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jjuzoir · 4 years
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request: Lawrence x female reader fluff please and thank you! (´ᴖωᴖ`) by anonie
a/n: lawrence remains my favorite defel character 🤸‍♀️ j would 🥰🥰 hes such a comfort character !! like yes my friends are dead but at least i’m alive and comfy yum yum
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It had been a long day, you had spent most of the day helping fix around the run down school you’d been forced to live in by the present situation. You were tired and your hands hurt, you’d been with Eugene for most of the patrol and he wasn’t exactly the most physically gifted so you ended up doing most of the heavy lifting.
You make your way to your shared room with Lawrence, your boyfriend of a few weeks. Originally you had bunked with Judy but after your relationship with the glass-wearing leader had been established you moved in with him to his classroom.
When you arrived, the brunette was nowhere to be seen so you guessed he must still be patrolling with Ethan and Zion— you sit down in the makeshift bed you two shared and stare out the window, it wasn’t exactly dangerous to go patrolling at night but that didn’t ease your worries for the trio.
Sure, you were inside school grounds surrounded by a, surprisingly sturdy, gate but that didn’t mean it was impenetrable. A huge fear you’d had ever since joining the survivors was the gate suddenly giving out on you; not that you’d tell anyone, you didn’t want to worry anyone with your fears.
You look around the room and at the clock, it was almost 11PM, it was later than you thought… you shake your head, Lawrence was fine. He was two of the strongest people you knew and he was smart— if there was someone you were certain would make it out alive out of this it was him.
You rub your hands, it was starting to get cold— winter was coming soon and the temperatures were lowering and no matter how hard you tried, the heating system in the school was completely useless. Even after looting countless stores you’d only found so many clothes for winter.
You change out of your daily wear into more comfortable clothes and slip into the bed, thick blankets you’d borrowed from rundown stores back during the summer heat had proven more useful than Scarlett had originally argued.
You slowly felt yourself drift off to sleep when you heard the sliding door open followed by the sound of shoes being removed, you could hear Lawrence shake off his jacket and ready himself to bed as quietly as he could in an attempt to not wake you up. You hear more shuffling around before the makeshift mattress sinks and you feel a warm body lay besides you.
Your eyes are still closed as you feel his arms snake around your waist before your boyfriend pulls you into his chest.
“I know you’re awake.” He mumbles as he begins to play with your fingers, a habit he’d had since the day you began dating.
“Mhm,” you groan, burying yourself deeper into his chest, “it’s late, dontcha think?”
Your words come out a little slurred, mixed with drowsiness from the hard day of work you’d had— and brown eyes soften at your cuteness, you’d always been such a hard worker, trying to prove your worth to the team and that they hadn’t made a mistake when welcoming you.
“It is,” he hums, “we thought we heard something so we had to check, ended up finding a few cabins with some supplies we had missed… kinda crazy how there’s still so much we don’t know even if we’ve been here for so long.”
“Yeah.” His voice begins to lull you into a nice sleep, whenever you were with Lawrence it wasn’t hard to feel relaxed and safe— even in the middle of a zombie apocalypse when you’re with him it feels like you’re going to make it, like there’s a horizon and a future waiting for you and him.
“I’m happy,” brown eyes flutter shut, a soft smiling finds its way onto his cheeks, “I’m happy I found you… I don’t know what I’d done, where I’d be right now if it weren’t for you.”
He’d go crazy, he thinks to himself, in such a short amount of time you’d managed to ground him and become the source of peace in his hectic day. He might be filling in a leader-like role right now but you, he smiles wider at the thought, you’re what’s keeping him and this very group together. You had no idea how much you meant to him, and he planned on making you know everyday of his life from now onwards.
His thoughts go back to the poster he’d found earlier and he’s now sure of what he has to do to ensure a safe future with you. He won’t hesitate anymore, if he wants to live a perfect life with you, he can’t continue stalling the inevitable.
He opens his eyes slowly, without his glasses things look a little blurred, but that’s okay - he muses - because he can still see how beautiful you are under the soft moonlight, the way it illuminates your face and highlights your cheeks. He feels himself falling in love with you all over again.
“I’ll protect you,” a slightly calloused hand starts caressing your face, “no matter what.”
