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sirensplayhouse · 2 years ago

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This ask just reminded me

Okkkk so I don’t know if u guys remember but i was one of the anons who was complaining about this ig blog who kept shoving her beliefs down peoples throats and saying revision isnt natural and how people in ur life arent real and blahhhh blah blah. She found out 🤭 because earlier today, she removed her pfp, deleted her posts and sent me a message. I was debating sending this bcus i was scared of her but Idc bc what she gonna do?? Roar at me?

Here’s what she said:

(she said the r word so just a beware)

cnp: “you’re a stupid ass bitch i hope u know that lmao. ranting about me to another account and swearing your beliefs are right. u really think my followers wouldn’t tell me? bitch they sent me screenshots you thought you were slick PLSSSSS I’M PISSING THROUGH MY PANTS 😂😂 thank fuck i don’t have tumblr, stupid ass apps for retarded ass people 🤣 revision isn’t a proper nor real manifestation babes because tell me why you didn’t get your desire the first time if revision is so “real” 😂? why’d you have to revise it 😂? retarded cunts. y’all dumb ass mothafuckas think you can go on other accounts and hate on the LITERAL truth. shut the fuck up pls it’s embarrassing LMAOAOOA 💀 anyways! don’t bother asking me for help ever again!!! i’m leaving this toxic ass community. ”

🤣nahhhh drop the @ because one thing I don’t play about is that , because first off ain’t nobody gotta screenshot shit off my blog because I said wtf I said and stand on 10 tens behind it😂two , she can go to the deepest depths of hell twice on a Tuesday 🖤and three thank fuck she’s leaving the community with her toxic limiting ass beliefs the hell😂

and I hope whoever sent her the screenshots see this too and send em😘

and heavy on the wtf is she gonna do 😂got me hot over here

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saintobio · 4 years ago

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im speechless. jk im not, AHFIDK i loveee mai and makis energy, im so inlove w maki. megumi is bdkwnd i like his bond w his father❤❤ naoya on the other hand tho...

bahaha satoru "stop pressuring us to have a child" hmm funny how bitches turn into my fans. UGHDHH his stepmom is making me furious😭 why the hell are u smirking😐 and nanaaaaa im so grateful for u<33

we only agreed to play the game w him because once we know what he likes about us, we will do the opposite right😁😁

HMMMM YOU FINALLY READ REMARRIED EMPRESS💓💓💓💓 the line:

"but we're married"

"yes, by paper"

is like the "im your husband" "but you arent my lover. " AAHHHDFHSHHD

suffer bitch suffer

i read ' remember, forever ' btw and i think im attracted to tobio now

oh yeah, i hope mc wont die😭😭😭 and i rlly hope sera isnt pregnant🤞🤞 miss gen is gonna ruin her (and satoru)

"At the end of the day, she was a gold-digging whore. A homewrecker. What kind of demon possessed his father to have an affair with a woman that didn’t even match his mother’s class" DOES THIS RING ANY BELLS SATORU????

if sera IS pregnant, ill def feel bad for her child. what if they feel guilty for being a result of a "mistake" .. certainly the world will be tough on them.

i lowkey highkey feel bad for satoru too, my stepmom is so kind and his.. no explanation

LMAOAOOA WE SET HIM UP ON THE BOWLING DATE MWBEHHE

sera stfu dont say im wicked you lousy ass

"being a mistress isnt attractive to me" AMKDKD STOOPP IM FALLING FOR U

"But now, you couldn’t feel any ounce of pity towards the woman who consistently disrespected you to your face." hehe character development 😜

i wonder what we'll talk abt at home lol

thx for the amazing writing ai

we appreciate u

the commentaries !! i enjoyed going through these thank u for writing to me <33 i’m happy you loved the recent chapter uwu

#saintobio.asks #series: sincerely not

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hatsukeii · 5 years ago

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Aot and AAC matchup!!!? Basic info: straight female, 5'4, Scorpio! If it matters my mbdi is debater, which I think is accurate. I'm a bit curvy/soft and I have really long wavy hair and glasses. Now for fun stuff!! I'm a 50-50 split between being very hyperactive (almost like a puppy lmao) or very quiet (not shy, but more like indifferent. I've been told I'm intimidating) I'm into polyships so the more boys the merrier. I love exercise but hate doing it alone lol. 1/3!!

