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[liliansun]

the only promise we ever made | l.dh

sequel to maybe I want that

warning: bring the tissues bc angsty

angst/slight fluff

1.4 wc

a/n: this is for my two moots who hearts I broke w the cliffhanger in the first and hope to mend it w this 🫶

It had been days since you and Haechan last interacted. I mean, can you really call it an interaction when you ran out on him after dropping your feelings in his lap. It was harder than you thought it’d be to tip toe around him when you share an apartment, but to your surprise he seemed to be walking around in the same sense. When you first noticed that, it hurt. You knew it was your fault that he was now on edge when the two of you barely made eye contact in passings, but never did you think you’d loose your best friend in the boy you loved.

You thought after a couple days, maybe it’ll get better and you can brush it under the rug as if it never happened—boy were you wrong. After the first week, your friends wouldn’t stop bombarding you with texts and missed calls asking why you and Haechan weren’t hanging out with the group together. When the second week rolled though, everyone basically got the sense that something happened and judging by the somber messages they would send, you knew they had a feeling that he knew about how you felt.

When a whole month and a half had passed, you didn’t realize the routine that the two of you had silently created was now throwing you completely off balance. You didn’t really leave your room much unless it was to the bathroom or to go outside, hating having to run into him as if he was a stranger instead of the one you used to find comfort in. You guess that’s what he’s boiled down to, nothing more than a stranger who shares a space with you and avoids all interactions and contact as much as possible.

Now, you stand in the middle of the kitchen as he stares at you with little to nothing in his eyes. You are trying to wrap your head around the words that just fell out of his mouth, making you feel almost nauseated. “What did you say?” Your voice came out almost as a stutter, clenching the counter to keep you from falling to your knees. “I said I’m moving out soon, once I sign on the new place it’ll only be a matter of weeks till-“

“Oh.” You could feel the tears stinging in your eyes, threatening to roll down your cheeks and leave a trail of your emotions down with them. “Oh? Is that all you have to say?” His faced was unreadable, almost as if he was angry with the lack of your response. “I’m happy for you.” You mutter the words, trying to find some truth behind them through all the pain and confusion that was mixed in. The tension filled the air, sending chills up your arm when you heard him scoff.

“I don’t know what I expected, honestly.” He turned his back to you, going to walk off while the paper in his hand crumbled between his fingers. You don’t know what exactly compelled you to stop him, moving across the kitchen to grab ahold of his wrist. Very k-dramaesque of you. “What did you expect then, please tell me because I hope you didn’t forget you’ve been avoiding me.”

“I’m avoiding you? Are you hearing yourself? You left me, alone in my room for hours only to run away after telling me something so important and you think I’d be okay after that?” You couldn’t hold them back anymore, trying to stop your nose from scrunching up as the tears fell. “I was trying to figure out what to do, it wasn’t exactly easy to tell you, ya know.” Haechan was hurt and it showed. It showed in the way his eyes were searching yours, looking for something only he’ll know. It showed in the way his shoulders dropped and his eyes starting to gloss over.

“It’s not supposed to be easy, y/n—nothing ever was supposed to be easy, but we could’ve worked on it together, we could’ve talked about it and yet,” You bit your lip, trying to choke back the pain that bloomed in your chest and encased your heart. “You left me, the only promise we ever made to each other and you broke it, it broke me.”

You fell apart at his confession, sobbing as you tried to keep yourself up. Haechan wrapped his arms around you almost immediately, pulling you against his chest and soothing the back of your head with his hand. He too was crying, resting his chin on top of your shoulder as the two of you let every emotion you bottled up all out. And you stayed that way for what seemed like hours, clenching onto one another in fear the other would let go and you’d wake up to this only being a dream.

When you finally calmed yourself down, the sound of his heart brought you back in and it felt like that alone had anchored you. “I’m sorry.” When he pulls back a little, you look up at him and finally take everything about him that you’ve missed over these two months in. His hair had gotten longer, nearly covering over his eyes, but you thought it was cute. His face looked thinner, probably due to him over-gaming and not getting enough sleep which in turn messed up his eating schedule. The rest looked the same, familiar even. His moles still scattered his face in places you only wish you could kiss, his eyes still were your favorite pair on anyone you’d ever met.

