#‘i solve my problems with death’
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“Cucurucho give me my enderchest!! You stupid- fluffy monster!! I’m gonna flipping kill you, you took away my memories! You took away the one thing that I had to remember all the eggs who are gone! This is it Cucurucho, this is your final sayonara, you’re going. rip rip potato chip. I will literally sign onto the code thing’s army, it took my son’s (life) from me but you took away my memories- You know what? No! Forget that! I HATE YOU BOTH!
I’m making it my mission. Cucurucho, the code entity, you’re both dead. I’ll take both of you out, I’ll kill both of you. This is how I solve my problems! I solve my problems with death- cause I’m the flipping grim reaper-!”
I just had to transcript q!Bad’s huge rant at the end of stream it was so funny and also pretty darn good to contextualize his character more
#‘i solve my problems with death’#yeah ok makes sense why you’ve threatened the life of q!cell all day today#thankfully cucurucho will have a verdict for him tomorrow about the ender chest#a lot of insight into how this grim reaper views life & death today#he believes it’s a natural process- but the mementos of those who are gone are his treasures#qsmp#badboyhalo
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(✿◕‿◕) die (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)
#MY GIRLLLLLLLL <333333 you're doing amazing sweetie kill them all you deserve to#anyway. coping mechanism. the problems in my life i could solve if society just let me have a death note#this show really is an exercise in patience and suffering i get SO squicked out#by how much the horrible characters and situations mirror the insanity of what's happening in real life#also the revelation that some of the actors are Exactly as shitty as their characters are is. ugh.#but every time i'm like okay i can't take it i need to stop to protect my headspace#i think of kimiko and am like.... no... i need to see my gir....#hope karen gets jucy roles in other shows too PLEASE#the boys#kimiko miyashiro#karen fukuhara#theboysedit#tvedit
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she's a strong, independent woman why would she need praise. of course she doesn't need praise. fuck praise
#strade#btd#boyfriend to death#btd strade#ykmet strade#ykmet#strade btd#btd oc#my art#law girl#this is rlly self indulgent bc i wasn't feeling very good yesterday#anyways i think strade calling me a good girl would solve around 87% of my problems
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do you have a favorite wizard, mg. official-linguistics-post?
if you are in the d&d inclined direction, do you have a favorite spell? and/or, if not so d&d inclined, any favorite general sort of wizardry?
there are always several wizards rotating in my mind like a gas station hot dog rotisserie, but i gotta give a shoutout to @quiddie's laerryn coramar-seelie, certified toughest wizard in existence. what a woman.
i've actually played only one session as a spellcaster (a sorcerer) but my favorite of his spells is currently mage armor because he's a tabaxi so he just. puffs up his fur.
#not beating the 'wizard obsessive' OR 'cat person' allegations today i see#my *first* favorite wizard was unmatched disaster numair salmalín#whomst among us has not solved a problem by using stupid powerful magic to fake their own death and traumatize their young student?#not linguistics#(officially dedicating that tag since i get *just* enough asks to warrant it)
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Obi Wan Kenobi was dead.
Obi Wan Kenobi was dead, and Anakin Skywalker, now called Vader, came to in his bacta tank knowing that he had killed him.
It should have felt better.
There was gone the last chain tethering him to his lost youth, there was gone his once brother, now nemesis, there was gone the man who had left him in this half-machine state. Lord Vader had had his revenge.
Anakin Skywalker felt empty.
He had dreamed of it for years, spent two decades imagining what it would be like. It should have brought joy, elation. More even than the thundering, rapid pleasure the Sith had a taste in. Peace.
This is the man who you can blame for the death of Padmé, he tried to remind himself. The hole that was remained where Obi Wan's presence had been whispered back: you, your choice, killed her.
There was only Anakin Skywalker to take the blame. For everything.
