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@knaivcs | Prompts I'd Like to Recive: Headcanons

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❌ ] is there something your muse struggles with that they might never overcome? what is it? why do they have so much trouble with it?

It's hard to pin down the exact words because its a big cocktail of things that all bleed into eachother. His self worth, guilt, the desire to stick to the morals he's chosen, they all blend together and just make life a Struggle:tm:

I think if I had to narrow it down for this ask...the guilt. It's almost entirely self-imposed but he carries it none the less. Guilt for every life he fails to save or protect, taking every confrontation on his own shoulders because this or that town only ended up in trouble becuase he was there.

And he struggles so much with it because even if its something that can;t be helped, even if the blame more logically should be put on the people chasing after him, rather than his own sheer existance, he can't bring himself to see it that way.

All he knows is that danger and trouble follow him, people get involved, get hurt, and the easiest way to avoid that is not to let people near him.

So clearly, if he's the catalyst, it's all his fault, right?

🌱 ] what themes are relevant to your muse?

Oh man the amount of meta-analysis posts ive seen abt this subject on twitter.

Personally I think...I wanna narrow it down to/focus on the themes of...like...morality, choice, finding good in hopelessness, because those are what I personally see and enjoy most in Vash. There's so many, in the whole show, manga, just every medium of Trigun as a whole let alone what Vash represents, but for me?

Yeah, I think the theme of choices and morality, and moral choices, is a big one that I like to think abotu and play around with. Becuase Vash isn't 100% good and kind by sheer nature, he activly makes the choice to be how he is.

Sure it's made a little easier maybe by the fact he's an absolute sweetheart, but he's not incapable of violence. Of negitive emotions, fear and anger, lashing out. He just has a tight reign on it and choses not to. He choses to smile and let it all roll off his shoulders. Choses to be kind in the face of unending cruelty.

He chose his moral path, and sometimes he has to fight so viciously to hold onto it. He fights tooth and nail almost constantly to cling to the good in humanity, when the whole plant seems to be doing it's best to try and prove him wrong.

And that's just. Really fun and interesting to me.

🔮 ] what is your muse’s relationship with religion and spirituality? were they raised in a certain religion? have they stuck with the same set of spiritual beliefs all their life, or have they changed over time? are they settled in their spirituality now?

Just from the sheer fact that Trigun exists half way over the edge of the "being bible fanfic" cliff I wanna say he's been exposed to a decent level of christianity, but personally lands somewhere between "beleives but doesn't practice any faith" and "if god exists he hates me"

Okay but in all seriousness. Vash I think....he doesn't hate the idea of a higher being, and he's ABSOLUTELY never going to be the type of dismiss or look down on another persons religion, but he's just kind of...in a religious limbo, I guess.

I feel like, espcially after meeting Wolfwood (if we take as an example, a Wolfwood who is more religious...if dubiously)Vash has maybe sat down once or twice and tried to pray, if he's felt desperate enough, curious enough. He probbaly asked WW to teach him more about religion, too, since he probbaly got a barebones education thus far if that.

He's definitly not a practicing christian/catholic, doesn;t activly seek out god or let religion influence his life and decisions. But he can understand and even sometimes feel for himself the comofrt those kinds of people get from having a figure like God to take comfort or look for help in.

[blueparadis]

When your monster!hubby constantly wags his tail while his lustruos eyes are busy watching you, his favorite human, his 'chosen' epitome of fragility getting slowly used to the mudanity he created for you in his world and then something interrupts him. maybe someone is calling or something blocking his view, he just can't help but sneer. It's almost reflex. And that's when you look at him because it is that loud ( or maybe you're just hypersensitive for him ) and he just smiles apologetically, noticing his tail stopping in mid-air realizing that he has been wagging it all along. Suddenly, he is now warm embarrassed, unable to maintain eye-contant with you, stealing glances.

