#‘You glow’- William ‘Spike’ Pratt

[pearlofthewoods]

You know how in the comics it’s revealed that in Spike’s memories Buffy quite literally glows…

What if this is what Buffy looks like to Spike on the daily? No wonder he fell so deeply in love with her 😭

[mcgnagallsarmy]

Top 10 Spuffy fics I’ve read (Oct 2023)

All the Way Alive by violettathepiratequeen [PG-13]

Rewrite of "All the Way." AKA an episode that was so RIPE with unfulfilled potential. Because this is the last one in S6 where everything was still all sweet and soft between them…

Blackout by bewildered [NC-17]

The lights have gone out in Los Angeles - and when they come back up, Buffy is there in front of Spike, saving the day and reawakening his hopes. When the unwinnable battle against the demon army is finally won, Spike has the opportunity to win back Buffy’s trust—and perhaps even her love—on an evil-fighting, life-sharing road trip across America. Can he tick all the boxes to get back in her good graces? Or will he end up alone in the dark again?

Cold Comfort by scratchmeout [NC-17]

Buffy’s burning up. Spike has a solution.

Come Back to Me by honeygirl51885 [NC-17]

One call can change everything. It can jump start your heart or it can send your whole world crashing down around you. A newly corporeal Spike musters up the courage to call Buffy. They slowly rebuild their relationship over the phone lines, him in California fighting alongside Angel and her in London establishing the new Slayer central. Phone calls and letters sustain the onetime lovers, while they fight against the forces of evil on two separate continents; all the while counting down the days until they can meet again in person. Things change when tragedy strikes and Buffy is gravely injured. Not willing to let another moment slip through his fingers, Spike sets off for England to care for his Slayer. Is he only there to offer support? Or, could their newly rekindled relationship finally be ready to break through the surface?

Husky by Holly [R]

The Finn family farm has a crappy harvest ahead, but Buffy's too busy with her new boyfriend to care. Who can blame her?

It's a Wonderful Spike by Lady Emma [R]

After Spike (William Pratt) wishes he had never been born, an angel (Cordelia Chase) is sent to earth to make Spike’s wish come true.

Keepsakes by violettathepiratequeen [PG-13]

Spike is fated to pop up at random moments in Buffy's life, with only a short window of time to guess what she most needs right then. And Buffy's just trying to figure out why she isn't more weirded out by it.

Startlingly Moral by acekoomboom [PG-13]

Buffy never told her mom she's the slayer, so she never left town to live as Anne in L.A. When Spike comes back to town with Drusilla in tow, there's a perfect excuse already sitting around to explain for her mom why her life is so strange… Buffy's in a band. Aka a truce fic, rock band style.

Tension by The Danish Bird [NC-17]

It's not even been a month since she buried her mom, her sister is a glowing ball of energy and now Glory knows about that too, and instead of staying to fight, like a proper Slayer should, she's running away in a Winnebago where all she can do is sit and wait for the fight to catch up to her anyway. No wonder Buffy is feeling so tense. But hey, if the world is ending anyway, maybe it's not so bad to agree to that massage Spike is offering. After all, it's just an innocent back rub, right? Just a short smutty oneshot set in the season 5 episode Spiral. It could even be almost canon-compliant… if you squint.

Voices in the Woods by honeygirl51885 [PG-13]

There’s something in the woods.

[vampires-pspsps]

i never heard anyone say spike is ace coded pls elaborate??? 👀👀 (it's summrsbuffy from the poll!!)

Oh my god I’ve been WAITING for this!!! This is probably gonna be long and maybe I’m just projecting but hear me out !!

