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Nico and Percy's dynamic through the series is eternally funny to me, because it's just. like.
Percy's having a constant mental struggle between his fatal flaw of loyalty with a promise he made to Bianca to protect Nico, versus his Big 3 kid desire to maim other Big 3 kids / Poseidon descendant urge to totally maim Nico specifically. He hates Nico so so much. He thinks Nico's annoying and weird at best, and creepy/sketchy when he's older. The only positive thoughts Percy has towards Nico are "He's Bianca's brother and Bianca was my friend and I owe her/He's Hazel's brother and Hazel is my friend and would kill me if I was mean to him," "He's a powerful asset and useful ally (if questionable)," and "He's kinda pathetic and I feel maybe a little bad about it." Percy has multiple occasions throughout the series where he strongly considers - and on one occasionally actually goes through with - throttling Nico.
Meanwhile, Nico is following around Percy like a lost puppy. He explicitly can never bring himself to even dislike anything about Percy no matter how hard he tries. He has a whole bit in BoO where he's mentally going "UGH he's so stupid BUT IT'S ENDEARING HOW DARE HE." He's totally smitten. He's making deals with his dad for Percy. He's making convoluted plans to help Percy stand a chance against Kronos. During the entirety of BoTL it's like he's playing tsundere - "I'm helping NOT PERCY SPECIFICALLY with this quest! Me helping Percy would be SILLY because I DEFINITELY HATE HIM." Then he proceeds to show up to Percy's birthday party to basically ask him on a weird date and spend the entire next book scrambling around trying to help him or protect him or impress him. And Percy could not give less of a shit.
Just. That dynamic is so funny to me. Percy is the founder of the Nico Protection Club in that he's the one they're all protecting Nico from and meanwhile Nico is throwing himself at Percy to the point where the literal god of gay love calls him out on it.
#pjo#percy jackson#nico di angelo#Percy shows up at CJ and squints at Nico like ''hm. why do i feel like i hate you? like i just wanna punch you in the face?''#and Nico just immediately goes ''huh no idea anyways i have to go-'' and jumps into Tartarus#but not before he gives Hazel essentially a detailed explanation of ''this is Percy i cant say much but please dont let him die <3''#and Nico's whole Tartarus trip was basically a whole ''im doing this so no one else has to''#only for Percy and Annabeth to fall in like one book later and Nico proceeds to spend the next book internally screaming about it#and then Cupid calls him out on it and the next book#Nico's just like ''at this point im hoping i keel over within the next week just so i can force this dumb crush to chill the fuck out''#Nico staring pointedly at Will: ''For my own sake i need to form another crush RIGHT NOW so i can finally get over Percy.''#''this has been so bad for my health''#Nico's crush on Percy is just too funny to me. horrible pick my guy. terrible job. love that for you. he could not be less interested.#Percy LITERALLY TRIES TO KILL NICO and ditch him in the underworld and Nico is somehow STILL like ''but i love him''#Percy basically chokes him. beats up his dad. tells him ''go get smited by your dad for me.'' and ditches him.#and Nico's opinions/crush on him DO NOT CHANGE#though also Nico's reaction to Percy beating up his dad + skeletons is SO funny. his jaw is on the floor. he's flustered about it.#he just witnessed Percy be incredibly hot and proceeded to go ''yea i'll do anything for this man. collect reinforcements of 3 gods? sure''#nico you absolute DISASTER with HORRIBLE TASTE. you can do better. raise your standards.#which tbh is funnier when you factor in sun and the star. Nico just wont stop crushing on guys who dislike him and everything he stands for
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I’m the happiest I’ve ever been in my life and. I just feel like crying over that fact. a few years ago I was sure I’d be an anxious miserable wreck for my entire life but now I wake up and I love the world and I promise one day you will too. please keep going please hold the world tight. you will giggle at something silly with a stranger. a staff member at a place you frequent will smile when they see you. an elderly person will look at you gratefully for helping them. you’ll cry about stupid stuff and laugh about it later. you’ll drink cold water during a hot day and it will be the best sensation ever. being alive is the best thing I’ve ever experienced.
#WWWAAUUUGGHGH#IM VERY EMOTIONAL. I love living I love the earth I love my friends so much#it was. so bad a few years ago#panic attacks every other day. miserable most of the time. unhealthy habits. every day felt like a bad day#but then I managed to get out of an awful situation. and I made an effort to try and love the place I live now as WELL as being homesick *#* for my home country. and I fought to notice the little things. and I went outside even when I haaated the idea of it#and now???? I’m still disabled. I still have anxiety. I’m not yet back in my home country#but my god I’m so happy in life. it does get better. everyone was right#even though I experience severe chronic pain on the daily. even though I live somewhere noisy and hot and crowded.#life is silly that way :3 I promise it gets better. it’s so cliche and it never sounds true but it is. it is#hopepunk
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Daddy?
sorry-
Daddy?
sorry-
Daddy?
sorry-
Boss sir you’re just so hot it’s so unfair
You. You all have issues. Mounds and mounds of issues.
