#[fuckin mood tho]
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"Purple totally wasn't bottling up his emotions to keep King from worrying about him.
He totally wasn't.
...Okay, maybe he was."
THAT IS SUCH A PURPLE THING FIGHT ME-
#ao3#fanfiction writer#ao3 writer#my writing#alan becker#animation vs minecraft#ava father & son#avm purple#autumn writes#literally writing a fuckin oneshot for Father & Son and that just came out of my brain cells#IT IS SUCH A PURPLE MOOD THO
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VIOLATOR!! DESECRATOR!! TURN AROUND AND MEET THE HATER!!
VEEERRRY HAPPY WITH WILLIAMS LIL SCARY ARC. HORROR MOVIE BOY. LIL ZOMBIE GUY. UNDEAD AND PIIIISSED OFF LIKE CMAAAHHHNNN I HOPE HE KEEPS THAT CHAINSAW FOREVER. IF YOURE UNDEAD CAN YOU STILL GET A NICOTINE ADDICTION? I SURE HOPE SO!
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi pd spoilers#william wisp#FIRST: IF YOU DONT PUT ROB ZOMBIE IN YOUR WILLIAM WISP PLAY LIST I KILL YOU. SECOND: BEHOLD MY EASTER EGGS. FIRST EASTER EGG IS THE CHAINSA#I WROTE CHAINSAW ON IT A BUNCH BC I DIDNT WANNA DRAW DETAILS. ALSO ITS FUNNY. SECOND EASTEREGG IS THE LOBOTOMY CORP HOODIE.#THIRD : HEY KIDS YOU WANNA SEE A DEAD BODY? QUOTE FROM HELLSING ABRIDGED. REMEMBER HELLSING ABRIDGED? YEAAAH YOU DO#OKay those are the easter eggs. also i hope william actually gets into smoking i think thats SO funny. also its cool as hell#like with the blue wisp fire n everything? COOOl as hell i hope he gets his leather jacket back too. REMEMBER KIDS!#smoking is COOL AS FUCK but also itll kill you so dont. if ur undead its fine though.#IN OTHER NEWS! williams 'need a hand?' bit was SO fuckin funny. like it didnt need to be that funny. I WISH I COULD ANIMATE THIS WHOLE SHOW#ITS SUCH A CLEAR CARTOON IN MY FOUL BRRRAAAAIIINNN!!!!!! SPEAKin o my foul brain i LOVE SWIRLS!! CAN U TELL???#I LOVE DRAWIN WILLIAM WITH THE SQUARE/ROUND SPIRALS DEPENDING ON HIS MOOD. ESPECially in the black/white/grey arc#i draw him with only sharp spirals in that arc. the spirals soften once he chills out tho. YOULL SEE IN THE NEXT DRAWING I POST#guyyysss i love william so mmuuuuch i project all my middleschool gothness onto him and it makes me so happy#im sO GLAD I FIUCKIN FIGURED OUT HIS HAIR BTW. IT LOOKS SO GOOD NOW. LOOK AT ME IMPROOOVOEEE AAAAAIUURURUGHHRAAAUUGHHHHHHH
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say it a lot, but might take this for a one-shot:
if you never "soldiered through", stone faced, stoic, emotionless, through your trauma? you didn't do anything wrong.
if your trauma's been drudged up right now and you're still unable to react by turning the other cheek, "staying strong", you're not "doing it wrong."
you're doing just as your brain adapted to survive. it's okay to crawl if you can't climb. just keep fuckin going. don't bottle that shit up.
survive as you will and kick this world in the ass. once you're rested up. restin' up, gain some more xp or something. this world won't know what hit it when you get your stamina back.
(as a one-shot, you know this shit'll slap for leon lol)
#vent#kinda rambling lol#ajr - weak -> the idea of being “weak” to me? is better than “be strong!!! tough it out!!!”#tho “Weak” feels too harsh yknow?#you can't expect someone to run with two broken legs#but you sure as hell can find another way to move yknow?#sorry im in a mood and trying not to sink#the sides of this sinkhole are fuckin muddy as hell tho but im clawin out of this hell
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I love having terrible taste in men.
#out the gate he got my attention LOL#him Sang Gregor and Ishmael got my attention for various reasons#like him being a bully fuckin sang being a mood Gregor is bbg and Ishmaels hair LOL#THEY ALL HAVE REALLY NICE VOICES TOO IT DIDNT HELP#BISEXUAL PANIC THO THEYRE SO PRETTY#I'd probably be into ryoshu more is she didn't put me off with the bloody bloody violence#u can speak acronyms to me anytime in not understanding shit and blood squicks me#heath though is very committed to his basically dead girllypop gf I support you king but oof#hurts my soul even#art
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dnd this last weekend was intense af!
