#—silan says;

[silantryoo]

why did sana and nayeon j kiss on my fyp

[silantryoo]

SEE IM NOT LYING

[food-lover9000]

The names of Silan/Clarence’s cats!!

(From the CN wiki’s page on the Waiting Cat Illustra story)

(For reference this is the illustra that mentions his cats and their names)

This one is 小灰/xiaohui (little grey) Smokey

This one is 大黄/dahuang (big yellow) Goldie

On the left is 大灰/dahui (big grey) Ash

In the middle is 铃铛/lingdang (bell) Bell

On the right is 棕毛/zongmao (brown fur) Brown

(Btw all of these names William came up with since in his words, if Clarence had come up with names they probably would have had “strange and weird English names” roughly his words)

(The names are all based on the CN) (edit: I now also have the EN names, EN names are in bold)

[silantryoo]

NOOOOO FROMIS_9 TERMINATED THEIR CONTRACT??)3&1&,$2!

[silantryoo]

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For All Time/Lovebrush Chronicles NSFW headcannons

characters x afab! reader

—— characters; Aiyin/Ayn, Luchen/Alkaid, Luoxia/Lars, Silan/Clarence, Yexuan/Cael

tbh i have no idea how to write nsfw but lets gooooo

minors dni, keep your innocent eyes away

Aiyin/Ayn

he does not particularly have a high sex drive but he DEFINITELY has a lot of stamina

you know what they say about pianists? it is a fact that he is extremely good with his fingers; one of his favourite parts of his body because of how easily you fall apart from just one flick against your sweet spot. within seconds you are already whining on his fingers, begging him to fuck you

“oh? did you just cum on my fingers alone? hmm, perhaps let’s test out to see how many more orgasms you can give just from that alone~”

often times it would start off with an innocent kiss, which escalates to a passionate makeout and before you know it, you’re already tossed onto the bed with him hovering over you

Ayn is the type to praise and degrade you, but his degrading is never too harsh because he sees you as his treasure and would never want to do anything to harm you

which brings me to my next point of how he would never hit you during intercourse unless you ask him when he is in an experimental mood. he might agree to try it out but he would never take it too far

unless you are being a brat, he would not restrain himself from punishing you, either by edging or overstimulation because Ayn definitely is into both of them

Ayn is known to be protective most of the time and would easily get jealous. whenever you accompany him to lavish parties he has to go for the sake of his career, he would bring you along as his partner. but once he notices anyone settling their eyes on you for far too long, he is going to pull you into an empty room and- (im sure you guys know where it’s going)

“keep quiet, my dearest, you wouldn’t want others to hear how you are moaning like a whore on my cock, would you? you’re doing so well taking all of me, darling~”

despite telling you to keep quiet, he would purposely angle his hips to hit against your g-spot continuously, causing you to struggle with keeping your volume down. truth to be told, he does that just so whatever unfortunate soul lingering nearby would know you belong to him <3

most of the time it is the passionate lovemaking, he would go hard and fast, enjoying how you would whine and squirm under him in pleasure while he press heated kisses on your neck, cooing on what a good girl you are as he pounds you into the mattress

if you can’t tell, he has a bit of a thing for exhibitionism, whatever it’s called. but don’t worry, you two would never get caught because he would tell his bodyguards to make sure no one disturbs the both of you

^^ he likes quickies and is often teasing you to make you aroused. there was once where you visited him backstage to encourage him for his performance. “i don’t need any sort of encouragement.” he would say, and smirk at you. “unless you are offering that sort of encouragement?~”

- DOM DOM DOM. he’d bottom for you if you want to, but the moment you falter he’s taking over

- the first time you cry from how good it feels, he panics until you tell him it’s because you were feeling good, he would then aim to make you cry everytime you both are at it

Luchen/Alkaid

soft dom!!!

Alkaid is quite vanilla but if you want to experiment with something new, he wouldn’t be opposed to it as long as it is not too extreme

He is an attentive lover and will take note of what you like and where all your sensitive spots are

He is soft and gentle with you however if you wish to, he would love to do it rough. you just have to ask nicely <3

He can be a bit teasing in bed at times and would prefer edging than overstimulation. However the moment you pout and whine at him, he is already ready to stop and indulge in all of your desires

“You’re feeling good? Where? Here?” He would ask with an innocent tone as he would purposely avoid thrusting into your sweet spot, causing you to whine and pout at him as he chuckles, leaning forward to wrap you in his arms as he bottoms out inside of you. “You’re so adorable, I can never resist you.”

