#| . wow i hope i don't show up in the tags bc that would suck eggs.

[dokiyeom]

THE TAG IS SO SO CUTE ILL END IT 💥💥 u should send me more asks & ill give u an emoji hihi 🫶🫶 IM EXCITED TOO YAY i have so many fic & smau ideas so im glad i can work on them then! (maybe i should tell u a few of them 🤭 ....)

that sounds so nice!! i think i recently ate sukiyaki (?) && it was so so good! baking and mahjong 💔💔💔 im glad u had so much fun because i also completely get what u mean?? i don't have any family here nor do i have any cousins/family members of my age + the distance is just 👎 so im not in contact with any yk

im still . flabbergasted like i want to go 2 japan too hello 😭 tbh at first i thought u lived in maybe japan or IDK but then u said u would show ur friends ur motherlands? so i was like ??? and also I WANNA KNOW UR TIMEZONE PLSPLS pleaseee yes im dutch & french but was born in the netherlands and lived there for 10ish years before moving to France!!

OK I WILL WATCH AN EPISODE SOON THEN!! pls this is so funny YES ik jay + me = twins hihi i hope so too!! that would be really cool but im just waiting impatiently for the official announcement rn so that i can mark it on my calendar, BOOM! ill also go to a big city just before my bday so maybe MAYBE if I have some pocket money i could buy myself a cute dress for the party and or an album teehee YA I HOPE U FIND IT IN JAPAN OMG im curious do u alr have some albums or like merch

i LOVE sudoku omg ,, it's so cool that ur using photoshop like u made ur carrd thingy with that right? it's so pretty i will never not say that. im sure ur gonna do v well hihi 🫶

i will !!! try to drop by ur ask box more frequently !!! unfortunately i’m,, a tiny bit awful at coming up w ideas on what to say but i will try !!!! and hello yes ??? u should 100% tell me abt ur smau ideas !!! or fic ideas in general && in return,, i’ll share some of my horribly messy notes app full of fic ideas w u <3

aagg i’m so happy u enjoyed sukiyaki !! if u get the chance,, i highly rec kansai style sukiyaki unless eating a bit of semi raw egg feels unnatural or intimidating !! i feel like i should b more loyal to kanto style bc i’m from the kanto area,, but kansai sukiyaki is just. wow. && aagg yea i feel u :(( i think it allows for u to b a lot closer a family friends bc they end up sorta being a proxy,, but it does kinda suck not being close or in contact w extended family <//3

i hope ur able to go someday !!! && my time zone is pacific standard time !! or pacific time atm bc of daylight savings,, but i did live in japan for a while &’& am considering moving back there after uni !! and woa hello u live in france ?? that is so cool omg,, i def want to visit france at some point for the fashion museums and exhibitions wraaaa :0 also fun fact,,, i took a plants/human welfare course last yr && the only thing i really rmbr from that was tulip’s apparently caused an economic recession in the netherlands during the early 1600s :D

EXCITED FOR U TO WATCH !! and omg what if the cb announcement is after woozis done posting all the album pics on his instagram :00 but oo what sort of dress would u get ? lw i’m so insanely picky w dresses that for prom i’ve just decided to get a lower costing plain dress && alter it + sew on an egregious amount of accessories

&& yes i have albums !! for merch i have a candy bong && moa bong that i got for the twice n txt concert i went to,, but unfortunately i stood in like for like an hr and a half at the svt concert mercy line only to reach sort of the front area && hear a staff member at the truck yell that carat bongs were completely sold out <//3 i do have. a pc binder that both brings me sm joy && shame for realizing how much money i’ve spent on. silly little pieces of paper w people taking silly little selfies tho. what abt u :0

RIGHT SUDOKU IS SO <3 but it’s also caused me like. sm headaches omg. and thank uu <3 i did make it on photoshop !! but i’m considering making a new one w more of a powerpuff girls/ diff take on a retro cyber theme :D

[integreti]

