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Why is Riot rewriting Viktor and Jayce’s bios to be more in line with Arcane lore? The beauty of them is that there’s two very different versions of them that both make sense, like two sides of a coin. If Riot removes the old versions, I will actually lose interest in Jayvik. This is coming from someone who entered the fandom through Arcane and has never played League, and yet I still treasure this version of them.
#maybe I’ll lose interest or maybe I’ll just pretend it never happened#but yes this is a threat#don’t you dare let League Jayvik die out#out of spite I am now going to let my fanfic Jayces lean in more to Giopara’s personality#idc if it doesn’t make sense I love the bastard#you don’t get it I lovw Giopara so much#he’s like my teddy bear I squeeze him at night to sleep better#jayvik#league lore#league of legends#arcane#defender of tomorrow#jayce giopara#jayce talis#machine herald#viktor#viktor arcane#citrus post
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Comms are down 🐰🧰
#fooze#rwby#velvet scarlatina#rwby velvet#this is why you read the books trust me this happened#there’s a heatstroke modeling photo going around on Twitter. this was my adaptation of it#there’s no tan lines cause velvet practically lives shirtless :3#I’m kidding it’s cause I forgor#you best believe coco is SICK just knowing what she’s missing out on#stuck fighting Grimm with a shoddy team when she could be asking velvet to fix her plumbing wink wink nudge nudge#sun came back to vacuo cause he couldn’t let velvet be the only one shirtless in vacuo smh she’s not even from there 😤#team rwby ditching atlas cause there’s better things happening in the desert#ok I’ll shut up now bye
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“You believe me like a god, I betray you like a man”
#have you ever gotten a random surge of creativity and lack of care in the world and just created for the sake of it?#YEAH THATS RIGHT#thaats what happened to me yesterday#this isn’t the best work I’ve done but tbh#it’s been like what..close to two years since I last drew a whole piece so yk#I love drawing#anyways had to get this pt of my head so that I could continue playing signalis (and probably draw stuff for it too)#this piece has been on my mind for months now but I never felt confident about it#maybe in the future I’ll draw it better but for now#I like it like this :) bc at least I drew it#anyways mindless rambles mindless rambles let’s all giggle#puella magi madoka magica#magica madoka#pmmm#homumado#madohomu#madoka kaname#homura akemi#YAY ^_^!#d0gart2
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Guys I’ve been thinking about these two all month…they deserved some more time together and if we don’t get to see that happen canonically then I’ll just need to take matters into my own hands and manifest a universe where they joke around together. This is serious business
Also just felt like this audio matched the dynamic well :))
#alsooooo it’s on my YouTube channel guys just so you knowwww#but for convince sake I’m just posting the footage here without link since Tumblr loops it automatically#smg4 Puzzlevison fandom I love you guys mwah here’s a treat for you all enjoy the sillies <3#I’m going to explode you don’t even know how insane I’m going right now ehehheheheh#oh the power I’ve been given as an animator I can create ANYTHING AHAHHAHAH#I’ll subject you all to my brainrot of these two and NO ONE will be able to chain me down I’m letting my creativity TAKE OVER#I’m kinda scared that my channel will devolve into SMG4 fandom content only tho 💀#I’ll get a hold on myself before that happens because it would be embarrassing explaining it to my freinds & family & current subs lol#I don’t want them left in the dark simply because I let this TV guy poses my every waking thought#oh well we will see what the future brings and what prospects we gain >:3#guys make this blow up but not enough to reach popularity levels thanks k bye#smg4 fan animation#smg4 Puzzlevison arch#Meggy & mr puzzles#mr. puzzles and Meggy smg4#hplonesome art
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Anti-SydCarmies be like I want Sydney and Carmy to be together in every way under the sun just not THAT way…. Hmmm🤔
#sydcarmy#like just say what it is#soulmate twin flame match vibe perfect partner energetic soul connection but PLATONIC#like I’m sorry to tell you but usually when this happens the next step should be marriage#I don’t make the rules#even we don’t see them together in the show the real knows what it is#ok I’ll let yall be now
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Hear me out. I know we’re all talking about shooters and car crashes for the (allegedly) big buddie disaster in 8x09. But have we considered the loft burning down?