He would not want to cause you pain however he might try out with bondage and perhaps simple toys like the vibrator to use on you to make it more exciting

He loves to praise you! He would never degrade you in bed, even if he did, the way his honey-like voice whispers into your ear would make you believe he isn’t actually degrading you

Definitely loves to dirty talk to you in bed, murmuring against your neck about how good you feel and what a good girl you are for him while you lie under him moaning at every deep thrust he delivers, expertly aiming for your sweet spot

“Are you going to cum, darling? Come on, let go for me, my angel. Such a good girl for me~”

Unfortunately because you both have cats, it could be a little hard to find some alone time in bed but don’t worry! Alkaid makes it up to you by spoiling you with as many hugs and kisses as you’d like!

Surprisingly (or not so surprisingly) he is quite good with his tongue, there was once where he made you climaxed with his tongue alone for 3 times in a row without stopping, ignoring your cries in overstimulation. Alkaid would look at you sympathetically and gently rub your thighs as an apology. “I’m sorry dear, but you taste so good. Just cum one more time for me, okay?” He would say softly with a slight smile to comfort you before eating you out as if you were his last meal

Luoxia/Lars

Lars has the highest drive amongst all of the boys

He and Ayn have a lot of stamina, the most out of the others

If you are dating him, get ready to have a lot of quickies. Man is a CEO and is often times busy and so do not have time to give you the passionate lovemaking he wishes to give

You both would be doing it mostly at home or in his office

There were many times where, as a good girlfriend you are, brought him bento lunch to his office in case he forgot to eat. He’s happy to see you <3 and would ask you to feed him. It would somehow escalate to you sucking him under his desk while he works or even to fucking you over the desk, telling you to keep quiet

Which brings me to my next point that he gets turned on by the thought of getting caught. Of course he would never allow that to happen, after all your cute lovedrunk expression is reserved for his eyes and only his

“Princess, you don’t want to get caught, do you? Then i would suggest that you keep your volume down as i fuck you, alright?”

Lars definitely has a thing for breeding. He values familial bonds a lot and it wont be surprising when he talks about how much he wants to start a family with you. Often he would ask if he could cum inside of you, which you would agree to most of the times especially during quickies so you both won’t make a mess. Unfortunately the sight of seeing your combined fluids leaking out of your used hole is enough to get him hard again and end up going for 2 or more rounds

Another tease in bed. As much as he likes to see how needy you are for him, as a gentleman, he is more than happy to fulfil all of your desires. He would often tease you by changing his pace, at one time he would go fast and rough and purposely slow down once you’re at your climax, or when you tell him to slow down, he would purposely fasten his pace

He praises you a lot. Often calls you nicknames like princess, darling

Dom! It is a bit of a challenge to make him be submissive for you but he would allow you to be the one on top if you’d like to. When he notices your pace faltering as you ride him, he would smirk at you as his fingers caresses your hips. “Oh? Is my baby tired already? That’s a pity, I was just about to fill you up with my seed. You want that, don’t you?” His words would either make you eagerly start bouncing on him again or whine as you roll your hips against his, depending on how much energy you have left. He would then hold your hips in place so you won’t squirm as he thrusts upwards in an unrelenting pace, making you gasp in pleasure

Given that he is more mature, he definitely has experience in bed, however he is not the playboy you might think he is. He wants to treat you right and make sure you feel loved.

Have you seen how tall he is? 189cm. He definitely has a size kink. He loves how he towers over you or how in bed his body could easily envelope your smaller stature in a mating press as he is pounding you into the bed while you could only helplessly moan and whine under him

“My good girl can take all of me, right? That’s it. You feel so tight around me~”

Silan/Clarence

Clarence is super duper romantic and he would do anything just to make you feel good <3

Vanilla 100%

If you want to try something kinkier, he would agree but nothing that will cause you pain.

Most often times he will go deep and slow, causing you softly whine his name in pleasure as he murmurs praises into your ear

To be honest, the only experience he has is from books. He is more of the innocent type and was unsure of what to do during his first time with you. Sure, he has read some erotic writings before but he has never been with anyone this intimate before

He will always ask for your consent before proceeding. He just wants to make sure you’re comfortable!

