#{ drabble: hyejin! }

[mingunissi]

first snow.

It was a typical December night, the hustle and bustle and the early Christmas cheer was something that he could feel through the patrons of the Summer Nights. It wasn't a full night nor was there much to do and Mingun found his mind flying off thinking about his final dissertation before graduation as he polished the beer glasses for the nth time.

"You can finish up early tonight. I can cover for the rest of the night." Mingun's looked up at his boss. "Hyung, it's okay I can finish--" he glanced at the bar and Hyunjae was right. He bit his lip and turned back to the older male. "Thank you hyung. I'll do a double shift next weekend." But Hyunjae just waved and shooed him off the counter. "Get some rest kid."

The day had been very busy, as he had just finished his class before his shift. He could feel his exhaustion seeping into his bones and all he wanted was to go home to Hyejin.

The chilly night air bit his cheeks as he stepped out of the bar, it was already winter but was yet to snow. It should happen any time now as they were well almost at the end of the year. He took out his phone and smiled, Hyejin must be finishing up at her studio. It was still early, earlier than his usual clock off. Wanting to surprise her, he called her.

"Yeobo-yah are you still at your studio? Do you want to meet up? The park near our apartment... I'll meet you there." he found himself smiling as he talked over the phone. "Alright. Be careful okay?"

He literally sprinted to their apartment and saw Hyejin. From where she stood, he looked at her. Suddenly, he felt like he was drenched with ice cold water. There she was patiently waiting for him, always so steadfast and full of love. And Mingun realized he had been neglecting her. His steps slowed, between his classes and his part time jobs he now he realized how he wasn't giving Hyejin the attention that she deserves.

"Did you wait long?" He asked, slightly panting. He reached for her gloved hand and gave them a squeeze. She would ask him what he was doing and how he had already finished working. Mingun's smile slightly dimmed. "I wanted to see you. It feels like I haven't been there for you the last couple of months..." he trailed off. He knew that Hyejin would deny and continued before she could voice herself out. "Hear me out first okay?" He met her eyes and breathed in. "I want to apologize. You have always taken care of me and I haven't been able to do the same for you." he kept his hands over hers. "I'm sorry and thank you." He closed their distance and pulled her into his arms.

"I know I'm still lacking. But I hope that you'll hang in there for a while more Hyejin-ah. Just a few months more and I'll graduate. I'll go get a good job at Songsan and work hard for the two of us. Please don't get tired of me okay?" He pleaded. His words were reassurances, but he felt like it was meant for him and he could only hope that it would reach Hyejin.

When he asked Hyejin to marry him, he knew it wouldn't be easy as he was a graduating medical student and is scraping every bit of his salary paying of his school loans and their expenses. Hyejin deserved more from him. He promised to take care of her and he wasn't doing a good job at it. But despite his shortcomings, Hyejin married him and became his pillar. She chose him. Him who has nothing to his name, who has still a lot to prove.

He felt her arms on his back and instinctively tightened his own hold. He would hear her soothing voice -- her words of reassurances and Mingun fought his best not to break down and cry. Instead, a choked laugh escaped his lips. At this point, he knew that things would be okay, still it would hard for a while more but they were fine.

And that's okay.

As they held each other, soft white fell from the skies. Mingun held her still as the first snow of the year fell. He looked up as he placed himself behind Hyejin, his arms still wrapped around her. "I hope that we can always look at the first snow like this. I love you Hyejin-ah..."

Years from then, while they wouldn't always be together at the first snow of every year, they would be looking at same skies with smiles.

"Yeobo-ah, have you looked at your window? It's snowing... It's beautiful this year as well. Don't forget to cover up okay? You get cold easily when I'm not around...I know... I miss you too... I'll be coming home soon...

I love you Hyejin-ah." @candyflcss

[minhosbitterfanfics]

🥀: mamamoo

[jksoftii]

☆♡ JUNGKOOK FIC RECS ♡☆

this is a list of my favorite jungkook fics! most of these contain smut so no minors allowed. please show your love to all these amazing authors :) !!

a - angst f - fluff s - smut

SERIES

Birds by @missbickerbocker a f s strangers to lovers au (Doctor!Jungkook x TravelBlogger!Reader)

Summary - In Jungkook's world stability is key. He knows what exactly is expected of him as head doctor of Seoul's ER Unit. But when an unfortunate collision lands him at your bedside in his own ER unit, his stable world starts to shift. — the angst, the sexual tension, everything about this is just perfect!! doctor jk 😭🙌🏻

Gradation by @shina913 a f s bestfriend to lovers au fwb slow burn (Bestfriend!Jungkook x Reader)

Summary - On your wedding day your fiancé leaves you at the altar. While reeling from embarrassment and heartbreak, your bestfriend, Jungkook, wants to do everything that he can to help you heal. — i remember coming back to this fic again and again because the entire storyline in itself was so comforting, everyone around oc was so caring and jungkook especially made my heart burst in this one!

Friday nights and takeout by @ahundredtimesover a f s strangers to friends to lovers (Idol!Jungkook x Reader)

Summary - You meet pop star/idol Jeon Jungkook at the café, you get close, and as Hyejin says, you’re like friends with benefits without the sex. But you’re bad at feelings and so is he — i love love love cute happy endings. there was a lot of scolding eachother but their dynamic itself was just endearing 🤧💖 @ahundredtimesover 's other works are also wonderful! you won't be disappointed checking them out!

Lost Stars by @yoongiofmine a f s strangers to friends to lovers au slow burn (Idol!Jungkook x Reader)

Summary - Jungkook was lost. He didn’t know who he was anymore, so he decided to leave and find himself. But he wasn’t expecting to find you along the way, an island girl who has no idea who he is. Jungkook has a secret. But so do you. — i read this in one sitting because it was so interesting! the twists in this story kept me engaged, i felt like i was in a movie.

Coquet by @shina913 a f s fake dating au strangers to lovers (Escort!Jungkook x Reader)

Summary - On your brother's wedding, you dread traveling to see your family–whom you have successfully avoided for over a year after moving across the country for work. In an effort to save face, you hire an escort to get them off your back and perhaps even make your ex–who happens to be the best man–a little jealous. — another one by @shina913 because i can't get enough of their writing! the angst, fluff, smut everything was balanced so well. top notch literally. sexy escort jungkook made me get on my knees no joke 🙌🏻🤧

Once You Realize by @kooala a f s friends to lovers idol au (Idol!Jungkook x Idol!Reader)

Summary - Seeing your friend regularly turned out to be difficult because of your colliding schedules, but seeing him again after a couple of months something about the way you thought about Jungkook seemed to have shifted. If only you wouldn’t have started getting close with someone else before you had realized how you felt about your best friend — this indeed is the cutest falling in love story! it's a slowburn but not overwhelming. sjdhjsjs it's just adorable 🥲

ONESHOTS

In which drabble series by @onlyswan a f s established relationship au (Idol!Jungkook x Reader)

Summary - this is the cutest collection drabbles of boyfriend jungkook!! i recommend all of the installments, the writing is perfect, it's packed with perfectly illustrated details and vivid emotions and you can feel the love radiate from them 🥹 Art is by far my favorite writer on here 🙌🏻 these are a few of my personal favs from the installments -

in which jungkook comes home drunk but bam can’t speak f wc: 2.6k

— no because drunk jk is a menace and we all know it. this was so chaotic and fluffy it made me want to scream!!!

in which jungkook stumbles with his new pair of eyes f wc: 2.8k

— jungkook with glasses. my weakness. but this was so cute and fluffy! it's his little journey figuring out how to handle his glasses with oc!

in which jungkook is giving up on you but you have so much love left to give a f s wc: 8.3k

— this is actually a angsty one but it shows their ups and downs as a couple and gives more insight into their relationship!

The Boy with Galaxies in his Eyes by @oddinary4bts a f s wc: 52.9k strangers to fwb to lovers au (Idol!Jungkook x TattooArtist!Reader)

Summary - you had never thought the night sky could be found in someone’s eyes. That is, until you met Jeon Jungkook and his gravity pulled you in. Will he crush you with the galaxies in his eyes, or will you learn to explore his worlds and make them yours? — this has a LOT of angst, i won't lie i cried a few times reading this too. the character growth in this was just so phenomenonal. i go back a lot to this and read it again and again just to re-live the story. and ofc the smut is an amazing add on toooo 😭🙌🏻

My babysitters a quarterback by @ohpretty-baby a f wc: 30k enemies to lovers high-school au (Quarterback/Babysitter!Jungkook x Cheerleader!Reader)

Summary - after getting cheated on by the star of the hockey team, park jimin, your life (as expected) goes downhill. what you don’t expect is your parents being skeptical of whether or not you’re a good older sibling for your sister. you also don’t expect them to call jeon jungkook—the person you hate most—to babysit the two of you.

or, alternatively: jungkook babysits you even though the two of you are the same age. — i love this so much oh my goshhhhh this is one of the fics which will make you laugh and cry at the same time. it's fluffy and their dynamic is absolutely adorable. it's sooooo beautifully written!! :))

Spring will come again by @baepsaesbae a f s wc: 10.9k strangers to lovers au (Photographer!Jungkook x Baker!Reader)

Summary - Springtime generally brings new beginnings, but being stuck in a small town all your life means nothing ever changes. Finally, something, or rather, someone, stumbles into your life. Can this shy boy manage to change your life forever? — everything in this just feels so warm and comforting and jk is so sweet and so precious in here. there's angst but a very cute happy ending. the writing was so well done and so well articulated!! <333

Safety Net by @pradaksj (TWO-SHOT) a f s enemies to friends to lovers roommates au (Boxer!Jungkook x Reader)

Summary - On new year’s eve, you and jungkook reflect on each other’s entire year together. — this is one of my favorite fics ever. it's hilarious and emotional at the same time. both are literally the definition of dumb and dumber 😭 @pradaksj did a lovely job at illustrating their relationship progression. boxer jk just has my entire heart 😵‍💫🙌🏻

Be-Ghoul-Ment by @dokyeomin f wc: 10.1k idiots to lovers university au (Blonde!Jungkook × Reader)

Summary - [beguilement (noun): an entertainment that provokes pleased interest and distracts you from worries and vexations] --- You hate haunted houses more than you’ve ever hated anything. You don’t understand the appeal. But this Halloween, you decide you might hate Kim Taehyung even more. — the cutest fic ever! jk and oc both being a nervous wreck in this was so relatable 😭, and I loved the side friendships with Taehyung and Hobi. It was so sweetly crafted and left me feeling happy inside.

