#{ i am ...... fine }

[sapphicwitch]

Patti as Lilia selfies (X)

[damien-thedoctor]

[He watched, gun held as his hands shook.]

[What.]

[Had.]

[He.]

[Done.]

[Coated in blood. His hands were covered in it.]

[…..]

[He had killed a child. No. Nonononono. Not another one of Silas’s kids.. not another.]

[……]

[What was this hunger?]

[He blocked out It’s words, static beginning to fill his ears.]

[He needed to eat.]

[Had he done this before?]

[……..]

[Did it really matter now.]

[Why was…. Everything blacking out? No- what was he doing? Why couldn’t he stop himself? Had he dropped his gun?… he couldn’t feel his hands. What was… what was happening?]

[He was so fucking hungry.. it was like something was eating away at him from the inside… when was the last time he ate..? Why was he shifting form.. he could feel that.]

[…..]

—————

[There would have been no way to escape. Damien’s pupil’s dilated, there was no way to prevent what was happening. The smell of sweet.. sweet delicious blood filled the air. It made him drool. Why was he drooling? What was he doin- it didn’t matter now. No.. it didn’t matter. Why was he eating something? His hands they tore at flesh. Eating it. Eating it alive. He could feel his fangs sink into warmth. Flesh. Fur..? He didn’t care.]

[Blood splattered everywhere. It wasn’t normal blood.]

[Eat.]

[Eat.]

[Eat.]

[Oh how they had told him that gluttony was a sin. This was their fault for turning him into this. A deity. Slaughtering him like an animal.]

[Over and over.]

[They had given him sacrifices. Fed him those sacrifices.]

[It had gone from animals.]

[….]

[To people.]

[But oh why would he desecrate a carcass? One so fresh? He had never been able to eat properly after his revival. It was torture. He tried to stop himself. They kept feeding him blood and flesh.]

[That was the only thing that could satiate him.]

[But now.. the slaughter was his. Not those worthless pigs who treated him like an animal. Who fed him when he was on the brink of insanity.]

[Not anymore.]

[Oh, blood and viscera divine.]

[Oh it felt wonderful. So much blood.]

[SO MUCH.]

[He felt his hands? No claws wrap around a limb, was it an arm? It didn’t matter as he ripped it off.]

[Eat.]

[Eat.]

[Eat.]

[He dug in, Jaws clamping down into the bone and crunching it to nothing but bone dust. Blood dripped from his maw. Was he… even in there? His pupils left little green in his eye, massive black orbs looked down at Sweater with a blank unrecognising look.]

[Then he smiled. It was a sick look.]

[Blood. Everywhere.]

[His front was caked in it.]

[He moved to Sweater’s ribcage next. Easily overpowering Sweater as he had them pinned down beneath him. His claws extended as he flexed his fingers and they opened up the poor deity’s chest with ease. He began feasting on their viscera, their guts, their intestines. Everything felt so good. Like it was a dream. They were still alive. He would have to eat them whole until it finally stopped breathing. He could vaguely hear them screaming. He covered their mouth with one hand, claws ripping into their jaw. Shut up.]

[His fangs were massive. They were Oni teeth.]

[Even before he had become a god. They had.. they had kept him like a pet. Made him murder. His mama.. what had he done. They made him eat her. Silas had been the only one who understood. It wasn’t him. He had loved Silas. He had. But.. this. He knew Silas never felt the same and he respected that. He never meant to hurt him- or.. his kids. He had felt affection for them too. Like they were his own. He didn’t mean to take their lives. There were 8 of them. Sweater was the 9th. But… then again he’s just doing what he was trained to do. Right..? What was he doing…? What was he..? He didn’t want to hurt people- why was he still alive? Why was he? WHAT WAS HE DOING. ….He still remembered seeing Silas’s corpse. Had the same thing happened too? Oh god.. he.. had he eaten Silas too?…. He only ate the other’s flesh. He had saved his bones. He had brought Silas back. He had brought that thing back too. Anvir.]

[…]

[Why hadn’t Silas just killed him when he had the chance? Why hadn’t he..? Kraken.. Mikhail… his darling husband. The man who was at risk everyday from Damien just snapping and killing him. Every wound. Every drop of blood. Abel. His… his little boy.. he..]

[Had he eaten Abel too?]