“Ngh~ I-Is this position okay? It’s not too uncomfortable, is it? Good? Alright, I just wanted to make sure, darling”

He secretly likes doing it in front of mirrors or in a position where he can see your face (missionary is a go-to) so that he could watch your every expression to make sure he is doing well. Partly also because he likes to see how good you feel, it riles him up more and would thrust into you harshly all of a sudden which makes you gasp.

Switch vibessss. As mentioned before, he is willing to try anything with you. He does not really care about who is the more dominant one. Even if that means he is bottoming to you, he is chill with it. However everytime you insist on paying attention to him, pulling orgasms again and again from him while having just one or two yourself, he will insist on returning the favour

“P-please, wanna make you feel good too, my love. Wanna make you feel at least a hundred times better~”

He is not particularly very needy, most of the time it would be initiated by you or during a significant event, like your birthday

He spoils you a lot in bed if you can’t tell. He gives in to every single plea and does his best to make you feel good

Yexuan/Cael

Even though Cael has been alive for a super long time, he actually has no idea how to go about this, after all these feelings for you are pretty foreign to him and he is still learning about how to love you better. Often times you might catch him reading some romance novels just so he can learn how to treat you like a lover

In conclusion, you are his first

He is has the least sex drive, being alive for so long and not having a partner with him already says a lot. He can survive without it, but after meeting you, he craves for physical affection a little more.

He. Definitely. Holds. Hands. During. Sex.

He is innocent when it comes to the bedroom, his actions might come across as awkward as he had researched about it in advance but this whole situation is unfamiliar to him. However he is very attentive, memorising every sensitive spot of yours

Switch! He does not mind topping or bottoming. However I feel he is more of a service top. Like Clarence, he just wants to make you feel good <3

He would constantly ask if what he was doing is okay and also asks for consent, he just wants you to be comfortable and does not want to hurt you at all. Though sometimes his timing when asking them seem to be on purpose…

As he is thrusting into you at a fast pace (at your request), his tip hitting your sweet spot at that one angle every single time, he leans in to your ear, his hands finding yours to intertwined your fingers together. “Haah~ d-does this feel good? Do you- want to go faster?” Breathing into your ear while you moan loudly in response, making him chuckle, “I take it as a yes”

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im sorry that clarence and cael is kinda short 😭 idk how to write for them

[xarrixii]

"Make me understand."

blood warning // snippet might be hard to follow

Silan knew how to lace his words in the one way that seemed to frustrate me on an entirely different level. It was the silent threat every time I gave him an order.

"No." I took one final look through the duffel bag before zipping it up.

He was screaming in protest. My head began to dull with the sudden overwhelming anger that I'd used the one thing I had against him. I had to blink away the reddish-pink flooding my eyes.

Underneath it was yellow. My fist clenched around the bag now hoisted on my shoulder.

"Fare, if you walk out that door, you better believe I will sick Barrow on you. You can't go throwing yourself into the maw of a serial killer."

I hated giving him orders, but I couldn't imagine a way where him coming along would go well. Or anybody, for that matter. "No you won't."

His chest fell, and the reddish-pink hue started to blind me again with its intensity. His left wing twitched significantly, and I had to take a deep breath to combat the emotional irregularity. The yellow seeped in underneath it all again, and I forced myself to look him in the eyes with one hand on the door handle.

"I'm not going to die, Silan."

"And I'm the reckless one between the two of us," he spat out, and I saw his already folded wings scrunch up.

I frowned at him with my eyes as purposefully as I could. "I've fought Delta once, I can fight Delta again. He can still only do so much."

"There's no law of mine where that makes sense. You have no fuel against him. This serial killer you denote is looking for an excuse to take you next, and you know it."

I fight the urge to bite my lip and slam the door on the emanating rage. I can fight without fear. It's how Delta went down the first time I took care of him. I've watched him on TV, he's still the same. Unlike him, I've had a world to grow my skills in since then.

It's too dangerous for everyone else. They don't know him like I do.

Besides, I don't know what role Delta has in the trafficking yet. It's clear he's influenced it somehow, and I can't risk Silan getting close to that.

It sinks in a little too late that I won't be the only one to die if I die here, and the only sound I can hear is my respirator racketing and chunking to keep working.

Delta smiles over me and chuckles. He says something, fidgeting for something from his pocket with the same fearless attitude. As if it was ridiculous to be afraid in a situation like this.