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You all have issues, but at least ya' got taste.
Unlike some people I know...
#((hiya- mod speaking!!! apologies for the like week-long absence- i got sick TwT but im better now!!! yippee!!!))#((thirsttrap netherite is my further form of apologies though <3))#���️ 'What in all the dimensions could you possibly want to say to *me*?' - Asks Tag#☄️ 'Lucky you are- to gaze upon my visage~' - Art Tag#tsams#the sun and moon show#sams#sun and moon show#tsbs#the security breach show#security breach show#masm#moon and sun minecraft#tsbs confessionverse
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[id in alt]
some idw redraws
#i spent way too long trying to figure out sonic's quills#monotoneart#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#silver the hedgehog#sonic idw#ive read the first 2 volumes of idw so far. theyre such a delight :]#i do kinda rant below about my 2 sticking points so far (specifically about team dark in the metal virus arc) so uh. sorry#omega not caring about shadow when he gets zombotted kinda bugs me ngl#like bro that's ur teammate yall did so much together do u not care abt any of that.#sega give omega more personality than just ''kill eggman robots''#and the way the others talk about shadow and say ''oh he doesnt care im surprised he cares''#...well sonic says that and i... guess shadow could come off that way to him. ehhhhh.#i would think sonic would understand his deal though.#''oh more people saved means less zombots to deal with'' what!! it's more than that!!!#guy made a promise to protect the planet!!! that would include the people!!!#more people saved means just that: more people saved!!!#he's a ''the means justify the ends'' kinda character but that don't mean he's heartless#rouge girl u should know better!! you're like one of the only people he talks to relatively regularly!!#takes a deep breath. ok im good now. everything else about idw so far is cool. i love whisper n tangle.#cant wait to finally get to surge and kit#OH YEAH ALSO i watched wild robot and it was so extremely good. i cried <3
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SAGESUNE MIKU >:DDD
#i rise from the dead once again!!#sorry about the long periods of time in between me posting#school is absolutely kicking my ass right now and i havent had any time to draw the creatures :(#ive also just been feeling unsatisfied with my art as of late#its probably just too much time online looking at other peoples art making me feel bad about myself#even though im improving as fast as i can it doesnt feel like im getting any better#but i know from experience that that feeling doesnt go away with time#so i guess ill always see flaws in my art no matter how hard i try to get better#man. that got really depressing :/#anyways SAGE!!! i love her she is my favorite of all time and im going to draw her so much yall dont even KNOW :D#ive got tons of other stuff planned too so watch out >:3#i could hit you guys with 6 paragraphs of au lore any day now#sonic the hedgehog#sage robotnik#AWWWHHHGG SHE HAS HER OWN LITTLE TAG IM SOBBING#anyways#sage sonic#hatsune miku#i guess#whoof im scared to post this#or maybe im just exhausted#probably both :/
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fairest of the fair
#hi! im alive and back and etc.#six the musical#six the musical fanart#katherine howard#thinking of that post going 'i think eventually you become the person you needed most' and like maybe that's the thing with my art#this started out as a redraw and <improvement meme> i think i've finally reached the stage where i'm making the things that my younger self#aspired to create. like i can do this now! i've reached That level of technical skill! tiny me would be so proud. it's very gratifying#redraw from august this year actually. i've made a surprising amount of improvement HAHA maybe it was the adamandi stuff getting me#back into digital rendering. i think that obsession has quietly slipped away but yknow. one never truly leaves a fandom. just less intensit#also speaking of old fandoms! we're back with the six stuff haha. as of writing i'm in the midst of blog revamp- figuring out how to chill#multifandom status doesn't mean ditch all the old stuff ! but i do feel much freer and less stressed. i think hiatus has been good for me#notes on this piece particularly: redraw about cutting hair and thinking of the lyric above. also lowkey &j ref + pinterest poem excerpts#of female suffering. and maybe a dash of amanda heng let's walk inspo. this work is really just full of contradictions..#1. the mirror and cutting hair as an act of self liberation 2. the & is part of the lyric but also a nod to &j (in another iteration it was#pink but the white looked better) and like. &j is really all !!! girl power!!! etc. and i was like hmmmm. also matching pink shiny aes#3. the frame as a cage; the mirror as a self reflection idea (ie. saville's propped insp) but also as a sign of vanity. 4. sparkly costume#and pretty pose- read one too many poems about women feeling like they have to be pretty even in their suffering. something i wanted to#explore. and also in 5. the show itself... all you wanna do is. despite all the dancing and pink and sparkly the content of the song is#darker. and even though it's a story of her suffering it's still presented as a shiny fun pop song and ajshdhfhfh ok... 6. the lyrics fall#outside the frame. sort of a caught inbetween. sort of a trapped in the narrative and yet#within the frame it's all. vaguely handwavy breaking free vibes. like i said contradictions?#7. cutting off the long ponytail vs the pull my hair lyric at the end. yeah#8. the blocked off & looks a bit like scissors. positioned to cut right at the neck#anyways yeah irl remains hectic! but if i get around to more doodles they'll appear here :)