It’s a promise, he thinks to himself, he better get some sleep now; tomorrow will be a big day.
“A very big day indeed…”
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jjuzoir · 4 years
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A dangerous fellow hc with Zion where mc is hurt bc Zion is choosing Scarlett over her and do mc becomes increasingly brash and charging into danger which worries Zion? It’s a lil complicated sorry haha
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A/N: anonieeee:;; i’m sorry TT it took me sooo long ahh;;; kdjsjsn,,, i hope you like it,,, 😔👉🏻👈🏻
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Jealousy | Zion
For a week or so your boyfriend, Zion, had been paying more attention to Scarlett.
Not that big of a deal, right? Yes, you guessed, but at the same time it kind of… hurt you? Maybe not so much the fact he was spending time with the pretty blonde but how pushed back you felt.
He constantly pushed you away with excuses involving her and it got to the point even the other guys thought something was up. Eugene and Harry began hanging out with you, out of what you could only guess was pity.
So, instead of bottling the feelings up any longer you decided to confront him. You knew that keeping the frustration in would only hurt you and the relationship.
So, you gathered all your courage and knocked on his classroom door.
As it slowly opened you were able to take a small peek to find, to much surprise, that it was empty.
You stepped inside quietly and looked around worried, it was already past the established bedtime and Zion was nowhere to be found.
“Zion,” you whispered as you squint your eyes, the blue-tinted room dark from the lack of light source.
No answer.
You felt a headache coming to you as worry washed over you, where could he be? Had he left with- no, he wouldn’t?
“Did he leave with her?” You bit your nails in worry, the thought was irrational no matter from what angle you looked at it but for some reason your distraught mind made it seem like the only rational solution. He had been spending an awfully long amount of time with her.
Your chest felt contacted as if it had shrunk in size and tears blocked your vision; you were scared, standing in his room at night, of losing him. You felt like the relationship was going nowhere, it was stuck in a limbo where neither of you could understand the other, you didn’t want that.
You rub your eyes before turning around and leaving the room quickly, maybe he was just checking up on food? Water? What would he be checking in on anyway!
You hurriedly make your way to your room when you hear a giggle, a girly giggle; Scarlett, soon followed by a deeper laugh… Zion was with Scarlett.
Somehow, the prospect made your chest hurt more than if he had suddenly left. He had chosen her over you, again.
You turn on your heels, it felt like your feet were glued to the ground and you couldn’t move; you felt small. Had Zion regretted being in a relationship with you instead of being with Scarlett?
You gulp down a fat tear before sprinting down the stairs and into the back of the school where you felt your legs give up.
He had been your only comfort for a while, a sign of you not being alone and yet he felt like he was slipping away.
You felt tears rapidly fall down your cheeks as your whole body trembled as you sobbed, before long you felt yourself grow tired and limp; exhaustion soon became present in all of your muscles.
You were sure you were alone, no one was going to be with you anyway- not even your boyfriend stuck with you, but apparently, a zombie would.
You heard a low growl coming from your right, a growl similar to that of a disfigured wolf threatening because you knew what it once was but terrifying of what it had become.
You turn around slowly attempting to move quietly, you squint your eyes trying to find the source of the movement when you catch a glance of a tall silhouette hanging from a tree.
“How did it get here?” You mumbled as you slowly crawl backwards in fear, if you could run fast enough maybe it wouldn’t see you but it was too late as it snapped its neck to face you, burnt skin that had come out of its face and yellow teeth drenched in dried blood became visible as it opened its mouth and screamed.
Adrenaline pumping in your veins your scramble upwards and attempt to run back inside only to trip on a stick and fall face first into the ground,
you were now scratched and bleeding. Your whole body burned as you turned around to see that thing trying to climb down the tree, it didn’t seem to know how so you tried your luck again and forced yourself up and sprinted down the back of the school.
You heard a thud behind you and almost tripped again when you saw it laying on the ground trying to get up; it had a few missing limbs and you could see the flesh and bones where they had been amputated, you were trying your hardest not to puke.
Just as you were about to give up you extend your finger in hopes of finding anything to protect yourself, you feel a cold metal blindly grasp for it; a pole, it was awkwardly cut and it had a sharp edge in the end, and right now it was the only thing you could use to attempt to use for protection.