#did I just write a fanfic? seems so#this is inspired by that post I don't remember which that said Vader must have felt really disappointed after killing Obi-Wan#because he had spent so much time focused on him and it didn't solve his problems#don't worry he'll soon change his mind and start blaming palpatine for all his mistakes (partly right tbh)#and try to find his son and overthrow him because one needs a goal in life#...I suppose this is happening sometime between 4 and 5#after Vader has had his first opportunity to properly rest since the Death Star escape business#anakin skywalker#obi wan kenobi#darth vader#star wars#star wars fanfiction#fanfic#my post
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honestly, I feel like Dave McKean's work elevated Neil Gaiman way more than the other way around and we don't distribute credit for that properly. I truly don't think--and, critically, never have thought--the early Sandman writing was so good that it would have gotten far without the heavy hitting art lending it such an air of respectability. McKean's work is so visually distinct still, let alone 20 years ago, let alone 30. "This is serious art for serious stories for serious people," those mixed media paintings say when they're surrounded by pen and ink put out on a brutal schedule. "I am a serious person with sophisticated tastes," the buyer says, given permission to be pretentious and smug as hell, which is very alluring to many people.
#and given that perky goth girl Death was designed by Mike Dringenberg--like. c'mon now y'all. how much did Neil really innovate?#i mean i say this partially from a place of envy deep down i'm sure#i would love for a serious artist to come along and solve all my design and presentation problems#if you're out there: i will love you and cherish you bb and also pay you on time i promise#btw this is not “a person is knocked off their pedestal therefore we retcon their art as mediocre”#this is “i have been a hater since 2005 and only now feel I can open my big mouth about it”#what happened in 2005? Anansi Boys.#OooOoohh look at me i'm a British man who thinks I understand African and diaspora and Caribbean myth as well as I do Germanic and Norse#my partially Caribbean ass who grew up w Anansi stories for complicated diaspora reasons (via my nanny): what the fuck is this??? WHAT?
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Don't mind me, just blasting "Accidentally in Love" by Counting Crows while looking through Puss in Boots tag and crying at how beautifully written Puss and Kitty's romance is!
Favorite line:
These lines of lighting mean we're never alone! Never alone!
Favorite scene:
If you don't understand how this moment is considered romantic, watch the film until you do!
#puss in boots: the last wish#puss in boots#romance#and written well#puss in boots spoilers#the way I gasped and cried when he pulled that blade out#using a gift she gave him out of love for him#and then him using that gift to fight for his life against death#a life he wants to spend with her!#oh and the reaction on Kittys face#my hearted melted#i also adore how realistic they're romance is#they don't have that fairy tale romance#for characters that live in a Fairytale book#they have realistic problems#that get solved with the help of a therapy dog
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i have officially returned. ask me anything.
#random thoughts#i'll probably answer it tomorrow because i'm tired. i don't know why.#ciel if you see this i've been nicer to myself these past few days following your birthday. taking care of myself in general aspects.#which i sort of hate myself for but it's okay because. uh. i won't be like this forever. i'll be better at what i'm trying to do i promise.#new year's resolution is not fucking with me.........#oh also!! i've been sort of feeling like a dead person at times. and also like a cockroach. i have had to repeatedly tell myself that#i'm not dead i'm not dead!!!!#because i'm not. obviously. and i know i'm not. my brain is just silly. it likes to tell me i am things i am not like book characters.#and recently my mother got me my own rosary and we've been practicing praying together with my brother.#can you imagine how bad it must be for me to turn to christianity as a coping mechanism? not even when i was terrorized with death thoughts#not even in august for fuck's sake.#but it's actually not that bad. though i think i like the idea of organized religion more than i like being a part of it.#also i feel like my being catholic (mostly non-practicing) is betraying the queer community somehow. like. queer people have suffered#so much because of the christian church in general. so it's like. being christian is weird when i'm also queer.#but also then i feel weird when i try to do things in relation to christianity. like. put saint in my artist name.#that feels blasphemous i don't know. is it?????? it's not that serious either way but. augh.#i am going to write a song about this. also fellow christians is it okay to use the lyric 'uselessly clutching her rosary' or is that bad?#because i mean. technically. the she i'm referring to sort of is. because god isn't solving any of our problems.#he's just fucking. watching. if he's even real.#(and no my disappearance isn't related to the catholicism thing it's something else. as in the one thing i haven't told anyone else but cie#and an irl friend. if you are ciel then i am completely open to talking about said thing.#otherwise i will continue to drop cryptic little notes on my blog because I AM SILLY. {: )#going to play roblox now and maybe say hello to you fuckers on discord for a bit of fun. goodbye.