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commitment to drawing asmo img gave him chronic tendonitis when he was only 20……</3
#things i do for evil girls.and demons or all sorts#so strange i feel like i dont even draw thatmuch. like i spendhalf my time game ing …#blegh this is mostly why ive been insctivw#everything since april has been such lefthanded nonsense… im doing pt tjough so i hope inctje next uear or so it improves#i want to relearn to draw properly w my left though💭so i can reduce the strain on my right even if/when i can draw a little again:3#its alrdy a bit better though when it first happened i cldnt even hold a pen.or open doors. now i can like do those rhings.
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Riz Junior Year doodles!!!
(& bonus Riz in trashcan below cut for your morale and pfp needs)
If you do use it as a pfp, please include credit <3
#riz gukgak fanart#riz gukgak#fantasy high fanart#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#d20 fanart#d20#digital art#snuffkip art#HES HERE#id in alt text#id in alt#please let me know if the id is alright if you use or know someone who uses a screenreader#is it better to describe every drawing or just give a general impression? its hard when the canvas is full of many different things#anywsy#this was fun#will probably do this for sophomore but maybe slightly less creauturey or diff art style? creauture style is super fun to draw though#ok new taako art soon hopefully#now im going to sleep for a thousand years goodnight <3
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*bitch who only thinks about vocaloid voice* wow i'm getting a lot of vocaloid vibes from this...
#my art lol#vocaloid#utatane piko#persona 3#akinari kamiki#OK NO MORE MAIN TAGS. this is so stupid ahkjskjgkjhgkjhnjgh i wasnt gonna tag this at all but organization haunts me. sorry.#now that i put them next to each other i realize they don't actually look THAT similar maybe... but guys 😭#when akinari first showed up i literally audibly gasped bc he reminded me sooo much of piko#like if i was better at art i would give piko a very similar build to akinari bc holy shit i do literally imagine him built very similar#though i also don't want them to look too similar lmao. as seen here there's obv distinctions like no ahoge or heterochromia...#and obviously STORYWISE yknow#IDK MAYBE IM CRAZY FOR THINKING THIS BUT. again. stupid bitch that only thinks abt vocaloid 😔😔😔#there were other things that obv reminded me of voca things but we're not gonna mention those bc no </3 this is embarrassing enough
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sits up in bed. so lana and ema definitely thought they were responsible for edgeworth "choosing death", right?
(the rest of this post was supposed to go in the tags, because it's not very well organised or written, but it got too long so. here are the slightly edited tags for your reading pleasure (or otherwise)):
i was going to make this solely about ema because she's the obvious one with her open adoration of edgeworth, but the thing about rfta is that it goes to great lengths to emphasise the connection between lana and edgeworth as well.
the sl-9 incident showed that lana grows attached to people deeply, hence angel starr's comment on how, when neil marshall died, 'she (lana) felt like her own brother had died.' with edgeworth, i think it was similar but worse. because he's not just a coworker or subordinate who's dear to her. he saved her life. and it cost him his own.
at the beginning of the case, edgeworth says he was mistaken for thinking that lana was always looking out for him post sl-9 (a statement interesting on its own because that's when everyone else says she grew distant), and, later on, he brings ema fingerprinting powder because lana asked him to. then, of course, there's the 'lady luck' comment he makes.
similarly, on lana's side, you obviously have the end of the trial when she says he did well, but there's also that additional moment post-trial where she's the only one to notice — in a group comprising her, ema, phoenix and gumshoe — that he's 'hiding', listening to their conversation. point is, there's enough to suggest that she might have been the nearest thing edgeworth had to a mia; his 'chief prosecutor' to phoenix's plain 'chief'. they're as close as two people can be in a relationship where one of them is constantly lying and the other is von karma's star pupil.