[kaveehs]

Romantic megumi hcs pls💙

ahhh i honestly think a relationship with megumi would honestly be the cutest thing ever <333

at first it took a bit for him to warm up to you, because he tries his best to protect his emotions

after he does, i see him being the type that would absolutely love being around you, but would never admit it out loud cuz he would be flustered by your reaction

overall it's a very chill relationship! he develops a soft spot for you, and he would pick up on your habits and favorite things really quickly.

the perfect date with him would be somewhere quiet with a small amount of people around so you could just focus on each other and enjoy being in each other's company.

at first he would keep it a secret from yuuji, nobara, and gojo for like obvious reasons but once it gets out, they would not leave him or you alone about it LOLOL

you initiates most of the firsts, EXCEPT for the first date, because gojo made an effort to thoroughly coach him on what to do. but the first kiss and first 'I love you' fell in you hands (poor gumi would definingly try to keep his cool but would absolutely be burning up on the inside AHAHAH)

but he adapts very quickly, so after the firsts he's not too shy to initiate things like dates and kisses <3

[pompurumi]

salad fingers is like an exclusive barbie doll to me and if I see you playing with or treating him in anyway that I don't like I will kill you

[ausrache]

mali is cursed. it's not even a hypothetical or a theme in her story, or even something i as a narrator have decided; she is cursed. her existence, in all verses, is an annomaly — one that she deeply despises. being different is not something that sparks joy! in no way, shape or form has it ever brought her joy or relief. neither whilst she resided within her birthplace nor whilst having become of the mortal plane, walking amongst humans. it has always put a target on her back. it has always made her feel so incredibly isolated. it has always made her so incredibly . . . lonely.

mali is cursed with loneliness, in itself.

there is perhaps not another individual with an experience similar to that of hers & she hates it. she wishes she could relate to more "human" stuff; to more "normal" stuff. she wants to be normal. but she feels like she can never be normal in a way that counts & makes her unite with others.

on top of that, you have the many fates that are linked with her chess piece. those who pulled the strings have put her into existence with a red, bright 'x' upon her soul — making her the prime target for so many others hunting her down.

it manifested in the z'ail'tha glyph that binds her to destruction.

it manifested in the poet who took her original body & power.

it manifests in the way she dies inside every time she smells human blood & feels her mouth watering.

it also manifests in the way that she never shows that pain. always swallowing it down, never showing the extent of her burdens.

[hoshigray]

gojo #1 hottie, i feel like nanami would like her too. i feel like he'd appreciate how she carries herself and slowly dabble into her music. he wouldn't be as a big of a fan as gojo but pretty close.

- megan anon

no megan bc you're so right!!! Nanami would most definitely give her a listen or two, like it's outside his fav genres, but he'll give it a try!!! However, I think he likes the vulnerable side of Megan bc she rarely showcases that. Like, here me out: I can imagine him listening to her music at home (bc Gojo kept pestering him to do so), and he starts out liking some of her songs!!! then he stumbles upon B.I.T.C.H, Flip Flop, and Anxiety, and it just changes the way he views her and makes him respect her tenfold 🙇🏾‍♀️🙇🏾‍♀️ like plzzz I see it!!!

Oh yeah, he's def not a big fan like Gojo, but he listens to her on the side, maybe even scrolls on IG to see her photos and videos with her commentary (lowkey, he loves her voice?? 😳😳) GASSSSPPP omg what if he likes her pics and Gojo pokes fun at him about it bc Gojo is Megan's stalker and ALWAYS likes stuff on her socials!!?? KEHEHEHEH POOR NANAMI PLEASE

[ask-mikage-reo]

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers ♡

Hmm... Let's see.

Being able to do what I want

Soccer

Nagi (and friends)

Ichibo steak

Warm baths

I don't think I'll try to do the last part, but anyone who wants to do this can reblog, if you want.

