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hittmeandtellmeyouremine · 5 months ago

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ᴠᴇʀꜱᴇ 1 | ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪꜰᴜʟ ʙᴏʏ ꜱᴇʀɪᴇꜱ

pairing: bsfs older brother!rafe x reader

summary: you had hidden your crush on rafe as much as you could for years. sarah would kill you if you ever did anything, it would break her heart. you were her best friend and she was yours. so why did you find your eyes constantly wandering over to her brother? why were you with her brother at a party instead of her? why were you with her brother at midsummers instead of her?

warnings: swearing, mention of family issues, mentions of drug use, and suggestive content.

word count: 3.3k+ words

a/n: this is technically the first chapter to my beautiful boy series which uses characters and events from the netflix show "outer banks". it is based off the song "beautiful boy" by esha tewari. give her a listen, she's amazing. please reblog, comment, and share! i hope you guys love it! ♥

oh, beautiful boy, you are a sight to be seen.

you had tried your best to stay away from rafe cameron. the whole town often described him as a short tempered, rich, entitled, prick, and that was just scratching the surface. you never heard anything good about him, even from his own sister.

sarah cameron had been your best friend since middle school. you two used to be in a trio with kiara, freshman year, but that fizzled out and it was back to just you and sarah up until now.

"y/n!" sarah snapped, pulling you out of your daze.

"hm?" you hummed.

"you're not even listening to me, what are you looking at?" she questioned, her eyes following your gaze. sarah groaned when her eyes landed on her brother.

you were at sarah's house. she had invited you over, telling you that topper had pissed her off (again) and she needed girl time. you were both sitting poolside, feet in the water. you were supposed to be outside watching the sun set. key words: supposed to be. your eyes had wandered the minute you stepped outside.

rafe was messing with around with his dirt bike, attempting to fix something. he looked focused, lip between his teeth as his eyes focused on a gear he was messing with. the grip he had on it made the veins in arms flex. you were too far away to get a good look at them, but you knew. you knew they were straining in his arm as they usually did. he pushed his hair back and huffed, obviously frustrated with the bike.

she wasn't oblivious. she noticed your eyes wandering towards rafe whenever he was near. you had been friends for too long for her to not pick up on it, the signs were there. not that you would ever admit it though.

"y/n" she groaned.

"what?" you protested.

"stop eyeing my brother, please. i want better for you" she pleaded, taking your hand.

"i was not eyeing your brother sarah. god, as if. rafe wouldn't touch me with a ten foot pole" you reminded.

"that doesn't make me feel any better" she frowned.

"well it should, it's never gonna happen. i was just zoned out" you reassured.

"he spent the money dad gave him to buy stuff for the house on the thing" she said, nodding over to the bike.

"come on, lets go inside. i'm getting hot"

with that you grabbed her hand, leading her back inside tannyhill before she could question you any further.

rafe's eyes followed you into the house as you lead his sister inside. he sucked his teeth, watching you go.

oh, beautiful boy, you hate your mother.

sarah had dragged you to some party, saying she was gonna meet topper and she needed you to come with her for emotional support. being the good friend you were, you obliged and came to be there for her.

unfortunately for you, she ditched you the minute she found topper. she whispered some half promise of finding you in a "little while" which you both knew was a lie. you wandered around the party feeling out of place. the only person you really knew there was sarah and she was somewhere probably making out with topper.

you initially planned on trying to find some water, but a few minutes into it you gave up and made your way outside of the house. as you were trying to get away you heard your name being called.

"y/n!"

you turned and were met with none other than rafe cameron on his dirt bike. he looked flushed, probably drunk or high. maybe both.

"you leaving already?" he questioned, sniffling and wiping his nose.

"yea, sarah went off with topper and i don't really know anyone else here" you shrugged.

"that's a lie" he said, sliding his helmet off and setting it on the handle of his bike.

you cocked your head at him.

"i'm here now, lets go" he said, nodding his head toward the house as he dismounted the bike.

"i'm okay, i think i'm gonna head home" you said, backing away from him a bit.