shoutout to the paladin pulling a clutch move to juice up the goblin with god powers and giving him a power trip 2 seconds after he got brought back from death saving zone
#dungeons and dragons#dnd#dnd character#dnd goblin#dnd sorcerer#listen aoe damage is so important when you are going up against hordes of zombies#there were 6 waves and tic only had 4 fireballs man had to make that last one count#thank you rhami for being mvp as always#everyone did a fantastic job tho in this fight like omfg#the way i was breaking my teeth hoping that patience wasn't going to die out there holy shit#i fuckin love this whole party so bad i love you breakfast club#i also really wanna draw the moment not long after this of tic just#walking up to the edge of the little tower he was on and announcing to rhami that he was done being up there#before just full trust jumping off expecting him to catch him#their friendship is so important to me#tic can be in such a shit mood and rhami will be like “hey buddy its gonna be okay” and pick him up and everything is okay again#sorry rhami you got adopted by a gremlin#anyway this fight was sick af we are all awesome and so is the dm for being able to run that massive battle holy shit
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#tonight im in a 'everyone and everything annoys me' mood apparently#I fuckin hate these moods#they're irrational and unfair but omfg everything is making me want to scream#i bet it's hormonal#which would explain the pain im in today too#fuuuuuck#i feel like crying out if pure frustration#AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT'S MAKING ME FRUSTRATED#i should probably turn off notifs for everything for the rest of the night#i don't need to go get worked up over something someone says because i read it wrong or it annoyed me#and then heaven forbid RESPOND to it and stick my foot in my mouth and make someone else feel bad#im just not fit for company tonight -- guess its a good thing i don't have anyone to spend the day with lol#ok. gonna go mute my discord servers now -- I'll keep dm notifs on tho in case someone needs l something#gonna try to be scarce from here too#tbd#fox thoughts
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Welp, someone is stuck in rather conflicting moods right now--
#{|dash commentary|}#{|ooc notes transition—|}#yes Jackson-- this is partly @ you sir lol--#but also just generally the fact that mah boi is stuck in both the switch mood of 'which do i want tho??'--#yet also-- 'am i actually horny-- or is it some other thing??'--#and son i can't with you rn-- you're gonna give me a fuckin headache lmao
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Primate
MONKEY
#snap chats#just got these on DECK tho 😭😭#first monkey a mood tho im fuckin cryin 😭😭 bro fuckin FLABBERGASTED#second lookin like a hostage situation JVLKAJ
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oh psa but if you're in an industry that checks IDs and the person in front of you is clearly trans, don't make comments about anything on that ID. for instance saying "OMG your middle name's Danielle? that's my name too!!!" to someone 5 feet tall with a full beard is perhaps not the best choice one could make if one didn't want to put a neon glowing sign above that person's head saying "THIS IS A TRANSGENDER" to everyone they're with
#it is p funny tho going out places with cis / nb-and-always-presented-as-agab friends and always getting singles out abt my#id in Some Way and them always being like ??? wtf that was so weird what was up with that#and i have to be the one to be like 'remember that my id has an f on it' and theyre like :0 ....... >:0!!!!#like fuckin. the time i got id'd at goddamn jack in the box????#she was like 'yeah we have to check it on all orders over $25' which had never happened before and has never happened since because#its fucking jack in the box so every stupid order is over $25#for important context i was driving and bf in passenger seat was paying so id handed her his card and was way less passing than now#so once we left travis was like yo wtf that was so weird why on earth would they id someone at jack in the box?????#and im like well because i look like this and i handed her a credit card with the name travis on it and people making#up reasons to check trans-looking peoples ids to verify if theyre trans or not is unfortunately not an uncommon occurance#and he was completely floored that that was even a possibility#which like mood when i was doing bev steward literally the only thing i was thinking about on those ids was birthdays#course i was working at a theme park so we had ids from all over the country#and world but nonamericans had passports which are much more consistent than state ids#so id get handed someones id and just be like ugh ok where do they hide it on this one i have 50 people in line i dont have time for this#like why would i be wasting time casually perusing their gender marker yknow i have shit to do#so the fact that there are people who will feel the need to know that so bad that theyll do that is just wild to me and presumably him too#(working there was how we met and he ended up being bars lead then full water park sup after i left the job)#but yeah after he had his 'wait people actually do that?' realization he was just like '....well then good thing it was my card so we had to#give her my id so she'll never get to know for sure‚ get fucked' LMAO#ooh or when me and a friend went to trader joes and bought drinks cause i collect cool drink cans and when the cashier was checking#my id i made a joke to ny friend abt my picture looking like bobby hill and the cashier was like 'GASP dont say that about yourself youre#beautiful!!' which i believe i did have the beard by this point so it was a pretty obvious dig#and the picture super does look like bobby hill by the way like ill show yall if anyone's curious but literally no one irl has disagreed#except this one random woman lmao. but we get out and my friends like ????????? that was so weird#why did she say that????? and im like. well it has an f on it remember#and once again the :0 -> >:0 transformation#like it sucks having it happen but there is smth really funny abt watching friends so inclusive something like that never even#occured to them realize that thats a thing people will do and it just happened right in front of them#shoutout to my roommates friend tho who has worked at a sex shop and weed shop and changed my rewards account name for both to chosen name
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Today was kinda wild ngl
#I woke up to John Green himself reblogging my post and I had no fucking clue#then I found out and almost had a mini heart attack#john green#the madlad#reblogged MY post#and I had no fuckin clue#i’m so disappointed#in myself I can’t-#i only joined tumblr like a year ago maybe#and im still find shit out#John green is such a mood tho#frfr#he’s so precious and nice and I love him#(platonically ofc)#and the fact that his new blog is for a coffee brand that donates all profits to charity is just so amazing#man’s doing his part#wish I could do the same but I’m broke af#I haven’t even read his books and I’m already a fan#not adding any tags like fyp or shitpost bc there’s no way ima let THIS post blow up#I may crave attention#but today was a lot lmao
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Yesterday at work made me so upset I’m playing hooky because I feel like if I walk back into that office I will dissolve into a puddle of tears and violence. Which is generally frowned upon in a work setting.