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there's an essay jumbled up in my brain about dunmeshi's beginning and how clever and deceptive it is as a sleight-of-hand trick that distracts the audience from the depth and scope of the worldbuilding and foreshadowing that's being set up the entire time by dangling zany characters and wacky dishes and biology fun facts in front of us, and how that serves to catch invested viewers off guard when those elements come to the forefront, but also how it works against it with other viewers wanting "more" and not seeing it because the plot bait isn't laid out up front
how people getting frustrated with the characters "not taking things seriously" is mirrored and refuted in the confrontation between Laios and Shuro. how the characters' attitudes aren't just a result of shallow low-stakes "comedy rules" where nothing matters, but are an extension of their personalities (Laios's nonstandard expression of emotions being offputting even to people he knows) and the world and social environment (adventurers being desensitized to death and injury because resurrection magic is commonplace). the way the party refers to "saving Falin" instead of "retrieving Falin's corpse," indicating that they still see her with full personhood, and how that phrasing leads to some readers/viewers believing that Falin is alive in the dragon's stomach, conscious of being slowly digested while the party carelessly fucks around "wasting time." how the weird tonal dissonance makes sense in-universe and yet is deliberately challenged more and more the deeper the party goes
all the character building and pieces of lore slowly weaving together the shape of the larger world, laying the groundwork for the major themes that will surface later. so much is right there in the "low-stakes" early episodes if you know what you're looking for (or pass the perception checks).
it can be so satisfying to see new viewers/readers pick up on the clues even in the earliest "simple" episodes, or notice new things and make connections yourself....and it can also be frustrating to see people dismiss oddities and dissonance as shallow or bad writing because they don't expect a "cooking anime" to have depth like that. why try to question and understand and peel back the layers when you don't expect there to be any layers?
why can't laios take things seriously for once?
#mypost#i'm majorly out of practice for doing any real critical cohesive writing lol#trying to put this into coherent words has been such a mess so here's a vague gesture at my thought process about it#it's both my favorite and the most frustrating thing to see#because i've seen SO MANY people say they dropped the show after a couple eps thinking they know what it's about and where it's going#a cute but ultimately unsustainable gimmick#people for whom the characters and the food/biology infodumping weren't enough of a hook#but i wouldn't change anything about the structure to put a more obvious plot hook in the beginning#because it would give the game away TOO much#i LOVE how the audience has to acclimate to the characters' attitudes about death#only for our assumption that it's all normal and fine in this world to be thrown back in our faces#how we're left to notice the winged lion appearing in statues and carvings and coins and armor in the background#long long before it's ever brought up as a real entity by the plot#the history of the kingdom laid out in plain view but nevermind that. magic painting food!#i've seen the language around falin and her resurrection cause so much confusion#but of COURSE the characters involved wouldn't directly say 'we need to get her corpse to revive it'#bc pragmatically they already understand that as their goal. it doesn't need to be stated out loud; it's just how this process works.#but also they don't SEE her as an object. a dead body.#they need to 'save her before she's digested.' 'the spell couldn't reach her in the dragon's stomach.' 'hang in there falin'#death isn't real to them. not really. and so it doesn't quite feel real to the audience either#not until they find her skull and that realization slams home#like......i keep comparing it to gravity falls#which is episodic and goofy in the beginning but also has a much more obvious plot hook to keep people interested#(a main character entering a secret bunker indicating that he's lying about his ignorance of the town's mysteries)#the main characters in gravity falls are AWARE that there is a mystery to be solved and are trying to find more information#but i don't think that approach would work as well for dm!#laios's goals were never that lofty. not until they HAD to be because the situation demanded it of him#it's the characters trying to solve one personal problem and finding themselves entrenched in something vast and dramatic#that they weren't even fully AWARE of when they set out. and we the audience are on that journey with them!#it's SUCH a good structure i wouldn't trade it for anything. but also. tragic to see people give up and dismiss it so fast.
