#˖⁺‧₊˚ ellie nash ୨୧ replies

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❝    i    don't    want    to    talk    about    it,    kinda    like    how    you    never    want    to    talk    about    your    problems.    ❞    ellie    was    just...    not    interested    in    the    pity    party    that    would    follow    if    she    told    anyone    what    was    going    on.    ❝    can    we    just    agree    to    sit    here    and    not    talk    about    it?    ❞

@ac1nums for craig <3

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❝    is    that    your    way    of    saying    you    want    to    netflix    and    chill?    ❞    she    asks    with    a    laughs;    genuine    laugh    that    he's    pulled    from    her,    shaking    her    head    slowly.    she    could    tell    he    was    trying    to    make    her    feel    better    and    it    made    it    so    hard    to    stew    in    her    feelings.    ❝    honestly,    i    don't    mind    what    we    watch.    it's    nice    not    to    be    alone,    i    guess...    ❞    she    says,    doing    her    best    to    be    in    a    better    mood.    he's    trying,    and    that    means    a    lot    to    her.    it    feels    good    that    he    wants    to    make    an    effort    to    make    her    feel    better;    the    least    she    can    do    is    go    along    with    it    and    try    to    feel    better.    ❝    any    ideas?    ❞

FINE? how could this be fine, he could see that something was wrong. but he didn't like to come into conflict with her. he didn't like conflict at all. it brought back a lot of emotions that he was trying to repress but couldn't. especially when a friend was in difficulty. he knew he had to come up with something else. he wanted her to forget her weird feelings. why not an afternoon where they could do what they did last summer and hang out together? " or, we could watch a movie if you want? i'll make some popcorn and you choose what we watch. it seems like a good deal if you know what i mean. " if having a day with her could bring a smile to her face, might as well try, right?

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❝    it's    fine,    craig.    ❞    she    shrugs    her    shoulders,    eyes    lifting    to    meet    his    gaze.    she    knew    he    wasn't    the    type    to    be    completely    open.    he    never    had    been.    she    never    had,    either,    though,    so    she    couldn't    make    too    big    of    a    fuss    about    it    or    face    being    a    hypocrite.        ❝    if    you    want    to    work    on    music,    you    can.    i'm    just    going    to    sit    here.    hang    out...    ❞        she's    not    been    in    much    of    a    good    mood    lately,    and    even    doing    things    that    bring    her    joy    haven't    been    sparking    those    same    good    feelings    lately.    it    sucks,    but    that's    how    things    had    been.    ❝    i'm    not    stressed.    i    don't    know    what    i    am    right    now.    ❞    and    maybe    that    was    the    problem.    struggling    to    even    understand    herself    in    the    midst    of    such    turmoil    in    her    life.

" it's not that i don't want to talk about it, jesus ellie…that's not the problem here… " craig couldn't help but look at the girl who was talking to him as he agrees with her in a sense. what she says was true. he never spoke about his feelings to anyone. the only people who knew what he might be feeling were their support group. including her. he knew a few things about her as well, thing he would rather not talk about right now as he can sense that something was odd with her. seeing her stressed like that, it reminds him of memories she had told before. " we can sit here or, maybe we should make some music? would that help with the stress you're feeling right now? . "