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[fcarher]

THE MEGA RP PLOTTING SHEET / MEME.

First and foremost, recall that no one is perfect, we all have witnessed some plotting once which did not went too well, be it because of us or our partner. So here have this, which may help for future plotting. It’s a lot! Yes, but perhaps give your partners some insight? Anyway BOLD what fully applies, italicize if only somewhat.

Mun Name: slug / ellie     Age: 19       Contact: IM, discord

Character(s) I rp: Yunaeisha Adynora, other demons from my lore Which muse(s) inspires you the most atm?(for MM): Yunaeisha Current Fandom(s): None really  Fandom(s) you have an AU for:  Naruto, PKMN, Magi, Gangsta, OPM, MHA, Hazbin Hotel & currently working on an ATLA verse My language(s): german, polish, italian, english   Themes I’m interested in for rp:   Fantasy / Science fiction / Horror / Western / Romance / Thriller / Mystery / Dystopia / Adventure / Modern / Erotic / Crime / Mythology / Classic / History / Renaissance / Medieval / Ancient / War / Family / Politics / Religion / School / Adulthood / Childhood / Apocalyptic / Gods / Sport / Music / Science / Fights / Angst / Smut / Drama / etc. Themes/Genres you have an AU for: highschool, modern & fantasy/medieval

Preferred Thread length: one-liner / 1 para / 2 para / 3+ / novella. Asks can be send by: Mutuals / Non-Mutuals / Personals / Anons. Can Asks be continued?:   YES / NO   only by Mutuals?:  YES / NO. Preferred thread type: crack / casual nothing too deep / serious / deep as heck. Is realism / research important for you in certain themes?:   YES / NO. Are you atm open for new plots?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS. Do you handle your draft / ask - count well?:  YES / NO / SOMEWHAT. How long do you usually take to reply?:  24h / 1 week / 2 weeks / 3+ / months / years. I’m okay with interacting: original characters / a relative of my character (an oc) / duplicates / my fandom / crossovers / multi-muses / self-inserts / people with no AU verse for my fandom / canon-divergent portrayals / au-versions (as main or only verse). Do you post more ic or occ?:  IC / OOC. Are you selective with following others?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS.  

Best ways to approach you for rp/plotting: the best way is just to straight up approach me. most often than not, just liking a post is not enough because it’s too vague ?? like if i post an idea & you like that, i’ll still be hesitant when it comes to roleplaying or approaching you because, while i appreciate such gestures, i’m just too anxious. therefore, plopping into my IMs without a properly fleshed out idea is also fine ! it, at least, gives me the hint that you’re actively seeking interaction. however, just saying “i want to roleplay & plot !” won’t cut it; at least, have something in mind, please !

What expectations do you hold towards your plotting partner:  basic ideas & pouring their heart into plotting! i don’t mind waiting, at all, so if you’re busy, don’t worry about keeping me waiting; i completely understand since i’m also often busy with work or university. but !! please don’t only come to me with the statement: “i want to plot!” it’s not gonna cut it & it’s not gonna help with a proper interaction, at all. if i approach someone, most often than not, i have SOME sort of idea in mind. but yeah, being passionate is the most important thing!

When you notice the plotting is rather one-sided, what do you do?:  most often than not, the conversation will die down because i will loose motivation; i don’t like it because i’ll feel like a bother & i shouldn’t feel that way when it comes to a hobby! therefore, one-sided plotting is one of my deal breakers; i usually end the conversation & there will be little to no interaction happening. like i said; i don’t mind waiting, i just hate that feeling of coming on TOO strong when my plotting partner delivers no input. 

How do you usually plot with others, do you give input or leave most work towards your partner?:  often than not, i start off with rather simple question like; are you interested in a certain verse ? do you already have something in mind ? if not, i will go through their about page & ask them things about their character & how that could possibly bring our characters to interact. sometimes, the about pages of a muse cannot give you every single bit of information; muses grow & change with each thread, therefore, it’s often better to just ask the people about their characters ! & from then on, it often just comes naturally. 

When a partner drops the thread, do you wish to know?:   YES / NO / DEPENDS. - And why?: if the thread is not THAT important or vital for our character’s relationship; i don’t mind & won’t need to know if the thread is dropped. sometimes, if it’s a heavily plotted thread & i’ve anticipated the interaction a lot; i’d appreciate a quick heads-up from my partner that they’re not feeling that certain thread any longer; i don’t mind that !! - What should your partner do when dropping a thread?: they don’t need to tell me; SOMETIMES, it’s just a nice gesture but most of the time, i don’t care, we can always start another thread !!