I collect manga and knives and I usually dress in black (and hardly ever wear shorts/anything revealing). I'm usually the "leader" of friendgroups, or the meme Lord.... Or the flirty one. Those are my three usual placements. I've never been in a relationship but that doesn't stop me from being a giant flirt 90% of the time. I like to draw and read but ADHD keeps me from focusing long on the latter. I'm constantly listening to music because it helps my anxiety. I'm terrified of spiders n bugs.2/3

I'm also fairly good at math? I play piano and I love video games but I'm real bad at them. I love horror and scary things but I scare very easily so I pay for it later on lol. I also like rollercoasters!!. I curse a lot and think I come off strongly because of how all over the place I can be, but i try to think more logically than emotionally when it comes to actual problems. I'm a switch so I can lead in relationships or follow.... Thank u ily!!!!! 3/3

Ahh shit this is really late I’m so sorry for the wait!!

Your Aot matchup is:

🐴Jean “I have lost all faith in humanity” Kirstein🐴

Yuuuuuh what a cutie. Please help this boy he needs affection. You probably came off as such a badass to him at first like all black? Collects knives? That’s hot. At some point he probably started flirting with you just to see you get flustered, but then that fails because you FLIRT BACK LMAOO and he’s just standing there and his mind is screaming “ABORT MISSION ABORT MISSION-” but his body won’t move and he just stares at you, face red and everything. He hasn’t underestimated your flirtiness since then but hasn’t stopped with the relentless flirting either. He can adapt to both of your personalities. When you’re being hyper and almost puppy-like, he goofs around with you, yelling nonsense and cacking randomly like a crackhead. When you’re being quiet and indifferent, he always finds a way to make you feel good as well. He won’t push you to be hyper, he just wants you to feel safe and comfortable. I feel like he loves to act tough when it comes to horror like he pretends to be Mr tough guy oh I don’t get scared by stupid ghosts they’re dumb but then he’s grabbing onto your arm and screaming at every little jumpscare of the movie lmao it’s hilarious and he won’t admit that he’s scared which makes it so much better. I see Jean as someone cares a lot about his looks, so if you feel like doing exercise but you don’t want to do it alone, you can always ask him to join you, he’s always happy to as well. Does not mind one bit if you would like to lead in the relationship, but does like to lead as well, so it’s all good. When times call for it, you have to call Jean out for being rash and emotional, and reason with him.

Your AAC matchup is:

❗️Karma “I’ll kill you but not before screaming I won’t hesitate bitch” Akabane❗️

Just saying, both of you collect knives together lmaoo he thinks the two of you are so similar and somehow falls for that HARD. Karma’s a cheeky bitch that likes to think he’s slick with flirting but really isn’t and is awkward doing it lmaoaooa so when you flirt back insanely well he acts like he’s all good you know mr tough guy but inside he’s literally going “SEJLHFKULWEHCRNHKYGRYWWKRJVWIURGWEIRY AHHHHH” don’t convince me otherwise lolol. The two of you frequently compete over who gets the better maths scores and you don’t stop even though he always wins. Like Jean, he knows how to manage both sides of your personality. He’ll mess around, prank people, and be loud with you when you’re being hyper, but also mellow down and just vibe when you’re being quiet and indifferent. Either way, he thinks you’re a beautiful human being that deserves the world. People say you shouldn’t put two memelords in the same room. Maybe that’s why people literally are scared of the two of you together. The chaos cannot be controlled. Karma appreciates that you like to think logically, and seldom let your emotions get in the way. Facts and logic are key to winning arguments, not sappy emotions. Has similar music taste to you and is down to try anything new, he’s pretty open to anything tbh. Yeah yeah you might be a switch but don’t you think for a SSSSSSSSECOND that he’ll ever let you lead lmao mans is dom as fuck you can’t convince me otherwise-

Hope you like your *very late matches!!<33

#matchups #assassination classroom #attack on titan #jean kirstein #karma akabane

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swearronchanel · 5 years ago

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9.08

wow i cant even think too busy crying

Reggie and Fred 🥰

Ok but is setting all this shit on fire in the middle of the street not some barbaric ass move or is it just me LMAO?