[lo1k-diamonds]

💎Masterlist💎

All my writing can be found on ao3 and there’s no way I’m putting my gigantic stories here 🙈😅

That said, I’ll still put here the list with all my stories and links to find them!

[All my stories have angst - from just a misunderstanding to full-blown out-of-proportion fights 😋]

🔥 » SMUT | 📚 » multichapter | 🎀 » fluff [G- general/T- teen/M-mature/E-explicit]

Series

Soul Palette (Soulmate AU) >> [Masterpost] >> In this soulmate alternative universe, there are no marks, no strings, and no traces to guide them to their other half. But if they listen carefully, destiny is just around the corner patiently waiting to mix them in the soul palette and create universes - together.

SX Seoul >> [Masterpost] >> SX Seoul is a new club in Itaewon. Decorated with neon lights, its cozy and enveloping ambiance will have you living your wildest dreams. Each story is standalone - one per member!

RM 

Unique (E) 🔥📚 - OC x idol!NJ

Part 1: After overhearing something he shouldn’t have, Namjoon promises to make it up to the bride by keeping her maid of honor company during the rehearsal dinner party. What was supposed to be an unremarkable night became something so much more. [Tumblr]

Part 2: It’s a year later when Angie decides to visit Hyejin, both women looking to get away from their problems. But a certain group is just pausing their tour, and old feelings are rekindled when their paths cross.

Klartraum (E) 🔥📚 - OC x idol!NJ - AU » A story that follows Namjoon as he takes notes of his dreams of you in a dream journal.

Smoke Sprite (M) 🔥 - idol!Namjoon x So!YoON! - A short drabble about the song [Tumblr]

Closer (E) 🔥 - SX Seoul Series » NJ x Reader » Namjoon and you were friends for years — he was your confidant, protector, and haven. You didn’t want to risk it, no matter what, but some things can’t be kept in the dark. [Tumblr]

Jin

Carnation (T)📚 - Soul Palette (Soulmate AU) (1st entry)» OC x idol!SJ » In early 2018, BTS were at a crossroads: after working so hard to set foot in the music industry of South Korea, their sudden jump into stardom became something they never anticipated. Jin believed in his dongsaengs but was just as lost as them when his soulmate entered the picture. [1st chapter - Tumblr]

Break-line (E) 🔥 - SX Seoul Series » Jin x Reader » You’ve been chasing dreams and medals ever since you can remember, with your best friend Seokjin by your side. You thought you had everything you could possibly want — until you find out Jin is keeping a secret from you. [Tumblr]

Suga

Call you mine (E) 🔥📚 - Soul Palette (Soulmate AU) (3rd entry)» OC x idol!YG » A slowburn rejection soulmate story about falling in love with Min Yoongi. [1st chapter - Tumblr]

Sugar Rush Ride (E) 🔥 - SX Seoul Series » YG x Reader » You produced a song based on your hidden desires for your fellow producer and promised yourself that tonight, things would change. You were done pining after him, but then he arrived at the listening party. [Tumblr]

Too Sweet (E) 🔥📚 » You x Demon!YG » Coming from unabashed wealth has its perks — like never having to lift a finger in your life. When that suddenly changes, you end up at a crossroads: how far will you go to have everything you want? [Masterpost]

Stellar Behavior (E) 🔥📚 » Officer!Yoongi x Mafia (f)reader »  Yoongi has been in the police force for long enough to know that the system isn’t perfect, so when an injustice is about to put his protégé in jail, he has no other choice but to go to you. You’re the devil, but you’re hard to resist, and he needs to decide between falling into temptation or showing you that two can play the game.[Masterpost]

J-hope

Seeking the sunrise (E) 🔥📚 - Soul Palette (Soulmate AU) (2nd entry)» OC x idol!HS » No one needs a soulmate to have love, right? [1st Chapter - Tumblr]

Jimin

Dress (E) 🔥 - OC x idol!JM » After pining for years, she has reached her breaking point — and it started with a dress. [Reader version - Tumblr]

Like Crazy (E) 🔥 - SX Seoul Series » JM x Reader » You let your desires run wild and things got too far while figuring out the choreography for Jimin’s next single. You thought it was best to pretend it never happened, but he decided to chase you, hoping to set things right. [Tumblr]

V

Love Crumbs (M) 📚 - OC x Office!Tae - Office AU » Quinn’s plans were simple: win that promotion and maybe have a little fun on the side. Taehyung was in love with someone else, but that wasn’t an issue. It’s a shame things are never really that simple.

A woman's best friend (E) 🔥 - Tae x (f) reader » When you met, you and Taehyung hit it off instantly, becoming the closest of friends. You thought he was off limits, meanwhile, he’s been begging for a chance to put an end to your friendship. [Tumblr]

Paramour (E) 🔥 - SX Seoul Series » Tae x (f) reader » You were born for the quick and glamorous life surrounding celebrities — they had their little dramas and breakdowns, and you were there to clean up the mess. But you have your own secret, and doing your job might get you in trouble with your paramour. [Tumblr]

Jungkook

Far Cry (E)🔥📚 - OC x idol!JK - Lost AU » After barely escaping captivity, Jungkook is lost in a jungle on an unknown island with an injured Namjoon and an amnesiac girl. {ongoing 💜} [1st Chapter - Tumblr] ➡ snippets

Standing Next to You (M) 🔥 - You x Demon!JK - MV based » JK is a lust demon — a powerful being that inflames desires at the simplest glance. That is his nature and all there is to his existence. Until there was you.

Bubbles (E) 🔥📚 - SX Seoul Series » JK x Reader » You’re back in town and your first stop in a night out with friends is a new club: SX Seoul. You had no plans, but when you see your ex, everything changes. - [Part 1] [Part 2]

How to Choose a Valentine (T) 🎀 - reader x idol!JK » Who knew the best company for Valentine’s Day would be a lovely Doberman? And who knew he’d get you a Valentine? Well, sort of. [Tumblr]

Be as it must (E) 🔥📚 » Alpha!Jungkook x Omega(f)reader »  It’s hard being an omega in a world where they've all but disappeared, but you're safe as long as you stay under the radar. What happens when you're found and taken to your boss, CEO Jeon Jungkook?[Masterpost]

[ganggangscenarios]

No Such Thing | Ch 8

01 | 02| 03| 04| 05| 06 |07| 08 |09

Drabbles:

I can & I will

Disconnect

Neighbours know my name

Summary: angst!! Things are getting dark

Warnings: This chapter heavily features emotional abuse

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Jungkook had convinced you to join him and his friends for their usual bi-monthly brunch. He wanted you to meet all of his friends, you were the live of his life and the mother of his unborn child. He wanted to show you anthem that you were permanent thing in his life. 

At first you were reluctant, worried that they wouldn’t accept you, considering you were just some girl that he had accidentally impregnated and that they were all friends with Hyejin. They had only known Jungkook and Hyejin together, you heard the stories of group trips and fun nights in bars. And now you were parasite trying to work your way into their close knit group.

Jungkook held your hand as guided you into the restaurant. He spotted his friends from across the room and made his way through the crowded restaurant, with you in tow. 

“Hey guys, sorry we’re late, it was hard to find a parking space.” He says, as he greets his friends. The guys standing up to give him a brief hug, the ladies sitting in there seats as Jungkook’s presses a kiss on each of their cheeks. 

You awkwardly wave from behind him. Ever the gentleman, he pulls out your chair and waits for you to sit down before pushing you in. He takes his place at the table next to you.

“So what do you do for work?” The question came flying from your left side, leaving the dark haired woman’s glossy lips like a bullet.

Jungkook wraps his arm around you, furrowing his eyebrows his friend.

“We just sat down, shouldn’t we order first? Gotta make sure that mama and baby are fed.” He says in a joking manner trying to brighten the heavy mood that fallen upon the table.

You squirm in your seat as you feel all the eyes around the table fall on to your growing bump.

Instinctively, you cover your stomach with your hands.

“Yeah, how could we forget?” Another woman retorts, sarcastically.

The only friendly faces that you could see were Namjoon’s and his lovely girlfriend, as they offered you sympathetic smiles from the opposite end of the table.