•   )     it’s  no  secret  my  boy  alenko  is  a  Very  decorated  soldier,  but  i've  always  wondered  why  he  wasn't  N7.   even  back  during  the  events  of  ME1,  they  had  often  mentioned  the  fact  he’s  an  exceptional  soldier  with  a  remarkable  service  record.   the  more  i  thought  about  it,  the  more  confused  i  got.   imo,  he  should  have  already  been  N7  or,  at  least,  working  towards  becoming  N7,  since  they  have  never  specified  how  long  it  takes  before  you  graduate  ICT.   (  as  we’ve  learned  from  kai  leng’s  codex,  training  can  take  up  to  4  yrs  ).

it’s  even  more  bewildering  when  comparing  kaidan  and  ashley’s  service  records,  and  their  elevation  to  spectre  status.   don't  get  me  wrong,  i  like  ashley  a  lot,  but  she  was  quite  young,  and  she  was  only  a  chief.   had  she  been  offered  a  chance  to  join  N7  during  the  game's  timeline,  okay,  sure,  but  logically  speaking,  if  she  was  already  N7  by  the  time  ME  2/3  rolled  around?   nahhhh,  i  don't  think  so.   however,  turning  the  tables,  it’d  make  more  sense  for  kaidan.   don’t  forget,  there's  a  7  yr  difference  between  he  and  ash !   kaidan  has  had  A  Lot  of  time  to  Get  Shit  Done.

in  conclusion,  i  will  say  yes,  at  one  point,  kaidan  was  eligible  to  join  the  N7  program.   however,  the  alliance  required  that  he  undergo  a  surgical  upgrade  to  his  L2  implant  due  to  safety  concerns,  and,  for  that  reason,  kaidan  respectfully  declined  the  offer.

•   )     since  kaidan's  implant  is  apparently  quite  'unstable',  it  makes  me  wonder  what  else  about  him  has  been  rendered  unstable  —  er,  well,  physically  unstable,  that  is.   biotics  burn  through  calories  like  crazy,  right?   their  bodies  demand  a  hefty  serving  of  sugars  and  carbs  just  to  get  through  the  day,  and  that  isn’t  counting  after  they  have  stressed  their  biotic  abilities  in  battle  /  training ...

when  kaidan  was  young,  i  believe  he  had  a  lot  of  baby  fat  !!   kaidan  was  always  on  the  chubbier  side,  even  during  his  teens.   i  mean,  he  was  muscular,  too,  being  the  athletic  kid  that  he  was,  no  doubts  there,  but  with  a  fair  bit  of  chub  because  of  just  how  much  he  would  eat  on  a  daily  basis.

lack  of  self-control  was  one  thing,  but  kaidan’s  body  just  wasn't  used  to  the  implant,  and  it  took  years  and  years  for  his  body  to  begin  adjusting  even  somewhat  to  its  severe  side-effects.   due  to  the  L2′s  unstable  nature  and  all,  it  really  fucked  up  his  eating  habits  for  a  long  while.   at  least,  until  he  joined  the  alliance.

army  life  and  its  uncompromising  routine  countered  his  constant  calorie  intake  exceptionally  well.   not  only  were  his  meals  set  to  a  well-timed  schedule,  they  were  also  portioned,  with  NO  time  for  snacking  during  the  day.   (  and  also  bc  who  TF  has  time  for  crisps  while  on  a  mission  /  going  through  rigorous  training   lol   )

not  to  mention,  joining  the  alliance  had  introduced  him  to  biotic  nutrient  supplement  bars,  also  known  as  stimulant  bars,  designed  specifically  for  biotics.   with  the  help  of  such  nourishment,  kaidan  totally  curbed  his  bad  snacking  habits.   for  once,  after  eating  a  meal  and  one  of  those  bars,  he  would  actually  feel  full  and  satisfied  and  ready  to  tackle  whatever !