[He didn’t even realise that tears were dripping from his eyes, he continued to eat and eat. Ripping at Sweater’s bones. Chest. Why were they still breathing..? Why wouldn’t they die? He didn’t want them to be in pain.. but he couldn’t stop himself. Where was HE? Damien wasn’t there.]

[Bile was rising from the back of his throat.]

[He.. he needed to feast. What was he- what was he doing..? Why.]

[……]

[Why wouldn’t Shapeshifter just kill him. Why wouldn’t anyone just.. get it done with. Was that too much to ask? He was so tired of this futile existence. It always ended the same. Him slaughtering someone. Him hurting someone. Him eating someone. He was sick of it. He was spiralling. He jaws clamped down into his own arm. You deserve this. They didn’t. Sweater is right.]

[….]

[We really are like those who hurt us.]

[Patch… Shifter… Shattered… Silver….]

[What had I done to deserve what you and other’s did to me? I’m not a violent dog. I’m not.. why did I lash out like that at Sweater? Why had I.. what was I doing.. oh god.. no.. NO..]

[His claws made contact with the head of Sweater’s tail, ripping into it.]

[He dug his teeth into the skin.]

[Oh Shifter… your judgment. It is useless. I know what you did.]

[I saw you.]

[You were the one who ordered me to be killed.]

[Perhaps that is why I voted against the one who I have held down to be spared. To be watched by Silas.]

[Patch.]

[You were the first. You did what Silver did. Even before his time. Taking advantage. Not just once. I despise you. You kept bringing me back alive, just to let me drown in my own blood. Choking on it.]

[I just wanted to live a peaceful life.]

[…..]

[So why am I hurting my best friend’s child? Why am I? Why do I hurt everyone I love.]

[Silas.. mother…]

[How could you have ever loved someone like me?]

[He smiles.]

[waves.]

“:)”

@damien-thedoctor

[Sweater's ears pinned back, expression shifting to one of uneasiness. They stared at the man for a few moments before speaking.]

"What do you want..?"

[kimhongjoongs]

HONGJOONG :: WORK

[bellesdiaries]

Love Between Fairy and Devil 苍兰诀

[oyeixcher]

Random Seonghwa Gifs (1 ¦ ??) (aka, yes, I'm totally fine. Totally...🫠)

[cosmorom]

me waiting for the homosexual ship i emotionally depend on to be canon

[callimara]

OOPS I SLIPPED AND NOW THE UNHINGED JELSA VIDEO HAS BECOME A TRILOGY

Soooooo I was SUPPOSED to also include The Reading of Act 3, but there have been MANY A MISHAP along the way and the daunting challenge of parsing through 4 HOURS OF AUDIO and somehow praying that the accompanying illustrations will finish itself. Which, to be fair, it does (it's surprising how quickly I can fly through the illustrations) but still, I need time and this video cannot offer that, so it shall be done properly in its own video, without distraction of Jelsa addendums

I did want to put this out anyway to help fill the lull while in waiting. Thank you all for your patience 🙏✨💖💖❄️❄️

[kexing]

@forcebookish: #akktheo 🤝 phoomvicha: kissing in front of movie screens

[wanderlust-in-my-soul]

One thousand five hundred seventy-three days.

[leafwateraddict]

Finished a short comic with that one bojack horseman audio.

Its been haunting me lately.

Full image ↓↓

[generallyconfusedbyshinythings]

Old man Daniel Molloy during the Loumand fight:

[sherlockig]

[linesandlattes]

‘my child is fine.’

ma’am your child is obsessed with fictional characters yet gets the ick at the thought of a real relationship, has serious maladaptive daydreaming issues, her brain only works after consuming an unhealthy amount of caffeine, uses self depreciation as a defence mechanism for her lack of self esteem, is attracted to red flags only and has absolutely no idea what the fuck is going on!!!!!

[sunglassesmish]

Might be late for this one but Lou liked the Angela birthday post 👀👀👀

HELLO. HE COMMENTED TOO.

[sweetchildofrocknroll]

[time22kill]

something something hermie never being taken srsly until they died , being created as a fucking joke and treated like one until you die and suddenly people start pretending to care , your own father only showing any kind of emotional connection to you as soon as you die ,, jokes never die but you were never a funny one to begin with so does it even matter