#⁰⁰³. ❛ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵒⁿ’ᵗ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍˢ ᵗᵒ ᶜʰᵃⁿᵍᵉ ʳⁱᵍʰᵗ? ᵗᵒ ᵈᵉˢᶜᵉⁿᵈ ⁱⁿᵗᵒ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵒʳˢᵉ ˢᶜᵉⁿᵃʳⁱᵒ? ᵗʰᵉⁿ ᵍᵒ & ˢᵃᵛᵉ ᵗʰᵉᵐ! ❜

[ofdesperationis]

i want the k // tbh this boy deserves to be killed

▓ ┊❛ ★ —–  ‘ kay?    /   @lieshed

                              ♡   10: — Oxygen Deprivation ♡

                                              Her lips retain an impeccable smile as she  hovers over the so-called occultist. both hands gently placed on each of his shoulders as her head rests on top  of her right hand.  slightly  (   -ever  so-   )  slightly, her nails start to find the rim of his  oh-so-adorable scarf.     really ?   OUYEKUN !!   — your fashion sense  stinks.  who even wears scarfs on a hot summer day? not to mention the material !  — YUCK ! &  to  think you were  acquainted with the SHSL FASHIONISTA — !  uwhaa . . .  you put the title of ‘  friends ’ to shame.  really, even the seams aren’t straight and so many loose threads.  ah, she’s getting distracted by the existence of a revolting scarf. 

                           she scoffs at him. the current state he’s in, to be more precise.  really, oyuekun! you always had a habit of involving yourself into things that have nothing to do with you. that’s why you’ve always been so — — HELPFUL  & not to mention entertaining. ah, but good things must end, right? hm, don’t worry she’ll miss you & all your silly lil white lies! ( you’ll always have a special place in her heart. )  her nails grasp each and every thread as she shares a smile — it’s not like he’ll be able to see it, but whatever.    (   pull & Pull   )   ❛   mou ~ ♬ ouyekun ! why so silent?~ ♪ ara ara, isn’t the reality of the situation breathtaking! you’re practically drowning in this state of despair, right~? ne, ouyekun — why did you  BETRAY  your precious classmates? were you thinking of playing the hero? “ I have to warn them of Enoshimachan ” right, right? Upupupup~!  ❜  her smile only enlarges; stretched from eye to eye. awe, look at him, frightened to the point of being paralyzed! aha — 

        She reels him in, closer & closer to her. She can feel every stiffness in his body, how his muscles clench up, how his breath hitches & most of all how his eyes are strained & glued at the sight before him. the sight of his classmates ( who were hopelessly happy & full of smiles  just~this~morning~! ) now lay on the ground bloodied & still; uwhaa such a despairing sight~! She could have let them join her senpai’s in spreading despair, but — One group of chumps is enough already. besides Oyuekun’s classmates didn’t hold nearly enough capacity for despair as her upperclassmen did. not to mention the major reason they are alive is to join Kamukurasenpai as his beloved friends~ aha. still ——   (   pull & pull   )     ❛  no no, you didn’t betray them~ you  KILLED them !  you knew the dangers of providing them hope, right~ yet you encouraged  them, supported  them & Deceived them~ ♡ hehe. I get it, I get it. you wanted them to die a more memorable death right? a death so despairing that any sort of hope that clung to their hearts was ripped out & stomped on, right? That’s why you —

                                              LURED THEM INTO THE DEVIL’S LAIR~ ♡                                                             ( & betrayed & killed them  )

              uwhaa~ I can’t imagine the despair they must’ve expierenced~ to be betrayed by the very person who gave you hope, constantly motivated you & then ultimately incapacitated you, robbed you of the pitiful sense of freedom  & tainted  that string of hope he provided for you~ aha~ ouyekun you yearn for despair so, so much,  even if  you deny it~ no, the fact that you are denying it, means you are already in despair~ hehe.  ❜  (   slowly; as a snake wrapping itself around its prey’s neck  /   she pulls the scarf ever so slowly.  )  She feels him struggling hopelessly; taking in deep intakes of breath. honestly, he can’t even fight~ what a mess.ara, ara. he’s even more of a mess that pathetic  mitaraikun~ at least, he struggled a bit, it was satisfying to watch as he kept digging his own grave — very much so.    (   & she tightens her grip on the scarf. little by little~   ) 

             Smile~ Smile~smile~    ❛  ne, ouyekun~ what’s with the long face?  G — eez! relax a bit~ after all, we are friends, right?  ❜  (  pull. )   ❛ you are just like me~ your heart aches for despair! that’s why you can’t help but give into this feeling~  aha. the despair you are feeling must be amazing right~? you want more right~? you want to feel the eyes of your trusting friends to lace with suspicion, doubt, anger, hatred & despair, right? You WANT despair. you want others to drown in this feeling of despair right~    ❜     she feels him gasping for air; struggling.  (   don’t worry, Don’t worry. She makes sure not to pull too hard; we don’t want to hear a CRACK  now do we?   )   ❛  upupupup!! sorry, sorry~ but you won’t be able to witness that, after all — when most of hope’s peak is eradicated by the reserve course; they are going to put on a huge show or the entire world.  Of course, there will be a few exceptions from the main course buuut you didn’t make the cut sorry, tee hee~ ♡ hmm. lemme guess: you are thinking of the old days right? where you smiled with all your friends? where hope was alive~ are you asking yourself “ how did it come to this~?"

                                            GET REAL & GROW UP ! ! !  ❜  — — her voice (   even if it’s just as sweet as before   ) turns into something more fierce.  ❛    no matter how long you wish for this to be a dream — a miracle like that won’t happen!  kyahh isn’t it despairing~ ?  awe too bad!    ❜  even though his body lays still an unmoving; she knows he is still alive, she knows he is on the verge of losing consciousness, she knows that this is the end.  

Ah~ are you HOPING for a savior to jump in? to give you a good end~?to beat the bad guy & save the day? upupupupup — Sorry, but this storyhas already passed the point of climax. So no heros are going to changethis hopeless tale. but is it really that bad~? Aren’t endings like this moreexciting & interesting? An ending that is gray & filled to the brim with despair.Besides who would come to save a mere side character ———–—!the real plot hasn’t begun yet sweethear~ ♡

[ofdesperationis]

╳  ┊❛ ♡  Nobody Makes Sense ⊱

      ❛   Everything’s  so  peaceful ,  so  peaceful ,  so  peaceful ,             so  naturally  peaceful , it’s  almost  funny.    ❜   (   ♡’  /  @ultimctepoet    )

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tag dump for verses & other stuff . . .#yikes.