#{ KSJDFN }

[theproblemcallednight]

hiiiiiiiii

jouzai as @pumpkinsinaugust recruited me for her cult and i came w the goods

also whats the general vibe of jouzai im getting rlly mixed signals like how ami supposed to draw them

[amaranth]

wsh v. phi (4/16/24)

[hide-in-imagination]

La respuesta más lógica a ese apodo es que le decía "pede" porque en México a las fiestas o ir de antro o cualquier cosa que involucre alcohol se le dice "ir de peda". Y como Valentina solia salir mucho de fiesta, lo más seguro es que de ahí venga el apodo.

PD: soy otro annon.

Pues esa opción es mucho más linda a que sea un diminutivo de "pederasta", así que la apoyo completamente 😂😂

[reapcrbunny]

( 🐇 ) WHY NOT JUST . . get rid of the eye ?

[poswiecenia]

( 🧊 ) NIKITA'AIN BLINKS AS his mouth opens and then promptly shuts 'fore letting out a slow breath in relief that nothing was actually out to get him currently. paranoia and tenseness still plagued him from time to time and he'd hoped that he would be less volatile by now and it was frustrating that he was still reacting in such a way.

KAEYA SEEMED FINE though. he hopes.

❝ I SUPPOSE WE both have something to be sorry for - i'm just relieved i didn't react . . in a more aggressive manner. ❞ he grimaces , albeit relieved that spikes hadn't erupted from the floor. he quite liked the other behind him and it would be unfortunate if something happened to him with such cryo fixtures.

A HUFF ESCAPES the former sovereign as he regards the other with a weathered expression 'fore pressing his nose against his side.

❝ LUCKILY YOU'RE ELEMENT is cryo or you'd be in a little more trouble but . . was it worth it ? ❞ he muses , crimson gaze flicking to look up and down his arm in quiet concern over potential damage he could have caused in his surprise ; relieved to see no major damage on the surface.

“Ah—.”

Kaeya seized in place as the hand shot out to grab his arm, blinking owlishly as ice shot upwards towards his shoulder. Honestly, he should be reacting more right now, but perhaps being caught by surprise in return froze him up a bit as he just watched the cryo with a wide eye. Maybe it was shock?

However, when Nikita’ain pulled back the elemental magic, Kaeya gazed curiously as the ice simply receded and fell off as though it hadn’t nearly threatened to freeze his arm off. Flexing his hand and wiggling his fingers a bit, he inspected the skin curiously. Perhaps minor freezer burn, but certainly no lasting damage, considering how quickly Nikita reacted after realizing who dared to try and surprise him.

Looking towards the snowy-haired individual, Kaeya merely smiled and laughed, glancing back down at his arm. “Oh no, no, it’s fine. I should be the one apologizing for surprising you like that,” he assured, humming lightly and dropping his arm to his side.

“Do forgive me, darling, I just thought it’d be amusing to catch you off-guard for once.”

[dormatheus]

testing the difference between how 🦝 draws their lamb vs mine and holy shit ksjdfn huge difference

-💊

[happykjd]

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[ he looks... old. very old. ancient old. wrinkly and thin and bearded ]

[ i've never seen someone this old ]

[ old, wrinkly, gray-haired and bearded old man. i already like him ]

[poswiecenia]

( 🌱 ) ❝ I KNOW I KNOW . . but i saw a few little foxes eating some so i thought it would be alright . . that they wouldn't be venomous if i gave them a try , master tighnari . .   ❞

❝ Collei, you should know better. I thought we had talked about this? ❞

[amaranth]

chanyeol’s return + zzar’s live debut! 🐶

[shirogane-oushirou]

Ro, my friend, bestie!!!! Star, galaxy, black hole and moon for the ask game!!! Any of the guys in your life who you are inspired to gush about can answer them!!! :3 (I love asking about Ren SO MUCH but you also have other sweeties and I don't want to neglect them 💖)

( @verykissablepixels )

THANK YOU REFFIEEEEEEEEE!!!!! 🥺💕💕💕 i'll probably still end up answering for ren bc i'm so ren-pilled skdfkjn, but i'll throw in some of the others where i think they fit!!!

