#[but i dont mind it bein reblogged i suppose

[heylinfanclub]

Wanna add some of my psyche-circus characters to Art Fight next year and wonderin how deranged it is to ShARE my PERSONAL THERAPY OCs but like,, psh,, plenty of artists do that. They're just mildly better at making a relatable narrative out of it.

quick doodles for anatomy figuring. Cage (he/it) the 'Black and White Beast', master of Cognitive Dissonance, Black n White Thinking, Acceptance/Irreverence, best dealt with via DBT. Lives in a cage of his own volition, just as I have (probably necessary to befriend to manage a healthy ego death n acceptance of 'necessary struggles'). Could go into how his mouth opens (only on one side at a time), and might make its markings *more complex*, and can split his face open. Considered rather frightening, but its most egregious behavior is just *acknowledging reality is uncaring of my values or desires to escape it* and that it is *ever pressing, ever passing me by or ever dragging me along by the throat* and that So Much Is True And Not True at Once. A haunting 'reminder' of things that you just can't escape. Existentialist. mMmm might draw it bein' creepy w my fursona.

tbh feels like a logical evolution of an old OC I made at like,,, 11,,, who was always in a straight jacket and affirmed that Reality is Corrupt and Dissociating from it is BETTER (or lashing out violently at anyone who gets in the way of ur comfort). Now he can't fit in no Jacket and it's only escape is The Cage (which while made relatively comfortable/safe feeling, its still disregarding things JUST outside some things that are like, WITHIN THE SELF). And while he's no longer Physically Violent, it's going to hunt you down just to mentally torment you for sure.

[diodellet]

AJLDKFJSLKDFJSKLJDFLSK?!?!?!?😭💥💥💥💕

thank you!!! for writing her so nicely! ++ just the shenaniganery of this entire scenario too, im sticking this into my hoardt💕💕

Keyed Up

A little Christmas present for @diodellet, hope you'll like it ❤️

And hopefully I did justice to Lou and your idea, thank you for trusting her in my hands for this 😊

Also very purposefully posting this on the 24th since where I live, that's the day when we start the Christmas celebrations and do the gift giving.

It was very normal to give a friend / a crush / an acquaintance the key to your place dorm, right? Right? Because it would be just useful, and convenient, and he could maybe use it, and–

Who was Lou kidding?

It would be so weird to offer this to Jamil.

Lou squeezed the key in her fist.

What could she even say?

“Hey, I thought you might like the key to Ramshackle?”

So presumptuous!

Besides, why would Jamil care about it anyway?

The first time Lou saw Jamil that day was at the cafeteria during lunch.

No way could she approach him like that, surrounded by people.

She managed to eat even less than usual, the key burning in her pocket.

She could just take it back to Ramshackle, it’s not like anyone even knew she’d thought of doing this.

Next, Lou saw Jamil in the corridors while changing classes. When Jamil was coming her way, Lou was so caught by surprise she rushed off into the bathrooms, suddenly bolting from the conversation she’d been having with Ace and Deuce.

The mental litany of curses and self-beratement only intensified while she hid out in the stall, only coming out just before the bell to wash the key-shaped rust stains off her hands.

Ace had mentioned the basketball club having practice today. Maybe, if Lou timed it just right, she could just chance upon Jamil by himself after they'd finished…

Which led to her spending the better part of an hour loitering around where she thought Jamil would pass through, trying not to attract anyone’s attention.

She only decided to head back to Ramshackle about 12 times before Jamil finally emerged from around a corner.

Casual. She could be casual about this.

"Hi. Jamil. I've got this spare key to Ramshackle, and I was wondering..."

Jamil blinked in surprise, gingerly holding the key that Lou had thrust into his hand.

Oh no the key had probably gotten all clammy from Lou keeping it in her hands all day this was so embarrassing-

“Me? I suppose I can hold on to it for you if you really want me to. Though I would hope you won’t be losing yours in the first place.”

He didn’t even get it, did he?

Inside, Lou felt like she could scream.

Outside, she was sure she was starting to resemble a tomato.

“Well… Also… If you need to. You can use it. To… let yourself in. If you needaplacetojustchillabitandge-”

“Slow down. I don’t even know what you’re saying.”

Oh, screw this. She couldn’t.

“Just… keep it! Gotta go! See you!”

She was definitely not running away. Definitely not.

Jamil stared at Lou’s receding back as she scurried off – a far too familiar a sight, her pigtails swaying with the frantic steps.

He ran his thumb over the key thoughtfully. He’d have to put it somewhere safe, and easy to get out if needed. 