rfta is pretty straightforwardly depicted as the case which solidified edgeworth's resolve to do what he did; i don't think i have to prove that. rumours about him have reached new heights, his car and knife were involved in goodman's murder, he makes an unprecedented mistake in court by failing to connect the evidence room and carpark incidents, thus forcing the chief of police to enter the trial to do so himself, and he's publicly revealed to have relied on falsified evidence to secure a conviction in the sl-9 case, all of which only happened because of lana. jake marshall even claims that from the beginning — that if you trace edgeworth's rumours back to their source, you end up meeting one person: lana skye.
and it gets worse because at the end of rfta, she thinks he's fine!! she literally says, 'i was afraid the pressure would break you, but you rose above it,' and reminds him he's nothing like gant because he's not alone. she leaves the case thinking he will be okay. and then, what, like a week passes, and she finds out that he wasn't, and that he's gone, and it's her fault. even after she was freed from gant's control, even after she had finally stopped lying, she couldn't prevent herself from claiming another life. so much for 'lady luck', i suppose.
and the game reiterates this multiple times. gumshoe states at the start that edgeworth's ties to those higher up in the department have made him the subject of constant rumours, and phoenix says (in front of ema) that he shouldn't be held responsible for the forged evidence because that was all lana's doing, which then leads to edgeworth commenting (again in front of ema) that he feels as though 'something inside him has died.' it all goes back to lana. we can argue and say that it was technically gant's doing that caused all of this, but lana still took actions that led to it. even her complicated friendship with edgeworth isn't spared; it's that closeness between them that exacerbated those rumours. how could she not feel responsible in some way?
and with ema, it's rather obvious, isn't it? if she hadn't gone poking her nose into things, none of this would have happened or come to light. and, of course, she'd never choose anyone over her sister, not for anything in the world — it's simply not a question, but that's the problem, isn't it? it's not a question. it's not some hypothetical moral dilemma. it just is. she may not have killed neil marshall, but she still has one king of prosecutor's blood on her hands. and now she has to live with that. she just. has. to live with it. no matter if he chose otherwise.
moving on from that a little, i think it's actually wild how much of ema's journey to becoming a forensics investigator is paved with bad memories. neil marshall's death and her subsequent inability to testify are what drives her to begin pursuing it, her first proper investigation results in her idol's "death" and when she finally graduates, the person who saved her sister has been disbarred, and she can't even help because she isn't allowed to. all that pain and constant pursuit of her goals, and she's still the same ema skye, still that girl shrouded in darkness, always one step behind the truth, one step a little too late. no wonder she was angry in aa:aj. i would be furious.
#and then like a year later they find out edgeworth's fine and if that happened to me i think i would kill him fr#WKSHDKAHDKS#lana skye#ema skye#miles edgeworth#the skye sisters' relationship with one dramatic depressed prosecutor is something that can be so personal...#ive literally never thought this much about lana or ema ever. they never occupy my thoughts but somehow.#everyone else: man edgeworth's vanishing must have had a real impact on franziska and phoenix. me: what about these 2 side characters who#technically only appeared once in the whole trilogy. in a dlc. what about them.#it's actually so interesting how much lana is set up to be important to edgeworth. phoenix even says she reminds him of mia and when i#first read that i was like ??? bc of the scarf? there's more to mia than a scard phoenix. but then you pay attention to how she interacts#with edgeworth and it's like oh. i see it now. and then she disappears forever.#mind you i dont think she or ema were like. destroyed by the news of edgeworth's supposed passing. not in the way phoenix was anyway.#for better or worse both lana and ema are shown to have a tight hold over themselves emotionally speaking. lana keeps a lid on them for#years and ema is told she might have killed neil by accident and is functional after a brief faint and recess. like those women are strong.#but i do think it would have had a deep impact regardless of how well they were able to cope. like i've said i dont see how it wouldnt.#anyway this concludes my rfta moment. time to go back to being unable to say a thing about susato-san even though she occupies my every#waking moment. if you read all this ily <3#it's also past midnight so if this is all a bit everywhere im sorry
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trying to figure out how to draw these guys
#quin sketches#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#xie lian#hua cheng#hualian#ive never tagged for this series before wowie#they are!!! so important to me!!!#also woag! neolxzr art post#i downloaded a new lineart brush and it has tricked me into thinking i got better at drawing#it DID make me a bit faster definitely though#usually when i draw in this sort of style i use a plain circle brush i made with no pen pressure and then i like#erase it. to make it have different thicknesses#but i just got a brush that does that that i dont hate and wow. it is faster#anyways. hi :3#expect more art soon. probably#i felt good about this i dont want to stop now uhweheghfhg#and also im obsessed w this fucking book and i need tthw world to know#lazers art