“Don’t apol-“

“No, let me just say this.” This time, he didn’t protest, staying quiet as you gather the courage within yourself. “I never should’ve left you after confessing like that, I guess I was just scared that you’d hate me and somehow running away made more sense than talking it through and it going in the garbage.”

His hands pulled you closer, rubbing circles on the small of your back with his thumb as you relish in the familiar feeling. “I don’t get why you ran, but I can understand it and I forgive you for it, but if you ever do something like that again I’m throwing away your skincare products.”

“Fair.”

He took in a deep breath, scanning your face as you gave him a confused look. “Over the time we didn’t talk, I was hurt and confused and just didn’t understand why you didn’t want to see me, but it gave me a lot of room to think and I think I didn’t see it before because I too was too scared to ruin what we have.” You felt a weight come off your chest, the relief of him not outright hating you letting you have a little room to breathe. “I can’t say exactly when, but I know for a fact that I like you too—the boys said we were kinda slow on getting to this point which actually leads me to my next question.”

You gave him a smile to which he returned, stepping back to take him all in. “Do you want to be my girlfriend?” You couldn’t hide how wide you were smiling, nodding as his eyes lit up. “C’mon, I need to hear you say it.” As if nothing had changed, we went from being incredibly sweet to slightly annoying and if you’re honest, you’ve missed it. You’ve missed him. “Well, looks like you don’t want to, I guess I’ll go have to find another gir-“

Pulling him by the front of his shirt, your bodies closed the space between as your lips collided with one another. Kissing him felt exactly how you always imagined it and that sent your heart skyrocketing. The softness of his plump lips moved against yours as the two of you held each other close in a kiss that neither of you wanted to end. You were the first to pull back, looking up at him as he smiled at you. “I guess I’m your girlfriend now.”

“Oh yeah? How so?”

“Friends don’t just kiss each other after confessing, so you’re stuck with me now.”

“Fine by me, just means I’ll never have to let you go.” And he didn’t, not for a second for the ten minutes that followed the kiss. For once, everything had felt right. You got the boy of your dreams and your best friend all in one person, not everyone could be so lucky, but to you, you hit the jackpot with Haechan.

©︎𝐋𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐍., 2022

[luvyeni]

— CAMERA READY; NCT DREAM 00' LINE: SHE'S DELUSIONAL

SYNOPSYS. after filming the 5some with your friends for onlyfanz , you find yourself filming solo content with all of them , then feelings get involved.

AUTHORS NOTE. none

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©️LUVYENI

[jungwnies]

what really goes on behind closed doors [15]

“you guys are lucky you weren’t caught kissing or anything.” the managers scold as they sit at the table. “do you want the relationship to be public?” he asks frustrated.

you squeeze heeseung’s hand and look at him worriedly, “whatever you want.” you mouth to him with your eyebrows furrowed.

“of course i want the relationship to be public, im tired of hiding.” heeseung tells his manager annoyed. “i don’t want to be like every other idol sneaking around just because i love someone.”

“noona? do you want to public with heeseung?” your brother asks from the other end of the table.

you give your brother a nod, “of course i do wonie.”

“i think you should let them be official then manager-nim.” jungwon chimes in.

the manager looks at the two of you and sighs, “i’ll talk about it with the others, you guys can leave for now.”

the three of you stand up and you tell heeseung to go ahead so you can speak with your brother.

“what do you think will happen?” you ask as you and your brother walk slowly down the halls of hybe.

jungwon shrugs, “they either allow it or tell you guys to break up.”

you laugh, “break up?”

jungwon nods, “they won’t tell you that directly but they’ll do everything to ruin your relationship.”

you sigh, “then let’s hope they’ll just let hee and me be happy.”

jungwon gives you a hug, “don’t stress noona, i won’t let them do anything to you guys.”

“you’re the best little brother you know that?” you tell him giggling giving him the hug back.

jungwon pulls away and smiles, “that means you’ll buy me-“

you roll your eyes and cut him off, “yes that means i’ll buy you lunch.”

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authors note : sorry for the wait 😸 we back tho

2022 ©️ jungwnies

[luvyeni]

— CAMERA READY; NCT DREAM 00' LINE: DADDY ISSUES

SYNOPSYS. after filming the 5some with your friends for onlyfanz , you find yourself filming solo content with all of them , then feelings get involved.