He shines a coin and waves it at me, flipping it when he realizes I'm not giving him any reaction.

My respirator is kicked off by his muddied boot.

"Listen, the empathy thing is actually kind of useful to me right now, if you wouldn't mind." He waves the coin again and takes a careful stroll around the pillar he tied me to. "It's retrocognition, right? Seeing the past, or whatever? I need whatever, um, how do you put it? Strong emotional residue? Was left on this coin here. Important for business."

I take in a breath ideally made for taking a stab at him, but instead it triggers a coughing fit and I can barely breathe for the next minute of my life.

"Your average is like, three minutes, right? In-and-out thing. Oh, wait. No, that might take longer. Total new experience for you." He shrugs, as if this new answer satisfied him, and crouches down to pat me on a blood-crusted shoulder. "Still, though, you will have to wake up from this. No coma, yeah?"

The coin's barely touched my skin when I'm overcome by a color so old it cuts through my brain. Something about a book, and a place, and the wings missing from my back, and the cold hard stone. My head smashing into the wall over and over.

I'm virtually choking on the memory when I come out of it. There's so much yellow in front of me I want to shrink.

"Fare," Silan says, breathing hard. He sees my eyes move, I assume, and crushes me in a hug where tears stain the back of my tattered Fear costume. He pulls out with shrieking yelps, and despite the way he flutters around absently and is constantly wiping tears from his eyes to grab me a spare respirator he'd brought, there's no blue.

There's a blue-gray--guilt. The pang of it mixed with the ability to breathe clearly again makes the gravity sink in.

"Why?" I ask. It comes out too angry. "Why would you leave? Silan, I told you to stay."

"You were going to die," he cries out. "I couldn't just--sit there!"

The yellow of his fear is suffocating in a different way. "I--I rescind every order I gave you in the past day."

I know it doesn't work like that, but I say it anyway. It doesn't help.

Fuck.

Fuck.

Fuck.

I've killed him.

He's got a gash torn through his right wing, and the crimson drips out from matted black feathers. As soon as it leaves, it turns yellow. I get an arm free, noticing Silan had untied me from the pillar. Something instinctual about wings I don't--I've never--had haunts me, and I shudder out the amount of stupid shit that's happened in the past twenty minutes.

Rage fills me. Everything I've ever hated about his law fills me, and I disconnect the handcuffs from one of my pockets and I force him against the floor. I click his hands back, and with every word he yells at me I fuel it into taking the phone from his pocket and dialing Barrow.

"Fare, no. Focus on getting out of here. Let me follow my code."

I take the fear radiating off him and I shove it somewhere else, taking just enough to form my yellow strings and bind him with it.

"I can't let you do that," I state as evenly as possible. My shoulder aches, and I can feel bruises forming elsewhere. I can feel a twang of orange ring through me with what I assume is his disgust, rather than pain.

"It's magic law! I can't break magic law, no matter how hard you try, Fare."

"Fuck your stupid law!" my voice raises as Barrow picks up. "What kind of honor code condemns all its followers to die for doing their job?"

"Fare?" Barrow asks.

I'm about to tell Barrow to get a squad car down to investigate the building and prevent Silan from following through when color swipes my cognitive thought away. Everything is white, and it's strong enough to be a concept of, white. I never learned what white was, but the very concept behind its coloration dyes tips into Silan's bound-up feathers.

"Fare?" Barrow asks again.

I've always associated white with Delta, as being plain unreadable. I'd theorized it as death, once. But death wasn't an emotion. I wouldn't see it, or feel it.

"I need a medic," I sound out each syllable. "That old museum, in West. The one everyone always gratified."

"What's Birdbrain squawking about in the background?"

"...I'm gonna need you to call the recog clinic too."

Silan's betrayal clouded deep orange, and I was almost sick with it by the time I wrapped him in a fit of retrocognition with his sword's memory.

Damn me if I'm letting him die like that.