"see i wasn't really asking you, i was telling you" he said, "i'm not letting you walk home alone in the dark so you can either wait for my sister or i'll take you home when i'm ready"

"i don't get how that's your decision to make" you scoffed.

"you don't need to, let's go" he said, reaching out for you but not touching you.

for whatever reason you followed, walking back inside with him guiding you through the house full of people. the good thing about rafe having a bad reputation was that people made way for him, scared of him losing his temper and lashing out. he pulled you into the kitchen, getting you a cup of water and handing it to you. you took it, looking inside and back up at him.

"you put something in here?" you questioned, mainly teasing.

he sucked his teeth.

"no, y/n. i didn't. if i wanted to fuck you, i would ask" he said bluntly.

you nodded, prying your thoughts away from that fantasy and drinking the water. his gaze lingered on you and he glanced around before looking back at you.

"are you gonna go find sarah?" he asked.

you shook your head.

"i really don't wanna third wheel her and topper"

"well i don't want you by yourself. stay by me, alright?" he asked.

your eyes searched his for answers in confusion. where was this coming from? you had been friends with sarah for a while, having a secret crush on rafe for a majority of it. he didn't speak to you unless he absolutely had to. why is he suddenly keeping you around?

"rafe, i'll be fine" you reassured.

"once again, i wasn't really asking" he said, eyes serious.

"i don't get where is this is coming from" you said as you looked at him.

"what are you talking about?"

"why do you care about my whereabouts all of the sudden?"

"you snuck out of our house y/n. i know you and my sister are here. if something happens to you and my dad finds out i knew, which he would, he would kill me"

you tried to hide the disappointment in your face when he revealed that this was all just an act to cover his ass.

"i wouldn't rat on you, if that's what you're saying"

"you wouldn't, sarah would" he stated.

"come on, just come sit. i have shit to deal with anyway" he said before grabbing your hand and pulling you over to the couch. you tried to ignore the way your heart fluttered when his fingers wrapped around yours. you sat beside him, watching girls flock around him as he pulled a small white bag out of his pocket.

he mumbled something to kelce who disappeared and returned with more people. he collected cash from just about everyone, offering lines to all the girls nearby. all the girls, except for you.

"you want some y/n? tastes like bananas" kelce offered as he noticed you just sitting there watching everyone.

"no, she's good" rafe answered, shooting kelce daggers.

your stomach turned as you watched rafe hold one nostril and sniff the powder with the other. his pupils dilated and he wiped his nose of the excess. you felt the pedal stool you had secretly put him on begin to lower and your stomach begin to knot with anxiety. you lost track of how many lines he had truly done.

"you don't think that's enough?" you asked him.

"what?" he asked face turning to you and eyes running over your worried expression.

"when did you start doing this?" you asked.

"recently" he nodded, "don't worry, it's not that bad. get off your high horse"'

"can i have some?" you proposed.

"no" he said.

"why not? you just said its not that bad" you said, cocking your head a bit.

he chuckled, shaking his head and taking a sip of his beer as he realized the game you were playing.

"not that bad for me, doesn't mean i want you doing it too" he said.

"you're not my father, that's not your decision to make"

"you don't know your father and it is when the drugs are mine"

you glared at him at that comment. your faces were closer than usual. it wasn't out of the ordinary from where you guys were. there were way too many people on that couch, making every squished together. the need to look at each other when speaking didn't help your case much. he looked away from you, counting the cash that was put into his hand.

"i need to use the bathroom" you said as you got up from the couch.

like a leech, he was right behind you, stuffing the bag of coke into his pocket and mumbling to the group about how he would be back.

hand on your lower back, he lead you upstairs to one of the bedrooms. he closed the door behind you two and waved over to the bathroom in the room. you rolled your eyes, going into the bathroom and slamming the door shut behind you.

"slam it harder next time" he called after you, sitting on the edge of the bed.

when you reemerged from the bathroom a few minutes later his eyes ran over you. he had lost track of just how many times they had done that tonight.

"come here" he said.

"i'm fine" you said, walking towards the door.

