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[dearest-stardust]

I don't mind losing sleep if it means I get to stay up with you.

[dearest-stardust]

been feeling a bit too sane-insane for a few days too many. i need to be ruined.

[dearest-stardust]

questions I think would be fun to be asked

what are 3 things you’d say shaped you into who you are?

show us a picture of your handwriting?

3 films you could watch for the rest of your life and not get bored of?

what’s an inside joke you have with your family or friends?

what made you start your blog?

what’s the best and worst part of being online/a creator?

what scares you the most and why?

any reacquiring dreams?

tell a story about your childhood

would you say you’re an emotional person?

what do you consider to be romance?

what’s some good advice you want to share?

what are you doing right now?

what’s something you’ve always wanted to do but maybe been to scared to do?

what do you think of when you hear the word “home”?

if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

name 3 things that make you happy

do you believe in ghosts and/or aliens?

favourite thing about the day?

favourite things about the night?

are you a spiritual person?

say 3 things about someone you love

say 3 things about someone you hate

what’s one thing you’re proud of yourself for?

fave season and why?

fave colour and why?

any nicknames?

do you collect anything?

what do you do when you’re sad?

what��s one thing that never fails to make you happy/happier?

are you messy or organised?

how many tabs do you have open right now?

any hobbies?

any pet peeves?

do you trust easily?

are you an open book or do you have walls up?

share a secret

fave song at the moment?

youtuber you’ve been obsessed with and why?

any bad habits?

(this post was stolen from @teenage-mutant-ninja-freak, since it couldn't be reblogged anymore)

[dearest-stardust]

Suzanne Scanlon, from "Committed: On Meaning and Madwomen," published in 2024

[dearest-stardust]

things i have eaten today:

cereal french toast half a mini mooncake two hardboiled eggs soy milk

[dearest-stardust]

I like cancelled plans. And empty bookstores. I like rainy days. And thunderstorms. And quiet coffee shops. I like messy beds and over-worn pajamas. Most of all, I like the small joys that a simple life brings.

Unknown

[dearest-stardust]

[dearest-stardust]

soft reminder: you’re alive. you survived the worst nights you’ve ever experienced. you picked yourself up when you were at rock bottom. you made it through the worst relapses, loneliness, heartbreak, failure and darkness in your life. when you wanted to disappear you stayed, time and time again. you can make it through anything. you will get through this too.

[dearest-stardust]

sometimes i think i try too hard for all the wrong reasons. i feel afraid to just accept the things that come easily, because something feels wrong. a little voice in me tells me i don't deserve it unless i had to fight for it until i was bloody, battered, and bruised.

[dearest-stardust]

I want to do things so wild with you that I don't know how to say them.

Anaïs Nin, A Literate Passion: Letters of Anaïs Nin & Henry Miller, 1932-1953

[dearest-stardust]

Having attachment, abandonment and commitment issues has to be the most cruel joke ever. Not the triple threat I wanna be.

[dearest-stardust]

me: I am over it

also me: *thinks about it* I'm going to break something

[dearest-stardust]

Do not think I am forgetful of you. You would not believe me if you knew how often you are in my heart and mind, I love thinking of you.

Katherine Mansfield in a letter to Virginia Woolf, written c. August 1919, featured in Collected Letters

[dearest-stardust]

i spent years becoming cool and in one single second, you can make a decade of my efforts disappear i'm just waiting at the bar and you rip open all my scars by saying something like, "didn't know you were here"

[dearest-stardust]

drink all night till i can't walk in a straight line feel so low but i'm high at the same time

[dearest-stardust]

take the leap. do the thing you’ve always wanted to. even if doesn’t work out, it’s a whole lot better knowing you tried, rather than letting the “what ifs” eat you alive.

[dearest-stardust]

if i sing around you i am 100% comfortable with you