#[screams into a pillow] FUCK THAT GUY
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this is everyone’s friendly reminder that this is how husk reacted when angel said “if i end up broken, i won’t be his favorite toy anymore.”
i have two thoughts about this.
1. he’s just like us fr
2. im literally going to curl up in a corner and start crying HE HAD NEVER ACTED LIKE THAT BEFORE IN THE WHOLE SHOW. HIS WINGS FUCKING DROOPED AND HIS EARS PINNED BACK AND EVERYTHING IM GOING TO SCREAM 😭😭😭😭😭😭
#guys the way that every time i see this i need to find a fucking pillow to scream my lungs out in#i cant fucking handle this#i can’t fucking handle them#they are TOO FUCKING MUCH.#IM LITERALLY SOBBING RN.#hazbin hotel#huskerdust#angel dust#husk
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I SEE PORTRAYALS OF BETRAYAL
AND A BROTHER'S FINAL S T A N D
AAUUUUUUGGHHHH I WILL NEVER BE THE S A M E
#SCREAMING INTO MY PILLOW AND S O B B I N G#MR JALAPEÑO HOW FUCKING D A R E YOU#(thunder bringer guys its thunder bringer)#pepper rambles#and sobs and screams and throws up-#epic the musical#epic the thunder saga
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ALRIGHT!!!!
Everything has finally been fixed! Thank you all for your patience and support! <3
I hope you all enjoy Chapter 4 - The Guardians Pod!
Chapter 5 will take probably a lot longer than previous chapters but I promise you it will be Perfect.
#change in script#change in script announcement#fuck tumblr scheduled posting#im so tired now lmao#thank you guys so much#im gonna go scream into a pillow#have fun!
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hes so small!!! :((( he’s just a little guy!!! (he is a thirty year old man that is also capitalism personified) i want to scrunch him up into a little ball and put him in my pocket
#AAAAAAHHH FUCK WHY IS HE SO CUTE!!!#*SCREAMING AND BITING AGGRESSIVELY ON A PILLOW AND SHAKING IT VIGOROUSLY*#I FUCKING CANT DUDE HOLY SHIT I FEEL INSANE!!!#TINY RUFUS!!! LOOK AT HIM GO!!! WHAT HORRIBLE THINGS WILL THIS LITTLE GUY TRY TO DO TODAY?! NOBODY KNOWS AND IT DOESNT EVEN MATTER!!!#ff7#ffvii#final fantasy 7#ever crisis#rufus shinra
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hmmmm upsetting, my writing of the worst case scenario bullshit has ended up with a really satisfying emotional blow up between Raph and splinter but again it’s like. Such worst case scenario bullshit that idk if I can even show anyone
#wcs#I truly don’t know the storybeats here I have a drafted comic where Raph meets casey that I think will work#for like the next thing to show you guys#so we might just try going through chronologically and seeing what sticks out#but ooh boy…. something hit realy hard w this and I feel like the vagueness isn’t that vague here anymore BUT….#truly a uh you don’t wanna hear me say it thing#but resulting in the most satisfying fucked up reveal of ‘your mom ain’t shit’ that is…. so juicy and I can’t handle it#like this is way worse than just oh ya Raph was a csa victim as a child cuz it goes the full way and it’s making me throw up AND YET.#compelling#screaming into my pillow in complete anguish
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i remember someone asking you for the second years favorite out of itafushikugi but who do you think the trio’s favorite senpais are?
& who do you think the adults (nanami gojo shoko yaga) favorite students are?
I'm assuming we're talking about the sea glass gardens universe for this and not canon.
Megumi: Yuuta. No competition. I'm pretty sure this is straight up canon with his comment that Yuuta was the only one of his senpais that he actually respected. He and Yuuta have a special relationship, even if Megumi isn't aware of his Boyhood.
Barring Yuuta, Maki would be his favorite. They have identical bitch instincts and are always on the same wavelength. They wander the world as these beautiful judgmental assholes and it's their ideal existences. Soul siblings.
I see Maki as sort of slowly growing into her place as Megumi's family. At the start, neither of them were exactly looking to forge blood family ties, what with their history, but I think they both understand what it's like to have the Zenin lurking on your periphery in a way no one else does. They look out for each other.