If 9-1-1 knows one thing is what the fanbase is always discussing (see: Abby being Tommy’s ex). And for years the fanbase has been wanting to see the loft burning down to ashes. What if that’s the big buddie thing? What if they are at Buck’s and the building burns down and they end up trapped in there trying to get everyone else to safety? And that’s were the confession/realization begins because they are both about to die or one of them thinks he’s about to die?
And of course, with the loft burning down, Buck has nowhere to go, and this time Eddie asks him to move in until he gets his things together. And that makes the realization worse. And that’s when the slow burn that Oliver talked about begins.
#i’m going insane i need 8x09 NOW#but whatever happens please let buck sell the loft and get a new place#preferably a house with a husband and a kid#but i’ll take anything honestly just get him out of that soulless place#tv: 911#buddie#911 abc
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layla beloved your frat initiation bartylily chasing-in-the-woods concept is something that i think about…. so frequently. haunts me. i don’t even need you write it atp i just need more THOUGHTS 😭
stopppp it i'm giggling at the thought of them 'cause they're so nasty @sommerregenjuniluft is wholly partly to blame
like picture it, frat boy barty daddy issues barty n trust fund barty all in one, like my guy has issues on top of issues. he's made to go to uni by his dad and (idk how frats work i am british) he's in his third and final year of his degree, and he's the president of the frat obviously cause so was his dad and so was his dad and so on
lily, however, loathes him. she thinks the absolute worst of him but she's never even spoken to him. she just hates what he comes from and all that stuff. she's doing a journalism degree and writes for the college paper, like she's on her grind trying to get through uni
one day lily gets some inside scoop that barty's frat is hosting an initiation ritual that apparently happens every night but no one actually knows what goes down so she makes it her mission to get in so she can publish it in the paper and ruin his image and all that jazz
AND THEN she gets there the night of the ritual and barty sees her and he knows who she is cause she hates him that much and and the ritual basically
the existing frat boys are recruiting the new year boys and as part of the initiation they get chased in the woods and the older years wear masks n shit and it’s fucked up in every sense, like they get their chase and it’s perverted and just so…barty if that makes sense
but it’s just an initiation for the boys, no one else at all so lily has to sneak in and she thinks she’s all slick hiding behind trees n stuff but then
barty creeps up behind her, an ache in the pit of his stomach. even in the night, he hates how he can recognise her by her stupid red hair. there’s an animalistic urge to pull on it, to yank her back into him, but instead he snakes his arm around her throat, his bicep pressing on her pulse. his other hand covers her mouth and he can feel the way her body shakes, how it squirms against him, and he tuts, shaking his head.
now obviously lily fights back, she hits her head back into his face and his lip’s bleeding and all but my barty’s huge, like this guy is built so he’s stronger than her and he’s had enough—he tightens his hold on her, pinning her against the tree and he’s pissed as fuck. he’s pressing his body against hers so she can’t move, also holding her by her throat cause he likes the feel of her panicking and how she gulps. he’s grinning like a madman, wiping the blood off his lip with his thumb and he’s all like “you can’t come and not play the game, doll.” and she’s crying, shaking her head and she’s begging him to stop but but
he lifts a leg up, pushing his knee on her stomach and he begins to undo his belt with one hand, the other stroking the side of her face. it’d be romantic in any other situation if not for the fact that lily thinks she’s well and truly going to die. he spits on the ground to the side of them, his thick cock pulsing at the sight of her tears. he relishes in the view, at her lips quivering and the way she still begs him to stop. it’s cute, he thinks.