Trixie looks great as always, I still want the white hoops

NURSE CRANE AND THE WRESTLING LMAOAOAO GET OUT LOVE IT

that’s a pretty veil

Shot gun wedding time

This guy is hella familiar ?? Was he on Downton or something?

Poor Elsie

Val giving me sailor vibes lol

Phyllis gives me the vibe of older lady’s who chug beer and yell from the nosebleed seats at baseball games aka me in 40 years

How dare you say Nonnatus’ is unimportant mr tight vest LMAO

I love that Phyllis is making him a sweater LMAO why is it so funny to me

DISCOTECH, Sister Hilda is deff the “cool” nun

You’re telling me that poplar will throw a fundraiser/charity sale thing for anything BUT to save their building??

Sister J’s voice breaking 😢

SAVE NONNATUS 1k65

THEY NEED RENT MONEY

Oh noo they’re gonna kill Elsie off today huh

I forgot Phyllis is a vegetarian, good on her I could never lmao

“Don’t go crying, not in all that eye black” 😭

Throwing up blood oh shit not good

Omg cancer of the esophagus? Jesus

WAIT HE HAS TWO BABY MOMMAS??? BIG YIKESS

SISTER HILDA SHOWING MCNULTY HOW TO DANCE LMAOAOAOA why do I love this?

SISTER PJ’s PAMPHLET “HOW TO DANCE SOCIALLy” LMAOO

“No one wears plimsoles to the discotech” 😂 plimsoles are like white sneakers right?

you really have to be an addict to wanna play with needles and inject yourself all the time 🥴 Issa no from me

The midwife with the curly perm 🤣

Ok I agree sister Hilda deff has a soothing voice. Her accent is very velvet-y

Poor Val this is so heartbreaking 💔Let me call my grandmas after this

Wow there goes my stream 🤬🙄

ok I’m back

“Every land mark I ever knew seems to be falling down” 💔

Sister J and Lucille comforting Val ugh this is too many feels

I can’t wait till this cheating ass mf gets caught LMAO

OFC Phyllis would be the one to notice the missing drogas

Fred checking his watch is a mood like he does not have the time for this shit LMAO

Councilor Buckle you better step it up LMAO

TELL HER PHYLLIS!

Sister Hilda’s voice is actually calming me rn LMAO ((my laptop has been stressing me out all day))

LMAO THIS IS IT OMG

HE CAUGHT

SMACK HIM UP MOMMA!!!!

HE DESERVES MORE THAN A HANDBAG TO THE HEAD HE NEEDA CATCH THESE MF HANDS LMAOAOOA

Phyllis is like what the fuck is going on here today??🤦🏼‍♀️😂

Elsie coming home 😢my freaking heart

Now they’re both gonna be in the maternity home OFC

Ugh I cant deal this hits too close

LET TRIXIE SPEAK

ALSO LET ME SIGN THE PETITION

“Oh no” LMAO ofc they’re put next to each other

NOW EDDIE SHOWS UP OMG GET OUT LMAO

“You’re loving her. That’s the only medicine she wants” stop omg my heart 💔😭

CTM don’t you dare make me feel bad for this guy lmaoo

Sister MJ 🥺 angel on earth

“The good stuff” is that not suspicious to anyone who doesn’t already know?

“She was here the night you were born. I recollect her” Ok I’m hysterical bye

Sister Hilda is underrated and I’ll keep saying it lol

Eddie with the 2 bouquets 😂

“I grew up arching women brawling in the street...but I’m not gonna fight you for him.” Remember the brawl from the pilot ep

YES TRIXIE YOU SPEAK!!!

