#[i lied. it's angst]
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oh no, I hurt myself
#work in progress#lucanis dellamorte#datv#datv spoilers#lucanis x rook#lucanis x mercar#rookanis#oc: madeleina mercar#:((((((#i realize i just jumped like several chapters worth of character development but i got possessed by the need to write something#about when rook gets yoinked into the fade#and the LI + team has to DEAL with their leader/lover just being gone#and the uncertainty of them never coming back#ouch#fanfiction#rookie writes#angst
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Good thing.
(spoilers for most recent drdt ep)
#sorry acevi shippers had to do it to ya#I LOVVEEE THE NEW ACE SPRITES I HAD TO DRAW THE POSEEE#i lied abt my promise to not post ace angst. i fibbed.#CAN YOU BLAME ME AFTER THAT EP??? LIKE HOLY SHIT!!!!#I LOVED IT#gooddd if ace is somehow the killer im telling yall rn. my accounts going dark.#drdt spoilers#drdt fanart#drdt#ace markey#levi fontana#acevi#never been much of an acevi shipper but the tragedy had to be illustrated.
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THE PARALLELS ARE INSANE.
I LOVE ME SOME OF WHATEVER THIS IS/WHATEVER CALEB AND ZAYNE ARE (GONNA BE) TO EACH OTHER
#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BREAT#love and deepspace#zayne love and deepspace#love and deepspace x reader#love and deepspace caleb#loveanddeepspace#caleb x reader#love and deepspace zayne#caleb love and deepspace#love and deepspace smut#love and deepspace fluff#love and deepspace mc#lads mc#lads angst#lads caleb#lads zayne#caleb angst#lnds caleb#caleb x mc#lnds zayne#lads x reader#lads smut#zayne x reader#zayne smut#zayne fluff#xia yizhou#erensfeed#li shen#黎深
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jordan playing it off bc they think marie only hooked up with them bc their minds got messed with so they’re acting indifferent towards the situation even tho they obviously like her and she likes them back but now she thinks they don’t like her like that because-
#THE WAY THEYRE IN MASC FORM TOO#THEY USE MASC JORDAN AS A DEFENCE MECHANISM#i could go on about how jordan feels insecure or inadequate after being second place to luke and that’s why they’re so obsessed w being#first and they don’t think marie could actually like them even tho SHE DOES#THE ANGST IM KIND OF HERE FOR IT LMAOOO#gen v#the boys#the boys gen v#marie moreau#jordan li#limoreau#mariejordan#jordanmarie#ship
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LINK CLICK FANS‼️‼️
New teaser DROPPED AND HOLY SHIT, THIS IS GONNA BE SO GOOD BUT OH DEAR GOD
I'M SO NOT READY
AND IT'S SAY COMING SOON UGHHH
But, they said Stay tuned! So probably, we're going to have the official date pretty soon
#link click#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#shiguang dailiren#angst#link click spoilers#shi guang dai li ren#link click season 2#link click s2#link click yingdu chapter#yingdu chapter#vein#liu xiao#xiafei#lu guang needs therapy#THIS IS CRAZY#IS THAT LU GUANG FIRST TIMELINE??#THEN THIS IS THE SECOND TIMELINE#i can't anymore#i need lu guang to be happy with cheng xiaoshi#cheng xiaoshi why you gotta die
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“Lover, where do you live? In the sky, in the clouds, in the ocean?”
#our flag means death#ofmd fanart#edward teach#stede x ed#i started this painting a month ago but january was a shitshow so it took a while to finish#it was pretty therapeutic to work on tho#i especially enjoyed drawing the tentacles#i sure hope this doesn’t awaken anything in me👀#my art#blackbeard#ofmd#gentlebeard#blackbonnet#who said i was finished with the stede/ed angst??#oh right it was buttons#well he lied!!
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reading everyone’s thoughts on the london special and marinette’s actions have given me a serious case of deja vu in relation to the s5 finale, here’s why
a very very VERY common reaction from the fandom i saw to the finale was “why are the writers letting gabriel get away with being a hero why isn’t he being held accountable horrible finale horrible writing i hate this show etc etc etc”
before i share my thoughts on this for like the thousandth time i just wanna mention i DID cry during the finale, partly because i was in shock and also because i HATED it. but now i genuinely believe it was one of if not the smartest thing the ml writers have ever conjured up and i just. fucking love it. (point is: i understand disliking it. that was me at some point, until i began to consider the implications of the “ending”)
similarly, a reaction i’ve seen to the london special (mainly from ml salters) is “why would the writers let marinette lie to the world when it’s so clearly morally wrong she’s such a horrible person she needs to be held accountable blah blah blah”
something both the s5 finale and the london special share is that THE ACTIONS THAT TAKE PLACE IN BOTH. ARE NOT MEANT. TO SIT WELL WITH THE AUDIENCE
NO writer on ml is trying to convince a fan that “gabriel was actually a hero because he made one selfless decision (that wasn’t even that selfless?????)”. NO writer on ml is trying to convince a fan that “marinette is completely right for hiding the truth about gabriel from not only adrien but also the whole world!!!!!! no one should ever find out!!!”
