#“vera you couldnt just make a guy”

[1800duckhotline]

Please clap after much thought i gave romeo a fresh coat of paint

[gayspock]

ive been listening to vera&jessie's podcast still and i think they helped me realise what it was abt farscape in terms of storytelling and pacing that make it so refreshing, like.... the episodes are sooo freaking packed... AND they pull it off !!! like by comparison i know, like, my main gripe with chibnall era dw is that episodes kind of suffocate themselves. like they introduce a LOT of half-formed concepts into episodes and never really follow through or develop them.

meanwhile with farscape its like... yep they introduce a lot of ideas into one episode . and they arent explored to the extent where, like, a star trek episode might rlly do a deep dive into sth. BUT instead of like with recent dw......its all so cohesive and snappy. like it WORKS so well together in its pacing, and the MANY issues build upon each other so well... and whilst we dont ALWAYS get the time to ruminate on, like, a storybeat it doesnt feel... shallow? or underdeveloped? it does just feel- yknow, fast, bc whats happening IS fast-paced and by the end of the ep its like you sit back and ur like hweh yeah...

and its like i also dont think they do anything. like. CRAZY off the beating path for scifi, narratively speaking, BUT. instead its like... lots of little divergences at each of these points that make it really nice and unique... where it'll be an age old trope but its like. both bc they go through it so fast and also bc of the way they do it it just feels... refreshed...

and also i love the way theyre slowly developing characters at a more even pace rather than just dedicating whole eps to each. it makes it feel so much more organic. dont get me wrong- i love an ep dedicated to a deep dive on a guy... but i think this way it does sorta feel more like a journey with them. not everything is just revealed so fast. and theyre developing... slowly? but developing still. and its at a realistic pacr wherein, like, they dont just go through one thing and become someone entirely different... its just sth they work at...

&i also love crichton ... i really do. i like him. he could have been nothing but hes adorable... sorrryyyy. like- i realise why, more and more, tng did always rely on picard SO much. i dont like it. but it makes sense for an episodic, show that ppl couldnt binge/follow continuously, to always just... bring out Mr Star Trek for when ppl are flickinmg through channels, so its more recognisable... but i still dont like the way they handle him sometimes, euch.... i say that just as an example bc meanwhile i rlly like the way theyre doing john, i do... bc i kno they still have to walk that line, and include him a lot and so yeassss he is sometimes Mister Main Character but its usually... more balanced and more level in actual execution . and theres subtleties that rlly make it less egregious and more like well oh thatsnice.... bc yeas he is the protag, the one who brings the ep to a close and the level-headed guy but ... its still buffered by his little momence... and its alsooo helped bc humans are nebver put on a weird freaking pedestal and the other guys do all also get their dues. smile.

[bloomingnono]

meant it. (part 2)

pairing: jeno x reader

genre: angst, fluff

word count: ~ 1.7 k

warnings: language (like one curse word akjds)

intro l part 1 l part 2

a/n: im so sorry for the long wait:( i wanted to make sure i did my best, and wrote something i was overall pretty content with! but here’s the second, and final part to “meant it”!! i hope you all enjoy, especially my dear 🍿anonie<3

also not me making major adjustments 5 minutes before posting💀

taglist of my loves: @luvlyjaemin @vera-liscious @lenaluvs

Your bed felt cold. The type of cold that left your body weak. And yet again, you found yourself fighting to let sleep consume you.

You hesitantly turned to your left side, hoping that maybe, this was all just one big nightmare. That maybe when you turned around, he’d be there.

But you were only met with the other side of your bare bed; your lamp casting an amber tinge on your snow-white sheets.

Four weeks had passed since those final words had been exchanged. He had left you broken.

To say you missed him was an understatement.

You longed for the way your heartbeat quickened at his sight. You longed for the way your stomach fluttered as your name effortlessly slipped out of his lips. You longed for his touch; the way his fingers lingered against your skin.

You missed him.

But at what cost? To hear those three empty words leave his mouth?

No. Never again.

It was unfair to Jeno. But most of all, it was unfair to you.

You didn’t deserve to be told such idle lies.

Especially not from the one person you would give up your entire life for.

Jeno was a naive soul; so sincere and trusting of what only met the eye.

Mistakes were a daily occurrence in his life; learning and growing from them as he paved his way through.

.

But the second you left, he knew he had made the biggest mistake yet.

.

On the night when everything ended, there was an inexplainable feeling of void growing within him.

He didn’t have a reason to smile, nor the energy to cry.

Unlike anything he’d ever experienced before, he felt incomplete. It left him numb.

Before he knew it, four weeks had already gone by.

Four weeks since he last held your frame in his grasp. Four weeks since he last saw the face he once fell in love with. Four weeks since he left you utterly broken.

But in those four weeks, Jeno wasn’t living. He was simply existing.

He was merely left in his world; his actions and their consequences, being his sole companion.

He knew it was unfair to continue to lie and prolong the inevitable. But, why did it feel so wrong? It was the right decision to choose... right?

‘To choose.’

It seemed like such a simple action. It was something we did on a daily basis; nearly every second of every day.

Yet it held so much influence.

Jeno had finally realized that now.

Everything in life was purely a choice.

.

Everything.

You lie on your bed, your mind lost in all the bumps and ridges that painted your cream-colored ceiling.

It was late into the night, the moon peeking its way through the slits of your window blinds. The silence was peaceful, yet deafening.

Despite the unsettling aspects of the stillness, you’re ready for it to devour you; yearning for that feeling of tranquility that you haven’t felt in weeks.

But just as you are about to give in, you’re abruptly interrupted by frantic raps on your front door. Jostling up into a sitting position, you force yourself off your bed to check and see who was causing such a fuss.

The knocks on your door persist, not allowing for a single moment of intermission.

Apprehension quickly overtakes your body, frightened at what could possibly cause such actions to befall at this ungodly hour.

You hesitantly grab your doorknob, carefully turning it and opening the door just a fraction of the way.

You are met with a hunched figure; their hands on their knees and their hair damp with —what can only be assumed as— sweat. Their labored breathing leads you to believe they had run here, and hastily at that.

After a few short-lived seconds, you carefully try to assess the situation; fear still coursing throughout your body.

“Can I help you..?”

The figure instantly tenses at your tone, as if taken aback by the sound of your voice.

