#{['hold me closer' || paul and nikki]}

[peanutbutter-doodles]

How Hungry? 18+ Mdni

Characters: Nikki Sixx, Paul Stanley, etc.

Pairing: Starterror

Setting: Biker au!

Summary: ‘’Aw, what’s wrong princess? Mad that i stopped fucking you like the dirty little bitch you are~?’’ Nikki whispered, huskily. Teasing the young man before him who’s arching his back while on his hands and knees, presenting his gaping asshole that’s clenching on nothing but the phantom feeling of Nikki’s cock that was in him minutes before he slipped out and proceeded to tease the star with words that made Paul a blushy and slutty mess of himself in front of him so shameless that…

It was a good thing Nikki was recording everything. 

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⚠️Warnings: Dom/sub, Spanking, Hair yank, swearing, anal sex, anal gaping, degradation, teasing, dirty talk, rough sex, Recording, cameras, blowjobs, rimming (a little), Paul being a little brat, tattoos, ball torture, piercings, the daddy kink is strong in this one, back shots implied, ownership kink? I think XD, ask to tag, etc.

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‘’Aw, what’s wrong princess? Mad that i stopped fucking you like the dirty little bitch you are~?’’ Nikki whispered, huskily. Teasing the young man before him who’s arching his back while on his hands and knees, presenting his gaping asshole that’s clenching on nothing but the phantom feeling of Nikki’s cock that was in him minutes before he slipped out and proceeded to tease the star with words that made Paul a blushy and slutty mess of himself in front of him so shameless that…

It was a good thing Nikki was recording everything. 

Holding the camera with just one hand while the other held Paul down by the neck, getting the perfect and….unholiest of angles that will make a nun faint just from the sounds alone or the image of Paul getting his back blown by the baddest biker all around who’s swaying his hell of a girthy cock against his thigh teasingly, touching the sweaty and stick skin enough he shivered tremendously. Pushing his head against the pillow to hide that face of his that he knows Nikki would love to see and go mad with just one look that will surely….

Make him see stars like no other.

Stars like the ones up in the sky at night or the one that’s….

Tattooed above Paul’s plump, red and juicy ass cheeks that the camera is currently focused on while Nikki leans down and on Paul’s back, grinning and humming widely with mischievousness enough that Paul gulped with nervousness not knowing what’s Nikki is planning as he felt the man’s thumb deeply pressed into his neck, lightly massaging the skin in circles slowly and thoroughly as….

He felt air being blown in his ear, making him tremble under the man’s mighty hold with those hands that are painted to the brim with such tattoos they can be memorizing and irresistible with clothes or no clothes at all, either way it was hypnotic like Nikki’s voice as those lips opened and Paul’s eyes…

Widened. 

‘’Baby, are you mad at me?’’ Nikki chuckled, nearing his lips closer. Breathing his hot and illustrious breath, smacking his lips against each other while he trailed his pierced tongue along his lips, feeling the follicles of his beard intently. Staring at the half of Paul’s face, looking at the ear that was covered in strands of air that was covered in strands that almost made it impossible for Paul to hear but never impossible for Nikki at all as he….

‘’Look at your daddy, princess. Or i’ll stop fucking you and leave you here with nothing but the ache in your loins while daddy will just sit here and….watch and….’’

He giggled, Paul moved slightly.

‘’Ignore you.’’ 

A breath of air came out, Nikki grinned.

‘’Y-y-ou wouldn’t it.’’ 

‘’I Would.’’ Nikki chuckled, showing off that smirk of his. Bringing up the camera to Paul’s face that showed off those beautiful doe browns of his that reminded Nikki so much of the precious jewels, diamonds, animals he had seen throughout his travels on his motorcycle that left him so starstruck and so astonishing enough that out of all them, Paul beats all of them and will always stand out the most with those dashing curls that complimented his browns gorgeously along with a recent highlight that made him stand out and Nikki’s heart beat harder when he laid his eyes on it like succulent those lips that perfectly form a pout of the gods and can suck really really really good.

And a body that was just enough for nikki to hold, comfort and fuck with when they both needed each other after months of being away on separated businesses so much they fuck each other immediately then talk later with no pent up feelings involved which leads to nights…..

Like this.

‘’Nikki, you wouldn’t leave me like this….’’  Paul goes, his eyebrow narrowing. Face twisting up with an expression secretly, his face still deep into the pillows, his fingers tangled up into the sheets, shaking his ass little by little like a whore, trying so hard not to beg or break from just the thought of Nikki leaving him like this.

Naked, hard and…

Horny.

So fucking horny, it was unbearable.

‘’Oh, I would sweetheart. I would.’’ He proclaims, his dominant voice coming out from deep within him, sending shivers down Paul’s spine.

‘You wouldn’t….would you?’’ 

Paul asked, turning half of his face towards Nikki. Eyeing him carefully with those browns that are shaking as Nikki stared back at him with nothing but that smile that Paul secretly loved and those green eyes that are as strikingly beautiful like the ones he has while they stared at each other and slowly breathed out some air while the clock ticked down and the whole city turned on all over lights exactly as Nikki went closer….

Like the clouds going by the moon, the planes and helicopters up in the sky surrounded by the stars and the comfort of the moon towering over them with its presence as it was starting to rain heavily as He spoke…. 

With seriousness in his tone.

‘’I would, you think i’m playing with you sunshine?’’ 

‘’You always play with me yet you will never leave me hungry like this.’’

‘’How hungry, hmm? How~?’’ Nikki asked, tilting his head.

‘’How what?’’ 

‘’How hungry are you for daddy’s cock to blow you away?’’ he asked, Paul whined.

Turning his face away, Paul planted his face into the pillows again.

Hiding from the world as…

The camera goes closer, waiting in anticipation as Paul didn’t want to answer. Deeply not wanting to give in to the question that Nikki dared to ask, a question Paul knows if he says anything to the question, he’ll be embarrassed about it for a week and a half due to what’s going to happen after between them…..

Something hot, heavy, sweaty and….

Downright graphic.

The answer wouldn’t ruin anything between them, it would just….

Egged both of them on to the extreme and…..

They both knew this yet….

They loved it, like it was some drug…

A drug that….

Makes everything so worth it.

‘’Paulie~?’’ 

‘’Whaaaaatttt….’’ Paul sassed, Nikki chuckled.

‘’How hungry are you for Me?’’

‘’Mmhmh….’’ Paul whined.

‘’How hungry are you for daddy to rip and tear up your asshole an new one?’’ 

Nikki breathed out, Paul moved his ass a little. Rubbing his thighs together, his cock hard as wood.

‘’How hungry are you for daddy to shove his fist in that sweet ass and pound your guts violently until you scream so much your throat bleeds and your insides become so mushy it's like butter?’’ 

‘’mmmm…Nikki…’’ 

‘’How much do you want me to make your ass run white with my cum and be sore? How much, hmm? How much….”

His voice goes deep, setting the phone down on the headframe of the bed in the middle where handcuffs, a gag  were on the right and a bottle of lube on the left, perfectly preparing for the gorgeous of all time to come as his hands move silently from Paul’s neck, into those curls of his. Gripping the hair between his fingers. Hearing a moan creep from his lover's lips, pulling him by the hair….

Making him look at him like just some object, seeing Paul’s face that was red as cherry. Staring at him predatorily with those eyes of his, green against browns…

Hand in hair, pouty lips….

Heart racing while the other slows…

Cock so hard it hurts….

Needy face against a….

Dominant face.

‘’You want me…’’

‘’Nikki….’’

‘’The baddest biker all around to…’’

He yanks, Paul moans.

‘’To ride you like a….’

He spanks, Paul yelps.

‘’Motherfucking beast? How much, baby?’’ Nikki questioned, huskily. Yanking Paul’s hair with a grip, he yanked and smacked his ass red. Leaving a perfect handprint behind as he questioned and played Paul more like a fiddle.

Turning that ass even more redder, groaning when Paul moaned loudly from the hits and yanks, rendering into a slutty mess of himself, watching those expressive facial reactions that were hilarious yet arousing to see as that mouth made such vibrant music it brought enjoyment to Nikki’s ears and cock.

Making those moans echoed loudly throughout the room and possible the whole apartment overall but Nikki didn’t give a fuck.

Not one bit.

As the smacks and yanking became more aggressive, the moans became louder and Paul began to stutter out some words that were inconceivable. Nikki proceeded to grab Paul by the balls and squeeze them hard enough the young man started to cry out like a symphony. Twirling them in his hands, pushing his fingers down into that sensitive and soft skin of his, slapping his cock more than twice.

Making hand motions that almost touched the cock, leaving a slight feeling behind as he left touches all over Paul’s groin even precum leaked out from the tip. He roughly squeezed them and chuckled as Paul squeezed his thighs together but no Nikki spread them away and moved fastly under him…

Planting his face underneath the cock, his hands are now on each side of his ass.

Smiling devilishly, he opened his mouth as….

Paul groaned and whimpered…

‘’Do you have a question for daddy now?’’’ Nikki asked, pushing Paul groin down almost into his face, his dick nearly an inch away as Paul hitches his breath. Wiping the tears away and embarrassment very clear in his face while shivers from the hits and yanks Nikki brought on to him that left him sniffling and shriveled. Sweat dripped down Paul’s face, his curls were a mess like his face as he glanced at Nikki.

His lips wobbling, he spoke….a bit shaky.

‘’N-no…’’

‘’Then, think of one.’’

‘’I c-cant…’’

‘’Yes, you can. Don’t lie~.’’ 

‘’I’m not-Oh!’’ 

‘’Yes, you can. Don’t be a brat~.’’ Nikki cooed, taking the head of Paul’s cock into his mouth. Sucking on it while he controlled Paul’s hips with his hands. Moving him up and down with ease, deepthroating that love gun of his. Swirling and running his pierced tongue through the lines of veins that were protruding out from Paul’s cock, beating against Nikki’s tongue as he licked and slurped.

Smothering himself with Paul’s balls, licking and breathing in the hairiness of them alongside his beard. Paul squealed and squealed, the loudness of his moans intensifying as Nikki worked him to the bone, clenching those lips around his cock. Hollowing his cheeks out, he swallowed the sweat and precum down his throat while sucked off Paul roughly like some toy as Nikki made succulent sounds that made Paul groaned and whimpered. 

His face scrunching up in pleasure, the ache in him were almost consumed by the flames that growing in numbers he tried fucking Nikki’s mouth with his strength but Nikki didn’t allow him as he pulled out up all the way to the tip, kissing and lathering his across the head of the cock, his piercing gliding all the way against the urethral hole. Making him jolt from the feeling of metal touching the hole for a sec as the tongue circled and circled.

‘’Nice try, sugar. Nice try~.’’ Nikki sang, lovingly. Going down once again on Paul and taking him into the threshold of his mouth again, licking all the way down and up. Bobbing his head up and down, giving those balls a quick tug as his hand went somewhere else. Trailing and dancing around the sides of Paul’s skin like it was a dance, walking seductively in a line as it made it’s to Paul’s ass.

Going to the rim, lightly grazing it.

His finger was inching away from the hole.

The hole that was still gaping and clenching on nothing but air.

Struggling to go back to normal as the pleasure from Nikki intensified, Paul’s brain struggled to say anything while he fastly breathed into the pillow. Dripping heavily with sweat, biting his lips.

Eyes are shut tightly, the finger traces around his hole….

Almost nearly going in with those rings, he breathed deeply once more….

His cock was getting sucked harder, the tongue was all over his cock….

Balls were swelling…

The ache within was becoming more unbearable….

It was….

Too much…

Too much…

Too Fucking Much.

That….

‘’Daddy…’’

He…

‘’Please…stop…’’

Had a answer.

‘’What is it, Doll?’’ Nikki asked, pulling off Paul's dripping cock. His face lathered in saliva and precum, looking up at Paul who’s glancing down at him.

‘’You have a answer?’’

Paul nods, Nikki grins.

‘’You do? Tell me then.’’ 

‘’A-alright…’’ He stutters, taking a breath. Composing himself as Nikki moves himself away as he kneels on the bed, staring directly as Paul turns himself around, laying on his back as he laid beautifully, spreading his legs all the way until he couldn’t, breathing out so much it was too much for him as he tilted his head to the side. Not breaking eye contact, his hands shaking as one stopped at his nipples and the other spread his hole wider, twitching still as he spread with no shame in his look.

His chest hair was all frazzled, nipples were peaked up as he twisted it with his fingers, Nikki grunted.

Pumping his cock while he stared at such a beautiful display of shamelessness, he was lucky that the camera was still recording and lucky that…

Paul has an answer to his question, to…

Daddy’s question.

‘’You ready to hear me?’’ Paul questioned, groaning. Pinching his nipple, letting out a low moan.

‘’I’m all ears.’’ 

‘’Alright then…’’ Paul swallowed, squeezing the tip.

Nikki pumped, he groaned.

Paul moaned, he spoked….

‘’I do want you.’’

Nikki's hand went up and down, biting his lip.

‘’Want you to tear my asshole up, make me sore and leak with cum….’’

He breathed out, Nikki growled…

‘’To shove your fist into me, turning me inside out….’’

‘’Treat me like i’m nothing but the bike you ride…’’

‘’Make me scream until i bleed with nothing but the blood in my throat….’’

Their sweaty and hot breaths grew louder….

Nikki’s cock hardened, stiffening in his hold as he jerked harder….

‘’Churn my insides like butter….’’

‘’Make me fully know over and over again that i….’’ Paul goes, Nikki’s eyes widened.

‘’That you…’’ Nikki goes…

‘’Belong to you.’’ Paul proclaims, setting the fire off in Nikki as he lightly picks up the camera and zooms in on Nikki’s face.

‘’Crave you…won't crave anyone but you…’’ He confessed, shivering. 

‘’Like i’m addicted to you, it’s like a drug and i love it like how i love always being…’’ He breathes, Nikki crawls towards Paul with a look that sends arousal throughout Paul’s body. His heart racing as Nikki goes on him, the bed creaking as he gets into a perfect position as he looks down at Paul with those green eyes that reflected in Paul’s beautifully like it was the most rarest diamond in the world.

His hands on each side of his face, both of them breathing as Nikki leans down.

Within an inch from touching those lips…

Those…delicious lips….

His lips.

That rightly belonged to him as Paul opened those lips with a needy and submissive look in his face….

‘’Hungry for you…so hungry that i-i-i…’’ 

Nikki hand gently caressed his face, gently trailing across the lips. One of his rings almost making a scratch into the skin accidentally as he slid his finger down onto Paul’s chin, tilting him as Paul hitches his breath from his touch as Nikki went in and laid on his shoulder.

‘’Can’t…’’

His tongue comes out, his cock rubs Paul’s entrance….

‘’Always be full….’’

Paul wraps his legs around Nikki’s waist….

‘’Without someone…’’

Nikki licks, Paul sharply moans….

‘’L-like…’’

Nikki takes Paul’s hand, the camera drops on the side….

Getting a full clear view.

‘’You.’’ 

‘’Someone Like me?’’

‘’Yes, you Nikki.’’

‘’And is that the final answer, my sweet princess~?’’ Nikki questioned, smiling as Paul nodded. Wrapping his arms around Nikki’s neck, feeling the tip of the cock teased his entrance little by little as his lover nipped and licked his neck passionately with such elegance as he could, leaning into those kisses while he tilted his head. Sharply moaning out as Nikki’s hand went down and were planted underneath Paul’s red rump.

Firmly holding them as he took the skin between his teeth, marking them deep with his teeth. Tearing and shredding the skin enough it’ll leave a big bruise behind so everyone would firmly know that his lover is his and his only, caging the skin around with his lips. His tongue lapped at the blood that was starting to sprout and pour out from the wound but no worries Daddy Doctor Sixx will make it all better once he put his Needle in and shoot out….

The medicine that will dull the ache inside his dearly beloved little slut. 

His slut. 

‘���Yes…Papa~.’’

‘’Good girl~.’’ Nikki complimented, pecking Paul’s cheek. Swaying his hips side to side, Teasing Paul’s hole gently before the storm as Nikki pecked and kissed his lover more on the neck as Paul mewled and groaned from the tongue that was all over his dick earlier. Tasting in some of his precum and getting turned on from the fact that his own cock has been in Nikki’s mouth, being used as nothing but a toy to his beloved lover.

He groaned and moaned as the pecks got more wilder and the bruises were becoming much more apparent as his lover’s tongue slid, lap, twirled, ghosted on him like he was nothing but a popsicle that was meant to be sucked and licked on, feverishly dripping with ecstasy as Nikki started mouth his ear. Biting the tip of the ear between his teeth, his tongue going into the ear hole.

Licking all around in the deep darkness, swirling and lathering his ear with so much drool it became coated in it as he kissed and suckled sweetly. Grunting even when he pulled out and bit the side of Paul’s neck. His teeth going into the skin once again as Paul moaned out his name on his lips….

‘’Now…Are you ready for your reward, sweetheart?’’ He questioned, whispering sexily to Paul’s ears. Leaving Paul’s neck as a line of blood came out on Nikki, staining his lips. Smearing it all over his face as they touched foreheads with each other, there eyes heavy and full with so much lust and love, there cocks were ready to explode and there feelings were about to explode if they don’t start fucking each other at this very moment as they pant and huff.

Both of their breaths intoxicating each other, smelling so fucking good it was exhilarating as it started to storm heavily outside. Thunder crackled and boomed loudly as the lovers took in each other for a short while, letting themselves calm and collecting themselves as three thunder strikes striked the window, the lovers noticed but….