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©️LUVYENI

[luvyeni]

— CAMERA READY; NCT DREAM 00' LINE: BARE FUCKING MINIMUM

SYNOPSYS. after filming the 5some with your friends for onlyfanz , you find yourself filming solo content with all of them , then feelings get involved.

AUTHORS NOTE. none <3

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©️LUVEYENI

[luvyeni]

— CAMERA READY; NCT DREAM 00' LINE: BITCHLESS LOSER

SYNOPSYS. after filming the 5some with your friends for onlyfanz , you find yourself filming solo content with all of them , then feelings get involved.

AUTHORS NOTE. none <3

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©️LUVYENI

[luvyeni]

— CAMERA READY; NCT DREAM 00' LINE: JAEMIN IS A HATER

SYNOPSYS. after filming the 5some with your friends for onlyfanz , you find yourself filming solo content with all of them , then feelings get involved.

AUTHORS NOTE. im gonna try and be more consistent with this i promise <3

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©️LUVYENI

[luvyeni]

— CAMERA READY; NCT DREAM 00' LINE: #CASTRATEMEN

SYNOPSYS. after filming the 5some with your friends for onlyfanz , you find yourself filming solo content with all of them , then feelings get involved.

AUTHORS NOTE. none <3

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©️LUVEYENI

[liliansun]

LETS FALL IN LOVE FOR THE NIGHT

L. DHYUCK

warnings: not proof read, slight angst/fluff, 2l

“Let’s fall in love.”

“Are you out of your mind?” Bringing your hand up to his forehead, you check his temperature expecting to feel him burning up. Much to your surprise, he felt his normal temp of warm. “I’m serious.” He says, lightly laughing as he pulls your hand from his forehead. Giving him a puzzled look, you tilt your head while meeting his eyes. Looking into them, you thought you’d find any hint that he was playing with you, but he seemed pretty firm in his request.

“Just for the night, you never know what’ll happen.” Smiling, he intertwined his fingers with yours. The warmth of his hand sent chills up your arm and down your spine. “Who are you and what exactly have you done with my best friend?”

“I’m right here, always have been and always will.” You didn’t know exactly how to process his words or the current situation over all. The two of you were sitting on a park bench in the middle of winter, holding hands under the light of a street lamp like two lovers straight out of a modern fairytale. You looked down at your hands, sorting through the mess of your thoughts while he wordlessly watches you.

“Why?” Is all you can say, afraid of his answer, but more afraid of not knowing. “If you think about it, it makes sense actually.” He starts to rub his thumb on your skin, bringing a smile to your face. “I’m the boy that every boy you’ve ever been with was scared about, I know every word to every song you like and yet I’ve always been the best friend who never got his chance.”

You don’t know why you felt your eyes start to sting, there wasn’t a direct reason as to why you should be crying, but your heart slowly started to crack. “Don’t waste your time with anyone else, just for tonight…I know better than to ever call you mine, so don’t be scared.”

“What I’m scared of is this sudden switch.” Trying to lighten the mood, you shove him with your shoulder. He laughs, throwing his head back with closed eyes. “We can forget in the morning, if that makes you feel any better.” You let out a heavy breath, blinking away the tears that slowly slide down your cheeks. Immediately, he wipes away each tear, giving your hand a gentle squeeze. “Don’t cry, please don’t cry..I never meant to make yo-“ You lean into his touch, swallowing the bittersweet taste on your tongue.

“Okay.” To your surprise, Haechan doesn’t react. He doesn’t question you nor does he pull away. Instead, he leans his head against yours that found its way against his shoulder. The two of you sat in silence, blurring the world around you out and relishing in this moment with each other. Your mind was racing, rethinking every moment the two of you had spent together leading up to this moment and bringing you one conclusion. You two were meant to be here, together in the middle of the city at ungodly hours with no one else around and maybe, just maybe, this moment won’t have to last just for tonight.