You watch in confusion as they begin to catch their breath, and stand to their full height. Straining your eyes to try and identify their face, you’re left frozen at the single feature that was recognizable even in pitch darkness.

His eyes.

You instinctively take a step backward, distrusting your vision.

But your presumption reigns true, as the figure tentatively takes a step forward through the doorway; his face now fully illuminated by your foyer light.

.

Lee Jeno.

.

He seemed to be in a terrible state: his hair a mess from the sweat, his clothes violated by the wind, and his breaths still quite uneven.

You attempt to try and form a coherent sentence, but the words seem to die in your throat. You could only look up at him, staring blankly with your mouth hung open.

“Wha... What are you doing here...?”

“I came to see you. I needed to talk to you. Immediately.” His expression was unreadable, yet his tone held the familiar hint of desperation. “I miss you. I want— No. I need you back. Nothing in this world seems right when I’m not with you. I’m not who I am without you. I need you…”

The silence that follows is unbearable.

It takes a few moments for his words to sink in. You feel your eyebrows furrow in confusion, contorting your features into a frown.

But the confusion is quickly replaced with the dreaded feeling of anger. It swiftly fills your entire soul, kindling a flame. The one emotion you tried so hard to repress, viciously engulfs your entire body.

The words that had once died in your throat, quickly resurrect and force their way out of your mouth.

You find your voice again. However, this time, it is nothing but cold and bitter.

“Lee Jeno, I love you. I’m not ashamed to say that I’m still hopelessly in love with you, because I am. But you aren’t. And that’s why I let you go.”

The floodgates were finally opened. There was no going back.

“As much as I still loved you, and as much as it killed me to accept that you didn’t return those feelings for me anymore; I let you go. Want to know why? Because your happiness means so much more than my own. I let you go because I love you so fucking much.”

Jeno stares at you with wide eyes, unable to summon a statement that could somehow ease the pain in you eyes. “I-“

“No, listen!!” Your voice begins break, unable to keep your emotions at bay. The words flow out of your mouth quicker than your mind could process. “I wanted to blame you. I wanted to hate you and resent you so badly for everything you put me through, but I couldnt. Because I still fucking love you!!”

The last statement leaves your throat raw. But you persist.

“You really got some nerve, Lee Jeno.” You laugh humorlessly at the pure audacity, before turning back to him with a renewed flame.

“You left me absolutely shattered. And I couldn’t even hate you for it. I refuse to let you hurt me again. I refuse to watch, as the love for me floods out of your eyes again. I REFUSE!!!”

Every last bit of your energy is wasted on your final words as you scream them at the top of your lungs.

The angry tears streaming out of your eyes seem endless. Your whole body trembles with pure fury as you collapse to the floor, legs giving out beneath you.

Jeno instinctively scrambles to your side, supporting your fragile form with his own.

Too weak to fight against his hold, you allow yourself to be braced by him; the touch being all too familiar for your liking.

“Why? Why are you doing this to me?” You purposely avoid his gaze as you ask, your voice impossibly faint. You’re left completely exhausted; the anger quickly transforming into pure defeat.

There’s a moment of hesitancy. You feel the sharp intake of breath that he takes before the reply is given.

.

“I... love you.”

.

Those three words that you once adored, and now despised... Those three words that had eased all your pain, but now caused your suffering...

Those three words... were no longer hollow.

.

He meant it again.

.

A chill swiftly travels down from the top of your spine to the tip of your toes, leaving you senseless.

He promptly proceeds; the hesitancy in his tone now replaced with a new-found determination.

“I love you. And not because I have to, but because I want to.” Cold fingers gently grip your chin, tilting it up to meet his gaze. “Loving you is not merely a spark. Loving you is not lust or simple desire. Loving you is a commitment. I want to wake up every day, and choose to love you.”

There’s another moment of silence; tears of regret traveling down to drip from the point of his chin.

“I’m so sorry for... everything.” He chokes back a sob as the words get caught in his throat. “I loathe myself for being the cause of all this. I will never forgive myself for hurting you and... and I completely understand if you aren’t willing to forgive me either-“

Before he could finish, you crash your lips onto his; successfully silencing his statement. Tears continue to descend both your guys’ cheeks, unable to subside from the overwhelming sense of comfort that came with being in the others’ warmth again.

You sense a familiar arm snake around your waist, pulling you deeper into the contact. Your own arms loop around his neck, absorbing the touch that you had longed for, so intensely.

You pull away from the kiss, coming face to face with the love of your life.

.

“You have no idea how much I missed feeling those words.” The sentence is muttered, speaking to yourself more than anyone else.

But he heard them nonetheless.

.

You feel his slender fingers encase either side of your face, his cool touch sending a wave of shock throughout your body. Keeping your face steady in his hands, he slowly leans his forehead against yours.

With his eyes closed and without a single waver in his voice, the words slip out again.

.

“I love you.”

.

You soak up the comfort that alluded from such simplicity.

You know that you guys aren’t perfect. Nowhere near it.

But what mattered, was that you were in each other’s hold again.

.

.

Because you loved each other...

.

.

And you meant it.

end.

[voidselfshipp]

A Heart Of Ashes

Chapter 2

Pt1.

Its around half past eight, jerico wondered if stoker was still in the laboratory.

So she put on her boots and Walked to said laboratory.

Though.. the place was huge, it felt like a maze,and listening to her gut feeling,she got there,after a good fifteen minutes.

--Hey stoker

The british Man stopped mixing two chemicals togheter, and Turned to the door, a smile crossed his lips under his mask,but you could hear it in his tone as he said--Ah...you again...how delightfull, Oh do be careful of the napalm...tricky stuff

--Ill be mindful of that--she Walked right past the unarmed molotov grenades--Watcha working on?

--Just some upgrades for these old girls, oh Grab a pair of goggles and some rubber gloves if you stick around, wouldnt want to cause any accidents

Jeri nodded and snatched the closest of those ítems, she casually hovered over stokers shoulder who finished mixing the two chemicals,only for them to explode into a dark cloud of nothingness.

--Ah horse raddish...

By the way he left both mixing tubes on the table she noticed her companion was frustrated.

She patted his back softly--How about we get something to eat, maybe you need to take some fresh air

Stoker stood there to think about it for a bit, then nodded --Yeah...thatd be wonderfull

--Great,lets go!

During their walk however, Someone stopped them.

--Hey! So youre the New guy huh?