They didn’t care, instead it enhanced the moment.

‘’Yes, I'm ready for my reward ... .What is it?’’ Paul questioned, laughing a little. Knowing what it is already, Nikki smirked as the light flickered in the room and the sound of Thunderstruck by Ac/Dc started to play loudly from the boombox nearby. Playing some of it very clearly that will definitely get the fucking rolling hard as it got louder from the thunder while Nikki looked down at Paul with a sexy look.

‘’You know already what the reward is.’’

‘’I know ... .but i want to hear you say it~.’’ Paul said, purring.

‘’What a naughty little thing you are~.’’ Nikki cooed, biting his lip.

‘’You’re naughty little thing.’’ 

‘’You bet your ass you are.’’ Nikki proclaimed, sliding his cock into Paul’s ass. Entering the fleshy threshold, being clenched already as the skin gets attached and sticks to his lover’s cock, audibly moaning from the penetration. The raw walls became sensitive as he started to thrust slowly and sensually inside, the ache becoming soothed from Nikki's cock as Paul arches his back, bending widely.

Breathily moaning, his nipples perking up as Nikki went down and licked around the nipple, licking up some of the hairs that shouldn’t be tasteful but it was and it was thrilling as he licked and licked until they were beat red and Paul was shaking in his arms, mewling from the incredible sensation as Nikki bit the tip of the nipple and roughly whispered….

‘’You Bet Your fucking ass you are.’’ 

Growling madly like a beast, he proceeded to slam and ram his cock inside his lover immediately and violently. Pounding at the spots, rummaging against the prostate as he licked and teethed all over Paul’s neck. His teeth sinking into various other parts of the skin, various spots started to bruise and bleed all over his neck. Forming some small to big hickeys that will take a long time to heal as he nippled and kissed them with such intensity it was electric.

His hands squeezed Paul’s rump tightly, he swung and smacked his balls deep inside of him creating a lovely sound of plap and claps in the process as he pounded his lover’s guts to the extreme, ruining his asshole with such nastiness it was much more than the porn they’ve always rented and watched together plus sometimes left onto feel like they were actually in a porno together, imagining everyone’s reactions and feelings if they ever saw the most goodest and innocent man ever getting his back blown out by the baddest biker all around as Paul wailed loudly.

Wailing so loud, he echoed throughout the room while the bed rocked back and forth. Following the song at the same time like it was dancing, Paul bounced on the cock as Nikki fucked him to the hell and back. Grinding into his ass, He pulled Paul into his lips immediately as soon Paul stopped his wailing and twitched back up to meet Nikki’s intoxicating gaze, being taken aback by the heated kiss, he leaned and moaned into Nikki’s mouth.

Their tongues lapping at one another, swirling around as they lathered each other in saliva. Paul’s tongue almost got stuck on the piercing a few times too due to the heated thus steamy kiss between them. Shaking from the piercing grazing his tongue, he almost pulled out but went back in as Nikki slammed into his prostate with a mighty force that made Paul gasp and screamed into his lover’s mouth, His lover chuckled and deepthroated his tongue as he fixed his position with his leg and pummeled that ass.

Striking the core multiple times as the thunder struck the window once again, more lights flickered while the sound of flesh smacking grew so violent the sweat on the bodies splashed and dribbled all over the sheets, staining them as the fire grew hot and hot with each thrust and movement as they snacked on each other lips.

Smothering and nipping at each other, they become swollen.

‘’You like that, you cunt?’’ Nikki heaved, pulling away. A line of saliva connecting both of their lips before falling and dissolving onto the sheets as he slammed his balls deeply. His fingers dug into Paul’s ass, spreading those cheeks more. Looking over Paul’s shoulder, seeing how Paul’s ass skin moved with his cock like it was a perfect fit, he rammed and dug deeper. ‘’You like my cock in you like this?’’

He groaned, thrusted upwards into the prostate. Paul hugged him tighter, crying out into him as Nikki teased and played with him. 

‘’You like being my little slut, You whore?’’ He chuckled, Panting. His cock twitching from the nastiest sounds that were coming from Paul as he stood up with Paul on the bed and fucked him while standing up, moving him like a puppet.

‘’Such a nasty fuck, are you daddy’s nasty fuck~?’’ Nikki teased, releasing a desperate pound onto Paul that brought out the most loudest scream ever known to man, echoing throughout the room even louder than the music.

‘’I take that as a yes.’’ 

He whispered , Paul sobbed.

This is going to be fun, Nikki thought as the sky from the outside….

Crackled with lightning.

As the thunder crackled and crackled, the two lovers got eve down and dirtier with each other as they swapped positions multiple times during there heaps of their lovemaking, grabbing and gripping each other’s hands as Paul’s prostate was smashed and battered to a complete mushy mess while Nikki continued to churn his guts inside out by holding him down, fucking him on the side of the bed, on top or bottom in ways that were all pleasurable in between as there tongues lapped around each other with both of mouths wide opened as sweat and drool on and off there bodies. 

Making some of Nikki’s tattoos on his body very oiled up and shiny as they press up against each other moaning like crazy as Paul pushed Nikki down on the bed. Rambling and mewling like crazy as he rode Nikki like he was a bike.

Bouncing and grinding on his dick with no care in the world, almost twisting and breaking as his dick flopped against his stomach. Smiling and loving the look on his lover’s face as he rode and maneuvered his dick around like a joystick, hearing those lovely grunts and moans coming out from his lover, he leaned down and breathed out in his face.

His sweat dripped into Nikki’s mouth.

‘’I fucking love your cock!’’

‘’I Know doll-Fuck!-i know-Shit!’’ Nikki swore, Paul came down on him in a painful yet satisfying way it made loud noise. ‘’I can always fucking tell, with your fucking ass.’’ He moaned, Paul mewled.

Moving his ass up and down, slamming the cock into his prostate.

‘’And i can tell you love watching my ass, don’t you?’’ Paul said, spreading his legs. Letting Nikki see everything, see that hairy trail that’s covering everything like a rainforest, those hairy balls bouncing up and down as Paul controls his cock with ease. Nikki licked his lips, panting from the wild ride Paul’s giving him as groaned as his tip smacked deep inside of his lover. Watching those nipples jump and down from the movements and those eyes that were staring him down as he felt hands on his chest, using him as a table.

Paul lifted himself up and down, the cock going in and out.

‘’Don’t youuuuu-Ohhh~?’’ He breathily moaned, shaking.

‘’I do sugar, i do.’’ Nikki answered, his dick twitching.

‘’You would just love to see my ass bounce on you, wouldn’t you?’’

‘’Oh i would, like the time i saw you bouncing on that ball i gifted you on your birthday~.’’ He chuckled, Paul blushed. Knowing and remembering exactly what he meant by those words as he slowly lifted himself up from Nikki’s cock.

‘’L-like that?’’ 

‘’Yes, Like that.’’ Nikki said, grabbing the camera as Paul turned around. The camera focused and zoomed in immediately as his ass was showing, flipping his hair over his shoulder. He gave his lover a playful yet pouty look as he squatted and positioned himself over his lover’s cock, the tattoo above his rump showing vividly on the camera as Nikki slapped those cheeks, watching them jiggled.

reflecting in his eyes as Paul spoke.

‘’You nasty dog, do you have a deathwish or somethin?’’ Paul said, secretly giggling.

‘’You know it girlie, when it involves you baby.’’ 

‘’Well then…..’’ Paul goes, gazing into those green eyes. Swaying his ass side to side, licking his lips. His ass shining beautifully under the light of the room, shining so much from the bruises and handprint that made it more enchanting as it was. Hovering over the cock, he breathed out.

‘’I hope you Enjoy this Ride.’’ 

He proclaimed, ramming down on Nikki’s cock so hard he moaned loudly. His cheeks clapped very loudly on Nikki as he rode him violently like a harley davidson, moving the cock deeper through his fleshy raw walls and into his prostate, abusing that cock and making his hole sore and beat red as he slammed and jackhammered on it like there was no tomorrow. 

Moaning out as he spread his legs and pounded deeper inside, Nikki struggled to hold the camera steady as Paul nearly knocked him off his feet. Working his dick to the bone, Nikki even whimpered as Paul slammed down harder, almost cumming in him but he held it like he held the camera with a strong grip as he quivered underneath his lover. Sweat brewed more on his forehead, sliding down on the side of his cheeks.

Hitching his breath, in awe at the site of Paul godly ass eating his dick down like it was a snack. Consuming greatly with that hole of his, eating those moans and groans along with it as Nikki heaved and mewled out his lover’s name, his heart racing while hair strands were stuck to his sweaty sweaty face. His beard hairs sticking up from how sweaty and how hot he was becoming the more he stared and recorded everything as his hand struggled to keep up.

‘’Ahhh fuck…keep going baby!’’ He moaned, throwing his backwards into the sheets as Paul kept going and going, feeling his body shake and quivered from the pounding he was doing himself, moving his hips alongside his ass. Standing up a little as he squatted, tilting himself as he fucked him more.

‘’God damn!’’

‘’Nikki!!!’’ 

‘’Keep going Paulie! Don’t STOP!’’ Nikki cried out, Paul went hectic. Panting heavily as bounced and moaned profusely with his own viscous movements, he stuttered and shivered as his flames were about to burst out. His legs shook and almost lost focus for a sec, he wailed out random things as Nikki lost control, dropping the phone somewhere.

Grabbing Paul by the neck, making him look at him as he pounded his insides. He couldn’t handle himself any longer now, he gripped his neck and went animalistic on the poor man, shoving his fingers inside his mouth, smacking his hips against his ass for good measure, feeling him intently as they both controlled their movements with each other.

Making such unholy sounds it was maddening, looking in each other's eyes for a few minutes until Paul knocked him down and slammed on his cock, clenching more on it. Squealing as almost pulled out entirely then went back in as Nikki started to take pics of him. Getting some of the gorgeous angles, the way Paul’s hair and face was going. The needy yet flushed look in his face as the cock disappeared and reappeared while Nikki wiped the sweat away with his hand, drooling at the delicious site as his cock started to gurgled inside of Paul.

Twitching and ready to Blow as Paul sobbed out his words.

‘’Oh! OH! I’m about to-to-to-OHHHH~!’’

‘’C’mon BABY! Come for me! Come for Papa!!!’’ Nikki egged on, his muscles tightening. Legs trembling, face scrunching up as he teeth gnawing on the edge of his legs. He grabs and holds onto Paul’s ass, going with the violent speed that was becoming much more faster and erratic, his nails digging into the skin as he tried to hold on, his eyes going into the back of his head, his butt clenching, goosebumps forming all over skin, veins on his neck looking like they were about to pop out as Paul screamed out!

‘’NIKKI!!!’’ 

His cock spurting out all over himself, bending himself backwards. Moaning out, his eyes crossing, tensing as he spurted and squirted out gallons of cum from his cock so much it went on the ceiling and Nikki’s face, splattering all over the place as he was grabbed by the neck and pounded into immensely as Nikii slammed a few times more in him.

Bashing that overstimulated prostate, hearing those screams.

Panting heavily into Paul’s face, covering that mouth with his hand.

He thrusted, Paul sucked his fingers.

He slammed, hips stuttering….

Paul sharply moaned, he groaned….

Balls deep, his cock gurgling more…

He pressed deeper, holding back his moans….

Mushy insides….

One last powerful movement and he….

‘’Papaaaa~….’’

Painted Paul’s raw insides with a lovely shade of white, emptying himself inside of his lover as he groaned and held Paul in his grip. Moaning as more cum leaves his body and enters his lover sweet abyss, his ass drinking up all the cum.

‘’Ohhhh….’’ Paul moaned, Nikki kissed his forehead.

‘’That’s good baby, drink all the cum. Drink it.’’ He repeated, slowly thrusting a little as he slowly left Paul’s hole. a trail of cum followed from Paul’s ass, leaking between his thighs. Nikki moved Paul down on his knees, shoving his cock in Paul’s face.

‘’Drink it baby. It’s all yours.’’ Nikki demanded, smearing his dribbling cock all over Paul’s face, getting it everywhere just before Paul took and drank his daddy’s cum, drinking and swallowing every last drop as he licked and suckled on it like a popsicle, lazily looking at his lover. His eyes heavy from the orgasm he had as he looked up at Nikki, tasting that sweet cum between his lips as it dripped from his chin, Nikki took some of the cum and smeared it all in Paul’s hair. Getting some on his chest hair and curls, his hands getting tangled up.

Paul moaned, swallowing all of it.

‘’That's good darlin. That’s good.’’ He sang, holding up the camera. More cum trickling out from Nikki’s cock, some of it spreading to the insides of Paul’s nostrils then going down on Paul's body from his shoulders, his nipples and more on the chest hair. Making him look like a gorgeous painting that was meant to be hanged or…taken a photo of.

‘’How good, sir?’’ Paul asked, holding the cock between his fingers. Laying his face on it, getting more messier, looking even more sexier than ever as he looks up at Nikki with that face, that face along with his voice that makes everything all worth it as he zooms in and smirks. Watching those hands holding his cock tightly like it was going to go anywhere, watching that cum of his dribble from those swollen lips as Nikki speaks.

‘’’How good, you say?’’

Paul nodded, kissing the tip of the cock. 

‘’Well…’’

He then kissed the balls, smooching on them as Nikki’s cock laid on his face still coming.

Nikki smirked.

‘’So good, so fucking good that i just have to take…’’ He goes, Paul groaned.

He chuckled, tapping the phone. 

‘’A Photo.’’ 

First time writing starterror, kinda nervous XD jk

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Ladies who Lunch

Chapter 6 - Addicted to you.  

A/N | So this chapter you meet some new characters and the twist turns even more, but you get more insight of the Taylor wives as have kinda neglected them so far. I hope you like it 😘  

Let me know if you would like to be tagged or untagged (I hate to annoy people if it isn’t something they aren’t into).

Please give me your honest opinions good or bad! 😘

Read previous chapters HERE!

Warnings | 18 + Only!! Fluff, Angst & NSFW

Word Count | approx 2.2k

Pairings | Laila x Harry

Enjoy! 😘  

She looks up from her phone at him "and you won't need to beat anyone one off!" she smiles at him. He steps towards her, cups her face and softy kisses her lips. "You know Nikki was right, some hottie will snap you up, but that's going to be me!" his lips move along her neck to her pulse line making her whole body tingle. "Bear!" she giggles.

He pulls away for a second, looking up at the clock "we better head out the front and wait for the taxi."

Later.

"Come on, please for me?" she puts on her best pouty face. "Gorgeous, I told you a hundredth times. I can't dance." she huffs "Pretty please!" She kisses his lips. Pulling away a little he looks into her eyes, "I need a couple of shots first!" she laughs before turning towards the bar, "Let's go!"

After a couple of shots he finally pulled her onto the crowded dance floor Pink - You make me sick is finishing before Sean Paul ft Keyshia Cole - Give it up to me starts playing. He spun her round so her back was against his chest, his hand rests against her abdominal and she started swaying her curves against his hips. His lips brush against the shell of her ear, "If you keep that up we are going to have a problem." She smirks reaching up to cup his face "What kinda problem, Mister?"  she bite her lip.

He wasn't sure if it was because he was turned on or the alcohol flowing through his veins, but his hand slides along the inside of her thigh, under her dress until he reaches her core. Her eyes burn into his, "Harry, we can't, not here!"  she says as he slips the pads of his fingers between her folds.

"Let's finish this somewhere a little more private!" he doesn't give her a chance to respond. He pulls her along with him, they pass the toilet and make their way towards the fire exit down the hall and around the corner. As soon as they round the corner, he pushes her against the wall, his lips crash to hers, "Thank god for this dress!" he groans against her lips.

His hand slides under her dress again into her underwear before moving them to the side, she gasps into his mouth. She mirrors his actions by unbuckling his belt, slipping her hand under the waistband finding his solid shaft. Undoing the zip she pushes down his jeans and boxers freeing him, he lifts her up until her legs wrap around him.

He runs his pleasure stick  against her petals parting them as he enters her making her moan aloud he captures it with his lips. Knowing they could be interrupted at any minute he doesn't hold back his powerful movement have her edging closer. He can feel her clench round him like a vice, he smirks against her lip "Someone's close!" she takes his lip between her teeth.

He moves faster, her body reacts to him "Oh fuck!" she mutters as she hits her climax. He soon follows after her, he jerks as he reaches his own high. He presses his forehead against hers panting, he smirks at her "Bringing in the new year with a bang!" she winks.

He kisses her lips before letting her legs drop down, she readjusts her underwear as does he. Straightening up, she runs her fingers through her hair "I don't look like I've just had sex against a nightclub wall with my fiancé do I?" she smirks. He brushes a stray hair away for her face "Sorry my love, you do!" he jokes. "Great! Come on, the others will be looking for us!"

As they make their way back they hear people starting to count down "ten, nine, eight, seven...." they quickly make their way to their table "three, two, one!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!" The crowd around them erupts, Harry pulls her close to him "Happy New Year, gorgeous!" she pulls his lips to hers"Happy New Year, I love you!" He pulls away "I love you more!" 

A few days later.

She checks herself over in the mirror one last time before turning to Harry on the bed "Do I look OK?" his eyes were on her already checking out her curves her dress clung to. "Stunning! You always look stunning! So are you sure you are ready lunch with the Taylor women?" he look concerned. "I have met them all before!" she says as she puts on her boots.

"I know, but...." she cuts him off "you are worried about Ruby!" she loves how protective of her.