©️liliansun., 2022

[liliansun]

TEASER - NEVER LET ME GO | LDH

pairing | lee haechan x fem reader

synopsis | it’s pretty much a given when it comes to friends of a long time that one will fall for the other, so you’re not surprised by how long you’ve kept it to yourself. unbeknownst to you, you’re not the only one holding things back and once the truth is out there’s no going back.

genre | university au, childhood/best friends -> lovers, fluff, angst

warnings | swearing, haechan is kinda rude, mentions of sex (non-detailed, just briefly brushed over), winter calls jaemin an idiot (playfully)

featuring | nct dream, heeseung from enha, chaewon from lesserafim, winter from aespa, ryujin from itzy

wc | 6.2k

release | read here!

teaser wc | 0.5k

a/n | i haven’t written in a while so if this ends up shit in the end I’m genuinely sorry :) also I don’t have my permanent taglist anymore bc I genuinely didn’t think I’d write again so I’m sorry for all who don’t get an immediate tag

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“Why’d you get food without me, I said I was gonna pay!” He says, whining as he looks at your plate. You turn your head, staring at his almost guilty expression. “Hyuck, you were off doing your thing so I came to get food.” He sits on the opposite side of you with a frown, picking some food he knew you only got for him off your tray. “Since some of us are here can we talk about the back to school party this weekend?” Winter announced. Jaemin whipped his head toward her slowly, squinting his eyes. “You do know it’s been a month since school started right?” His lack of ability to pick up the slight sarcastic meaning by the party title earned him a punch to the shoulder by Winter. “Yes you idiot, god why do you even talk.”

Jaemin winces as he rubs his shoulder, mouthing to you with a smile that Winter was apparently in love with him. You giggle, continuing your meal till it was nearly done. When you finally notice that Haechan took the cake you had, you frown. You could’ve easily gotten another one, but the one you had was one of the last few on display. Jeno noticed your sudden sadness and put his cake onto your tray. You flash him a smile, mentally thanking him. The rest of the table watches the exchange happen and even more so how Haechan’s expression changes while watching. As you look up confused as to why everyone was eyeing the three of you, you then turn your head to Haechan who was giving Jeno a hard stare.

Putting your hand on his shoulder, he seems to visibly soften at your touch while shifting his gaze onto you instead. “Okay, now that whatever that was is over, I’m gonna go.” Ryujin says as she gets up from the table. You give her a questioned look as she signals for you to follow her. Winter does the same, stealing your cake off your tray. “My cake!” You say, quickly walking around the table to get your dessert. “Sorry hyuck, I’m stealing your girl!” She says as she and Ryujin giggle while leaving the dining hall. You have to jog to catch up to them, finally getting the cake from Winter. “So are we gonna just ignore that or what?”

“Ignore what?” Ryujin scoffs as Winter looks at you in shock. “C’mon y/n, you can’t tell me that boy isn’t head over heels for you.” You don’t comment, staring down at your cake while following along the girls. “Jeno was just being sweet, don’t read too much into it.” “No girl, not Jeno, Haechan!” Winter says, smiling at you widely. “Even I saw those heart eyes throwing fireballs at Jeno when he gave you his food, man was saying ‘don’t touch my girl’.” You shrug, trying to shake off the sickly sweet feeling you have in your stomach. As much as you’d want Haechan to reciprocate your feelings, you don’t ever see it happening.

©️ liliansun., 2022

[jungwnies]

it was gonna happen [19]

NINETEEN. | masterlist / next

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2022 ©️ jungwnies

[liliansun]

HERE TO STAY - jaehyun j.

sequel to remember me when you’re gone

warnings: none that I can think of

genre: lovers, fluff + angst

wc: 0.8k

a/n: s/o to the anon who wanted a pt2,, this was for you bae <3

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It had been ten months since you last saw Jaehyun. Your apartment no longer felt like home, instead it felt cold and empty each time you came through the door. You tried your best to forget about him, to let him go and remind yourself that he was with someone else, but your thoughts haunted you when you were most vulnerable. Each night was a different dream, ranging from memories of you two snuggled up on the couch or memories of you two cuddling underneath the sheets on your bed.

Now, after all this time has passed, you still find yourself visiting the places he would take you. It was as if your heart was drawing you to the locations in hopes to recreate the same feeling you felt when he was there with you. As you sit at a table by the window in the small cafe, you stare down at the ice that floats in your drink. Your mind starts to wander, wondering if he was with her, if he was thinking of you, if he even remembered you. You felt the pain pulse through your heart, creating a physical ache in your chest. “This is torture.” You mutter, swirling your straw around in your cup.