YELLOW MEANS FEAR ---

there's a lot of lore behind this one. the main question you might have after this is "why is this happening," in which case, silan is magic-bound to following fare's orders or he has to kick it. this is not something anyone can control.

if your second question happens to be "does he die," the answer is no.

on the second day of @agirlandherquill's writemas

link to prompt post

[goddesstrolls]

ballgoers this year:

Definite: Helios (Going stag) Cheran (With Ashe) Hera (With Geonni) Silans (Going stag) Raz (With Ottana) Zara (Going stag) Harkes (Going stag) Ankiro (Going stag, might ask Eureve (Platonically. Definitely platonically)) Pheira (With Astirn) Nari (Going stag) Darvai (With the crew) Rotavh (With Joclyn) Kairos (With Yumech, but expects to see Avonis there)

If Asked: Arjenn (He would be baffled but will hesitantly say yes) Okahni Darric (Lowkey hoping Masuni asks) Aki (With Vielin, if she wants to) Ani (With Lucy) Raknos Forrin Akidis Nebale Arctus

[silantryoo]

bc im bored :d

Astrology ask game ☄️

sun ⇢ name 5 things you like about yourself?

moon ⇢ do you suppress your feelings?

mercury ⇢ are you a talkative person?

venus ⇢ describe your ideal type

mars ⇢ are you the type to approach others first or do you like others to do that instead?

jupiter ⇢ do you consider yourself a lucky or unlucky person?

saturn ⇢ what are the things you consider you struggle the most?

uranus ⇢ what things do you think should change in society?

neptune ⇢ are you a rational or intuitive person?

pluto ⇢ tell something supernatural that happened to you

ascendant ⇢ do you believe in love at first sight?

IC ⇢ do you think you had a good childhood?

descendant ⇢ what kind of people do you usually attract?

MC ⇢ what kind of reputation do you think you have?

aries ⇢ are you an impulsive person?

taurus ⇢ what's your favorite food?

gemini ⇢ do you have a good relationship with your siblings? if you're an only child, would you like to have siblings? how many?

cancer ⇢ do you want to start a family in the future? how many children would you like to have?

leo ⇢ do you like being the center of attention or do you prefer to go unnoticed?

virgo ⇢ do you consider yourself a perfectionist?

libra ⇢ would you like to get married in the future?

scorpio ⇢ do you feel comfortable talking about taboo things?

sagittarius ⇢ what places would you like to travel in the future?

capricorn ⇢ what's your ideal job?

aquarius ⇢ do you consider yourself an antisocial or social person?

pisces ⇢ what kind of art are you good at? (painting, dancing, singing, etc.)

1H ⇢ describe your style

2H ⇢ do you have any object that you like a little too much? what is it and why?

3H ⇢ what are some of the topics you like to talk about the most?

4H ⇢ which relatives are you the closest with?

5H ⇢ do you have a hobby? which one(s)?

6H ⇢ do you consider yourself a workaholic?

7H ⇢ what do you consider green flags in a relationship?

8H ⇢ what do you consider red flags in a relationship?

9H ⇢ what languages ​​would you like to learn?

10H ⇢ how do you want people to remember you?

11H ⇢ describe your friends in 3 words

12H ⇢ which is/are your biggest fear(s)?

[thepiratefish]

???: how many of you freaks do I have to fight

Seline: well I'm the only one who matters now you messed with my son and now I'm going to f*** you

*awkward silence*

Astra: well this just got interesting

Benny: it's fuck you up Ma

Silane knows what shes saying, she would NEVER cheat on her wife she's saying it as an intimidation tactic

[goldennikko]

OMG YES. shuhua's my bias (bit soyeons my ult, like shuhua's my idle bias and soyeon is like my bias in kpop but not in idle? 😭) so when nxde came out i died. think i got gayer than i already was 😭 AND HER MAMA PERFORMANCE????????????????? HEART ATTACK. its so nice to see jer come out of her shell more and more, shes always been amazing, she just wasnt confident enougj in her korean to show it and now she is :')

and YES hwaa <3 i saw someone on yt calling it bland the other day like?? just say ur boring and have no taste and go 😐

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OOH I GET IT I GET IT :> FR I THINK DIDN'T KNOW NXDE WAS COMING OUT THAT DAY OR I WAS LATE BECAUSE OF SCHOOL SHIT, SO I WAS SHOOKT???

that's true 😔 she also sacrificed a lot in nxde era (hER HEALTHY HAIR), that shows courage and i will never stop saying i'M SO PROUDDD

i do not condone "reddest red all these flowers bloom" hate here 👹 lIKE HOW CAN YOU HATE HWAA? THE LYRICS, ESPECIALLY IN ENGLISH, SO FREAKINNN MAGICAL??? and even if they hate hwaa, i think that song won a bunch of times or my memory is crusty and i'm still young wtf

and i'm stealing you from silan idc idc <3

[silantryoo]

wtf did i j see.