You use it to try and stand up and quickly change the way you grasp it before awkwardly raising it and hitting it against the floor as a warning, but it didn’t care and only continued getting closer to your panicking form. You raise it again now that it was a bit closer and shove it inside the things neck, blood splattered around the floor and up the metal and you felt your food travel up your throat, just as you were about to repeat the moment you heard someone scream your name.
“What the fuck are you doing-?!” A bush of red hair darted from behind the creature and tackled you in a hug, it was Zion.
“I-I was trying to,” you attempt to form a coherent sentence as he smothered you against his chest.
He looks at you dead in the eyes with worry, it was the first time he had looked at you like that in a while, before turning around to the impaled creature he slowly took the pole out of its neck and shoved it in the chest, not that you could see well with tears forming around your eyes, and just like that it slowly died.
“You were looking for me?” You asked softly.
“I just told you that,” he ruffles his hair annoyed, “why were you out here this late?”
“I don’t know…”
“You don’t know why you’re out here?” Zion raised his eyebrow at you.
“I- yes I know but it’s dumb,” you cough slightly.
“Of course it’s dumb, I can’t think of a single damn reason why you’d willingly walk outside and into a darn zombie,” he looked at you confused, “Just tell me.”
“I-I was,” you take a deep breath as you felt the scars and bumps you got, “I was jealous of- of Scarlett.”
“Jealous of Scarlett?” Zion breathed out confused, he walked over to you with furrowed eyebrows as he laughed awkwardly.
“Yeah, I- you were spending so much time with her I-I thought you, maybe, regretted being with me,” you explained shyly, “I tried looking for you to talk it out but- I heard you two hiding or something and I didn’t wanna bother you…”
“S-So instead of waiting you ran here up to a zombie?” He tried to understand your reasoning as you two stood under the bright moon.
“Not really, I just wanted to walk it out and it was there…”
“You could’ve died, you could have died!” Zion whispered to himself before realizing how it could’ve ended, “[Name], are you stupid?!”
“I didn’t mean to but it just happened-“
“You happen to find a coin not try taking down a fuckin’ zombie by yourself! Not even Ethan and I can do that, you’re lucky this bastard had only two days left before becoming fossil fuel!” Zion exclaimed, “You should’ve told me before, you-you should’ve at least waited or something!”
“Waited for what? For you- you to turn me down whenever I try talking to you?” You spit back annoyed, had he not realized how he was pushing you back, “Haven’t you noticed how little time you’ve spent with me? I-I have been trying, Zion, for a week- hell maybe even more- to talk to you about it but you’re always running off with her! So go ahead, dump me and go for her! You spend so much time with her I’m not even sure you’re my boyfriend!”
You felt your chest rise and fall rapidly as you finished your rant, finally getting it all out of your chest. You couldn’t find it in yourself to look him in the eye either tears jam-packed in yours, your hands trembled on your sides as you attempted to calm your heart down.
“Oh?” The red-haired boy whispered, you look up to him and find him standing in front of you, “I-I didn’t know that you felt like that, I-I’m sorry…”
“You should be,” you stutter, “I just need to know, and be honest, is this even gonna work?”
“What? Us? Of course it will, what are ya’ saying?,” Zion was taken by surprise, “This was just a lack of communication, whenever you feel like this again, just tell me… Okay?”
“Fine…”
“And whenever you feel like you need some space or that Scarlett’s hogging me up,” he approaches you slowly before hugging you tightly, “Don’t be a fucking idiot and tell me.”
“Sure,” you hug him back. Even if he was rough around most edged, even if he had a hard time reading the signs you dropped- he could be nice, yeah… he could be.
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jjuzoir · 4 years
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i saw that u do matchups and i was curious if i can have a dangerous fellows one? im in love with memes, im shy but when i open up im chaos like i snort smarties, i have big social anxiety and if ur my friend my problems become yours. i will not hesitate to crack a dirty joke, and i have weird taste in anime boys thats it
you sound so cool anon, like very fucking cool;; and i has a fun time writing this too!!! anyway- broski, here it is;
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I ship you with Zion!
- Bro,, please;;
- Zion was put off at first with your shy personality mainly because he’s got one that can fill a room and a half.
- So when you slowly began opening up he couldn’t really process the fact that you and the first version of you he met were the same person.
