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okay this is just Hanma Shuji brainrot (fluff ONLY) but:
Pining! Hanma Shuji who is just the most annoying person you'd ever get the chance of knowing; who would bother you at any and every given chance, because he viscerally needs you by his side, or just with him in some form, at any given moment time.
Pining! Hanma Shuji who would, and always will, pick up your calls, even if he's in the middle of a messy brawl.
Pining Hanma Shuji who would gladly take an extra punch or two just to find himself outside of your apartment/home so you can patch him up with that mildly angry pout on your lips; with scolding words that sound so sweet he nearly keens at your touch. (He wonders if he'll ever get to feel your lips against his.)
Pining Hanma Shuji who is simultaneously the best thing in your life but also the bane of your existence because he just knows everything there is to know about you. (Even if you don't verbally tell him.)
Pining Hanma Shuji who isn't afraid of being physically affectionate with you: Lanky limbs wrapped around your shoulders or waist; a casual kiss to your forehead or temple; a teasing pinch to your cheek... The list goes on and on and on.
Pining Hanma Shuji who thinks your reactions are the funniest, and (not-so-)subtly glances at your face whenever he does something that he thinks will cause a rise from you.
Pining Hanma Shuji who smiles at you so fondly when he thinks you're not looking; so soft and reaching the corners of his eyes.
Pining Hanma Shuji who calls you late at night just so he can hear your voice in his dreams, because he's just so down-bad for you he can't help himself; who thinks your sleepy voice is just the most adorable thing he can hear; who wishes he was sleeping by your side right now, arms wrapped around you. (He wants to feel your arms around him.)
Pining Hanma Shuji who scares off any potential suitors because he thinks that you only deserve the best. (He knows he's the best.)
Pining Hanma Shuji whose brain is just so single-track that it's only occupied by you. (Other people can just look on in jealousy.)
Bonus!:
Best Friend Kisaki Tetta who constantly rolls his eyes at Hanma's behaviour, wishing he would just ask you out on a date already.
(He knows you like Hanma back. It's frustrating to watch the unnecessary game of chase.)
#Tokyo revengers#Hanma Shuji#Hanma x reader#Hanma Shuji x reader#fluff#pining#Maybe OOC?#like I said it's been a while#I really just remember him as the adrenaline-seeking idiot who I really love and would really bring me out of my shell#I love him your honour
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I like to draw nutcracker yaoi for character reasons trust fencer(hurt fella) belongs to @ballcrusher74
#this is dumb yaoi angst but i need to get them out my system#also a wip#i wont post the final product probably because the cringe will catch up but for now i WILL gush abt how silly their contrast could be#metal body damaged wooden body worn#woody just way more emotionally driven because fencer is literally the only nutcracker he can connect with#the silly tendrils bristling as a defensive display but involuntary because hes so scared#woody talks in more broken sentences to fencer because he infers that he can understand him as is a lot better then his human crew#fencer very nonchalant because its not the first time his shits been rocked on the job#i worry this is ooc for fencer so idk how far i will finish it#but ugh i need to stop using these 2 as nutcracker behaviour dolls#SORRY BUT DAMAGE TO A METAL SHELL BEING MORE SIGNIFICANT BECAUSE THE VIOLENT VIBRATIONS#THUSLY WHY NUTCRACKERS IMMEDIATE BECOME EXTRA AGGRESSIVE WHEN HIT WITH SHOVELS#im normal im normal....#woody mimics a human in body heat because the wood better insulates the interior of his body#tw blood#tw body horror#tw gore#lethal company
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GAYS I DID A SINGLE TEN PULL WHAT
#🐀 /ooc/ make the rat shut up#i'm not shelling out for the light cone but what the actual fucc#zero pity#zero pity daniel !!!!
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I haven't shown you all what arrived at my door this week, have I?