The british Man sighed in annoyance,crossing his arms--Oh do bugger off phantom, we have places to go

--ey ey relax Man, I just want to take a moment to greet our New recruit--phantom Turned to jerico-- heard you were dangerous huh? I like that in a woman

Suddenly, Harold felt his blood boil, as jeri couldnt help but giggle at the cheesy pickup lines.

In a stupid fit of jealousy,he grabbed his lighter and pressed the flame against phantoms pants, who in a matter of seconds lit afire, he then with a mischevious smile Turned to jerico-- tell me....can you smell something Burning...? Oh its probably nothing,lets go dear, im starving

He put an arm around jeri and Walked her away as phantom ran around in circles, blissfully unaware of this sunstorm just shrugged it off.

--Did you just really burnt phantoms pants so he would stop talking to jerico?-- ember asked, arms crossed as both grabbed their food.

--well he was making her unconfortable!

--Dont make excuses for yourself Harold I know you

The Man sighed letting his shoulders fall--okay maybe I have a crush on her what about it....

Ember started to laugh--Thats adorable Harold, I wish you the best of luck --She patted his back.

During dinner Ember politely excused herself,leaving both veterans to talk.

--So--stoker started without a clear topic to talk about--Youre a veteran?

-- I am,Ive seen a lot of fucked up shit I tell you that

He chuckled and nodded in agreement--war, how do the kids put it ,ah yes, fucking sucks

--It really does,you loose Friends, people youre closed...and you never know

--If youll end up coming home to them--both meet eachothers gaze--i know the feeling quite well...

Both smile, and talk softly about their time in the military.

Stoker decided to pack up his little science proyect and walk around the bases courtyard with jerico, the moon shine brightly, and both strolled down calmly.

--I remember this one time, me and my Dad were leaders of two different squadrons,you had to see the soldiers faces when they realize their commander was my dad....it was hilarious,specially because we look nothing alike

--Hmm, May I inquire as to why?

--Dad adopted me when I was a kid, and we really look nothing alike,and well, when training, my old Man is very harsh and strict, I tend to be that one godsend seargeant who cuts some slack on the soldiers, its quite funny really

The brit laughed and nodded--yes it is

--And how about you?, whats your story ?

He took a deep breath,and put his hands behind his neck--Well,I used to be a squadron I had to make a rough decision,and I did it,thankfully nobody had to die that day,except For the bad guys of course

And they spend the night talking about their anecdotes,laughing, and comforting eachother.

--mind if I Scort you to your room?

--Not at all

Stoker giggled and put an arm around jerico,And both Walked into the building in silence, the whole place was quiet, aside from some who spent the night playing videogames and their rage screams could be heard from outside their room

When they arrived though,jeri took Harolds hand--Dont you want to spend the night here?,your room is on the other side of the building

--Oh I dont want to bother

--You dont,come on in

He sighed and nodded, taking off his jacket.

--I have a spare matress under my bed,i can sleep there

--What?,no way, I shoundt Rob You the comforts of your bed...

--Harold just take it

--Ill take the spare matress thats what ill take

Both stared at eachother,before sighing--Sharing?

--Sharing

Without much time wasted they got into the bed,their backs facing eachother.

--You wont take that mask off for sleeping?

--No, I wont

She sighed --You cant sleep like that

--Yes I can

She knew it wasnt her place to Keep demanding--Will you sleep comfortably?

A soft smile appeared on the Mans face--Yes, dont worry about me,now go get some sleep okay?

--You too.....goodnight

--Sweet dreams...

Ember groaned,facepalming.

This needed to stop.

--Oh you look so lovely today--stoker said softly elbowing jerico in the ribs, who then chuckled.

--And you look quite handsome too

Theyve been flirting like this for the entire day, ember was about to knock them both out....she couldnt take more of this mushy crap.

--oh I thought for a moment I found to emeralds....turns out it was just your eyes...--Harold said with his masks cheek resting on his hand.

Jericos cheeks turn baby Pink and both softly chuckle.

--If you two lovebirds are done, the guys at the kitchen need help on the cooler--vera said--its not working....

Both sighed and nodded.

However as both worked on the inside of the industrial Cooler, the door closed leaving them in pure darkness, aside from Jers phone lantern.

--Damnit...--stoker tried to Open the door to no avail...

And so they sat there in darkness.

-- d damn-- Harold said curling into a ball-- its cold here...

Jer, who was a natural heater, sat closer to him--I think I have an idea,but I need you to sit properly

--W what are y you planning to do?--He straightened his legs and his cheeks Turned red as he felt her sit on his lap and hug him-

-Like this we wont loose heat...

She was, oddly warm...how?.

Whatever questions he had, his survival was first so he hugged her, and hugged her tightly, feeling the warmth return to his body.

--Thats a whole lot better...thanks awfully..

--Dont mention it...

And after that day, they couldnt get enough of it ,everywhere was a good place to cuddle, while eating, after training,during briefings.

Everyone was losing their minds over how clingy both were.

Their feelings for eachother were so painfuly obvious...

And now, after a particular rough mission, jerico and stoker were cuddling in his room.

He pressed his mask against her back.

--Im just glad youre okay...--she whispers.

--Im just glad to be with you here--he answers back.

Though she was too tired to even try and comprehend what he said, so she nuzzled closer and smiled..

Soon enough she'll tell him.

She was glad to be by his side, and being able to hold him like that..and Him..well, he was happy to return to her in one piece.