and then at some other point
“are you—are you getting off on this?” barty snickers, his fingers trailing across the dampness on her panties. he watches the way she closes her eyes tight, her lips parting slightly. “you’re a sick bitch, y’know that, doll? a pretty fuckin whore, coming out here, thinkin’—thinkin’ you can just do what you want, hm?”
but she still struggles against him, trying to fight cause that’s just lily evans but he’s licking his lips, shaking his head and the next thing she knows is he’s taking out a gun from the waistband of his jeans, he’s got it to the bottom of her chin, murmuring, “i really wish you wouldn’t do that,” but she doesn’t care, she tries to wriggle out of his hold and he tightens his grip on her, moving the gun to her forehead, “don’t fuckin move. you move and i’ll fuckin shoot you, okay? you got it?”
“barty, please...” lily pleads with him, as he yanks her by her hair.
“barty, please,” he mocks. “jesus, you're fucking pathetic. you’re lucky that i haven't put a bullet in that pretty fucking skull of yours yet.”
and at some point she’s running again, after kicking him in the groin obviously and he’s chasing after her, he’s in love with the chase, getting so high off it and then he’s tackling her to the ground, mud over the both of them. he’s on top of her, gripping her by both her dimples and pushing her face down into the ground
“i know the shit you say about me, what you write about me in that—in that little paper of yours.” he’s breathing heavily, pulling the zipper down on his jeans as he mounts over her. “i should kill you right now,” he whispers heavily against her ear. “but that's not what you want, is it? you want me to fuck you, right here on the dirty fucking ground, don’t you?” he smiles, demented. and he moves the gun down to her mouth. "just a dirty little whore that wants to get filled with dick, right?"
and then they have hot steamy sex in the middle of the woods 🏌🏽♀️
#saints tag#thank you for opening the lid on this box for me#it needs to get done desperately#i just don’t think i’ll do it justice for what i have exactly in my head#i wrote half of this in the club so apologies for any mistakes#they were playing some shitty ass song and i thought yknow what i miss my parents let’s write em#there’s other things i want to happen too#but i feel like it’d be too….much#like i don’t wanna throw every depraved kink under the sun in this but also#it needs to be them and that’s what they are to me?????#anyway i hope this satisfied ur needs for now saints love u and enjoy!!!#bartylily#barty crouch jr#lily evans#layla writes#ask layla#marauders#marauders smut#bartylily smut
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I do kind of hope a series gives us a Megatron and Optimus with a “strangers to respected enemies/rivals to potentially more (at least in the fanfics)” sort of dynamic
Because I feel like that doesn’t really happen, at least not to my knowledge. I feel like if Megatron has a respect for Optimus, it’s usually due to their long, shared history, not something that develops over the course of the series
And I know some people say that’s what happens in TFA, but no, it really doesn’t. The two never reach the “respect” part, with Optimus hating Megatron for being an evil villain, and Megatron seeing him as a nuisance at best and never bothering to learn his name, only calling him it once like 2 minutes after being told it earlier in the fight, which I think in context doesn’t really count for much
I just feel like it’d be neat to properly explore, especially since I’m realizing we seem to have it fairly consistently be that they were “old friends” for a while now, let’s shake it up a little
#sorry another late night thought I had to get out before I go to sleep#I wonder if some of these “I want this to happen in a future series” posts come from me not knowing what’ll come next#like I haven’t been in the fandom proper long enough to see a new iteration of Transformers yet#since it was the release of Transformers One that brought me here#and also while there is a series currently happening#the series is kind of tainted by its Season 2 shift#like just objectively that’s one of the things it’s known for now#so I’m waiting for a new fresh start at this rate#and there’s also a new series we know will be happening soon but there isn’t much info yet#so maybe all this comes from that#and when a new series does come out I’ll calm down#but anyways what was I saying?#yeah let’s shake things up a little more#I think strangers to respect would be neat for the two#you don’t have to add the “potentially more” in there I just did because shipping and fanfiction#I probably need to branch out my shipping fields for these two#anyways#transformers#megatron#optimus prime