Nobara: Maki. I also can't debate canon on this one. Nobara simply adores Maki. And has a crush on her the size of Jupiter. She doesn't know Yuuta and has sworn revenge on him for winning the last Goodwill event, so Yuuta's out of the running, and Panda and Inumaki are her constant torments.
Still, were it not for her appreciation for Maki as her senpai (re: rampant Homosexual Desire), I think Panda would be her favorite. They have identical asshole instincts, not that Nobara would ever admit it. Remember them teaming up during the Goodwill event? Nobara secretly has a soft spot for Panda, except for all the moments where she wants to beat him with a hammer.
Yuuji: I think it's actually Inumaki. Maki and him get on great because they both can compete athletically, but Maki's disposition is more suited to Megumi. She's harder for him to connect with for him on a personality level. Inumaki's also very athletically inclined, and I see them becoming jogging buddies now that Yuuta's in Africa.
I see Inumaki looking out for him a little when he first arrived, the way he did for Yuuta. Yuuji's not the sort to be phased by the difficulty communicating, and I think he respects the hell out of Inumaki as a jujutsu sorcerer.
If we count the Kyoto students in this, his favorite is Todo, but that may or may not be Stockholm Syndrome. He. He got swept up in it. It happened so fast. He doesn't know how this happened or if he's allowed to leave. It kind of scares him.
Yuuta is not even in the running for Yuuji's favorite. The thought of Yuuta torments him. He's just all sparkling and perfect in Africa, what with his curse-free existence and unstoppable power and having Megumi as his boy and what not. Just. Fuck off.
Adults
Nanami: He has no favorites. He cannot play favorites. He has raised one of these children, as adopted another, and has played a very large role in teaching a third. It would be wrong to select favorites out of them.
But also it's Yuuji.
It's not that he actually likes Yuuji better than Megumi or Yuuta or any of the others; it's more that Yuuji's his student. Megumi's practically a son to him, but Gojo was the one who took the lead on raising him and training him. And while he will always do his best to support Yuuta, by the time he met Yuuta, Gojo had already become the sort of adult pillar of support in his life.
Yuuji's the one he took the lead on training. He was there when Yuuji first had someone die, first had to kill. And Yuuji reminds him so much of Haibara that it hurts sometimes. He has a soft spot for him.
Gojo: Gojo will play favorites. It's Megumi.
Sue him. His kid is his favorite. That's his little boy. He watched him grow up from the angriest first grader he ever met to the angriest high schooler he ever met. He's always gonna have a bit of a soft spot for his Megs.
If he couldn't pick Megumi, it would be Yuuta.
Again, sue him for playing favorites, but Yuuta's someone he's just endlessly proud of. He watched Yuuta go from being curled up on the floor of an execution chamber to being the most promising sorcerer of the modern age. Yuuta really gives him hope for the future and the next generation. He just adores the kid.
Shoko: If we're talking sea glass gardens, I think Megumi would win by default just because she has less face time with the kids and Megumi is the one she helped raise. She's his wine aunt. She's always gonna wanna pinch his cheeks and harass him about his hair. But if he's out of the running, it's Nobara. She reminds her of her at that age. Mostly in the fact that she's endlessly suffering from her two idiot best friends's mutual homosexuality. Shoko relates to Nobara on a spiritual level.
Yaga: Panda. That's his little boy. I'm pretty sure this is canon too--Maki explicitly states that the principal plays favorites with Panda in JJK0. He raised Panda and thinks of him as his own son. He adores the kid.
If Panda's out of the running, it's Megumi.
This is also because he remembers when Megumi was a little kid. He didn't help raise Megumi the way the rest of them did--he got cut out after the Zenin incident--but he remembers before, when he was trusted with Megumi. A part of him is always going to remember Megumi as the quiet little boy who used to hide under his desk to read.
I also just see him as keeping more distance from the kids. he's not as actively involved in their teaching. it's partially an act of self protection to have distance--a lot of kids don't make it to graduation. So his favorites are going to be the one he spent the most time with--namely panda and Megumi, just by pure default.