#ooc tag tba;;#how much did this cost? too much.#and better yet. it's not working.#BUT! the fiancé and I are turning this into a project#we're gonna fix it ourselves and mod it out#the GB cosplay community uses this model as a shell to add their own mods in#and tbh I'm excited to see where we go w this#needless to say I bought this for 1) cosplay and 2) as a funky wall piece#because I love GB a normal amount#but I'm so happy I finally have one
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//ooc posting: I NEED to find more fun/silly things to do with my two they are Not meant to be all agony all the time I swear- I just have a penchant for the dramatic and they're a little in the torment nexus o(-< but on god they will Have Fun too
#//ooc#even in the torment nexus there's spots of brightness!! I need to start playing with them too I'm not a grimdark writer I swear!!#I have ideas for softer bits and pieces. sibling stuff. cute things. I will get to it somehow hell or high water o7#T-E purrs!! they can do that!! it's part of their genetic alterations and I want to play with that too as well as the horrors!!#now don't get me wrong either The Horrors are one of my fav things to write but it's chiaroscuro y'know you need the contrast#it can't be a fight for personal autonomy all the time sometimes it needs to be T-E's huge kitty eyes or Helios being a dork#all this might be unnecessary I just get a little self conscious sometimes about how full-grit my writing can be wehh#holding my creatures in my hands. they are capable of such a beautiful joy. it's actually vital that they are#since I'm rambling anyways: huge part of what I want to do with T-E's pre campaign rp is start pulling them out of their shell#they start the planned game still stuck on their rules but it's talking to people that's gonna put them in a place where like#they know there's something else out there. they want it. they feel so much guilt for wanting it but it's the WANTING that's important!!#helios can't do that on his own because he doesn't know either. neither of them know jack about what exists beyond their narrow purview#making a HA clone to me is in part an examination of how miitary as industry will always result in steadily increasing dehumanisation#it's the commodification of a human body to ever increasing heights. soldiers to products to nothing but parts to be scrapped#military as an endless churn less for the sake of any kind of protection and more for the sake of resources. capital. money#it's part of what makes HA so fascinating to me y'know? the way it takes that concept to a far flung conclusion. how bad can it get#the other part is playing someone realising for the first time it's possible to break from what's expected of them#the wonder. the guilt. the disbelief. all of it carefully hidden. it's a huge part of what's so compelling about writing them to me#three huge cornerstones of T-E are: masking - military - the horror of having to exist in a body.#that last one is my taking the weird sensory relationship I have to Flesh/mind and doing horror with it dw too much about that njbkhjv#okay okay I think I'm done this got a little out of hand I'm just like#there's so MUCH about thirteen/T-E that makes me insane. alas I'm tired and it takes me like 4 hours to write a simple post sobs#anywaysss that's my ramble. I like them#helios too I like him. guy absolutely dead set on finding reasons to smile amidst the Horror
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#;out of shells (ooc)#finally concious enough to say that I am home and alright#the issue that has been giving me hell for so long is finally gone and i didn't even have to stay at the hospital overnight#i will say it is. very discomforting that the dressing feels like constant cramping rn#BUT hopefully I'll be able to like. wean off of blood thinners since the reason for them is now gone
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Hey everyone! I know it’s been a minute and I apologize for dropping off the face of the earth (again 😅), but I’ll be able to finally be active again soon! ✨I finally got married!✨ I do have to work extra for the next few weeks to make up for some surprise expenses, but the stress of wedding planning is gone. I feel like I can breathe again/my social battery can finally replenish now that we’re not so busy anymore!
I’m excited to come back once we’ve caught up on work/expenses and I hope everyone is doing well!