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also i hate the tendency deangirls have to go ‘it’s not that deep!!!’ about the show 24/7. it’s not that deep FOR YOU bc you’re taking a very odd approach to the show where you appear to watch 80% of it with your eyes shut. it’s like (comparison that i use 24/7 incoming) if there was a whole subset of bojack horseman fans dedicated to woobifying bojack horseman and saying he was secretly bisexual and transgender and oppressed and the worlds specialest little boy. and they were 90% of voices in fandom. and as soon as anyone complained about this they were making it too deep and hating people for their preferences on fictional characters
#before the ‘samgirls are homophobes’ takes come in let’s be clear dean could very well be bisexual and or transgender. just not in the way#u think whatsoever. also i’m bisexual and transgender.#anyway in my tutorial today we were going over the like schisms in literary criticism and how a lot of people lowkey hate each other cause#of it and all i can say is i see how it happens😓#the way my tutor feels abt rita felski is how i feel about Big Deangirl#spn#oliver talks#fandom wank#sorry sorry i’ll shut up now
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no, I’ve been blinkering myself without realizing it, I figured it out. The book I need to reread is Enemy Brothers
#fuck. I knew I’ve been missing one#there’s been a hole with painful soft edges for a while#but I ignored that it existed#I just remembered the book again today for the first time in a while even though I just moved it on the bookshelf a few weeks ago#I need to reread dym and#I need to reread dym and max and remember what I chose several times#and I needed the story of max but now I much more need the story of dym#I made a lot of choices#and one of them is to stitch my family together healthier again if it takes the rest of my life#and I need to let myself feel enough again to remember on the deepest level why#im giving up a lot by doing what I choose to keep doing#and there’s a lot that no one even closest to me know about. maybe not ever#and that’s worth it to me but I have to be able to feel enough to cry about it again or I’m gonna fail when we get to these next hard parts#if nothing else. the kids need me to be There. emotionally there. maybe they’ll never come to me maybe he’ll turn 18 this year and never#want to talk or whatever. but I need to be emotionally there#I need to remember the last time I really needed to be dym#because the consequences were really hard then and it scared me off in a lot of ways#but I chose!!!! I chose to be like the Doctor and Dym with the kids for a reason#and it worked#and I will make it work again#i have to convince myself I’m not evil for making the mistakes I did and causing the family pain#and someday maybe I’ll believe it#but whether or not that happens I have to remember Max and Dym#personal#shh katie
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not out/they don’t know it yet t4t bevbrill short story. this was meant to be bev’s pov idk how brill took over but you go girl more power to ya.
um disclaimer: i am not trans. i think i left it kinda vague enough trust i didn’t but if i did write anything that could be offensive or just #wrong don’t hesitate to lmk!
enough yapping, the title is below and under the cut is the story! enjoy!!
embers falling from the sky (not an asteroid just a shooting star)
it’s 2am they snuck out to some once popular but now frequently deserted make out spot and are sitting on the hood of brill’s car leaning on each other and watching the stars. talking about everything and nothing all at once, then they fall into a peaceful quiet for a moment.
bev’s got old tights on that are starting to grow a hole but she’d be caught dead before she wears a dress without tights. the compensate for it she’s got brill’s jacket laid over her lap.
speaking of which, brill’s got his head in her lap. it’s his favorite but they usually switch when they’re hanging out with the other couples. once though, they didn’t bother switching, and once melvin’s stupid tiny ass made a joke saying it looked like brill was the girl in their relationship.
brill had laughed it off and shoved the kid, because obviously he’s not the girl, but then again. then again, hes thought about that joke a little too often. and he can’t deny the funny feeling he gets in his gut when he thinks about it either. he can’t deny that most times when he thinks about being the girl the feeling is warm and fuzzy
all the other times though the feeling is anything but fuzzy; it’s warm in a way that makes him nauseous and not wanting to look in a mirror for a few days. when he gets these feelings, he usually ends up having to call bev so he doesn’t get stuck in his head.