the entire point of the finale and special is to make the viewer uncomfortable, as we watch marinette sit with her questionable choices, watch adrien refer to his father as a hero and watch their class throw a party. none of this is supposed to make us feel at peace with the way this arc has concluded.
what people seem to be missing is that even if the s1-s5 arc has ended, the s6 arc is just beginning, CENTERED AROUND THE CHOICES THAT HAVE MADE US AS THE AUDIENCE FEEL SO UNCOMFORTABLE!! you’re completely ignoring the way the plot is set up if you think the writers are going to neglect gabriel’s storyline, because it is far from over.
i think it’s also important to mention that neither marinette nor adrien are at peace with what’s happened (even if that was implied during the s5 finale—the london special has provided us with this new information on their emotional statuses). marinette is clearly being eaten alive by guilt, seeking confirmation throughout the entire special that protecting adrien from the truth was the morally correct decision. adrien was obviously affected by his father’s death (contrasting the idea that he just “threw a party” without any emotional backlash), and will undoubtedly learn to grapple with his conflicting feelings on gabriel’s character throughout s6 (he sacrificed himself??? but he abused me??? but he saved ladybug and nathalie????? but he apparently assisted monarch?????)
POINT IS
no one is meant to be satisfied with the way things are in the miraculous universe at the moment. you aren’t supposed to want the truth about what really went down during recreation to stay hidden. if you feel uncomfortable with the current situation our main characters are in, GOOD! please stop the discrediting the writers, because your discomfort means they have done their job well.
#if you read all of that ily#i love the writing of miraculous. if you don’t that’s okay.#HOWEVER the writers clearly know what they’re doing because i have NEVER been so excited for a new season like i am for s6#GET HYPE PEOPLE MORE ANGST MORE QUESTIONABLE CHOICES MORE LIES MORE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT!!! YAYYY#however if you have thoughts on the new animation……..well. that is a different story#ml#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#ladynoir#ladybug#chat noir#mlb#miraculous fandom#adrien agreste#marichat#ladrien#adrienette#marinette#marinette dupain cheng#ml london#ml london special#ml london spoilers#ml s5#ml s5 finale#ml recreation
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can we get mcdonalds once im done with the swamps dad
#lies of p#pinocchio#pinocchio lies of p#geppetto#giuseppe geppetto#i wanted to draw angst but. no <3#my drawing
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To be loved or hated?
#dragon age#dragon age 2#da2#first enchanter orsino#my art#every time I draw orsino it’s just more and more angst#both an elf and mage it’s just full of pain Ahahaa#shxidbs I miss him and will keep believing varric lied#tsk tsk#so many scribbles tonight#I actually surprised myself
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dead leaves
summary: the creator is meant to be worshipped and praised, exalted to the highest of high. so… what went wrong?
word count: 1.2k
-> warnings: mentions of blood, you die multiple times, bitter(?) ending, spoilers for xiao lore (but it’s not said to be xiao specifically so technically you could read and just not know it’s him but now that i’ve said that you know it’s him so-)
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it wasn’t meant to happen like this.
it was never to occur at all, in fairness, but like this?
the clouds parted to make way for a single glitering star, shining a white hot gold. the whole world turned, stopped and stared in awe, every leaf on every stalk bearing witness to the one they called god.
it wasn’t supposed to be like this. the golden shine poured through the tall windows of a palace meant for you, the heretic in a crown ordering your people to betray you. their hands shook where their followers could not see—perhaps even they were aware of why the trees were rejoicing.
you, blessed you, torn from your home by the divinity in your blood, picking yourself up from sand with barely a vague memory of your location. walk, climb, walk again, and that’s where you learned how to swim, led on by the crumbling stone of barbatos’ statue. the squirrels chittered and the hilichurls retreated, not wanting to frighten you, bandaged hands seeking shields and clubs to keep busy instead.