"She is a bit...abrupt!" Laila laughed at his statement. "I'm just worried she'll put you off wanting to marry into my family." she presses her index finger against his lips. "I've done the impossible and won over your dad! Which she has yet to do. Plus, I hate to tell you Mr. Taylor, but I'm not going anywhere. We are forever and ever!"

He smiles "Forever and ever isn't long enough."

There is a knock at the door, Mabel starts to bark "That will be your sister!" she makes her way down the stair towards the front door "Izzy!! How are you?!" Izzy hugs her as Mabel scurry's around their feet, "I'm fab thanks! You?" she looks up at the stairs "There he is! Alright bro!" she calls up to him. "Yeah, you OK?" he gets to the bottom of the stairs and hugs his sister.

"All good here." she ducks down to say hello to Mabel. "I'm just going to grab my bag from the kitchen." Laila rushes off down the hall. "Iz, can you keep an eye on Ruby with Laila?" she looks up at him. "Why?" she raises a brow at him. "You know what she's like!" Izzy laughs, "OK, but you know I would have anyway? I like Laila and get a free pass at sticking it to Rub's...I ain't passing on that!" she winks as they hear Laila's boots against the wooden floor.

"Ready?" Izzy smiles, "Yup, I'll see you later!" she turns to Harry he pulls her in kissing her lips. The pair hears Izzy pretend to gag at the couple, pulling away, she grins, "Don't worry I'll give Ruby a run for her money if she tries anything!" he chuckles. "Me too! I'm pretty sure mum will put her in her place too." The three of them laugh.

37 minutes later.

They were twenty minutes late, the traffic across London was horrendous.

Walking in they find Rose, Claire, Sophie and Ruby sat at a table by the window. Rose smiles as she saw the pair coming their way, "Izzy! Laila! There you are!"

"Sorry mum! The traffic was immense! You all OK?" Izzy tried to apologize.

"It's fine! Come on you two take a seat!" Rose pulls them towards the table.

"Late as ever I see Isabelle!" Ruby almost hisses across the table.

Great! This should be fun! Laila thought.

A little later Laila, Sophie and Izzy are at the bar "Has Ruby always been like that?" Laila asks the pair. "I think it she thinks she above everyone else because she's a hotel manager!"  Izzy rolls her eyes as she says this. "Also, because she asked Harry on a date before he got with Gemma, but he turned her down!" Sophie slaps a hand over her mouth as if she wasn't supposed to say that.

Laila laughs, "What can I say my boy has taste!" she winks at them both making them laugh. "I'm going to sound like a mega bitch for saying this, but she settled for Will, that doughnut is to dappy to see it!" Izzy shook her head.

Half way through their mains Rose gets up to use the bathroom. When Ruby turned to Laila, "So Laila, how is the pop up salon going?" Ruby asks with her head tilted to the side with an unimpressed glare.

"The salon? Great thanks for asking! Don't let Harry hear you call it that! That boy put those muscles to good use building that place. I'm a lucky girl!" Kill her with kindness and make her jealous! She thought.

"Did you always want to be a hairdresser? Harry doesn't spark me as the kind of guy that would settle for a hairdresser!" she says with a raised brow as she sips her wine.

"Well, my dad drilled it into me to always have a trade or skill that way you would never be without a job! Sorry, what is it you do again?" she knew full well what she did!

"Oh me? I'm a hotel manager, of course!" And a toffee nose twat!  Laila nods, "So a job that doesn't require any skill whatsoever and anyone could do?! Good for you! I must say I do not miss having a boss to answer to."  Izzy chokes on her drink, Ruby had nothing to say back to her. Laila just winked as Rose returned to the table.

Izzy winks at her with pride.

"Laila, will I need to buy a mother of the groom dress this year?" Rose cups her hand to her mouth so only Laila could hear "I want to know when to start my diet!" she laughed.

"Please you have a great figure!" Laila tells Rose "I think we want to go for a summer wedding, so it could be this year or next." Rose claps excitingly.

Later Izzy and Laila are in the taxi on the way back home "Laila, you shut her down! I have no idea what Harry was worried about." Izzy laughs.

A month later.

It will be fine they will say yes! Of course they will?! She thought as she walking to the restaurant.

"Eric, I don't know if I can keep doing this!" she over hears a lad telling an older bloke. He looks he's had a hard life, but the lad she can only see the back of his head and his brown jacket, they are talking just outside the restaurant she makes her way inside.

"So will you three be my maids and man of honour?" Laila looks between Nikki, Remy and Zeppy. "Duh, I'd be offended if you didn't ask me!" "A-nd me!" Rem agrees with Nikki leaving Zeppy left to answer, "of course Auntie Leia, I would love to!"

Laila was happy they all agreed, she couldn't choose who to have as her maid of honour so Harry suggested she ask all three.

Laila caught her smiling at the guy at the bar "Zeppy, are you flirting with the guy at the bar?" Laila asks her. Zeppy smiles at her Aunt "Actually, that's Jason the boy from college, I've been dating." Laila raises a brow at her "Oh really? Call him over!"

"What?! No, Auntie Laila please no!" Zeppy pleads with her "or I could go up to the bar a..."

"No! OK, fine, I'll call him over, but you three have to promise to be nice!" the three of them nod. Zeppy waves him over, he sheepishly wanders over "Zeps, Hey!" he smiles awkwardly. "Jason, my aunt wanted to meet you Laila this is Jason and Jason this is my auntie Laila." Remy coughs making himself known "Oh, this is my uncle Remy and my aunt Nikki." she sighs embarrassed.

"Hi, it's nice to meet you Laila, Remy and Nikki!" he's still hovering over the table, Zeppy gets up "Right, now that's over with we better get going J!"

"Oh, already?" Laila teases her "Yeah, sorry it's Jason's friend birthday. I will see you Monday Auntie Laila and Nikki! Remy, see ya soon!" she doesn't hang around to say bye.

As they leave Laila smiles at the couple as she watches Jason grabs his brown jacket from the bar stool he was sitting on earlier.

Laila starts to think back to earlier....No, Laila you are being paranoid!

 6 weeks later.

Zeppy arrives for her shift at the salon as soon as she arrives she can tell something isn't right "Zeppy? What's wrong?!" instead of answering, she pulls out an envelope from her bag, handing it to Laila, "When will she get the message! She thinks so letter apologizing with a photo of us when I was like ten is going to win me round..she has another thing coming!" she huffs.

Pulling out the letter the photo falls out, picking it up from the floor she spots him in it. He is younger, yes, but he never forgets a face, it's him from outside the restaurant that day talking to the young lad with the same brown jacket as Jason.

"Zeppy, who's he?" she asks, pointing at the man in the photo. Making her way over to look "Oh, him that's her brother Eric my uncle apparently! Why?" Zeppy looks at her confused "Oh, erm...nothing I thought. You know what never mind!" she puts on a fake smile at her niece who doesn't seem fazed and continues what she's doing.

FUCK!

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The way I are

Pairing: Paul Lahote x Female!Reader

Words: 1119

Warnings: A little angst with a fluffy ending

This is my entry for @xoxo-nikki-xoxo​ contest, I choose the quote: “No one expects you to change overnight. It’s hard to be one of the good guys. Look, I screw up, too. I’ve made plenty of mistakes believe me. But I don’t quit… and I know that counts for something. At least you’re trying, right? “

Hope everyone likes it, please enjoy!

Y/N was a simple person, she needed little to be happy, an excellent book, a cup of coffee, and some time alone were enough to keep her inner peace. Too bad she was dating a hotheaded and very clingy werewolf, every time she tried to be alone for just 5 seconds Paul would pop up out of nowhere, telling her all about some random fight he has gotten into, some argument with a pack brother… Truth be told, more the half of the time Paul was the culprit of those fights and Y/N knew it‌, despite that, she would always listen to her lover rant about on and on for hours about how he was right and the others were wrong, and her alone time is once again delayed for some other time, and this is leaving Y/N on the edge.

That’s why on a Sunday morning she got up way before her usual hours knowing Paul would be fast asleep after his patrol, took a hot bath, and pour some coffee in her favorite cup, it was a blissfully and silent morning, no ratings, no arguments, no loud werewolves making some stupid bet the always ended in her having to clean the floor, she had finally some time alone. Grabbing her blanket she headed for the hammock in her backyard, book in hand, ready to catch up on her reading. Y/N was happy.

She was only on page two when a loud noise came from the woods, she recognized the sound, someone was fighting and something inside of her told her she knew who it was. The confirmation came minutes later when her boyfriend and Quil came out, shouting at each other about some random thing she really, REALLY, couldn’t care about, she was tired, her sanity was hanging by a thread, and he... He just seems to not even notice.

When Paul got closer to his Imprint he was in for the ride of his life, the look on Her face making him stop dead in his tracks, she had the angriest face he had ever seen on her angelical face, tears were pooling around her beautiful Y/Y/C.

-Baby what’s wrong??- Paul was scared, the fight will Quil completely out of his mind, all he cared about was his precious imprint.

-What's wrong!? What's WRONG!??- Y/N got up from the hammock, tears falling down her face- I’m tired Paul, tired!!! I can’t have 5 fucking minutes to myself without you ruining it with your temper, it’s always something. Some fight, some argument, someone always does something, always! Have you ever consider that maybe, just maybe, it’s not always everyone else?! I can’t take it anymore, I’m going insane here, I need some space.

Y/N grabbed her stuff and storm past the boys and went inside, she was a wreck, a sobbing and crying mess. She didn’t mean to be so harsh on her boyfriend, but she really couldn’t take it anymore, it wasn’t about some petty wish to be alone, she really needed it, it was how she handled her problems, how she keeps her mental health, those brief moments alone with just a book to keep her company was her sanity and he was taking it away from her.

Monday came and none of them tried to talk with the other, this was their first fight and none of them knew how to fix it, how to make it better. On one side Y/N knew she hurt him, she knew it was something he had a hard time controlling, and she blamed him for that, which was a bitchy move. She felt like a spoiled brat that got angry just because daddy didn't give her some random expensive car. On the other side, Paul was still trying to understand what lead them to this situation, he knew he had a bad temper, arguments were part of his daily routine but he was getting better, he was trying to be better, for her, for his Y/N. 

-Space, she said she needed space- Paul said, his voice rough from crying all night. 

-She just needs to calm down. - Emily said, joining him on the sofa- Everyone handles things differently, some yell, some fight, some prefer to be alone… And Y/N, she prefers to be alone, even when we were little she would always cope with things by being alone, that’s just who she is, and… well… You and the boys can be a little too much sometimes, and I say this with all the love in the world. 

Paul lowered his head, the pack mom was right, they were too much sometimes, too loud, too messy, too explosive… He followed Emily’s advice and give her girl some time, maybe a day or two.

On Friday he couldn’t take it anymore, he was hurting just from being away from her, he gave her space, he gave time, now was time to get his imprint back.

A loud knock on the door woke her up from her daydreaming, still startled at being pulled back to reality Y/N went to get the door, her heated skipping a beat when she saw Paul at the door.

-Paul?- She was confused, she thought he was mad at her from all those horrible and stupid things she said to him.

He tried to speak, opening and closing his mouth a number of times, but in the end, he just pulled her into his arms, holding her so tight, savoring the moment like it was the last one.

-I’m sorry. I know I have a bad temper and that I can be too much sometimes.- He said in her ear, his voice like a whisper- I’m trying to control it Y/N. I have been since the day I first saw you. I want to be better, for you.

-Paul, you need to do this for you baby, not for me- Y/N said stepping away from him just enough to be looking in his eyes.

-I know babe, I know. But I promise I will try harder, It won’t happen again, god I will do anything but please…- His pleading eyes were full of fear and Y/N felt so bad for making him feel this way for something she knew it wasn’t on purpose.

-No one expects you to change overnight. It’s hard to be one of the good guys. Look, I screw up, too. I’ve made plenty of mistakes believe me. But I don’t quit… and I know that counts for something. At least you’re trying, right?

-Right- He said, a smile finally appearing on his lips. He pulled her again, this time for a kiss.

-I love you Y/N.

-I love you more.

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~Getting Off~

So heeeey remember when I said ‘how about another AU that nobody asked for’? It’s been in the back of my head for a while but I hadn’t found the proper pictures to motivate me. Now that I have..here it is! Enjoy, babies! <3

~Shandi

Paul discovers some..interesting things about himself when he accepts a ride from a handsome biker named Nikki Sixx~ {told from Paul’s POV}

My parents always told me. Stay away from bikers. They were violent. They were dangerous. Their influence corrupted anyone they came into contact with. But there was one thing dear old mom and dad never prepared me for. 

Good looking bikers. Really good looking. 

Honestly it’s a nightmare. It's bad enough I’ve been..questioning my preferences since I started high school. And now they’ve come into the picture. A group of..less academically inclined guys from school decided to get together and form a kind of biker gang. I’ve heard people talking about them more and more. In between classes. In the lunchroom. Outside the school. And once they decided on a name, the Motley Crue was all anyone talked about. Big deal. They were just a bunch of delinquents with affinities for leather and motorcycles. Nothing I should be fascinated with. Until I met Nikki Sixx. 

Nikki Sixx.

I just..can’t seem to get away from him no matter where I go.

He’s younger than me. He’s loud. He’s rude. He drinks. I’m pretty sure he sells drugs to other kids in school. He’s the sexiest guy you’ve ever seen~ He’s dangerous. I can’t allow myself to fall for him. I can’t. But you want to~ 

I try to avoid him whenever I walk home. Today..I’m not so lucky. He and the rest of his gang are out in front of the school sitting on their bikes, trying to get a group of girls to accept their offers for a ride. It doesn’t take a genius to figure out what they’re really after. I scoff. At least they’re distracted though right? Makes it easier to get past them. So I take a deep breath and I start walking. The blond guy..I think his name is Vince. He’s a smooth talker. I’m sure he could get a girl to drop her panties on command. He has no trouble getting one of them to say yes. She climbs on his bike behind him and they ride off. I say a silent prayer for her. Almost there. Just a few steps more. I hold my notebooks tightly against my chest as I walk past him. Nearly there..and then.. “Hey~ Where ya goin’ pretty thing~?” 

Just keep walking. Don’t look back. Don’t answer him. “Aw c’mon! Just tryin’ to be friendly~” 

Sure you are. I'd be a fool to believe you. I hear an engine start. Is he going to come after me? Should I run? No..he’ll just chase me down! I don’t know what to do!

“Why ya runnin’ from me? Scared~?” 

YES!!

��L-leave me alone..” 

“What’s that? Can’t hear ya over my loud ass engine!!”

“I s-said..leave me alone!!” 

“Got a mouth on ya don’tcha? Is it that time of the month? I can try again in a few days~” He laughs as he turns his bike around and heads back. Jerk. He thinks you’re pretty~

~*~

The rest of the week is blessedly peaceful. I never expected him to actually keep his word. The week after however..he comes back at me full force. He tries to flirt with me while I’m taking books out of my locker. It’s so much harder when he’s so close. The look in his eyes. His smile. The smell of his leather. Those damn pants of his are so tight I can see..everything. Oh god why am I looking?! “I..I have to go..” 

“Take ya home later~?” 

I don’t answer. I just get away from him as quickly as possible. Damn he has beautiful eyes…

When the last bell rings I pick up my books and sigh. I have to be ready for him this time. I have to be firm with him or else he’ll walk all over me. Just accept his offer! It won’t kill you! Yes it will! Besides I only live a few blocks away from the school. I have no practical use for a ride. And what would my parents say?! You may not need a ride..but you want one. From him~ No!! I don’t like men that way!! Dammit I need to get out of my own head!! Maybe I should..call Gene when I get home and see if he wants to hang out for a while.. He’s good at taking my mind off..troubling things. Yes, that’s what I’ll do. I put my books into my bag and head out. 

All my hopes to avoid him are thrown completely out the window as soon as I leave. He’s sitting on his bike waiting for me right outside the door. “There you are~ Ready t’go?” 

“I…” 

C’mon..I’m not gonna bite ya..unless that’s what you’re in to~” 

Be firm! “Now you wait a minute! I never said yes!”

“You didn’t say no either~” 

He’s right~ I would have if he hadn’t frustrated me! “L-look..I don’t even live very far..so thank you for the offer..but no.” 

“All those books you’re carryin’ have got to be heavy..” 

He’s right again~ “I can handle them.” 

“But y’don’t have to. I’m right here.” 

“I…” Oh dammit..why does he have to have good points?! I can’t argue any further. He’s got me. I shake my head. “A-alright..fine.”

“Finally! Y’got some sense in that curly head after all!” He pats the seat behind him. “Hop on, pretty thing~” 

I roll my eyes. “I have a name. It’s Paul.”

“Pretty Paulie then~” 

What have I done..?

~*~

I admit it. I’m scared. I’ve never been on a motorcycle before..never even considered it. Especially not..with someone. I don’t even know if I can trust him. What if he..does something to me..? Hmph. Just let him try. It’s not like I can’t defend myself. Unless he..has a weapon..which he might. Why did I agree to this again? Oh yeah..these damn books that weigh a ton and are killing my back! I sigh and sit down behind him. This feels strange. I have never wanted to be this close to Nikki Sixx ever in my life. That’s a complete lie. You totally have~ He takes his helmet off the handlebar and hands it to me. “Take it. I’m sure it’ll make y’feel safer~” I doubt that. I’ve seen him drive this thing. But I take it anyway. Ugh this is going to murder my hair. 

The engine roars to life and he revs it a few times before speeding out of the parking lot. I immediately grab onto his waist. Why does he have to go so..fast?! He just laughs. “Easy there! You squeeze any harder you’re gonna make me pop!” That is not funny. This was such a mistake. “You gonna tell me where to go or what?” That’s..probably a thing I should do isn’t it? “Like I said I don’t live far. Just keep going down this street until you reach the park then take a right and my house is the fourth one down.” 