he has yet to figure out what these feelings mean, but the way his eyes always linger and the pain he feels in chest when beverly shows off her really pretty dresses and extravagant jewelry, brill has a hint. he thinks he knows that’s wrong with him.
he doesn’t plan on saying anything, but he must’ve tensed or something because beverly stops rubbing his back. “are you alright, clark?” she asks.
he tries really hard not to, he’s usually good at it but it’s late at night, so he really can’t be faulted for flinching when she calls him that. he’s not sure why; he’s never had a problem with her calling him clark until melvin opened his big mouth.
“baby?” great, now brill’s really made her worry. he heaves out a faux laugh, that he hopes fools her, and turns to face the stars completely.
he’s trying to avoid looking at her, he doesn’t want to see the anger or disappointment or disgust, when he asks. “would you—“
“yes, i’d still love you if you were a worm.”
he blinks in surprise and snorts out a laugh. brill should’ve seen that coming, he’s asked her that everyday for the past two months now. “thank you; inquiring minds were wondering.”
“oh i’m sure,” she says twirling a peice of his hair around her fingers.
god he loves her, he thinks with a sheepish smile. he risks a quick glance at her, just to get one last picture of what she looks when she loves him, then he swiftly turns his gaze back to the stars.
“did you have another question?”
“ma’am?”
“did you have another question?” bev repeats. “you’re still tense; i can feel it.”
god. he hums in fake thought. “no. im good; all questioned out.”
beverly hums in response and they sit in silence for a while with nothing but the crickets and the hum of the engine to keep them company.
brill was never any good at remembering constellations but he’s pretty sure there’s one shaped like a…
“um, bee-bee?”
“yes, honey?”
alright here goes nothing.
“would you still like me if i were a girl?”
brill counts to thirty before getting an answer.
“only if you’d still like me if i were a boy.”
brill blinks once then sits up to face beverly incredulously. “of course i’d still like you! i wouldn’t i, im in love with you!”
there’s a smile on beverly’s face; one of those smiles that says brill has just made beverly entire day. beverly leans forward and puts both heads on brills cheeks while leaning in for a kiss. “then you have nothing to worry about, do you honey?”
“no?” brill always gets a little ditsy after a kiss from beverly. brills lays back down, a lot more content, before popping right back up. “wait, s-so, so, so you wouldn’t—“
“youre stuttering,” bev interrupts. brill can only hums response. “take a deep breathe, baby.”
it takes a second before brill is actually able to do so. brill takes a second deep breathe, for good measure, before trying again. “s-so, you wouldn’t mind if i, hypothetically of course, this is so totally not real or anything—“
“it’s just us up here, honey. what are you trying to say?”
god this is hard. with a harsh nod of acknowledgment, brill lays down and looks back up at the stars. “so you wouldn’t like, like mind if- if i said i wanted to be the girl in-in-in, sorry,” she pauses shuttering clenching her eyes tight. “in our relationship?” brill stuttered again, but she finally asked! that has to count for something right?
this time brill counts to ten before bev responds. despite the tugging, she doesn’t dare risk a look at bev’s face.
“baby?” bev doesn’t sound nearly as upset as brill thought.
“hm?”
“honey?” this time bev sounds a little more firm.
“yeah?” and it totally breaks brill. god what if this was the last time bev called her honey? what if bev wanted absolutely nothing to do with her now? what if—
“you can be the girl, if i can be a boy and wear all the nice sweaters and vests i bought you.”
oh. there’s that warm and fuzzy feeling again. “yeah?” she asks with wide eyes turning to bev. her voice cracks a bit, but it’s okay.
bev nods a confirmation and, with a quick once over, pulls brill into a much needed hug. “for sure, honey. besides, i bought all my jewelry with you in mind anyways.”
a laugh bubbles out of brill and there’s a huge grin on her face that she can’t shake no matter how hard she tries. even when bev starts yawning, signaling the end of their little “date”, brill can’t shake her smile. “you ready for me to take you home?”
there’s a pout on bev face when he stops yawning, but despite it he says, “yeah. my parents have been missing you if you want to spend the night.”