So Spike started off as William Pratt, the town’s loser. He never been in any kind of a relationship with anyone, and even tho he had a crush on Cecily, he was happy where he was with his mum. After Cecily rejects him, he’s crushed and Drusilla finds him in that bad state and talks sweetly to him. He doesn’t play along at first and is kind of intimidated by her when she tries to go near him

“Uh, that’s - that’s quite close enough, ma’am”

He moves back but she goes towards him and talks about “walking in worlds others can’t even imagine”. At first he’s very interested in what she has to say but then he wants to go back to his mum. “Yes… uh- I mean no. I mean, uh- mother’s expecting me”. Then she starts talking about something that glows, something - effulgent. When she says that word something changes in him, he thinks he found someone that gets him. She asks him if she wants it and he answers yes- thinking she talks about sex. Thinking she gets him and so that sex will give him that something effulgent. He’s very surprised when he sees her vampire face and starts screaming in surprise and pain when she bites him.

After he became a vampire, he’s very happy with his relationship with Drusilla and is deeply in love with her but when he meets Angelus, something changes. William adores him for his toughness and they quickly bond until Spike walks into him and Drusilla having sex.

“Did you miss me, pretty William?” “Sure he did, after all, you’re his destiny”

For every other vampire, cheating is obvious but for William it wasn’t. He didn’t know what was going on with Drusilla and Angelus and was deeply hurt by it. They made fun of him for loving Drusilla with his words- “she’s my destiny” and not with being physical with her like Angelus. He learns that sex is the only way to keep a relationship in the vampire world and does it even if he doesn’t want to. He convinces himself that it’s what he wants so he’d be happy and effulgent. Just like Drusilla promised.

Much later in “Into the woods”, Spike talks to Riley and says “sometimes I envy you so much it chokes me… and sometimes I think I got the better deal. To be that close to her and not have her. To he all alone even when you’re holding her… feeling her, feeling her breath beneath you… surrounding you, the scent. No. You got the better deal.” That part is supposed to be kind of humoristic but I think it’s more than that. Spike thinks he got the better deal because he’d rather not have Buffy at all than only have her for sex. Which is what happens in season 6, she only wants him for sex and nothing else. Spike takes what he says back because it’s stupid, he needs to be happy for having sex with Buffy anyways right? Then why isn’t he?

In “Intervention”, Spike and the Buffybot has a very sexual-only relationship but how does he know that the Buffy that kisses him in the end isn’t the bot? Because she kisses him sweetly and genuinely, which is a thing the bot can’t do but it is the thing he truly wants. He’s surprised and is very happy for it.

I personally dislike Spike and Buffy’s relationship in season 6 because it was toxic from both sides and only sex-focused. Spike knew she was using him but he didn’t care because he was taught by Angelus and Drusilla that sex is the most important thing about a relationship and you can’t hold one without it. When she breaks up with him he’s very surprised because what happened? What did he do wrong? He did everything that he was taught was right to keep a relationship and it didn’t work. He didn’t understand why it was so hard for Buffy and even asked her. “Then why won’t you sleep with me again?” “Because I don’t love you”. The most genuine Spuffy parts in season 6 weren’t the sex parts but when they just simply talked but he didn’t understand that yet, and so did Buffy.

After Spike got his soul back, he was confused and wasn’t sure what to do. In “beneath you” Buffy tries to touch his chest and he says “hey hey hey- No touching! Am I flesh? Am I flesh to you? Feed on flesh, my flesh, nothing else, not a spark.” He thinks of their relationship in season 6, how Buffy only wanted him for his flesh- his sex- and didn’t really lovs him.

“Fine, flesh then. Saw it through. Get it hot, service the girl.” Again, he thinks of what he was taught. What he thought and what he convinced himself was true. His want for love without sex is stupid and unreal. If he wants to have a relationship he has to have sex or the other side will leave him.

“Right. Girl doesn’t want to be served. Because there’s no spark. He remembers that Buffy doesn’t want sex now -the girl doesn’t want to be served because she doesn’t love him- there’s no spark.

Later in “never leave me”, Spike says “you hated yourself and you took it out on me”. He finally realizes that his emotions matter too. That he’s allowed to be hurt and be angry. That it’s ok to feel sad about what happend. “I never truly hated myself then, not like I do now.” He hates himself for the damage he did to Buffy but also for the damage he did for himself. For hurting himself and sacrificing his comfort for the sake of something he convinced himself he wants.