[silantryoo]

here yall go <3

AND ILL GET TO PR STUNT SOON NEXTR WEEK I PROMISE

valentine’s day asks!

do you have a crush on anyone?

what’s your favorite candy?

favorite love song?

what was your first kiss like?

what was your last kiss like?

sexual/romantic orientation?

do you prefer poems or love letters?

favorite fanfic trope?

have you ever been in love?

favorite milkshake flavor?

dinner dates or brunch dates?

favorite flowers?

favorite perfume/cologne?

favorite candle scent?

what’s your ideal first date?

favorite love story?

what’s the most attractive thing a person could wear?

chocolate, vanilla, or red velvet?

snow, rain, or sun?

sweetest romantic memory?

favorite dating sim (and favorite character)?

fictional crushes?

what’s your dream wedding like?

what makes you blush?

do you believe in love at first sight?

do you believe in soulmates?

denim jackets, leather jackets, or bomber jackets?

what’s your sign?

are you single?

do you prefer to charm, or be charmed?

guitar or piano?

favorite romcom (or any romantic movie)?

do you fall in love easily?

valentine’s decorations: yay or nay?

would you prefer to propose or be proposed to? what’s your dream proposal?

cloud gazing or star gazing?

do you like to dance?

what’s your OTP?

kittens or puppies?

coffee, hot chocolate, or tea?

favorite soda?

do you prefer gazing wistfully out the window or lying dramatically over the sofa?

favorite ABBA song?

fuck/marry/kill? (anons name 3 people of your choice)

favorite pajamas?

favorite liquor?

do you think about love a lot?

a walk in the park or a walk on the beach?

hand kisses or nose kisses?

what’s your dreamhouse?

[gimme-noodles-please]

If you're still taking requests for Lovebrush fics and hcs could you write about the first date which each of the LIs? It can be short and all the details are up to you!

First Date Headcannons

characters x gn! reader

—— characters; Aiyin/Ayn, Luchen/Alkaid, Luoxia/Lars, Silan/Clarence, Yexuan/Cael

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Ayn

he would definitely take you to cafe-hopping! we all know how much he loves sweets heh

at first when he asks you out, he asked where you would like to go. he would go with whatever you suggest!

however if you are unable to decide he would suggest to go cafe-hopping :3

being the gentlemen he is, he would pay for everything

he does not really initiate any physical contact, the most he would go is reach for your hand as you both walk down the pathway, only to retract his hand and stuff them in his pocket if you didn’t notice. (he likes to hold your hand 🥺)

“Hmm, the chocolate cake looks delicious. And so does the cheesecake. Oh? You want to try both? Sounds good to me”

Alkaid

he lets you make the decision! however if you can’t decide, he would take you to his favourite hill to stargaze and of course a picnic with food he made himself personally!

there are sandwiches, cupcakes and blended fruit juices, just for you! he’s got everything prepared for a perfect date

it is cute how he seems so contented talking about the constellations you both see while talking about the stories behind it

at the end of the day he would escort you back to your home, hesitantly leaving a gentle kiss on the top of your head as his soft voice bids you goodnight

“Whenever i look into your eyes, I see the whole universe of stars. It’s beautiful, just like you”

Lars

amusement park. he would immediately suggest to go to the amusement park. there isn’t one on the island? no worries, he got his yacht and helicopter at his beck and call. are you worried about the ticket price? don’t worry, he’s got everything covered, just relax and enjoy

he would take your hand in his with no hesitation as he leads you to one ride after the other, resembling an excited puppy going out to play

he likes to go on more thrilling rides but would go on whichever you would like to too! he would prefer to be with you at all times. if you are too scared to ride any thrilling rides, he would not force you, though that does not mean he won’t tease you a litte

he spoils you a lot. if he notices your eyes lingering a little too long on something, like example a huge cotton candy. he would buy one for you despite your protests

“Oh come on, is my little painter scared of a rollercoaster like this~? It’s okay, if you are scared, you can grab onto my arm, I will always be by your side.”