“Talk about boring. I’ll tell you what. I’m gonna take you home, you’re gonna drop off those fuckin’ books and then I’m gonna take ya for a real ride.”

“I’ve got homework to do!”

“That shit can wait!” 

“Listen here, Sixx..you may not care about your grades but I do!” 

“And when’s the last time you had any fun?” 

“....”

“That’s what I thought. Trust me, pretty Paulie..I’m gonna show ya a good time~” 

Is that a promise~? Shut up, brain..

So like the complete idiot I am, I do what he says. Once we pull up to my house I go inside, go up to my room, drop off my books.. Make yourself look prettier~ ..and head back out. He has such a smug look on his face..like he’s won some kind of prize. And it’s hot~ I just put the helmet back on and take my seat. Well..here goes nothing. “You better hold on tight baby..cause you’re goin’ for a hell of a ride~” Oh, he’ll go anywhere with you~ I grab his waist again as he revs the engine and takes off down the street. It’s quickly setting in that my life is now in Nikki Sixx’s hands. 

~*~

I still have no idea why I agreed to this. But..as I lay my head against Nikki’s back and watch the world fly by, so much of the fear I used to feel has gone away. He never does any stupid stunts. He actually looks out for the safety of his passenger. Maybe..he’s not so bad after all… The revs of the engine whenever he picks up speed trigger a sensation in me that I’ve never felt before. It’s like..a constant vibration directly between my legs..making me feel.. Aroused~?

Yes..that’s exactly the right word. 

The anticipation is there any time he stops at a light. I can’t wait to feel it again. It’s good..so damn good. I could.. Totally get off on this~ 

Dammit yes..!

I’m more relaxed now. I absently stroke his back and loosen my hold around his waist. “You finally gettin’ comfortable back there, baby~?” 

“Faster..”

“What’s that?” 

“Please..go faster..” That’s more like it~

“Heh..whatever you want~” 

He guns it, and the engine roars, sending a million jolts of pleasure through my body all at once. “Ohhh yes~!!” 

D-did I say that out loud..? I did. I can hear him laughing at me. I can already hear his friends laughing at me too once he tells them. “Damn, baby..is this gettin’ you hot~?”

Say yes~ “I-I…”

“Want me to do it again~?” 

Say yes!! “Y-yes..do it..” 

“Mm..anything to hear that again~” As he speeds up and drives the engine harder, it goes straight to my aching core. God I can’t take much more of this! I throw my head back and moan, making the helmet nearly fly off my head in the process. “Havin’ fun now, arent’cha baby~?” He pulls over onto an empty dirt road but keeps the engine going. That same smug look is on his face when he turns around to face me, pulling the helmet off of my head. “Wh-what are you doing..?” He takes me by the waist and pulls me closer. “I know you’re just seconds away from cumming. I’m not gonna let my bike do the job for me~” 

“Nikki..”

This is what you’ve wanted~

Once his lips are on mine..I can’t even force myself to argue with my brain anymore. It was right all along. Sorry, mom and dad..but I’ve got needs that only a biker can satisfy~

~END~

[x-ximenas]

Love Means Trouble: Chapter 5

Prompt: Hurricane by Halsey, which you can find in this playlist.

Pairing: OC/Nikki Sixx

Warnings: Alcohol and drug consumption, mentions of kissing and sex (not graphic tbh, not even a bit)  and my terrible grammar and punctuation remember English’s not my first language.

Word Count: 2,894 words

A/N: It's been a while, huh? I'm so so sorry for leaving this story unattended, but med school continues to be a pain in my ass and as I come closer to the end of this semester I have enough time to sit down and write. This chapter starts right where the last left it off, so I'd recommend you to go back and read chapter 4 <3 Also, if you liked this bit, I’d love to hear some comments! If you’d like to be added to a taglist for upcoming parts comment, dm me, ask me… just talk to me!

A/N 2: If you’d like to listen to the songs I mention in the story, here’s the playlist where you can find them.

// Prologue // Previous Chapter //———————————————————————————————————–Fuck.

Was Nikki's last thought as he lead his blonde-haired company back to the couch. Circe was predictable in the worse way possible, he knew he had to figure out how to get around yet another round of her teasing after tonight's turn of events. Nikki was never good at keeping promises, but he excelled at making them sound realistic.

They never agreed they would interrupt their dynamic, but after the words they shared in Circe's apartment he knew he had definitely slipped and she was going to make him pay for it. He saw that characteristic glint of mischief shine brightly in her otherwise dark eyes, he just didn't know that was Circe playing with his doped brain.

As Nikki silently pondered on how to tackle the situation at hand -a scenario yet to be presented- Circe was coughing out smoke with a laugh, Nikki's slightly shocked and panicked expression engraved in her brain. It took her a couple of minutes for her giggles to settle, but once it did she heard Vince snort out a laugh by the window.

"What?" She asked the blond at her right, a smile sneaking up on her lips.

"You're asking me? You're the one laughing by yourself" He said with a knowing smile, Circe shrugged.

Then, Vince handed her her "Here, you left it inside."

"Oh, and to what do I owe this display of chivalry?" Circe asked the blond to her right, digging her elbow on his ribs playfully.

"Can't I just bring my gorgeous female friend her drink without her implying there's a bigger plan?" He teased back, swaying his hands as if to make him look posh.

"No, no, you can, but it's just so... what's the word... so not Vince-like."

"Thanks, tho." She said in a lower voice, her head now resting on his shoulder, Vince mumbled something back as he wrapped an arm around her frame.

Silence settled between the pair. As the wind blew, Circe's head ran through similar moments she had shared with Vince before, a small smile tugging on the corners of her lips. The peaceful environment around them was interrupted by the blond vocalist who cleared his throat.

"Well, just so you know, I came out here to see if you were kicking Nikki's ass over the blonde chick situation." Another nasal laugh left Vince, Circe turned to him and started to hit his shoulder repeatedly, causing him to break out laughing.

"You fucker." Circe said, dragging out the r as she chased Vince back inside the apartment, people parting to make room for the pair.

Circe had tuned out the voices around her, but she swore she heard Tommy encouraging her to hit Vince over the head and Mick laughing a little. Her focus left her as she bumped into someone.

She mumbled a half-assed apology, but this change in her path had made her lose sight of the blond-haired singer. With a defeated look on her face, she decided to take a seat on the band's table only to find her prey laughing at her.

"Haha, very funny jackass," Circe said a frown sketched on her face.

"Oh, c'mon you're gonna get wrinkles, dude." Vince teased, earning a smack on his shoulder by both Mick and Circe.

"Dude, you should have seen Nikki's face when you bumped into him." Tommy chimed in with an amused expression. Circe's eyes widened slightly, but a laugh still left her slightly parted lips.

Before she could gather her thoughts to answer Tommy, Vince handed her a cymbal with some coke lines cut up for her enjoyment. She leaned down to snort one of the two lines Vince had cut for her; then she straightened her back, scratching the tip of her nose as she tried to come up with something to say, dusting some of the excess coke in the process. Like Circe came with no logical response to Tommy's comment, she just shrugged and laughed again. Then she leaned back down to snort the second line, a good girl naturally tumbling out of Vince's lips accompanied by a pat on the back.

After that point the night seemed to slip through Circe's fingers, time passing by her as she engaged in conversation, laughing fits leaving her breathless and kisses shared with complete strangers in her smoke breaks were the only things that kept her entertained. As the apartment was quickly emptying, Circe was left sitting by herself in the dining table, a nearly empty bottle of vodka, music and the distinctive sounds of sex being her only company. She rolled her eyes as she drank what little was left of the clear liquid, dropping the bottle on the floor carelessly she headed towards the window, ready to go home unaccompanied when a hand grabbed her by her forearm.

"Hi" said the blonde girl Nikki had been chasing all night long.

"Hey" answered Circe with a small smile.

"You're leaving?" the blonde inquired.

"Yeah"

"Oh, okay." was her reply, a tinge of disappointment laced the two words. Circe smirked just a smidge, her hand came up to the blonde's chin, lifting it as to make her eyes meet.

"C'mon, doll." Circe offered her hand as she walked out the window, the blonde took Circe's hand in her own.

"Wait here, we'll leave soon." Circe said before peaking her head inside the apartment once more, her eyes meeting with Nikki's surprised expression.

"Sixx, if you see Tommy or Vince tell them I finished the vodka." And with that said, she parted with the blonde.

Both girls had been walking for a couple of minutes, their high heels were worn as bracelets by now. The silence was comfortable, no one really trying to break the calm atmosphere they had settled in, embracing the drastic change.

"You live nearby?" Circe asked.

"Yeah, I just didn't want to walk home alone."

"It's cool, sorry if I made you uncomfortable with the doll thing."

"Meh, I didn't mind it."

As the pair headed to the blonde's place, Circe noted the change of behaviour but stayed quiet nonetheless.

"So Nikki? or Vince?" the blonde girl teased with a giggle, earning a breathy laugh from Circe.

"Neither."

"Wait, Vince?" Circe continued after a moment of silence, her voice clearly amused.

"Yeah! Quite a scene you made back there."

"That's just us being, well, us. Nothing beyond that." Circe vaguely informed her.

"If you say so." The girl said in a singsong voice.

"Anyways, this is me! Thanks for walking with me..."

"Circe"

The blonde girl repeated the name to herself in a lower voice. "Josie." Circe rose an eyebrow.

"My name's Josie" she clarified with a smile. "Well, thanks, Circe ."

"Anytime, Josie. " Circe answered, making a point by repeating the girl's name.

As Josie headed to her door, Circe cleared her voice, making her turn to face the brunette with an eyebrow raised.

"Yeah?"

"I kinda get Vince, but why did you ask about Nikki?" Josie laughed to herself at the brunette's curiosity.

"Instinct... question mark" Josie answered, unsure of herself. Circe stared at her in disbelief but decided not to push the topic, instead, she snorted out a laugh.

"I better go home, bye."

"Bye."

And with that, Circe found herself alone one more time, not that she minded. The walk back to her apartment was short, not more than five minutes and she probably would have taken less if she hadn't bumped into an adorable stray cat or if she had actually walked instead of danced and sung all the way back home.

"No place for hidin' baby, no place to run " Circe dramatically sung in her best Paul impersonation, as she tried to open her door.

"You pull the trigger of my love gun."

As those last few notes left Circe, her door finally budged open. Clothes and items were carelessly thrown around the living room, and Circe nearly fell flat on her face after tripping with the clothes she had brought home from work. Circe tried her best to navigate to her room in the dark, in the process bumping into furniture and even a wall, curse after curse falling off her lips. Once she found herself in her room, she let herself fall on the bed, her hand reaching under it to pull out a half-drunk bottle of Jack.

"You can't forget me baby, don't try to lie. You'll never leave me, mama, so don't try. I'll be a gambler, baby lay down the bet. We get together, mama you'll sweat" She restarted her singing as she took a drink from the bottle, then she laughed to herself, clearly amused at her attempt to sound like Paul.

She took another swing of the bottle, as she felt her body swaying, the same feeling you would get when floating in water. Her eyes were teary from the laughter, and her head started to pounce at the thought of work, but she didn't stop drinking. Despite the upcoming headache, she tried to keep herself focused on what she'd like to do with the clothes instead of letting her mind wander off to Josie's question. But before her mind could cave in, she fell asleep.

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"Rise and shine, sunshine" a male voice, sung from her left. Circe's hold on the bottle tightened as she turned her body to the side, ignoring the man -whom she assumed was Tommy.

"Fuck off" Circe answered, her voice raspy and low, afraid that it would make her headache worse.

"Tommy sent you breakfast c'mon, Ce" At the mention of Tommy, Circe shoot up straight, something her body resented instantly.

"Here, take this" Vince handed her a glass of water, the blond far too relaxed, considering he had broken into her apartment while she slept.

She mumbled a quiet thank you to Vince and took a gulp from the glass, then asked: "What the fuck are you doing here, Neil?"

"Athena came over, she left some food for you, so Tommy gave me your key me and told me to bring it over."

Circe stood up from the bed, holding the cold glass of water to the side of her head while taking a drink from the bottle of Jack. She placed both drinks on the floor as she started to remove her clothes, Vince in her room currently being the last of her concerns. She pulled from her closet her jean overalls and put it over last night's bandeau and panties.

"C'mon, I'm starving."

"Also, that's 10 bucks for the show" She added with a small laugh, then she took a drink from the glass of water before pressing it to the side of her head.

"Ass" the mumbled curse made Circe laugh harder.

Vince followed Circe out of her room, stealing the bottle of Jack in the process, then he flopped down on the couch, throwing his legs on the small coffee table. Circe, on the other hand, headed to her kitchen and decided to brew some coffee, in hopes that the caffeine would ease her headache.

"Bring the syrup, Athena sent you chocolate chip pancakes" Vince yelled from the living room as he made himself comfortable in the couch, taking gulps from the whiskey every now and then.

Circe nodded but huffed at the realisation that she had virtually nothing in her kitchen, meaning she had to eat dry pancakes, again.

"What? No syrup?" Vince asked without looking up, too busy picking some chocolate chips, earning a smack over the head from Circe.

"No, I haven't gone grocery shopping" Circe stole the bottle of Jack back from Vince, pouring some in her coffee. Then she grabbed the plastic fork that came with the pancakes and started eating, offering Vince a piece of pancake every once in a while.

"You know?" Vince wondered out loud. Circe hummed, waiting for him to continue.

"I thought I might find the blonde chick leaving or something."

"Nah, she just wanted someone to walk her home" Circe shrugged, a hand covering her mouth to prevent her pancakes from spilling out of it.

"Ah, man, I thought you had stolen Nikki's toy-for-a-night" Vince said, leaning back into the couch, his eyes covered by his hands.

Vince stayed quiet for a while, before saying: "So... no sex last night?"

"Nah"

"Wanna change that?" Vince teased.

"What? You offering?" Circe asked back with a playful smile. Vince shrugged.

"It's been a while, huh" Circe pondered.

"You had no tattoos back then, Ce."

"So like, a long, long while" Circe laughed a bit.

"Yeah" Vince laughed as well.

"Was it before or after I left my parent's house?" Circe asked.

"Really? Both, it was around the time I left my parent's house, and then you left your parent's house, so we kinda coexisted in Tommy's place" Vince answered, taking Circe's fork and a bite out of the pancake.

"Right" Circe mumbled, deep in thought before snorting out a laugh.

"You finished?" Circe asked, pointing at the pancake Vince was currently eating.

"Yeah" Circe offered her hand to take the container, but Vince took it upon himself to dump it in the trash.

"Hey, do you think Athena is still in your place?"

"Maybe, wanna go?"

"Yeah, why not" Circe answered, shrugging her shoulders.

"Just let me clean my face, I probably look half dead."

Circe made a quick job out of cleaning her face, mainly worried about removing the eyeliner that had smudged under her eyes and the lipstick that had somehow ended up all over her cheek. As she headed back to meet with Vince in her living room, she redid her bun.

"Ready?" Circe just nodded. As they made their way out, she took her keys and two packs of cigarettes, perfectly aware that she had finished Tommy's last night.

Closing and locking the door behind her, they headed to Vince's place. Halfway through Circe decided to jump on Vince's back, claiming she was too tired to walk and she felt sick, the blond man just rolled his eyes all too accustomed to her antics.

"Honey, I'm home" Circe jokingly sang at the sight of Tommy's little sister, Athena. Vince dropped Circe back on her feet, letting the two girls hug.

"Thanks for breakfast, I had nothing left to eat" Circe said. She pinched Athena's cheek before jumping on the kitchen counter.

"Thought so, I don't get how you can live off drugs and booze" Athena replied, directing her sentence to all four people. Tommy shrugged.

"A mystery" Circe and Tommy said simultaneously, then they high-fived earning a barely audible groan from an otherwise silent Nikki.

Tommy frowned at Nikki's reaction but decided to not address his sudden change in attitude. Tommy's gaze shifted between both his best friends, confused as to what had caused the shift in dynamics. Circe rolled her eyes at the sight of Nikki throwing a silent temper tantrum, not once making eye contact or directing a word to her since the day before. Circe decided to pay him no mind, directing her focus on Athena instead, unaware the younger Lee was soon to leave.

Athena pinched Circe's cheek, making her chuckle. "What?"

"You should go visit mom and dad, they've been asking about you."

"I'll think about it, 'k? Maybe I'll give them a call."

"You better, Ce" Athena said, patting her on the knee.

"I'd say this was a pleasure, but-"

"Fuck off" Tommy interrupted his sister with a laugh, "C'mon, I'll drive you home."

Once both Lee siblings left through the window, Nikki stood up from his place, taking long strides towards Circe only stopping once he was right in front of her.

"What?" Circe asked, uncrossing her legs as if to make room for Nikki between them. Still, she had a hard time pushing her smile down.

"Nice stunt you pulled last night." Nikki's words were laced with a tinge of bitterness.

"Which one?"

"Both."

"Huh, I see, you're all grumpy cause you didn't get laid." Circe teased, her smile nothing but sweet despite the jabbing demeanour of her words.

"Fuck o-" Nikki muttered, and Circe chuckled. Then, she pulled Nikki back between her legs by grabbing him from his pants belt loops.

"C'mon, Sixx. Chill, we said we'd play fair, didn't we?"

"You call that playing fair?" Nikki questioned, grabbing Circe by the waist pulling her closer to him.