- Loves your chaotic energy, he radiates the same energy so get ready for trouble.
- Lawrence is so done with your shit he hates it.
- In the middle of meetings you will whisper a dirty joke and Zion will be red in the face trying to not laugh.
- It’ll come to a point you only have to open your mouth and he’s halfway to asphyxiation.
- Zion’s very patient with your social anxiety, he doesn’t have it but after seeing how badly it can affect you he’s more protective of you in social situations.
- He’s ready to throw hands whenever Scarlett makes a joke of your anxiety, cus that sucks bro >:(
- I feel like he’s willing to go to any lengths to make sure you’re comfortable and safe while not feeling trapped.
- Very softie, very nice.
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jjuzoir · 4 years
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haiiii (idk if im doing this right-) but can u do a mc x eugene (from dangerous fellows) fanfic?thank u uwu💜
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A/N: hi! you are doing absolutely amazingly don’t worry! this was actually very damn fun to write,,, but i’m gonna do a short bullet point fic and a small drabble that takes place after the end of the fic!
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Realism | Eugene
- So! You met during the apocalypse and that’s not very… you know, romantic.
- But somehow, you two kind of fell for each other.
- It’s kind of silly when you think about it, in a life or death and in such a survive or die situation you still managed to fall in love with Eugene.
- At first, he kind of pushed you away with his pessimistic almost depressing point of view.
- That and his edgy comments and rude remarks made your grumble in annoyance.
- His constant dark remarks anguished you a lot, especially since he seemed to constantly want to remind the group after you tried to cheer things up.
- But still... he was kinda cute when he kept his mouth shut.
- “Being realistic and pessimistic are two different things, Eugene,” you whispered harshly at him during one particular night shift.
- “And being optimistic and stupid are also two very different things, [Name],” he responded annoyed at you.
- After that you argued a little bit and then you two kind… started understanding where the other came from.
- And that’s how a very unexpected friendship formed.
- On one hand there was you trying your best to look at the positive side of things and then there was Eugene who did not like the situation and constantly reminded everyone that he did not like the situation.
- You two balanced each other out a lot, neutralising the negativity and the positivity into a very nice balance of realism.
- Slowly, his remarks started to be softer and it was like he actually felt bad when he hurt you and you stopped calling him as many names as you used to.
- Zion describes you two as the group’s emotional brain-cells.
- And when you two were caught kissing by a flustered Harry and Lawrence no one was surprised.
- Dating Eugene during the literal apocalypse was probably one of the few things that kept you from going insane.
- And so you two started sharing a classroom, duh.
- During patrols you two were always paired together and were often found around the music room where Eugene would show you the songs he planned on recording once things were over.
- And when he told you that same exact quote you broke down crying and at first he didn’t understand why until you pointed it out while hugging him.
- “You said ‘once things were over’, dummy,” you whispered into his shirt.
- “O-Of course we’re gonna survive,” he looked around the room blushing red, “I ain’t letting you die on me.”
- It meant so much because it was a sign from him that he had now started to see things in a more positive light.
- And you were proud of him, because you both knew how scary it was to not know if you’d survive.
- After that, you two became even closer and Zion grew more and more uncomfortable with you two and your affection.
- “Dude please stop we’re in the apocalypse stop being all romantic and shit.”
- But that changed once you both found out about the safe zone, a heaven on earth.
- And that’s how you two tried and failed to convince Lawrence to take the whole group to the safe zone, accidentally triggering him to attempt to kill everyone.
- At the end, from what you knew, only you and Eugene made it out alive that night.
- You both ran until your legs gave out in front of a huge stadium, the only chance of survival you had left.
- You two were rushed in and checked out for any sign of injury or infection.
- Surprisingly, the safe zone was quite empty.
- Only a couple hundred people, shocking considering the size of the town you lived in.
- Police officers filled you both in; Many people were infected and it was too late to save them and not everyone had successfully reached confinement.
- Once you were left alone, you both hugged each other.
- A hug way longer than any hug he’d let you two share before.
- Worried about your friends you informed the police officers about the school and fear of them not making it.
- They assured you both they’d look into it as soon as they got more supplies and orders from the government.
- Eugene and you shared a tent you would now call home until news from the government came.