“They gritted their teeth and that’s just what I’m doing now” ugh this is too much

I won’t ever have a baby bc Phyllis Crane can’t be my midwife so why bother LMAOO jkkk

poor Petra tho :((

“A memory like a firework exploded in my mind”

GRATITUDE LETTERS 🥺

GOD D*MN IT SISTER MJ HAS DONE IT AGAIN

“I was never more proud of you when I saw you wearing that [nonnatus uniform]” 😭😭😭

I am in actual tears and I can not deal

And McNulty is down

GOD SISTER FRANCES WHERE IS THAT VOW OF SILENCE BC UR NOT HELPING LMAO

The community rallying for Nonnatus we STAN

ARE THEY SAYING “PISS OFF OF OUR MIDWIFES” LMAOO I CANT HEAR AND HAVE NO SUBTITLES RIP

“I prefer to be referred to as NURSE Franklin in a professional setting” YES MY QUEEN !!! TELL HIM

NURSE BEATRIX FRANKLIN SAID DOWN WITH THE PATRIARCHY!!

THIS IS THE MOMENT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR !!!

“YOU HAVE NEVER ONCE CALLED US BY OUR NAME!! BUT DO NOT THINK WE WILL NOT BE MISSED IF YOU WIPE US OUT COMPLETELY” YOU FUCKING GOO BEATRIX OMGG WHAT A DAMN GOOD SPEECH!!!

BUDGET FUCKING RESTORED HELL YEA

for 12 months is that catch but you know SCREW YOUR CATCH, Nonnatus will go on somehow as long as NURSE Franklin has a say!!!

I mean at least for series 11 they have to make do somehow? We’ll see

NOOO OMG ELSIE CAN’T DIE WHILE VAL ISN’T THERE

I’m literally drowning in my own tears Oh my god

now they’re singing Amazing Grace might as well just rip my heart out with your bare hands 💔😭😭😭😭

Val with the ice cream cone ugh 😢it’s so sad

Reminds me of how I missed my abuelo passing by literally 7 mins. After a 5 hour drive, legit 7 mins late...

They tried to make McNulty go to rehab but he said no, no, noooooo

IM SORRY I NEED TO MAKE MYSELF LAUGH BC IM LITERALLY A SOBBING MESS

I wonder why they never bring up Patrick’s mental health anymore? like he wan’t magically cured for life

the “for now” sign on Nonnatus omg

LMDOAOAOA THE FIREWORK OMGGG

FRED THANKS FOR EVERY LAUGH

TRIXIE LOOKS GREAT AND HAD THE RIGHT IDEA LMAO

“I love you Nurse Anderson” MY HEART MAY BE REPAIRED, GIVE ME A WEDDING

Petra lost the baby aww poor gal

wow i’m emo but they all look happy during the bonfire 🥺

Poor Val is breaking but at least she’s got her gals

“Welcome the darkness, embrace it as a canopy from which the stars can hang, for there are always stars when we are where we ought to be...The darkness is beautiful for how else can we shine?”✨✨😭😭😭

She said more that I loved but couldn’t hear it all over the sound of my UGLY CryING

This reminds me of what Sister Hilda said a few eps back ugh I’m having too many feelings let me log off until Christmas

#call the midwife #live blogging #I have many feels #but that's a wrap

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seelestia · 2 years ago

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hi!! its been a while hehe

FIRST PARAGRAPH i totally agree jsjds

i JUST took a chem test today UGH stoichiometry <<< but my fav is also bio WHAT!! i specifically love genetics, i'd like a job in it someday.

i actually just finished + posted a fic, its a childe fic where childe has to give up the reader for his family. if u find it maybe my identity will be revealed hehe

LOL i hope ur stomach is okay after all that, actually whats your fav drink? mines def water or coffee. AHHHH INFJS THE CINNAMON ROLLS!! how's life as a j? i really wanna be an intj ugh :(

ME TOO!! i mostly do it with mbti BUT WHATS UR ENNEGRAM!! and do u wanna take a shot at guessing mine? if not its okay

i wish i cld add more to this ask but something is demanding my attention very this second n i'm too lazy to rewrite this all.

BUT!! whats ur fav scent? like perfume wise?

have a nice timezone!!

-quill !

quill, hi hiiii! the way i was planning to come online when you sent the ask?? destiny. the fact that we despise chemistry??? also destiny LMAOAOOA. I SHALL PRAY FOR YOUR BRAIN 🙏 and hello??? fellow bio lovers unite! yooo, it's good to know that you'd like a job in genetics because they're super cool 😩 this makes me wanna look back at my notes abt meiosis HELP. tho, i personally love the digestive system! but i think i might just end up taking linguistics or literature courses when i go to uni soon.