A lil pic of me and my ❤️❤️husband❤️❤️ because I’m honestly so excited and happy 🥰
#ooc *:・゚✧#mun face#straight up a big reason I wasn’t able to be here for the last few months is I fucking hated planning with all my heart#I don’t have the head for it and it was p overwhelming having to keep track of so many things#and keep in contact with so many strangers#and shell out WAY more money than we were expecting#but even with literally everything going wrong#i still got to marry my best friend and it was the greatest day ❤️#psa#kinda#update
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ok so the "misunderstanding" plot line is currently dropped (I'm rewriting my outline rn) and in doing so, I removed a big aspect of the chapter in favor of just... avoiding that plot.
one result of this is the "pocket fire!" joke is now removed ),: as well as this form:
The draft I had earlier this week had Asriel going full Spy Mode (this chapter is intended to be a thriller) and flipping between identities and forms like crazy.
to be clear, there still WILL be an element of the shape-shifting coming into play in the story but it's not treated like the spy-thriller trope. It ends up being something completely different in the plot. Which, when typing it out, feels like the shape-shifting is over used, and its for the best to keep it simple.
Asriel would go so far as to steal Undyne's identity.
I REALLY LIKED THIS. I really pushed Asriel's shape-shifting to its limits and it was going to utterly shatter Undyne's trust in the royal family and believe that ANYONE could be a shapeshifter.
But uh, realizing now, maybe that's NOT what I want! It'd be interesting, sure! But it'd be really tough to convince Undyne to trust again. And like, the whole Asgore-giving-the-throne-to-a-literal-teenager is already pushing a lot of Undyne's feelings.
So yeah the plot line would be a bit convoluted and would have an end result that adds a layer of conflict that I don't really want anyway. So as much as it pains me, that whoooole plotline is dropped.
Sad cause we were going to have a cool Toriel and Undyne fight! But... again, the stakes are artificially built. While the family IS doing shady af things, they're not being looked into. They're being looked into something they're not even a part of and are blamed for. Which sucks ass.
I STILL want a confrontation between Undyne and the Dreemurr family, but it makes sense to come from a natural result of the family's true bullshit behavior rather than this forced into a problem caused by the fallen kid's behavior.
#i do like the element of Asriel shape shifting so much that they end up reverting partly back into Flowey. But they don't notice its not#because of them shape shifting into Flowey but rather their face exerted so much magic that it poofed out. You can see them regrowing#a magic body shell for their head in the last panel there. Because every time they do face shifting before there's not really any effect to#the change. But this one does! its subtle but i felt really clever for doing it#i MIGHT be able to replicate this in the chapter still but i really doubt it. they only shift into one or two forms now. and holding the#forum isn't actually any difficult its just a matter of changing it a lot that wears you down#ooc#redraw
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;; Guys! Look what I found today!! Fossils!!! My inner child who dreamed of paleontology is screaming right now!
There’s a ton of shells, and the big rounded oval spot is a clam!!
#;; out of dreams (ooc)#fossils#fossil#paleontology#shell fossils#clam fossil#this is huge for me!!#im so excited!#I know these kinds of fossils are super common#and museums get a ton of these and don’t display them#so I’m definitely keeping it#but yeah!#I never found anything with this many fossils as a kid!#maybe the occasional one or two shell imprints#but not whole shells or a whole clam!
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So just as a heads up, I'm being forced back on to semi-hiatus once again, this time permanently. My health has taken an awkward turn yet again, and the last couple of weeks have been appointment, test, and illness after appointment, test, and illness, and personally, I'm tired - Enough so I've just been working on a project pertaining to Halcyon Era in the background with @yoroiis more than anything else just to keep my sanity. Added onto that is the fact there's a storm coming over the weekend and that's spiked my storm anxiety something fierce.... It's not been easy.
On top of that, my future online in general is currently up in the air; we're looking at dropping our current provider and we have one other choice given where we live, and the chance of losing just about everything I have going online, from comfort games (Genshin, Star Rail, Beat Saber...) to my ability to be here, because of this second choice is incredibly high. I don't know when we'll be switching providers, but the choice has been made, and I have no say in the matter whatsoever, so... Better to just hit the semi-hiatus now and make it permanent.