mondstat is the nation of anemo. happy and bustling, merchants calling across courtyards, adventurers waking with the sun to continue their trade. a cool breeze welcomed you, tugging you along a stone bridge, the winds quiet.
so quiet, in fact, that the archon stirred from his slumber early, reaching for his bow.
you never even made it to the city gates. the doves on the bridge hopped closer as you approached, the knights on duty watching how eagerly they pressed themselves against you. a nod, a twist, a chain of knights leading up to the headquarters, all set on edge the moment the acting grandmaster cleared them to engage.
the first casualty was a bird. it had flung itself into the air, halting the arrow in its tracks, drawing your attention to the man standing atop the city wall. another bird died before you understood his crime.
leaves dappled the ground in shades of green, warm light falling on you as you ran. you didn’t know where you were going, really, and why would you? who had a contingency plan for when everyone they loved turned away? the river tumbled over smoothed rocks, the bright beacon of the statue of the seven pleading for forgiveness even as it’s archon wanted you dead.
mondstat was the city of freedom. could it still be called that when you bled out before you could reach the border?
you couldn’t die. literally, you couldn’t. ley lines converged where you were crossed, absorbing the dissipating flakes of your physical body. the earth hummed beneath the anemo archon’s feet as he watched divine blue blood be sucked up and swept away. was it a hallucination? how would he know?
elemental energy coursed through the earth, sprouting again at the geo through which it bled, releasing the holy light it carried and supplementing with its own. within the hour your eyes opened again, unsure whether to pray it was a dream or wonder which god could hear you.
liyue, nation of geo. the stone hummed beneath your feet, though you didn’t walk toward the city. you’d learned your lesson fast, and a spear to the gut would certainly take longer to kill than an arrow to the neck. not that it mattered, of course—the adepti are too in tune with the land to not have noticed your arrival.
as it turned out a spear does hurt more, which you learned when you found it sprouting from your stomach in the split second before the pain hit. bright jade stained blue, betrayal glimpsed in the dying eyes of the one alatus once called his savior.
and it began anew.
teyvat bubbled with anger, torn between enacting vengeance on those that hurt its maker and protecting you. you were taken to places of shelter, but people learned to follow where nature raged loudest. even if they didn’t, if storms kicked up in false alarm to draw them away, intuition toward their creator was sewn into the hems of every living creature. hilichurls could only hold up for so long, and the millelith were used to dealing with vishaps. the dense forests of sumeru were memorized by the most vigilant forest watcher, the consecrated beasts in the desert too big to keep up with the agility of the general mahamatra.
how cruel for you to die like this, at the hands of the ones you should have been able to trust. how cruel for you to die at all, stabbed in the back by those who should have worshipped you.
the one on your throne was tolerated, just barely so, rationalized as the people needing an idol to follow in your continued absence. but now you were here, now they had no reason to be, and visions began to go haywire whenever they entered the throne room. boars outran hunters, trees tangling over boots as nature wrought vengeance on behalf of its god.
you were everything.
every scholar sought to understood your world further, your spirit found in every star in the sky. to study the world was to study you, how every string was woven into the universe. when you looked to the earth the soil said hello, the trees bowing before their creator, and yet your most beloved artwork was the one that hated you the most. was it hubristic to think a mortal could truly kill a god, or pathetic that they believed the fraud so quickly? they didn’t have elemental energy buzzing at their fingertips, they didn’t have the respect of the world, only commanding people, those easily swayed by a similar face and lucky coincidences. they were nothing like you, you who held galaxies in your blood, you who created the sky and the seas and the creatures within, who created everything. who was everything.
…and now you were nothing. lost in the ley lines that frantically searched for a place to host your body, outrunning the hunt for the god of all. nothing, half conscious in the heart of the earth, within a cave that had cracked open for this very purpose. hidden, the entrance sealed by stone itself, only allowing in slimes that helped sustain you. how cruel, the skies wept, torrents of rain falling in punishment. the fraud barely left the palace anymore, which was only standing thanks to reinforcement from the geo archon. were it not for their lie, they would be dead a thousand times over, killed in every way you had.
but they were in the palace, hidden where the world could not reach. so stone cradled your body, carefully ensuring you still continued to breathe, leylines redirecting to offer energy. not awake, not asleep, stuck in a stasis while hell raged around you.
it’s alright. teyvat would have its revenge eventually. lightning would find its way into the palace, someone would bring something carrying elemental energy into the throne room, something. the fake would die and you would be born anew from the earth, weak and tired but alive, most importantly.
anemo brushes off dust that begins to settle in your clothes, hydro doing its best to soothe the cracks on your lips. geo rolls you over so you don’t bruise, dendro adjusting its net of vines to keep you stable.
eventually…
#genshin#genshin impact#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin self aware au#angst#?#genshin angst#sagau angst#fuck help how do i tag#genshin imposter au#sagau impostor au#sagau isekai#gender neutral reader#gn reader#??? help#cyno and nari and xiao and li are techno mentioned but??#ah fuck it we ball#if we die we die#the title makes no fucking sense god#whatever whatever we live we laugh we love. we stay silly.