"I wasn't the one with a pretty blonde on my lap last night, wasn't I? I was only trying to rise up to the occasion." Circe playfully pushed Nikki's chin up with her index before coaxing him to reduce the distance between them.

"I call that playing fair." Circe's voice was breathy, Nikki could practically taste the pancakes she had eaten earlier that day along with the Jack and coffee she had used to gulp them down.

Nikki leaned in to close the small gap that was left between them, but Circe pushed him off her.

"As much as I would like to see where this leads, I have work to do, and you definitely don't figure in it."

Circe jumped off the counter as she said those words, her smirk only getting wider as she spoke. Nikki was shocked and momentarily lost the ability to both move and speak, so as the brunette walked through the window and out his apartment, he stood still.

[isitstraightvodka]

top 5 memories!

my aunt’s wedding in the netherlands! i was one of the flower girls, it was freezing cold but the ceremony itself was so lovely, i was five but i remember everything like it happened yesterday. she and i did a little private photoshoot together, she looked stunning and we got some great pictures, one i keep in my wallet at all times, of the two of us smiling at each other; you can really tell we’re related in that one

my trip to london two years ago! oh my god, it had been my dream since i was eight to go there and i finally did and it was everything i wished for and more. we stayed in a gorgeous hotel in the centre of the city for an entire week, i got to see all the big tourist attractions like big ben, the tower of london, the london eye, trafalgar square, the british museum, saint paul’s cathedral, westminster abbey, the shard, the tower bridge. went on a boadride on the thames and visited 221b baker street as well, my sherlock heart was so happy, i have hundreds of pictures and i can’t wait to visit again one day

seeing bohemian rhapsody with my mom, and then with one of my best friends! with my mom, it was magical, she sang along to every word, she laughed and cried with me, we were holding hands throughout the entire liveaid sequence, it honestly brought me closer to her, bonding over our love for queen, it was just so heartwarming. then with my bestie, the entire cinema was full so we were surrounded by at least sixty queen fans and i have to say, those moments when the whole audience laughs, claps, sings, cries, all at the same time, it’s so pure and i felt so joyful. she and i were holding each other way before the movie even ended, we grinned at each other whenever a song started and bopped along in our seats, cheering and singing along with everyone else. it probably doesn’t sound very special but those two nights meant a lot to me

my high school graduation! thirteen years of schooling done, it was the first time i was truly proud of myself, my parents told me they were proud of me, my friends and i took so many selfies, we hugged and sobbed when we got our diplomas. i wasn’t a straight a student at all but i passed and that felt like a huge acheivement, i’m grateful to look back and say i did that all by myself

mardi gras 2017! i went with two friends, liam and nikki, and we got so drunk, jumping from club to club, bar to bar. we met two others, a girl named shannon and one of her friends, who was gay, omg bless him. i bought liam a flashing flower crown bc he begged for it and he wanted to feel fabulous, we danced the night away and had great chats with kind strangers. i lost count how many drinks i had but i remember the entire night, it was just the best time and crashing at liam’s place was the cherry-on-top. we stayed up until 5am giggling at stupid youtube videos then we passed out in his huge bed, i woke up with the worst headache and hangover but it was worth it, and he brought me breakfast with aspirin to help with my headache, kindest man ever

this was a lot but i had to think! thanks, my dear violet! xx

ask me my top 5/top 10 anything!

[seventeendoubts]

my teen years playlist:  

constant conversations ~ passion pit 

crew love ~ drake ft. the weeknd

take care ~ drake ft. rihanna

you da one ~ rihanna

die young ~ kesha

hold on, we’re going home ~ drake ft. majid jordan

right there ~ ariana grande ft. big sean

fancy ~ drake + t.i ft. swizz beatz

turn me on (ft. nicki minaj) ~ david guetta + nicki minaj

where the kids are ~ blondfire

love you like a love song ~ selena gomez

young and beautiful ~ lana del rey

young blood ~ the naked and famous

blood ~ the middle east

electric feel (justice remix) ~ mgmt + justice

high school ~ nicki minaj ft. lil wayne

party ~ beyonce, j. cole

losing sleep ~ john newman

this head I hold ~ electric guest

rolling in the deep ~ adele

someone like you ~ adele

about us ~ neverest

airplanes (feat. hayley williams) ~ b.o.b + hayley williams

find your love ~ drake

we are young (feat. janelle monae) ~ f.u.n + janelle monae

we found love ~ rihanna, calvin harris

thrift shop ~ macklemore and ryan lewis feat. wanz

out of my league ~ fitz and the tantrums

1901 ~ phoenix

chronicles of a fallen love ~ the bloody beetroots + greta svabo bech

raise your weapon ~ deadmau5

clique ~ kanye west + jay z + big sean

wildest dreams ~ taylor swift

wonderland ~ taylor swift

best thing I never had ~ beyonce

heads will roll (a trak remix) ~ yeah yeah yeahs + a-trak

wicked games ~ the weeknd

sweet nothing (feat. florence welch) ~ calvin harris + florence welch

no church in the wild ~ jay z, kanye west, frank ocean + the dream

adorn ~ miguel

how many drinks? ~ miguel ft. kendrick lamar

power trip ~ j. cole ft. miguel

castle ~ halsey

hold me down ~ halsey

second go ~ lights

princess of china ~ coldplay ft. rhianna

hymn for the weekend ~ coldplay 

good girls go bad ~ cobra starship ft. leighton meester

you make me feel ~ cobra starship ft. sabi

thinking of you ~ katy perry

telephone ~ lady gaga + beyonce

I need your love ~ calvin harris + ellie goulding

this love (will be your downfall) ~ ellie goulding

demons ~ imagine dragons

ho hey ~ lumineers

here (in your arms) ~ hellogoodbye

closer ~ tegan and sara

body work ~ morgan page ft. tegan and sara

east of eden ~ zella day

we can’t stop ~ miley cyrus

drop your love (feat. dirty radio) ~ young franco

middle finger ~ cobra starship ft. mac miller

my kind of love ~ emeli sande

wild ~ troye sivan

hearts a mess ~ gotye

somebody that I used to know ~ gotye feat. kimbra

over the love ~ florence welch

basic instinct ~ the acid

talamak ~ toro y moi

gasoline ~ alpine

bare ~ wildes

here ~ alessia cara

thinkin’ bout you ~ frank ocean

cheap thrills ~ sia + sean paul

you know you like it ~ dj snake + alunageorge

new americana ~ halsey

colors ~ halsey

diamonds ~ rihanna

bitch better have my money ~ rihanna

cool for the summer ~ demi lovato

true disaster ~ tove lo

talking body ~ tove lo

power ~ kanye west

head over heels ~ digital daggers

canyons ~ paw city

necessary evil ~ nikki yanofsky

latch ~ disclosure + sam smith

what you know ~ two door cinema club

wide awake ~ katy perry

my kind of woman ~ mac demarco

the show goes on ~ lupe fiasco

starstrukk ~ 3oh3! ft. katy perry

born to die ~ lana del rey

out of mind ~ tove lo

habits (stay high) ~ tove lo

this time around ~ tove lo

one thing ~ one direction

heart attack ~ one direction

sorry ~ justin bieber

come thru ~ drake

the night is still young ~ nicki minaj

ain’t it fun ~ paramore

the hills ~ the weeknd

monster ~ kanye west, jay z, rick ross, nicki minaj + bon iver

I cry ~ flo rida

break your heart right back ~ ariana grande

summertime sadness (radio edit remix) ~ lana del rey + cedric gervais

I could be the one (avicii vs. nicky romero) ~ avicii + nicky romero

how to be a heartbreaker ~ marina and the diamonds

young girls ~ bruno mars

locked out of heaven ~ bruno mars

commander ~ kelly rowland feat. david guetta

real (lemarquis remix) ~ years & years + lemarquis

e.t ~ katy perry

your love is my drug ~ kesha

love on top ~ beyonce

stitches ~ shawn mendes

tongue tied ~ grouplove

[southsidestory]

when you leave, the sun goes

RATING: Teen

SHIP: Reylo

SUMMARY: Touch is the foundation of love, the bedrock upon which forever-things are built. (What might have happened if Luke hadn't interrupted Ben and Rey as they touched hands.)

NOTES: This fic is a gift for the lovely @lochtayboatsong, who donated toward @reylotrashcompactor's GoFundMe in exchange for this story.

The title comes from the song "The Best Part" by Paul McDonald and Nikki Reed, which I listened to about a thousand times as I was writing this

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show me, she says. show me my missing pieces, so that i can sew my soul back together and finally feel whole. show me show me show me what i can’t see in the dark.

—

Her reflection stands before her, and there are countless counterfeit Reys at her back, but she has never been so isolated. Not even when she was scratching tallies on the wall of her rusting AT-AT; not even on the nights when she imagined an island to soothe her fears. The very island she ventured beneath tonight, armed with the only demand that mattered: Show me my parents. Please.

Perhaps if she was less polite, that mirror would have given her a real answer.

It’s storming outside, the Ahch-To skies opening to pelt her with stinging rain, and by the time Rey makes it back to her hut, her clothes are twice soaked through. She knew cold on Jakku, but those desert nights were arid, not wet, and apparently that makes quite a difference.

She takes off her vest, starts a fire, and sits down on the floor of her hut with a blanket wrapped around her. She’s cold, so cold, and she can’t stop thinking about that mirror. Its fractured glass slowly unclouding, showing her the last thing she wanted to see.

She has no family, and she never will.

It takes Rey a few moments to register the world closing in around her, how the storm outside seems to disappear, giving way only to an echoing tunnel connecting her to Kylo. Ben, maybe. She can’t be so sure who he is anymore.

—

don’t forget: all shadows have light at their backs.

—

“I thought I’d find answers here. I was wrong.” Then: “I’d never felt so alone.”

“You’re not alone.”

“Neither are you.”

(Somewhere in another life, Luke runs through the rain, calling for Rey. But not in this one.)

“It isn’t too late,” she says.

And maybe this time it’s not.

—

he never learns the constellations, because he already knows what story the stars have in mind for him. but over enough little millennia, even the stars can change.

—

Girl. Scavenger. Jedi-to-be. There are many categories to place her in, but now Kylo can only think of her as Rey, because she is impossible to put in a box.

She holds out her hand slowly, and in this infinite, private space he can hear the tremulous note in her breath. Shaking, waiting, wanting.

Her hands are too elegant to belong to a woman who was a slave a week ago, the prettiest of paradoxes. Kylo’s glad that her greater nature shines through, even in such small ways as this. She is meant for more, like him, this girl from nowhere.

He takes off his glove and reaches for her, both unsteady and sure. Then they’re touching, fingertips to fingertips, innocent but intimate, and—

(“Don’t be afraid,” he told her, not so long ago. “I feel it too.”)

There is a low roll of thunder outside and a resounding energy inside as two sides of the Force collide, Rey’s presence melding with his own. And he sees everything: the now and the past and the future to come. His own quarters and the stone hut Rey sits in. A barren desert. The impenetrable red of Snoke’s throne room. Rey as she is now, a tear slipping down her cheek; and Rey as a child, being sold for—

(“Forty credits.”

Her father grouses over the blobfish’s price. “She’s a smart girl and a hard worker,” he says. “Surely that counts for something?”

Plutt grunts. “If she was so smart and so hard working, you wouldn’t be throwing her away. Forty, and not one credit more.”

“Fine,” her mother says. “Forty will do.”

It’s a bad deal, and Rey understand it now in a way that she couldn’t have then. Child slaves are worth more than adults. More trainable, more easily broken. But drunks are too desperate to strike smart bargains, and her parents were nothing if not desperate.)

Rey knows already. Somewhere inside, under the optimism she wears like armor, lies this truth. When the time comes, he won’t even have to tell her.

—

there is a difference between alone and alone together. there is all the difference in the world.

—

If she goes to Ben, he will turn back to the light.

(Between the walls and their enemies’ armor and the embers in the air, Rey has never seen so much red. They stand back to back, fighting together instead of against each other. He moves like a monster finally uncaged, wielding his saber with a vengeance she can taste on the back of her own tongue.

“Please,” Ben says.

It’s a future as solid as stone and as clear as glass. And although Rey doesn’t know what he’s asking of her, she’s certain that she’ll give it to him.)

She clasps his hand properly, and her surroundings flicker. Her hut disappears, replaced by a dark, spartan room that is undoubtedly Ben’s. For a moment, she can see exactly where he is, but then she blinks, and she’s back on Ahch-To. His brown eyes widen, and she suspects that the same thing just happened to him.

Her visions have whispered away, but Rey can still feel the warmth of him. This is real, regardless of how far apart they are. After all, what truth could be stronger than one revealed by the Force?

—

touch is the foundation of love, the bedrock upon which forever-things are built.

—

They draw so close together that Kylo can feel Rey’s breath on his skin. She lets go of his hand, but only to brush his hair away from his face, her touch achingly gentle. She traces a line down his cheek, then brushes his lips and chin, mapping out every flaw with her fingers, and Kylo closes his eyes against this soft examination.

“No,” she says. “Look at me.”

Kylo is not used to following any orders besides Snoke’s. But Rey, she wants him to give, not submit, and this matters more than he could have known. So he opens his eyes and finds understanding in her gaze. No hate, no judgement. Monster, she called him, but now Rey looks at him like she only sees a man.

“Thank you,” he says.

Rey cants her head, and he notices, not for the first time, that she is prettier scowling than most women are smiling. She touches his scar, following the seam of it, this wound she’d inflicted just days ago.

(The wind bites his skin, its needle teeth pricking the fresh burn on his face. Death hovers over him, his own grandfather’s lightsaber held in her hand, and Kylo is surprised to find no fear within himself.

Do it, he thinks, but he doesn’t have the breath to say as much.

Then the ground opens up between them, and as this violated world collapses, Kylo’s last wish is that if he lives, he wants to see Rey again.)

“What are you thanking me for?” she asks.

The honest answer—that she’s made him feel something besides misery and anger for the first time in years—is not one that he’s ready to share.

So Kylo deflects.

“Not for slashing open my face.”

Rey pulls her hand back to her chest, her expression so unimpressed that it almost makes him smile.

“Perhaps you should,” she says, voice lofty. “You look roguish now. Before you were too pretty.”

People have been terrified of him for so long that Kylo almost doesn’t recognize her teasing for what it is, but Rey’s blush gives her away.

“You don’t flirt very nicely,” he says.

She shakes her head, gaping. “I’m not flirting with you!”

He does smile then, and nearly laughs. “You are, but I don’t mind.”

Rey looks ready to crawl under a rock and never come out, so he grabs her around her waist and hauls her onto his lap. She scrambles to steady herself, holding onto his shoulders tightly.

Everything around him shivers, rippling like the air on an impossibly hot day, and suddenly he isn’t in his room at all. That stone hut he’d glimpsed earlier has manifested around him, and Kylo doesn’t even know if he’s still aboard the Supremacy at all. Maybe he’s only here now, drawn halfway across the galaxy by Rey’s touch alone.

—

here and there are not such strangers, but the closer you want them to be, the farther apart they are.

—

Rey’s bed is small and hard, so she and Ben lie on the floor together, holding hands. Firelight casts flickering shadows across his face, a sight that makes her shiver.

This man was her enemy, and he could be again tomorrow. A few sweet words don’t mean much in the middle of a war. Except, Rey wants to believe in him. It’s in her nature to hope, no matter how high the odds are stacked against her.

“My father always said to never tell him the odds,” Ben whispers, as if he plucked her thoughts right out of her head.

He did, she realizes. She forgot that he could do that so easily.

“Wait. We’re not supposed to be able to use the Force when we’re connected like this. How did you—”

Ben squeezes her hand. “I don’t think those rules apply anymore.”

Rey listens for the echoing that had accompanied his voice before, but it’s gone. Now there’s only the sounds of thunder and rain, Ben’s breathing and her own.

“Are you here?” she asks. “Really here, I mean?”

He’s quiet for a long while, then says, “I don’t know, but I’d like to think so.”

They hold hands all through the night, sharing simple truths and hard ones as the storm outside eases.

“It’s not about finding things that still work,” Rey says, because he asked about a scavenger’s life. “Just about everything on Jakku is garbage, so you don’t look for things that are whole; you look for things that can still be salvaged.”

The fire is dying down, but dawn light shines through the window now, so Rey doesn’t miss Ben’s subtle smile.

“What is it?” she asks.

“No wonder you’re trying to save me,” he says dryly. “You’ve spent your whole life fixing broken things.”

She moves closer, until every part of her is touching some part of him. “Do you truly think that you can’t come back?”

Ben wraps an arm around her, and for the first time in her life, Rey feels small and protected at once.

“How could I?” he asks. “After everything I’ve done.”

“You’re the one who said to let the past die.” Rey draws back just enough to look at him properly. “It doesn’t seem like you’re very good at taking your own advice.”

She wants to say more, to tell him that she sees so much good in him still. That she can feel his light, in constant conflict with the darkness, and all he needs to do is listen—

But then he’s gone.

—

everything circles back around to its beginning by the end.

—

Kylo once heard a folk tale about a princess in a coffin. She ate some poisoned fruit—an apple or a pomegranate, he thinks—and it took a prince’s kiss to wake her from her living death.

Rey is far from a sleeping damsel, and he’s never been a prince, despite his royal mother, but that old story comes back to him nonetheless. Rey has delivered herself to him, and as he looks down at her in that escape pod, all he can think of is the princess in the coffin, waiting to be saved.

As soon as they’re alone, he asks, “Why did you come here?”

