#[hEY REMEMBER WHEN WE TALKED ABOUT CHING HAVING ONE MORE DRUNKEN RUNG PASSED SAD?]

[jcurncy]

@gcldess said: “ something had made your eyes go cold. ”

ching glares at the ground, kicks at the branch near her feet she’d slashed down earlier. “well we don’t all deal with mother’s day in healthy ways like you and abyo, pucca.” she’s been doing this for years. storing up every once of anger at her mom and unleashing it all on one day. the only day ching lets her mom’s disappearance have control of her. she doesn’t even deserve it, but it helps. garu had left her on her own this year and when the only one with impulse control decides to stop having any herself... well, just look around at all the shaven trees.

her hands curl into fists. she’s drunk, more than she usually gets. she almost never hits past emotional and silly and sad. but this was different. she’s pissed like she’s never been before, her face is on fire. her glare sinks into her best friend. “my mother is gone, pucca. won is dying. what more am i supposed to lose, huh?”