#ღ mature co.

[rainbowsouled]

"I'm not shy, I'll say it- I've been picturing you naked. I'm a little faded, you look like a fuckin' paintin.'"

[katherinewinchester13]

When you're young

You just run

But you come back

To what you need

This love is good, this love is bad

This love is alive back from the dead, oh

These hands had to let it go free

And this love came back to me, oh

✧─ ★: *.✦ .* :★. ─✧✧─★: *.✦ .* :★. ───✧

★★★★☆

── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ─

Complete 💯

MATURE

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✨SHIPS✨ 🩵

Jordan Parish/Noah Stilinski

Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski

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DESCRIPTION 🌟

When Jordan Parrish learned that his grandmother had left him everything to her name - including, but not limited to, her home in Beacon Hills - he had seen it as the fresh start he was in desperate need of following his return from the war.

Never would he have anticipated becoming unlikely and unwilling friends with the young boy next door whom his grandma used to watch over, much less did he expect to get so invested in the child that he'd find himself co-parenting the boy alongside the boy's father, Beacon Hills County's Sherrif, one Noah Stillinski.

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[comfreyhollywings]

𝜌𝛼𝑐 𝑟𝜀𝛼𝜕𝜄𝜋𝑔 - 𝜔𝘩𝛼𝜏 𝜕𝜎𝜀𝑠 𝛼𝜌𝘩𝑟𝜎𝜕𝜄𝜏𝜀 𝜔𝛼𝜋𝜏 𝜏𝜎 𝑠𝛼𝜑 𝜏𝜎 𝜑𝜎𝜇?

1st ριᥴ - ριᥣᥱ 1. 

2ᥒd ριᥴ - ριᥣᥱ 2.

3rd ριᥴ - ριᥣᥱ 3.

𝒑𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝟏 -  

 𝑘𝑒𝑦 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠: 𝑟𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑙𝑑, 𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑘 ℎ𝑎𝑖𝑟, 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒’𝑠 𝑓𝑎𝑣𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑦 𝑎𝑠 𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑗𝑜𝑘𝑒, 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛-𝑓𝑟𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝑔𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑠, 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑎𝑙𝑡𝑎𝑟 (𝑑𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑝ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑑𝑖𝑡𝑒) 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑐𝑟𝑎��𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑜𝑛, 𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑘𝑦 𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛, 𝑒𝑥𝑒𝑠, 𝑎𝑑𝑑𝑟𝑒��𝑠 𝑛𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟, 𝑝ℎ𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑛𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟. 𝑒𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑟 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑖𝑛𝑣𝑜𝑙𝑣𝑒 𝟷𝟷𝟷 𝑜𝑟 𝟸𝟸𝟸𝟸.

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𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓼:

the devil rx 

king of cups rx 

9 of pentacles

knight of cups 

4 of pentacles

queen of wands

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“𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒅.” 𝒂𝒑𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒅𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒑𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒑𝒔, 𝒏𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔. 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒏 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒕 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒌𝒔, 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒂𝒊𝒓 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆.

what i see here is a specific message or situation. i do see this as you or someone else near you coming out of a toxic ex situation. the main themes here were addiction, co-dependency, and heartbreak. a lot of it. i get here that the ex (or one of the parties) was very repressed, cold, calculative, and manipulative. while they had their moments of being compassionate, mature, and emotionally reserved, most of the time this energy was out of control into angry outbursts and specifically made situations where you had to rely on them. i am picking up on the fact that this is past energy however, as you’ve wiggled free out of this situation by being either independent both financially and emotionally. 

“i want to commend you on this. what it took for you to get out of this situation and step into your independence is no easy feat.” 

i don’t know why i’m getting the feeling that either you or both parties are keeping their dreams close to their chest. mostly you - i think. it has a lot to do with what you want in a romance, your day dreams, and your decisions in your love-life. instead of sharing it with others, you’ve decxided it to clutch it tightly to your chest. oddly enough, i’m not really hearing “let it go” as an indicator to release these dreams. it’s more like.. it  has something to do with safety, knowing your value, and blooming into your full potential as someone who knows their worth. cheesy, i know, but i’m truly picking up that you’re blooming into someone who can and will bite back, who takes things with a “no-nonsense” attitude while simultaneously being someone who drives forward in a very inspired manner. 

“𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂 𝒑𝒖𝒓𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒆,” 𝒂𝒑𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒅𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒚𝒔, 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒖𝒏𝒔 𝒂 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒉𝒂𝒊𝒓. “𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒂𝒚 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝒚𝒆𝒕, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒕𝒔 𝒖𝒔𝒆. 𝒊 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒆. 𝒑𝒂𝒚 𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔, 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆.”

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𝒑𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝟐

𝑘𝑒𝑦 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠: 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑤𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑠𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑘 𝑜𝑟 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑢𝑚𝑒, “𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑚𝑒”,  𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑎𝑛𝑎 𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑒’𝑠 “𝑦𝑜𝑢’𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤”, 𝑅𝐸𝑀 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑢𝑚𝑒/𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑦, 𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑟/𝑎𝑖𝑟 𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑔𝑦, 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛, 𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠, 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑎 𝑓𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑚/𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛? 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑓𝑙𝑖𝑐𝑡, 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑑, 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘𝑎ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑖𝑐𝑖𝑠𝑚.

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𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓼:

5 of wands

8 of pentacles

the fool 

4 of pentacles

the hanged man

ace of pentacles rx.

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“𝒚𝒐𝒖’𝒗𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍.” 𝒂𝒑𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒅𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕. “𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒔 𝒊’𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒇𝒖𝒔𝒂𝒍 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆. 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒑𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒚𝒐𝒖’𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒉𝒖𝒎𝒂𝒏.”

there’s something to do with missed opportunity due to a fear of lack. i think there’s something that you had to release by the time you’ve come to click on this reading - something fear-related that was very hard to let go of. it sort of reminds me of my own situation (lmao welcome to the party) where you’ve had to face conflict in your external environment. it could be a squabble from your family, friends, or both. the word “business” also came through to me in this reading, so i think it could also be due to work? or something work-related? 

it feels as if you’ve decided to take a new perspective on it though. for once in your live, you’ve realized that you really hadn’t known anything at all. literally, its: boo-boo the fool, but not necessarily in a derogative way. it more like it’s a step of releasing the coin you built to your chest so tightly, it became unhealthy. because of this journey, there were several missed opportunities you have to take in order to fully release this unhealthy detachment you’ve got yourself into. because i feel as if your job/career has fully engulfed your life, this journey aphrodite has gotten you into is all about releasing, babe. 

sorry to call you out like this (not really), but it also feels like.. you’ve overextended? and that you’ve overestimated your ability to the point where it’s seriously driving up a wedge between you and your family. your family is also trying to get you to focus your mind off of work, but it hasn’t been working because there’s an active conflict between finances in the family as well. that’s why you’ve been working hard at this very moment. 

𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒅𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒔, 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒎 𝒃𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒓𝒖𝒃 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌. 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒐𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈. “𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆, 𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒅. 𝒚𝒐𝒖’𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅. 𝒚𝒐𝒖’𝒗𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍. 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖’𝒓𝒆 𝒂 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒃𝒃𝒐𝒓𝒏 𝒐𝒏𝒆, 𝒔𝒐 𝒊 𝒘𝒐𝒏’𝒕 𝒉𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕 𝒂𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒔 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒂𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒆𝒔. 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒔𝒆 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒈𝒊𝒏 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉. 𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆.””

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𝒑𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝟑

𝑘𝑒𝑦𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠: 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑧𝑒𝑑, 𝑐𝑙𝑢𝑚𝑠𝑦, 𝑎 𝑏𝑖𝑡 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑, 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑑, 𝑡𝑟𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑜𝑐𝑢𝑠, ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑧𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑐𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟, 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑑𝑒𝑛, 𝑛𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠, 𝑒𝑢𝑟𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑛, 𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑘𝑙𝑒𝑠, 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒.. 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑣𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑠 (???), 𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔/𝑔𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑡𝑒𝑒𝑡ℎ, 𝑐𝑢𝑟𝑙𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑖𝑟, ℎ𝑎𝑧𝑒𝑙 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠, 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑤𝑦𝑙𝑎𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑠𝑖𝑥 𝑜𝑓 𝑐𝑟𝑜𝑤𝑠. 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑞𝑢𝑜𝑡𝑒: “𝑌𝑜𝑢’𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑘 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛’𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑. 𝑌𝑜𝑢’𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑘 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢’𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑓𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠. 𝑌𝑜𝑢’𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑑𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒.” 𝑒𝑚𝑝𝑖𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑦, 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑧𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛, 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑙𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑢𝑑 𝑑𝑜𝑜𝑟𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑠.

