#‘nah B just wants me to grow and succeed and get paid what I’m worth’ bc I was promised a raise a year ago that I haven’t gotten yet
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#so a few days ago I vented in the tags on a post about how I applied to a job that I would be perfect for and seems perfect for me#and the logical next step in my career and would be a lot better for me financially#and how I was anxious about it bc I do love where I work now and all of my friends#but also I know I can’t stay here forever#and on Thursday I got an email that they want to do a zoom interview with me lol#I cannot stress how exciting this is but also it could be bc my favorite coworker knows the director and emailed him about me#my favorite coworker actually told me about this job and told me to apply lol#part of me is like ‘does B want me gone?’ and then I’m like#‘nah B just wants me to grow and succeed and get paid what I’m worth’ bc I was promised a raise a year ago that I haven’t gotten yet#I would say lmao but it makes me seethe with rage every time I think about it for too long#and I’m anxious but also. I’ve been training for this for so long. every time I go to a conference I introduce myself to people.#I’ve been networking without realizing I’m networking. I just love talking to book people!#and this particular world that I’m working in is so small that everyone knows everyone#but also I love where I work now and many aspects of my job but it would be cool to try something a little different#and meet new people and eventually move a little closer to the city and start to have an actual social life#but I will miss my favorite coworkers so dearly. and idk how I feel about all of this! I’m anxious! I want them to want me!#but do I actually want them to want me? but also what if THEY DONT WANT ME?????#I was telling my mom this and she was like ‘but this is what you wanted!’ and I was like ‘BUT I CAN STILL BE ANXIOUS!!!’#says the GAD Queen#but yeah. idk. good things maybe happening here. but also wary of getting my hopes up#and just pls think good thoughts for me for Tuesday thanks :’)
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