“What’s torture?” A familiar voice echoed from next to you, snapping you out of your thoughts and back into reality. You didn’t want to look up, too scared to find the truth in front of you. Your mind was too curious for your fragile heart, lifting your head to see Jaehyun standing front of you, a brown coat hanging over his arm in contrast to the white turtleneck he wore. You stare at him in awe, taking in that he’s actually in front of you and looking as beautiful as ever. “Missing you.” You said, being a little too honest with your mouth moving before your mind and heart have a chance to catch up.

“This seat taken?“ He asks, pulling the chair out to sit down after he see’s you shake your head no. The silence between you gives you room to admire him, take him all in and enjoy the little time you might have with him. His hair looks darker, a little longer than you expected. Your eyes then scan down his body, flicking over to his hand that rested on the table. To your surprise, you didn’t see a ring on his left finger. He follows your eyes, looking down at the empty hand. “Ah, yeah..uhm, how are you?” He asks, awkwardly pulling his hand from the table and placing it on his lap.

“Oh, I’m uhm, good? I’ve been pretty much the same, so I can’t complain.” He nods, looking around the cafe for a few seconds before looking back at you. “Listen, y/n-“ “So how are you two-“ You both cut each other off, laughing off the stiffness in the air before meeting eyes. With a deep breath, Jaehyun chews on his bottom lip before answering your question. “We aren’t together, she and I split before the wedding.” To say you were relieved was an understatement, but the guilt with that relief was heavy. “Oh.” You answer, looking down at your cup. The ice started to melt, mimicking your heart as you started to process his words.

“I couldn’t be with her..not after I left you.” You looked up, eyes starting to water as you listened to his confession. “I love you y/n, I shouldn’t have left you and I don’t ever want to do that again.” Your heart was swelling, with joy and the fear that this could all be a dream. With shaky hands, you reached out to let your fingertips brush against his cheek. When the warmth of his skin came into contact with yours, you let out a soft sob in relief. He immediately took your hand, holding it against his cheek as he tried to soothe you.

“Are you serious Jaehyun? You’re not g-going to leave me anymore?” You asked, chewing your bottom lip in anticipation for reassurance. He tried his best to hold back his tears, the sting to his eyes threatening to let them fall. “I promise baby, I’m here to stay.”

©️LILIANSUN., 2022

[liliansun]

Remember me when you’re gone - jaehyun j.

warnings: suggestive(?), jaehyun cheats

genre: angst, lovers to ex-lovers

wc: 0.3k

a/n: I just typed this up so if it sucks I’m sorry

sequel → here to stay

Sitting up on the bed, you watch as Jaehyun got up and started to gather his clothes. “You’re leaving so soon?” You asked, pulling the cover against your flushed chest. He pulls on his pants, grunting a bit as he buttons them back up. “Uh, yeah. I got some things to attend to in the city.” Still watching him move around your room, you sat up a bit more. “Do you want some company? I don’t have anythi-“ “No, I’m okay.” He cut you off, weaving his belt through the loops of his pants.

Sighing, you looked down at your blanket, not realizing the tears that started to roll down your cheeks. “You’re going to see her, aren’t you?” The question made Jaehyun freeze. He turned to you, chewing his inner cheek before replying. “Y/n, you know we can’t keep doing this.” That hurt, more than you wanted it to. “But I love you! I love you more than she does!” You scream, sobbing in between sentences. Jaehyun’s eyes start to water, watching you crumble in front of him.

He puts his shirt on, starting to button it up from the bottom. “What if it was just you and me? Would you stay..?“ He looked up at you, tucking his shirt into his pants. “Y/n, I’m about to get married tomorrow.” You shook your head, grabbing a fist full of the covers in your hand. “This is it. We can’t-, no, we will not keep this going on any longer.” Your heart was breaking, the thought of losing him for good felt like your world was falling apart.

“Jae?” You called out, looking up to see him standing in your doorway. With his back facing you, you wiped the tears from your face. He was silent, trying to keep his composure until he left your apartment. “Promise me that you’ll remember me when you’re gone.” He laughed, a soft laugh that will ring in your head for days. Continuing his way out of your room, the soft shut of the door let you know he was gone.