The whole table completes their order and engages in small talk as you wait for the food to arrive. Once the food arrives, the small talk continues as you all eat. You enjoy seeing Jungkook around his friends, you didn’t want him ti isolate himself because of you, you knew he out a lot of energy and effort into your relationship. You laugh as Jungkook and Jin bicker. The men of the group were more welcoming than the women. You could understand, they were friends with Hyejin, who was more than convinced that you had stolen two men from her. It was more than understandable that they weren’t the biggest fans of you.

But sitting at the table with them made you feel like you were back in high school, like you were friends with one of the popular kids who invited you to sit at their table at lunch. In this case, the popular kid being your boyfriend. And the rest of their friends didn’t make you feel welcome, trying to exclude you every time you spoke. Giving their answers to the rest of the group, instead of you who posed a topic in the first place.

As the meal went on, it was getting harder and harder to be understanding, it was increasingly harder to not let your feelings get hurt. You were doing a pretty good job at keeping your emotions hidden until the leader of the girls beckoned a waiter over.

“Would you mind taking picture of us?” She hands him her phone.

She quickly asks the waiter to hold off, she slowly looks at you, fake smile already plastered on her perfectly painted face.

“Would you mind standing on the side?  I just want a picture with my friends, plus we don’t know how long you’ll be in Jungkook’s life, or our lives, so…” She trails off.

You take a sharp breath in, the remark deeply wounding you. Before Jungkook could get his arms around you or say anything in response, you excused yourself to the bathroom. Tears threatening to fall down your cheeks, you quickly walk into the ladies bathroom and let a few tears out.

It too everything in you to come back out, but you thought about Jungkook, you were doing this for him. You knew that if you spent anymore time hauled up in the bathroom, he would come to get you.

Wiping your tears, taking a deep breath, you head over to the table. You stop in your tracks as you hear the conversation increase in volume, each of the women at the table firing retorts at Jungkook.

“Its true! You and Hyejin always do this, break up, only to get back together a month later. So it’s true, we don’t know how long she’ll be here.”

Jungkook looks at his ‘friends’ in disbelief.

“Well, I’m your friend and when I tell you that I love this woman and I want to spend the rest of my life with her, you’re suppose to believe me.”

He looks at Namjoon and Stephanie for support.

“We do believe you.” They say in unison, offering looks of sympathy.

You edge closer to the table, but don’t quite make it.

“Well we booked our ski trip earlier this year, and Hyejin is coming. No matter how much you claim to be in love with her, we won’t change our minds. We don’t want add a overly sensitive crybaby and a literal baby to our group trips.” She looks at you, eyes resting on your bump, a sly smile resting on her lips.

The whole table falls silent as you run to grab your bag and rush out the restaurant, ignoring Jungkook as he calls out after you.

Standing on the curb outside the establishment, you attempt to order a taxi.

The door of the restaurant swings open and Jungkook is at your side, pulling you into his chest. You let go and cry into his shirt.

“I’m so sorry about them. But please believe me when I say that I love you and I am never ever going to leave you unless you want me to. And even then, I will never leave with a fight. I will never get back in that toxic relationship with my ex. You are my right now and future, my forever.” 

He hugs you tightly, slightly rocking you in his arms, making you feel like more of the crybaby you were accused of being.

But despite everything, you believe him, you had gone through too much emotional turmoil with him to give up now. You sniffle and pull back from the hug, quickly pecking his lips.

“It’s okay Jungkook. Just go and talk to them. Nothing is changing with us. I love you and sure, I’m hurt by their words but I have other things to be focusing on. This baby. You. Us. I’m gonna call a taxi and head home. Come over when you’re done. I’ll call you as soon as I get home. ” You kiss his cheek and push him the direction of the door. 

“Wait, come here.” He turns around and pulls you into him, kissing you gently, wrapping his arms around you.

You smile and hug him back tightly.

“You’re amazing.” He whispers into your ear.

You giggle.

“Those girls are her friends not mine, its okay.” You pull away.

He kisses you deeply before going back into the restaurant.

You try to order a taxi, to no avail. You press the call button over and over to only be rejected by every driver. You sigh and open the map to locate your nearest bus stop. 

Suddenly you hear the rumble of an engine. You look up to see a car pull up in front of you. Wearingly, you back away from the curb. The window of the car slowly comes down and you met with the sight of your ex-boyfriend.

“Where are you heading?” He shouts from his window.

You ignore him.

“I honestly regret the way things ended between us. I hope we can be friends at least. Let me give you a ride.” He gestures towards the passenger side.

He seemed sincere, there was no reason for him to lie, right? It had been months since you two had broken up. Weeks since he found out that the baby wasn’t his, after assuming it was. He didn’t seem angry when you told him, he nodded and bid you a quiet farewell. There was non animosity between the two of you, plus no taxis where accepting you as a ride on the app. So u=it would be convenient to get in the car.

“Thank you.” You say before getting into the car, placing your bag on your lap.

You feel his eyes on you as you shut the door and buckle your seat belt. You slowly turn your head towards him and offer him an awkward smile. He returns an smile back, but it does quite reach his eyes. Then you take time to look at his eyes. Really look at his eyes. They were tired, heavy with bags and dark circles. The whites of his eyes tangled with red vines, as if he hadn’t slept in days, or as if he had been crying. You were second guessing your decision to get in the car. A part of you wanted to ask about his wellbeing, but as soon as he notices your hesitance, he rips his gaze away from yours and starts the car. He pulls away from the curb.

As the car moves steadily down the road, you pull out your phone to send a text to Jungkook.

You: I bumped into Mark and he’s giving me a ride home.

I’ll call you when I get in. 

You watch as the blue line at the top of the screen struggle to meet the other side. A glaring red exclamation point appears next to the blue bubble. Without too much thought, you press the exclamation point once more and lock your phone, your eyes now focusing on the road.

Looking around, you realise that you were headed in the wrong direction. Glancing at Mark , you see him driving with such determination. Unlocking your phone once more.

Um… Mark, you missed the exit. I live that way, remember?” You look at him as he focuses on the road. 

You tap the bright red exclamation mark next to the unsent message to Jungkook. Glancing to the top of your screen you see that you didn’t have any signal. 

As you read the words of your message over and over again, the less you were believing them. 

“I’m not taking you home. You’re not safe there.” 

You look at him in shock, hardly believing the words that came so easily out of his mouth. It was as if you were really seeing him for the first time since getting in the car. Your eyes trail over his body, hunched over in the driver’s seat, hands tightly gripping the wheel. His usually perfectly styled hair was messy. He was dressed in a suit, one that he would wear to work. But it was Sunday. It was crumpled like he had been wearing it since Friday. His tie was loose, the pointed end resting in his lap. He didn’t smell like alcohol, he hadn’t been drinking. But his eyes were heavy with dark bags. The lack of sleep was painted all over his face like a picture hung up in an gallery, titled ‘Insomnia’. 

“W-what do you mean?” You splutter, fingers tightly wound around your phone. Your arms, holding your bag, that was placed on your lap, closer to your body. Once again, you frantically press the glaring red exclamation mark that taunted you. Once again, it failed to send. Biting back tears, you take a deep breath.

“Mark.” You say, looking at him.

He doesn’t turn to look at you, he keeps his eyes on the road, occasionally, shifting his glare from the wing mirrors to the rearview mirror. 

“It’s not safe.” He starts.

“Your house is not safe for you or the baby. He could find you there. Make you cry again. You know stress is not good for the baby.” He takes one hand off the steering wheel to run it through his tangled locks.

“It’s not good, it not good at all. It could make you miscarry. We don’t want that.” 

You feel the car come to a stop, as it stops at a red light.

“You’re scaring me.” You say, eying the door, assessing your means for escape.

Mark ignores your comment, sighing, he turns on the radio.

The gentle acoustic music plays throughout the car, loud enough to drown out the sounds of your heavy breathing but not loud enough to drown out the sounds of the buzzing traffic that surrounded the car.

“Do you remember this song?” Mark asks, a slight smile resting on his now noticeably dry lips. 

You shake your head and reply quietly. 

“No.”

He chuckles.

“This song was playing when I broke up with you. You turned on some shitty radio station as you got ready for our date. You almost didn’t hear me when I told you that I didn’t want to be with you anymore.” He pauses, you could almost see the memory playing back in his head.

Your heart feels like its going to burst out of your chest, the way it was beating. You could hear the sound of it beating loudly in your ears, if it beat any faster, it would drown out the sound of rumbling engine.

“Most breakups are sad and nothing good comes of them, but not ours.”

He takes one hand off of the steering wheel and rests it on your slightly protruding stomach.

“This baby. Your newly found maturity. Our breakup did this. Our time apart gave you space to get ready for our new life. You were looking for houses with him, right? I saw you two near my g-grandma’s house. At the realtors office. You must’ve gotten family insurance too right?”

You freeze as he caresses your bump through the sheer material of your dress.

“I broke up with you because I thought that you weren’t ready for this. Ready for life, you weren’t mature enough. Especially with those little friends of yours.” He sighs deeply, hand still on your belly.

He continues,

“All you needed was a little push. You were more than ready. You already had the qualities of a good mother. You’re so caring. You lied to me that day, telling me that this baby, our baby wasn’t mine. So sweet. Not wanting me to worry.” He takes his hand away from your bump, only to move it up to your cheek, stroking your cheek and then tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear.

The light turns green. Turning away from you he steps on the gas. Too frightened to confront him, scream at him, tell him that your baby wasn’t his, that there was no way it could be his. You were happy it wasn’t, happier that it was Jungkook’s. You were happy he broke up with you, because you met someone amazing. Someone who you wanted to be next to at the moment. But you needed to protect yourself,  to protect your baby.