[bagelbite]

i went to a plant sale today!!!!

my mom and i went to a plant sale and i got a bunch of beautiful plants today and im so excited so im gonna make a plant post. first lets talk about my original plants

here we have (from left to right)

bubonic: i named him bubonic because i wanted him to grow like the plague and i know hes an ivy plant and im pretty sure its english ivy

bibobee: in the sweet gherkin jar. he is named bibobee after the bibobees in voltron (before it went to shit). i have no idea what type of plant he is but i water him once every week and a half and hes doing fine

peter: peter is bamboo that was already curled and beautiful and when i got her she was crammed into this tiny little container and her roots were all brown and i really thought she was going to die but now her roots have spread out in the bottle and she has put out three new leaves!!!!

aries: the weird little succulent in the white planter. i named him aries bc he was a little out of control when i first got him but hes not doing to great at the moment :((

medusa: my beautiful little snake plant in the red pot. shes doing great livin her damn life

spork: the lil cactus guy named spork bc he is both round and pokey. again, doing great doin the damn thing

Arch Bishop Dave: THIS PLANT IS MY PRIDE AND JOY IT IS MY POTHOS i have had this plant for almost three years now and i used to be so bad to it i would forget to water it and it was in a dark bedroom and she just put up with me and then i started really taking care of her and moved to a bedroom with more light and she revealed this beautiful verigation in her leaves and started putting out new leaves and just Absolutely Thriving i love this plant so so so so much

so for my new plants!!!

i finally have a spider plant!! there were some that were bigger and more spread out but i really want to see her grow so i got a small one with a pot she can grow into a little more. im thinking of naming her annabeth (bc annabeth from percy jackson is terrified of spiders lol)

THIS ALOE VERA WAS ONE DOLLAR. its a little dried out bc it had been in the sun at this plant sale for like two days but i think i can save her. also she is in a mug my friend decorated for me for christmas on my sunny bookshelf so she should be good

the little tag said this was a euphorbia?? or peking spurge?? ive never heard of or seen this plant before but it just looks so cool!!! i couldnt pass it up and i thought i would just give it a try and see what will happen with it i need to research it some more. the guy at the plant sale said “no it absolutely cant grow inside it has to be outside” but it was $2 so like if it doesnt make it itll be okay

i have no idea what this plant is i lost the little tag and i forgot sooooooo we’ll see what happens i guess

this one wasnt from the plant sale but it was in my moms outside garden and she said its a hosta (???). she said its normally an outdoor shade-prefering plant but as you can see some of its leaves started getting a little scorched so we’re going to try and save it and move it indoors

I FINALLY GOT AN OXALIS!!!!!!!!! i have been in love with the oxalis and wanted one so bad and this was like so cheap it was onLY FIVE DOLLARS and its a little droopy and sad right now but i know i can take care of it and help it grow and recover those people were doing it so dirty it was on the bottom shelf like shoved in the corner and the soil was absolutely SOAKING wet but i will save her and she will be the most beautiful

also last week i took a cutting of Arch Bishop Dave and it has taken root!!!! im gonna have two Arch Bishops!!!!!!

i detached Arch Bishop Dave from the wood post today and reepotted her and am going to let her become a beautiful hanging plant (her leaves are upside down because she was growing up but now shes gonna grow down so i just have to wait for her to get adjusted

so yeah those are all of my plants!! i just wanna say that i recommend plants for absolutely everyone they are so great and they make you feel so so good. whenever you see them put out new leaves or their verigation gets more defined or (like with my bamboo and it has a clear vase/bottle) you can see its roots grow and thrive it just makes you feel so good and genuinely happy. also they are such good reminders to take care of yourself like i HAVE to stay on schedule with watering them and so ive started to notice that when i water them i also drink more water myself and just take better care of myself like ill tidy my room and vacuum and dust off my bookshelf and stuff. plus they help clean the air in your room (or wherever you have them) and they make everything look so much nicer and pretty and are just mood lifters

so in conclusion plants are amazing and i love them so much

[fluffytoast101]

!"kids please! i need everyone to calm down and ask your questions one at a time!" David stopped the kids from talking all at the same time. “I thought the fund raiser was a success! If we need money why dont the quartermaster just beat you guys up again!” Harrison stated while Malva was nodding “It actaully isnt a bad idea!”

-small time skip bcs i dont want to rewrite every line of dialog-

“does that mean.. we all have to split up?” Nikki asked with sadness in her voice. Everyone looked around at eachother with sad expressions.

“Hi Max. Its been a few days.. Have you made your descsion yet? Wich camp do you wanna go to? Vera is still.. Mad about the uhm.. events if you were wondering..” David asked the sad boy who was carrying a bunch of regret. “Im still thinking.” He answerd quickly turning the other way. “Come on Max.. i know its been hard especially since Neil, Nikki-” Max remeberd their faces filled with rage and sadness. He even brought Malva to tears. “God damn! Dont you have counsler counsling to prep for or something?! Just leave me alone!” He cut David off and walked away.

“I cant belive im saying this but.. I dont know if i wanna go to science camp!” Neil said looking at his friends, looking a little longer at Malva. “Yeah! What fun is adventuring without you guys!” Nikki joined in. “I just want things to be back to normal!” Vera continued. “I just want to be able to enjoy my summer. dosnt really help that my uh... lady problems...? are hittting in strong!” Malva ended it. “Max what do we do?!” Neil desperatly asked max his eyes getting glossy. Max was doing something on davids phone and didnt pay attention to the others. “Max?” Nikki asked once again also tearing up. “Huh? Are you guys still fraking out about this? Whats your problem?” Max rudely said turning away from the phone. “Our problem?” Neil questioned Max’s rude comment. “damnit..” Malva mumbled under her breath on the verge of tears. “i dont wanna say goodbye yet! You guys are my friends!” Nikki frowned. “Yea Max. Wtf” Vera questioned Max aswell seeing him brining Malva on the verge of tears.”were like a wolf pack!” Nikki said with a slight smile. Neil chimed in “Or a team of scientists (somthing) doing a new study!” “Or a wolf pack!” Nikki obviously liked her idea better.  “Jesus guys. Grow up! Did you think summer was gonna last forever? It was always gonna end this way! Camp campbell comes to a close, you get sent home, you move on with your lives.” Max said doing something on the phone once again, looking up from it at the end. “Look, we had a good run! But we were temporally friends at best!” Max ended it. The small group of friends looked at him in schock turning into rage or sadness. “oh...” Nikki said looking down. Malva silently started crying trying to make it stop while hugging herself. Vera looked angry with a mix of sadness and confusion. Neil started speaking. “Really?! THATS all we are to YOU?” He said in pure frustration. “Fucking hell Max! I know your meant to be rude or something but thats just messed up!” Vera said slightly motioning to malva who was still silently crying looking down. Max felt the regret hit his body. “I mean.. Look Neil-” He started scratching the back of his neck.”Nonono you’re right! Why would someone like you need a friend?! You were fine on your own before we showed up!” Neil looked down then turning his gaze to malva and back up again. “You’ll be fine once were gone.” Neil walked off into the bus. “Nikki come on! You get it, right?” Max asked Nikki. Nikkis face turned into anger. “Bye Max” She said walking into the bus aswell. “Malva?” Max looked at the girl who looked up from the ground showing red puffy eyes. She quickly hugged Vera before walking into the bus the doors closing behind her. Max looked at Vera with regeret but she just flipped him off and walked back into camp.