What could possibly lead you to drop a thread?:  many things can lead to me dropping a thread; just losing motivation, having no muse for a certain genre or simply having the feeling that my partner is not liking it, any longer (ex. extreme lack of trying to match the reply length ). my health & my schedule can also, sadly, affect my motivation, so, more often than not, i tend to drop shorter threads & keep longer ones.  - Will you tell your partner?:   YES / NO / DEPENDS.

Is communication in the rpc important to you?   YES / NO. - And why?:  i get anxious really fast if people stop replying for a very long time, out of the blue. it has happened to me once before with a good friend with whom i have no contact with any longer due to miscommunication & them not trying to communicate the issue with me; therefore, yes, it is very important. i wanna know if something is bothering you; i wanna know if you like something very much; i wanna know what’s up ! we’re humans & we’re adults; we can talk about this.  - Are you okay with absolute honesty, even if it may means hearing something negative about you and/or portrayal?:  yes ! as long as it is constructive criticism & not straight-up bashing my characters or lore; i’m all for it. i don’t mind hearing negative things; in fact, i appreciate the honesty & it gives me room to work on myself & my writing ! - Do you think you can handle such situation in a mature way?  YES / NO.

Why do you rp again, is there a goal?:  building relationships that LAST & exploring my muses through & through; it is amazing how much yuna has grown through interactions with others; how different she has become from the yuna i once started out with; it’s almost been a year now & it’s just amazing. however, i’m not stopping anytime soon; THERE IS SO MUCH MORE I WANT TO EXPLORE !! the ultimate goal is for me to just look at my blog & be completely proud of what i have accomplished & written; i want fleshed out relationships & threads; deep stuff !!

Wishlist, be it plots or scenarios:  yuna talking with someone about her struggles; mentally & physically. being open about her abusive father & how it has traumatized her & painted men in the worst picture one could imagine. HOWEVER; a hard thing because i don’t want these things to be pre-est or something; i want a thread where there is struggling, screams, conflict ! it is rather hard to find someone, though, who is willing & fitting to go onto that long journey with me & yuna. also, i’d love to write about darker stuff; i love fluff, though, sometimes i sure want a bit of that, too. 

Themes I won’t ever rp / explore:  the only things i won’t rp or explore are stated in my rules; ex. pedophilia, rape & really descriptive animal abuse. killing, torture, gore as well as cheating, heartbreak or toxic relationships are okay, while i do prefer to have a deeper bond with someone while exploring the latter & be communicating the whole time; i think these are really REAL topics & that’s why i wouldn’t mind exploring them because it does happen, more than one would like them to happen. however, if i see you, the mun, glorifying or romanticizing these; just no. 

What Type of Starters do you prefer / dislike, can’t work with?: i like everything with some sort of substance; i love short ones as much as long ones, nevertheless, you have to give me something to work with. yuna would ignore anyone not of any interest or value to her; therefore, if your muse just asks her random questions, the interaction will go nowhere. if you’re unsure; just ask !!

What type of characters catch your interest the most?: i love characters with uniqueness to them; it can be a certain interest, certain appearance or their species can be totally unique to them; i’ll love it ! i do have a thing for villains, though; always had, even when i was young 8^) so, dark, stubborn & “evil” characters catch my interest far more than a really nice muse who just is all smiles all day. i love a muse that can kick mine & yuna’s ass, basically. someone with strong morals or who is just really set on their beliefs can also offer conflict which i ADORE !! i need it; i live for it !!

What type of characters catch your interest the least?:  really kind & unbothered muses who are self-sacrificing, perfect & loved by everyone for no reason ?? idk, i just think it’s bad writing. everyone has flaws; no one is perfect ! 

What are your strong aspects as rp partner?:  i am a very open person who will talk with you about anything & is keen on exploring our character’s relationship at all times & through all means; i often send my rp partners prompts in form of my yuna just being her dumb-self or through memes ! i will constantly think about our characters & will try to have them interact as much as possible. i am, most of the time, very active & respond to the threads fairly quickly ! if i am totally invested; you’ll get everything you want; a moodboard, an edit, a drawing, etc. i literally pour my heart & soul into every bond my muse has; i live for them. oh !! i also love asking people question about their characters; i just love learning new things about them !! 

What are your weak aspects as rp partner?: i’m very slow out of character; i don’t approach muns a lot because i’m scared to be a bother, working on it ! i often ramble a lot & my writing can become a bit convoluted & hard to understand, i apologize ! i tend to not message people on discord as often as i’d like to; mostly because i’m really socially awkward or just don’t think that what i want to show to them is THAT important. i’m not as straight-forward as i wish myself to be; however, even with all that; i still have a lot of fun & am acknowledging & actively working on my weak aspects ! 