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Jungkook sat back in his seat and angrily reprimanded his ‘friends’. He got increasingly angry as his ex’s friends casually sipped wine as they told him that they meant everything they said. Only his friends seemed apologetic and regretful. 

He lengthy discussion about boundaries and how he was going to need sometime to rethink who he called his friends. Telling them, if he had to pick between them and you, he would pick you every time.

He looked at his phone, expecting to see a text or to see your caller id on his screen, but there were no notifications from you. 20 minutes had passed, you should’ve been home by now.

Jungkook had called your phone more than 30 times, but no answer. He had called Sara to see if she had heard from you but she hadn’t. His ‘friends’ watched as he panicked and contacted everyone he could think of. Your work friends, your gym buddies, to no avail. Namjoon tried his best to calm him down, only to be brushed off. Jungkook snaps.

“I never want to see or talk to any of you guys again after today. I’ve always been supportive of you no matter what. Do you think all of us liked all of you initially? We all gave each other a chance. You didn’t even like Hyejin at first.  And she was didn’t even try to meet you guys. But the one time I bring someone I truly care about. Who I want to spend the rest of my life with. The woman who is carrying my child. I-She didn’t even do or say anything. You just don’t want to change your vacation plans. Well good news. You don’t have to. “ he rants as he scrolls through his contacts. A number he hadn’t thought about since that shoddy double date all those months ago.

Last resort. 

‘Mark’

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Sorry for the delay and that its a short chapter, but I hope you enjoy!

[namfinessed]

tethered - p.jm. (drabble)

genre: angst, closure (2.5k)

summary: jimin’s a shell of the person he used to be but you breath life to him, as you always do.

og fic - two feet tied

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note: this is a highly-requested drabble for my fic, two feet tied, i recommend reading this after the fic as it makes more sense that way, i hope you enjoy reading as always <3

jimin was worlds away from the life he used to live, he was away from the glitz, the glamour, the clenching in his chest every time a camera flashed on his face, and the person that clung onto him, only to rip his soul away.

he thinks of you.

he thinks of you, often.

jimin’s never been one to look back on the past but if it was as beautiful as his was, he couldn’t blame himself for never looking away from it.

jimin had been proud for a while, the joy that his fresh future brought him had him on his toes, it had his eyes wide and his mouth agape as he stared at the world glittering around him.

but his world now, was nothing beautiful, was nothing at all.

and he only had himself to blame.

jimin was no longer proud, he felt nothing at all on most days. he was his own undoing and he couldn’t move past the decisions he once made.

he retired as a dancer soon after his world got too shiny for him to keep his eyes open, soon after hyejin proved herself to be the wreckage she was and he opened up a bookstore to keep himself afloat. jimin wasn’t a reader but you were, you loved reading and telling him every single detail after, jimin’s heart was full when he used to fall asleep with your voice buzzing in his ear and some undying hope led him to the books that surrounded him now.

“should we put these away? the new books just came in, maybe we could display those instead?” jimin had hired a part-timer, jungkook, fresh from college, who kept him company on most days. jimin nodded at the young man who went off to finish his task and he was left all to his lonesome self.

a woman entered the bookstore with beautiful flowers in her hands and looked around. “can i help you with anything, ma’am?” jimin got up from his seat to assist her.

her eyes gleamed as she replied, “i’m just looking for jungkook, he said he would be finished by now?”

you used to look at him that way.

as if he wrote every magical song in the universe, as if he lived on the moon.

“he’s just out back, i’ll let him know, you can take a seat in the meanwhile” jimin scurries off to find his friend.

were they friends?

or was jimin so lonely, that his only companion of sorts was a college freshman, whom he was paying?

“hey, someone’s here for you” he swallowed the growing lump in his throat, which was getting harder to ignore by the day, and jungkook immediately snaps up with a broad grin. “already? man, i still have so much to do” he glanced at the cardboard boxes surrounding him, only to turn around to face jimin with puppy eyes.

jimin cursed under his breath. “fine, you can leave now.” he regrettably gives the younger man permission, who jumps up, gives jimin a hurried hug, and runs out of the store room. he hears loud giggles and sounds of happiness pouring in through the creak jungkook left in the door.

it filled jimin with an empty bitterness.

was he going to remain this way, a witness to love that he ruined for himself?

jimin was going to be in for a long night, he sighed as he rummaged through the boxes, he shouldn’t have let jungkook go but after seeing those two, the sheer excitement of seeing someone they loved was explosive and hard to not admire, jimin was left with no choice at all.

he’s felt lonely for the past year, it came in waves to him, some shorter ones that he was grateful for and some larger ones that took him away.

today, was a larger one that drowned jimin and he had no energy to float himself on the surface.

“hello?” he heard a faint voice from the front of the bookstore, jimin blinked away the tears he didn’t know were gathering in his eyes. he wiped at them furiously before rubbing the traces of all of his sadness on his apron.

“coming” he hated how his voice broke, how it felt so weak. jimin clenched his fists at his sides in an attempt to ground himself as he walked out to greet his customer.

“what can i help yo-“ his steps paused.

hell, his entire world paused.

jimin had never felt this mixture of continuous punches to the gut and the breath of sweet, fresh air that filled his every crevice.

“jimin?” he could hear you. he could see you. he could see all of you, so alive, so beautiful, you had your head held high while you cautiously examined him.

but jimin couldn’t speak a word.

humiliation rushed into his gut and twisted him inside out, he wanted to run away but he wanted to also just stand here and look at you.

look at everything he could’ve had but was too stupid to let it all go.

“it really is you, wow” you didn’t look happy to see him, which was expected and jimin shouldn’t have thought otherwise even his heart jumped at the chance for a second there. you turned away from him to face the counter while he kept shuffling his feet, he hadn’t imagined a day when he would see you again.

he knew he didn’t deserve to see you again.

“i didn’t think i would see you again” jimin admitted, finally stepping behind the counter to face you. your face stretched into a grim smile at his admission, one that was unexplainable.

you had never thought such a day would come either. you had never thought you would see the man you loved for all of your youth, stand before you so defeatedly.

but a part of you, a sick, deep part of you was satisfied with his state. he had betrayed you, and hurt you in unimaginable ways while you fought to keep your relationship with him alive.

so, even if it made you a bitter or petty person, you were glad he wasn’t all fantastic.

“how have you been?” you didn’t voice your own disbelief at meeting him, he shrugged at your questions, “better on some, worse on some.” his eyes drank you in for all of two seconds, you had just always been so beautiful and jimin knew he would always grieve the loss of you in his life.

you looked up and his head involuntarily dipped in shame again. he couldn’t look you in the eye after what he did to you.

“this is my shop by the way, bought it around a year ago” jimin tried to sound breezy as he showed you the shop but his heart was starting to cripple with you in front of him. “it’s a cute shop, i never thought i’d see you own a bookstore.” jimin was just thanking the stars in the sky that you weren’t pretending to not know him at all.

that’s a wound he would never heal from.

“i came in for the new ‘dark verse’ series book, do you happen to have it?” you asked him and jimin perked up, he definitely saw that book in the back.

but they weren’t to be sold for another week.

“i think it’s in the back” he rushed off to the storeroom and slammed the door behind him. jimin let his body fall on the door as everything came rushing to him.

you and him, the black swan audition.

him as the black swan.

hyejin.

the practice.

the lies.

the cameras.

the tears in your eyes.

the roses that fell around your shoes.

the image was burned onto him, onto his very soul, when hyejin had gripped his arm too tight, when your eyes met his and he felt the slash of pain run through his spine, the roses that crumbled in your hold.

that night when he was on top of the world after his best performance but your teary eyes kept him on solid ground, where he was nothing but a cheater.

he should have pushed hyejin away, he should have run after you and saved whatever he could, or at least, beg you for forgiveness.

now, it was too late and jimin was no one to offer himself to you.

“hey, it’s okay if you can’t find it, i know that the release isn’t for a while” your voice came from the other side of the door as a gentle knock echoed around jimin’s lonely form.  

he rushed over to the boxes, almost toppling over them, and snapped the door open in panic, an overwhelming fear took over him that you will say that and leave.

your eyes grew wide as you took in jimin’s flushed state and tired eyes.

you almost felt sorry for him.

almost.

“are you okay?” your hands clenched at your sides because you know you shouldn’t reach out and comfort him, not when he left you the way he did. he stiffly nodded, thrusting the book towards your direction.

it was the limited-edition version with a rare bookmark tucked into it.

it was for collectors and when you were together, you had always complained to him about how quickly these versions get sold out.

“of course, is that what you wanted?” his throat was heavy and he was struggling to speak, something you noticed immediately.

you had wanted him to suffer but not to this point, you couldn’t even see a bit of the confident, loveable jimin you knew, in the man who stood in the doorway.

“it is, jimin. thank you” you looked at the book with the intricate cover instead of the boring paperback one with more resignation than excitement. you had nothing to say to jimin even if you wanted to but seeing him in the state he was, you couldn’t help but extend a hand to him.

“we should talk, jimin.” you declare and he nods, unlike you, he had way too much to say. you walked past him into the store room and made yourself comfortable on the floor, patting the spot next to you for him to occupy.

jimin stared at the spot, your hands tapping it, and felt the clenching in his chest loosen an inch. he sat down without a word and kept enough distance to make sure you weren’t uncomfortable.