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Something something interesting writing choice.
Full image + bonus:
You’d think after 10 hours of drawing that flippin pagoda I would remember how to.
#lmk nezha#lmk#nezha#lmk li jing#lmk season 5#lmk season 5 spoilers#lmk s5 spoilers#lmk s5#inaccuart#stock images my beloved#I think I do too much angst so this is a side hustle
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my arm:
- so, are we going to stick with show's artstyle, or go with how we usually draw?
my brain:
- Y̵̛̱ẻ̸͔e̶̝͘e̸͍͘e̶͇͛e̸̫̕n̷̥͠Õ̴̺ô̸̺ō̷͖O̶͕͐e̸̹̓u̵̺̓ĕ̵̗ȕ̷̦u̶̦͗e̵̝̕u̵̖͠q̴̗̈́e̵̹͊
Part 1 / Part 3 / Part 4
But, yeah, the second part of my short comic that originally consisted only of these 5 pages, actually, ahah. But in the end I've added a "prologue" and epilogue, that will be next update, because without them the story seemed a bit empty.
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Also I wanted to draw future Leo in this comic so yeah, he will be in it in the next update along with Donnie.
I hope I made Cass at least a bit recognisable xd
#angst goes brrrrrrrrr#riseofthetmnt#rise casey#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt casey jr#rise cassandra#casey jones#cassadra jones#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt2018#save rise of the tmnt#comic#I lied about uploading it tomorrow ahah#my art
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Some Lost Memory
#y'all thought snow day ideas were gonna be all fun and sunshine#NO#get HIT with the angst stick!!!#i have...so many thoughts...on Polendina's storyline#and how much his “death” i think would have CRUSHED P#shaken him to his VERY CORE#also idk where the connection in my brain between Antonia and Winter came from#but it exists now#lies of p#neowiz#lies of p spoilers#lop spoilers#lies of p pinocchio#pinocchio#p#lies of p polendina#polendina#echosong971#art#digital art#fanart#lies of p art#lies of p fanart#lop art#lop fanart
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everyone who knows me knows im so weak for my fave getting magically de-aged for fluff and plot reasons
#sjcijxshcsujxisjxishsi hi#i said i was going to sleep i lied i thought about tiny knuckles and got possessed#sonic fanart#sonic au#art#fanart#doodle#knuckles the echidna#sonic the hedgehog#amy rose#miles tails prower#saying plot too cause i don’t really like reading fluff woth no good plot you know#needs some angst needs some hurt comfort#I haven’t seen a fic with this premise yet so this post and this art is a form of begging#sorry ive read so many in the s-p/n fandom shiedhiehiedhei
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~ a little something about the unreachable distance between you and Dazai ~
You look so serene... yet mindful. He wants to be serene and mindful too. He's staring, he knows you won't notice anyway. Maybe he could walk over to your desk, hold your hand, intertwine his fingers with yours, and tell you about how he prolongs his life every day because he thinks he can work up the courage to one day face his own cowardice and feel human for once. There's no time for that. He's thinking about your hands in his and the various ways he could make you smile and laugh until your nose crinkles and your eyes get crows feet. He could wake up next to you everyday and do this. He wants to show you what's under his worn bandages, and he craves your touch like he craves to avoid it as well, cringing at the mere thought of ever submitting to such a selfish desire. He wants, wants, wants.... he shouldn't. That's why he's going to walk right by past you, a sly smirk deceptively plastered on his face, and not give you the time of day. You already take up all of his, and this is a very bad thing for him.
Out of reach, out of touch.
#bsd dazai#dazai x reader#bungou stray dogs#i actually lied i cant wait to post anything about this man#i also ummmmm don't know how to format my writing sorry!#i just want him in the worst way possible!#osamu dazai#dazai imagines#dazai angst#is this angst? it can be now#osamu dazai x reader#dazai x you#drabble
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OH LOOK a character totally not doomed by the narrative 🥰
#im lying#he totally is#neowiz hates us#a lot#i love romeo tough#lies of p#lop#romeo#romeo lies of p#kyo makes angst#kyoart
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