“have they?” brill asks excitedly, helping bev off the car. “i love our you’re mom and dad; they’re so cool!”
running to her side of the car she can hear bev scoffing. she’s putting her seatbelt on and shifting gears when bev replies, “to you, maybe.”
“sure thing, honeybee. all im hearing though, is ive got their blessing.”
“oh really?”
“mhm,” she hums pulling up to a stop sign.
“i think,” brill jumps suddenly feeling cold hands pulling at her neck as she’s forced to turn her gaze to bev in the passenger seat. “you forgot to ask someone.”
“did i?”
“yeah.”
“what if i don’t want to ask anymore?” brill say with a smirk as she snakes bev’s hand to her letterman pocket.
bev rolls his eyes and pulls his hands out of her pocket. “guess i have to do everything myself around here, even as a man.” right. does this mean brill has a boyfriend now? the thought makes her feel kind of giddy. “honey?” bev asks holding a ring in hand.
“yes, bee-bee? she replies excitedly.
“after a long engagement, will you marry me?”
just to make bev antsy for once, brill counts to thirty before asking, “would i be your wife?”
“yes of course, honey.”
“then yes i will.”
#sorry for the late post#i’m really only setting myself up#it’s okay this was for me really#t4t bevbrill#i’ve had you for thirty seconds and i’d kill everyone in tulsa for you#big shoutout to melvin for opening his not so stupid mouth#idk how bed figured out he’s trans#maybe he always knew#we don’t have to worry about what happens next#it’s likely angsty reality so let’s just live in this fluff for now#the outsiders musical#guess i shouldn’t main tag since neither exist outside the musical#beverly jitney bush#clark brillstein#bevbrill#specific dreamer’s fics#hashtag not proofed#is 4am no way am i going back and rereading rn#as always#i’ll reblog at a better hour#(if you made it this far ask me about the title)
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Sonic prime characters in Sonic racing: crossworlds!!!

Manifesting chaos sonic manifesting chaos sonic manifesting chaos sonic mani-
#hope this doesn’t get people to insult sonic prime just because idw characters have not been mentioned so far#(it has actually already happened)#maple the darkshine#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fandom#sonic racing crossworlds#sonic crossworlds#sonic prime#also a season pass… ugh#i’ll let it slide for now#curent brainrot
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finally watched Wish and had a major brain blast
They’re besties now because I said so 💫
#my art#charis oc#overmorrow tfs#wish 2023#funny that there was a lot of overlap between me listening to the soundtrack and me writing overmorrow#but I’ve only watched it now#heck I even have a wish song in one of the playlists#but anyway I digress; here come the rambles!!!#technically charis would travel to rosas when he’s older but for the sake of the parallels he’s his 16 year old self yippee#asha would be the ariel to charis’ sora. if that makes any sense#I like the thought of charis arriving right at the beginning of the movie and sticking with asha for most of it#‘oh you just wanna help make your family’s wishes come true? sure bud I relate let’s make it happen!!!’#cue the kh shenanigans#(I did not think that far ahead)#all I know for sure is that charis would throw hands with magnifico for the first time as asha and her family escape on the horses#the ‘run; I’ll hold them off’ trope#I think that would be such a cool boss fight#charis would think he’s a lil bitch too esp after that scene in the house#and also just in general because. well. he can tell this guy ain’t a good leader#do I think wish as a movie could’ve/should’ve been executed better? yuppers#do I also think it could work well in kh? yuppers yuppers. I can see it so vividly#okay that’s all I’ve got for now 😊💖#bye#overmorrow misc
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Hate that my favorite character is usually the least fav in a popular ship. This happens to me so often that I can feel it when I read a fanfic. That my baby just isn’t as fleshed out as the other half of the couple, that they’re basic personality traits are off, that the blame of everything bad that happened in their canon relationship is on them. So then I’m reading like HEY leave them alone, they’re BOTH freaks!