“Because,” she says, “you’re worth my hope.”

—

some infinities are smaller than others, but they go on endlessly all the same. or: the briefest moment cradles a lifetime of what-ifs within it.

—

[we-are-all-of-legend-now]

Never Say Goodbye Playlist: Part Two

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|Part One | Part Three|

Part Two: Songs That Remind Me Of The Text*

(*If a song matches a certain part in the text, it will be indicated, if not, it’s a general inspiration)

A Father’s First Spring - The Avett Brothers

When I'm in my sweet daughter's eyes, My heart is now ruined for the rest of all times, There's no part of it left to give,There's no part of it left to give. I never lived til I lived in your light, And my heart never beat like it does at the sight, Of you baby blue, God blessed your life. I do not live 'less I live in your life. I do not live 'less I live in your life. I do not live

All I’ve Ever Needed - Paul McDonald ft. Nikki Reed

My bed sheets feel empty, When you're not home, Your heartbeat helps me sleep, Your breath soothes my soul, Baby, you’re all, Baby, you’re all, Baby, you’re all I've ever needed

All That You Are - Goo Goo Dolls

I feel wrong, I'm so human and flawed, I'll break down even though I'm still strong, And time... will make fools of us all, Build us up and then laughs when we fall, You... pull me through, When I'm alone in the dark and the fear is my truth, Yeah all the things that you are, Beautifully broken, Alive in my heart, And know, That you are everything, Let your heart sing and tonight, We'll light up the stars, All that you are

A Million Skies - Kensington Prairie

We’ve witnessed many sunsets,Watched as many moon falls, And I know you’re not far away now, Tho’ oceans divide us, And worlds may come between us, I know you’re not far away now. 

All The Years - Wild Child

You're my best friend, You, you know you mean the world to me, I can't think of a better thing than growing old with you, You, you know I need you by my side, And everything seems better now with you here in my life

All This Time - OneRepublic (Chapter: 12)

All this time we were waiting for each other, All this time I was waiting for you, We got all these words, can't waste them on another, So I'm straight in a straight line running back to you

Always Be Together - Little Mix

We'll always be together, Don't you worry, Don't you worry, no. I'll always be by your side, Don't you worry, Never worry about a thing, no no no no no no no, The circle will never end, It'll never end, Just know that we'll meet again, We'll meet again, And we'll always be together, Forever always, Don't you worry, I am here

Angel - Leona Lewis

So we take it each moment our love grows, I see it, you see it, What we have is made of gold, We're so filled with meaning, Nothing can make us shallow. So I hold it, and you hold it, The promise of tomorrow. When we make love its overwhelming, I just touch the heavens. You're an angel, you're an angel

Army Of Angels - The Script

This world’s a war zone, But I’ve got a shield, And I won’t surrender, 'Cause your love feels, Like an army of angels 

A Sky Full Of Stars - Coldplay

'Cause you're a sky, you're a sky full of stars, Such a heavenly view, You're such a heavenly view

As Love Is My Witness - Westlife

‘Cause love is my witness, I swear, I'll be with you till the end, Nothing in tear this love apart, I'll put my hand upon my heart, This is the promise I'll make to you, Whatever comes we'll see it through, Nothing can break it, This feeling's too strong, 'Cause love is my witness

As Much As I Ever Could - City And Colour

No I am not where I belong, So shine a light and guide me home. No I am not where I belong, So shine a light, guide me back home.

Beautiful Love - The Afters

Larger than the moon, my love for you, Worlds collide as heaven pulls us through, The secret of the world is written in the stars, I'm carrying your heart in mine

Because You Live - Jesse McCartney

Because you live there's a reason why, I carry on when I lose the fight, I want to give what you've given me always, Because you live and breathe, Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help, Because you live, girl, My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because You Loved Me - Celine Dion (Chapter: 39)

You were my strength when I was weak, You were my voice when I couldn't speak. You were my eyes when I couldn't see, You saw the best there was in me, Lifted me up when I couldn't reach, You gave me faith 'cause you believed, I'm everything I am, Because you loved me

Before The Goodbye - Britney Spears (Chapter: 49)

Though, You're near, Still, I wanna make it clear, Love, I will always be around, You're leaving, I'm waiting, Forgive me, I'm always missing you, Before the goodbye, I Feel It , Already, Forgive me, I'm always missing you, Before the goodbye

Be My Forever - Christina Perri ft Ed Sheeran

We're on top of the world, We're on top of the world, Now darling, so don't let go, Can I call you mine? So can I call you mine now, darling, For a whole life time? My heart finally trusts my mind, And I know somehow it's right

Bleed - Hot Chelle Rae (Chapter: 139)

I bleed my heart out just for you, And it's all here in black and white and red, For all the times those words were never said, I bleed my heart out on this paper for you, So you can see what I can't say, I'm dying here

Blindfolded - Kris Allen

If I was blindfolded, If my memory was erased, If every sign pointed to another place, I'd still find you, I will still find you, I'd still find you, If I was blindfolded

Borrowed Time - Thompson Square

Let's not waste what we have left, Just talking about goodbye no, We can sit here pretending, We have more than a lifetime, Than a lifetime, How can something end so soon, When it feels so right, Yeah it feels so right

Bring Me The Night - Sam Tsui ft. Kina Grannis

Measuring days in the spaces between our goodbyes, Learning to wait through the endless parade, Of our same old see-you-next-time's, But when I close my eyes the miles melt away, Like you're here in my arms at the end of the day

By Your Side - Faber Drive

Your heart in mine, Don't you know I'll always be near, Even in the hardest times, Don't you know I'm always right here 

Changing Tides - The Fray

Changing tides, Baby that's the hardest part of life, Hold me tight. And we will move as one in the changing tides 

Closer - Westlife

Don't give up, don't let go, Come on get closer, Give all we have inside, Don't look back, Come on get closer, The world is ours tonight, Tonight, tonight, tonight, The world is ours tonight

Close Your Eyes - Westlife

I know I'm gonna see you again, But promise me that you won't forget, Cause as long as you remember, A part of us will be together, So even when you're fast asleep, Look for me inside your dreams, Keep believing in what we're sharing, And even when I'm not there to tell you

Come Home Soon - SHeDAISY

I sleep alone, I cry alone, Without you this house is not a home, So please, come home soon, I walk alone, I try alone, I'll wait for you, don't want to die alone, So please, come home soon

Darling I Do - Landon Pigg ft Lucy Schwartz

Notes on the keys, meant nothing to me, The world didn't sing without you, Birds in the trees fell silent for me, The world didn't sing without you, Without you, I know pleny' of people with eyes closed, They don't see you like I do

Daylight- Maroon 5 (Chapter: 21)

This is way too hard, cause I know, When the sun comes up, I will leave, This is my last glance that will soon be memory. And when the daylight comes I'll have to go, But tonight I'm gonna hold you so close, Cause in the daylight we'll be on our own, But tonight I need to hold you so close

Dear Daughter - Halestorm (Chapter: 139)

These are words, That every girl should have a chance to hear, There will be love, There will be pain, There will be hope, There will be fear, And through it all year after year, Stand or fall I will be right here, For you

Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold

Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find, Dear God, the only thing I ask of you, Is to hold her when I'm not around, When I'm much too far away, We all need the person who can be true to you, I left her when I found her, And now I wish I'd stayed, 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired. I'm missing you again, oh no, Once again

Dear Love - Quanah

Dear love hold tight, I’ll be coming home really soon, to under the time, And the distance from me to you, I Won’t disappear, So don’t shed a tear for me

Destiny - Jim Birckman ft. Billy Porter/Jordan Hill

Maybe all we need, Is just a little faith, 'Cause baby I believe, That love will find the way 

Devastated - Gemma Hayes

Don't forget me, Now don't regret, Left there. Left bare. I'm left devastated

Does Anybody Know? - Us And Our Daughters

How does a glance turn into a lifetime? How does a touch turn into an embrace? How do lovers outrun? How does two suddenly become one?  Does anybody know how to keep how to hold love close? Closer than your heart, so nothing can break it apart 

Don’t Deserve You - Plumb (Chapter: 44)

And you're quick to forgive, When I make a mistake, You love me in the blink of an eye, I don't deserve your love, But you give it to me anyway, Can't get enough, You're everything I need, And when I walk away, You take off running and come right after me, It's what you do, And I don't deserve you

Don’t Give Up - Peter Gabriel ft. Kate Bush

Don't give up, You still have us, Don't give up, We don't need much of anything, Don't give up, 'Cause somewhere there's a place, Where we belong

Even Now - Dashboard Confessional

Even now I can see you smile, I can hear you hum, I can hear you sing, And I always can find you again, Even in the dark of night, Even in the lowest light, Even as the world outside, Is spinning, and spinning

Everything - Lifehouse

You are the strength, That keeps me walking. You are the hope, That keeps me trusting. You are the light,To my soul. You are my purpose, You're everything. How can I stand here with you, And not be moved by you? Would you tell me, How could it be, Any better than this?

Everything - Michael Buble

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man, And I get to kiss you baby just because I can. Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through, And you know that's what our love can do. And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times, It's you, it's you, you make me sing. You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

(Everything I Do) I Do For You - Bryan Adams

Take me as I am, take my life. I would give it all, I would sacrifice. Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for, I can't help it, there's nothin' I want more

You know it's true: Everything I do, I do it for you, oh, yeah. There's no love like your love, And no other could give more love.

Falling - Oh Gravity

So fall, I'll be behind you, I'll be there to guide you when you've lost your way, Yeah forever's a long time, But far from enough time to spend with you

Father And Daughter - Paul Simon

I believe a light that shines on you will shine on you forever, And though I can't guarantee there's nothing scary hiding under your bed, I'm gonna stand guard like a postcard of a Golden Retriever, And never leave 'til I leave you with a sweet dream in your head, I'm gonna watch you shine, Gonna watch you grow, Gonna paint a sign, So you'll always know, As long as one and one is two, There could never be a father, Who loved his daughter more than I love you

Final Goodbye - Rihanna

Hold, draw me close, close to my lips, Listen intently as I tell you this, Outside the world wages its wars, I'll rest in peace as long as you know, Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes, I'll tell you a secret I've held all my life, Its you that I live for, and for you I die, So I'll lay here with you 'til the final goodbye

Forever - Rascal Flatts

It wasn't long enough, It wasn't long enough together, but it was long enough, yeah it was long enough to last forever. Sometimes I get so mad, I scream, I swear at this, ‘cause this isn't how we planned it. I sit here in a cold room prayin', waitin' on you, to run back through that door,

to the way it was before, you left

Forever - Westlife

You are the sun,You are my light, And you’re the last thing on my mind,Before I go to sleep at night, You’re always round, When I’m in need,When trouble’s on my mind, You put my soul at ease, There is no one in this world, Who can love me like you do, That is the reason that I,Wanna spend forever with you.

Forever In Your Debt - Jamestown Story

You gave me hope, when all my hope was gone, You gave me strength, when all my strength was gone, You picked me up, when I couldn't go on, You took my side, whenever I was wrong 

For You - Keith Urban

And I wonder, would I give my life, Could I make that sacrifice, If it came down to it, Could I take the bullet, I would, Yes I would, for you 

From Where You Are - Lifehouse

I miss the years that were erased, I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face, I miss all the little things, I never thought that they'd mean everything to me, Yeah I miss you, And I wish you were here

Gold Dust - Galantis

Keep coming down that street, There’s a hollow in this house whenever you go, You’re like gold dust 

Gold Forever - The Wanted

Promise me you'll stay the way you are, Keep the fire alive and stay young at heart, When the storm feels like it could blow you out remember, you got me and I got you,’cause we are, butterflies, butterflies, we were meant to fly,You and I, you and I, Colors in the sky, When the innocence is dead and gone, These will be the times we look back on.

Gone Gone Gone - Phillip Phillips

When enemies are at your door, I'll carry you away from war, If you need help, if you need help. Your hope dangling by a string, I'll share in your suffering, To make you well, to make you well.

Goodbye My Lover - James Blunt

Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. And I still hold your hand in mine. In mine when I'm asleep. And I will bare my soul in time, When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodnight But Not Goodbye - Nina

This love is a dream that came like clouds out of the blue, Raindrops fill my eyes 

Gotta Have Him - Emily Hearn

Oh, I can't believe he loves me like he does, He takes my hand and flies my heart to the moon, That's what it's like when he's loving you

Greatest Prize - Nat And Alex Wolff

When I am around you, All my worries wonder off, at different times, Different times. When you speak so softly, I'm entranced and cannot move, I’ll blink and nod, blink and nod.

Have You Ever Been In Love - Westlife

Have you ever felt, How far a heart can fall, Have you ever stayed up waiting, For a telephone call, Just to hear her say hello, Cause you miss each other so, Have you ever been in love?

Hearts Collide - Mans Zelmerlow

You forgive mistakes that I made and nurse all the scars then away, You set the, the wind in my sails, sparking me over and over again, And all I kept running from was staring me straight in the eyes, Now I don't ever wanna say goodbye

Heaven - Bryan Adams

Now nothin' can take you away from me, We've been down that road before, But that's over now, You keep me comin' back for more, And baby, you're all that I want, When you're lyin' here in my arms, I'm findin' it hard to believe, We're in heaven

Heaven - Kira Isabella (Chapter: 49)

Hearts don't beat to be alone, Hold me close, don't you let me go, I'm right here, and you're right there, We can have a little bit of heaven, We can't stay forever young, But you can stay 'til the morning comes, Before the dawn, before the tears, We can have a little bit of heaven

Heaven Knows - Five For Fighting (Chapter: 133)

There's no time to waste, In this famous goodbye, There's angels landing on the shore, So lay down with me, Let the river run dry, It's Sunday in the six-day war, Smile darling don't be sad, Stars are going to shine tonight, Tell me where the good men go, Before I wash away, Walk me down the old brick road, So I can die where I met you, Hold me like we're going home, Turn your tears to rain, Bury me beautiful, Heaven knows how I loved you

Here In Your Arms - Hellogoodbye

I like where you sleep, When you sleep, next to me. I like where you sleep ... here, Our lips, can touch And our cheeks, can brush, Our lips can touch here

Hero - Enrique Iglesias

I can be your hero, baby, I can kiss away the pain., I will stand by you forever, You can take my breath away, Oh, I just want to hold you, I just want to hold you, oh, yeah

Hey Jude - The Beatles (Chapter: Bonus Chapter - Maia’s Origin Story)

Hey Jude, don't let me down, You have found her, now go and get her, Remember to let her into your heart, Then you can start to make it better

Hold Back The River - James Bay (Chapter:105)

Once upon a different life, We rode our bikes into the sky, But now we're caught against the tide, Those distant days all flashing by, Hold back the river, let me look in your eyes, Hold back the river, so I, Can stop for a minute and be by your side, Hold back the river, hold back

Home - Daughtry

Oh, well I'm going home, Back to the place where I belong, And where your love has always been enough for me, I'm not running from, No, I think you got me all wrong, I don't regret this life I chose for me, But these places and these faces are getting old, I said these places and these faces are getting old, So I'm going home, I'm going home.

How Do I Live - LeAnn Rimes (Chapter: 138)

How do I, Get through one night without you? If I had to live without you, What kind of life would that be? 

How Long Will I Love You - Ellie Goulding

How long will I love you? As long as stars are above you, And longer if I can, How long will I need you? As long as the seasons need to, Follow their plan

I Can Wait Forever - Simple Plan

Every time I leave my heart turns gray, And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight, And I, Cause I just can't take it, Another day without you with me, Is like a blade that cuts right through me, But I can wait, I can wait forever, When you call my heart stops beating, When you're gone it won't stop bleeding, But I can wait, I can wait forever

I Could Not Love You More - Bee Gees

If you promise to believe that it's you I'm living for, And I could not love you more, Seasons may come and season go, But these are the truest words I know, Face to face, eye to eye, This is the summer of our lives, One love that cannot die, Here you are, owner of my soul, Never let you say goodbye

I’d Lie - Taylor Swift

He looks around the room, Innocently overlooks the truth, Shouldn’t a light go on? Doesn’t he know that I’ve had him memorized for so long? He sees everything black and white, Never let nobody see him cry, I don’t let nobody see me wishing he was mine

I’d Wait A Million Years - The Grass Roots

I'd wait a million years, Walk a million miles, cry a million tears, I'd swim the deepest sea, Climb the highest hill, just to have you near me

If I Could Be Where You Are - Enya

If I could be close beside you, If I could be where you are, If I could reach out and touch you, And bring you back home, Is there a way I can find you, Is there a sign I should know, Is there a road I can follow, To bring you back home to me

If I Lost You - Travis Tritt (Chapter: 36)

Like a ship with no harbor, Like a bird with no wings, Like a fish out of water, A dreamer without a dream, I have learned about losing, I could lose most anything, But if I lost you, There'd be no sunshine shinin’ through, I don't know what in the world I would do, If I lost you

If The Moon Fell Down - Chase Coy ft Colbie Caillat

I just always wanna have you right here by my side. The future's near but never certain, So please stay here for just tonight. I musta done something right, To deserve you in my life, I musta done something right, Along the way

If The Sun Comes Up - Trace Adkins

I believe you’ll watch the sunrise, With me for years to come, But if it turns out this morning’s our last one, Baby, Go on living, Don’t stop loving, Please find something you can put your heart into, And if the sun comes up, without me tomorrow, You’ll be fine, Just let it shine, On you

If We Hold On Together - Diana Ross

If we hold on together, I know our dreams will never die, Dreams see us through to forever, Where clouds roll by, For you and I

I Knew This Would Be Love - Imaginary Future ft. Kina Grannis

There were days when I thought I'd lost you, I read the letter aloud, what could I do? Now, we're right back where we belong, Don't second guess your heart, it's never wrong

I’ll Be - Edwin McCain

And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead, I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said, I'll be your crying shoulder, I'll be love's suicide, I'll be better when I'm older, I'll be the greatest fan of your life

I’ll Be Seeing You - Billie Holiday

I'll be seeing you, In all the old familiar places, That this heart of mine embraces

I’ll Be There - Westlife

I'll be there to comfort you, I'll build my world and dreams around you, So glad that I found you, I'll be there with love that's strong, I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on and on and on, Oh yes I will

I’ll Be Your Strength - The Wanted

This is not gonna last forever, It’s that time when you must hold on. And I won’t let you surrender, And I’ll heal you if you’re broken.