- time skip,, again.. bcs... yeah...-

“Happy reunion?”

-Ok time skip again. brining thr camp back togheter burning camps 3 more left to pick up-

“thats... Almost everyone!” Max looked up from the clip bord in his hands with a smile. “Phew... this has been a eventful day!” Vera smiled at Max. “Just 3 names left!” David happily said. Max felt the regret come back again. “Yeah. i wonder how they are doing..” Vera said thinking about what Malva had told her in the past about her fear and how it keeps her up at night crying. She slightly frowned. “You know my favorite part is the look on the counslers faces when you mention the test Davey! Their all like ‘whoa what!?’“

- yet another time skip -

“Yeah thats the other thing... they are actually.. here” Gwen said looking over to the room where the three kids sat looking upset or jus scared. “Here at camp core we dislike using the phrase ‘trouble makers’ and uh..” The old man looked at Malva. “I dont know what to call your situation... uhm. well get back to that later. Anyways as i said we dont like to use the term ‘trouble makers’” “We prefer children in need of love. And young lady you need to get sleep.” The old lady said looking at Malva. She looked up from her knees (she was hugging her legs in her chair ya’know?) with dark cicles under her eyes that were also red and puffy. “I know that youve been.. up from the past 5 nights crying.” Neil and Nikki looked at Malva with sorrow and Neil reached out for her hand giving it a tight squeeze. He returned to his angry expression while still holding her hand. Nikki returned to her angry expression aswell. “Based on your recent behavior blah blah”

-time skip til’ gwen comes in-

“Thank godness for that duel major in sike! Am i right? Why dont you two get out of here while i chat with these little rascals!” Gwen bursted into the room while the owners left. She quickly closed the door and looked at the kids infront of her. “Lets get the fuck out of here.” She said dramatically.

“And then Nancy was like ‘whos an idiot?’ and i told her to mind her own fUCKING BUISNESS!” Gwen said while staning in the elavator with the 3 kids, Malva and Neil still holding hands. “Personally. Thats when i would have started with the biting.” Nikki proudly said. “Waitwaitwait! Can you go back for a second? Were getting the camp back?!” Neil looked suprised. Gwen looked at him with a smile and calm expression. “Oh. Yeah. And everybody is here.” Gwen simply said. Neil, Nikki and Malva looked at eachother with unease. “Everybody?” Neil and Nikki said in unsion while Malva continued to be quiet.

“Heeeey! Long time no see!” Max said while holding up his hand for a high five. Neil and Nikki looked unipressed while Malva still looked sad. Vera quickly ran up to her brining her into a hug. “Heard you all started a bit of mayhem at your camps? Guess im rubbing off on you.” He nudged Nikki. “If you use mayehem to describe putting someone in an emotional state making them stay up for 5 nights crying!” Neil said grabbing Malvas hand again.. just bcs it felt right. Vera let go of Malva and looked at her with sympathy. “Oh look its the temporally friend of ours!” Neil continued. “Yes, the friend that isnt permanent.” Nikki joined in. “Come on guys! Things are gonna go back to the way they were. I promise! Ive got a plan!” Max tried to convince them. “Interesting. I figured you would have moved on with your life right now.” Neil sarcastically said. “I will aslo add a sarcastic remark as soon as i can think of one.” Nikki said. “Oh my! David and Gwen blah bLAHBALH FUCKING BLAH BCS MORE -TIME SKIP BITCH DEAL WITH IT.-

“Im. Im sorry. I didnt go thru all this trouble for camp campbell.. I did it.. for you guys.” Max said. Malva softend up a bit. “You guys are my friends.. And i just didnt want to admit it. Just once the time actually got to say goodbye.. i had something to lose! Well you know... trying to go thru life alone seems pretty fucking stupid know.” They all turned and looked at cameron campbell. “Oh what?! Am i supposed to be the big bad example here?!” He said. “We did everything we said out to do by doing it togheter. and had a little fun while doing so! But everything fell apart when you pushed it away..” David confronted Campbell. “Well yea! But i won!” He defended himself. “Won what exactly?” Gwen said unimpressed. “I got my life back!I can leave this country behind and leave everything behind! just not thailand... or russia.. burned all the bridges with north korea..” He scratched his chin. “With all that money you can just buy some new friends who will eventually hate your guts too” Max stated. “Well i- uh-” Cmeron was lost of words.

“Well *sigh* i guess this is goodbye.” Max said turning to his friends. “I just wanted you to know... Ill miss you!” Nikki smiled and Neil looked suprised. Malva gave a small smile and looked at him. Vera looked proud that he actually said something nice for once. “And im sorry we couldnt be friend for longer..” Max continued rubbing his shoulder. “Dont be such a dummy Max!” Nikki started. “Yeah! We might never see eachother again, but we’ll always be friends.” Neil continued. “Oh and i snuck my phone with me *cough* so ican just give you all my number and just msg me so can we have a group chat!” Malva said with a raspy smile and a toothy grin. “Hell yeah! See we sont lose contact!” Vera slightly nudged Malvas shoulder as she wrote donw her number 3 times on a piece of paper. “Awwwwwww.” The older ones said. “Group hug!” Dolph said and David ran and hugged Gwen, Max, Vera, Malva, Neil and Nikki. Until they heard a bus driving off. “Campbells gone.” QM said and pointed outside. They all watched him drive off. “Wow that typical.” Ered said.  Davids phone started ringing that Max had in his pocket. “Uhm David. Your phone.” Max said and handed the phone to David.