Do you rp smut?:  YES / NO. Do you prefer to go into detail?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS. Are you okay with black curtain?:  YES / NO. - When do you rp smut? More out of fun or character development?:  often, it is because i want to develop the relationship or yuna’s character; she’s a very sexual being who hardly connects to someone emotionally; therefore, writing sex & exploring the vulnerability behind it can be really beautiful ! though, fun is also involved !  - Anything you would not want to rp there?:  non-consensual stuff is a no-go ! also, certain kinks that make me uncomfortable are also off the table; ex. anything involving bodily fluids other than spit. 

Are ships important to you?:   YES / NO. Would you say your blog is ship-focused?:   YES / NO. Do you use read more?:  YES / NO / SOMETIMES. Are you: Multi-Ship / Single-Ship / Dual-Ship  —  Multiverse / Singleverse. - What do you love to explore the most in your ships?:  i love the conflicts the most; clashing ideals or just two stubborn muses arguing for the heck of it is really fun & can develop the relationship beautifully ! yuna is a person who likes someone that can be properly fought with, verbally here. but of course, i also adore the very soft moments!! i love meaningless fluff; it warms my heart.  - What is your smut tag?: SINFUL.

Are you okay with pre-established relationships?: YES / NO. - And what kind of ones?: nothing TOO drastic; a friendship, a rivalry is a-okay ! however, i’m very hesitant when it comes to having pre-est. romantic relationships; though, you can quickly change my mind if you pour your soul into the plotting; then i’m fine with it ! everything that needs time when writing also needs time when plotting; don’t just straight up jump into something if you’re not able to give it your all.

► SECTION ABOUT YOUR MUSE.

- What could possibly make your Muse interesting towards others, why should they rp with this particular character of yours now, what possible plots do they offer?:  i think yuna is a person with whom it is easy to form relationships with; it takes a bit of time but due to her rather drastic ideals & opinions; anything can be founded within seconds. she doesn’t hold back when it comes to her honesty & conflicts will arise. also, for all muses with demonic or deity backgrounds; being a daughter of the literal queen of hell, though, also harboring fragments of a god’s soul makes her unique in the supernatural world which can spark interest with your character or even they can develop an ill-will towards her ? i think it’s really interesting exploring what makes one work & go on & yuna has the philosophical potential to tickle that out of your muse; she question EVERYTHING. now for certain plots; one-sided love or even friendships are always really interesting, especially when she is the one having such feelings. other than that; she has enormous & dangerous powers; so if you’re into character or world-building; can offer that as well !

- With what type of Muses do you usually struggle to rp with?:  humans; she doesn’t approach humans who are just kind & have nothing to offer for her, the least she’d do is have sex with them or kill them to harvest their life energy. i’m sorry but she really does hate all of humanity & to change that opinion ? man, you must be the most stubborn person ever.  - With what type of Muses do they usually work well with?:  characters who are of supernatural or demonic nature; she’ll be very interested & even nosy to a point. also, very attractive characters who are not afraid to speak their mind; she’s really superficial most of the time & will flirt with anything that she deems good-looking. muses who have ideals that contrast hers or that are similar to her but also, generally, people who are open-minded. 

- What interests your Muse(s) in general:  sex, parties, plants & flowers, astronomy, writing, demons & hell, the underground scene, killing, knives & playing the piano - What do they desire, is their goal?:  the questions that bother her the most are; why did her mother had to die ? why would nobody help her while she was being abused by her father ? why was she kept alive by her sisters ? is there love out there for someone like her ? what do these strange visions mean that occur almost every night ? she has a lot of things she wants to experience & wishes to have a normal life once she has killed her other mother, lilith, which is her ultimate goal, at the moment.  - What catches their interest first when meeting someone new?:  their appearance; the scent of their blood & if it differs from humans; how they react towards her & what they do in front of her.  - What do they value in a person?:    strong opinions, loyalty, good looks, humor, strength (not limited to physical strength) - What themes do they like talking about?:  herself or the world & the state of it; she likes being philosophical with some, can often be somewhat self-centered; THOUGH; it is almost always for her to see how they would react to that. 

- Which themes bore them?:  love & drama; she does not care a lot for gossip or anything relating to it; the topic of love, no matter in which sense, is always brushed off because she just doesn’t find any appeal in it. 

- Did they ever went through something traumatic?:  Being the reason her own mother committed suicide; Her father & sister abusing her all her life, spouting lies & beating her until she could stand no more while her other sisters would watch & do nothing, even though, they were supposed to support each other; laewa, one of her sisters, fancying the idea of killing yuna for the greater good; two of her best friends turning on her when they find out she’s not human & then being killed right in front of her eyes; her one & only boyfriend protecting her from a demon hunter & being killed in the process - What could possibly trigger them?:  loud sudden noises; making fun of her attachment to her late ex-boyfriend, being awfully nice to her, the sight of any dog or wolf, tender touches (esp. her back being touched), being alone with her thoughts for far too long  - What could set them off, enrage them?:  people who make fun of her & her powers; calling her a monster; not understanding her pain when she opens up; purposefully touching her back or any other scarred skin, being nosy  - What could lead to an instant kill?:  you are a demon hunter that does not show remorse when killing demons with a consciousness, trying to kill her, killing one of her comrades 