My stress and anxiety levels are through the roof and there's literally nothing I can do about them. I'm still doing behind the scenes work and replies when I can get to them, especially since I'm still technically here and just lingering in the background, but there's a lot on my plate and everything I have for myself personally is up in the air, in ways that are entirely out of my hands, and I'm not doing well with any of it. I'm hoping things turn out well, but I can't say anything on it at the moment other than I hate it.
I might reblog a meme here or there, both here and on @thundertide and @heartchip, but for the most part, my inbox and IMs are open while I tend to things in the background. I'm still here - Just quieter than normal while I try to deal with a lot, so catch me on the sidelines for a while while I work on Halcyon stuff and updating blogs. <3
~Pom
#Out Of Poms [OOC]#I HATE having to do this but I don't have a choice#There's so much on my plate I keep withdrawing into a shell and keeping to myself a lot#And while it's been like this for the last year or so#It's really come to a head in the last month-ish#I have no control here and that's making it hit me three times as hard#So I've been working on a Halcyon Era project with Kasa - Including the thread she and I started#If anyone's interested in that project drop me an ask and I'll babble about it? <3#I'm always happy to babble - it's a good distraction <3#But I didn't want to keep on being so quiet without a heads up so x.x' <3#I'm largely okay right now just... Stupid levels of stressed and anxious#Hence the quiet
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I’ll try to be active here. Meanwhile…..
I got no regrets buying this
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Trade Offer:
You like this post, I send you asks/memes!
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Meme/prompt call
wasn't able to be here on Thi.oller today but I'd be more than happy to search through people's tags and send things
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Exploring Garen's opinions on himself is kinda fun, especially taking into accounts of the LoR interactions where people call him dull. I don't think he really cares about that at the end of the day, but it does stick with him.
Garen is 100% someone who overthinks, he's fine with being seen as dull until it's around someone he cares about and then suddenly he's wondering if all that work and training he did as a soldier meant he sacrificed the parts of himself that in comparison make Lux, Jarvan or even Fiora seem so charming and interesting.
Garen doesn't have insecurities when it comes to his ability to fight, protect and serve Demacia, but he's absolutely insecure about the parts that make him a person and a man and that's why it's so fun to have him interact with anyone that gets to meet and converse or even desire the parts that make him him, because deep down he even thinks that those parts are uninteresting and unremarkable.
Do y'all think the first time he ever feels affectionate love for someone and his heart skips a beat he has a full on mental shutdown?? Because I do.
#garen coming out of his shell and being a cute and open person on little dates when#♛ out of character. / ooc
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michael's physical fate mirroring his emotional trauma is so perfectly engineered to make me fucking insane and that choice was not intentional at AAAALLLL
#love writing a character with barely any/absolutely terrible source material with the rawest fucking concepts and symbolic threads ever.#it doesn't make me lose my mind at all#michael who has his insides hollowed out who is LITERALLY piloted around like a puppet only to be abandoned a shell of who he once was.#doomed to live on as something awful to stay hidden in shadows to despise looking in the mirror the sheer dissociation and dissonance that#comes with it. it is such a good symbolic mirror to how grief trauma and abuse has effected him how he can't look in the mirror without#seeing william. FEELING used after being beckoned to the warehouse under the promise of doing good and being of use and maybe even approved#of or loved only to have the last shred of a possible life taken from him. whatever william Intended in bringing michael to SL can you#imagine how emotionally devastating grappling with it was on TOP of literally fucking rotting. no wonder he finally decided on revenge.#this has been ping ponging around my brain all day and i could just let it keep spiraling sorry#⁂ ・゚: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc
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#;out of shells (ooc)#Apologies for going silent again#between trying to deal with everything going on irl and some stuff online#I've not had the spoons for longer writing really#and I also have a procedure scheduled for next Monday to try and deal with a problem caused by complications from my last surgery#i know some people don't like hearing medical details so I won't go into it here#if anyone wabts more info I'd be happy to share in dms or on Discord if we're mutuals#anyway#thank you guys for sticking with me despite my spotty activity 💛
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