#※ isms ┋ they can break our hearts / they won’t take our souls!

[somniiator]

what's your role in the tragic play?

sweet supporting character

i wanna be your grandma so bad, please let me pinch your face and knit you a sweater. you're most likely the best friend of the protagonist, and there's some possible overlap between you and the narrator. you're sweet and try very hard to be selfless. you watch the ones you love descend into darkness, and make every effort to help them through it all. it's not enough. you keep trying to make it enough. you provide comic relief, a listening ear, a hug, advice── any method of support you can think of. your own personal tragedy isn't documented. sometimes you wish it was, even though you're the one who ensures it is not. you want people to care for you the way you do for others. but you refuse to ask for it, so you wait for others to read between the lines. they usually don't. at least you're the one who gets to survive the tragedy. no matter how many times you beg to trade places, it is always you at the end, sitting at someone else's grave.

[meitantcii]

General tags

※ ic ┋ this story has a brand new page; a chapter where we will take the stage ※ out ┋ my heart it weighs me down now; victim to my carelessness ※ isms ┋ they can break our hearts / they won’t take our souls! ※ promo ┋ you could be the missing key; the piece that will fit / that’s the verdict! ※ self promo ┋ i’ll reach for gold and make some noise ※ wishlist ┋ the impulse that’s born within you is a treasure ※ crack ┋ don’t threaten me with a good time! ※ shitpost ┋ welcome back to me screaming! ※ dash commentary ┋ who’s got alibis from somebody’s eyes? ※ mirror ┋ infinite reflections of empty space ※ headcanons ┋ break me down and build me up / whatever it takes! ※ memes ┋ you’ll say words you’ve never heard / just how would you react? ※ starter call ┋ is there somewhere you can meet me? ※ aesthetic ┋ champagne flutes and dinner suits that keep your focus away from the cheating hands ※ psa ┋ listen up folks: war is over / brand new sheriff’s come to town ※ queue ┋ maybe we won’t grow old and maybe then we’ll never die

[somniiator]

what's your role in the tragic play?

misunderstood villain

prepare for an onslaught of both the most dehumanizing and hateful takes, and flood of thirst comments. you are chronically misunderstood. whether or not you're actually evil is debatable. you may be acting out for revenge, to defend someone you love, or even just to protect yourself. you're a pretty jaded person. you don't trust or even really like most people. maybe you did at one point. but that part of you is gone, and you don't go a single day without grieving it. you think a lot about what your life could have been. you're stuck in the past. you're angry and maybe you don't even want to be, but this is the only way you can see to survive. you're open, but less in a trusting way and more like a wound. you don't like to let people see you, but the hurt spills out of you before you can stop it. you're impulsive, even as you try hard to plan and prepare. maybe someday your side of the story will finally be heard. until then, you can convince yourself that being hated is safer anyway.

[somniiator]

What does your heart look like?

molten lava and charred flesh

Your heart burned so fiercely that it burnt itself out, leaving horrible scars in its wake; scars inside your chest and on the hands of those who touched you, the hearts of anyone who got close enough to connect to yours. The person you are now is no longer recognizable, burnt up by your own anger and passion and love. The injuries can never be fully erased, but they can be soothed with time and trust and forgiveness.

a compass that doesn’t waver

You are someone who is certain of what you want. Maybe you always have been, or maybe you made a discovery that you haven’t been able to tear your eyes away from. Your heart is set and certain. You fight endlessly for your goals. Above all else, you know who you are and what you are trying to achieve. Just be careful not to tear yourself or others apart in pursuit of your ideals.

[somniiator]

What were your hands meant to do?

nourish

Maybe you should invest in flour. You work, work hard and sometimes you feel like that’s all you can do. That it'll never pay off. But there’s no greater feeling than to see the joy you bring to others, to see them succeed with the tools you gave them. You may not be a leader, but a leader’s spine, shoulders, ribs. You are the dawn before the sun. It’s sweet, too sweet, but it’s better than nothing. You are endless golden fields, salt of the earth, and the lives of all who devour it.

[somniiator]

THEME SONGS.

i. ㅤtherefore i am — billie eilish

stop, what the hell are you talking about? get my pretty name out of your mouth we are not the same, with or without don't talk about me like how you might know how i feel top of the world, but your world isn't real your world's an ideal

ii.ㅤ high hopes — panic! at the disco

mama said fulfill the prophecy, be something greater, go make a legacy manifest destiny, back in the days, we wanted everything, wanted everything

iii. ㅤbreath — breaking benjamin

so sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left i know that i can find the fire in your eyes i'm going all the way get away, please

iv. ㅤheart of stone — six: the musical

you can do your best, but i'll stand the test you'll find that i'm unshakeable when the fire's burnt, when the wind has blown when the water's dried, you'll still find stone my heart of stone

v.ㅤ usseewa — ado

'cause now the happy's gone away we went and broke the game i don't know who, but somebody's gotta take the blame stuck in a daze and i can't recover, mayday

tagged by: @nightiingaled ( tysm!! ) tagging: if you're reading this, guess what. you're tagged now

[somniiator]

which creature are you in the enchanted forest?

Fae Folk/Fairy

You are a lesson that kindness should never be mistaken for weakness. Disturbed by the actions of the Corrupt Kingdom, though unable to fight them yourself, you set up a bakery shop that doubles as a covert clinic, where you provided medicine (and snacks) to the underprivileged and/or those brutalized by the regime. While it pains you to not be able to stop a fight before it happens, you use your intelligence, attention to detail, and deceptively harmless face to keep the resistance alive. Literally, in some cases.

Hiding the medicine you gave to your clients in pastry bags, the operation was going perfectly. It was only when a drunken guard tried to steal what he thought was a box of donuts from someone that you were found out. With your medicinal knowledge of nature, you decided to run away to the Enchanted Forest. There, your kind heart and wise mind carried you through with ease. But you missed the people of your town and feared for their health. Upon crossing the Fae Door and entering the Banished Kingdom, you quickly spotted a bird with an injured wing and quickly fastened a splint. The Fairies soon realized you were one of them and took you in. Together, you served as medics in the war lead against the Corrupt Kingdom, teaming up with the Witches to make immunity potions and spells that prevented fatal injury and illness.

During peacetime, you continue to serve as a doctor to those in need, meeting and befriending all sorts of people and creatures. After each appointment, you always extend an invitation to one of your regular dinner parties, where your dessert is the favorite course.

TAGGED:ㅤ stolen from @jiwone TAGGING: steal it from me!

[somniiator]

what soft romance cliché are you?

because i love you!

passionate; you are the heated moment of an argument. when the person you care for has done something outrageously stupid or dangerous. all of your pent up emotions that you've kept inside of you come bursting out: "beCAUSE I LOVE YOU!" how could they be so dense. how could YOU be so dense. you've loved each other this whole time. your love tends to be strong, and loud. sometimes it might be hard for you to express your feelings but you let people know that they are cared for. you're also hot. good for you.