- Is there someone /-thing they hate?:  Keela Adynora, Myra Adynora (Father, Sister), the other D.O.L.s, EYES’ superiors (the organization she works for), Humans, Lilith - Is there someone /-thing they love?:  Evelin Adynora (Her biological mother)

Is your Muse easy to approach?: YES / NO. - Best ways to approach them?: If you’re not quite human or are a demon, you could literally stand next to her & be silent; she’ll become curious on her own. other than that; be interesting or flirt with her; just do something that does not involve small talk; she hates that.  - Where are they usually to find?:  strip club (her workplace), bars, clubs, clearings within a forest, nice areas that are full of trees & plants; a roof-top

Something you may still want to point out about your muse?:  Yuna is basically pandora’s box personified; she may seem nice & attractive from the outside but within her are sleeping demons that only wait to be awakened. & withal, she is still a cutie who will become your number one supporter & protector if you manage to build a proper relationship with. it’s hard to get through that shell & what awaits is NOT that pretty but with years upon years of abuse, neglect & shit being thrown her way; it’s not easy being a carefree immortal. 

CONGRATS!!! You managed it, now tag your mutuals! ♥

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[fcarher]

yuna, the girlfriend who ;

will steal your long shirt & only walk in those around the house, no matter who is present. 

is very interested in your history, though, will not pressure you into talking to her because she wouldn’t want the same treatment

will MURDER anyone who dares to hurt you

becomes frustrated about minor inconviences

loves a good discussion or fight; make-up sex is the best

no, but seriously she will NEVER fear or back down from a verbal fight because conflicts are what fuel her; she has strong opinions okay

has zero understanding for her own feelings; will take time for her to be openly romantic with you 

will protect & spoil you relentlessly; you want a new car ? a trip to another country ? anything ? she will give it to you, doesn’t cling onto money, so it’s easier for her to spend it on someone

is morally EXTREMELY grey; she will not stop with what she’s doing work-wise; it had been her life for hundreds of years; old habits die hard

is both; a very active person with whom you can go out & have a good night in a club or something but also loves staying at home, just watching tv

EXTREMELY FUNNY WHILE DRUNK OR SOBER !! she doesn’t notice it most of the time but she’s a fool 

if you don’t wanna set boundaries, at first, it would be fine with her. though, if she sees you exploiting that situation; aka getting mad at her when she still does stuff with other people; she won’t tolerate it, at all. 

makes comments about your life force behaving weirdly or the scent of your blood

will make you part of two new families; one is the circle of her sisters & the other one are her friends from the organization. is closer with the latter; sometimes they’ll stop by at her apartment for various reasons

best sex ? best sex.

WILL GIVE U LOTS OF KISSES !! she’ll use every free minute to claim your lips as hers. 

will get jealous ? sometimes; it depends on what they’re doing. she doesn’t mind them hanging around somewhere with other people or doing something else; she just doesn’t appreciate lying in her face about it. 

will sometimes come home without an arm or a leg, drenched in blood or smelling of smoke & ashes; don’t worry, she has a cleaning lady. 

always supportive of her partner; doesn’t question a lot of things

IS A TERRIBLE COOK !

looks hot wearing an apron, so as long as you don’t mind the kitchen burning to bits

[fcarher]

Fill out the angst application below.

Basics

NAME:  Yunaeisha Adynora

AGE:  300+ 

SPECIES:  D.O.L. 

bold what applies (italicize what somewhat applies)

drinker ; smoker ; done/does drugs ; knows what a broken heart feels like  ; has committed a crime ; suffers a physical disability ; suffers a mental disorder ; has experienced severe trauma

Details

BIGGEST FEAR:  fear of being forgotten; abandoned; never being able to call something truly hers. there is something truly terrifying about the feeling of having lived on this planet for so long but never leaving a dent within it so people would be able to remember you. & thus, she fears death in a way that is not guided by being afraid of pain but being afraid of just becoming another part of the void; a lonely soul that never had her own family; never had real friends; never had anything she was truly proud of. she is empty. she was empty. & she fears that she will ALWAYS be empty, even in death. there is also the FEAR of growing old & becoming ugly for her beauty, at least in her opinion, is the only reason why she is relevant in other people’s eyes; without it, she would have no redeeming qualities, anymore.