I love season 7 Spuffy because it really showed both the audience and Buffy and Spike that you could have healthy relationships without sex. Even tho Buffy and Spike weren’t dating in season 7, they still loved each other and that’s what is really important.

Aaaaaand that’s it I think !!! Sorry that there aren’t any pictures, my device glitches every time I try to add one :/ I might add stuff if I’ll think of more ! Maybe some of these don’t make sense and maybe it’s me projecting but that’s what I think:) it’s totally ok if you disagree or don’t think so bc it’s just my personal opinions and what I saw in his character :))

Anyways I’m an asexual spike truther until I die lol

[tabloidtoc]

People, November 30

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[skoobyspooky]

DRUSILLA.....................................................SPIKE

Name: Drusilla Elizabeth Josephine Keeble Name: William “Spike” Pratt Verse: Fear the Red Queen’s Rage, alt. canon

First Meeting

If he had not shoved into them in his heartbroken haste, she still would’ve paid him mind to the dark but shattered aura surrounding his very being. Attracted, Drusilla followed him into an alleyway stocked with barrels of liquor where he sobbed and tore at pieces of parchment with pooling ink. She startled him but he compelled her forward, fascinated by the ripples of darkness underneath such a delicate light that surrounded him. Instantly, Drusilla knew she would not let him go.

First Glance

He stormed away from her out of the alleyway, forcing himself back toward the house where Cecily had torn his heart apart. As he was hurrying his way up the cobblestoned incline, he paused for a moment and turned around to glance back at the mysterious woman, eyeing her through his round spectacles with a pensive expression. She glided easily toward him, smiling softly. William stayed where he was. A wise decision in the end.

First Moment

Drusilla linked her arm through William’s and walked with him up the hill, the both of them talking in riddles and elegant poetry that seemed to flow from her lips so easily. He was astounded and admired her easy ability to make the world into something else entirely, marvelling his strange companion. In her very presence, William wrote some of the best poetry he ever had when his heart had been focused on Cecily.

First Touch

The next party held was Cecily’s birthday and William felt particularly eager to reveal his new black beauty to the people he considered “polite society.” Drusilla saw the other women wearing gloves and removed her own, slipping her fingers through William’s and feeling the soft skin of his writer’s hands against her cold palms. William did not mind; he would warm her for eternity for the kindness she had shown him. She stroked his cheeks and fluffed his hair with her fingers while the others stared in dismay and disgust, but the pair sat in the corner and communicated in a language no other would be able to recognise. Cecily stared at them for the whole night but William was completely unaware.

First Hug

William couldn’t contain his excitement when he saw Drusilla. He hurried toward her, wrapping his arms around her corseted waist and spun her around in his arms, crying her name in such joy that others gazed upon them with disapproving glares for such inappropriate displays of emotion in polite society. William didn’t care; he held Drusilla close as if he were afraid she would disappear if he let go. Drusilla returned his embrace and whispered things into his ear he was only now starting to understand.

First Kiss

One day William’s emotions got the better of him and he had pecked Drusilla on the lips when he greeted her. Just as he was about to apologise for such terrible behaviour on his part, Drusilla’s face illuminated with mischief and she brought his face to hers, pressing her lips against his own and kissing him heatedly, sinfully. Her tongue pushed past his lips and though William had not the slightest idea of what to do or how to react, he slid his tongue against hers and eventually sunk into the sensation. Drusilla grabbed him by the waist and held him close to her and he couldn’t exactly say he protested. He couldn’t say anything at all.

First Date

William could not, for the life of him, understand why he could only meet Drusilla during the nighttime but eventually he learned to accept it. He took her out into an enormous library in the heart of London, showing her the ceiling that seemed to glow in the dark with its portrait of the stars of heaven painted on, the endless rows of bookshelves and the seemingly endless collection of the books themselves. He stood and watched Drusilla’s reaction excitedly and anxiously, wondering if she would take the worlds in those books he treasured so dearly. A sad smile came over her face and for a moment William thought he had made another mistake.