Star- Does your F/O do anything to calm you when you're upset?

i think ren would actually encourage me to be outwardly upset more often ;; not in an unhealthy way, but because i don't really express those kinds of things anymore. if something seems like it's upsetting me but i'm not Doing anything with it, he might ask me some questions, probe a bit to see if it's something i REALLY don't want to talk about, and suggest i vent a bit or cry on his shoulder... and once that's done, we'd go fix something to eat and he'd pump me full of electrolyte water LMAO. ;;

(and it's work both ways tbh -- doc!ren has even worse issues with expressing negative emotions than i do, and r!ren expresses them through being bitchy to people who are being bitchy to him ksjdfn, so i'd want to help them vent in healthy ways when they're upset!)

gray's pretty simple with his methods... he's one of the most mature people in wonderland (which isn't saying much tbh, he's just better at it than the others), and since he fills so many job roles while working for nightmare, he knows how to approach people. so he'd sit me down in a quiet room, far from the hustle and bustle of the busy areas of clover tower, and ask what's wrong. he'd let me get it all out, politely interjecting where need be, and then once i'm done he'd suggest that he could make hot drinks for us (to which i'd have to reply that I'D make them kjsnfjkn, i don't trust him to boil water let alone mix ingredients ;;;). and if it turned out that my issue was due to someone being threatening or violent, he would... take care of the issue later... :)

oushirou's a silly guy, but he has a very serious side as well. he'd sit with me, encourage me to let things out, hold my hand, and maybe help problem solve a bit. he likes to keep up a daily stream of communication when possible, so if he got Vibes from an earlier chat, he might let me vent when he gets back home and then be like, "btw i picked up dessert for us on the way back for no particular reason whatsoever, so look forward to that!" he knows i know it WAS for a particular reason, and he lets me huff at him for being frustratingly good at picking up on things i try not to let others see. and while he isn't as retaliatory as gray, if i was upset at something a stranger said / did to me while out and about, he might play bodyguard for a while juuust in case i need someone with a strong kick with me ;;;

mars is quieter in his approach. he'd cuddle up and ask if something was wrong -- they know if it's something important enough to me that i'll let it out with a little prodding. he'd just hold me as i vent, and when i'm done, they'd thank me for feeling like i can trust him. and then we'd just... "move on" -- once the emotions are out it's better to focus on something emotionally fulfilling! he's like a more immediately open oushirou -- it wouldn't take much time for them to feel close enough to pick up on those things and know how to help me deal with them in the moment and after, and like oushirou, they generally know when to play it cool around violent people, when to be threatening, and when to actually make good on those threats.

Galaxy- What do you and your F/O do when one of you is homesick?

both rens have complicated feelings about their family homes, feeling a weird mix of nostalgia and disgust. by the end of his whole story, doc!ren ends up not being able to go back At All, Literally Cannot, so sometimes he has that contradictory, "well now that i CAN'T, a part of me wants to go back after all......" feeling. I think in his case, the only thing we can do is just be together for however long he needs, doing things that remind him of the better moments back there in a, "there are still things from there that you have here," sense.

and this particular s/i's brand of homesickness is like a low, constant, simmering feeling of homesickness they've long adjusted to... poorly adjusted, but adjusted nonetheless hhhh. just being around doc!ren helps to soothe those feelings, and as the relationship continues they start to disappear. "i have a new home now, and it's you," vibes. 💕

r!ren's a bit easier KJNDKJN. he misses visiting his grandparents, who he's closer to than doc!ren is. we'd end up sitting somewhere cozy, and he'd either call or video chat with them and we'd all talk together. i'd start learning french to bridge the gap a bit, but ren would still translate when needed. talking to and spending time with the people he loves helps a ton on its own (he does want to take me to visit them in person at some point though hehe).