(remember me when you get that huge salary, quill. so cash money of you /lh) AND OMG. i think

my fav drink is... iced chocolate. quick, act surprised LMAOAO why is this no different than choco milk 😭 but any types of iced fruit tea are super good imo! water and coffee... quill, you're so self-sufficient and easy to take care of, jfjwkkfkwm. don't be like me, be practical and save money 🚶

CINNAMON ROLLS?? US INFJS?? TY, TY! we are all silly people, i promise. like everything, being a j has its pros and cons: because we make plans and take some time to think for stability + this helps us feel secure knowing how something turns out. but at the same time, it makes us more frigid when it comes to change?? it's not like it'll kill us but most j's can get a little moody/panicky when the plans take a turn — which i do think we can afford to relax a bit more abt 😭 (i talk like a p, but i think it's just the introverted intuition (Ni) in me jfjwjkek) + it takes away our chance to experience how unpredictablity can make things more enjoyable than they seem disorganized!

YEAH! i do more with mbti and cognitive functions too but i recently researched more into enneagram. i personally recc using the sakinorva site if you haven't because they go more in depth >:)

ALSO HI YES. i'm a 9w8! your local and private cheerleader <3 and ofc, i'd want to guess, hehe. hmmm, i think... you might be a type 6?? i got this feeling because of how you said that you wish you could be a j/intj, so i can somewhat theorize that you desire security and stability (which sounds like a 6 to me but again, this is just a silly guess fjjwkdkke.

NO WORRIES! go take care of those things like a boss and a good timezone to ya too, quill <3 thanks for stopping by~ i'll keep a lookout for the childe fic you wrote because ayo, the family vs lover trope??? yes. 👀

#i love how i can feel like a nerd and a student *and* a writer when i talk with you. man ily quill 😭 (/p)#OH AND my fav perfume scent is usually soft floral like ylang ylang! WBU???#HAVE A NICE TIMEZONE QUILL <3 #ask box! 📬#visitor: dearest quill anon! ✒️

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jayflrt · 3 years ago

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i think my tumblr app is broken bc why did i Just find out you released deceit??? i will be reading her tonight!

LMAOAOOA i think tumblr hates me it just doesnt tag right anymore 🤧 but PLS athena i was responding to your sweet reblog on bloodlust and fell asleep (granted it was like 5 am) 😭 but thank you soooo much omg and i hope you like deceit !! ♡

#💌 : love notes #soobisms #fic: deceit

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hyuckworld · 3 years ago

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AWW W THANK YOU MAPLE 😭💖 tbh a lot of ppl say they didn't think they’d become friends with me because they thought i hated them or smthn 💀 (read: char). also im glad you weren't around at the wp/sewer rats era bc so many odd ppl joined that server and im sure everyone was exhausted LMAOAOOA

BUT N OOOO IM SO HONORED THAT U LIKE MY WORKS and i gotchu 😎 but stfu ur not boring 🤚 tbh i just speak the thoughts that are under the Do Not Voice This Aloud category of my head

but happy new year!!!! lets go 2022 killer clowns comeback

If you know me at all then you'll realize that I am a VERY sappy person so yes I'm gonna hop on this end of the year trend.

HAPPY NEW YEAR BAES

For me I didn't really accomplish anything after I started my blog. I'm one or the newbies to tumblr, I had my account up for a while but never made use of it because I honestly didn't know how. To be fair, it did better than I thought it would and many people have seemed to enjoy my works as a whole, but I haven't hit a hug milestone or anything like that so idk I guess I'm personally just a bit unaccomplished?

While I'm still a newbie, however, and have yet to make my tumblr STREAK as of yet I'm so thankful to have gotten to know so many people and make multiple friends on this app. I was able to overcome insecurities and struggles I was dealing with before and I have learned to be proud of myself.

It's actually been hard for me to get to this point in my life where I am okay and I am genuinely happy. And now I'm moving forward into the next stage of my life and my future. Even though it's scary it's also exciting and reassuring to me that I have found the path that is best for me. Which was so hard for me to do.