“What is it? Is it not good enough?” He asked, rushing forward.

Drusilla gazed up at the ceiling, studying the stars painted on it. “It’s perfect… William, I ‘aven’t ‘ad somefin’ so wonderful like this in a long time…”

He smiled, relieved. “You can see the stars in here.”

She nodded, her entire face brightening. “I can. I can see the stars.”

First Intimacy

He had been so absolutely perfect to her that she only knew one way to really show her affection. Drusilla had been a pure, religious girl in her human life and she had strived to take the vows of God and become a nun. Now, she pushed the young poet onto the bed in his room, in his house, guiding his hardening cock past her folds whilst she straddled him. She let out a long, low noise as if a pressure had been relieved. He was definitely a lot bigger than she had initially suspected and with an ease that she could only explain as being a symptom of her vampirism, she rocked her hips as if she had done this with him many times before. Maybe she had; in lives lived long past the one they were sharing together now. He could only stare in awe at her and for the briefest of moments, Drusilla could’ve sworn her heartbeat in response. She was falling in love for the first time and she knew it. It was time to turn him.

First Fight

William had become Spike and the darkness that lingered behind the poet’s light like a shadow had risen to be primary. Drusilla and Spike fought - physically - throwing each other against walls, clawing at each other, tossing each other like pieces of clothing. The first time they did it, fire had been set as their background and as they bled and laughed and dug their claws into each other, Spike entered Drusilla and they became one. Over and over and over, muttering to her how much he loved her and how he would never leave her. Drusilla returned the same sentiments, marking his back and his chest. He was hers, she was his. This was it.

First Split

Drusilla had run away early in the night before Spike woke from his long sleep, plagued by the vision that haunted her constantly. He was going to love someone else and it was torturing her; no matter what kind of sadistic play Angelus had done to Drusilla before he turned her, it didn’t hurt as much as the vision of Spike kissing and making love to another woman. She even heard him mutter words of love to her and that was it. Drusilla couldn’t stand it. She disappeared into the night and she didn’t speak a single word for the months to follow where Spike hunted her down. He didn’t know any better, she sobbed. He doesn’t know he’ll leave me.

First Reunion

He chased her through streets, through alleyways, on the rooftops, inside building after building until he cornered her into a warehouse, soaked to the bone from the heavy rain occurring outside. She stared wide-eyed at him, keeping a fair distance. He was furious; he was livid. His entire aura was bright red and she could feel the hurt coming from him and so desperately she wanted to hold him to her and apologise over and over for causing such hurt. She knew because she could see her face in her head and the question he had asked over and over in his search: why Dru?

“Because I saw it!” She yelled, readying herself for an attack as he sauntered forward. “I saw you wiv ano’er woman, Spike. I saw it every night, clear as if it were ‘appenin’ right in front o’ me. You were goin’ to do it and I couldn’t stand it, I couldn’t stand it!”

She broke into tears, falling to her knees and clutching at her unbeating heart. Spike’s demeanour became alarmed and he rushed to Drusilla, falling to his knees and bringing her into his arms, holding her tightly against him.

“Dru, I’d never leave ya,” he pulled back, holding her head in his hands, forcing her to look into his eyes. “I’d never. I’d never do what you did to me.”

She continued to cry, her hands limp in her lap and the sobs choking her. She managed to sputter out between chokes, “I love you. You’re my love. Mine.”

His dark eyes softened and he brought her forehead to his. “I am, Dru. I’m yours.”

First Forever

Rarely ever did Spike and Drusilla make love like this, but they did. He moved sweet and slow and she kissed him tenderly, gently as if he were made of porcelain or something precious. He lowered his head to her breast, sucking a nipple past his lips. Drusilla stared ahead at the ceiling and gazed at the stars she could see beyond.