this verse is fairly close to reality, aka i live with family, so no homesickness for me lmao.

oushirou is less homesick than one would think -- yeah he's constantly traveling, but it's the one thing he's always known he wanted to do, enough to completely cut contact with his disapproving parents over it. he'd still miss the winter crew and me, and would visit whenever he could, but i'd say it's less like homesickness and more like... if they and i could travel with him, he'd never feel the desire to return home. traveling IS his home. we do, however, having some matching clothes and items so that, when he can't visit for a while or if he loses service and can't call / text, we can still feel connected!

also living at home here so no homesickness for me, but i do miss oushirou dearly, which makes it all the more important to him that we make the most of every possible moment together when he has the opportunity to visit!!

gray doesn't have any homesickness. he's pretty much like everyone in wonderland (except ace) in that regard. -I-, however, do feel some homesickness in spite of myself, and this sends gray in to a quiet panic. in his mind, i'm homesick -> i want to go back home -> i'm going to leave wonderland and never be able to return. so despite knowing how manipulative it is, he constantly takes me out on dates (platonic or romantic) to places he KNOWS i'll adore. wonderful restaurants, art supply shops, spots on the roads between locations that he thinks i might want to draw, doing physical activities that i can't manage back home... he wants to show me that wonderland is better than anything i had going on before. he'd freely admit to all of this if i called him out on it or if it seemed like it was making things worse, but despite his mature exterior he really is just as willing to sweep details under the rug as any other wonderland resident if it means keeping someone he cares about nearby.

Black Hole- Have you ever had a strange dream about your F/O?

all of my oc f/os have been sourced from strange dreams tbh so i won't even go into them lJSNIFLN, their stories are really just edited versions of my initial dreams about them.

i have Fucking Weird dreams about oushirou all the time though. it's mostly things like "i found a secondhand shop for doujin, and there's SO MUCH OUSHIROU DOUJIN I'VE NEVER SEEN BEFORE!!! I HAVE TO BUY IT ALL!!!!"... but also absolutely unhinged shit, like one where we met at a library we were sheltering in and, over the course of a couple of days, fell in love, he was bitten by an animal and developed RABIES????, we decided to get married before he was too far gone, and then i became a widow. so. KJNAKJN.

and i won't go too far into details bc i said i wouldn't, but mars was technically created from an oushirou dream set in a zombie apocalypse. he was a test subject to see if zombies could be "brought back", and i was brought in as like... an impromptu chat buddy to help with socialization. scientific overreach etc etc the arrogance of man etc etc. years later i rewrote it to make more logical sense, made that oushirou into my oc, and used the whole thing to work through chronic illness feelings (yay yippee love to dump my issues on my ocs weehee)!

i've also had some very weird ones with raven, like when he and rita slipped through spacetime into this world, and we met by chance and all bonded pretty quickly. or when he was an... instructor? at some kind of summer camp for adults?? and while it didn't seem like i stood out to him much at first, he actually stuck up for me at one point and kept wanting to connect after that. idk, weird things with no real rhyme or reason but that don't even come CLOSE to the weirdness of the oushirou dreams lol.

Moon- What's something your F/O does that never fails to make you happy?

being cute hehe 💕

doc!ren: he's very good at sussing out things that someone would ENJOY doing but may not have a reason to go out of their way to do, so he helps me get out of my comfort zone safely and understands if/when i hit my energy limit. i also love when he feels he trusts me enough to release "you will regret this" levels of infodump on me KJNFKJN, it's so cute and sweet and his enthusiasm is contagious.