-Blah Campbell has a speech or whatever hh-

-They have an adorable ass water gun fight and everyones happy running around-

- Campbell comes.-

“You will now be taking orders from him” Mr. Miller pointed at David. Evryone turned to David. “Now its perfect!” David said acomplished. “Welcome to camp, asshole!” Max said crossing his arms. “OUR camp, asshole!” Vera joined in and put her hand on Max’s shoulder in a sassy kin of way. Max looked at her with a tint of blush but she just winked >;3c

They all turned and did their own thing until only the group of 5 was left in front of the mess hall. Malva gave Neil a quick peck on the cheek before running off to god nows where neils face turning red. “OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH SHIT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT!” Vera fangirled and they laughed at Neils blushing madness. Okay bye

[wanderlearn-blog1]

hair growth vitamins Fundamentals Explained

Sure, caffeine. Most use caffeine as an at any time-essential (if not obligatory) jolt of energy in the morning – or anytime our asses are dragging – but experiments now display that caffeine “counteracts” the suppression of hair-follicle production by testosterone in males. 1/ Hair loss, also called alopecia, is most frequently hereditary — passed down from era to generation. The good news is worry-linked hair loss is normally short term, so long as the stress party is short term And employing Nizoral twice a week even though using a milder hair loss shampoo to the remaining times is the best tactic I'd recommend, and also now utilize myself. Gentlemen shouldn't have to handle dry skin under their beard. https://www.pinterest.com/healthhomeremedies/steptoremedies/ , flaky and itchy beard dandruff ... Common hair growth products and natural remedies for hair loss Hair loss ordinarily happens when the cycle of hair growth and hair shedding is disrupted. Acquired a question and may’t locate the best response on-line? Fret not as Answeropedia welcomes you to boost a query and you may see a big selection of legitimate responses in no time. All the things you have to know about shampoos for thinning hairHair is recognized as the crowning glory for people usually. In https://www.wikihow.com/Choose-the-Right-Hair-Loss-Option with topical growth treatments like Rogaine, the normal use of a major-rated shampoo for hair loss and regrowth can promote follicles, moisturize your scalp, quit dandruff, and customarily aid the growth of thicker and fuller hair whilst avoiding it from falling out. Use just one shampoo that works and stay with it. You might also desire to utilize a conditioner, ideally one that’s designed for guys who will be going through hair loss. The oral and topical medications are prescribed as hair loss treatment. When these don’t function, stem mobile therapy is recommended as hair fall treatment. Hello buddies I want to share my knowledge here regarding the onion juice. I am 39 calendar year aged, three to 4 many years back I began encountering hair falling and boring hair so I begun implementing coconut oil day-to-day but it didnt assist me much, Later my hair said turning white and followed by losing it. I had been greatly concerned about it. I couldnt manage transplanting hair that time so i did analysis on Internet and I discovered onion juice. I applied it on my scalp for 2 times and saved overnight but it was very awkward to rest so i started off it making use of each morning on my scalp and kept it for 50 % an hour then I might wash it with water no shampoo or no cleaning soap i utilised i didnt even therapeutic massage my hair Significantly since it could crack so I'd pour three to 4 mug of lukeworm h2o drinking water on my head. I did this exercise for approximately 6 to eight months quite consistently. It labored properly. Instant impact was it cured my chronic dandruf issue inside of two times my hair turned thoroughly when combing. As well as the third most critical factor that a lot of of you presently know but conveniently dismiss is Drinking Water. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=So_H04yJMD0 is 70% drinking water, and if it doesn’t acquire enough drinking water it will not likely functionality effectively, plus your hair is not going to prosper while in the dehydrated ecosystem. What to do: Figure out how to go through the labels and purchase merchandise containing safer and natural elements. If you are Not sure about any ingredient Examine its security at

The best Side of hair loss in women

Keep your hair care as simple as doable. https://steptoremedies.com/jamaican-black-castor-oil-hair-growth/ 'll be able to pre-issue your hair with coconut or almond oil and after that shampoo. As well as, you could switch the conditioner with plant infusion or hair rinse (see the subsequent point). Maple syrup, perhaps the unlikeliest shampoo ingredient, soothes and nourishes even though it at the same time handles bacterial buildup and overgrowth. Final, castor oil assists to deliver the carrot seed oil deep to the scalp, and in addition moisturizes and hydrates By itself. Why you should avoid hair dyes: Artificial hair dyes include harsh substances including ammonia, hydrogen peroxide,  p-phenylenediamine, which may irritate the scalp and bring about pressure on hair follicles. eight/ It’s basically a normal matter for hair to fall out. Hair starts off its everyday living with a extended growing section, and typically about eighty% of our hair is Within this section at any offered time. But other hairs are getting ready to depart our heads. A different born little one may well will need a lot more than one year to grow whole head of hair, mainly because hair growth will take time. So as to be healthy, our body demands the correct pH balance. As I’m guaranteed you could picture, When the pH is Mistaken (as well acidic or as well alkaline) then the human body doesn’t definitely perform very nicely. Pumpkin Seed Oil (PSO) can be an extract in the pumpkin seed, and is also a prosperous supply of antioxidants and a range of minerals. PSO presents a number of Rewards – including the regulation of insulin amounts as well as the treatment of Benign Prostatic Hyperplasia (BPH) – and its fatty acid content also can make it a balanced snack. As briefly mentioned earlier mentioned, PSO is also believed to have a optimistic impact on the growth of hair. Supply. As should be to be anticipated, The mixture treatment proved to generally be the best at strengthening hair count, and hair mass (not revealed in the above mentioned graph). This fragrant and cooling vital oil is utilised in many different treatments; nevertheless, analysis proves that peppermint oil is usually a promising treatment option for Those people with Androgenetic Alopecia (AGA). Coconut oil has become touted as being a panacea for all sorts of ailments, from indigestion to bronchial asthma. Now, some suggest coconut oil helps hair growth. stepto remedies to maintain your locks healthful and strong all through menopause, when hormonal imbalances often result in hair loss. This occurs as Section of the Wnt signaling pathway and, in men and women with hair loss disorders, it may result in balding. A very powerful minerals on your hair are: Calcium, Magnesium, Zinc and Iron. Ahead of having them very first get your blood exam done to understand Should you be definitely deficient. Getting pointless vitamins and minerals might also damage The body and hair. Folks have been professing a ‘cure for hair loss’ will probably be available in ‘five year’s time’ for as long as any individual can bear in mind.