Instead of living up to others expectations, I have learned to live up to my own expectations and live the life I want, not what others want from me.

HELP I kind of went on a tangent there.

Anyways 2022 will bring a lot of endings for me, but they are bridges I have to cross to make way for the new beginnings waiting to occur.

So here's to the New Year I guess LMAO. Let's hope it's as good if not better than 2021. I hope to see you all again for the new things I have planned next year and for the new adventures my characters and I are sure to make together.

LOVE YOU ALL! And see you all again next year my friends ;)

Now a small message to our sponsors

LMAO jk it's iust a thank you to the moots who have supported me and kept me going since day one really, each and every one of you is amazing and really helped me in moments where I needed you the most, so thank you. All of your advice and support really inspired me and helped me to keep going. I can't thank you enough for that.

@nikiskies - as my first official moot, you are rightfully at the top. Thank you for moving over to Tumblr around the same time as me! Without you in my corner and supporting me every step of the way, I don't know if I'd still be here tbh LMAO. You gave me the first steps of faith in my writing and have always been a great and loyal friend. Thank you for being there I truly appreciate it

@junepops - although we don't talk as much anymore I've always been grateful for your support. You've always been such a bright and positive light and honestly you are one of the sweetest people I've ever met.

@hyuckworld - when I first met you I couldn't have predicted we would have gotten close. Though i didn't originally knew you on wattpad (or know how famous you were 👁) you have grown to be someone I admire and who's works I respect and adore. You are one of the most talented and creative people I know and I'm glad I was able to gain you as a moot and a friend. You've helped me a lot through trying times and helped me see things through new perspectives. PLUS you are just so fricking hilarious istg. Thanks for being around and becoming my fren 🤭. I might be boring but hey you're interesting enough for the both of us so 💃

@kabira | @doievoir | @kookings | @catchujoon - I know some of you have deactivated or are on hiatus but I just wanted to thank you for getting to know me and making me laugh in manx's group chat. Honestly life would've been boring for me if I wasn't randomly invited one day (which btw I still dunno who invited me LMAO). I met a lot of great people there, including you guys and I admire you a lot. So thank you ^^ and thank you random person who invited me LMAO

@jimeanour - sweet wifey you. Honestly I'm still regretful that I could not stay on as one of your admins for hoi but I'm still glad I was able to gain a great friend out of it. You are so sweet and hilarious and honestly such a bright light. I will always support you and whatever you are doing so I hope you know that.

@bbanghoonie | @taecup-ontrack - my favorite child and the best darn tech magician I've ever seen! Honestly yall make me laugh and smile every day so thank you for being there and just...being you LMAO. I love you and will always be there for you if you need me so never fear maple is here ;)

@soobmint - CHAE THE LOVELY BAE. yes ik you're Alice's 🙄 but I just wanted to let you know how much I love and appreciate you. You have given me such encouragement and support throughout this year and I'm so glad I was able to get to know you! I hope to see more chapters released 🤬 and I hope that you have a great New Year and that you receive all the love and happiness that you rightfully deserve. I'll always support you no matter what you do so just remember I'm here for you if you need me. LOVE YOU BOO

@ryuflix - omg lily the sweetest flower and moot out there ahsjdnod. Even though we haven't known each other long you have always been so kind to me and even gave me a fake friend group in your smau 🤧 (which btw I LOVE reading qksndkdm). Anyways I hope we can grow closer this new year and I'm so excited to see how your smau ends AGH

@freckledwinterfalls - I'm so grateful you showed up in my inbox after seeing how close our birthdays were that day. Because that gave birth to a fast friendship that I'm still surprised at. We clicked so fast and I'm thankful that I was able to meet someone as sweet and wonderful as you. You honestly make me so happy every day and I'm glad I get to call you my friend. I hope we can grow closer next year ^^ I LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU

@pearlgisa - my little red flag ☺ LMAO IM JK. But no even tho I've known you for while I feel as though we have only gotten to know each other this year which is weird to me 0.o I honestly don't know why we didn't talk more before. ANYWAYS I hope you have the greatest new year and I want to thank you for supporting me and hyping me up when I need it ;) also as a side note I'm always prepared to run away with you

