#«Suicide

[nakakabaliw]

curly talks

[amygdalae]

Me: damn this situation I'm in sure isn't ideal, what am I gonna do about this

Suicidal Ideation Man who lives in my brain: perhaps I have a suggestion ☝️🤓

[astatuessong]

as most girls do

[thecinnamongirlll]

[heloocean]

[hamoodmood]

[shitbl0gger]

[lastoneout]

Ya know when people told me "when you're finally safe enough that you can leave survival mode and start to let go of and process your c-ptsd/trauma things are probably going to get really, really bad before they slowly start to get better" I thought that was reasonable. I did not understand that by "things are going to get bad" they meant "you're going to find yourself in the worst mental state of your entire life, but dw, that means it's working" and tbh I simply wish someone had been more clear.

Edit: If everyone could please take a minute and think about what it must feel like to be struggling and then have multiple strangers say to your face that they find the prospect of going through what you're going through so horrifying that they'd rather kill themselves and then stop leaving comments like that I would greatly appreciate it.

[roseforviolet]

[reallydumbdannyphantomaus]

im going to [remembers suicide jokes are harmful for me and my mental health] explore my parents very strange machine (designed to view a world unseen)

[onceifixmehesgonnamissme]

[brucefromfamilyguy]

[thegunlady]

thinking about this a lot today

[feelslikesugarinme777]

[cupid-angels]