#˗ˏˋ ♰ beloved dream

[crimsonprayer]

EDDIE ♰ it/ego/sin ♰ 21

transmasc, gay, aroace-spec, ficto-spec

schizoaffective bipolar, au-dhd, ocd traits, chronically ill

GREETINGS!! BE NOT AFRAID!! you may refer to me as eddie~ i am very eccentric and peculiar, and often refer to myself as a chuunibyou or hellspawn!! i will be posting quite a bit about my schizophrenia (delusions and paranoia mostly), as well as my nonhumanity and "fictional" self,,

im a huge fan of horror media, j-metal, 80s metal, early '00s emo, alternative subcultures and music, j-fashion subcultures, cosplay, and collecting!!

do not private message me, for i will curse your bloodline- however, asks are more than appreciated!!!

i am a demon and many other creatures, and am very happily taken by my boyfriend!! some may consider him fictional, but i do not :3,, we are both from the stranger things universe/franchise,, please do not attempt to tell me otherwise, i will just block you lmao

GENERAL CW!! i will be talking quite a bit about my delusions, specifically those relating to religion, physical nonhumanity, erotomania (technically??), and general identity based delusions,, if any of these bother you or you are prone to similar delusions i would advise blocking me!!

[crimsonprayer]

nobody but him could ever really love me

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i miss my bf sooooo much ugh- hes not gone he just doesnt exist on this physical plane </3

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trying not to have a breakdown in the bathroom at work cause i thought abt chrissy for too long fuck my stupid schizo life

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what cruel fate to be doomed to have fallen so in love with someone who simply does not exist

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jesus fuck ik its just a meme but why the hell is it so upsetting- im almost in tears over being jumpscared by the stupid “chrissy wake up” joke and its so stupid and i know its stupid and ughhhhh... i feel like a dumbass i should find it funny but all i can think of is sweet wonderful chrissy fucking dying in front of me and not being able to do anything about it

[crimsonprayer]

you were so easy to love, my dear