RECURRING NIGHTMARE:  it is snowing. everything is in black & white; you can’t hear your footsteps but you know that you’re walking. it’s dark. you’re outside of your apartment. you didn’t bring a flashlight because then you would see things, you wouldn’t want to see. you enter an abandoned cabin in the woods; a bible lays in front of you on a small wooden desk. you open it but it is blank; you know it will fill if you confess. but you don’t & so, you enter it completely. the door closes; it changes locations multiple times but you don’t dare to linger on it for far too long. you hear an organ playing but you don’t see it; you know your time here is limited. there are other shadows lingering; they don’t speak to you, you don’t speak to them. posters are hanging on the wall; it speaks of a celebration but you know, deep down, it is a warning. you take one or two steps further inside; your hear the fireplace in the distance. you don’t smell the smoke. all you can feel is the cold wind. you see wine; you know if you drink it, you will stay forever. the shadows kneel before the altar & go outside again. you’re scared of what’s outside but your time is almost up. it is snowing. the door will open every time you turn your attention to the altar; you can’t see it but you can feel them. you hear children’s laughter; is it really laughter ? it doesn’t matter; they are not human. the cross in front of the altar falls & the shadows turn to face you all at once; there is a knock. another one. another one. another one. the door opens & you wake up. 

SOMETHING YOU MISS:  being carefree; having friends to go outside with; spending time with doing nothing. now, these almost forgotten days seem like from a page of a fairy tale. it was heartbreaking to know that yuna would never be able to change the past; she could see it; preventing it ? never. the demonic brood would mingle in affairs that she wouldn’t be able to get out of; it was too risky. she misses the old arts; humans being fascinated by her, not disgusted. she missed the bliss of being an unknown individual in a city of faceless people; it was the anonymity that led her thrive. nowadays; she was bound to her place, alone, behind concrete walls; known in the underground scene as a woman that carved her way out of her mother’s womb; at last, it seemed that way when she entered a bar or a pub. 

BIGGEST REGRET:  she doesn’t regret; she hates that feeling & the thoughts that accompany it. if you regret, you confess to a mistake; but there were no mistakes, right ? it seemed that way often; though, those claims were usually masked by lies. she doesn’t regret because, in the end, she wouldn’t change a thing even when doing so. sometimes, when laying in bed, the night settled in, the clock already quite past three am; she lays & just thinks. thinks about the possibility of being more aware when that hunter killed her ex-boyfriend; more aware of her sisters that seemed to plot her death at any given time; more aware of the humans that kicked her in the dirt; & then one thing, she does regret; not setting this dump ablaze.  

A SECRET:   that she is far more human than she leads on to; her love runs hot & her heart still beats; there is no stone, just a tough shell that’s hard to crack. she is fine; on the outside; within her ? there is still that young girl who doesn’t know who she is; doesn’t know where she belongs to; doesn’t understand why everyone hates her; doesn’t understand why she keeps getting pushed around by everyone she thought she could trust. she misses her mother; there are no memories except for one that she deeply treasure; looking into those icy-blue eyes & hearing an “i love you, yuna.”. there is a reason why she clings to those old notebooks; writing everything down she slowly remembers; she just wants another memory of her mother. however, her biggest secret ? it is rather a wish, though; she sometimes fantasizes about her being the first-born; her having her skull cracked open; her feeling nothing, just the eternal void that sings to her. sometimes she wishes of nothing. 

Pick one

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[fcarher]

THE POSITIVE & NEGATIVE; Mun & Muse - Meme.

fill out & repost ♥ This meme definitely favors canons more, but I hope OC’s still can make it somehow work with their own lore, and lil’ fandom of friends & mutuals. Multi-Muses pick the muse you are the most invested in atm.

My muse is:   canon / oc / au / canon-divergent / fandomless /

Is your character popular in the fandom?  YES / NO.

Is your character considered hot™ in the fandom?  YES / NO / IDK.

Is your character considered strong in the fandom?  YES / NO / IDK.

Are they underrated?  YES / NO.

Were they relevant for the main story?  YES / NO.

Were they relevant for the main character?  YES / NO / THEY’RE THE PROTAG.

Are they widely known in their world?  YES / NO.

How’s their reputation?  GOOD / BAD / NEUTRAL.

How strictly do you follow canon?  — with yuna being a fandomless original character; it is rather hard to strictly follow canon; first of all, one has to define what canon means & that would be, in yuna’s case, the story that i have previously written before writing on Tumblr with her as my muse. i do try to stick to it, however, i always leave enough room for her to develop, otherwise, it would be just plain boring, wouldn’t it ? with that said; she already has developed a few characteristics that might be deemed out of character within the canon material

SELL YOUR MUSE! Aka try to list everything, which makes your muse interesting in your opinion to make them spicy for your mutuals.  —  she is a character with several layers; meaning, you will always get to know a different side of her, the more you interact. yuna is an outcast, though, you might not notice it at first. she’s really strong & her species is still rather unknown; many abilities might have not been uncovered yet. her mission is to destroy humanity, though, will she do it ? she works as a hitman within a secret organization that is more than meets the eye. she is ACTUALLY not a true descendant of lilith. she is old & has seen & experiences MANY things. 