#sea glass gardens#megumi sort of swept the competition but in his defense it's hard to beat being their literal child#he's had more /time/ to endear himself to them#he was the village baby okay#megumi's trapped in a nightmare#you know when you're in high school and you don't want anyone to know your dad's the english teacher#yeah so it's that but /the entire faculty/#all of these people raised him#even with yaga it's a problem#yaga remembers him as the quiet little boy who used to hide under his desk#but /megumi/ remembers hiding under his fucking principal's desk as a little kid and falling asleep cuddling one of his stuffed animals#his fucking principal carried him to a couch and tucked him in for a nap in childhood#he's in agony. he's going to throw himself off the gym building. someone sedate him. he needs to scream into a pillow.#100% of the tokyo jujutsu high faculty has had some kind of hand in raising him. they all have seen him in his pajamas. they have all seen#him when he was sick or upset or when he hit puberty and his voice started cracking#the annoying teacher that drives everyone nuts is the guy that raised him. his legal guardian. the one that makes his life a living hell#whenever anyone flirts with him. /their teacher/ gave him The Talk and there were absolutely terrible jujutsu metaphors involved#gojo devastated that his little boy is grown up: *reading religiously off cue cards* make sure you and/or your partner /cast/ a /veil/ to#help protect from any /curses/ escaping#Megumi in hell: you can just say condoms#Gojo who will cry: i absolutely cannot#he's doing his level best to keep yuuji and nobara in the dark but /all/ of his senpais know that he's gojo satoru's little boy. it's like#having the fucking sword of damocles hanging over him. he knows one day they'll tell the others and he'll be in agony#just put him down like a sick dog at this point he cannot stand this
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nothing prepares you for inosuke
#rabbit speaking.#rewatching the anime with ari has been a (good) trip but holy fuck i forgot how king shit inosuke was#LIKE I'VE SEEN PORTRAYALS HERE BUT HEARING THE GUY SCREAM IN REAL TIME WHILE THROWING A PILLOW AT ZENI#IS ENDING MEEEEEE
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okay what i have to say is lowkey embarrassing but i wanna bitch and it’s probably only embarrassing to me bc im shy about this stuff anyways the moral of the story is i wanna bitch and u should probably just ignore me. god bless
#honestly halfway through the wedding i did see this guy i thought was rlly cute#like. REALLY cute (so fucking embarrassing)#but i’m too shy to talk to hot people and i’ve never approached anyone before and no one’s ever approached me so i don’t know what to do#idk how to talk to people to begin with let alone like. try to flirt or something#but as the night went on (this is so embarrassing) for some reason i literally couldn’t stop looking at him (kill me)#and he probably definitely noticed me looking at him so he probably thinks im some like. crazy creep or something#but like usually when i see someone attractive im just like oh wow and admire them from afar#but i COULDNT STOP LOOKING AT HIM! WHY! and for some reason i felt like i just really wanted to talk to him#but i didn’t know what to do! i just felt this urge to go try and start a conversation but i just. i couldn’t#and every time i thought i would work up the courage either my sister or my grandmother would come back and hover over me#and i didn’t wanna be like ‘sorry gotta go i need to go embarrass myself in front of this cute guy’#OR he would get up and start taking pictures again. it’s like he knew#he wasn’t even the official photographer he was just one of the guests who clearly wanted to take photos of his friends wedding. which like#is so endearing to me. he has HOBBIES. WOW. (kill me)#idk j can’t even put everything into words i just feel like screaming into a pillow AAAAAAUGHHH#i felt like i was in hs again there was a point i even excused myself to step outside just because he was out there#but he was talking to some old lady. so i was just sitting outside in the grass moping#i feel so stupid i dunno. why am i so worked up about this. i had a few opportunities to approach him and i didnt. because im an idiot#i feel like i’m down so bad which is so STUPID because i don’t even know his name and ill never see him again in my life#so it doesn’t even matter! and every time im like oh oh well it was just random infatuation clearly it wasn’t meant to be#but then i just get upset and all blushy cause he was SO CUTE! and i wanna know more about him! why!#i haven’t felt like this in FOREVER i just feel so stupid for even feeling this way#i know ill be fine in a few days or something but im just like. i wish i could have at least spoken to him once#sigh. idk what’s wrong with me#maybe he’s already dating someone anyways all the cute people seem to already be in relationships#except ME im the only one left. who am I supposed to date!!#i want to jump out the window#snow.txt
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I think people who headcanon that c!Quackity is c!Tubbo's parent and people who headcanon that c!Quackity is c!Tubbo's brother should fight it out cage match style, for enrichment.
