here's another stupid fucking thing i wrote. (we're not quite at self-respect yet.)
my most important thing is to be free - to be free from the cycle of suffering, to help others be free from suffering, to be 💗LOVE💕 (💯% Pure Love!) to be the Ĩ̶̟̞͉̺̞̬̈́͘ ̶̮̩̎ͅĄ̵͈̩̮͇̱́̓̓͌̅͝M̷̤̅͆̓͝. to rest in the stillness that is pure consciousness itself. mostly bc everything sucks & i want to cheat death. i Need to Know. even tho i know i'm actually already enlightened bc time isn't real. it's already done & everything's great. if being done was even a thing.
another super important Thing is i want to work with the dying. to help them ease into transition, bc that's what i would want for me, & i'm people. yk like i'm so... idk if narcissistic or compassionate is the correct word, can it be both? the answer is yes, probably. but i just don't want ppl to be scared the way i'm scared bc i wouldn't wish it on anybody. so i have to help them so i can Figure It All Out in order to help everyone. like there's a destination even when there is no moment but now.
i should stfu bc im high & thinking to much instead of *softening into this eternal moment*™️ & being w what is & realising that everything is the One Mind, everything is GOD. this is awareness expressing itself as whatever tf this messy shit of a life is.
i don't want to die for a v v v long time, like i keep hoping i was born late(???) enough that ThEy figure out ways to extend life/personal consciousness for a ridiculous amt of time, like vampire lifetimes like 1000s & 1000s of years until you're bored w life. but i really really need to be ok w the fact that i could die suddenly & horrifically & not at a time & place of my choosing bc i mean, who gets that?
so that's my most important thing right there, unedited.
संत रामपाल जी एक ऐसे स्वच्छ समाज का निर्माण कर रहे हैं जो चोरी, जारी, रिश्वतखोरी,नशा, जीव हिंसा, कन्या भ्रूण हत्या, दहेज कुप्रथा, मृत्यु भोज, ऊंच-नीच, जातिवाद से रहित होगा, इस स्वच्छ समाज निर्माण में आज उनके साथ प्रतिदिन हजारों की संख्या में लोग जुड़ रहे हैं और अपना जीवन सार्थक बना रहे हैं।
The fact that I got to witness five hundred years' worth of oppression, humiliation, struggle and agony come to an end in a blaze of glory will never cease to awe me. The people who had sacrificed their lives for the mandir can finally rest in peace now.
वर्तमान मे संतो की स्थिति को समझने की नितांत आवश्यकता है तो चलिये इसकी शुरूवात सतयुग से करते हैं ।
भगवान के विषय में सतयुग के वृहत संतों का ज्ञान केवल इतना ही रहा कि शेषनाग (विष्णु) ने पृथ्वी सर पर रख ली इसलिये वो भगवान, कृष्ण जी ने गोवर्धन उठाया इसलिये वो भगवान, हनुमान जी ने पर्वत उठाया इसलिये वो भगवान मतलब चमत्कार को ही भगवान का पैमाना माना गया जबकी वैदिक मान्यताओ को देखे तो भगवान कोई और ही परिभाषित होता है ।
भगवान के विषय में सतयुग के वृहत संतों के ज्ञान का वर्णन गीताप्रेस गोरखपुर से प्रकाशित, श्री हनुमान प्रसाद पोद्दार और चिमन लाल गोस्वामी द्वारा संपादित श्रीमद् देवी भागवत पुराण में मिलता है ।
22.jan.2024
Kehte hai ek din mein 108 baar Ram ka naam muh se nikalta hai, aur aaj duniya ka har vyakti atleast ek baar toh Ram naam bolega. Diwali ke din prabhu ne 14 saal ka van vyaas pura kar apne ghar Ayodhya mein wapis pravesh kiya tha. Aaj 500 se jyada saal baad Ram lala apne ghar wapis aaye hai. Yeh din dekhna mere liye kisi saubhagya se kam nahi hai, i feel a part of history, a part of the universe, a part of bhagwan, a part of my Raja Ram.
जन जन के है राम, मन मन में बसे है राम। सारे जगत के राजा है ।।श्री राम।।