“i heard about your retirement” you started and jimin shamefully admitted with a nod, that he indeed let go of the one thing that brought life in him. “i couldn’t do it anymore” his voice was low and weak which twinged your heart.

“the dancing or the rest of it?” he knew what you meant, you didn’t mean the stage where jimin lived and died, you meant the cameras that had hurt his eyes and the woman who ruined him.

“the rest of it.” you hummed, picking on lint on your jacket as you contemplated how much you wanted to tell him. jimin constantly eyed you from his periphery, wondering which words of yours would be the last he hears, which line would be your goodbye to him.

“i was shocked when i heard about it, i never thought you would give up dancing, not after becoming black swan” you decided this was going to be the last time you ever talk to him, so you might as well lay it all out.

“i couldn’t do it without you, and i’m not saying this to make you stay, i know you deserve much better. i just needed you to know, that you were the reason i was half the man i was” jimin’s chest continued to free itself slowly from the cage it locked itself in and you blinked away tears as rushes of memories from your early days came back to you.

you hadn’t expected jimin to be so honest.

“how long did it go on?”

jimin faltered, he almost forgot that you knew nothing about the cheating itself.

“3 months” he gave you the definitive answer you deserved.

“oh.” you couldn’t say anything else as it dawned on you that it was for longer than you had thought. you didn’t like that it made you sad again.

“what do you do these days?” jimin was genuinely curious about the life you led now, he was sure you were doing something great, you were always destined for it.

you hesitated for a minute, “i am set to be the director for this year’s black swan.”

you pursed your lips and waited for his reaction; a burst of bitter laughter, a sneer, anger, irritation, embarrassment, these were all reactions you expected but maybe a bit of the jimin you knew still was buried in him.

because his face stretched to the biggest, sweetest smile you have seen from him.

your heart fluttered a bit.

that was the smile you had fallen in love with all those years ago.

jimin, on the other hand, though he knew the irony of the situation and what it meant, couldn’t help but feel his pride brimming.

“i’m so, so proud of you. i always knew you would do something big” his words were genuine, with sparkling eyes that twitched a smile on your face too.

you just wish it hadn’t been like this, not in the storeroom of jimin’s crumbled future, you wished it had been all that time ago, on that stage when you directed for the first time, that jimin had smiled this way.

jimin was your day one, your partner for years, he saw every painful thing in the industry that you did and pulled you out of many down days. so, hearing him say he’s proud even after everything, warmed your heart with the closure you wanted.

your eyes stayed on each other with small, unsure but unstoppable smiles on your face as all the time you spent together tunneled around you.

you were afraid that if you stayed in this room for a little more, you would fall in love again and that was not something you wanted.

and whatever jimin was scared of came true.

“i should get going” you got up slowly, dusting your clothes and taking your bag and jimin’s heart sank but the lightness in his body stayed.

“let me walk you out” jimin followed you out of the room, and you walked as slowly as you could to the front door.

jimin watched with silent steps as you turned around to see him.

possibly for the last time.

and he still had too much to say.

“thank you for not pretending that we’re strangers even if i deserve it,” his words stopped you from leaving, “thank you for trying all that time ago, and no amount of apologies from me will make up for the shit i did, so take care of yourself and please remember that before everything, i still loved you the most.”

i still love you the most.

jimin bit his tongue from saying that, it wasn’t fair on you for him to say that after what he did.

you blinked back the tears that were barely holding onto your lashes since you saw jimin again. you hadn’t realized you had much to say too.

“we will never be strangers, jimin. i loved you for half my life, i cannot ever think of you as a stranger but i don’t think i’ll ever meet you again, it doesn’t mean i don’t wish you well, please take care of yourself, you are so much more than this.” you stepped forward shakily and pressed a weak kiss to his cheeks that were stained with tears too.

you begged your lips to forget his skin.

and jimin clenched his fists by his sides to prevent himself from engulfing you in one, final hug.

instead, he just smiled with teary, sparkling eyes as you stepped away from him with a smile as well, and disappeared into the evening.

both of you were meant for more than this but he messed up and now, you both had to say goodbye to the one you loved the most. jimin will always grieve the potential your love had, the memories you could’ve made even more of but instead of grieiving with regret, he will grieve with fondness.

your situation wasn’t fair but jimin was glad that he could have this closure with you, that you departed with the goodbye you deserved.

he no longer felt his chest would snap in two or that his eyes were aching.

he breathed in the air around him and imprinted your words into his heart.

he was more than this and jimin was going to make something of himself, because you gave him the courage he needed, as you always did.

and no matter how many years pass, he will remember how he loves you and how you were the best part of his life.

jimin, as he stepped back into his storeroom, didn’t feel that his feet were tied to his guilt and he hummed happily while setting the books aside, paying special attention to the one you asked for.

he decided he was going to take his dear companion jungkook for a dinner and then tell him that the store is closing and that the younger guy was always welcome in his life.

jimin was going to dance again.

for the memory of you.

[jananakookie]

Beauty Drabble | Yoongi's girlfriend

Warnings: a little swearing

Word count: 2k

Summary: Yoongi's bumpy flirting attempt is interrupted by someone who makes it even harder for him.

☞ This is a drabble for my Beauty Series

Yoongi's girlfriend

It’s a rather slow day today, and as everybody knows, those are Yoongi’s favorite because it means he doesn’t have to take care of too many customers and can pass time in a way that’s more to his liking like taking care of the plants, rearranging things or - his favorite - sleeping in the back of the shop until you find him and yell at him for letting you do all the work by yourself. 

Today is a little different, though because he has to take care of new deliveries that come once every two weeks. He’s the one who is usually in charge of it while you take care of the other things regarding the shop, and that’s fine with him. 

It is probably the only physical activity here in the flower shop that he doesn't mind doing and where he takes the initiative every time and beats you to it whenever you offer to do it instead.

And although he has argued with you many times about his true intentions, he maintains that it's only because he took care of it before you got here and that he has a certain system that he doesn't want you to mess up.

It definitely has nothing to do with the fact that the supplier is extremely cute, and he likes to spend time with her. No matter how many times you tease him about it. You have no idea, okay? It has nothing to do with her. Or her beautiful smile. Or her pretty eyes. 

“Okay, I think that would be all then. I just need your signature, and then I’m on my way again,” Sunyoung smiles, watching Yoongi’s every move as he reaches for the pen in his jeans pocket and quickly scribbles his name down on it like he always does. “Unless there’s something else you want to talk about.”

Halting for a moment, Yoongi looks up at her in disbelief. Did he just mishear?

If he didn’t know any better, he’d think that she was flirting with him just now. But that can’t be. Can it? 

He can already feel his ears getting hot while looking at her kind and big eyes looking at him with that beautiful smile still lingering on her lips while she’s waiting for him to say anything and probably for him to man up and stop looking like he’s peeing his pants just because a pretty girl is talking to him. Holy shit, it’s been a while, huh?

However, before he can even muster up the courage to speak, a loud scream of his name comes roaring through the whole shop before he’s almost run over by a tiny monster clinging onto his lower half, startling not only him but Sunyoung as well. 

“Yoongi! Daddy brought me here! Are you happy to see me?” 

He looks down to see Hyejin's huge Bambi eyes staring at him, red cheeks puffed out while she tries to blow some hair strands out of her face that have gotten a little too long, and he can’t help but grin at his little heroine and ruffles her hair. Sunyoung is still just standing there, watching the scene unfold in front of her, and she looks confused and amused in equal measure

Admittedly, the sight of Hyejin almost made Yoongi forget about her, had she not decided to speak up again. 

“And who might you be?” Sunyoung giggles, watching the little unknown girl cling to Yoongi as if her life depends on it.

For the first time since coming here, Hyejin seems to notice that there is someone else with them, and she irresolutely detaches her arms from around him to slip her little hand in his instead. 

“Hello, I’m Hyejin,” she politely introduces herself with red cheeks. “I’m Yoongi’s girlfriend.” And despite her having turned shy at the sight of the new, unfamiliar woman, these words leave her mouth very clearly, making Yoongi’s ears turn an even darker shade of red as he picks the girl up.

Why does she always have to introduce herself like this? 

Sunyoung gasps as she looks at Yoongi with feigned surprise and a slight frown between her brows. “Girlfriend, huh?” She asks teasingly, making him clear his throat in embarrassment. “You never told me you had a girlfriend, Yoongi. I must say, I’m quite surprised to hear about this.”

“Ah, well… to be fair, I thought I got dumped,” he shrugs, playing along as his eyes wander from Sunyoung to the little girl in his arms. “You haven’t spared me a visit in a while, little heroine. I almost thought you don't like me anymore.”

Hyejin dramatically gasps, shaking her head immediately. “I wanted to come so many times, but no one wanted to bring me here, and daddy said I’m too small to come to the flower shop alone!” She groans, frustration clear on her little face. 

Sunyoung can’t help but coo at her cuteness when yet another person comes walking around the corner and joins them, making himself known by clearing his throat.

“Hey, young lady. I told you to wait by the counter for me,” Taehyung sighs, giving Yoongi an apologetic look. “Yoongi is working, baby. He doesn’t have time for you right now.” 

“Ah, it’s okay. She didn’t do anything,” Yoongi smiles, sending Hyejin a little wink while she tries to hide from her dad in his embrace. “Tae, this is Sunyoung. Sunyoung, that’s Taehyung, he’s ___’s boyfriend.” He quickly introduces the two while setting Hyejin down again for her to look at the pretty new flowers that have just arrived. 