[tteokdoroki]

I know everyone likes to talk about Bakugo with a daughter just like him but for a second may I raise Bakugo with a daughter who's his opposite? When Bakugo lays eyes on his little girl he promises to love her and protect her forever no matter what. Well she's a shy baby, soft and so compassionate always wanting to help others. Katsuki thinks she'll be a doctor when she's older. She might be compassionate but don't take that for weakness. She stands up for others when they're getting bullied because she can feel so deeply. When someone else is crying so does she. When Katsuki crushes a spider in the house instead of taking it outside she cried for hours. He never did that again. He holds his little girl and allows her to have all the feelings he was never allowed as a child. She's a real daddy's girl. Whenever she gets scared (which is a lot) she always goes to Katsuki whimpering in his arms and he always reassures her. "come on now, what're ya crying for. Daddy's here and ya know he'd never let anything hurt ya. Not my little princess." Bakugo learns softness through her. Learns how to open up and feel things he's never felt before. He learns how to connect with someone else. She learns how to be strong that it's ok to ask for help but that she's capable of anything she wants. Katsuki is the one crying when she goes off to UA he doesn't care that she wants to be a rescue and heal hero, one on the sidelines without all the public attention. He doesn't care that she didn't inherit his quirk he loves her no matter what.

"now promise to visit your old man every weekend."

"Daddy" she drags a little embarrassed at Katsukis fussing. He looks like he's been punched in the gut and she rolls her eyes. "Of course I will daddy, you better visit in-between your patrols too." Then it starts to hit her she's really leaving her parents who've kept her safe her whole life, and then the tears start.

"No, no princess. If you start crying then so will I." He says the deep rasp in his voice making it obvious he's holding back tears.

"it's- it's ok to cry daddy, rember?" She says words broken as she cries into his chest. Katsuki sucks in a breath holding her tight, tears dripping into her hair.

"That's right princess." Katsuki tries not to worry as she walk out the door. She's only a phone call away and a ten minute flight using his quirk. He's confident in how he raised her. A strong emotionally intelligent girl who knows what she wants and how she should be treated. Katsuki thinks she's taught him well too. He reflects back on his highschool self. He would kill to tell him how all that anger, and hurt will melt when his little girl comes along. How far a little emotional intelligence can take him. It's a good thing too because his youngest daughter well....she's exactly like he was when he was a child.

-Hachi

I’LL SOB :(( bakugou’s greatest achievement in life would be to raise a daughter the way he wishes he was raised — to know that his kid loves him and is proud of him just as much as he is them

cries this is so perfect im going to sob forever

[dorianswritingcorner]

heyyy bestie. gimme furina hcs 🙏🙏 /nf

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[a-zif]

hello bottoms

[arabaka]

thinking about gwen coming out to reader . is very cathartic rn actually.

[einwish]

※ CONTRACT

Sis puella magica! Salve, terrae magicae gradus prohibitus credens justitiam. Clementia desiderium conturbatio postmeridie puella in somnio. Umbra nigra terror adhaerens scaena felix. Pugna cum maga decretum agmen clientum venari strigas. Signum malum amicae carae meae. Incertus inevitabilis serena ira anima mala pugna infinita. Ave maria vocalise op. 34 no. 14 numquam vincar. Quamobrem? Cor destructum.

§ Hey I just met you and this is crazy, § 

§ But here's my number so contract maybe § 

Surgam identidem nux Walpurgis confessio sagitta luminis. Cubilulum album taenia memoriae la fille aux cheveux de lin. Symposium magarum pergo pugnare connect mata ashita magia.

contract contract contract contract

contract

contract

contract

contract

contract form

contract?

contract!

Samia dostia ari aditida tori adito madora. Estia morita nari amitia sori arito asora, semari aisi Isola matola. Soribia doche irora amita? Samaria dose ifia mio lora fia sia adora. Samia dostia ari aditida tori adito madora. Estia morita nari amitia. Sori arito asora semari aisi isola matola soribia doche irora amita. Samaria dose ifia mio lora fia sia adora semari aisi isola matola. Soribia doche irora amita samaria dose ifia mio lora fia sia adora. Adora!