With a shake of his head, Jamil tore his eyes off her – the key carefully pocketed until he could get it to the right keychain.

[dadcred]

ive accumulated some new followers presumably from the ffxiv dadcred french translation post(s) so hi there!! thanks for bein here :)

my tumblr activity is basically stockpiling posts in my likes and mass reblogging them a week or two later. i also occasionally post doodles if they look decent enough. i’m supposed to be writing fic too but…well im creative but not consistent 😅

if ur specifically here for translation stuff: i just finished the lvl 89 dungeon in frenchbringers and usually i just hoard notes and go back to analyze/compare w the english at a later time when i’m able!

otherwise say hi whenever, i dont mind! and ty for following enjoyyy

[kreidewaltz]

YEAR END LOVE.

happy holidays and advance happy new year everyone!! this was supposed to be for christmas but.. yeah hope u had a great time w your loved ones <33 this is for my friends who helped me get thru shitty times, who made me laugh so hard, and made me feel appreciated :) to my mutuals, thank u for taking ur time to talk to me!! any interactions from u guys makes me so so happy <3 im proud of you for getting through this year!! this is gonna b a long one .. hehe <3 sorry if i didn't mention u!! i still love u :( this is in no particular order dw dw ily all d same

to my followers, mutuals, and people who likes my stuff in general ツ

AAAAAAA guys ily you rock !! thank u for supporting me and just being there for me (esp for the ones who listened and stayed w my shit !!) ty for liking, reblogging about my stuff, or just interacting w me!! pls pls talk to me let's have some good convo hehe i hope no one will send me or any blog hate bc that isn't cool >:( happiness and love only are allowed people!!!

@sunakissses ツ

my bestie, my bae, babe <3 you rock val if im honest :( even tho we haven't been friends for a long time, we just clicked !! and yeah talking to u is just makes me at ease n u have that comfy vibes :)) and our interactions r so funny and wholesome <33 i just love when im talking to ya you know :(( and idk i love ur supportive aura whenever i do something hehe :( lets keep going next year and be more closer >:) and yes u and suna r going to be the cat's first ever aunt and uncle <3

@romaune ツ

okay .. the literal meaning of sunshine, yes you gracie baby :( you're so wholesome i wanna cry thats me 2 u !! i love your aura and just everything, i get so excited when u reply to my asks fr, because ure so enthusiastic n i like that a lot !!! :( ik we don't talk a lot yet but from our interactions (or just us screamin abt our mans winks) i know i gained a friend, a good n funny friend for that:) and ure so like hinata i wanna squish and hug and talk to!! i love how we scream abt our ongoing suna brainrots HAHA can't forget that <33

@cryoqi ツ

people put ur hands up 4 the coolest person ive met !!!! >:( istg you're so kind and so funny even if thats not ur intention T_T at first i was intimidated by u but then yeah <33 we vibe :( only the real ones know abt us and me bein your bread anon <33 ure rlly great and can't forget d time us and dove sang thru texts ...? yes that i cried while laughing HAHA, and yes i love the way u write 2!! so you and just amazing overall :)) n yeah i like to talk to u a lot in the server !!! ure so funny & relatable at times hihi

@miyasangel ツ

arden bae !!! you're so ... cool and pretty and one of the people i want 2 talk to in here <3 you're like cool and the way you write is chefs kiss >:( and i love it whenever we talk abt random things AHSHS and when we talk abt atsumu <33 i love love that !! n yeah good thing i interacted w u b4 on ur old blog and get to talk to you more !!! i was so shy n nervous while sending you asks sometimes LMAO idk why :(( ure rlly a great friend <3 n i think u also became a factor on why im liking inarizaki :D

@cafemiya ツ

omg hail to issy !! i know we don't talk that much yet but i literally like u a lot >:( you're rlly great w your long fics !! n handmade heaven lead me to you and ur asks <3 and you're so chaotic too HAHA i like that :) dw ill always shower u w compliments bc u so deserve it bby !!! and i squeal sometimes when u reply to my asks w the same energy :(( n yes i just love you and your vibe in general <3 and im so excited 4 the collab !!! <3 thanks for reaching me out hehe or my slowburn fic journey wont happen :( anw ily and keep slayin issy baby!!!! :D

@kuro0luvr ツ

omg kieran .. the big phat supporter of chlojime is here people !!! <3 i just love loooove talking to you esp in the server & we scream abt anything n everything :( and thank u for always giving me support and everyone else when we're down!! you're one of my sunshines 2 :( i love how we just talk and instantly b close friends you know!! even tho we dont chat like in dms we r so close hehe :( and yes ill never forget how happy u got when i complimented that u have akaashi vibes <3 ty for being a good friend n supporter to me :(((