@crispy-chan - MY DEAR CRISPY honestly it's like it was DESTINED for us to meet. We first talked in ficscafe then I was paired with you for the fic exchange and THEN I was paired for you for Xie's Christmas exchange. It's like the universe is tryna tell us something no? 0.o ANYWAYS I hope that in the new year we will be able to get to know each other better in the New Year but until then I just want to say i was thankful I met you. You are so sweet and precious and I'm so grateful for all the hype you give me 🤧 thank you for befriending me and i hope we can get closer soon

@enhafika - AH MY DEAR AURA/ADA honestly I'm so glad you were my secret santa. Your gift was so adorable and precious AND I LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF IT. Plus your asks were literally the sunshine in my dark days and I could NOT stop smiling every time we talked. I really appreciate you and your kind personality, and I hope that we can grow even closer in the New Year. But until then I LOVE YOU MY LITTLE COFFEE CUP ☕

@eclipxeukkae - you were one of my first friends on wattpad and you have supported me since day one. I am so grateful to have met you and have your support throughout the good and the bad times. I just hope you know that no matter what I'll be there for you just as you have been there for me. I love you to DEATH dani and I will always be incredibly grateful to you. thank you for being there for me.

ANYWAYS that's all from me! Have a great New Year everybody! Hope to see you all soon ^^ but for now buh-BYE

#maplecornia #maple 🍁#makes me smile

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nicedreamniko · 8 years ago

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2 Solar eclipses on a beach and hard boiled eggs

written 3/20/17 nearly 3 am, sober

I can’t stop thinking about you to save my life. It’s always when i lay down at night. i see the signs that now isn’t the time, and God knows if there ever will be one, but i actually couldn’t care less anymore. since shit w us ended I have been with what i thought i wanted, but still ended up thinking about you so I know that this isn’t some kind of coincidence, you’re just special to me.

I’m stuck between “waiting for the right time” and “nothing good can come from not acting” it is v confusing especially bc we’re both in two different places, going in two different directions, but that could change in the future. i have things that i’m working so anything’s possible, but still

Even if I can’t be w you i still wanna talk to you whenever possible. you get me, i can talk to you. there’s another girl who i’m somewhat comfortable with but i won’t tell her everything, i won’t tell anyone everything, but i can tell it all to you and i like that so much.

Who stays interested in someone they haven’t met? For years at a time. I am 21, I slid into the fb inbox when i was like 16 and to this day I can’t seem to stop wondering about you, i’m still intrigued by everything about you like you’re too interesting and pretty for me to just shut out, even thought that’s proibably what I should be trying to do now.. tell me if i should btw

It could’ve been perfect but the timing wasn’t good, i accept that. The timing isn’t good now either, that triggers THENFUCK out of me but I accept it. I’m trying to accept and adapt to the whole ‘just friends’ concept but i’m actually just failing at it, whether you see it or not, i just don’t know how to do it w you lol. when we were snapping for a few hours the other day i kept having the strongest urge to say something like romantic or some sehit, but instead i just stopped responding for awhile, then snapped back a bit later after i was like good lol. believe me, i’m trying to be good but idk these conditions are like no other, you are like no other.

I really can’t keep this to myself, it’s actually so hard. I have to let it out every now and then or i’ll just lose my mind. thank the Lord for www.tumblr.com lmaoaooa but yeah i don’t want to bring it up w friends bc they can’t do anything to make me feel better so why bother. just don’t pity me bc it’s not like that, i’m not losing sleep over this and i’m not like pathetic, i’m very much able to live, but there are some things i can’t die without seeing and experiencing and you’re number one on that list

There’s so much more i could say. i want to say more to you, i’m into you and it’s just gonna be that way i think. hmu whenever you’re alone or some shit love, do it do it

I don’t know what’s right and what’s wrong, i don’t know which way is forward and which way is backwards. All i know is that you’ll be in my mind, whether it’s right or wrong. Whichever direction i go in, i’ll always keep an eye out to see if you’re going the same way. I’ll look into other brown eyes and think about yours.

Do you want me to tell you more?

#Desiree.

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