click here of hair loss in women

Understand hair loss in women and Gentlemen. Find hair loss triggers and treatments together with how to avoid hair loss. So For anyone who is psyched to Check out many of the homemade shampoos, you have a loads of selections. Listed here are four nourishing and stimulating shampoos for hair loss. You will be amazed at how simple and simple They're to help make. Above the time I have realised that ‘costlier’ doesn’t translate into a better outcome. But nor does low-priced. Even the so-named ‘natural and organic and natural’ shampoos have their constraints. You won't need to have all of the shampoo. So shop any more from the fridge. It will previous for each week or two. "I like it. I read it a few months back and did the entire Guidelines. Now my hair is lengthy and beautiful, And that i usually remember to just take superior treatment of it."..." much more CS Chaitanya Soma it doesnt make a difference Everything you take in consume or smoke..I'm fifty six and just take a multi vitamin plus keratin and collagen ..biotin just about every a few days…wash my hair twice each week and once a month I mixture of olive. Take into account using biotin health supplements so you recognize you’re acquiring sufficient B vitamins every day. B vitamins will also be generally located in prenatal supplements. You can also Obtain your daily vitamin B12 from consuming organ meats, fatty fish as well as other animal products and solutions. Utilize contemporary aloe vera gel combined with a little lemon juice and depart it on for around 20 minutes. Shampoo your hair. Make this happen at the time each and every 7 days or two. I’ve listened to that brushing your hair moves your hair oils all around witch will help your hair grow. Is that this correct????? Dismiss internet marketing ploys and hoopla. With lots of hair growth merchandise available, it’s easy to get overcome. Don’t go for a shampoo just because it has a number of good opinions on Amazon – seek out a brand name that’s been demonstrated to grow hair and it has virtually a huge selection of beneficial reviews from users. Massaging encourages blood move on the scalp, which in turn stimulates the hair follicles. Additionally, deep ailment your hair the moment every week having a hot oil treatment or deep conditioning hair mask.  For that reason, biotin is Employed in primary natural shampoos for hair loss and also several beard vitamins to promote thicker facial hair. Pick out a product which contains biotin to reap these Rewards and canopy every one of the bases. Immediately after braving the chilly winds in the freezing Winter season months, a person simply cannot wait for the advent of the warm temperate... Although Argan oil doesn’t instantly reverse hair loss, it does improve the elasticity of your scalp’s skin and resolve the hurt brought on by chemical substances in severe shampoos and conditioners.

hair growth shampoo Secrets

Individuals who pull their hair tightly again inside a rubber band can produce a localized hair loss with the front of the scalp. For these causes, a selfmade shampoo made working with natural elements is a more sensible choice, particularly when you happen to be losing plenty of hair and wish to regrow no matter what hair you have got missing. This is likely to make your hair brittle, withered and really dry. Not ingesting ample water can quit the natural growth cycle of your hair. So drink loads of h2o to acquire a prolonged, shiny and luscious mane! Finasteride (Propecia): This medication is FDA authorized to be used in just Males with androgenic hair loss. Finasteride is in a category of prescription drugs known as five-alpha reductase inhibitors. It helps reduce hair loss by blocking the motion of natural hormones in scalp hair follicles. Propecia is often a decreased-dose version of the commercially available drug identified as Proscar that helps shrink enlarged prostates in middle-aged and more mature men. Women of child-bearing potential ought to keep away from finasteride. Propecia one mg tablets are offered by prescription and taken after each day. Propecia could grow and thicken hair to some extent for many people, but its main use is to keep (manage) hair which is even now there. Have you ever noticed, immediately after applying a specific shampoo your hair fell like outrageous? I have. Which created me toss away even the pretty pricey bottle from the rubbish bin. Your medical professional will talk to you your medical heritage, Your loved ones’s clinical heritage, and especially about hair loss in the loved ones. By looking at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fcjuwgzkHc0 or symptoms, and inspecting a handful of of your respective hairs less than a microscope the physician should be able to diagnose whether it is a scenario of alopecia areata. Later indicators and signals that labor that labor is are the girl’s drinking water breaking, and when contractions start. I investigated on the web and came up with this particular ratio,please suggest alterations inside the ratio if necessary. Study hair loss in women and men. Discover hair loss brings about and treatments together with how to prevent hair loss. Some people have trouble growing their hair past a certain size as they have a brief active phase of growth. On the other hand, people with pretty extensive hair have a lengthy active period of growth. If this all sounds futuristic, it is actually. But you can find good causes this sort of engineering will go forward. Right now, Us residents expend $800 million on hair restoration medical procedures. And they'd devote quite a bit more When the operation got faster and better. Some say argan oil blocks DHT, the arch enemy of hair growth. This shampoo is perfect for remedying thinning hair at the same time. This all natural shampoo will nourish your scalp and increase hair volume with standard use. Furthermore, a bottle is very cost-effective. So When you are seeking a product that will assist you to grow some inches taller in a couple of small months then attempt PureHeight In addition+ For just one's hair to grow faster, it is actually highly recommended not to wash it day-to-day, use an oil or hair mask weekly. You can also choose hair-boosting health supplements that happen to be Protected.

hair loss in women Can Be Fun For Anyone

All the ideas mentioned Listed below are strictly informational. This site doesn't offer health care advice. Check with with the doctor or other well being care supplier ahead of utilizing any of these guidelines or treatments. Study far more. The catagen period, often called the transitional period, allows the follicle to, in a sense, renew alone. Throughout this time, which lasts about two months, the hair follicle shrinks because of disintegration along with the papilla detaches and "rests," cutting the hair strand off from its nourishing blood provide. Signals despatched out by the body (that only selectively have an effect on one percent of all hair of 1's body at any given time) ascertain once the anagen section ends and also the catagen period starts. Steer clear of nutritional deficiencies mainly because they often influence your hair adversely. Such as, vitamin E and zinc deficiencies lead to hair thinning and loss. It’s easy to say that every one of us must Verify the label of everything we get, it’s An additional point basically to get it done. But do your best to examine the label of any beard growth complement before you purchase. For one particular, there may be an ingredient which you’re allergic to or if not not good to suit your needs. Sudden body weight loss is usually a sort of Actual physical trauma that may result in thinning hair. This might take place regardless of whether the load loss is in the long run great in your case. It’s doable that the weight loss itself is stressing Your whole body or that not ingesting appropriate may result in vitamin or mineral deficiencies. Not surprisingly, getting products which Possess a funds-back again assurance of some sort may well get many of the “pressure” off asking yourself when or if the supplement will get the job done. Probiotics for intestine health: If the intestine is nutritious you take in vitamin and minerals far better, which may, subsequently, feed your hair follicles and grow balanced hair. Massaging promotes blood circulation towards the scalp, which in turn stimulates the hair follicles. On top of that, deep condition your hair after weekly which has a incredibly hot oil treatment or deep conditioning hair mask. On this segment we go over several of the upcoming hair loss solutions which will be coming out in the approaching many years. There are many hair loss cures coming in or all over 2020, and ideally there'll be considered a mass market place solution. Right after replication, they inject it back into the scalp in which it is necessary. RepliCel has done a phase one clinical demo and will enroll 160 male individuals with mild to average hair loss for his or her Phase 2 demo. In other information RepliCel announced a investigation collaboration with University of British Columbia. They goal is to produce a map with protein and gene expression of hair follicle cells to help RepliCel more make improvements to their mobile therapies i.e. hair loss avoidance merchandise. We’ve put together a listing of the greatest foods for healthy hair. Eat your approach to fuller, more robust hair: All the things you need to know with regards to the ideal shampoos for hair loss Hair loss in both men and women may possibly range between moderate and insignificant to serious. visit for the suggestions with the hair points. I am likely to start out now by making an attempt the egg mask… This is among the most popular tricks to market faster hair growth. Just flip your hair upside down by flipping your head above for 2 to 4 minutes each day. It is believed to work by improving upon circulation.