[kaveehs]

gojo “i don’t spoil my s/o” satoru after casually giving you 10k, taking you out on a unlimited shopping spree, and renting out one of the finest restaurants in the city just to eat alone with you

[pompurumi]

do you think salad, if he had a choice, would care abt hygiene? because I hc him as a bit of a clean freak but due to the living conditions he was raised in and the baren wasteland he's been forced (in my opinion) to endure he's had no idea what it feels like to be truly clean. his mindset is more "to be as less dirty as possible" than "to be as clean as possible"

[ausrache]

𝗺𝗮𝗹𝗶 & 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗼𝗻. — 𝘴𝘺𝘮𝘣𝘰𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘮, 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦.

description: this is the first post of a series of meta & world-building posts that will explore the symbolism of certain characters. they go more in-depth into their place within the world's lore, their powers as well as their general character. the first characters will be the main muse of the blog: mali. ( for the sake of simplicity, she will also be referred to as mali in this post even though her name as a goddess was b'aelzei. ) content warning(s):mentions of blood.

as an entity of the void, mali prevailed in an environment which was doused in darkness ever since it came into existence. its only nourishment had been the negative energy that flowed through the universe & thus, it was no surprise that it only created creatures with fitting attributes. alas, there was mali. b'aelzei, as she was once called. a goddess of justice. retribution. vengeance, in its most negative sense. & yet, these concepts were often even seen as something positive, especially in hopeless environments; the desert-like garden of the end, the void where lawlessness & chaos prevailed. creatures that roamed these lands only followed the concept of to eat or to be eaten; the stronger ones prevailed, no matter how dirty they fought. no matter how unjust their climb was.

but then came mali.

an entity that defied everything within the void. a paradox. she was a twist of the fates; a gamble, really. they wanted to see what would happen if a goddess of justice would be born into a world where injustice had reigned for over millions of years. they thought she would be eaten. consumed by the unjust & darkness of the creatures. she was a joke. an experiment at best.

but mali prevailed.

she became a beacon.

she became the moon.

at least, in a symbolic sense. just like the moon, mali would reflect the injustice upon those who brought it to this world. just like the moon, mali would reflect the justice of the cosmos upon those who needed it. through mali's existence, a new era was ushered into this dark environment — for a lot of tinier, weaker creatures they saw mali's reign as hope. she was like light in this darkness. through associating themselves with her, they could escape the fate that seemed inescapable for so long.

however, mali didn't just acquire her position within the void by simply existing. no. it took several hundred thousand years before she was at a place where she had become influential enough to provide shelter for weaker entities. she tore through the desert like any other budding god; tearing herself through the flesh & dirt, consuming the souls of unjust beings & growing in power. a self-made entity whose had all the odds against her, ever since it was decided that she should even exist.

but it didn't stop there.

as the fates realized that their plan had backfired, they obviously tried to make it harder on the young entity at the time. however, even as they created new gods & creatures to torment her — mali would not back down. like the moon, she would reflect their own injustice upon themselves until they self-destructed. that is what her justice is. imposing a reflection of one's actions upon themselves; illuminating their souls with their own behavior. for some, it wouldn't do anything. but in a land where the most grotesque & horrible behavior was the norm? where it even was rewarded with more power? a being who could bring punishment to those who were unjust would flourish as long as they didn't back down. as long as they pushed forward.

& for a while, the forces that went against her would cease. the young goddess thought she could make a change within this world. transform it. bring forth another cycle of life that wouldn't just be dictated by injustice. to bring some sort of guidance. real hope.

oh, how naive she was.

mali forgot that she, too, was a product of this world. she was nourished by the darkness. by the negativity. by everything that shaped the void. just like the moon, she also had a dark side. the shadows that lingered within her soul were bound to erupt & swallow everythng in its path but she didn't know. she didn't want to know. perhaps, she was aware of what had been happening to her, yet ignored it. made excuses. she hasn't eaten in so long. she hasn't eaten in so long. the moon was waning. its light dimmed. & when there was no light left, the shadows were unshackled.

under the blood moon, the goddess of vengeance would arise.

in an instant, everything that she had built for herself was gone. taken by her own hand. consumed. bit by bit. the wasteland was wasteland once more as the fates laughed from above, watching the eclipsed moon as it struggled to understand what happened. no one would ever be able to beat their nature, would they? she had never been so different from those lawless beings of injustice that she had once killed. she, too, had used them to acquire strength. was she any different?