- It was awkward at first, especially not knowing if your friends were still alive but at least you had each other.
- You two stayed there for three weeks until you two were allowed to move into a hospital that hadn’t been touched in the mountain side, Eugene, you, and a couple of other survivors were taken from the stadium to the new location.
- Much to your horror; what about the group? Had they made it? Your thoughts almost mimicked the ones you had gotten the first day of the outbreak; except now, they were possibly worse. You wouldn’t know about them...
- The brown-haired boy took you into his arms and hugged you tightly; “Being optimistic and realistic are two different things, [Name], stop being a crybaby...”
- You sniffled into his worn down gray sweatshirt and nodded. He smelled like shit, really, but even then you still felt comfortable in his arms.
- “Let’s hope Lawrence got his shit together and that we’ll meet them again.”
- And that’s the day you two shared your firsts “I love you”.
- “I love you, Eugene.”
- “I love you too, idiot.”
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It had been 2 weeks since you had arrived at the hospital, a hospital that had been turned into a shelter of sorts.
It was hidden in the mountains but it was near enough that the government could bring you food and utilities. It had a water source nearby allowing you all to bathe and drink water with no worries, you always had three meals a day and a warm bed. It surprised you that it was only five weeks ago that you were in a rundown high school sleeping on a cold bedroom floor.
Now you shared a bed and room with your boyfriend, Eugene. A sanitized room with a nice warm bed and a window to the mountain sides, you had filled it rather quickly with Eugene with trinkets and plants you had found; all in hopes of salvaging any sort of normality in the situation. The government had outdid itself really, it managed to build hundreds of small shelters for the survivors while actively looking for a cure and from what the news had said, after a particular breakthrough they estimated they’d finish their first prototype in a month's time.
However, no matter the amount of good news that came your way you were still plagued by the nightmares of the night Lawrence lost his mind and went berserk on you. You could still hear the sound of glass shattering from the force the living dead used to break into what once was a safe haven for you. You could only wish and pray the remainder of the group got out on time.
Probably sensing your worries, you felt your boyfriend’s arms circle your waist in a hug. His breath on your shoulders a reminder that he was here and that, at the very least, you weren’t alone.
“They’re gonna be fine,” Eugene whispered, his soft hair (which he had finally washed for the first time in weeks) tickles your cheek.
“How do we know? We barely could make it out and we were close to the exit as it was,” you looked at him in worry, his dark eyes looked back at yours filled with affection. Such gentle affection you wondered if he was the same Eugene you had met weeks earlier.
“We don’t, but as you said once, there’s nothing wrong with a little bit of hope,” he painfully squeezed your cheek until it turned red before kissing you.
You leaned against his chest and gently caressed his hands as they drummed a soft pattern against your chest, a warm and carefree moment painted in oranges by the setting sun.
“When did you get so sensitive and smart?” You laughed as you both watched the sun set from your room, an odd sense of peace washing over you.
“I’ve always been a genius, [Name],” Eugene responded in fake offense, his tone way too annoying, “Who do ya’ think I am?”
“You know I love you to bits, right?” You turned your head gently to the side to admire his profile; sharp nose, long lashes; he looked out of a painting. As cheesy as it sounded you felt the need to remind him, you knew he felt guilty as well, you could still remember his face when you two first heard the music blasting from the speakers, and you hoped your words didn’t cut into any open-wounds.
“Yes I do,” he looked at you as he leaned to rest his head against your shoulder, “Bug ya’ know I love you more, right?”
“Tch, this ain’t a competition,” You snorted, “and impossible, I love you to death, asshole.”
“Nah, I love you more,” Eugen challenged you before picking you up and throwing you against the bed, you bounced up and down shrinking in horror as he wrapped his hands against you sides.
“No you don’t-! Eugene stop!” You gasped as he tickled your sides harshly, “Stop!”
“Nope, not until you admit I love you more,” he continued being merciless. This was off enough in his character for you to know he was doing his best to keep your mind off any negativity and you appreciated his efforts.
“N-no-! Gah, fine! Fine y-you win, you love me the most, Eugene stop-! Just let me breathe, oh my god!” You gasped for air tears trickled against your cheeks.
“Good,” he smirked as he looked down at you and you could see the worry in his eyes, “I love you, [Name].”
“I love you too.”
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