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𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓼:

ace of wands

king of swords rx

9 of swords 

2 of swords

7 of wands

the hanged man 

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“𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖’𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒂𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒐𝒇.” 𝒂𝒑𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒅𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒔. “𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒄𝒄𝒆𝒑𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖?

“𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒐𝒇? 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏’𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒖𝒑 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔?” 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅, 𝒂𝒑𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒅𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒓𝒚 𝒐𝒏 𝒃𝒆𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒇 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖. “𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒂 𝒅𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒇𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒔. 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒂 𝒔��𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒅𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒇𝒍𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝒈𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒔. 𝒚𝒐𝒖’𝒓𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆. 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂 𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒅-𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒚, 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒑𝒊𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆 𝒂 𝒑𝒂𝒕𝒉 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒐𝒘𝒏. 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒅𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 ��𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒕𝒉𝒔, 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆. 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒗𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍.”

“𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇. 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒇 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅𝒆𝒅, 𝒅𝒐𝒏’𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒑. 𝒊 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒑 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒆. 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏, 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓, 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊 𝒂𝒎 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒕. 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒏.” 𝒂𝒑𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒅𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒂 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒐𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒌. “𝒊 𝒂𝒎 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆.” 

jesus, pile 3. you’re among the many piles that need to release certain things. the one thing you know and have been nudges to release is definitely this: shame. maybe you’ve come to realize that when you came to click on this reading. we’re here to remind you that this shame isn’t helping you, and i’m sure you know this. this shame isn’t what’s driving you forward, but rather, keeping you in your past and repeating self-sabotaging behaviors that make you come across as indecisive. perhaps it was a father-figure to you, cold and very cruel. i’m hearing that there may have been a lot of gaslighting involved in the regret that morphed into a lot of shame about who you are. all the parts that make up that part of you. 

start making decisions you know is right for you, not anybody else. you’re the one who’s living this life. all those years of indoctrinated shame? it’s shame and regrets that isn’t rightfully yours. release and let go. when you step up into who you’re called to be, destinies will change. lives will change. you are made to be you. so be you, unapologetically. all those little tendencies you’re so ashamed about are so small, endearingly so, and they are what make you human. 

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TAGS.

【 mammon. 】

【 blitzo. 】

【 stella. 】

【 andre. 】

【 octavia. 】

【 charlie. 】 》 pilot.

【 alastor. 】 》 sinner + pilot.

【 alastor. 】 》 human + pilot.

【 vaggie. 】 》 sinner + pilot.

【 vaggie. 】 》 human + pilot.

【 ozzie. 】

【 emily. 】

【 lucifer. 】

【 guest. 】

【 vox. 】

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[rainbowsouled]

"No, I'm suggestin' you to use a d*ldo for once in your miserably uneventful life. I think it would give you some glow, but the rubber chicken also makes a great blow job simulator if that's what you're into."

"Unlike some, I actually have dignity and self restraint." Which meant that he wasn't getting laid, and hadn't in some time. No Nut all twelve months of the year, apparently.

"Surely you are not suggesting that this...thing is some sort of 'toy'?"

[rainbowsouled]

"I don't think you'd be able to handle the heat if I demonstrated with the two of us."

"..." he thought for a second and smiled.

"hmm, actually I'm a visual learner, maybe a demonstration is in order here."

'This should be interesting.'

[rainbowsouled]

"Well, Andy, you know you could get into the spirit by just lettin' go! Allow all of your questions to be answered and you'll be soarin' high with your head in the clouds!"

"And all it takes is a different kind of cock made of a different kind of material.."

He had many questions, all of them bordering on 'what the ever loving fuck' territory.

"How do-"

"Never mind. I don't want to know."