Now the OPPOSITE, list everything why your muse could not be so interesting (even if you may not agree, what does the fandom perhaps think?).  —  She is way too stubborn & it takes AGES to form a real relationship with her; so petty & weak-willed when it comes to her own desires; way too set on her own belief; the whole humanity-is-bad stick gets old quick; her being paranoid about every SINGLE thing; her whole concept is less about her own power but more about the control of said power & how she deals with her being pressured into the position she is

What inspired you to rp your muse?  —  i love mythology & the lore within Christianity (mainly the characters, stories; def more a fan of the “evil” stuff )  i love horror; i love paranormal stuff & if you combine everything, you have yunaeisha & her sisters. the lore ( which is massive & yuna’s story plays within present-day while most of it plays in the past) is something i hold dear to my heart; i worked on it for many years, since approx. 2014-2015. yuna embodies a lot of the pain of my previous characters; not knowing her place in the universe while KNOWING that you have to function within this society that deems you’re not a part of them, either. she’s honest & a bad bitch with a very soft side; i love her a lot & she’s grown so much. my love for her inspired me & how much more i wanted to flesh her out. 

What keeps your inspiration going?  —  I constantly find new stuff that i could implement within yuna; i dream A LOT about my characters, actually, & i always try to put some material of those dreams into her. i love russia as a land; the language, the clothes, the cities. i love mythology; i love her aesthetic & i always find something that could be of use. simply going outside & watching people interact makes me think instantly; how would yuna react ? how would she talk ? i try to keep her as real possible & thus, i constantly think about her.

Some more personal questions for the mun.

Give your mutuals some insight about the way you are in some matters, which could lead them to get more comfortable with you or perhaps not.

Do you think you give your character justice?  YES / NO.

Do you frequently write headcanons?  YES / NO.

Do you sometimes write drabbles?  YES / NO.

Do you think a lot about your Muse during the day?  YES / NO.

Are you confident in your portrayal?   YES / NO.

Are you confident in your writing?  YES / NO.

Are you a sensitive person?  YES / NO.

Do you accept criticism well about your portrayal?  — I am quite the sensitive person when it comes to HARSH criticism; when someone just comes to me to talk about how badly i portray yuna, then i’m gonna be sad about it. however, i do accept people that give me constructive ideas like; maybe it could be better if you did ... instead of .... ? i have NOTHING against it. i never received it, though, so i’m not 100 percent sure about it. though, i’d love to think that i’d be even more motivated to better her. 

Do you like questions, which help you explore your character?  —  I rarely get question but i’d love if some more flew in; LET THEM BE IC QUESTIONS EVEN !! i had some muses be invested in yuna, but the more the merrier so OF COURSE !!! 

If someone disagrees to a headcanon of yours, do you want to know why?  —  yes, please !! if you think a headcanon might clash with another or you think, it might be really out of character or just generally unfitting for yuna; TELL ME !! i sometimes forget some minor headcanons, though, they can play a MAJOR role sometimes; if you become aware of that, please tell me. also, if you just generally don’t agree with it, PLEASE also tell me; i’m a really open-minded person & i’d love to hear your point of view. 

If someone disagrees with your portrayal, how would you take it?  —  if someone disagrees; alright, then so be it. all people think differently; you can’t please everyone. yuna is my characters, however, her concept, of being half-demon, half-goddess, the child of lilith, has been done before & thus, i know some might not agree how i portray yuna within that concept & that’s okay; though, if you outright HATE on it; why ? if you think you can do it better; make your own lore & character but don’t hate on anyone. with that said, i personally don't have anything gainst people disagreeing; that’s just how life works; we can’t agree on everything. 

If someone really hates your character, how do you take it?  —  i’d be taken aback at first because of course, as the creator of yuna, i love her dearly. though, i could understand why; she does MANY things that are considered problematic & has no remorse, whatsoever; she seems very self-centered & almost toxic to some & i GET that’s not everyone’s cup of tea; however, she’s not ONLY that but it takes times to get through that layer; i understand not everyone likes such muses. it’s okay, i don’t mind it but don’t HATE on her, aggressively ?? telling me how shitty she is or how much she sucks, is not really nice, & i know she often sucks, you don’t have to tell me twice. 

Are you okay with people pointing out your grammatical errors?  — YES PLEASE !! i’m human, english is actually my third-language & i still make a lot of errors; probably did some in this post as well lmao. but seriously, if you see it & you feel like correcting it; PLEASE DO !! or just shoot me a quick message, saying that you have noticed that i OFTEN make a specific error. it helps a lot !! thank you. 

