#‘he uh he has cauldron ptsd’

[asterixlabs]

[elidelochans]

Ok so I saw ur post & went to ur Nesta playlist right? Well uh I soon found myself stalking all of ur playlists because they're great & i'm creepy but then I got to ur Lord of Bloodshed one.

Oh my god I think I saw the Light.

95% of the songs on that are on my Aelin playlist. My mind doesn't know what to do with that information. Like,, i have 16 1/2 hours of music on there but idk i hadn't realized how close their vibes were??

Fire themed god

Wipes Mouth With Back of Hand & Spits Blood™

Cocky bastard

That Glint in their eyes when they're itching for a fight

Certified Button Pusher

Punches Feelings away

Etc etc you know what i mean??

Hahaha Yes! I know exactly what you mean. Sometimes when making playlists it's hard to decipher what songs should go to where. I'll listen to songs over and over again. Really listen to decide where it goes. Sometimes it's the tune that just gives me certain character vibes and that makes my choice.

I have a Aelin playlist too! It's being worked on.

I honestly think Rowaelin and Nessian have alot more in common then people think. Mainly because the female in the pairing. Their story and personality.

Nesta, Aelin, suffer from depression of the same type. Unlike Feyre's.

Feyre's yes came from a traumatic event as well but was laced with Tamlin's mental and emotional abuse too. He could have saved her, but he made it worse. Rhys was also there supporting her and telling her she belongs to no one. So was Lucien to an extent trying to help her. She had people in her corner.

Nesta though, never had anyone in her corner. Her trauma and depression runs deep and she's suffering just like....yep. you guessed it, Queen of Terrasen herself, Aelin Ashryver Galathynius-Whitehorn. Both have buried their childhood trauma and depression way waaaay down. Then an event happens (Nesta: battle of Hybern, Aelin: Nehemia's death.) forcing them to come to terms with their ptsd and powers. Their forced into training with a fine ass hulking brute of man. Who they develop feelings for. And they're assholes to the hot trainer. Well Nesta we don't know for sure yet. But come on. I keep saying, ACOSF is the smutty Prythian version of Heir of Fire.

Here's the big difference. Cassian has Aelin’s personality. Nesta has Rowan’s. Which is essentially why @starborn-faerie-queen and I came up with them being besties. Because Cassian and Aelin are one in the same. Fiery, loud, bold, loyal, funny, would lay their life down for someone, always caring for the little people. Don't tell me Cassian wouldn't be down for some chocolate cake. Lmao.

Now Rowan and Nesta, cold heart on the outside, warm on the in. Their love is worth everything and they will do anything for the people they care for. It's hard to win their love, but once it's won that's it. Aka Rowan on his endless hunt for Aelin and then peeling Carin apart. Nesta shielding, using the cauldron and fighting Hybern for Cassian. Nesta is quiet and reserved like Rowan. Both have glares that could probably kill you. Lbr.

I see similarities between Rowaelin and Quinlar, a few from Nessian too. And Bryce's depression with Nesta's. That's a story for another time. Idk I find it kinda funny that it's not Rowaelin, Quinlar and Feysand that have similarities but Nessian.

I got off subject. Sorry!

Link me your playlists babes! Love to see them!