My enrichment, not theirs.
#dsmp#dsmp tubbo#dsmp quackity#tubbo#quackity#cabinetduo#cabinet duo#I'm so sorry guys#but I've been going through every single word of cabinetduo fanfiction on ao3 I can wrap my hands around#and there is a very clear divide between the 'Quackity is Tubbo's parent' community and the 'Quackity is Tubbo's brother' community#and then there's the 'they care about each other but it's fucking COMPLICATED' type of people who are screaming into their pillow#in author's notes form the entire time and I relate to them on a spiritual level#but fr#fight it out#i'll record it
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mistynat
#i think about them so so often#they are toxic and lowkey abusive but they match eachother freak and fuck so nasty!#sharing colourful fishnets and second hand leopard print fur coats#getting kicked out of cheap diners for fucking in the bathroom#living together in a tiny one room apartment with a fridge filled with takeaway containers and rotting vegetables#they smell of hairspray and weed and consist of red fake nails tangled in blonde curls#they have screaming matches weekly#nat throwing plates at the wall and misty setting pillows on fire#but it always ends with their limbs intertwined laying on the floor and their clothes strewn about the messy room#they are so horribly codependent and only have eachother#AGH#i love them too much guys it kills me#someone talk to me about this!#misty quigley#natalie scatorccio#mistynat#save me mistynat#yellowjackets#moodboard#yellowjackets moodboard
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I saw an amazing moth in a field that was big a it was fuzzy and I took a picture of it to post on tumblr so I could ask what kind of moth it is. Then I woke up :(
#ive never been so upset in my fucking life#i actually hate this#im gonna go scream into my pillow fo four months thanks for coning guys#im about to cry#im not joking
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instead of grinding for finals i lost hours to a one piece wiki spiral
#IT ALL STARTED...WITH CP9S INDEPENDENT REPORT#in the most predictable fashion. ive yet again fallen for the “dangerous murder bot villains are actually a found family and genuinely care#for one another“#PLSSS THE WAY THEY ALL WORKED SO HARD TO EARN THE MONEY TO TREAT LUCCI#thinking so hard about how they are one collecfive unit. they move together they work travel live thrive together#giggled so hard at kaku giraffe slide#SOEAKING OF WHICH I JUST LEARNED KAKU IS THE YOUNGEST OUT OF CP9#HE WAS 18 WHEN THEY PLANTED HIM AND THE OTHERS IN WATER 7#im not ok im ripping my pillow to shreds punchjng the wall screaming shaking good GOD DJFJ#KALIFAS DAD WAS IN THE PREV GEN OF CP9????? SO SHES RRALLY BEEN THERE THROUGH IT ALL#thinking about lucci and jabra and blueno trio...#yes i originally was devastated to discover my favourite shipwrifjts were actually undercover government assassins but like#the found family.....maybe not found family but FORGED FAMILY THEY MADE IT WORK#i still think it's so silly that. kaku is the youngest but hes second ij terms od power and he speaks like an old man#in my ideal world cp9 brutally murders spandam and they live their best lives after doijg whatever#attention span for stats and cs??? nonexistent#but yea sure i can spend 2 hours memorizing the key detaisl from the wiki entries of all cp9 agents and making a chart and timeline#maybe this is a sign...that i need to fix this before it causes bigger issues#rambling about stuff#wait omg no last thought is how when all the cp9 members reunite after 5 years and firsg thing they do is immediately check their doriki#and jabras upset by how both lucci ajd kakus are higher than his now but then u think about how hes the oldest in their group#heck five years ago when they were sent off to water 7 those two were 23 and FUCKIJG 18 YEARS OLD#OF COURSE HES UPSET THESE TWO FUCKING KIDS ARE STRONGEE THAN HIM#who holds seniority over them. im actually devastated and extremely entertained#the last time u see the youngest of your group hes some 18 year old kid you could best in a spar. maybe even leave some words of wisdom for#then he goes and leanrs how to build ships for 5 years and comes back stronger than u#they are a family to me... HE COULD HAVE ABANDONED TJEM?!?! THEM ALL HAD THE CHOICE OF LEAVING THE OTHERS BEHIND TO SAVE THEMSELVES#BUT THEY DIDNT. HE STILL GAVE KALIFA HIS SHIRT AND CARRIED KAKU ON HIS BACK ALL THE WAY TO ST POPLAR#biting my hands hitting the wall scratchijg the floors screaming shakijg not normal about these guys#THE WAY JABRA HAS A PET CHICKEN TO COUJTER HATTORI