as the blood moon came to a close & the cosmos was able to shine its light upon mali once again; the darkness ceased. for a while. it would come back, she was sure. with every eclipse; every time there was no light to be reflected; no justice to illuminate the world; mali would become one of them. a true voidborne whose nature was written into the sand from which she had risen millions of years ago.

as the waxing moon represented the light of justice.

the waning moon would forever be a reminder that vengeance was near.

one that was all-consuming. every negative aspect. every mishap. every wrong-doing. it wouldn't matter.

the blood moon consumed it all under mali's gaze.

after the events that transpired after her first 'eclipsed state' mali fled to the human world where she would eventually loose her original body to the poet & wander through the mortal plane as a ghost for thousands of years. it is certainly possible that even the poet's existence itself had been another ploy by the fates to finally kill mali for good. she contradicts her own self. she's a paradox. a mistake. something that shouldn't exist in the first place. & the fates wished to eradicate every smudge upon their perfectly laid out plan for this world.

at present time, mali watches the moon in melancholy & regret. she searches for answers but no one ever speaks to her. the universe once sang through the moon, coaxing her into transforming the land with her own two hands. but now? it was silent. deadly silent. perhaps, all the gods are dead. perhaps, even the moon in the sky doesn't know the answers anymore. & yet, every time it slowly disappears from the nightsky, she feels the darkness within her grow. despite its silence, it still coaxes her with a shrilling cry for vengeance & doom.

but does she know her name? does she know her story? the moon & the universe that reflect upon mali; she is but a stranger to them. a vessel, at best. a disposable tool, at worst. after all, if she was to die, they could simply create another entity as a vessel for whatever they wished to achieve. for all that she knows, there has never been any hope in this world — and the light of the moon has never been so dim.

TLDR; moon symbolism.

REFLECTION — mali's power rely on reflection. her powers act like a mirror to the other person, particularly their character as well as their actions. mali cannot harm or bring justice to a person whose behavior does not reflect such. additionally, mali does not decide which actions should be punished by her powers; she simply reflects the will of the comos & the fates, acting as a vessel of the universe. this directly corresponds to how the moon reflects the sunlight & thus, brings us light.

ILLUMINATING — just like the moon in the darkest of night, mali was seen as a beacon of hope within the void. she was the force that illuminated the place & made it possible for weaker beings to exist.

TRANSFORMATION/CYCLES — with mali's doings, she wanted to transform the void & the entities that lived there. however, she was unable to. but it still speaks to the moon symbolism as the moon, in a sense, trandsforms, too. that 'transformation' is just an optical illusion of light, though, as the moon never really physically changes. in the same sense, mali's transformation of the void was also just a mere illusion & it never really changed in the first place.

GUIDANCE — the moon is often seen as a beacon within the night & helps people find themselves within the darkness. this was also mali's mission within the void.

TLDR; blood moon & eclipse symbolism.

OMEN OF DOOM — just like the blood moon, mali's transformation under the waning influence of the cosmos meant for impending doom. on earth, it is no different. the eclipsed moon signals the time where the universes' influence on mali's voidborne powers is the weakest, thus, leaving room for said doom.

SHADOWS — this is pretty self-explanatory; the blood moon rises during a lunar exclipse when the earth's shadow partially or fully blocks the sunlight from reaching the moon which makes it appear red. mali's light (aka her sense for justice or her "humanity", to a certain degree) are also blocked due to external forces, humans being one of them, which severs her ties to the universe & unleashes the shadows within her.

TRANSFORMATION & RENEWAL — through eclipses, the moon can be seen as it 'renews' itself; in mali's case, this is almost the same. mali's powers & vitality both gain a boost through this process, even if it extremely painful.

WAXING & WANING MOON — with the waxing moon illuminating/showcasing more light, the justice & light within mali grow. however, as it wanes; so, do the traits within her. the need for blood & violence rise with the waxing of the moon, making her prone to revert to her voidborne tendencies.

next part here (coming soon! mali & the hare. )

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