Clarence

he would love to go to the cat cafe! he loves cats and he doesn’t wish to go with something typical like the movies or a fancy restaurant. plus he doubts you would like to go fishing with him.

he is very gentle and respectful throughout the date. like offering his hand when you are walking down the stairs with no railing to hold on to

you might be surprised by how natural clarence is with cats. cats love him for some reason. he teaches you the basics of cat behaviour, how to pet a cat properly and most importantly, asking the cat for permission before patting it

overall it is the chill happi vibes hehe. (he was worried that the date would be too boring for you)

he would definitely buy something for you, like perhaps a matching set of merchandise from the cafe as memory of this day

“I had a great time today, any time spent with you is enjoyable. What about you?”

Cael

dude literally knows you so well considering he was with you throughout your teen years. at some point in time there is an instance when you mentioned to him about your ideal first date

he doesn’t tell you the location and just asked you to prepare, when you asked where you’d be going, he would mysteriously smile and shake his head, saying it is a surprise

you are taken by surprise just how well prepared the date was (he would literally do anything just to make you happy, no matter the cost or methods needed to achieve it. i mean, ‼️SPOILER ALERT‼️ he literally built a cinema before with futuristic technology to show a possible future you might have, there is nothing this man can’t do)

you could tell he was nervous, after all he has never been on a date with someone. the only experience he has is hearing stories from your mom when she was still alive and possibly fangirling about your father

aside from his well-concealed nervousness that only you were able to observe from his slight change in his normally serene expression, you would’ve thought that he had some sort of experience with this considering how flawless and smooth the entire date went.

“My greatest happiness is seeing you happy, seeing you smile makes all my efforts worth it.”

[shuxiii]

thank you for saying pablo from backyard silan i suddenly rememrber the cool song called castaway 

[xarrixii]

On the twentieth day of Writemas a writing prompt game hosted by agirlandherquill

Fury was a vicious beast that nothing could tame, no whispers, no gentle touches, nothing but violence battering violence,

Only then, did the red-pink haze clear.

I had gotten so used to not seeing Delta's name on the news followed by some level of homicide, I forgot I was capable of a rage deep enough to see in the TV's reflection when Barrow turned it off.

"...Fare," Silan turns all beige. I realize I had stood up from the couch where he'd been blanketing me with his wing. "You... okay?"

I have to hold it in. Barrow's staring at me.

Then she's not. She's staring away. There's—orange, and yellow, and I'm trying to guess what that actually means when she also raises up from the armchair she likes in my apartment.

"Fine," I'm not.

"How in fucking Magic did we let this fucker get out of jail?" Barrow scoffs, and she floods the room with orange. My respirator clicks. "He's killed, like, how many fucking people? Who gave up keeping him behind bars?"

I don't know, but I have a real good fucking idea based on the imagery he left behind at the scene.

FEAR, the A a big fat triangle.

He's fucking taunting me.

"Junior's not gonna like that." Barrow paces over to my kitchen and starts rummaging around. Eventually she sighs and just takes an energy drink from the fridge, gulping it down like it's some contest. The can crushes in her hand when she slams it down empty.

She's trying to breathe, for me.

It's less suffocating with her on the other side of the floor plan. Even if she was mostly looking for alcohol, I silently thank her.

"Junior's gonna hate that," Barrow says. "Fuck."

I already do. I already hate it. But I shove it down because I hate seeing myself give off so much in my reflection in the TV. I almost died putting Delta into a cell-block where I'd hoped he'd never see the light of day again.

"How bad," Silan treads carefully, leaning slightly forward with one wing extended toward me, "is this Delta guy?"

"He should've been tried as a Magic-forsaken terrorist!" Barrow yells, and I instinctively inch back at the wave of nausea that gives me. Silan helps guide me back to sitting down. "The amount of fucking murders attributed to this man has filled up a fucking file room of its own in KFIB HQ's basement! I had to go in there dozens of times myself, would you fucking believe it, we took turns at the station bringing it down there!"

I deliberately stare down my mother's painting on the wall. The KFIB has been groping for me ever since I secured Delta looking like I was a pin cushion. Delta's the one who really made my Fear character come to life the way it did with the yellow strings. And now I'm hitting a case running dangerously close the KFIB involvement, and suddenly Delta is free?

I'm calling bullshit.

I am calling so much bullshit.

He already attributed a blood mural in my name.

So many people are going to die.

related to YELLOW MEANS FEAR on my pinned post

prompt: Fury was a vicious beast that nothing could tame, no whispers, no gentle touches, nothing but violence battering violence, only then did the red haze clear.

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late gaming

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