#“pain pills nice clothes if i fall i think ill fly..” “lay still. restless. losing sleep while i lose my mind”

[reverentwormpriest]

my ordinary life by the living tombstone the will graham song you are...

[lifeintheworldtocome]

they tell me keep it simple i tell them take it slow i feed and wanter an idea so i let it grow i tell them take it easy they laugh and tell me no its cool but i dont see them laughing at my money though they spitting facts ar me im spitting tracks catch me im spinning gold out my records know you cant combat me they tell me jesus walks i tell them money talks bling got me chill cause im living in an ice box they tell me ive been sleeping i say im wide awake tracks hot and ready so they call me mr easy bake they say the grass is greener i think my grass is dank driving with a drank on an empty tank to the bank do you feel me take a look inside my brain the people always different but it always feels the same thats the real me pop the champagne the haters wanna hurt me and im laughing at the pain staying still eyes closed let the world just pass me by pain pills nice clothes if i fall i think ill fly touch me midas make me part of your design none to guide us i feel fear for the very last time they tell me that im special i smile and shake my head ill give them stories to tell friends about the things ive said they tell me im so humble i say im turning red they let me lie to them and dont feel like theyve been mislead they give so much to me im losing touch get me served on a silver platter asked for seconds they just let me they tell me im a god im lost in the facade six feet off the ground at all times i think im feeling odd no matter what i made they never see mistakes making so much bread i dont care that theyre just being fake they tell me theyre below me i act like im above the people blend together but i would be lost without their love can you heal me have i gained too much when you become untouchable youre unable to touch is there a real me pop the champagne it hurts me just to think and i dont do pain staying still eyes closed let the world just pass me by pain pills nice clothes if i fall i think ill fly touch me midas make me part of your design none to guide us i feel fear for the very last time lay still restless losing sleep while i lose my mind all thrill no stress all my muses left behind world is below so high up im near divine lean in let go i feel fear for the very last time

me when im trying to act like a normal functioning member of society but then my ordinary life comes on