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ohhhhh! the pain of ex friendships is sinking in. i understand everything now <- will shatter into a million pieces right here
#feel like that clip of the guy from akira clutching his head screaming as images flash in his head . christ#the memory the memory THE MEMORY OF GENUINE CARE WEIGHS IN MY HEART LIKE A TUNGSTEN SPIKE PUSHING ANOTHER WOUND OPEN#what was it for. what was it all for. just for him to be broken twice over? just for me to be torn down like deer for the wolves?#fuck. fuck!!! FUCK[SCREAMS INTO A PILLOW#vent
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I’m kinda nervous rn….ok just so you know, my parents know I’m gay, but my mom suddenly invited me out to get our nails done, and idk maybe I’m just overthinking but its…..auuuaggggghh I wanna,,,,,maybe,,paint my nails,.,,,but a very VERY small but loud part of me is ringing alarm bells of crumbling masculinity,,,,,
AUGH I’m gonna scream into a pillow, gimme a sec, I gotta just get this out.
#neil talky#Its stupid I know it’s VERY stupid#shit like this shouldn’t be gendered but#Fuck you know???#I’ve always been that dude who’s just#dark clothes barely talks very cringy chuuni shit#but when my mom invited me I thought like#what if I get some cute shit right??#I KNOW THIS WONT MAKE ME ANY LESS OF A GUY#and I have they/them pronouns anyway so I dont feel like a guy ALL the time BUT#you know#you know!!!!#ugh#I’ll get over this I’ll hype myself up I AM gonna get cute colours and shit#Just need to#scream into a pillow first#The nail manicurist is my mom’s highschool friend and she knows I’m a queer so its whatevs but#gender panic for what other people will think ig#DEEP BREATHS NEIL HEEHOO HEEHOO HEEHOO
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at a family gathering rn but all im thinkin abt it is how much i wanna just be home and spam bg3 for another 16hrs o(-(
#not even an exaggeration btw i Have Not Slept#i wanted to belt out all the grove n goblin camp stuff beforengoing back to work and it snowballed into multiple save files#of me either killing all the goblins or none at all#cuz i was so conflicted abt minthara gurl i want u so bad 😭 but the tiefling situation made me so fucking sad . so.#god i had to speedrun the goblin camp cuz it was alr 6am but i had to see the hard earned fruits of my labor via rizzing astarion WHICH.#HE SAID YES BTW. SHOCKER ACTUALLY my approval rating w him is like 55 v karlach/laezel/shadowheart towards 65+ 😭 like???#I SCREAMED when he invited me to an afterparty#anw. i find it funny my ocs morals line up well w astarion (not that thats a good thing but rn in act 1 theyre judt 2 silly guys avin a gaff#to karlachs dismay. girl ily be poly w me 😭#I WANNA GO HOME N BG3 SI BAAASDDDD RRRGRRGHHH RIPPING A PILLOW TO SHREDS#wig talk
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@hotchs-bitch respectfully. FUCK YOU.
@greg-montgomery respectfully. FUCK YOU TOO.
*PASSES TF OUT*
#vaulting out the plane of existence#no words I HAVE NO WORDS#DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW BAD MY BRAIN BROKE FOR ME TO HAVE NO WORDS?????#DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOUVE DONE????#HOW DARE THE BOTH OF YOU#HOW DARE YOU#I AM LOSING MY FUCKING MIND#DONT EVEN @ ME IM NOT SPEAKING TO YOU#WTF WAS THAT#YOURE GONNA JUST DROP THAT??? JUST LIKE THAT NO WARNING????#FUCK#SCREAMING IN MY PILLOW LIKE WTF GUYS
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