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Oh, to be hugged by an usually 6′7″ tall glitchy fool... This is some of the little habits xe does sometimes when xe hugs someone:

Makes a small squeaky toy sound

Gently sways side to side or back and forth with the person in xyr arms

If in an excited / delighted mood, without thinking, xe would lift the person up and twirl them around once or a few times while giggling

Squeeze the person with so much strength to the point xe can cure scoliosis

Places xyr face on top of the person’s head or xyr forehead on the other’s and nuzzles them there

Constantly give the person a small squish in some seconds, and as well possibly saying “ squishie ” as xe does it

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[ redacted ] absolutely loves to have anything that glows in the dark or have colourful lights, finding them quite pleasing to look at. If or when there is ever an opportunity that [ redacted ] have a home, or at least their own room, in most timelines, they love to decorate the walls and ceiling of their room with glow in the dark star stickers, as well as having a LED mount ceiling that can have its lights change colours either on its own or with a remote controller. Though often times, this becomes another reason why they tend to have trouble sleeping because they will just lay on their bed and spend the entire night admiring the glowing stickers. ( They also often love to put the stickers on themself or someone else, being very smiley and giggly about it. )

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Another few things [ redacted ] does when they do the pinky promise with someone is R kissing on the pinky fingers just as the promise is made and / or after the pinky promising, rather than them just holding the person’s entire hand, they hold their pinky finger or link it with their own.

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[ redacted ] would definitely break into people’s homes just so they can steal? eat some of their cookies ( and maybe take a sip of milk to try out the taste, but they’d definitely drink the whole thing if it’s chocolate milk ).

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[ redacted ] extremely enjoys saying this line: “ One for me, one for you “. It’s funny to think how R usually doesn’t like to share a lot of things, especially the ones that hold sentimental values to him, with people regardless of how close he are to them as they may get a glare from him to even their foot being stomped on by him, though when it comes to R having only two pieces or even one that can be split apart and someone asks her to share, she will often not hesitate to do so, having that grin, before she happily says, “ One for me, one for you! “ The reason R is more inclined to share in this case is concept of the tenderness behind sharing that one last piece to someone, and how that may provide stronger reaction from them that R can cherish deeply. Eyes brighten, wide smile forming, the surprise of their kind act, just the idea of someone being so happy because of their rare willingness to share? And the fact that they can say that line, what brings them the most joy? R adores it.

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In most timelines, almost everything that [ redacted ] owns, they’re covered with stickers

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I think it’s a very important detail to keep in mind that R have a habit of making a soft “ chu “ sound whenever they get kissed, especially on the lips

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In most timelines, [ redacted ] tends to speak in third person when they are experiencing an episode of depersonalization / derealization as it is difficult for them to make the connection between the fact that their entire self exists and the sense they have of seeing themself outside of their body, hence the concept of speaking in first person while in in this state only makes them feel more disoriented. They also do it to emotionally detach themself from the stressful / painful situations that they are in. It is a defense mechanism [ redacted ] had developed with the main intention that the situation will be more tolerable to handle by treating it as a story ( perceiving it as “ fictional “ ) rather than actual reality. Although in most cases anyway, they eventually get stuck in this speech manner due to the fear of having to face the vivid realization that they are very much part of the reality that had hurt them in some ways and everything harmful that had happened to them were real. Depending on the severity of the situation and what happened that led to [ redacted ] switching their speaking manner in point of views, it can last for at least a few hours to usually a few months.

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[ redacted ] loving to use washable markers to draw on their own limbs or face. They do the same with other people, at least on their arms and hands, while they enjoy looking at the words and lines and shapes on themself and other. ( They often doodle smiley faces, hearts, and stars.  ) One of the things they love to do is drawing a heart on a person’s palm and their own before they just hold that same hand they drew on, and this can happen while they are doodling or afterward when they get bored of it. It brings a lot of joy and ease to them as they think about the drawn out hearts being blended in, making them and the other individual as one— together.