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i feel like in the early seasons rimmer and lister's animosity towards each other is more pronounced because the reality that they're never going back to earth hadn't set in yet. they were still holding on to the hope that they'd get out of the whole "stranded in deep space" situation Somehow and would never have to see their annoying colleague again, instead of acknowledging it as the huge & permanent change to their lives that it actually was. maturing + mellowing with age and having no one else to hang out with (besides kryten and cat) for decades definitely helped to turn the hatred into a genuine if reluctant friendship but im still convinced that them accepting the hand they were dealt in regard to the big picture played a huge part in solidifying their relationship
#it went from 'i don't care if im acting like a dick because we'll soon solve this problem and part ways'#to 'we're stuck together till death do us part so we might as well make the most of it'#i love that eventually they stay together by choice even though both of them had multiple opportunities to leave#besides rimmer leaving as ace but its ok he came back after nano!rimmer ate shit (← 100% real and true . doug told me in a dream dw abt it)#red dwarf#☆#this edible is kicking my ass
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You know, episodes-wise, Egon's Ghost and The Boogeyman is Back, aren't that far away from each other (Season 2, episode 60, and Season 3 episode 3. about 8 episodes apart)
Can you imagine almost/kinda dying and ending up in the Netherworld (not to be confused with the Netherlands), and then, like, a few months later, almost dying again?
No wonder Egon was so terrified it brought the Boogeyman back. Sure they risk their lives each day but those were two incidences where death was very real for him, and they weren't too far away from each other
#rambles#the real ghostbusters#ghostbusters#egon spengler#just watched Egon's Ghost so that's why this is on my mind#also they never specify how much time passes between episodes#but i doubt it's years apart#egon suffers from the curse of being the genius (the writers have to find ways to stop him from solving the problem and that often means#death - or kidnap - or being possessed - or not being able to function because of xyz)#he also bodyswapped with a demon 3 episodes after Egon's Ghost so... yknow#it's a fun cartoon from the 80s - the trauma never lasts longer than an episode at most - but my god is it interesting to think about
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So much of the "bad" behaviour in ofmd are trauma responses and i love that they show how yeah sometimes we dont respond in the most healthy of ways, we fuck up and we hurt those closest to us, but we still deserve love and kindness at the end of the day
Just so important to me
#its just really important to me#and is why i will defend this show to my dying breath#ofmd#our flag means death#spoilers in tags:#stede's response to ed & the crew potentially leaving#ed's whole kraken era lol#there's so many examples of their actions being led by their trauma#and even the characters whose backstories we dont get#its heavily implied that a lot of them grew up either poor#or at least on the outside of conventional society#whether it be for attraction gender or class#and growing up around violence!!#thats a big one!#violence as the only method of solving problems#why they're so confused and rattled by stede#when you've never been shown kindness before its hard to show it to someone else#or recognize when its being shown to u#i so wish max hadnt cut the budget and episodes#bc s1 did such a good job of showing all this w added backstories#and more breathing room#and while i love s2 it has suffered from the reduced time#especially in this regard#i do think the post-kraken crew dealing w their traumas differently#was some of the best television ever#like they dealt w such a serious topic w the complexity it deserves#(tho again had they had more time it could have been ever better)#and sure there was some humour#but it wasnt cruel#ofmd s2 spoilers
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Since Ginga's a little topic right now I do just want to be clear it was like, incredibly formative to my personality and remains one of my favorite action animes. If I speak harshly about it, it's entirely because I have such a personal affection for it.