r!ren: my LORD is he good at making me feel special!! and with his personality, it's clear it isn't just a matter of niceties or being a flirt. i feel so happy every time i can see how genuine he his, how far he's willing to go just to provide comfort, how he wants to be around me just as much as, if not more than, i do. how, if i have to cancel a date bc of a flare-up, he'll immediately come over with a care package filled with healthy (and secret not-so-healthy 🤫) goodies to keep me going for a day or two. 🥺

oushirou: genuinely just... his everything. but in particular, his over-the-top silly antics really get me. he'll make mundane things sooo dramatic just for the sillies + the joy it brings to others. he has great emotional intelligence and puts his ALL into helping those around him feel better. (also i know vaguely-horny does not equal happy.... but he sure does make me happy when he canonically KICKS THROUGH DOORS ksndfkjn like helloooooo?? sir??? 😳 that one scene has made me so Not Normal for the past 11 years....)

mars: something as simple as holding their hand. we're both very protective of each other -- we kind of have to be, given our situation -- so they often provide a sense of comfort. whether we're just sitting and reading together, or we're doing some activity to stimulate his cognitive function, or we simply cuddle in his holding chamber, they emanate a strong sense of safety, and i can really feel it through his light hand touches and rubbing the back of my hand with their thumb. and in a world that's gone to shit, that simple, caring touch means so much.

gray: OOOOOH his gap moe mode kjsndfkjn. after the serious answers, i get to the serious character and my answer is just "when he goes googoo gaga over anything soft and fluffy." he's so cute in jnkna when he's fishing on a frozen lake and a little seal becomes his companion 😭 and he names it after alice and puts a little alice bow on it 😭😭 he even gets cute when peter turns into his rabbit form -- as peter yells and scratches and curses at everyone, gray's still like 😳 bnnuy.... 💕💕💕💕💕

raven: when he's being a little drama queen ksjndfjn. i think there's plenty of room for quiet, serious talks that end with us feeling happy with our situation, but nothing beats when he's teasing karol or being a little silly guy! just a little 5'7 guy!! and it's his birthday!!!!! etc ksjdnk. his skits always crack me up, bc more often than not he's so unhinged for NO REASON! he's just LIKE THAT!! and yet he still thinks "raven" is a mask. nah man. you are all of your masks, the masks were always part of you, and that means part of you is a silly little trickster and Local Weirdo (tm).

[hide-in-imagination]

You know what? I see a lot of people praising your dominant Simón, and I love him too, but I haven't seen anyone point out that he is... I don't know if ashamed is the right word, but it's funny reading things like "Ambar melted under his touch and he threw decorum out the window" or "in the nights where the excitement and haze of arousal shredded all shame and sense" like, you'd think he's thinking about the kinkiest kink of the kinks, but he's just talking about doggy 🤣🤣. I don't know, it's cute. His romantic side can't fathom the thought of not being face to face or going to a love hotel, but he's dominant side wins sometimes. I wonder how far he could take it before he's romantic side intervenes and be like... What are you doing, you dirty dog? 🤣🤣

HAHAHAH Exactly! You get it! 😂

Anything beyond missionary and romantically staring into each other's eyes seems like too much for him 😂😂 At least at first; he's been relaxing a bit with time. But he definitely had this idea, prior to Ámbar, of like, you know, soft loving, 'making love', so whenever it gets rougher and it's more about the pleasure than the feelings he's like "Is this okay? Am I using Ámbar? Am I objectifying her too much? I should be more respectful than this. But she seems to enjoy it. And goddd, it feels good." 🤣🤣

Basically, as always, he's trying very hard to be good. You know, a good person, a good boyfriend-- respectful, kind, caring-- and he's still figuring out what classifies as 'good' in the sexual aspect of their relationship skdjfn. Which, you know, it's perfectly okay! It's about two people, after all, and about getting to know each other, so let's not bully him too much for feeling 'ashamed'-- They just started this relationship and it's their first time being with someone that they love, so they'll learn each other's limits together❤️

(I mean, if he had just straight up bent her over, pulled her hair, and spit in her mouth like 'yeah bitch, take it', I don't know about you, but I wouldn't believe it, like, that's not Simón skdjn. IT HAS TO BE IN CHARACTHER, GUYS!!)