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[ redacted ] loves to pick up hobbies after people xe loves and wants to copy them out of curiosity to see how xe can do it, as well as there is that want in attempting to connect with them more. So for a few examples, if someone decides to do a painting and R catches them while xe hasn’t painted / rarely paints, xe will want to do the same and even try replicate to the painting the other is doing, or if they begin to do yoga, xe will copy their movements without a word. Usually, xe is quiet when xe observes what people are doing with their hobbies, wanting to focus more on how people feel and think through doing the things they are passionate about. [ redacted ] might get very excited if xe thinks xe achieves something as good as the other had done it, like in the painting scenario, part of xem hoping that the person would be impressed with xem.

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Your muse: R: Hey, can you please hold this for me? Just know it is is very very VEERYYY important and it is a huge honor for you to have it right in your hand, so be careful with it, okay? :] Your muse: Okay. R: Okay! :D *holds your muse’s hand*

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[ redacted ] generally loves music boxes as they find them highly soothing and joyful to listen to. They have a whole collection of them somewhere and if they are in a mood, they can create either an original song or cover version. Of course, their favourite music box version to listen to is Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, which they tend to carry it around in their pocket or hand so they have easy access to listening to it whenever they feel bored or especially in a negative state such as feeling stressed or frustrated. It’s one of the special things that can keep them grounded in the present of reality. When it comes to loved ones, the people they are very close to, they will take the time and energy creating a music box for them of their favourite song and, considering their poor hand conditions in most timelines, it usually takes longer than the average amount of time of getting it done. They can turn it into a necklace for the person to wear so during a time of crisis, the person can have the music box right there to guide them to at least some solace.

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Other than zero being [ redacted ]’s general favourite number ( yes, xe will keep saying zero does count as a number despite it having no value ), I think two would be xyr favourite number. [ redacted ] connects the number two as a special connection between a pair of objects or people that hold a deeper meaning to each other. Sure, xe can like the number of one a lot mainly because of the whole “being the top number one of anything over everyone” kind of a mindset, though there is that genuine complete softness in the thought of the number two representing togetherness. As an individual who generally experiences extreme loneliness across the universes and timelines, usually, xe usually doesn’t like to see something or someone being all alone as xe believes that nothing and no one in the world should ever experience loneliness, regardless if they are sentient or not, good or otherwise.

This thought is what leads to xem often wanting to have a pair of anything ( i.e. eventually buying a new plant for xyr only current one, buying two pets instead of just one, etcetera ) or xe often takes xyr time and energy being with someone who is by themself for whatever reason. Another general thing about xem that is formed from this thought is the fact that xe often says, “You and I” I have already mentioned about how much xe love to say the phrase, “One for me, one for you,” but this is a line in particular that xe uses as usually xyr own special way of saying “I love you”, regardless of what relationship xe have with the person xe is saying to them. As well as the concept of gestures between the two individuals such as pinky promises, high fives, hand shakes, etcetera is something xe loves as xe thinks these little actions are few of the things that make a relationship meaningful, so it adds more of xyr love for the number two.

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R would definitely use stickers as bandaids because they just think stickers are a valid medical supply as they do make them very happy, so they would just add a sticker on their new cut until someone introduces them to an actual bandaid that is shaped like a heart or a dinosaur 😑

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Whenever [ redacted ] gets a sticker from someone after they did something well, especially in timelines where they are a child to a teen in mainly school environments, they would often have a notebook to put their stickers on and write the date of when they got it with a reason why they did below the sticker. As a lover of stickers, finding them very neat and pretty to look at, they love to collect them in general, so they highly enjoy the idea of having a special place to show off their achievements to people, especially their loved ones.

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If your muse reads newspapers daily and they do it while [ redacted ] is nearby, either your muse is finished with reading one or not, please know that there is a high chance that [ redacted ] will steal it so they can do those puzzles and / or turn the newspaper into a hat for themself or the other to wear for fun.