#laurelcore#how in the world can you say I’m so smart#and then say I ask questions that no one else does and I should already know#or that I said customers roll off my back in my interview and how you’ve NEVER seen that from me#even tho comparatively I let way less people get to me than everyone else#unless I’m in a bad mood which yall are allowed to have bad days but not me?#not me I’m not allowed#im so goddamn sad im so tired its the same thing over and over again#you could be the best!! well what if I don’t fuckin wanna be#what if I just want to have the same rules and expectations as everyone else#I don’t want different rules or to be held to a higher standard#it’s not ficming FAIR
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Coming out of a major depressive episode has the same vibe as Neo waking up from the simulation for the first time and just jolting out of his pod
#;out of webs.#I've been in a 'I don't want to think or exist' mood for the last two weeks#And I am finally coming out of it and feeling Alive and LORDT#I have so much shit to figure out and deal with and I gotta find a way for it all#Which is scary bc its super easy to feel rudderless and lost but. Ever so slightly exciting#Idk life's exhausting but I'm determined to carve a spot for myself#Even tho self motivation is fuckin HARD lmao#BUT WE'RE SURVIVIN BUDS WE'RE DOIN IT
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girls will literally have a bipolar diagnosis for 6 years and then be like “so weird how im not sleeping or eating and i can’t stop talking and posting and starting projects and i wish i could listen to several songs on 3x speed at the same time and also i think im kind of the next philosophical prophet” … babygirl we’ve been here before
#i think it’s stress related tho so i’ll just keep taking my mood stabilizer i guess .#and hope that i come down soon . and safely#i just don’t know why i’m so surprised every time like#also my caffeine intake CANNOT be helping#like i’ve had this fuckin thing for so long you would think i knew better.#and i do! i know all my triggers and i manage my life very firmly to keep it in check#because i’m being so fucking real bipolar disorder actually ruined my life for a while#so now i’m just like. damn. stupid
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#musings.#felix fae.#that's it that's the post#in a fuckin Mood cause today's been weirdly good#kinda tired tho#have a goofy ass staring off into space
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#first night in my new place#moved a lot over the years but it still feels really fuckin weird every time#living with my best friend now tho#so things are gonna be fucking amazing#its just weird#and im in a weird little mood#a grunkly moment if you will
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I'm gonna be whiny for a while lololol
#ummmmmm#so how much can i#like...#frfr endure#before i just#start.#breakinig#genuinely asking here#because i dont know anymore#im so fucking.#sick and tired of always.#faking good moods. im tired of being the shoulder for everyone to cry on. i dont mind it but i feel like i cant cry on anyone else#shoulder when i really need to. bc all i do is complain complain complain#i grew up in **** and endured ///////////////// and have fuckin depression. and anxiety!#how fun!#oh dont forget the PTSD too lol#but the real kicker is the fact that even though i still have the urge to just slice my own skin open#or do smthin equally gruesome to myself. even tho so fucking often i feel as though i cant fuckng breahte#bc everything fucking hurts so badly and it feels like i have absolutely NOTHING to lvie for#why am i living. why am i here. why do i exist.#i cant even take any antidepressants bc they apparently cancel out my seizure meds#its like life is just fucking laughing at me and seeing how much i can be forced to endure until i just#end it all one day.#ik im a fucking annoyance to people. i know i act like a bigshot and shit but how else can i at least#SOMEWHAT pretend i have people who give a damn about me???#if i disappeared ik people would forget abt me...just like my first few online friends did after a few years...#im unremarkable. im a fucking mess. i want to scream but i cant. i dont want to be here anymore.#im disgusting. my body is disgusting. everything about me is disgusting.#i want it all to end.
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