'I wonder how far he could take it before his romantic side intervenes', yeah, I wonder too🤔 Because it also comes down to personal preference, and I'm pretty sure he's not into BDSM, so he would never go that far skjdfn. Then again, everyone's got a different definition of 'far'-- Some people like being slapped and choked, others would call that violence, some people like to be humiliated or called a 'whore' or a 'slut', others would walk away immediately if that happened. So yeah, I don't know, what do you consider far? Pet play? Blood play? Piss kink?

(Simón would do neither of those btw ksjdfn)

I don't think Ámbar would like getting slapped or choked. Maybe spanking? Maybe Simón could tie her to the bed, play with the control that would give him, add some toys into the mix like a vibrator-- I feel like that's as far as they would get 😂 But again, not immediately, I think they'd have to date for at least a year sdjkfn.

[zcsty]

moments    of    heartbreak    were    relatively    few    and    far    between    since    destructive    nature    wouldn't    allow    it    yet    feels    completely    stunned    by    simple    word    that    registers    ,    unfortunately    ,    would    do    anything    go    back    just    twenty    seconds    prior . opens    mouth    to    speak    though    absolutely    nothing    releases    as    it    holds    itself    on    the    very    tip    of    her    tongue    before    it    fades    ,    expecting    ten    different    scenarios    opposed    to    the    one    that's    playing    out    before    her    eyes . ❝    more    ?    teo    ,    i    don't    go    around    wishing    and    praying    for    these    things    to    happen . they    just    do    and    --    and    since    you    want    to    talk    about    it    ,    fine    ,    ❞    there's    a    massive    inhale    and    quick    exhale    as    fingers    cross    in    the    hopes    that    this    is    quick    ,    unable    to    divulge    in    her    emotions    for    long    periods    of    time . ❝    it's    been    one    of    the    rare    times    when    i    can    be    vulnerable    and    be    myself    with    someone    who    knows    me , someone i can trust and i know you feel the same .  . but    if    that's    what    you    want    then    ,    fine    ,    i    can't    beg . ❞    head    shakes    in    complete    disbelief    while    lips    momentarily    purse    ,    semi    -    glossed    lips    almost    getting    stuck    while    mouth    parts    of    speak    in    order    to    cure    slight    curiosity    that    lingers . ❝    ───    forgive    me    cause    i    have    to    ask . when    we    hooked    up    ,    was    it    because    you    felt    something    or    cause    i    was    just    there    ?    ❞    serious    expression    coats    entirety    of    her    features    now    ,    practically    clenching    onto    the    knob    for    dear    life    as    she    awaits    for    some    semblance    of    an    answer . interrupts    herself    ,    of    course    ,    blood    boiling    enough    for    head    to    come    clean    off    her    body    but    settles    for    the    moment . ❝    you're    still    my    best    friend    ,    jackass    ,    i    deserve    the    truth . ❞

❝ BOTH. ❞ he managed to let out, trying to hide the pain behind his words. he hated that he was doing this, but he was doing it because it was the best thing he could do for their friendship. he wasn't in the right mindset to be in a relationship with somebody right now & the idea of ruining his friendship was just something he didn't want. it didn't matter if they did continue to sleep around — no strings attached. because he was the one who was falling in love here. but he could never admit that to the raven haired femme. he wanted to continue to do the weddings with her, but he truly did feel as if it gave off the wrong impression to those around them. he didn't want to be asked when they started dating or why they haven't started dating yet. it was just those type of things he needed to AVOID at all costs. ❝ i don't want you to get the wrong impression. i love going to weddings with you, i do. but i don't want you to think that i want more out of what this is. ❞

[reapcrbunny]

dahlia's peets have beans. thank you.

[qominsi]

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[gatual]

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