Taehyung sucks in a breath when he hears her name, hiding his surprise behind a kind smile when he shakes her hand. “Nice to meet you. I’ve heard a lot about you already,” he then says, making Yoongi’s eyes go big. 

Great, now she’s going to think he talks about her to his friends which is not the case at all! 

“Oh, you have?” She asks, of course looking surprised because why the hell should he have heard about her? 

Yoongi will just have to kill him later.

Fortunately, Taehyung catches on, coughing before chuckling lightly. “Ah yes… from ___,” he evades, offering her an uncomfortable-looking smile. “She said that you’re the best when it comes to delivering new... stuff. Very punctual and very... neat and... good,” he explains, trying to save the day by talking absolute nonsense. 

Yoongi mentally slaps himself, cursing him for being such a blabber mouth and also cursing you because it's clear as day to him that you and Taehyung are talking about his crush on Sunyoung behind his back. And he doesn't like that!

“Ah, yes. It’s my job, so…” Sunyoung offers him a humble shrug, not dwelling too much on his weird behavior - much to Yoongi’s relief. 

“Alright, if you excuse us then. Hyejin and I have to find ___because we originally came here for her, so… we will leave you to it then,” and just like that he’s gone, taking a whining Hyejin with him in a rush, probably to give Yoongi and Sunyoung some privacy because Hyejin usually always stays with him whenever they make quick visits to the shop. 

“So,” Sunyoung chuckles, looking at Yoongi when they’re finally alone again. “Looks like I met your girlfriend,” she jokes, stressing the word with a giggle, which makes Yoongi shake his head in disbelief with a timid chuckle leaving his lips. 

“I hope you’re not too disappointed,” he hears himself say before cringing internally at his low attempt to flirt. 

Sunyoung looks surprised as well, but it’s quickly covered by a teasing smile as she tilts her head a little. “Hm, I mean… It’s a bummer, really,” she says, mustering a small pout onto her lips. “I sometimes had a feeling that you were flirting with me, but maybe that was just my imagination playing with my head. Wishful thinking or something.”

Her words almost make Yoongi choke on his own saliva. Sunyoung has always been pretty straightforward, but Yoongi never got the impression she was actually interested. He always thought it was just her personality but… wishful thinking? That has to mean something, right?

“I—I mean… You might not be wrong about that,” he quickly says, silently cursing himself for the way his voice comes out. So weak and high-pitched. Ugh! Kinda reminds him of the way Taehyung behaved before you two got together. Fucking embarrassing!

He can see a smirk spread slowly on Sunyoung’s lips, but she quickly covers it with a careless shrug as she turns around. “Oh well. Guess, I’ll see you in two weeks then. Bye!”

His eyes immediately grow wide as she turns around, ready to leave. What exactly is she trying to do? 

“Wait!” He calls after her, making her stop and turn back around with a content smile on her full lips. 

Oh, alright. She’s playing with him.

But you know what? He’s up for it. 

“Or… maybe we don’t have to wait that long?” He stutters out, clearing his throat in embarrassment. He’s never been that good with asking someone out, and he could kick his own ass for being so goddamn awkward, but there’s no turning back now. 

He’s pretty sure this is just Sunyoung’s way of giving him a chance to finally make a move. She obviously noticed him having an interest in her, but not having the balls to ask, so this was it. This is his chance. 

Raising a brow in question, she looks at him, obviously waiting for him to say the words. 

“You're not going to make it easy for me, will you?” Yoongi mutters in defeat, hearing Sunyoung's little giggles ring in his ears while she shakes her head. He groans, growing pretty annoyed with himself before mustering up the courage to finally ask her.

“Would you like to go out sometime this week?”

Sunyoung smiles brightly as soon as the words leave his lips, nodding her head and thankfully not letting him wait for an answer, at all. Yoongi is beyond relieved.

“You already have my number. Just call me when you’re done for today, and then we can work something out.” 

And then, after calling a cheerful goodbye to you, Hyejin, and Taehyung throughout the shop, she leaves while he’s left standing there with a stupid grin on his face and a light blush adorning his cheeks. 

However, the moment is quickly over again when a loud noise directly behind him brings him out of his daydream. Unsurprisingly, he only needs to look around the corner to see what's going on.

“What the heck?! Were you spying on us?” He barks, catching you and Taehyung looking at him wide-eyed, obviously being caught red-handed, while Hyejin stands next to them with her arms crossed and a displeased pout on her face. 

You and Taehyung both immediately shake your head, giving him a stern “No!”, whereas Hyejin simply barks out a loud “Yes!”, balling her little hands in frustration and a little jealousy. 

The sight is cute enough to momentarily let Yoongi forget about the actual issue here.

You try to muster up an apologetic smile while Taehyung frowns down at his daughter, murmuring a silent “little snitch” under his breath, which of course does not go unnoticed by you and earns him a punch to his upper arm. 

“We didn't mean to spy,” you chuckle uncomfortably, nudging Taehyung to say something as well, whereas Yoongi just stands there in front of you with a bored look on his face.

“Yea, we just... we uhm...“

“Spare me,” Yoongi sighs, interrupting Taehyung's jabbering and gradually walking towards Hyejin to try and appease her. 

[sadienita]

Extras Masterlist

I no longer write for or take requests for these groups.

One Shots

2k Song Blurb Masterlist

BTS Married Life Drabbles Day to day life married to BTS

House Hunters (Seokjin) Sunny Side Up (Yoongi) Have You Met My Wife? (Hoseok) Babysitting Duty (Namjoon) A Dog Is A Practice Baby (Jimin) DIY (Taehyung) Grocery Day (Jeongguk)

Song Drabbles BTS Fluff

Stay Stay Stay (Seokjin) You Got Me (Yoongi) If I Could Fly (Hoseok) Moonlight in Atlanta (Namjoon) Animal (Jimin) Absolutely Smitten (Taehyung) YOUTH (Jeongguk)

The Four Seasons Season themed drabbles

Winter  

Let It Snow (Namjoon)

Deck the Halls (Hoseok)

Sleigh Ride (Yoongi)

Spring

April Showers (Jimin)

Summer

To Market, To Market (Seokjin)

How To Beat The Heat (Jeongguk)

Autumn

Apple Crumble (Taehyung)

Miscellaneous One Shots Should Have Deleted That (Hoseok)

Bulletpoints

BTS Babies Seokjin / Yoongi / Hoseok / Namjoon / Jimin / Taehyung / Jeongguk

Boyfriend BTS Seokjin / Yoongi / Hoseok / Namjoon / Jimin / Taehyung / Jeongguk

BTS Cuddles Seokjin / Yoongi / Hoseok / Namjoon / Jimin / Taehyung / Jeongguk

GOT7 Cuddles Mark / Jaebum / Jackson / Jinyoung / Youngjae / Bambam / Yugyeom

Mamamoo Cuddles Yongsun / Byulyi / Wheein / Hyejin

Pentagon Cuddles Jinho / Hoetaek / Hongseok / Shinwon / Changgu / Yanan / Yuto / Hyunggu / Wooseok

Twice Cuddles Nayeon / Jeongyeon / Momo / Sana / Jihyo / Mina / Dahyun / Chaeyoung / Tzuyu

Reactions

BTS on a Road Trip

Non-Kpop

My Friends as an Idol Group

[hansols-yoda-boxers]

[11:14] Your thighs trembled and your hands fisted the sheets as your head fell against the pillow. Broken moans fell from your lips as you struggled to keep your leg where they were. Your core clenched tightly around Hyejin’s fingers, your juices dripping down her palm and wrist as your hips stuttering, still trying to follow her movements in your over sensitive state.

“Keep your legs open, princess,” her tone was somewhere between teasing and warning as she spoke. “You were the one who wanted to cum.”

“I-I w-wanted to c-cum o-o-once,” you stammered.

You arched off the bed, moaning out loudly. Tears stung at your eyes as he thumb rubbed your sensitive, swollen clit in quick, rough movements. “Where are your manners, princess?” she purred. “I’m trying to give you what you wanted. Would you prefer I don’t let you cum?”

You shook your head quickly. “N-No mistress. Th-Thank you mistress.”

Timestamp event, for @thetypingpup

[moonandstarsolar]

7 - sacrifice (hyejin)

Through the years, she tried to be strong. She tried to be a pillar of confidence, for herself, for others. 

It was by necessity that she created her own standards, though. By necessity that she needed to steel her gentle heart. But she didn't regret it. Didn't regret any moment that led her to be on stage, in front of fans. Never regretted anything that led to where she was right now.

Because she was stronger now, maybe even wiser. She learned to be proud of who she was: Ahn Hyejin. Hwasa. Maria. 

She hugged the long pillow next to her, curled into herself; once again in the silence of her living room. 

It didn't mean that she didn't make sacrifices, though. 

The numbness inside of her heart was new. The emptiness of her feelings, sometimes, was scary. The darkness that eats at her consciousness, that she tries to keep at bay--that scared her so much. 

She was still whole, but sometimes, she felt that something within her was lost. Something that she almost wanted to mourn for. An important piece... that she would have wanted to keep and treasure. 

It was with these thoughts that she sometimes entertained herself--masochistically--with. But which she knew she should not indulge too deeply in. 

In her daydreams, if she was whole, she was who she was, but maybe brighter, happier. She wouldn’t have felt so much-- 

Kakao! 