Do you think you are easy going as a mun?   —  no, definitely not! i hyperfixate a lot, meaning that i have this uncontrollable urge to just do one thing; or speak to one person or play a certain game; it messes up my social life a lot because i sometimes go months without talking to my best friends, though, they don’t mind because they’re used to me “ignoring” them. i also dislike convos that lead to nothing, even within real life; i like topic-related conversations & not just the plain “hey” & “how are you”’s. though, let me state one thing; if we have talked before & i was very open with you; I LOVE YOU! i’m not “ignoring” you on purpose or because i stopped liking you or something; it’s just me being dumb. so, if you want to talk, plot, have an idea, want to ship, ANYTHING !! shoot me a message, please, I BEG YOU !!! i hardly reach out first & that makes me seem unapproachable; i’m aware of that & i’m so sorry, i’m working on it! but other than that; i’m a person that you can talk to about everything ! politics; anime; mythology; pop-culture; roleplaying; i love it all !! i may not know the topic at first but i love learning & i’m willing to listen at all times !! also i love listening to people gush about their characters or just plotting stuff; ITS GREAT !! so, this is an invitation for you to come plot with me 8^)

That’s about it, congrats for filling out!

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Bedroom Skills: 8. Charm: 10. Cuteness: 5. Household Capabilities: 1. Loyalty: 3.

STOLEN FROM: @goldempire​ stealing it from u guwapo;;  TAGGING: STEAL STEAL STEAL STEAL STEAL

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MEET THE MUSE Rules: Don’t reblog, repost. ( reply as muse talking )

► NAME ➭   “ yunaeisha adynora...” ► ARE YOU SINGLE? ➭ “ yes, i am.” ► ARE YOU HAPPY? ➭  “ i’m content, at the moment. happy ? don’t know about that.” ► ARE YOU ANGRY?  ➭   “ if you say the right words...” ► ARE YOUR PARENTS STILL MARRIED? ➭  “ well, they were ? ” ⚡️ NINE FACTS!

► ‘BIRTH’ PLACE ➭. “ russia; the place doesn’t exist anymore.” ► HAIR COLOR ➭   “ black. ” ► EYE COLOR ➭   “ warm brown.” ► BIRTHDAY ➭ . “ i don’t celebrate my birthday; for me, it doesn’t exist. but if you want to get factual; i was born on the 10th of november. ” ► MOOD ➭   “ indifferent, as always.” ► GENDER ➭   “ i’m a female.” ► SUMMER OR WINTER ➭ “ summer, definitely. i hate winter & the cold.” ► MORNING OR AFTERNOON ➭   “i’m not a morning person. so, afternoon. ”

⚡️ EIGHT THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE!

► ARE YOU IN LOVE?➭    " no, i’m not. ” ► DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT? ➭   “ no, i don’t. love is not something you instantly feel; it is built through experiences, time & work put into a relationship. crushes ? definitely. ” ► WHO ENDED YOUR LAST RELATIONSHIP? ➭  “...” ► HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART? ➭  “ probably. i don’t really care for a lot of people. but most people always seem to think as soon as we sleep together that they’re special. ” ► ARE YOU AFRAID OF COMMITMENTS? ➭   “ i don’t wanna be committed to something. i’m not that type of person. ” ► HAVE YOU HUGGED SOMEONE WITHIN THE LAST WEEK?➭ “ i don’t remember.” ► HAVE YOU EVER HAD A SECRET ADMIRER? ➭  “probably, i don’t know for sure, though.” ► HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN YOUR OWN HEART? ➭  “ that’s not possible. ”

⚡️SIX CHOICES!

► LOVE OR LUST ➭  “ lust. ” ► LEMONADE OR ICED TEA ➭ “ iced tea. i hate lemonade, it tastes gross.” ► CATS OR DOGS ➭  “ neither. but if i have to: cats. dogs are not an option. ” ► A FEW BEST FRIENDS OR MANY REGULAR FRIENDS ➭  “ i have a few friends which i could consider closer than many of my “regular friends” but i simply don’t categorize people i like. it’s stupid. if i give you my time of day, i like you, doesn't that suffice ? ”  ► WILD NIGHT OUT OR ROMANTIC NIGHT IN ➭  “ i like both.” ► DAY OR NIGHT  ➭  “ night; it brings out the ugly in people & it’s fun to watch.” ⚡️ FIVE HAVE YOU EVERS!

► BEEN CAUGHT SNEAKING OUT ➭ “ what do you mean with sneaking out ? no one polices me when i leave my apartment. ”   ► FALLEN DOWN/UP THE STAIRS ➭  “ i don’t remember. ” ► WANTED SOMETHING/SOMEONE SO BADLY IT HURT? ➭  “...yes.” ► WANTED TO DISAPPEAR ➭  “...”