Considerations To Know About hair vitamins

If you think that your hair thinning or balding stems from bad treatment, then Pure Biology might help protect against even more hair loss and promote nutritious growth. Surgical strategies like hair transplants is often practical for some women and also Guys to "fill in" thinned-out areas. For hair transplant clinics, This is often the ultimate objective. Bald people today would make a mad sprint for their clinics for getting their new heads of hair. Considering that more info of hair transplantation surgical procedure is the quantity of hairs is often harvested in the back again of your scalp just before it seems thin, stem cloning (the growing of dermal papilla cells) will fix that difficulty in totality. As a true testomony to the power of all-natural botanicals and herbs, the corporation even offers a one hundred% dollars-back again promise so there isn't any chance to purchasing and making an attempt this hair growth solution. A cure for hair loss might be One of the more enjoyable scientific research to return along during the health industry in a very long time. Very likely, a cure for male hair loss would also crossover and be a feminine hair loss cure likewise. It might also make a lot of money for whoever patents it to start with, as well. In most moderate circumstances, people can easily cover up or comb around the influenced regions. In additional severe and chronic scenarios, some sufferers don hairpieces; at present, some Males shave their whole scalp now this look happens to be trendy. Recently, investigators have famous some valuable ends in tiny teams of patients with extensive alopecia areata or alopecia totalis using a JAK1/2 inhibitor, baricitinib (Olumiant). Very long-time period research are less than way. Rated the best shampoo for hair regrowth in 2017 and once more in 2018 by sector industry experts, Ultrax Labs Hair Surge can be a brand that’s winning a lot of awards for its Extraordinary-top quality products. This organization has built rather an impact on heads just about everywhere, and warrants to get at the highest of our checklist. While not a cure for hair loss, this tends to crystal clear up the muddy waters no doubt. DNA-tests is simply starting to be commercially accessible and by 2020 you’ll have the capacity to count on the chance that it'll be a great deal more State-of-the-art and economical. Use a combination of two egg yolks and two tablespoons of additional-virgin olive oil in your scalp. Go away it on for fifteen to 20 minutes. Wash it out with chilly water and after that shampoo your hair. Yemima, I am able to’t tell you an entire solution to the challenge but I’m certain a good hair loss shampoo would assist and not influence you negatively in almost any way. But that staying reported, I'd certainly also see a dermatologist to determine the cause of hair loss. Nonetheless, there are a number of topical products and solutions accessible with caffeine which can be instantly applied to your scalp. A lot better, study demonstrates that hair follicles don’t Construct up a resistance to caffeine-involved items since it does with a few medicines. Afterwards https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0HS_eCAN4s8 and symptoms that labor that labor is are the lady’s h2o breaking, and when contractions start off. ” The exact same posting also states that it’s uncommon for women to adhere to a male sample Unless of course There's abnormal creation of androgens in her physique. Recall split-ends mess up not only your hair's duration but in addition have an impact on the glow, volume, and smoothness of your hair. Normally keep in mind, slightly trim on a regular basis, is a wonderful suggestion that should naturally aid hair growth.

The Definitive Guide to hair loss treatment

In easiest phrases, hair cloning involves the extraction of a wholesome hair follicle from the patient’s scalp. The follicle is then isolated and cultivated, and the recently-multiplied amount of follicles are then injected back again into your affected individual’s scalp. Should you be seriously interested in therapeutic your microbiome, and likewise choose to kick-start off the alkalisation procedure then I'd extremely propose a vegetable juice rapid detox. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Hair_care_products been evaluated with the FDA & are usually not meant to deal with or cure any condition. Seek the advice of a health-related Qualified prior to making any selections. Right after two weeks go back to your usual food plan, except double the amount of dairy you Ordinarily take in for 3 days. Remember not to vary almost every other everyday behavior over this era so we can isolate the allergic reaction Much more fascinating is, when folks from these regions go to nations around the world similar to the US their chance of heading bald also will increase up for the nationwide ordinary. Although Inositol is usually made by the body with the natural process of breaking down glucose, it can also be found in the following foods: One among the original scientific tests looked at the impact of RU58841 on follicular regrowth in macaques (monkeys). Any time you rub fingernails briskly towards each other, for approximately ten minutes every single day, it stimulates hair growth and tends to make your hair healthy and robust. Obtained a question and can’t obtain the appropriate response on the net? https://www.facebook.com/steptoremedies/ not as Answeropedia welcomes you to lift a question and you will see a wide array of authentic solutions in no time. Omega-three fatty acids nourish the hair and guidance thickening. Considering that One's body can't make these nutritious fats, you should derive them from the diet. Artificial substances quicken the entire process of aging. This might signify a rise in hair loss as soon as treatment has finished, along with older hunting and less elastic pores and skin. I will begin my quest to find my allergies and to alkaline my entire body. https://twitter.com/steptoremedies/ are also exceptionally ridged and break vertically. My skin could also use some balancing. All round, THANK YOU! I’ve learnt a lot of from you. Could God bless you, Normally! Some examples of hair affirmations are: my hair is healthier and growing fast, my hair cells are rejuvenating, I take excellent care of my hair Folks have been proclaiming a ‘cure for hair loss’ might be readily available in ‘5 12 months’s time’ for as long as anybody can try to remember.