go, spilling his cum deep inside you. you pull him down for another kiss, moaning into his mouth.
you pull away, caressing his face. he flops down against you, cock going soft and slipping out. his glasses are gone too, lost somewhere in the sheets and left behind in a fit of desperation. you giggle when you notice this, wrapping your arms around him.
âthank you,â he mumbles, face dropping down to hide in your neck. heâs exhausted and currently rethinking his life choices.
doyoung clears his throat, pushing his glasses up his nose. âthat was.. wow,â he says stupidly, looking between you two. heâs satisfied yet suddenly feeling like heâs intruding.
you giggle, running your fingers through haechanâs hair while you look at doyoung. âi almost want to say thank you for winning,â you teasingly say to him.
doyoung, suddenly shy, bites his lip and asks, âwas it.. was it good? better than haechan, i mean?â
at this, haechan whips his head up, whining. âstop! thatâs notâno! iâm never making another bet with you again after this, doyoung! this was the first and the last,â he grumbles, squinting at his study mate.
you and doyoung both laugh at his words. âi was kidding,â he says, putting his hands up in surrender. âi see why you two are together. youâreâŠâ he pauses, flashbacks of everything replaying in his mind, âletâs just say youâre good for each other?â the laugh that follows is nervous, almost like heâs not sure how to explain.
haechan decides that heâs definitely opening up applications for a new study buddy after this.
a/n: umm.. hrts4doie first fic who else cheered!! i just want to say THAAANNNKKK YOU SOO MUCCHH to val aka @haetrack for coming up with this series with me and also helping me write parts of this!! im soooo excited to finally be posting this and completing the nerd!haechan series but i love nerd!doyoung so bad i just might write more of him. anyways i hope u guys enjoyed and lmk what u thought!!
tags: @haetrack @beidouvv
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