"y/n" he said, his tone letting you know that was also not a request.

you paused, rolling your eyes at how just your name out of his mouth had an effect on you. you made your way to the bed, sitting down next to him with a huff.

"can you drop your little attitude?"

"that was fucking mean, rafe" you said.

"i'm sorry, alright?" he said as he looked at you even though you refused to look at him, hand moving to rub your knee innocently.

"you don't mean that"

"i said it, didn't i?" he asked.

"that doesn't mean anything"

"i'm telling you, it does"

you finally looked at him, noticing the hint of sincerity in his eyes. he had a point. rafe barely apologized to anyone yet here he was, apologizing to you. over a comment he made because he's cross faded.

a part of you melted a bit. you don't know why. rafe was an asshole, everyone said it. he was no good. he was into drugs not on top of everything else.

"i didn't mean that. i'm just a little stressed about stuff, i'm getting my shit together though" he said, nodding to himself. "i didn't mean to hurt your feelings princess"

princess.

that wasn't the first time he had called you that and you hoped it wouldn't be the last. it was supposed to be a teasing nickname but your brain registered it as something far from that.

you nodded. it was your only way of trying to shake your brain out of the fuzziness it had gone into the minute he got so close to you.

"you forgive me?" he asked.

you nodded again.

a thick silence filled the room, both of you unsure what to say at this point.

"come on, lets get back out there before sarah starts looking for you" he stated, getting up from the bed and going towards the door. you followed, returning to your seat on the couch and watching him fall back into the same routine as before.

this wasn't really rafe, but no one else knew that. it was like a new person. he had changed a lot over the summer actually. he looked constantly frustrated, constantly stressed. it was obvious the coke was an escape. an unfortunate escape.

"hey, lets keep this between us yeah?" he asked, hand moving to tap your thigh now.

you hesitated to answer. sarah was one of your closest friends and this was her brother. this was her only brother.

he noticed your hesitation.

"come on, we're friends. aren't we?" he asked, hand moving to gently grab you face.

since when were you guys friends? you were friends with sarah. you knew rafe, yes. you liked rafe, yes. but friends? rafe barely said a word to you before today. you had to take what little interaction you could from him.

you could've sworn you saw his eyes flicker from yours to your lips. you felt the energy shift. you didn't know why or what it was but you felt it. you wanted to embrace it.

before you could answer topper came over, looking upset. kelce offered him a line, giving him the same description he gave you. rafe laughed, urging him to do it. you took the chance to slip away from him to go and find sarah.

rafe realized your absence when you were already halfway down the hall, too far for him to stop you. it crushed his high a bit, the loss of you. he wasn't worried about you saying anything to sarah, but he would be lying if he said he didn't enjoy the time he got to have you to himself.

you found sarah who was a mess, crying about topper being mad at her for not wanting to sleep with him. you two took it as a sign to head home. and as you walked back home with her head on your shoulder and your arm around her. as you comforted your best friend, your thoughts wandered back to her brother. to his hand on your knee, on your thigh. to his hand on your face. to his worry.

that's why you love me

"hey y/n" you heard your name being called as you were handed a slushie.

"hi rafe" you said, a bit confused by his presence.

"what's up, how are you?" he asked, eye finding yours.

"i'm good"

"good good" he nodded.

what the fuck.

"since when do you like movies?" you asked.

"topper dragged me and kelce" he said, making you nod as you paid the concession stand worker and stepped off to the side with him.

"is there a reason you came over...?" you questioned. as much as you were enjoying rafe's company which he seemed to be making a habit, you had your doubts.

"i can't say hi to my favorite girl?" he asked, smirking a little bit.

"you're funny" you laughed, shaking your head.

"thank you, for not telling sarah" he said finally.

there it is.

"tell sarah about what?" you asked, making him chuckle.

"right, right. you here with someone?" he asked.

"my sister"

he nodded, looking like he was searching for someone.

"are you gonna make this a thing now?" you asked.

"what?"

"this" you said, pointing between you two.

"us?" he asked, you nodded.

