#ʚ♡ɞ 𝘥𝘰𝘤𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘦 ━ headcanon.

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lil drabble/loredump on Kairos's Love & Deepspace lore because i saw other moots doing it and i was inspired...

Kairos began as a physical embodiment of Astra’s will, destined to walk among His people and be His voice when speaking His gospel. Her striking golden eye was deemed that of divinity, of their God and his wishes and the reverence that was disposed upon Kairos was something a mere mortal would surely dream of. Kairos was devoted to Him in both mind and spirit, and He loved her has much as a God could love His own creation.

This devotion soon came to a standstill, as the people began to wither and the population of His beloved people dwindled more and more. This was all according to Astra’s plan, Kairos would soon find out much to her startling disgust. It seemed she loved His people more than He ever had.

Astra’s beloved wished to kill him, He knew this as He knew everything and out of sheer luck Kairos had come rather close to achieving this. The meaning of Kairos was “the right or critical moment” and Astra was now finding the irony in this name He bestowed upon her.

He found himself…angry, irritated at the prospect of being killed by a being like Kairos, so beneath Him and yet so loved by Him.

Kairos did not deserved to be loved by anyone if it wasn’t Him, and He’d make her see that.

She had many names after that day. She remembers the men she had loved so deeply and they loved so deeply in return. She remembers how swiftly their time was cut short, her heart the catalyst of it all.

Kairos remembers Astra.

It wasn’t until her life within Linkon City that Astra seems to change his mind and allows the memories of all her lives and names and loves to flow so sweetly into her head. 

The overwhelming nature of it all causes her to fall into a coma for almost three weeks.

She remembers the look of concern upon his face when she finally awoke. Her doctor, the man she could now remember through various lives, Kairos could see how sad his eyes were when he looked at her and now she knew why all of them would look at her like that.

Kairos was falling again, much too fast now that her memories were returned to her and Astra was enamored with the distress and uncertainty manifesting within the woman. 

Though something happened that was out of even Astra’s control.

Being a being with such divinity as Astra, He was very much aware of the alternate versions of Himself and subsequently the alternate worlds that exists at the same time. It seemed things clicked a little too late as one day Kairos suddenly disappeared from His gaze.

Astra had looked for her urgently, only giving in and peering through His alternate selves to finally find her completely out of his reach.

Kairos was free, but only from His Gaze. 

She knew where she was, she had appeared somewhat close to Linkon City yet now she was acutely aware that another her existed. It wasn’t the same her as her past lives, but an alternate version that was simultaneously her and not her at the same time.

Even Kairos wasn’t entirely aware of how this event even occurred, how she could’ve been carried to a world so like her own yet her “place” was already filled. She could see Her interacting with the ones Kairos herself was so fond of, but they were not hers anymore. 

If anything, this strange event seemed to have gotten Astra exactly what He wanted, if a bit unconventionally.Her blood lust was renewed and fiery in the back of His mind though, as He could feel it through their distant, barely there link. Astra knew she’d find her way back, back to Him and he wondered if she could actually be successful when that day comes.

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