⚡️FIVE PREFERENCES!

► SMILE OR EYES ➭   “ eyes. it’s true what they say; they are really the window to one’s soul. many people have such perfect smiles but i enjoy eyes more because they’re always different. ” ► SHORTER OR TALLER ➭  “ i don’t really care; just not too short.” ► INTELLIGENCE OR ATTRACTION ➭   “ both is important.”   ► HOOK-UP OR RELATIONSHIP ➭  “ hook-up. ”  

⚡️ FAMILY!

► DO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY GET ALONG ➭   “ what a funny question; no. ” ► WOULD YOU SAY YOU HAVE A “MESSED UP LIFE” ➭   “ i....i don’t know. ” ► HAVE YOU EVER RAN AWAY FROM HOME ➭  “i guess burning down your home & removing yourself from there counts as “running away” ? ” ► HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN KICKED OUT ➭   “ yes. i would get kicked out whenever my father felt like it. i spent a lot of nights in the cold.”  

⚡️ FRIENDS!

► DO YOU SECRETLY HATE ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS ➭ “ they wouldn’t be considered “friends” then. ” ► DO YOU CONSIDER ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS GOOD FRIENDS ➭  “ i don’t categorize my friends; they’re all the same to me.” ► WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND ➭   “...noriko.” ► WHO KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU ➭ “ noodle, my pet snake.”

TAGGED: by @skyvar​ ! thank you so much <3 

TAGGING: anyone who sees this, consider yourself tagged !!

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    YUNAEISHA ADYNORA

                              DEFENSIVENESS.

arms crossed on chest // crossing legs // fist-like gestures // pointing index finger // stiffening of shoulders // tense posture // curling of lip // baring of teeth // clenching of jaw  // hunching in on self // furrowed brows

                                REFLECTIVE.

hand to face gestures // head tilted // stroking chin // peering over glasses // taking glasses off // cleaning glasses // putting earpiece of glasses in mouth // pipe smoker gestures // putting hand to bridge of nose // pursed lips // knitted brow // fidgeting with hat or clothing // humming

                                 SUSPICION.

arms crossed // sideways glance // touching or rubbing nose // rubbing eyes // hands resting on weapon // brows raising // frowning // lips pressed into thin line // intent staring // unwavering eye contact // wrinkling of nose // squinting // brow furrowing // single brow raised

                          OPENNESS & COOPERATION.

open hands  // upper body in sprinters position // sitting on edge of chair // hand-to-face gestures // unbuttoned coat // tilted head // slacked shoulders, droopy posture // feet pointed outward // palms flat and facing outward // relaxed posture

                                CONFIDENCE.

hands behind back // hands on lapels of coat // steepled hands // grinning // smiling // rolling shoulders // tipping head back but maintaining eye contact // chest puffed up or shoulders back // arms folded just above navel // hip cocked // hands on hips

                          INSECURITY & ANXIETY.

chewing pen or pencil // rubbing thumb over opposite thumb // biting fingernails // hands in pockets // elbow bent and other closed gestures // clearing throat // “whew” sound // picking or pinching flesh // fidgeting in seat // hand covering mouth whilst speaking // poor eye contact // fiddling with own hands // sharp gasping // tugging at pants whilst seated // jingling money in pockets // tugging at ear // perspiring hands // playing with hair // swaying // playing with pointer or marker // smacking lips // sighing // rubbing back of neck // rocking on balls of feet // flexing fingers sporadically // body tension // gulping // restless legs // chewing bottom lip

                                FRUSTRATION.

short breaths // “tsk” sounds // tightly-clenched hands // fist-like gestures // pointing index finger // rubbing hand through hair // rubbing back of neck // snarling // revealing teeth or grimacing // sharp-eyed glowers  // notable tension in brow // shoulders back, head up —defensive posturing // clenching of jaw // grinding teeth //nostrils flaring // heavy exhales // growling // scrubbing hand over face

TAGGED BY: @gelatinize​ thank u!!!<333

TAGGING: whoever sees this & wants to steal it !

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      what even r u 

                  ❛ well...can’t say i’m surprised. ❜

tagged: stole it from @lcnguor​ 8^) tagging: steal it

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            TAG DUMP #1

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WHAT IS YOUR TAROT CARD ?

*WHEEL OF FORTUNE 

Examine the luck, good or bad, that you have experienced over the past 6 months. I don’t speak of the luck of the world, or of others, but of your own. Would you like it to change? The question won’t affect the change, but it must be asked regardless. If you passed a crumpled 20 dollar note on the street, would you pick it up? If you passed a small child? If you passed a 10 cent coin? Throw the coin into the ocean and make a wish. Would you like some change?

TAGGED; stolen from @veliminate​ c: 

TAGGING; steal it, it’s fun!