Ah, it was Yongsun-unnie. 

She opened the message, sent to the members’ group chat.

It was a photoshopped image of Yongsun sitting at a vegetable stall, with Hyejin, carrying her plastic Maria bag, browsing her offerings. Yongsun accompanied it with a laughing kekekekekekekeke.

Hyejin giggled and saved the image, then responded with a honey bear sticker and a heart.  

She felt love from fans, every day, even just from these silly images. And she felt love, too, from her members, from messages like these.  

Tomorrow was release day. She felt sick, thinking of how fans and critics would receive it. There was nothing that she can do, except to rest and wait and prepare well. She wondered whether-- 

Kakao! 

Ah, it was Yongsun-unnie again. This time it was an image of her at a snack stand, with Wheein next to her and the unnies behind the stall. She cackled at Moomoos' creativity and saved that one, too. 

Somehow, for the rest of the night, they traded memes and edits. Most were from fans who uploaded them into the fancafe, but Wheein and Byul even sent some made by themselves.

Her living room, so quiet before, filled with sounds of message notifications and laughter.

With the supportive warmth of her members, of friends who texted her, of fans who dedicated love to her, she felt a bit less empty tonight, as she drifted off to sleep. 

[cutehardcore]

Marry, Lust, Kiss → MLK♥

A summary of stories that I experienced while living in a dorm with 17 other people. You’ll never get bored in this dorm. I changed everyone’s names and added a little bit more spice to some of the stories. So don’t take everything literally.

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December 31, 2019

Most of your dormmates gathered in the living room to celebrate the new year. “Come on, drink at least one glass before the next year.” Wheein offered with a cup full of beer in her hand. “Maybe I’ll start drinking next year.” You politely rejected the alcohol. You would believe that as someone who majors in law she wouldn’t support irresponsible drinking behaviors. But you guess, especially with these studies you have a lot to cope with. With Wheein’s attention turning back to Johnny, your gaze wanders around the room.

Jowoon places her beer bottle on the table to join Hyejin on the balcony to get a smoke. She’s majoring in philosophy and literature and like every philosophy student she’s probably a university girl for life. You get along well with her because like your old teenager self, she’s a hobby actor.

Next to her stands Hyejin with probably her fifth cigarette this evening. She was the first one welcoming you to the dorm. Your conversation lasted for hours before you were able to unpack your stuff. Now, she’s the best friend you have in the dorm. Which is probably an advantage relating to your future essays because her majors are English and Geography for tutoring.

The guy joining these two now is Jeno. It’s actually a miracle that he’s attending this party. Whenever you ask about him no one sees or knows about him. The only fact known is that he’s studying engineering which seems to be the cause of his absence.

Right next to the balcony door stands a big couch on which three boys are seated.

On the one end Yuta was holding a vodka bottle in his hand trying to convince Mark to take some shots. You've never seen him before you met in the dorm but since he was born near your own hometown you get along well with him. He moved here to do his master’s degree in economics. Yuta might have a fuckboy facade but you believe despite his image he’s a nice guy.

On the other end sits Mark. You can definetly see he’s currently completely wasted. Mark is the type of guy who gets easily drunk with just one beer bottle. At first you couldn’t believe that the black-haird boy who seems just so unknown to this world, studies social work.

Inbetween these two friends sits Jaemin. The kindest and sweetest guy you’ve ever met. He’s from another country and moved in to study English. He’s still in language school but soon he’ll be able to go to university. You hope he’ll have the happiest life here.

Beside the three friends stands another smaller sofa. On which Kun is invading Kahei’s personal space while chatting with her.

Kun gets cuddly whenever he’s drunk. But usually he’s fun to be around and he loves cooking. Which is ironic when he’s majoring in IT security and his sleep shedule resembles that of a vampire’s. Sometimes even his jokes seem a bit off which could be the biggest sign of his subject.

You clearly see that Kahei tries to get some space from Kun but he’s too drunk to notice. You would help her if it wouldn’t be this amusing. She’s one of the closest friends you got to make in this dorm. Her major is medicine and probably becomes your future personal trainer since Kahei were a professional athlete.

Your gaze goes back to the diner table where you’re sitting at and where at the moment Johnny and Wheein are having a very vivid conversation.

Johnny is that guy who constently makes ambiguous jokes and he’s also the only one in the room who graduated. You suppose he just recently started working since he still seems very young. But because of his job you barely get to see him. Most of the time you’re eating dinner together in the kitchen.

In front of the dark-haired guy: Wheein. As a law student she most definetly process her studies with alcohol whenever she can. Her and your beliefs don’t match up most of the time but you still respect her nevertheless. She’s the mother of the house.

“Guys! Why didn’t anyone keep an eye on the watch? It’s already new year!” Hyejin screams at everyone from the balcony as you could already see the first fireworks outside. And before you can realize what’s happening everyone was already heading out of the living room to get to the roof terrace. 

The only one left was you with a smile on your lips. You really found a family in this chaos of people and if you were honest to yourself: it was better than home. Well, this dorm was now your new home.

[montaguess]

👐 + do you still love me? (scylla x yeol)

send 👐+ any question you wish to ask my muse. they will have no choice but to answer truthfully.

�� ––– Why are you asking me this? Please, everything is complicated as it is, Yeol, but i can’t lie to you, i just can’t. I never stopped loving you, never, not even for a second. Not even when i saw you moving on with your life, having a new girl, thinking you forgot about me. Part of me wished you really did, but another part, the selfish one, wanted you to still feel the same as you once did. I know i’ve hurt you, i pushed you away from me, and you are good, you are genuinely good, and you deserve better than me. I remember that kiss in the swimming pool and how good it was to be with you again, when you were mine, and nothing and no one can compare. I don’t expect you to forgive me, i don’t expect you to drop what you have for someone like me, i just can wish you do… But yes… I’ve always loved you, and i always will. 

[charlexpace-blog]

Etéreo | Wheesa

Hyejin trataba de no cagarla cuando tuvo a Wheein completamente desnuda sobre su cama sonriéndole como si el mundo fuera el lugar perfecto que siempre soñó y ese sitio fuera su favorito de entre todos.

Cuando la miro con esos ojos que desaparecieron cuando su sonrisa se ensancho y cuando sus manos fueron en busca de las suyas propias para colocarlas en el lugar correcto.

Hyejin completamente creyó que esa chica estaba fuera de este mundo y que de haber vivido en otras circunstancias estaría completamente fuera de su alcance, o de su liga o de lo que sea que los niños de hoy en día quieran llamarlo.

Cuando la beso se sintió plena por dentro.

Ese ángel era todo suyo y eso era lo único que importaba ahora.

[thotantics]

someone come kick my ass I have two drafts that should’ve been posted yesterday and im sitting here thinking ab girls and CANNOT FUNCTION

[jananakookie]

Beauty Drabble | Unexpected encounter

Warnings: swearing

Word count: 1.7k

Summary: Someone comes knocking on your door, trying to make amends.

☞ This is a drabble for my Beauty Series

Unexpected encounter

Since Sunhee and her husband, Jihoon and Eunji decided to go to the movies today and were kind enough to invite Hyejin, you finally have some time to yourself.

You're kind of happy because you don't often get the chance to take care of yourself, and you already have a lot planned for the day.

What wasn't a part of your plan, however, is that after only seventeen and a half minutes of freedom, there would already be somebody knocking on the door.

Well, that’s just typical. You don’t get much me-time, but when you do, it’s short-termed.

Plastering a welcoming smile onto your face, you open the door and are more than surprised when you see who is standing in front of you, dressed in an oversized black hoodie, hood pulled over his head, and dark sunglasses covering his eyes.

“Oh… Jin? What are you doing here?”

You, of course, recognize him immediately - even with that insanely good disguise of his which you don’t even comment on. Instead, you’re far too concerned with trying to not sound too rude, even if you weren't exactly hoping to see him so soon again.

Yes, the way Taehyung threw him out just like that all these months ago wasn’t what you wanted, and you always wished for them to rather talk it out than keep fighting but you don’t wanna be alone with him either since he makes you uncomfortable.

Jin immediately smiles at you, using his signature cover-boy grin. “Can I come in, please?” He asks, keeping his head down as if anyone would be able to see him up here.

“Uh… okay. Why are you dressed like this?” You ask, trying to see his eyes even with those huge sunglasses that are sitting on his nose.

“This is my undercover outfit. So no crazy fans or paparazzi will catch me,” he chuckles, shrugging.

You plaster a smile onto your face and nod, taking a step to the side to let him enter. “Right. Sorry. Come in.”

Making enough space for him to walk through the door, you take a quick look around the floor before getting in yourself, and closing the door behind you.

“Wow. Nice place, ___,” he smiles, taking a look around while taking off his hood.

“Thanks.” You merely sigh, feeling pretty uncomfortable with him here. “Uhm… I really don’t wanna sound rude, but what are you doing here, Jin?”

“Look, ___, I want to… I wanted to apologize. To you. My behavior and what I said—”

“You were just honest,” you shrug. Oh, how you wish Taehyung was here with you. This is so awkward.

“No. I wasn’t honest, I was mean. Let’s say it how it is. There is no need to sugarcoat it,” he snaps, though it’s clear that it’s not you, he’s angry at. “You didn’t need my useless opinion, you didn’t ask for it either, but that’s what I always do. I make other people feel bad to feel better about myself.”