[milf-harrington]

hullo it'sa me-

i am hopeful that today i have enough mental stability to write and therefore reply to you answer to my last ask! which i am happy about!

first I find so incredibly amazing that you're actively trying to learn more about maori culture and such, it must feel pretty good to discover small things and understand more and more your heritage. i am a bit of a language/cultures nerd and tbh i've always wanted to learn more about maori culture as a whole, but well I will never be able to learn about stuff like that as thoroughly as i would want, bc you know, linguistics don't really pay well and I need to support my family aNYways i'm realising that i'm making this about me and that's not what i wanted. i also hope this doesn't come off as weird or rude, if it does, feel free to call me out!

tbh same for the introvert thing but that's pretty obvious seeing as i'm asking stuff on ANON -_-

ohhh it's really super sweet how you talk about being an uncle and your sister! one can really see how much you love being one :)

And i guess there's just something so homely to an old library :)

(you're so artistically developed -can you say that? I can't write anymore yeeee- but really i am amazed)

now i'm kinda curious as to what the purple texta anecdote is 👀

I'm slowly realising that this won't be interesting if i just react to everything you mentioned.

i will just say : for the concert thingy, it really depends on what concert you're attending tbh, so like a chopin recital will obviously not have a bunch of lights -but i know you didn't mean that kind of concert- and sometimes the lights are too much, sometimes it's just right and just adds to the feel :)

i really felt that "didn't feel like a teen/person part" i guess i'm still kinda going through it?(like i don't feel like i exist rn it's weird) but froyo my beloved

i did really like how you answered that question, because well for one I wouldn't know how to answer that, and you made a really cool extended "about" out of it!

i know it might be really annoying to just get my "haha i do that " reactions, and tbh I would maybe be bored if someone replied to things i said about myself just with "yea this one time i-" kinda stuff, so again feel free to tell me to tone it down whenever :)

(also for the astrology thing i've always tried to get into it but everyone says different things about the signs and their meanings so i got overwhelmed and now i can't actually tell you why you would think libra is good 😀 )

(but AnYwAys i accept your proposition let's get married 😊 🌹)

also my heart jumped a bit at seeing the tags wow i've been "my-beloved" -ed

no but really i am sending a lot of love, i also saw that you didn't want to go back inside so i hope everything's as good as possible for you, it sucks, i am sending you lots of love💖💖💖

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hi!

that's awesome! im glad you're doing okay today (:

languages and cultures are really interesting, and if i had a better attention span i'd probably be a lot more motivated to learn. even with maori things, i only spend a few days hardcore learning and then i start getting distracted and the next thing i know it's been several months since i even said a word of te reo. and don't feel bad! i think i say it a lot, but i really love hearing about other peoples lives and stuff so yeah don't feel bad about talking about your interests!!

the purple texta anecdote really isn't that interesting which is why i didn't really explain it in my response but it's basically: my mum put me down to sleep and then everyone was outside, but then when mum came in to check on me she discovered that i'd somehow gotten my hands on a purple texta and there was a baby-height line drawn all the way across the walls, the door, the toilet, and it was filled with scribbles bc i'd tried to colour it in lmao. my step dad had to replace the toilet and sand back the door (:

oooh yeah i get that! i suppose when i think concert, i think big ones like green day and my chem? but i'd probably really vibe with small gig-type concerts, like local shows or something (one of my favourite bands played at a bookstore once)

ah i get that! i hope you're able to feel better soon, feeling not-real fucking sucks :/

i have a forbidden romance w fro-yo 😔 i get major headaches from eating yogurt (except greek yogurt??) so my friends wont let me eat fro-yo anymore- but they will let me eat their toppings, which is awesome bc they always get good ones

no i do the same thing sometimes, so it's okay! it always feels more like a sharing of experiences than a "this is about me now" type of thing, at least to me anyway

(a few people in my life really like astrology, and my aunty, the same one from NZ, is an actual astrologist lmao so i've developed a bit of a deeper love for it bc it's like another little thing that connects me to her!)

(!! married at 18, amazing 🌹)

yeah things were okay last night, i'd just gone to sit outside so i could talk to my mate on the phone and then just,, didn't want to go inside bc there was a nice atmosphere. (i mean i was also avoiding the uncomfortable energy that had built up after my parents argued, but it was mostly for the atmosphere of outside)