"hasn't it always been a thing?" he asked, a smirk playing on his lips.

you shook your head, playfully rolling your eyes.

"i like you y/n, we're friends" he said, making you nod.

"see you around rafe" you said as you walked away from him.

"promise?" he called after you, making you smile to yourself.

that's why you love me

you turned around as you heard your name being yelped by a familiar voice. sarah was quick to engulf you in a hug.

"there's the kook princess" you teased as you hugged her back. "why'd you look so pouty in your big entrance?"

she rolled her eyes and sighed.

"i don't wanna be here or near topper, at all. he's so suffocating. i'm only here because my dad made me" she said, crossing her arms over her chest.

"was that why you were off the grid yesterday?" you asked.

"sorta. thanks for covering for me" she said.

"always"

later on in the night you felt eyes on you, looking up to see rafe staring at you from across the crowd. he nodded over, silently beckoning you over. you excused yourself from sarah, telling lying and saying you were gonna go get a drink.

you slyly made your way through the crowd and around the corner, wondering what rafe wanted this time around. your eyes landed on the boy in his baby blue suit, smiling once he saw you.

"what secret do you need me to keep now?" you asked as you stood across from him.

"nothing in particular" he shrugged. "just wanted to see you"

"rafe, you can't be doing this" you said.

"doing what? talking to my friend?" he asked, closing the distance between you two.

"is that what this is?"

"yeah, it is" he nodded, looking down at you. "why, you think it's something else?"

"isn't it?"

"could be" he nodded.

"it shouldn't be"

"yeah? why's that?" he asked.

you gave him a knowing look.

"sarah won't care. she does't have to know" he said.

"she's my best friend"

"she's my sister, she'll get over it" he said. he was as close as he could be now, face inches from yours and body pressed against yours.

your dress was short and a pastel yellow. it was strapless, making it hug your cleavage enough to show it off but not enough to be considered provocative by the establishment full of prudes. there was a little flower on the left side of the top of your dress. a wavy piece hung from it, matching the pattern of the ruffles at the hem of the dress.

the pale yellow looked nice against your tanned skin. there were small tan lines from where your bikini once was. they did wonders for rafe, especially since he memorized just about every bikini he had seen you in. he had a pretty good idea of which one made those lines.

even in the baby pink heels you had on, rafe still towered over you.

"you look pretty" he said, hands running along the fabric of your dress.

"thank you" you said.

"you looked pretty the other night too" he said.

"which one?"

"both" he hummed, turning you around for himself.

"can you keep another secret?" he asked when he made you face him again.

you nodded.

he leaned in, pressing his lips softly against yours. the kiss started off nice, gentle. that feeling only lasted for so long before greed got the best of you two. before you knew it he was pressing you against the railing and swiping his tongue over your bottom lip. his hands gripped your hips, keeping you pinned between him and the rail.

he pulled back with a smirk, licking his lips as he looked at you. he could practically see the worry seeping into your face as you realized what you had just done.

"hey, what she doesn't know won't hurt her" he said, grabbing your face to recenter your focus on him.

that wasn't enough.

"if not, we don't have to do this again. if you're really worried about it"

"no, no i want to" you protested.

"i know you do baby" he nodded, "but i need you to be sure. you understand?"

you nodded.

"i can't keep hiding it to keep her happy, that's not fair to me is it? sarah can't have it all"

you shook your head. he had reduced you to a few head movements. you silently mourned the loss of his lips and the loss of your friendship with sarah if she ever found out.

you also mourned this feeling, this position you were in. the one that granted you access to soft rafe. you never really knew which rafe you were gonna get these days. you were savoring this one before he retreated back into his hard shell.

"yeah, good" he praised. "you're mine now princess"

"that's not how this works" you shook your head.

"it is now" he said with a shrug. "we'll keep this under wraps until you're ready to tell sarah."

with that he walked away from you. leaving you confused and flustered. rafe cameron had just been your first kiss. your best friend's brother had been your first kiss and she didn't know anything about it.

god, sarah was gonna flip when she found out. hopefully she never did.

up next: ᴄʜᴏʀᴜꜱ

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