Finally, in the safety of your home, he feels secure enough to shed his ridiculous disguise and show himself to you for the first time since your argument a few months ago.

Admittedly, it’s weird to see him like this. Him - the robot-like guy, who never showed any real emotion and never appeared to be anything but cocky and pretentious. Taehyung would be annoyed if he knew, but you cannot help but feel sorry for him.

“Okay, maybe that’s something we should discuss over a cup of tea? Coffee?” You offer, grabbing his arm softly to lead him to your kitchen.

“Coffee, if it’s not too much to ask,” he says in a small voice before he takes a seat at your table.

A light chuckle reaches your ears, making you turn around in wonder. “What’s so funny?” You ask him.

“Nothing. It’s just that… you’re still being nice to me. After everything.”

“It’s really not that bad, Jin. I’m used to people having… opinions,” you shrug. “Most of them don't wrap it up as charmingly as you do, though,” you chuckle.

“It wasn’t my opinion, ___. I don’t think you should change anything about yourself. I’m just… I’m an asshole.”

“Maybe a little one,” you send him a smirk while looking over your shoulder as you make the coffee, and he laughs. You’re happy the atmosphere is a little lighter and seems less forced, but unfortunately, it doesn’t stay like that for long.

“The truth is, everybody hates me.”

You almost drop the cup when you hear him say these words, turning around instantly, but he doesn’t look at you. Instead, his gaze is set on nothing in particular as he looks like he’s in a daze.

“Don’t say that. That’s not true.”

“Oh, but it is.” He snorts, but there’s no humor in his face or his voice. “I have no family, I have no friends. I have no one, really.”

“That’s not true. You have so many fans that love you, remember? You told me that before.”

“Yeah, right. And you told me that’s different, which it is,” he sighs, shaking his head.

“But what do I know? I don't even have fans,” you state, trying to make him loosen up a bit. “How should that be different?”

“Well, you tell me. You were a fan, right? And then you got to know me. So tell me, ___, how likable am I really?” He looks at you knowingly while you’re struggling to find an answer for a few seconds that feel like hours.

But you finally sigh, taking the finished coffee out of the machine and placing one cup in front of him while you take the other. “I do like you, Jin-”

“Can’t lie to a liar.”

“No, but it’s true! You’re here. You said some things to me that really hurt me, but now you’re here to apologize. Not many people would do that.”

“I just… tried to act like a decent person for once,” he shrugs.

“Everybody starts small. You did it and that’s all that matters,” you say, showing him an honest smile.

“It was always different for Taehyung, somehow,” he continues to talk after returning your smile with one of his own. “Everybody always liked him. No matter if it was neighbors, teachers, friends, or our nanny. He had them all wrapped around his finger in a matter of a few minutes whereas me… well, I never had that much luck with people. I always figured everyone was just jealous of me, you know?”

You laugh at his bold but very much expected statement, making him grin slightly.

“But as I grew older and came into contact with people who were more like me, working in my business, I realized that they just don’t like me. Not because of my talent or my looks. They didn’t like me because of me.”

You’re just about to say something to that when you’re interrupted by another voice coming from the hallway.

“Must be a hard pill to swallow to finally come face to face with the truth, hm?”

You look up at the same time Jin turns around, looking at Taehyung casually leaning against the wall.

“Hey, when did you come here?” You ask, a little perplexed since you both haven’t even heard him come in.

“Couple minutes ago. Didn’t wanna interrupt,” he shrugs, before fixing his gaze back on his brother. “You mean all that?”

Jin nods his head, looking determined. “Yes, all of it,” he confirms. “I spend a lot of time reflecting and thinking about this, trust me. I’m aware that I was a dick to you ever since… well, ever,” he clears his throat taking a moment to collect himself. “I came here to apologize to ___ but also to you. I was hoping we could start working on our relationship if you’re up to it.”

“You know that it’s not that easy, right?” Taehyung scoffs, eyes turning into small slits as he glares at his brother. “We didn’t just have a fight. There are years of mutual loathing between us.”

Honestly, you want to smack your boyfriend for being so hard-headed, but he's too far away, so you just send him a glare that does get noticed but not acknowledged by him.

Luckily, Jin does not seem to mind, judging by the small chuckle coming from him as he looks at his little brother.

“You have always been venomous.” He sees Taehyung’s frown getting deeper, and him wanting to say something back, but he quickly hinders him from it. “I don't expect you to invite me to a Sunday brunch with the family, but I was hoping we could start small. Baby steps, you know?”

Taehyung cocks a brow with his arms interlocked in front of his chest. “Like?”

Jin purses his lips while thinking of something. “For example, I was planning on sending you a birthday text for your birthday next week,” he then shrugs, making you frown in confusion.

When he said, baby steps he really meant baby steps, huh?

“My birthday was last month, you ugly dipshit.” Taehyung seethes, not looking amused in the slightest, while Jin’s eyebrows shoot up in surprise.

“Oh! My bad… Happy late birthday then,” he smiles anyway, seemingly unaffected by the new information.

You have to suppress a laugh, seeing Taehyung so agitated, not knowing what to do with his asshole of a brother. His mouth opens and closes a couple of times, but no words come out. “You’re the worst. I can’t even stand talking to you.” He groans loudly, before turning around and walking in the other direction, leaving you and Jin alone again.

Jin glances at you, seeing how you look rather amused by all of this. He gives you a look, silently asking you the same question his brother didn’t give him an answer to, and you immediately understand, shaking your head with a small smile on your lips.

“That’s him being civil, so he’s willing to try,” you explain, making Jin’s smile instantly grow bigger.

Who would have guessed that making amends would be so easy?

[macchiatov]

sentence memes!! “It’s probably the Illuminati anyways.” for hyejin with jisoo!! (in case you haven't noticed i'm doing this all in order of your muse list on the side LMAO)

(    *    & .    —    LATE NIGHT SENTENCE MEMES .

sentence starter memes! from hyejin. 

note: we gotta watch shane dawson soon bc some of his videos crack me up when he does conspiracy theories and stuff .. there’s this one where he does ‘scary sleepover games’ and that kills me bc they go to target and i know how much u love target. this is more crack-ish than the last one so enjoy!

    staying up to wait for your boyfriend to get home from work? that was fine. 

    once the two of them had become an official couple following valentine’s day, the angel had willed herself to adapt more so to jisoo’s nighttime schedule. she had wanted to adjust so that the two of them could spend more time together when he came home instead of him having to wake up earlier during the afternoon. the werewolf had been grinning when he had inquired why she wasn’t fast asleep in her room on the first few nights, going as far as to call it adorable that hyejin had been sitting up on the couch with all the lights on and soojin curled in at her side. she had explained that she hadn’t wanted fall pray to the sandman then, stifling a prolonged yawn between her fingertips and blinking away the drowsiness when the red-head had shuffled in through the door.

    watching videos with your boyfriend once he gets home from work? something else that was also fine.

    though the werewolf had insisted a handful of times that she needn’t entertain him once he’d come home, hyejin could be just as stubborn as he was sometimes. she insisted, albeit gently, that she had wanted to do something together if he was feeling up to it once he had gotten home. the red-head seemed to cater to her often, and she wanted to return the sentiment somehow. had wanted to show that she wanted to spend as much time with him as he did with her — even if their mornings consisted of just catching up on television shows the two of them were attempting to binge or settling onto the couch with phone in hand, watching some clips of sloths clinging to stuffed animals and taking baths. 

    letting your boyfriend convince you at quarter to four in the morning to watch conspiracy theories about subliminal messages? about people who might be listening to you through your phone? about how someone could be controlling actions and outcomes? about how anyone who opposes a cult would go missing? definitely not fine.  

    hyejin lets out a small gasp as the screen flickers to darkness, a rush of static flooding from the speakers and filling the living room as the narrator is cut off mid-sentence. the sound of a door swinging open follows afterwards, accompanied by a loud crash that almost drowns out the echoed questioning of who was there before the video then suddenly ends as if to insinuate that someone had gotten into the house with him. she reaches out with trembling fingers, grasping at jisoo’s wrist and looking up at him with panicked hues once he gives a deadpanned confirmation that the source of the abrupt ending was most likely a result of the illuminati discovering the youtuber. 

    ‘n— no more.‘ she pleads with him, glancing from his form and towards the latched apartment door as if to ensure no one had come in while the two of them had been glued to the screen. she scans over the darkened outline of furniture, squinting to make sure the coat rack was certainly a coat rack and not a member of the heretics, before her gaze comes to rest on soojin who is peering up at her with a curious stare. ‘please, jisoo. no more tonight.‘ she repeats, clearly shaken from the intense video. the two of them weren’t new to this side of the internet, and had even enjoyed the laughable topics about how boy bands were insistent on taking over the world and how advertisements for fast food restaurants were appearing in more than just commercials, but something about this particular edit seems to have spooked the angel. perhaps the fact that it’s almost the end of the witching hour and the three of them are sitting in the dark watching this.

    ‘can we watch puppy videos instead please?’ she asks, trying to convince the male to switch over to something more lighthearted. but the werewolf simply laughs, lips tugging up into a mischievous smile. ‘n— no, i’m not scared.‘ she tries to defend herself when he begins his light teasing, offering to turn on the lights so she wouldn’t be too afraid, but the second his finger hovers over a video titled ‘scariest sleepover games’, pressing down on the thumbnail a heartbeat later, she’s all but burrowing her face into his forearm. ‘jisoo!!‘