I’ll Fight - Daughtry

But if you ever fall down straight to the bottom, And you can't get back where you started, With no strength to stand, I'm gonna reach for your hand, When the going gets rough right when it's hurting, I will be there to help bear the burden, Any place any time, You gotta know for you I'll fight, (Ooh ooh, ooh ooh), Any place any time, You gotta know for you I'll fight

I’ll Never Say Goodbye - Barbra Streisand

When I say always, I mean forever, I trust tomorrow as much as today, I'm not afraid to say I love you, And I promise you I'll never say goodbye

I’ll Stand By You - The Pretenders

I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, Won't let nobody hurt you, I'll stand by you, Take me in, into your darkest hour, And I'll never desert you, I'll stand by you 

I’m Falling For You - Chester See

But I don't know how long I can stick around and be, just another friend time and time again and hold my tongue. I don't know how long before it breaks me down inside, and all my strength has gone away, and it's too late before I say, I'm falling for you, I'm falling for you, I'm torn between the chance for everything and a price that I can't pay, losing you is something that I'd never chose so I'll just have to wait, but it kills me everyday

I’m Gonna Be (500 Miles) - Sleeping At Last

And when I'm lonely, well I know I'm gonna be, I'm gonna be the man who's lonely without you. And if I grow old, well I know I'm gonna be, I'm gonna be the man who's growing old with you.

In Your Arms - Kina Grannis

Anything we have known, anything we've forgotten, In the rain, in the dark we'll lay, In your arms, in your arms I'll stay, Follow me, We both know the way, It's always been the same

In Your Arms Again - George Canyon/Crystal Shawanda

Oh, whatever I may have to do, Nothing’s gonna stop me, coming back to you, Every stolen moment, washed away, I want all these troubles far behind us, Better days to come and find us, I just wanna be in your arms again, I just wanna be in your arms, again.

I Wanna Grow Old With You - Westlife

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger, But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer , I wanna grow old with you, I wanna die lying in your arms, I wanna grow old with you,I wanna be looking in your eyes, I wanna be there for you, Sharing everything you do, I wanna grow old with you, A thousand miles between us now, It causes me to wonder how, Our love tonight remains so strong, It makes our risk right all along

I Want You - Tom Waits

All I want is you, Give you the stars above, Sun on the brightest day, Give you all my love, if you would only say, I want you

I Will Love You - David Myles

When we’re close, when we’re far, Over the mountains, under the stars, I will love you, I will love you, I will love you

Just A Dream - Carrie Underwood

Baby why'd you leave me, Why'd you have to go? I was counting on forever, now I'll never know, I can't even breathe, It's like I'm looking from a distance, Standing in the background, Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now, This can't be happening to me, This is just a dream

Just Fishin’ - Trace Adkins

I say, “Daddy loves you, baby” one more time, She says, “I know. I think I got a bite.”, And all this laughin’, cryin, smilin’ dyin’ here inside’s, What I call, livin’, And she thinks we’re just fishin’ on the riverside, Throwin’ back what we could fry, Drownin’ worms and killin’ time, Nothin’ too ambitious, She ain’t even thinkin’ ‘bout, What’s really goin’ on right now, But I guarantee this memory’s a big’in, And she thinks we’re just fishin’

Kiss Me - The Fray

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight, Lead me out on the moonlit floor, Lift your open hand, Strike up the band and make the fireflies, Dance silver moon’s sparkling, so kiss me

Knocking On Heaven’s Door - Guns ‘N’ Roses

Mama put my guns in the ground, I can't shoot them anymore, That cold black cloud is comin' down, Feels like I'm knockin' on heaven's door

Last Mile Of The Way - Westlife

Like day turns to night, Stone turns to dust (yeah), Like life becomes memories, Steel becomes rust, Pain's just a lesson learned, We'll look back one day, And I'll take you with me, To the last mile of the way

Lay Me Down - Sam Smith ft John Legend

Your touch, your skin, Where do I begin? No words can explain, The way I'm missing you, Deny this emptiness, This hole that I'm inside, These tears, They tell their own story, Told me not to cry when you were gone, But the feeling's overwhelming, it's much too strong, Can I lay by your side? Next to you, you, And make sure you're alright, I'll take care of you, I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

Letters From The Sky - Civil Twilight

That you and I were made for this, I was made to taste your kiss, We were made to never fall away, Never fall away, One of these days letters are gonna fall, From the sky telling us all to go free, But until that day I'll find a way, To let everybody know that you're coming back, You're coming back for me

Light - Sleeping At Last

I’ll give you everything I have. I’ll teach you everything I know. I promise I’ll do better. I will always hold you close, But I will learn to let you go. I promise I’ll do better. I will soften every edge, I’ll hold the world to its best, And I’ll do better. With every heartbeat I have left, I will defend your every breath, And I’ll do better.

Lighthouse - Westlife

This kind of love, Is more than a feeling, For a man who really cried, I get all choked up each time, You say you love me, You could've walked away, Could've give my problems back, Could've left, You took the chance

Like A Wrecking Ball - Eric Church

That whole house is gonna be shakin', I hope those bricks and boards can take it, But I won't be surprised, If the whole damn place just falls, Wanna rock you baby like a wrecking ball, And that old house is gonna be shakin', Rafter rockin', foundation quakin', Crash right through the front door, Back you up against the wall, Love you baby, Take it right there baby, Rock you baby like a wrecking ball

Lost Without Your Love - Amy Pearson

I count the days now where apart, And each hangs heavy on my heart, I know it has to be this way, Tomorrow happens gone away

Love - Nancy Adams (Chapter: Final Epilogue)

Once we watched a lazy world go by, Now the days seem to fly, Life is brief but when it's gone, Love goes on and on

Love Is A Song - Donald Novis

Love is a song that never ends, Life may be swift and fleeting, Hope may die, yet love's beautiful music, Comes each day like the dawn

Love Lives On - Mallary Hope (Chapter: 133)

She comes with me on your birthday, little flowers in her hands, she’s always known there’s something missing, but too young to understand, and someday she’s going to ask me, what kind of man you were, I’ll tell her all the ways I loved you, and all of you I see in her

Love Me Tender - Elvis Presley

Love me tender, love me sweet, never let me go. You have made my life complete, and I love you so. 

Lover Lay Down - Dave Matthews Band

By my lover's side, Together share this smile, Each other's tears to cry, Together share this smile, Lover lay down

Love Takes Two - Westlife

Love takes two, Time after time we've talked it through, Cause baby, I need you, What am I supposed to do, When your words could disguise what you're going through, But they can't fool your heart, Now it's time to decide what you wanna do,  I'm telling you

Lucky Ones - Faber Drive

We're the lucky ones, We are the lucky ones, Going strong and it's getting better, You're still the one I'm dreaming of 

Make Me Yours - Beth Crowley (Chapter: 2)

I've said too much but I have got to get this out, Don't blame the timing, 'Cause the only time is now, And if we're done we'll go our separate ways, And say goodbye, But I think we'll both have our regrets if we do not give this a try, This push and pull, Aren't you tired of running, Making me feel like I'm the fool, And this back and forth, Is stopping tonight 'cause I'm standing here telling you, Make me yours

Me And You - Kenny Chesney

Everyday I live, Try my best to give, All I have to you, Thank the stars above, That we share this love, Me and you

Mess Is Mine - Vance Joy

You're the reason that I feel so strong, The reason that I'm hanging on, You know you gave me all the time, Or did I give enough of mine?

More Than Anyone - Gavin DeGraw

I'm going to love you more than anyone, I'm going to hold you closer than before, And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free, I'll be free for you anytime, I'm going to love you more than anyone, Free for you, whenever you need, We'll be free together baby, Free together baby

More Than Anyone Deserves - LeAnn Rimes

Cause I love longer and wider, Deeper and higher, Cause I've been loved, More than anyone deserves, If tomorrow for some reason, Somehow I could not hear, In silence there'd be music, Of a love that's always here

My Heart Belongs To You - Hayley Westenra

Hold me, touch me, Let the love come rushing through me, I’m yours with every breathe I take, Forever and ever, Hold on to love, Cause deep down that’s what we’re made of, Never let go for my heart’s sake, Cause my heart belongs to you, Don’t give up but just give in, I will always be here waiting for you, Love will see us through

My Heart With You - The Rescues

A tattered photograph my pocket holds, I keep you secretly. I've studied every line. You're etched upon my mind, for not a million soldiers could take you from me. My love, the reason I survive, trust we'll be together soon. Should our fire turn to dark, take my heart with you.

My Love - Westlife

To hold you in my arms, To promise you my love, To tell you from the heart, You're all I'm thinking of, Reaching for the love that seems so far, So I say a little prayer, And hope my dreams will take me there, Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love, Overseas from coast to coast, to find the place I love the most, Where the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.

Mystery - Brooke Fraser

Your love endures forever, Your love changes me, Your love makes me whole, makes me better, Your love endures

Never Gone - Backstreet Boys

Never gone, never far, In my heart is where you are, Always close, everyday, Every step along the way, Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye, I know you will be forever in my life, Never gone, No no no, I walk alone these empty streets, There is not a second you're not here with me, The love you gave, the grace you've shown, Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone

Never Gonna Let You Go - The JaneDear Girls

I'm never gonna let you go, I'm never gonna let you walk away, There's not an inch of me that you don't know, I'm never gonna let you go

Never Make You Cry - Eric Clapton

I'll never ever make you cry. I'll never ever say goodbye. Can't you see it in my eyes? I'm yours until the day I die.

Never My Love - The Association

You say you fear I'll change my mind, And I won't require you, Never my love, Never my love, How can you think love will end, When I've asked you to spend your whole life, With me

Never Say Goodbye - Bon Jovi (Title Song)

We danced so close, We danced so slow, And I swore I'd never let you go, Together - forever, Never say goodbye, never say goodbye, You and me and my old friends, Hoping it would never end, Say goodbye, never say goodbye, Holdin' on - we got to try. Holdin' on to never say goodbye

Nobody But You - Gloriana

Steal my soul, steal my kiss, Rock and roll, I can't resist, No, I just wanna dance with you, Take my hand, blow my mind, Do it to me every time, No, and not a moment to soon

Nobody Without You - Nikola Sarcevic

'Cause you're my sunshine, To keep me warm,You're my shelter and my hideout, In rainy days and storm. You're my laugh-line, make me feel new. You give the only love I know, I'm nobody without you. 

No Matter Where You Are - Us The Duo

I'll take care of you, and love you just because, You and I are better than forever, Nothing can stop us, I won't let you fall, I won't let you go, No matter where you are, No matter where you are, I'll be there

No Place That Far - Westlife

If I had to run, If I had to crawl, If I had to swim a hundred rivers, Just to climb a thousand walls, Always know that I would find a way, To get to where you are, There's no place that far, It wouldn't matter why we're apart, Lonely months, two stubborn hearts, Nothing short of God above, Could turn me away from your love, I need you that much

Ocean Wide - The Afters

If love is an ocean wide, We'll swim in the tears we cry, They'll see us through to the other side, We're gonna make it, When love is a raging sea, You can hold on to me, We'll find a way tonight, Love is an ocean wide

Oh, It Is Love - Hellogoodbye

Oh, dear, It's been hardly three days, And I'm longing to feel your embrace, There are several days, Until I can see your sweet face, Oh say, wouldn't you like to be older and married with me? Oh say, wouldn't it be nice to know right now that we'll be,  Someday holding hands in the end, All our broken plans will have been, I will kiss you soft so you know

One Safe Place - Marc Cohn

Life is trial by fire, And love's the sweetest taste, And I pray it lifts us higher, To one safe place

Only Of You - Green Day

I wish I could tell you, But the words would come out wrong, Oh if you only knew, The way I felt for so long, I know that we're worlds apart, But I just don't seem to care, These feelings in my heart, Only with you I want to share

Parallel Lives - Azizah Rowen

I see you here, You are my dream, The end is near, But time will tell, The leaves have fallen, I could be whole if you were with me, oh, Time will tell

Please Stay - Warren Zevon (Chapter: 138)

Don't leave me here, When so many things so hard to see are clear, I need you near to me, Will you stay with me to the end? When there's nothing left, But you and me and the wind, We'll never know till we try, To find the other side of goodbye

P.S. I Love You - The Beatles (Chapter: 139)

As I write this letter, Send my love to you, Remember that I'll always, Be in love with you, Treasure these few words till we're together, Keep all my love forever, P.S. I love you

Remind Me - Conrad Sewell

When I think about love, you are right beside me, I think about us, you will always find me, When my heart is lost, I know that you'll guide me, I think about all the little things that still remind me

Rest Of My Life - Michelle Featherstone

I don't want to leave, I don't want to be one night, Or one day. So I'll stay the rest of my life, How 'bout that, Waking up every morning with me. Spend our time drinking coffee, Speaking softly as the days go by.

Roses And Violets - Alexander Jean

Days are getting longer, The nights are feeling colder, When we are not together, I'm falling apart, 'Cause all I want is you, And all I need is you, Baby, you may be somewhere else too far from me, Come home soon

Running - James Bay

When the lights are faded to black, Only stars are guiding me back, I'll keep running, To the place where I belong, When you think you're on your own, I'm still coming home, When you think you're on your own, I'm still coming home

Sacred - Victoria Banks

This is no ordinary love, angels are watching over us, nothing on earth is strong enough to shake it, it’s sacred 

Safest Place To Hide - Backstreet Boys

I know I promised you forever, Is there no stronger word I can use, To reassure you when the storm is raging outside, You're my safest place to hide

Saturdays In September - The JaneDear Girls

And those up all night Friday nights, phone calls and our goodbyes, Reading and writing love letters, It's hard to sleep in between thinking 'bout you. And me dreaming of being together on Saturdays 

Say Goodnight - The Click Five (Chapter: 21)

Baby just say goodnight, I'll be gone tomorrow, Baby just close your eyes, I can't take the sorrow, Baby just walk away. You know I can't stay, There's no easy way to say goodbye, So baby just say goodnight

Say Something - A Great Big World ft. Christina Aguilera (Chapter: 105)

Say something, I'm giving up on you, I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you, Anywhere I would've followed you, Say something, I'm giving up on you, And I will swallow my pride, You're the one that I love, And I'm saying goodbye

Say You Love Me - Steve Grand

What if I say you love me? Could I make it true? We could build us something, That would mean something to you, Cause when I close my eyes, I'm in this world where you don't have a girl, And I'm right by your side, Say you love me, It don't mean that I'll ever have you, Oh, no 

Say You Won’t Let Go - James Arthur

When you looked over your shoulder, For a minute, I forget that I'm older, I wanna dance with you right now, Oh, and you look as beautiful as ever, And I swear that everyday you'll get better, You make me feel this way somehow

See You Again - Carrie Underwood

I can hear those echoes in the wind at night, Calling me back in time, Back to you, In a place far away, Where the water meets the sky, The thought of it makes me smile, You are my tomorrow, I will see you again, whoa, This is not where it ends, I will carry you with me, oh, 'Til I see you again, Sometimes I feel my heart is breaking, But I stay strong and I hold on cause I know

Singing Forever - Westlife

You took my hand, long ago, And you've been by my side always, I didn't know where to go, You showed me the way, Ohhh.. who knows what the future holds? Ohhh.. we'll never know

Soldier - Gavin DeGraw

I'll get it if you need it, I'll search if you don't see it, You're thirsty, I'll be rain, You get hurt, I'll take your pain, I know you don't believe it, But I said it and I still mean it, When you heard what I told you, When you get worried, I'll be your soldier.

Soldier - High Valley

Hey hey hey, I'll be coming home to you, You're the burning fire that my heart is beating to, You're like red, white, blue, I'd do it all for you, I'd fight a war and win it; you make me bulletproof, I'll be your soldier

Soldier On - Richard Hawley

As the stars they slowly die, Thunder cracks across the sky, These are the words I've longed to say: Be with me, my love, always, But no our moonlit silhouettes they part and fade, I'm left with a loneliness that has no name, For so long, For so long, I'll soldier on

Song For A Friend - Jason Mraz

As long as you got me, And I got you, You know we'll got a lot to go around, I'll be your friend, Your other brother, Another love to come and comfort you, And I'll keep reminding, If it's the only thing I ever do, I will always love, I will always love you, Yes you

Stand By You - Rachel Platten

Even if we're breaking down, we can find a way to break through, Even if we can't find heaven, I'll walk through Hell with you, Love, you're not alone, cause I'm gonna stand by you, Even if we can't find heaven, I'm gonna stand by you, Even if we can't find heaven, I'll walk through Hell with you, Love, you're not alone, cause I'm gonna stand by you

Start Saving Me - Mike Corrado

Forget the world, start saving me, I'm holding on, I can barely breath, So come on home and rescue me, Save me, I can feel myself breaking down, Piece by piece, Another phone call, My fingers crossed, Come on rescue me, You're half a world away, I'm holding on to faith, But there's only so much, I can take

Stay - Hurts (Chapter: 138)

My whole life waiting for the right time, To tell you how I feel. Know I try to tell you that I need you. Here I am without you. I feel so lost but what can I do? 'Cause I know this love seems real, But I don't know how to feel. We say goodbye in the pouring rain, And I break down as you walk away. Stay, stay. 'Cause all my life I've felt this way, But I could never find the words to say, Stay, stay.