©️LILIANSUN., 2022

[liliansun]

RED MOON COLLAB ☾

When the day falls, the night rises. A new wave of life and death comes out of the shadows and basks in the light edmitting from the red moon.

The theme of our collab will be supernaturals. This includes vampires, werewolves, witches, or even angels! Any supernatural is welcome in Red Moon as long as either the chosen member or reader (or both!) is supernatural.

Rules and guidelines:

1. The minimum word count of this collaboration is 500 words. This means we wish for the writer to avoid writing drabbles, timestamps, or social media aus. Our goal is to have a collection of full length fics, thus no series are allowed either.

2. Plagiarizing work is never allowed and therefore not in this collab either. We appreciate all the hardworking writers and want them to be treated with the respect they deserve.

3. There will be 2 slots per enhypen member, fourteen slots a total. Both Maks and I will participate which makes twelve spots left.

4. This a member x reader/oc only event! no member x member.

5. All ages are allowed to submit entries for the collab!

6. Any genre is welcome. Both nsfw and sfw can be submitted. Minors, do not interact with the nsfw written entries and only authors of legal age should be writing/entering nsfw written works.

7. Please put both warnings and genre indication above the 'keep reading' border for the readers to see. Make sure to also include word count of your fic.

8. Important dates: the last drop-out date is 1st of June. The deadline for the collab is the 24th of October. The masterlist containing each entry will be released on the 31st of October.

9. Send either lilac (liliansun) or maks (twilightau) an ask to apply!

We hope to see your works and enjoy the collaboration!

Lee Heeseung (1) - @iwonzzi

Lee Heeseung (2) - @lovektr

Park Jongseong (1) - @joyofkinoko

Park Jongseong (2) - @carpexiem

Sim Jaeyun (1) - @httpheeseung

Sim Jaeyun (2) - @moaengenesworld

Park Sunghoon (1) - @twilightau

Park Sunghoon (2) - @maiverie

Kim Sunoo (1) - @shysakuno

Kim Sunoo (2) - @vmpnoo

Yang Jungwon (1) - @liliansun

Yang Jungwon (2) - @intotheneozone

Nishimura Riki (1) - @koakyuu

Nishimura Riki (2) - @jungwoniics

©︎ liliansun + ©︎ twilightau

[liliansun]

𝐍𝐂𝐓

𝐓𝐗𝐓

𝐄𝐍𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐍

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Please do not steal, copy, or translate my work. All that is written by me is my original work and belongs to me only. Please be respectful and enjoy.

©︎𝐋𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐍., 2022

[liliansun]

angst | tw: mentions of blood | lovers to exs

a/n: member is Jake but it doesn’t state him by name,, also I wrote this after listening to winter falls - skz so yea

wc 0.3k

So much has been leading up to this moment, but in the same way it hasn’t. You knew this wouldn’t be avoidable for long, the tearing distance between you and the one you love was slowly ripping you apart and you just had enough. You both had hope in avoiding this painful ending, putting a bandaid on your problems and a smile on your face in front of others. The entire time you thought you knew the man you laid your head next to, but as the frigid winter went on, the colder the home you shared with him became.

Now here you were, standing in the middle of the park with a bouquet of roses in one hand and your heart in the other. You wanted to tear your eyes off the pair, but your heart refused. It needed to see the scene unfold in front of you as the two continued without a notice of your presence. You knew your mind was a fool when it convinced you to try and fix the hole in your aching heart, but you let your mind lead the way to disaster.

Squeezing the roses in your hand, the piercing thorns dug into the soft flesh of your hand. The white snow below is now being stained with a crimson red that dripped down from your wrist. Thankfully for you, the biting cold winds numbed your entire body, not being phased by the pain that is traveling from your hand and up your arm. No, you didn’t feel the physical pain of the roses, but the emotional pain of your lover with another.

You hoped they would turn around and see you standing there, feeling guilt for leaving you in such a state, but you’d be just as foolish as your brain to believe he’d feel anything for you. You let out the shaky breath you didn’t know you had been holding for so long now, letting the blood stained flowers hit the white snow. Turning away from the scene that caused your heart to replicate your hand's current condition, you let the crunch of the snow beneath your feet guide you home as a trail of red was left behind.

©︎ LILIANSUN 2022

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