#duncney is the exception on tumblr at least cuz my mutuals LOVE Courtney but even then I’m like hey now she was bad in the relationship too#blame both of those freaks. like yeah get his ass for cheating but you gotta have them both acknowledge their shit#but for real this happens often and maybe it’s cuz I’m biased but sometimes its worse when I AGREE with my fav character and they keep#getting berated lol. I was pretty into stony when I was an avengers tower truther and Tony would get so babied??? that’s an adult#billionaire!? and they’d be like let’s use this fanfic to make Steve sound insane and demanding but don’t worry it’s still a ship fic… no I#don’t think Steve was wrong for yelling at him about making a murder robot or for siding with the government during civil war??? how is my#fav boy the bad guy??? similarly I’m reading a LOT of caitvi fics and I adore both of them I truly could not pick a fav and yes Cait did#some fucked up shit but I’ll read fics where vi is so aggressive to her and there’s no nuance at all and I’m like my girl would not speak to#her that way! that’s the love of her life shut up!#I didn’t care for good omens s2 all that much but I could barely interact with the fandom after it cuz the way they talked about aziraphale#vs Crowley… and I’m just there like yall- if you actually liked this character you would see the nuances of their choices#and I have so many other examples lol. I’ll go OH they SPEAK TO ME and I ship them with x let me look at the fandom stuff#fandom: this character is ok and not as cool as their other half but as long as they stay in their lane- we’re good! anyway we ALL relate#more to their bf/gf anyway so if something happens between them the fandom is united! me: 🥺character B’s number 1 fan
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overthinking … nooo ……
#god help me I am having too many thoughts#about things that are not even remotely relevant right now#I really need to adopt the “cross that bridge when I come to it” mentality#because sheeeeesh#this is also sort of bestie number two’s fault because she’s the one who asked me all those questions#“what are you going to do if he confesses to you” GIRL I DON’T KNOW! I’m barely trying to establish a friendship right now#but of course now I AM wondering what I’d do#well I’ll tell you one thing I’m not going to be cruel like those kdrama female leads#that break the heart of the guy they like just because they think it’s better to let him go right now#if — IF! — that ever happened#I guess I’d let him express himself and then express myself and explain where I’m at right now#and we’d figure something out#which would be a sign of trust and teamliness I’d say!#but anyway. that’s like step 50. right now I’m on step 3#and who knows if I’ll go beyond this one#it’s actually his job to take the next one (texting me again) and I will NOT jump the gun under any circumstances#so. yep. actually expressing myself here made me calm down and not have so many abstract swirling thoughts#elly's posts#🍮
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I wanna be done with this fic but I keep. adding scenes. why is todobaku so interesting to write like dAmn I just can’t stop
#initially i wanted to write about shouto comforting katsuki after izuku rejected his offer#and i did… for about 1k#then i was like. hmmm i think i should elaborate more#and i’ve been elaborating for 3k#and every time i think to myself i’m done#i come up with another fun scene to write#first it was shouto knitting#then it was todobaku getting a cat#then todobaku getting together#and now it’s katsuki meeting shouto’s mom for the first time#bcs i summarized how it happened and was like#omg that’s so cute i should write the whole thing 🥹#sigh#welp at least it’s very fun#i just wasn’t ready to commit to more than 3k#and now it’s looking like i’ll reach maybe 6#i wanted to post it this week but i also want to do it properly#so maybe next week#let’s see how it goes#todobaku#bnha#mha#tdbk#bktd
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