#the first time Gin pulls off the battouga properly at the end of GNG........... effervescent#When it comes to inspiration for how I approach BB's reworks#I'd have to credit a good amount of my personal philosophy to the Ginga series#Particularly in how I handle deaths and action#I've said before that I think you actually learn a lot more from obviously flawed art than extremely good stuff#And Ginga is such a good example of that#It's almost refreshing how obvious its misogyny is. It's Right There.#You can SEE how it caps otherwise really good arcs for female characters#But it's also just an absolutely fantastic action series#I think it's actually the property that made me realize every fight is a story.#Or... should be one#imo.#You're telling a little miniature character arc with every fight.#You're showing how the characters solve problems and how the opponents regard one another#Just a very very interesting series imo
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well i've caught up on the double. which means i am depressed!!!! at least [redacted]'s death scene was homoerotic. (me fully weeping: at least this is being directly paralleled with a het lovers death scene. at least [other stuff i am redacting for spoilers but just trust me bro].) anyway to pass the time until 29 drops does anyone want to help me with a reference post i'm writing about the names of jiang li's family members? let's play a game called Name That Hanzi! wherein i give you an image of some hanzi and you give me text versions that i can copy and paste. i did my best but i hit a wall on this one. here's the image:
[ID: Screencap of Jiang Li from The Double showing her title card with her two names, Jiang Ruoyu and Jiang Li. The names are also displayed in hanzi. /end ID]
so far i've got 姜若雨 for jiang ruoyu on the left, but i'm not confident about those second and third characters (like those strokes are not even all in the right direction. but maybe it's the script?). and on the right we have 字 (zi, courtesy name), SOME CHARACTER THAT HAS STYMIED ME (help me studio audience), and 梨 (li).
(also sidenote is it just me who totally missed that she has a courtesy name? and that apparently it's li that is her courtesy name, and it's the other name, ruoyo, that no one ever uses? also sidenote of the sidenote the ruo character is the same one in her sister ruoyao's name. so maybe they have a generational name? their dad and his brothers all share a character as well (yuan, 元). their little brother bingji doesn't have ruo in his name though. so maybe not.)
#if viki had learn mode on for the double i would be unstoppable. UNSTOPPABLE#but i'm back to my old methods of like. brute force looking up radicals until i find one that looks kind of similar#i have [checks notes] 19 other questions i need to answer before this reference post will be complete but unfortunately#none of the others lend themselves well to Name That Hanzi so i don't know if it would be effective to ask for help with them#maybe if i can find a shot of someone saying whatever jiang yuanbai's court official title is i can find the chinese subs for it#and play name that hanzi. but also usually if i can find the chinese subs i can figure it out myself. it's just a question of finding#a timestamp and then actually having access to chinese subs for that episode. which so far i only know how to find for#episodes 1-3. so those are my two problems at the moment. not having timestamps or chinese subs#i could solve the timestamp problem if i did a rewatch lol but who has the time??? (pun unintended)#i might rewatch the first like 4 or 5 episodes though. because redacted's death was so depressing. i need a chaser#not that episodes 1-5 aren't also depressing. ugh. probably a bad plan then lol#the double#my posts
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Here's a question for the Ace Attorney fandom about something I've seen a lot of varying takes on and I'm curious to see what people think.
#ace attorney#phoenix wright ace attorney#aa#pwaa#ace attorney justice for all#aa2#aa2 spoilers#miles edgeworth#prosecutor miles edgeworth chooses death#reblog for larger sample size#i generally prefer the idea that he did mean it literally. bc miles has crafted nearly his whole identity on being a prosecutor#and after the events of turnabout goodbyes and rtfa made him question what he's truly been fighting for#and whether he's doomed to follow in the footsteps of manfred (re: become a corrupt fuck that resorts to murder to solve his problems)#he feels his only option is to discard that. but because he has no idea who he is outside of his job#it makes sense to me that he wouldn't see a reason left to live. plus it gives him clearer parallels to adrian which i really like#that's just my personal interpretation though. canon leaves it ambiguous so other takes are equally valid imo#suicide tw#polls
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[Inhales]
I HATE HAVING A CARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
#the list of things I would do to move to a city with public transportation is very VERY absurd#but I can't afford to live by myself so :')#buying a new car would not solve my problem of being forced to have a car in the first place#but paying $800 to slightly delay the inevitable death of my current car isn't helping either!!!!
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