Stay Just A Little - Kina Grannis (Chapter: 138)

It kills me as I lay awake at night, Remembering the last kiss that we shared doesn't feel right, Is it impossible for me to win this fight? Keep you a little longer in my life, Would you stay just a little, my love?

Still Here - Digital Daggers

Every night, I dream you're still here.The ghost by my side, so perfectly clear. When I awake, you'll disappear, Back to the shadows, With all I hold dear. With all I hold dear. I dream you're still here. I dream you're still here.

Still On The Line - Tim McGraw

I just called to hear you breathing, Your last words before you're sleeping, I can't sleep without your body next to mine, Yeah, I know I'm always leaving, Breaking your heart, breaking even, I'm just a number in the middle of the night, But, I'm still on the line, I'm still on the line, I'm still on the line

Surround You - Echosmith

Where ever you are, When ever you need me, Just crawl in my arms, Oh and I'll hold you beside me, I want my love to surround you, I want my love to surround you, And I'll just sing it out, I want my love to surround you

Tangled Up In You - Aaron Lewis

You're the fire That warms me when I'm cold, You're the hand I have to hold as I grow old. You're the shore When I am lost at sea, You're the only thing That I like about me.

That’s How I Like It - Doc Walker

You're mine, you're mine, And that's how I like it, I'm yours, I'm yours, And nobody else's, You're mine, you're mine, You hit me, I felt it, I'm yours, I'm yours, And that's how I like it

The Best Is Yet To Come - Us And Our Daughters

Here's to today, Here's to tomorrow, Here's to our love, From which we will borrow, Here's to forever, To you and to me, Here's to tastin' last time, Cause the best is yet to come 

The Best Of Me - Josh Kelley

I got demons all around me, I hear them whisper in the night, Trying to break me down, but they ain't got a prayer, With this angel by my side, They can't get the best of me, The best of me, the best of me, Can't get the best of me, The best of me, the best of me, Cause I got you, cause I got you

The Last Goodbye - Lara Fabian

So just, Close the door, Let nobody else in our head, Close the door, We can lay right here in our bed, 'Cause anything else is wasting time, You're all I've wanted, All of my life, Just let me grow old, Here by your side, Until the end of time, Till the last goodbye

The Promise - Tracy Chapman

Remembering, Your touch, Your kiss, Your warm embrace, I'll find my way back to you, If you'll be waiting, I've longed for you, And I have desired, To see your face your smile, To be with you wherever you are

There By Your Side - The Milk Carton Kids

I wanted to be there, I wanted to find, I wanted to be fair, I wanted to go there by your side, I wanted to be there, I wanted to find, I wanted to tell you, I wanted to tell you, Goodbye

Thinking Out Loud - Ed Sheeran

And, darling, I will be loving you 'til we're 70, And, baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23, And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways, Maybe just the touch of a hand, Well, me—I fall in love with you every single day, And I just wanna tell you I am

This Is What It Takes - Shawn Mendes

And if this is what it takes, Then let me be the one to bear the pain. Oh if this is what it takes, I'll break down these walls that are in our way, 'Cause if you don't understand yet, Then I'll never let you forget, That you don't have to do this on your own. I'll be your shoulder to lean on. I'll be your right when you feel wrong. So come on, take my hand, we're moving on.

Through The Years - Kenny Rogers

Through the years, You've never let me down, You turned my life around, The sweetest days I've found, I've found with you, Through the years, It's better everyday, You've kissed my tears away, As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you, Through the years

To Be Loved - Westlife

And you move me with ease, And you rescue me time after time, Oh Oh you give your all, And you take it all in your stride, Oh with all the power of a symphony, That's how my heart beats when you're holding me

I can't conceal, this is how it feels, To be loved by you, Oh yeah, to be loved by you, If everybody knows, it's only 'cause it shows, Because I take your love, Everywhere I go

To The Moon And Back - Luke Bryan

Through the bitter and the sweet, The cold and the fire, Lonely cotton sheets, And the burning desire, Until our song is over, Til the stars all fade to black, I'm gonna love you, To the ends of the Earth, To the moon and back, Yeah, I'm gonna love you, All the way to the moon and back, To the moon and back

Touch - Troye Sivan

Night is young and we're living, Hands move, moving steady, And the time is moving slower, I can feel we're getting closer, closer, Standing in the eye of the storm, My eyes start to roam, To the curl of your lips, In the center of eclipse, In total darkness I, I reach out and touch

Two Soldiers Coming Home - Lori McKenna (Chapter: 141)

When that plane landed, We watched one soldier leave, But the second soldier we never got to see, An army band was playing, By a long black limousine, Two soldiers coming home, Returning to their families, They've been away from the so long, There's gonna to be some flags waving, And some tear stained faces, Oh the journey’s over for two soldiers, Coming home

Unforgettable - Natalie Cole ft Nat King Cole

Unforgettable, that's what you are, Unforgettable, though near or far, Like a song of love that clings to me, How the thought of you does things to me, Never before has someone been more, Unforgettable in every way, And forevermore (and forevermore), That's how you'll stay (that's how you'll stay), That's why darling, it's incredible, That someone so unforgettable, Thinks that I am unforgettable too

Us Against The World - Westlife (Chapter: 43)

Cause it's us against the world, You and me against them all, If you listen to these words, Know that we are standing tall, I don't ever see the day that, I won't catch you when you fall, Cause it's us against the world tonight, We’re not gonna break, Cause we both still believe, We know what we’ve got, And we’ve got what we need all right, We’re doing something right...

What If I Kissed You - Temecula Road

Your eyes, Been dancing to the dashboard, And landing on the floorboard, It's cute when you're nervous, Your hands, Reaching for the dial, Been static for a while, But I don't think you noticed, No, what if I just closed my eyes, What if I lean in first 

When I Fall In Love - Westlife

When I give my heart, I give it completely, Or I'll never give my heart, And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too, Is when I fall in love with you

When I Look To The Sky - Train

Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me, And you make everything alright, And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me, And I can always find my way when you are here

When I See You Smile - Bad English

'Cause sometimes it seems like this world's closing in on me, And there's no way of breaking free, And then I see you reach for me, Sometimes I wanna give up, wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight, And then I see you baby, And everything's alright, everything's alright

When The Darkness Comes - Colbie Caillat

I'll be here waiting, Hoping, praying that, This light will guide you home, When you're feeling lost I'll leave my love, Hidden in the sun, For when the darkness comes

When The World Stops Spinning - Kyler England (Chapter: 138)

And the world stops spinning, When the terra firma quakes, When the oceans tidal wave, I would rather die than to ever say goodbye, To you my love, to you my love, I will let you go when the world stops spinning, I will let you go when the world stops spinning, I will let you go when the sun and the stars explode

When You Got A Good Thing - Lady Antebellum

So baby, hold on tight, Don't let go, Hold onto the love we're making, Cause baby when the ground starts shakin’, You gotta know when you've got a good thing

When You Say - Jamestown Story ft. Michelle Rene

I give you my heart to have and to hold, in sickness and health, when we grow old, and if we get lost we'll find our way home, you don't have to worry anymore, I've been waiting for this moment and as long as I'm alive I promise, I'll be here for you when you say "I do"

Where Does The Time Go - A Great Big World

Where does the time go? I don't want this to end, Where does the time go? Let's hang on to the moment we're in, Of all the things we will remember, The good, the bad, and all the blessings in disguise, Today will stick with me forever, Even if we have to say goodbye

Wherever You Will Go - The Calling

If I could, then I would, I'll go wherever you will go, Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go, And maybe, I'll find out, The way to make it back someday, To watch you, to guide you, Through the darkest of your days

Where We Belong - Thriving Ivory

Hold on we're gonna make it if it takes all night, Hearts racing like a rocket at the speed of light, Don't fight it we've been running for far too long, We're going back where we belong, So hold on we got our wings and we're chasing the wind, Farewell to all the places that we have been, And if it takes us all night long, We're going back where we belong

Wild Thing - The Runaways (Chapter: 20)

Wild thing, You make my heart sing, You make everything, Come on, wild thing

Without You - My Darkest Days

If I had my way, I'd spend every day right by your side, And if I could stop time, Believe me I'd try for you and I, And each moment you're gone, Is a moment too long in my life, So stay right here, right now, 'Cause without you I'm a disaster, (The moment you go), And you're my ever after, (Just thought you should know), 'Cause I need to know your answer, (Just say you'll stay with me), I want you to say you're gonna stay with me, (Just say you'll stay with me), I die every day that you're away from me

Worth It - Francesca Battistelli

Love can hear you, Love can heal you, If you let it inside, Oh, remember now, Love's not easy, But it's worth it

Written In The Stars - Westlife

I wasn't meant to love like this, Not without you, ‘Cause when I look at my life, How the pieces fall into place, It just wouldn't rhyme without you, When I see how my path. Seem to end up before your face. The state of my heart, The place where we are, Was written in the stars

You - Keaton Henson

If you must leave, Leave as though fire burns under your feet, If you must speak,Speak every word as though it were unique, If you must die, sweetheart, Die knowing your life was my life's best part, And if you must die, Remember your life

You And Me Song - The Wannadies

Then we watch TV, Until we fall asleep, Not every exciting, But it's you and me, And we'll always be together

You Are The First, My Last, My Everything - Barry White

The first, my last, my everything, And the answer to all my dreams, You're my sun, my moon, my guiding star, My kind of wonderful, that's what you are

You Bring Me Home - Brandon Chandler

And I'm almost in your arms, Just a little too far, You bring me home, You bring me home, And I'm almost in your arms, But I'm just a little too far, Please, please, please don't be sad, I know I've been gone for way too long

You’ll Be In My Heart - Phil Collins

Oh, you'll be in my heart (you'll be here in my heart), No matter what they say (I'll be with you), You'll be here in my heart (I'll be there), always, Always, I'll be with you, I'll be there for you always, Always and always, Just look over your shoulder, Just look over your shoulder, Just look over your shoulder, I'll be there always.

You’ll Be Okay - A Great Big World

'Cause you're never alone, I will always be there, You just carry on, You will understand, You'll be okay, You'll be okay, Just look inside, You know the way

You’re My Best Friend - Queen

You're the best friend, That I ever had, I've been with you such a long time, You're my sunshine, And I want you to know, That my feelings are true, I really love you, You're my best friend, Ooh, you make me live

Yours - Ella Henderson

And I would fight my strength to untape my mouth, When I used to be afraid of the words, But with you I’ve learnt just to let it out, Now my heart is ready to burst, Cause I, I feel like I’m ready for love, And I, wanna be your everything and more, And I know every day I say it, But I just want you to be sure, That I am yours

You Should Be Here - Cole Swindell

You should be here, standing with your arm around me here. Cutting up, cracking a cold beer, saying cheers, hey y'all it's sure been a good year. It's one of those moments, that's got your name written all over it. And you know that if I had just one wish it'd be that you didn't have to miss this. Aw you should be here.

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Shandi’s StarTerror Saga 2!

I just really like these two together okay. Thank you all for indulging in my nonsense~ <3

~Shandi

Paul takes a small step into Mötley Crüe’s crazy world, but finds himself needing something else.. 

MAKE ME FEEL AGAIN Part 2

“Holy shit, Princess..I can’t believe it’s you. Even without all those fancy markings on your face I’d know it anywhere~” Hearing that made Paul’s heart flutter. He wrapped his arms around Nikki’s shoulders and held him close. “I’ve missed you too~ I never expected to run into you here of all places. How long have you been here?” 

“Couple years. You?” 

“About..12 years?”

“Fuck. Guess I’ll have to look up your older albums~” 

“I can give you some~” 

They were interrupted by Vince’s exasperated sigh. "Just catch up with me at the usual spot. I wanna drink.” He deliberately forced himself between them as he walked out. Paul frowned. “Is he okay?” Nikki just snorted. “He’s fine. He’s just pissed off cause he didn’t score with you. He’ll get over it when he’s got some chick shaking her tits in his face~” Paul laughed softly. He actually missed hearing those crude words. “Why don’t you come with us? We’re in California 10 days for the tour and we’ve got the night off before we head to Santa Monica so we’re gonna party like it’s goin’ out of style~” That sounded so wonderful. What he wouldn’t give to just forget about KISS and stay with Nikki..but he’d never hear the end of it. Primarily from Gene. He sighed. “I can..come with you tonight..but I have to go back in the morning. KISS is touring in Europe right now..and I kinda ditched them to come here.” Nikki laughed. “The prim and proper Princess playing hooky? Say it ain’t so!” When he blushed Nikki laughed harder and ruffled his curls. “Where’s my real Princess and what have you done with him~?” What a callback~ “Well, Nikki..maybe you can help me find him tonight~” 

“There you are! The fuck’ve you been doin’?” Tommy ran up behind them when they left the room. “Y’know Vince and Mick are already down there right? I’ve been waitin’ for–” He stopped when Paul looked at him. “Ohhh I see…y’found somebody for us to play with~ What’s your name, sexy~?” Nikki rolled his eyes. “Y’don’t recognize him? Take a good look.” Tommy leaned close to Paul’s face with narrowed eyes. “Uhh..sorry. Drawin’ a blank. We met him before? Cause I’m sure I’d remember~” Paul shook his head. “Maybe you’d recognize me more with a star over my eye~?” 

“A star..? I don’t– wait..no way!! You're Prince Hottie from KISSteria!!” 

“Congratulations, you win~” 

“Oh yeah? You gonna give me a nice prize~? Hey!!” Tommy ducked when Nikki tried to smack him in the head. “C’mon, man..sharing is caring~” 

“No.”

Paul playfully pushed them aside and walked on ahead. “It’s getting hot in here~ I'll be waiting at the end of the hall when you two decide to stop bickering like horny teenagers~” Feeling their eyes on him, he turned his head and blew them a kiss. 

“Fuck Nikki lemme have some of that~” 

“I wouldn’t even let Vince touch him. I’m sure as hell not gonna make an exception for you.” 

“You greedy asshole!” 

“Deal with it. C’mon I wanna catch up to him.” 

“We’re gonna change first right? Cause we’re fuckin’ gross.”

“Obviously.” 

Paul was leaning against the wall with crossed arms and tapping his foot impatiently by the time Tommy and Nikki met up with him again. At least they looked a lot nicer in fresh clothes. “It’s impolite to keep a girl waiting~” Nikki just smirked and wrapped an arm around his waist. “Promise to make it up to you later~” Tommy brazenly groped his ass while Nikki wasn’t looking. This was going to be an eventful night~ 

“Where are we going anyway?” Paul asked as the Twins led him downstairs to the building’s basement. “Relax, Princess~” Nikki said, holding him closer. “This is where the after party’s happenin’~ Just stick with me and you’ll be fine~” The room was loud. Full of rowdy people dancing and drinking. Probably getting high in the bathrooms. Definitely fucking in them too. Paul immediately felt uncomfortable. They found Mick at a table and sat down to join him. “’Bout time you got here.” he said, leaning back in his chair and taking a long drink from his bottle. “Vince already started without ya.” Tommy spotted Vince in the crowd dancing with a topless girl. “Yep, I see ‘im! If you’ll all excuse me I think I’d like to get in on that myself~” Paul fully expected Nikki to follow, but he stayed right there next to him. “You’re not going?” 

“Nah. Would be a bit of a dick move if I asked you to stick with me and then went off somewhere else wouldn’t it?” 

“Fair point.” 

“Not a fan of this are ya?”

“Not particularly.” 

“You can’t tell me that KISS doesn’t party like this~”

“No I can’t..but I don’t really participate. At least..I haven’t for a while. I haven’t wanted to.” 

Nikki frowned. There was definitely a lot more behind that. “You wanna get outta here?” 

“Yes please.” 

“C’mon then.” Getting up from his chair Nikki patted his bandmate’s shoulder. “Will you let the guys know we ducked out? I’ll seeya back at the hotel.” Mick nodded. “Just be careful out there, kid. If we have to bail your ass out again I’m kickin’ it.” Paul raised an eyebrow. “What is he talking about~?” 

“Long story. Tell ya later~” 

“Can’t wait to hear that little tale~” 

Paul found himself a little envious of Mötley Crüe’s much larger tour bus. At least until he saw the inside. He laughed and shook his head. “I think it’s about time you get someone to do some cleaning around here~” Nikki guided him by the hand towards the back. “Don’t worry, Princess..my bed is nice and clean~” He grinned and pulled Paul close for a kiss. “Y’know..we got the bus to ourselves for a few hours..how ‘bout we make up for lost time~?” How could he say no? Nikki Terror’s charm was totally irresistible. As soon as he nodded he found himself on the bed with Nikki on top of him, kissing and biting at his neck. Memories of them together at the Palace flooded back instantly, overtaking all rational thought. He closed his eyes and moaned, wrapping his legs around Nikki’s waist. “Gods I’ve missed you so much, Nikki...I need you..please..take me..make me yours..” Nikki’s breath tickled his ear as he laughed. “Baby..you’ve been mine again from the moment I saw you~”  

To be Continued!!