@oikawasbliss ツ

milo everyday !!! >:) i missed our interactions tbh :( you're just so chill n i vibe w u a lot!! your themes omg i want em its so aesthetic and everything <3 and uhm i love ur love for oikawa >< i mean who wouldn't but whenever i see smth kawa related i think of u immediately T_T and yes ure just so so cool :(( lets talk more soon gah and maybe talk abt aot hehe smirks <3 and yes i just like ur themes and vibe a lot <3 lets talk more soon gah >:)

@himichii ツ

I KNOW we didn't talk really like until few weeks ago but ... you're so funny and kind n lowkey sweet HAHA u were so intimidating before i can't talk 2 u <//3 but im glad i did !! not me writin this and listening to the playlist u made for me :( omg thank u for that and the other that u posted, i felt nostalgic and (good) sad on d inside <3 HAHS lets talk more omfg idk what 2 say :( OH oh ure a greatt writer :( the angst u sent yesterday made me sad gah <3 let's talk more in the new years!!! :(

@hajimine ツ

oml lexy bae where do i start??? omg ily like <3 because you're so nice n sweet n so funny 2!! glad i started participating in your ask games and on that we became friends hehe :( i love how we just talk abt anything on your asks <33 like ur life keeps me entertained HAHA and when u became more chaotic n all that .. i liked it!!! :( and oh u write so well if u didnt know >:( can't wait 4 more interactions w you bae !! <3 and ugh omg ily <3 literally cannot express how much :( you have good vibes n i wanna have that too !! and love how we just scream over one man ;D

@lcaita ツ

omg kai ... hi <3 HAHS sorry if im so awkward wtf but ure so cool and so funny !!! i like ur vibes always even tho ure not always around <3 and when youre around i just get happy !!! >< for some reason i love ur name hehe and uhm i love ur aesthetics hehe on ur acc !!! >:) and yes thank u for being a kind friend hehe :( lets talk more next yr abt anything!!! maybe abt ur mans (kaashi, semi, others) hehe ;)

@kemochie ツ

nea !!! i just . wanna say that you're a sweet human being :( and deserve the world :( ik we didnt interact much yet but !!! i love u already n your aura in general <3 and i just get soft on ur username for some reason T_T i love our little interactions from time 2 time n i wanna boost that more on the new years!! <3 idk i like u :( that's it thats my say :(

@nightmareupondaydream ツ

kana baby !!! im so grateful for u whenever u send me sweet words at random times ... and when i need it <3 and i missed our chats in dms :( lets do it again sometime !! im gonna be here for u okay :( and you're so sweet fr i love u,, and yeah just talkin about how shitty life is or how my writing goes, let's do that on the new years oki!! <3333

@ravscrii ツ

thank u for being there like really >< ik u have own probs to solve but you still helped me :( ty for being a great listener and supporter hehe <3 u deserve great things !!! and pls dw okay we're good even tho we arent talking that much :( i miss that hehe n ure a kind and funny person ASHS esp in the server ur replies n everything make me laugh :( lets talk more soon like the old times AAAAAA i miss it hehe <3 and goodluck on genshin HAHA pls entertain me w it even tho i don't play </3

@rintaroll ツ

olivia babe <3 omg i missed u sorry 4 not checking on u :( forgive me <//3 just wnna say u totally made my 2020 better n a little more bearable <3 i like ur vibes sm and ur name .. olivia wow i like it :( and oh you're so aesthetic like ur blog in general ??? hello pls step on me :( and u also influenced me (for some reason) to like tsumu more ?! which i dont mind at all .. i like it when we scream over tsumu or i tease u n him getting horknee :D yeah and god i can't forget the time we fangirled over gojo on ur asks ... and u sent me gojo gifs which made me scream <3 one of my unforgettable moments w ya!!

to my hajime anon + mod ツ

thank u for always being here :( and you just chatting w me makes me so happy <3 i hope you'll see this hehe and just thank u and ily yknow :( when im down or happy, or shitty you're just there, supporting me always <3 im so grateful for that!! and hajime anon mod ily :( thank u for taking ur time to chat w me and make me so happy hehe <3 take ur time okay :)

to my baby, stella ツ

AAAAAAA idk if you'll see this but shoot me an ask if u saw :( uhm i love ur vibes and you're so cool !! promise <3 and your theme changes r always so beautiful <3 pls pls i love you so much agh im so worried when u deactivated :( pls dont overwork okay whenever ure working :( i love talkin to u always in ur asks !!! ure so sweet and lovely grr >:( u deserve all d good things okay ily stel :((