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Blorbo's Eepiest Soldier
Thank you everyone for your kind words, I'm doing better and am back to it <3
#helloo!#thank you all for the well wishes#I have really appreciated every kind word#I'm doing better now and have gotten back to school work#i am so eepy though#eepiest soldier#im also being overworked on my capstone game team and the team lead even told me shes over working me so thats#fun#counting going to this capstone class and meetings and such im putting like 25+ hours in a week for it#and i do have 2 other classes#and a social life i enjoy having#haha#but im happy to do the work cause its good portfolio stuff#except when my producer comes up to me and says "yknow how ur in charge of all the 2d art and concepting and branding and ui and pr? yeah g#make a 3-4 page detailed comic for plot at the start of our game cause we dont wanna cut plot (even tho we dont have time for it) and we#dont wanna show plot through interactable objects and dialogue/text so more work for you even tho u legit dont have time for it#ngl tho i have genuinely been enjoying designing icons and doing model concepts#i made some fire designs recently#please hire me a game company tm#anyway enough of capstone talk#love you all!!!#im excited to graduate and finally be able to change my bio!!#hope you all have a very lovely rest of your day <33#furry#fursona#digital art#art#eepy
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obligatory black mask redesign except i only changed like one thing and im not sure i like the final result
inspo for this btw
#shoutout to hypogriffin i stole their teeth GO LOOK AT THE ART ITS GREAT#i just took the teeth though dfgfr#might do another pass at this sometime idk#anyways some notes on this!!#biggest change i think is the color scheme#i think the red and black is better for this outfit? though the black is blue tinted for fun contrast#<- i wanted this so a: hed match with joker bc of their two sides of the same coin thing#b: he would keep some element of the prince outfit (the red!)#and c: i am a huge fan of very limited palettes in designs sorry. im addicted to giving every character like 3 main colors max#and in this case its black darker black and red#the teeth on the top are red to resemble loki!#also i know some people really hate the stripes BUT I LIKE THEM#again i like that his outfit sorta resembles loki in that way#you cant see it here but the cape is that sorta upside down v shape it is in his prince outfit#so it can a: resemble bird wings and b: again resemble the prince outfit#also i cut the helmet because i dont like drawing it! i already draw this outfit without the helmet though so thats not exactly big#otherwise? i actually am a fan of this outfit normally#but black mask redesigns are a fandom staple i simply must#anyways uhhh art tags now#doodles#persona 5#goro akechi
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" Can you believe What they've done to you? Wouldn't they stop When you asked them to leave you alone? "
#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#ff14#final fantasy 14#gpose#ffxiv screenshot#ffxiv edit#ffxiv screenshot edit#garlean oc#garlean#ffxiv oc#hyur#midlander#ffxiv screenshots#nabaath-areng#evan frostlake#im so tired and kinda rushed these but...... evan a couple years ago<3#back when he was still in garlemald before his self exile#though you could say the weight of what had been done to him sunk in in these screens#which lead to the hard decision to leave everything behind#poor boy would have been what? just a bit over 20 here? anyway he Struggled for a bit#doing better now though! still antsy and easily startled but he's worked hard to find new footing!!!!!#if anyone needs a hug its him though
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having the most
day on tumblr <3
#evidence of life#oleta being crude and gross and whatever cw ->#so people are nicer to you when they don’t know what your sexyyy numba one hottie bodeee looks like :( u can prove me wrong though :3#edit: i was gonna say how my asshole looks like but i thought better of it but im saying it now :)
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How long did it take you to make your Silvier and Gold Yellowfang AMV? Just rlly curious abt it :00
I had to dig through my files cuz I couldn't remember but I think it took around a month or two, and all the final character animation and bgs were done in December 2020. Honestly that's less time than I would have guessed, I think the really simple designs and limited animation helped me finish it quickly but the main thing is I had plenty of free time to work on it because I was just doing remote classes in undergrad at the time lol
I cant finish things that fast anymore ngl, like I started working on an AMV about viktor over a year ago that's not even a minute long and it's still not done
#also while I still like doing limited animation I make designs really needlessly complicated now because I think it's fun#also I've redone basically the entire rough animation for the viktor amv which set me back#I WILL finish it though. I really really want to#ask#anonymous#I think im a better animator now but that also means things take longer. I can easily take 3-5 passes at roughs#but years ago I would go straight from the first rough sketch pass straight to cleanup
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